!!! You have tattoos? if you don't mind sharing, what are they?

I do !! I have a handful so I won’t go through them all, but I have a few designs that include hearts (I used to doodle them a lot when I was younger so it’s no surprise that some of the designs I’ve wanted include hearts in some way lol) 💖🖤💖🖤

(I really want a buffy tatt but I wouldn’t know where to even start lol it takes me a while to commit to something)

TELL US UR HOT DAGA FIX IT IDEA and also i am so excited to see an active hot daga blog in the year of our lord 2021.... thank you for all you do <333333

I'M SO GLAD THAT YOU'RE EXCITED TO SEE ONE!!! to be honest i'm just glad that people are actually interested in me keeping this blog active, and that my mutuals are still alive and well too. thank you for giving me motivation to keep making content <3

this has ended up as more of.. a pam analysis than a fix-it, but they tie in together at the "ANYWAY" so if you're looking for that, just skip to it :)

(there's more under this cut because it'll be long, but if you can't access it for any reason i'll be more than happy to message it to you. please also keep in mind that this is a LOT of pam apologism)

OKAY SO! it really all hinges on pam as a character and her development throughout the series and how that contrasts or goes along with the way that it works with other characters in the series. she’s a very complex character (something that doesn’t really need to be said; it’s pointed out in the show as well) and i find her arc incredibly interesting, especially because she is not... not a witch at the end of season 5 when she finally ends up being a semi-good guy.

pam is one of the oldest characters in the series both in age and in how long she's lasted as a character, just going off the fact that she was (a) around since the chili wars, (b) old enough to have a nephew ~about~ 20 years younger than her around the time of the time of the future, and (c) old enough for papa crab to recognize her from his vision of the crab joust.

this leaves a lot of space for her improvement! especially with the fact that we canonically have two timelines (the one where pam wins and the future happens, and the one where the joust is stopped). because we don't know that much about her life before she started serving the dark master, so i think... it kind of hinges on her involvement. we've never had the hotdaga without pam. even when she died, she turned around and became a ghost so she would still be around.

i think that, with the way she and mike acted around each other during the last few episodes of season five, there was a little more history there. this is where we get into my headcanon that mike and pam were actually friends after the time of the chili wars but before she found the dark master.

mike knows her. he's seen her at the wedding and knows about her involvement in the larger plot from gene and maizey (assuming they told him, which i think they did) but he doesn't hold any resentment? usually he's the first person to get up and go "hey, what you're doing is fucked up and i'm not happy with it."

obviously, since he never interacts with goondis on-screen before season five, it's a big hard to get a handle on his behaviour around old friends, but he doesn't seem to be... a fairly forgiving person.

this leads into how pam is... not really a bad person throughout the hotdaga. for sure, she does many, many bad things over the course of the series, but she is not... bad. she merely seems to be desensitized to violence.

combine that with the fact that many--if not all--the main characters in the hotdaga are fairly morally grey, you have a good setup for an interesting story.

ANYWAY. pam goes back in time with maizey on the minestrone to herself on the outer edge of the galaxy, meeting one of the other characters for the first time, but in the landing they were separated from the minestrone and need to get back without anyone noticing that they're around. this is... hard however, because there aren't a lot of people around but it is incredibly quiet and any movement is echoed around the small town and the scrap metal it's made of.

the minestrone is quite beat up from losing mike and goondis, and tired from the whole journey, so she misses again, and ends up going back and forth through pam's life up until the actual wedding. reflecting on her... what she stood for and stands for currently, the nothingness that could be the future, etc.

she's got!! layers,,, i love her. miss her.

why is youtube recomending me a pure mathematics class on its plataform, i just started algebra man calm down

Haha hey guys remember that one time lily orchard made a video complaining about elsanna but she only gave more reasons to ship elsanna

Man, I wish there were more poses with musical instruments. 🙄

mm discord rp

The only one in Vio’s brigade to get a redesign

@reformed-serial-killer​ liked (x) for a starter

Elijah’s teeth ground together as he got the email just before he was set to go to lunch. It was as if his boss didn’t have respect for his employee’s time. Though he would never dream of declining and saying he’d be back in an hour; he had a feeling he’d be out the door in an instant. And he needed the job, his brother needed help with the baby his one-night-stand just gave birth to. 

