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jochona · 16 days
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i will wash my hair tomorrow
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harumphy · 5 months
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Do you feel the agony of my love?
Like a thorny crown upon your head
I hope the blood blinds you
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ghostinxgiaw · 5 months
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"The Scorpion's Love Story"
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-O.
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cursedtodwell · 8 days
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Journal entry 14, 3/3/24
Crazy what can happen in a year. I knew I felt off today. A year ago today I was so happy. Will I always feel this way? I don’t want to feel nothing. I want to be in love and be loved again.
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damnnovels · 16 days
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Oh, how I wish to meet you again.
in that same city, on the same street
again us just passing by a feet?
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Then I would get to see your
those beautiful eyes into mine once again
this time i will try to look into them
just a little longer,
to just hold onto that sight of them and
I will do everything the same but
just not let those honey eyes leave mine again.
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I'll watch you go on across the street and blush secretly,
not to let you know that your smile still makes me so damn floaty.
and when you'll turn back with that silly smirk,
I'll wink at you to make you stumble on your feet,
to fall in love with me once again.
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dednom · 9 months
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I hope one day you look back and regret everything you ruined.
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violetpeachh · 23 days
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it just took me too long to realize that you’d never love me the way i love you as much as you pretended you did. and looking back i feel so dumb because it was so obvious and everyone told me and warned me but i never listened or believed them when i should have. sometimes i think i’ve moved on and then other times i’m laying in bed crying looking at pictures i took of you sleeping and wishing i was in that moment with you again running my fingers through your hair. but then i think about how you never ran your fingers through my hair even though i always wished you would. you never loved me like i loved you. it took my birthday for me to realize that. unfortunately i will always love you. i hope you regret not being enough for me and i hope it haunts you forever because you and i both know i would have given you the world. i would have died for you, i would have lived for you, whatever you wanted. i was yours. maybe i still am
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pluto-plutonium · 3 months
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Honestly there’s nothing quite like a first heartbreak. It’s even better when you find yourself at a cousins wedding. Especially when the last wedding you were at you were texting your partner pictures and they were telling you how much they loved you and how beautiful you looked. And at that wedding you were picturing what yours would be like with that person. And now here you are a few months later at yet another wedding, crushed because those dreams won’t come true anymore.
I feel delusional for thinking I could have a future with my first love. But it still hurts the same.
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grapejuiceblues18 · 11 months
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Doesn't it hurt when we're planning every little thing with someone and the very next second, we're back to asking favorite colors all over again?
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Hey, y’all.
So a little update on my life: my BF broke up with me. We’ve been together for 2 years and I thought we were happy, but obviously, he wasn’t. Though he says it’s to “better himself” and it’s “temporary”, it still hurts.
Never fall in love. Though it’s a beautiful thing, it’s also painful, ESPECIALLY first heartbreaks.
I’m gonna still be writing and posting tho! I love what I do and I’m gonna keep doing it. If anyone has any advice on how to deal with this on top of other stress (job hunting, etc.) PLEASE don’t hesitate to reach out!
Love, Jazz ❤️
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So like how do you get over a breakup I’ve never actually had an one that makes me cry so much like this is genuinely my first heartbreak what do I do bro 😭🤚🏻
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annawriteswords · 1 year
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The hardest part of moving on is forgetting. The curve of your smile. The ocean of your eyes. The way they looked into mine like knowing, recognition, home. I still haven't forgotten your birthday. The night we met. The morning I watched you walk away for the last time—I still remember what you were wearing. And I don’t think I will ever forget the feeling of your hands under blankets on my skin. The way we fit like two puzzle pieces. The way you warmed every inch of me from the inside out— Sometimes I catch the smell of your shampoo in the grocery store or on the bus and I'm right back there again. In the early glow in your room. You brushed the hair out of my face and kissed me before you left. I fell back asleep knowing I'd see you again later. I wish I could forget what it felt like to feel so safe in those temporary goodbyes. To know that you were always coming back.
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umz8 · 6 months
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he followed me around every art gallery and every classrom for a year.
but ever since then it has felt like i've been following him around, trying so hard to catch up and always falling just a bit too short of a mark.
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cursedtodwell · 11 days
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Journal entry 11, 10/21/23
None of my friends wished me a happy birthday. Two didn’t know, but the third should of. All day I hoped they would text me, but in the back of my mind I knew they wouldn’t. The post birthday depression, and being at a mental low are hitting hard. I write my thoughts so that they are somewhere else, but they still haunt me. I’m filled with regret. I regret dating her. I miss my friend. I’d be better off had we never dated.
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belisnotreallyhere · 9 months
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My first heartbreak
Thinking of you today
I listened to the song we sang outside the coffee shop
I smile
Why did you leave so easily?
I frown
Why didn’t you try to understand me?
You’ll never know this version of me
Do you still like Japanese soda?
Wish you had stayed despite my sexuality
Caring about me wasn’t enough,
Am I not enough?
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dednom · 9 months
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If I die tomorrow, then I can say I love you til my heart beats its last.
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