Tumgik
#for context: he has not talked to me since august and i’ve sent him tons of messages since then and has not replied to any of them
everyoneseesaghost · 4 years
Text
(uhh read the tags?)
#hi beautiful humans!#sorry i’ve not been around#i’ve literally spent the last week watching tv shows#fleebag the good place and rewatching downton abbey#i cried a lot when i finished the good place today#that’s not the point anyway#i’ve been having a lot of anxiety and i’ve barely slept these past week so#that’s why i’ve not been around#sorry#i have a lot of letters to reply to on slowly and some are yours so forgive me for that i’ll do my best to respond soon to them#i’m going to vent a little so you can stop reading here#i’m finally able to leave home to go for a walk but i panic the moment i get slightly far from home or see a lot of people#i just want to stay in bed the whole day and not know anything that’s happening in the world#there are megative news everywhere my brain has already enough negativity i don’t need more#i don’t know i’m just sad and stressed and having a lot of anxiety lately#i don’t even know what to do to distract myself anymore#if you kept reading i’m so so sorry for all this i just needed to vent and my friends are always busy apparently#and you know what would be nice? my father sending me a message asking how am i doing#for context: he has not talked to me since august and i’ve sent him tons of messages since then and has not replied to any of them#like we’re in the middle of a pandemic isn’t that reason enough to stop acting like a 5yo and talk to me???!#sorry i’m stressed#just ignore me i guess#all my friends do that anyway#i’ll post a photo of brittain now to cheer the mood up a little#i hope you are all doing well and staying healthy#you don’t deserve any bad thing to happen nor to you nor to your loved ones#sleep well or had a nice day depending on when are you reading this#and sorry for the vent i just needed to let it all out i guess
3 notes · View notes
glixbitch · 5 years
Note
Hey I’m kinda new to the fandom, I mean technically I’ve been watching Sean for a little over a year, but I’ve only just recently begun to want to interact in the fandom (too nervous to start a sideblog yet but besides the point) and I’m just super curious about all the ego stuff going on lately and I just wonder if there’s videos to get me in the loop of who everyone is? Especially Robbie (?) bc I honestly don’t know who tf he is 😅 anyways, thank u!! (also I love ur blog ur so nice and funny!)
Hey dude! I did the exact same thing when I started, I watched his videos myself for almost a year before I made this blog!
So, there’s a lot to catch up on, and the best resource I always direct people to is this timeline, which has links to all the videos you’ll need up to September 2018, as well as context and explanation for everything.  I’d categorise things into four main periods for the sake of clarity:
Up to and including ‘Say Goodbye’, July 2016- October 2016: this features the individual ego introductions in Power Hours for Schneep, Jackieboy Man (JBM), Marvin and culminates in Anti’s first full appearance (SG). 
From SG to  KJSE, October 2016 - August 2017: includes Anti’s next appearance, during the PAX 2017 intro video, some assorted glitches (Detention series), the introduction of Chase Brody, and then Kill Jacksepticeye (my personal favourite Anti video). 
KJSE to Mayhem, Aug 2017- May 2018: there’s a lot in this part, including Jameson Jackson (JJ)’s introduction in a Power Hour, DDLC glitches, Overnight Watch, and then May itself, during which we got tons of ego content building up to some truly amazing videos (Dark Silence, Exiles, First Winter, TIE) at the end of the month. I can’t even begin to explain everything going on there, it’s all in the timeline, but it’s so worth checking out and really builds on Chase and Schneep in particular. 
Mayhem 2018 - present: there’s been some minor suspicious times since then, Transference series, Observation series, THIS video which just... watch the last 10 minutes and you’ll understand, it sent the whole community into a freakout that lasted WEEKS
There’s obviously stuff I’ve missed out, there’s so many instances in which small glitches will happen in videos sometimes it’s hard to keep track of now! But the timeline will capture most things and give you an intro to the six egos. 
On the subject of Robbie, he is actually a non-canon ego. He originates from the below thumbnail for an episode of PUBG, people just really liked the zombie design/aesthetic and it took off from there. He has a very loyal group of fans who love him, even if he’s never had any screen time (cough, @lilakennedy, cough). 