When their parents found out about said baby, they didn’t waste anytime to disinherit Klaus. And when Elijah stuck up for him, they did the same to him. Elijah made sure his other siblings didn’t  didn’t do something as stupid as follow in his footsteps, so they shut up, even though they didn’t agree with it.

Elijah wound up finding this job to help. Klaus had too much of a temper to keep a steady one, so Elijah moved him into his apartment and left him there to clean while he was at work. 

And now, instead of going home and making sure his brother ate and fed his child, he was being forced to go see his boss. He sighed, sent a quick, muddled text to his brother -- ever the luddite -- and went towards Mr. Salvatore’s office. 

Taking a deep breath, he knocked on the door, and opened it up, his smile polite and pleasant. “You wanted to see me, sir?” he said, his hands tugging on his sleeves before locking behind his back.

meeting: done

class schedule: got

time: to lay on the floor

dc should totally let me direct a movie.yall let some guy who read a handful of batman comics that r popular direct a movie so why not me?i get almost all of my information from fanfiction,a very trusting source of information(unsure), oh hey dream sweet in sea major is playing.ok so anyways let me direct a movie guys i dont have any prior experience and im bad at writing down idea but if yall lock me in a room and tell me to rant abt a movie idea for dc first id tell you to make a fucking movi about robin and make it good.on god if yall make it winx two i WILL be going ballistic.jist make it bright and fun.TWO uhmmm id make a movie that is good.very rare for the dceu to have those so you should bite the bullet and allow me to make a movie.i dont know what the fuck id do but id do it well

I like language

I like video games

I like anime

I like monsters

I like horror (both campy and legitimately good)

I like animals

I like music

my favorite color is actually BLUE, not purple like some people might think

my favorite drinks are lemonade... and i guess ginger ale. i dont do alcohol.

if i played a sport i think i would want to play volleyball.

   { Actually... Imma drop in on my main acct for a little bit. I’ve been itching to get back into FFXIV and while I haven’t found the drive to do it yet, I do have a FFXIV sideblog I want to work on a little bit more!

   { If any other FFXIV fans/roleplayers are interested, the blog is @shinigxmicrew-ffxiv! It is a roleplaying blog! I just haven’t gotten around to...figuring out how to do that, while still being overhyped about playing an MMO for the first time... LOL. (But I do know most spoilers bc I really love this game and cannot help my curiosity. Pls don’t be mad at me...!!)

   { I’d love to work on my OCs with you guys. 💕 I promise I’ll be back to Ammy soon! Her muse hasn’t gone away yet. I think I just need a moment to indulge a hyperfixation....maybe drag Ammy into the game itself...and then I can get back to replies.

   { ((On that note, I know I owe Godot a response, I wanna get back to Chiasa as well... Am I missing anyone else? I feel like I am, but I’m unsure. Pls send me IMs if we have a thread you want to keep going with!!!)) }

I am moderately sad so I downloaded tinder and now??? Wtf

Clancy: 10 - Indestructible Butterflies & Witches

CW: mention of (temporary) death, mention of scar, memory loss, conditioned whumpee - let me know if I forgot anything!

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Masterlist Darius had a scar on his neck from the Nimbus’s bite. When we got back to Silverdream, Lady Agatha had asked about it, as he didn’t have that scar before. Darius had said, “There was an incident, but everything turned out just fine.”

Lady Agatha had been dissatisfied with that answer, but Darius had told her, “What happens to Clancy and I outside of your court is none of your concern, Lady Agatha. I will inform you of any incidents that happen here.”

He had not mentioned that he was immortal to her.

I had asked on our way back to Silverdream.

Darius had explained that he did not age, and if a wound killed him he’d wake back up fully healed in a couple hours.

“Wouldn’t that require a lot of sacrifice for that kind of magic?” I had asked.

Darius had raised an eyebrow at me. “If it didn’t, there would certainly be more out there like me, Clancy.”

