#fili-is-my-lover

[mistergandalf]

def gonna make a double elimination bracket I can't let some of these people go out in round ONE

#all of you picking thranduil over fili you hurt my heart #does thranduil even have CHEST HAIR #you elf lovers #also the aragorn/eowyn poll is soooo close #whoever loses deserves a second chance forreal #ultimate tolkien blorbo

[danger-xylophones]

Hi hi hi! Just found your account and saw your requests were open, I was hoping to request some lotr/the hobbit headcanons? Preferably about a reader who's struggling with depression while on the quest and the others notice their behaviour & give them some comfort/hope. You can do whichever characters you see fit, but if it's okay with you I'd particularly like to see Boromir, Aragorn, Legolas, Thorin, Fili, Kili and Elrond :) thanks a bunch, I hope you have a great day! <3

Howdy, welcome to the shitshow!

Thank you so much for this request! It was really therapeutic to write. Also I apologize if any of these seem ooc.

A lot of the described symptoms are things I've experienced in working through my own depression.

Warnings: depression symptoms, hopelessness, really vague reference to ideation (only in Elrond's)

Can be read as romantic or platonic, gender neutral

masterlist

Boromir

This man can be either the least or most comforting

And it all depends on how close you are when the symptoms rear their collective head

Early on, he’ll offer his ear and listen to your troubles but he can’t do much more besides helplessly shrug and say something akin to ‘we must press on’

He doesn’t outright say ‘suck it up’ but it does feel like that's what he means

BUT once you two become close (either as lovers or friends) he will try everything in his power to help

He’s not super knowledgeable on ailments of the mind, his brother was always a little more aware of the fragility of one’s psyche, but he does know the things that help him feel centered in reality

So, with your permission, he’ll take your hands in his

And squeeze them as hard as he can so your mind is forced to react to your body again

He makes sure he doesn’t hurt you but it is an uncomfortable sensation

“I will not lie to you, I understand very little the extent of your mind’s despair. I know I am afraid and I fear for the future and I know it is different than your fear.”

“Because your fear lies within absence - that there is no point in pushing forward because you cannot see a future not filled with suffering.”

And he’d rest his forehead against yours so you can feel another living being.

“But please, if you cannot see that there is a future where the light shines through unimpeded by darkness, trust that I can.”

“Trust that I see a world where there is peace. Trust that I see you there.”

.........

Aragorn

Listen, this he has his own struggles with depression

He understands the best

Why do you think he lived as a ranger for as long as he did?

Because it satisfied the urge to just vanish and have it be like he’d never existed

But he was fortunate enough to have a support system in Elrond and the lord’s children

They helped him learn that yes, there is great suffering and yes, it is pointless

But life isn’t

And since they’re immortal beings who have seen ages come and go and watched the cycles play out before them - they would know best of all

And it is this exact wisdom he passes on to you one night by the campfire after everyone else has gone to sleep

He hadn’t been able to sleep so he’d gotten up to keep you company during your watch

Only to find you lost in the void of your mind, eyes vacant and staring with a question on your lips

“There is no point.” he’d say as he came to stand beside you. “Suffering simply is.”

“Then why even try?” You hissed in distress

“Because life has a voice of its own that is being drowned out by the suffering. We are trying to raise life’s voice once more.”

“And the darkness of this world doesn’t want us to be quieted. So, it makes us hurt. And grieve. And give up.”

“But if you give up, if you surrender yourself, you do not escape it. You become it. Unfeeling and uncaring.”

“I am already unfeeling-“ you’d scoff

“But would you wish your fate - this emptiness you feel, on another? Would you wish it on Frodo?”

And his words would spark to life the little voice in the back of your mind that so rarely got to speak. And it would cry out ‘no’

“This shroud is no easy thing to be rid of.” He’d take your hands in his. “But you do not have to face it alone.”