Tumblr media
And finally, what’s happening now! I’m sure you’ve seen, Jack’s been editing his egoartweek posts to include zalgo, which is one of Anti’s trademarks (seen in posts before, plus video descriptions, tags etc). The absolute best way to understand ego stuff is just to dive in to the community, read theories, you’ll get understanding from seeing everyone talk about it, and people will help you catch up on stuff you haven’t seen!
I hope this is helpful, I don’t wanna make it too long, and you enjoy catching up on all this stuff!! Don’t hesitate to ask if there’s anything specific you don’t get, or wanna know, I don’t mind answering questions to the best of my ability! It’s a wild ride, so have fun! 
56 notes · View notes
dailyaudiobible · 4 years
Text
07/08/2020 DAB Transcript
1 Chronicles 5:18-6:81, Acts 26:1-32, Psalms 6:1-10, Proverbs 18:20-21
Today is the 8th day of July welcome to the Daily Audio Bible I’m Brian it is a joy and a privilege and an honor to be here with you today as we take the next step forward. Hopefully you had a good long walk yesterday. I love seeing all the pictures. I had a wonderful time myself. Feeling refreshed and ready to hear from the Scriptures today. So, we’ll go back into the book of first Chronicles that we’ve been working our way through. And we’re reading from the English Standard Version this week. First Chronicles chapter 5 verse 18 through 6 verse 81 today.
Commentary:
Okay. So in the book of Acts today, Paul is again given the opportunity to share the message of Jesus and he does it while he's offering his own defense against the accusations that the religious leaders of the…of the Jewish people had…had leveled against him that had kept him incarcerated. And, so, like today he's defending himself while sharing the gospel with the new Roman governor whose name was Festus before King Herod Agrippa the second and the king's sister Bernice. And there’s a ton of speculation that the king and his sister Bernice were involved in an incestuous relationship and they were both the children of Drusilla who was the wife of the previous Roman governor, Felix. And Paul spent a lot of time with Felix. The book of Acts tells us the Felix sent for him often, was even kinda hoping for a bribe. So, it's important to just see. You know, Paul traveled all over the Roman Empire, establishing churches among the people, but now, because of his incarceration, because of the things that have happened that have got him under arrest and because he's defending himself, he's now sharing the gospel with the most influential people in the world at least this time and in this region. I mean since he was arrested in Jerusalem, he has shared the gospel with two Roman governors, the Jewish high Council, a king and two of the king's sisters. And he just he just shared the gospel. Like he didn't try to work it, you know, like to work it so he can get free. Like he just shared the gospel. It was his imprisonment that had opened the door to him even being in front of these people and he's facing all kinds of opposition. This is the same way Jesus was treated. This is the same way Jesus told His followers that they would be treated and for that matter that we could find ourselves being treated. So, you know, things come against you, come against you, come against you, knock you down, knock you down, knock you down. You start throwing your hands up in the air going, “like, what do I gotta do to have a single day of smoothness.” I gotta confess I have I have done this. So, I'm speaking from experience. But what we see in the New Testament is the long view, a greater view an eternal view - eyes that are open to the fact that even if human life is taken away it's not going to end life, this greater view that God's will is going to be done and He's going to do it through His people, and if it takes a long time that He is merciful and patient but we’re all participating in the march forward and we have to march ourselves forward so that we can collectively be marching forward. We all have a role to play. We all have a part in this, and with the greater view, God's intention is to restore all things, to make all things new and we are marching forward on that path than that allows immediate circumstances to have context that still allows for hope even in the darkest of times. And we’re seeing this in the life of the apostle Paul as he goes really through his prison ministry, prison years.
Prayer:
Father as we continue this journey we invite Your Holy Spirit to continue to apply Your word to our lives, giving us awareness, opening our eyes, giving us context because we lose it all the time, ever day, all the time we lose the plot of the story. And yet Your word continues to show us the narrow path and return us to it and we are grateful. And, so, come Holy Spirit and plant the words from the Scriptures in our hearts and minds so that they become a part of our lives today. We ask in the name of Jesus. Amen.