I hadn’t said anything after that, but something felt wrong. About Darius’s magic.

That feeling only got worse when I realized Darius wasn’t disclosing that he was immortal from his healing magic from Lady Agatha.

I was in Elias’s, Lady Agatha’s head sorcerer, office. It had only been a few days since Darius and I had returned, and Elias had offered to show me some of the projects he was working on when he had seen me anxiously pacing in the halls, after Darius kicked me out of his room.

Elias had always been nice to me, but I wasn’t always certain if I was supposed to talk to him. He and Darius didn’t get along, but Darius never told me to not talk to him.

Elias had carefully put away his notes and covered some interesting contraptions when we entered his office, and I assumed those projects were ones I wasn’t supposed to see. “Come, look at this,” Elias said, beckoning me forward.

I lowered my hand from my mouth, I had been biting my nails again, and approached, looking at the papers Elias had in his hands. It had scratchy handwriting on it and various diagrams and drawings all around it.

“What’s it supposed to be?” I asked.

“If I could figure it out, an indestructible butterfly that could play music or sound,” Elias sighed. “But I would need to figure out material for it that I could infuse the magic with, and that’s not even considering the amount of magic this little device would need to work. I would have to figure out what to sacrifice for the magic, and that is always conundrum.”

“Oh.” I stared at a drawing of a butterfly. “I think it’s nice.”

Elias laughed. “I agree.”

I stepped back, looking at Elias. “So, since you’re a sorcerer, that means you infuse magic into other things?”

Elias nodded, putting the papers back on his desk as he looked at me. “Yes, sorcerers use the ritual that gives us magic, and rather than giving the magic to ourselves we put it in an object so it can be used in whatever way we want it to.”

I nodded, thinking about my conversation with Darius about his magic. About how much it took for him to become immortal. “What would it take to make...that butterfly device indestructible?”

Elias sighed, leaning back in his chair, stroking his facial hair as he thought. “It would have to be something of somewhat significance, I would say.”

I looked at him blankly.

Elias smiled. “You can get more powerful magic when something of significance is sacrificed.”

“Oh.” I hesitated. “Is that way witches tend to be really powerful then? Because sacrificing yourself tends to be a significant thing?”

Elias frowned. “Yes, and no.” He sighed. “I’d advise you don’t speak of witches too much in this court, Clancy.”

I frowned. “Why not?”

“Lady Agatha doesn’t enjoy that kind of topic.”

“Oh.”

Elias sighed. “To more accurately answer your question though, to my understanding, what happens most of the time with witches is they’ll sacrifice so much of themself that there will be more magic than them. They aren’t fully a human by the time they become a witch. And the little that is left of them can’t handle the amount of magic that’s in their body.”

I nodded, and a part of me realized I knew that. I didn’t know where I had learned it, but when Elias told me that, I had a vague sense of someone with black hair and dark eyes saying something very similar. Eerily similar. “Could someone get as powerful as a witch without sacrificing anything of themself?”

Elias looked at me curiously. “I mean, in theory. Did Greenwoods have stories of warlocks, Clancy?”

“Um...I don’t remember.”

Elias nodded. “Right. Apologies. A lot of settlements have stories about warlocks. They’re a myth, but they are magic users that are perhaps the most powerful people in the world, as the story goes anyway. No one can rival their magic.”

“How did they get their magic?”

“Well, the stories say they sacrificed the world. Let it burn for their own power.”

“And they rose from the ashes,” I said, blinking as I realized I knew the story.

Elias smiled. “Oh, so you do know the story?”

I nodded. “I guess so.”

“Well, the stories always said they’d rule the world one day, but clearly they don’t. And I doubt they ever existed. Probably just something our ancestors came up with to explain the sudden surge in magic in the world.”

“Well, there was a society before this, right? One much more advanced than what we currently have,” I said.

Elias shrugged. “We don’t really know much about that time. A lot of history was lost with the surge of magic in our world.”

I nodded, remembering that Elias was right about that. Even though I had a feeling I was still right, and I couldn’t explain why. I looked around his desk and saw a small metal ball on Elias’s desk. “What’s that?” I asked, pointing at it cautiously, deciding to change the subject before I said something stupid. Or something Darius didn’t want me to say.