Legolas

Legolas is another one who does not entirely understand what you're going through

But that does not stop him

He's a very perceptive elf so the second your demeanor shifts he knows somethings wrong

The moment you show the first sign of a depressive episode, whether that be a sudden loss of appetite, a spike in irritability, or a sudden despondency, he starts asking questions

And through your evasive answers, he keeps pressing the issue because he's a very emotional elf and he wants to make sure you're alright

And one night after making camp he's up in a panic because he can't find you.

Gimli mentions seeing you heading towards the bank of the nearby river and he immediately sets out, thoroughly prepared to scold you for wandering off.

But his admonishment dies on his tongue when he hears you crying

Instant panic - are you hurt? are you upset? overwhelmed? scared?

He races right over to you and grabs you by the shoulders

And since he's quiet enough to sneak up on an owl, he scares the shit out of you

And you nearly deck him on instinct

Except, Legolas is quick to catch your hand in one and cup your face in the other

"Tell me what troubles you, please, for it breaks my heart to see you so distraught."

There's a beat

And you finally break and tell him everything - your fears for the journey, your fears that this will all be for nothing, your fears that once Sauron is gone another great evil will take his place.

Every symptom and every stray dark thought

And he listens intently, cradling your face between his hands as if you will break if puts a modicum of force in his hold.

To his credit, you just might.

"I know that there are not enough words to silence the fear that torments you and robs you of your light. But please, if it would help you, allow me to hold you."

After a consenting nod, he pulls you into an incredibly tight hug and angles your ear over his heart so you can hear its steady beat.

And he just holds you until you're ready to face the others again

Going forward he pays closer attention to you and he makes sure you eat and drink water regularly among other things

He keeps you grounded

.........

Elrond

Elrond is the one who knows what to do to help you

Herald or lord, his approach is largely the same

He pulls you aside one day and takes your hands in his, tethering you to him while he speaks

"Your mind has been troubled. Please, tell me what ails you."

You can try and brush him off - the key word being 'try' of course

He is as persistent as Legolas but more capable than anyone else on this list

But he is subtler than the other elf

If you don't answer him, he starts to just take care of you

If you miss a meal, Elrond brings it to you

And he brings his own little snack so you don't feel weird being the only one eating

If he notices you haven't bathed, he will create the most relaxing bath you've ever had and offer gentle reminders to take care of yourself

Insomnia? He has literally every remedy in the world

And when your mind is a tyrant, he fends it off with reminders that not all hope is lost

And an acknowledgment that while the pain you're in is real, it does not have to be permanent and he will help you move past it

Because he cares about you and he values your life

Even when you don't

He's a healer, after all, let him heal you

He also makes sure to redirect your focus to the little things in life, the fragile things that you can protect

Elrond will make you a depression garden and he will help you maintain it for as long as you need him to

And even after that to always remind you that he loves you and that there are others who love you just as much

Thorin

oh boy

I'm sorry, he has no clue what to do

Very similar to Boromir, actually

At first, he's inclined to tell you to suck it up - or even do the shitty thing of trying to one up you with his problems

But, that will pass, eventually

The shift will coincide with his change in attitude towards you as a part of the company

If you're a dwarf, it won't take as long for him to be willing to hear you out

Hobbit, is a close second, then human, and lastly - elf

Regardless, eventually he will come around and realize that he's being an ass

He's still clueless but now he's at least making an effort to help you

Since he doesn't quite know what to do, he starts by just offering his ear

He tries to be very reassuring about the quest for the arkenstone

It'll get to the point where he opts for physical comfort

A hand to the knee, your back, your arm

When you're closer, he'll press his head against yours to ground you in moments of high stress

Unfortunately he never gets better with his words, everything he says always comes across as gruff and dismissive (despite not actually intending to sound like that)

But he has a comforting presence that he offers freely to you

And he will happily stand up to anyone in the company giving you shit for your symptoms

He has plans to encourage the greatest dwarven healers to start looking into mental health once he reclaims Erebor

.........