Announcements:
dailyaudiobible.com is the website and that's home base for all things around the Global Campfire, all the things that are going on around here. So, check that out.
We had the Daily Audio Bible long walk yesterday and it's been beautiful as it is every year to see the different long walks that have been posted up to the to the Daily Audio Bible Facebook page and enjoy that. And O, I had a great time myself so needed, so needed. So needed, to just mark a day on the calendar and go like, “this day right here I have nothing to do but be with God and just let the day unfold. So, I trust that was a beautiful time for you as well. And you can see all…all that I’m talking about on the Facebook page for the Daily Audio Bible.
And we released a resource called Heart, a contemplative journey yesterday. That the certainly was a conversation starter for the long walk but it is really meant to be that at any point in time that we need to step away and we need an oasis that we need a reminder that we need to remember the goodness of God and His presence in all of the things that we feel and to help us interpret how we’re feeling as opposed to just feeling like we live in a washing machine on spin cycle all of the time. So, that resource is available, and you can get it at the iTunes store or at the Google Play. So, certainly check that out. Search for…you can search for my name or you can search for Hearty, a contemplative journey. And let's keep the conversation going.
If you want to partner with the Daily Audio Bible, thank you humbly, profoundly for your partnership as we move into and through the summertime. There is a link on the homepage at dailyaudiobible.com. If you’re using the Daily Audio Bible app, you can press the Give button in the upper right-hand corner or the mailing address, if that's your preference is PO Box 1996 Spring Hill Tennessee 37174.
And, as always, if you have a prayer request or encouragement, you can get the Hotline button in the app, which is the little red button at the top or you can dial 877-942-4253.
And that's it for today. I'm Brian I love you and I'll be waiting for you here tomorrow.
Community Prayer and Praise:
Hello everybody this is Carmen from Germany. I haven’t called in for a while, but I do continue to listen daily. I start every morning with Brian and also the Chronological and I…I think I hardly ever miss a day. Sometimes I hit rewind and listen to parts again. Anyway, I just wanted to say I am so looking forward to the long walk. I’ve got…had this day planned for a couple weeks since I heard about it. I preordered a copy of Heart and hope since we’re ahead of you that it will download before I leave the house in the morning. I have planned to take a nice walk out by a lake around noon time. So, it’s just exciting. I’m…it’s almost like I’m looking forward to a date, not that I’ve been on a date for years and years but it’s just this excitement, you know, me and God we’ve got this date planned. And I’m going to go out cycling this morning because I have a little time before I have to work in the afternoon, but the long walk is just something different. It’s something I’ve been planning now. And, so, I’m just so looking forward to it. The sun is shining here in Germany. We have a beautiful summer day. And, so, I’m just…just…yeah…full of full of emotion and…and excitement to spend this time with God alone and get away with Him knowing that all of you guys are doing the same thing. So, yeah, it’s almost like a date with you guys too because we’re all going to be praying on that day and have an extra special intense time. Anyway, I just wanted to say greetings to all of you. I’m doing well and love you all. I love this ministry and I’m just so happy that we’re a family. Have a great day and look forward to uniting with you in prayer. Bye.
Good morning DAB family this is Oligna I’m a five-year consistent listener of the DAB and Chronological with China and I’m calling to ask for prayer for my family because of the passing of our daughter roughly about a week ago on Tuesday the 23rd and she passed away then but she had a…our grandson, Djai, but we previous to that, the passing, and she had him two months early. So, he was due in August, but she had him, like I said, a week previous to her death. So, we called to ask for prayer for our family so that we can continue her legacy through Djai when he comes home from the hospital. He is in the hospital right now in the ICU and he is gaining health and growing. So, we called to ask for prayer for that situation and for his continued health and for our continued support of him as he comes home from the hospital. Thank you and God bless.