Elias looked where I was pointing. “Oh? You don’t remember. I believe you saw this the first time we properly met. I was presenting it to Lady Agatha.” He placed the ball in the middle of the desk and tapped the top of it.

The ball suddenly unfolded itself into a small figure that extended its arms and legs and began moving gracefully in a beautiful dance.

I stared at it in amazement. “It’s beautiful!” I breathed. “Did Lady Agatha give you permission to make more of them?”

“Oh, you really don’t remember our first meeting, do you?” Elias chuckled.

I gave him a confused look, and he frowned at me.

Elias reached for the metal dancer, tapping its head so it would fall back into a small ball. “Lady Agatha has told me you hit your head and lost your memory, back at Greenwoods, right?”

I looked at him. Darius kept saying that’s what happened in public, but telling me it’s because of my magic. I didn’t get why he was keeping the real reason secret from everyone else, but I only assumed he had his reasons. “Yes,” I answered slowly.

“If you keep forgetting things, it might be because something is wrong. We have magical means that can observe what’s wrong if you’d like, Clancy,” Elias offers, looking at me with concern on his face. “Just to make sure your brain did not suffer any severe damage.”

I frowned. “I’m fine, really. I…” I hesitated. “I’ll talk to you if I notice it gets worse.”

Elias sighed, but he nodded. “Here, take this,” he said, offering the metal ball. “So you won’t forget me.” He laughed, and I smiled awkwardly as I took the metal ball. Feeling the coolness of it in my hand.

Elias showed me more of his ideas he wanted to make, and I tried to listen to him as I held onto the gift he gave me. Feeling the heaviness of the metal ball in my hand.

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i wish i could take back all the times I've created something especially for someone who barely appreciated it or didn't even acknowledge it

I... I... I just said people shouldn't be attracted to others because of their biological gEnDeR and now the evil fucking dykes are defending their existence??? p.. pwease im judt a tiwed scawed demisexual doggo bean oh goDheLp im shakibfsh and crywing im so huwt

dante: you have an awful habit of stealing my things, don't you?

trisha: your mistake is treating them like "things".

Live blogging 308 let’s gooooooooo.

Midoriya <333333333 I missed him...for the main character he sure spends a lot of time out of the spotlight in what’s presented as his own story (and yeah I get it there’s a Lot to explore and the world would be limited if we just saw it thru Midoriya’s perspective but I missed him nonetheless)

Ok so lmao I turned the page and muscular said he missed him too...hate 2 agree w/ muscular but...

Ok moment of agreement over //all might voice// beat his ass, young Midoriya!!

Damn bitch literally what was the purpose of destroying the building...

Rip to Yo lmao hopefully Tatami can get him help

Before I turn the page I wonder why Midoriya’s appearance is so obscured in all these panels - I feel like we’re setting up for a reveal of some sort but I don’t know what

Ohhhhhh new quirk reveal? Lmao that really was on the next page...my intuition!!!

Ooh finally someone telling Midoriya to prioritize his head over his quirks!!! It’s about two hundred ninety-something chapters too late, but I’ll take it, hopefully it pans out into something more 🤞🏻

OOH YEAH GET HIM!!!!!

He actually manages to make the mask look pretty menacing,,, wild,,,

Oh???? Finally asking villains about their motives? Not sure if muscular is the right place to start since afaik he just likes to kill people for funsies and again it’s late in the story for him to be getting this development but ykw I’ll take wins where I can get them. And who knows, with horikoshis record of developing controversial people, maybe he’s gonna give muscular some crazy backstory

...Or not lmao. At least he tried I guess...

YEAHHHHHH MIDORIYA USING HIS BRAIN!!!! WE LOVE THAT FOR HIM!!! & we finally get to see his face 🥺 I will start crying immediately I’m so proud of him 🥺🥺🥺 oh he’s not smiling though...seems he’s finally breaking away from what he’s been taught and becoming his own type of hero...? (I hope so. Please???)