Fili

Unlike his uncle, Fili does have a surface level understanding of what you're going through

Honestly, because I headcanon Dis has some form of depression (genetics)

So, he's more aware of what that entails and understands that it's not a moral failing or a personality defect

He treats it like a curable disease - literally like it's a fever that will eventually break

When he notices you're acting off compared to what he'd expect, he'll pull you aside and out of ear shot of the others

"I noticed you've been a little down, lately - need an ear?"

Similar to some others, if you brush him off, he won't let it go - but he's a bit more subtle about it.

"Well, alright then, just know I'm keeping an eye out for you. It's always good to have somebody who's got your back, after all. Oh, like this one time Kili and I-"

He's almost casual about everything??? Like, he doesn't just ignore the fact you're suffering but he's very careful with showing his concern

Because he knows from personal experience that having people all up in your business (even when they mean well) is not fun

He also does a damn good job of keeping the others from overwhelming you

"What's wrong with them?" Dwalin huffs one night.

"Nothing, Master Dwalin," Fili is swift to reply as he ladles a portion of soup into a bowl for you, "they said they've just been feeling the weight of the journey a bit more these past few days. Rest assured, they're fine." The blond dwarf trounces away before any of the others can comment.

That's another thing he does - he brings you food during every meal and he eats with you

He noticed that you wouldn't eat if no one was paying attention to you and you wouldn't if people talked to you during your meal. So, he convinced Thorin to put you and him on watch during meals so you two had a built in excuse to eat in silence together without the rest of the company questioning you.

With time, he helps rebuild your hope through simple companionship and the normalization of your illness.

He knows you've got fragile pieces but you're not made of glass and he's not your savior.

He's your support

Kili

Clueless but somehow still helpful

He like...doesn't notice something's wrong???

Like genuinely, he thinks you're just like that and his whole thought process is 'yeah, they're a bit different, but I think they're cool'

I mean, how long did he call Bilbo 'Mr. Boggins' without realizing he was saying it differently?

Fili's probably the one that tells him that your odd habits are symptoms of depression

And he's just like 'oh' and then proceeds to ask what the hell that means

He hunts you down and is like 'why didn't you tell me you were sick????'

And then comes the not so fun part of explaining to him what you're actually going through

He does accidentally do the thing where he treats you like you can't take care of yourself but that doesn't last long

But he does ping pong back and forth between being genuinely helpful and being so clueless

It takes you sitting him down again and explaining to him that while you recognize that he wants to be helpful, he's stressing you the hell out

He will finally settle into his role as this supportive, comforting distraction

He's the type to crack jokes with you when you're feeling particularly down

The first time it happened, you'd gotten a little angry at him but he persisted and startled you which inadvertently helped shake you out of your slump long enough to realize you were in one and that there were steps you could take to make you feel better

And now, whenever you feel particularly hopeless - you go to Kili so he can distract you from the torment of your own mind

#lotr headcanons #the hobbit headcanons #lotr x reader #the hobbit x reader #hobbit x reader #lotr #the hobbit trilogy #rop #boromir #kili #fili #legolas #elrond #thorin #x reader #aragorn

[child-of-the-nights]

You holding them while they fall asleep part 1

Lotr and The Hobbit characters x Reader

Trope: Hurt/Comfort

Summary: You comfort them after a long day and they fall asleep in your arms

Featured: Thranduil, Thorin, Legolas, Bilbo, Tauriel

Next part: Elrond, Kili, Fili, Aragorn, Gimli

Warnings: blood, (let me know if I should add more)

- Gender neutral reader -

Thranduil: 

Thranduil was off killing spiders that day. You knew how much he hated the fact that his precious forest was filled with those beasts, so you understood when he decided to join the hunt. 

For whatever reason, you stayed behind. While he wasn’t available, you had dealt with the papers he marked to do that night. You didn’t think much of it. He was going to be really tired when he came back, that much you knew. It only seemed fair you let him rest that night instead of doing paperwork. 