Dear DAB family this is Dorothy out in California and I learned a lesson today and I’m wondering if someone else can benefit from it to. I’m gonna read what I wrote in my journal. I am not less than because of the bad experiences I went through. I am still a flower no matter what stage it’s in, whole, complete. God wants you to live life. He gave you life so you could live. He who is the son sets free is free indeed. Do not enslave yourselves again to a yoke of bondage. If God says you are free, God is not…then you are free, God is not a liar. Do not be held captive by your thoughts, painful memories, yokes other people made for you. For you were bought with a price, Jesus’s blood who set you free. In Jesus’ name. Live in freedom as Christ has set you free. He…His plans are greater than your plans. The walls are in your mind. Don’t be afraid to live because God’s get you back. [singing starts] I am not alone. I am not alone. You go before me. You will never leave me. I am not alone. I am not alone. You go before me. You will never leave me [singing ends].
This is Trusting God in Texas and I have in urgent prayer request for my son. It’s been a really, really tough week. He…he’s my only child and he has been healthy until now and now he is hospitalized with what appears to be his first manic episode and he’s refusing to take medication and we really need help. Please pray for God to heal him and for him to open his eyes and give him discernment that he would take the medications recommended so that he can start healing while we wait in earnest expectation for God to completely heal him. This has turned our lives upside down. I pray for everybody that has mental illness and I’ve been praying daily for people to call in for all kinds of things. I’m praying for his little Cherry. I’m praying for On Angels Wings in Canada. I’ve been praying for John in Africa. I’ve been praying for Mina. I’ve been praying for all kinds of people who call in, the woman who couldn’t get her medications that has bipolar disease. But I just ask you right now people, please help us, please pray for my son, please pray for our family, please just help us to get through this, please help my son to take the medication. Thank you.
Good morning DAB family God bless you all I pray in the name of Jesus for each of you and I’m believing that God is going to be working in each one of your lives. Happy birthday Jill! God bless you sweetheart. I just pray that you have an awesome awesome awesome day with your family. All right, this is for the prodigal spouses. I heard Adrian today from Wyoming and her unbelieving husband who is persecuting her and from rubber ducky from Kentucky, your prodigal wife and all the prodigal spouses out there. Father God I come to You in the name of Jesus Father God and Father God I am lifting up these prodigal spouses Father God. Father God Your desire is for our marriages to be equally yoked. Father God it is Your desire Father God that we are to usher in Father God those spirits Father God in the name of Jesus that are gonna unite husband and wife equally yoked Father God in the name of Jesus. May we have the authorities believe in the name of Jesus that as believing spouses that we’re going to be able to have the moment that God is going to ordain to minister to our spouses and it does not have to be just through words, it’s going to be through our actions, through our deeds, that they are going to see the love of Christ Father God in us Father God so that we may be strong in this fight Father God as we fight for their souls Father God in the name of Jesus Father God. We ask You for Your wisdom and discernment Father God and a heart that breaks Yours. This is Esther from Orlando Florida…
Good morning DAB family it’s Sunday, July the 5th this prayer is for Brian the college student. I’ve just been lifting you up. Just wanted to call in and so maybe you would hear that people are praying for you and probably so many more are that haven’t called in. I meant to call in sooner, but I keep putting it off but this morning I just had to stop and do this. So, Brian, keep the faith that has already begun in your heart. You say that you’re just kind of getting back to the Lord. Just remember that the Lord has always been with you. Whatever your story is, whatever your journey has been and just keep hoping and Him and placing all your trust in Him. And we all continue to lift you in prayer. Let us hear from you, let us see and know how things are going. Give us praise report.
Hi this is Sam from Texas stationed in Spain and I am praying for my homeland with this issue as the numbers keep rising from the deaths in people sick from this deadly virus. I…I am a survivor of the virus myself and I know how tough it can be. I am also praying for the gentleman from Fredericksburg Texas. I’m praying for him to find a job, I’m praying for his healing heart at the loss of his wife and also I’m praying that as he visits his family who are nonbelievers the Lord open their hearts and gives Him the words to speak to them about our great Jehovah. And thank you to the lady who sang that __ that song that says you know there’s no one like Jehovah, there’s no one like Jehovah. And that’s what I’m going to stay with today. There’s no one like Jehovah. Thank you in the name of the Lord. Amen.
0 notes