So when you were already in bed, waiting for him, you heard the doors slowly open. You didn’t look up from your book as you greeted your elven lover. When you didn’t recieve an answer, you finally looked up at him. And what you saw broke your heart.

His shoulders posture was tense and he looked at you with a blank stare. Thranduil had blood splattered on his face. With a sigh, his shoulders slumped and he sat down on the edge of your shared bed. 

“Do you want to talk about it, meleth nîn (my love)?” you asked as you crawled closer to his slouched form. You put a reassuring hand on his upper back when he shook his head. 

“Come on, let’s wash the blood off of you.” With that, you took him to the bathing chamber. 

After the bath, you layed down on the bed. Once you were comfortable, Thranduil moved closer to you. When you opened your arms to him, he basically crashed onto you. 

Thranduil hugged you so close, if you didn’t tell him to loosen his grip, you whould’ve choked. Once he was hugging you comfortably, you let out a sigh. “Gi melin (I love you), Thranduil. Whatever happened today, you are safe now. Please rest.”

“Gi melin...” he whispered into your chest. You could hear his voice breaking but you didn’t say anything. 

Thranduil started dozing off as soon as you began stroking his hair. It didn’t take much time for him to fall asleep and you soon followed. 

Thorin: 

You won back Erebor after a very long fight. It wasn’t just long but extremely tiring. But you got through it with your lover and you couldn’t be happier. Soon you started rebuilding the destroyed chambers of the mountain. It took you and your friends long hours every day but thankfully you got some help from the outsiders. 

Thorin and you got a large bedroom to yourselves, not that you spent a lot of time there though. Most of the time the two of you were needed elsewhere as Thorin was the king there after all. 

On one fateful night however, you woke up to someone muttering. As you opened your eyes, you could see Thorin sitting on the edge of your bed, his face covered by his palms. You whispered his name but he flinched. He slowly raised his head and turned to you. 

The dull eyes that looked at you were indicating that something was wrong, so you moved closer to him. To which he sighed and turned to look at his hands. He was picking at his fingers, which meant that he was obviously nervous. 

“What happened, amrâlimê (my love)?” you asked while yawning. He shook his head with a sigh. 

“I’m fine. Go back to sleep.” he whispered.

“Sure you are.”

You put a hand on his arm and rested your head on his shoulder. After a few minutes, you could feel a relaxed breath escape his body. With his free hand, he caressed your arm and closed his eyes. 

“I was thinking of the gold.” he admitted. “How it took control of me. My dreams are plagued by it.”

“Oh, Thorin...”

You pressed a kis to his neck and whispered sweet nothing in his ears. Once he was calm enough to fall asleep, you pulled him under the covers and let him rest his head on you chest. Thorin wrapped his strong arms around you and pressed a quick kiss to your neck. 

He fell asleep in a matter of minutes in the warmth of your arms. And even if he was plagued by haunting dreams, he felt safer now. 

Legolas: 

Dating Legolas wasn’t the easiest. It wasn’t because of him, of course not. Legolas was the kindest person you had ever met. The problems started when Thranduil found out about your relationship. It didn’t take long for him to know and at first he didn’t approve. 

Legolas fought a lot with his father about this matter but the Elvenking soon gave in and welcomed you in his home. Now you were staying in Legolas’ chambers. 

Your elven lover was the happiest, of course. He believed that the two of you would eventually make amends and somewhat befriend each other. And soon, you and Thranduil would actually sit down to talk without Legolas nagging the both of you. They were quite pleasant conversations. 

But sometimes they still fought over things. Most of the time it wasn’t because of your relationship, as Thranduil knew his son loved you and accepted that. Those arguments were about things Legolas often didn’t wish to speak about. 

Tonight was one of those nights. Legolas slipped into your shared bedroom with a sad expression. He sighed as he walked over to you and hugged you closely. 

“Are you okay,  melethronen (my beloved)?” you asked as he buried his face in your neck. 

“Ada... (father)”

That word was enoguh for you to understand the problem. You gently stroked his hair and led him to the bed. After Legolas undressed, he got under the covers and hugged you closely. 

He let his head rest on your chest as he hugged your torso. 

“You have no idea how much I longed for this.” You could practically feel his wordson your skin as Legolas’ voice was low when he was tired, therefore it tickled you. 

You let out a little chuckle. “Not more than I did.” He smiled at that.

After a few minutes of stroking Legolas’ hair, you could hear the sounds of soft snoring. You smiled to yourself as you soon drifted off to sleep as well. 

Bilbo:

Once Bilbo came back from his journey, he wouldn’t stop telling stories of mighty dwarves and elves he met on his way to Erebor. Of course, there were things he only told you little about, like the ring he found while traveling. 

Bilbo pretty much left you in the dark about the ring’s powers but you didn’t want to bring it up if he didn’t wish to tell you. One thing you knew however was that he started getting night terrors because of it. 

Tonight, you woke up to an empty bed. You called your lover’s name but no one answered you. Nor did anyone for the second time you called. For a few minutes you were just lying on the comfortable surface but then you had enough of waiting for Bilbo. 

You got out of the bed and started looking for him. He was nowhere to be found however. For a minute, you wondered if he had left to go on another journey without telling you but that thought was quickly swept away by the fact that you saw smoke from the windows. 

Once you walked outside, you found your lover sitting on a bench with a pipe in his mouth. You sighed at the sight, knowing that Bilbo couldn’t sleep that night, so he came outside not to bother you. 

Bilbo turned to look at you when he heard the opening of the door. He looked tired and yet here he was.

“Why are you outside at these hours?” You sat down next to him. 

“I could ask you the same.”

He sighed and took a glance at his palm. That’s when you saw the ring. Bilbo closed his palm and quicky hid the ring in his pocket. 

“I wonder if I did the right thing sometimes.” he confessed. You sat there, watching him, not really knowing what the right words were in this situation. So you just put a hand on his cheek and gently turned his head so he could look at you. 

Then you smiled at him with so much love, he felt like he was going to explode like a volcano. Bilbo cleared his thought then gently put down his pipe on the grass. He pulled his legs up on the bench and rested his head in your lap. 

You began stroking his hair as he whispered a quiet ‘I love you’. 

“I love you too, Bilbo. So please rest.”

He fell asleep almost immediately. 

Tauriel:

Tauriel was hunting spiders all day. It wasn’t new. She was so eager to hunt every single one of them down that she was willing to leave the forest to go to their nest. You told her how dangerous that would be but she was a very stubborn elf. 

One night, when the hunting group already came back, both you and the King questioned where Tauriel could’ve been as she wasn’t with them. Legolas offered to search for her as you retired for the night, waiting eagerly for your elven lover to come back. 

Once you were already in bed, you heard the door open and Tauriel stood there with a rather annoyed expression. You petted the bed right next to you and she sat down. She folded her arms across her chest as she looked in the distance. 

“I just wanted to help.” she started. “But how could I if our king doesn’t let me go to destroy their nest?” 

“I know you mean well, meleth nîn (my love), but going out alone is dangerous!”

She released a sigh and nodded, agreeing that it was rather foolish to go alone but she didn’t have another choice. 

Once Tauriel was done ranting about that day’s hunt, she went to take a quick bath and came back to you with tired eyes. She laid down next to you and pulled you into a firm hug. 

You chuckled at that but you let her do it anyway. She rested her head on your chest as you stroked her hair. Tauriel let a silent groan as she felt the frustration of the day leave her body. 

“Mae carnen, Tauriel (you did well).” you whispered. “One day the king is going to realise you were right and you will take every single one of those beasts down.”

“Thank you, mil nîn (my love).”

You smiled as you placed a kiss on the top of her head. She hugged you a little closer at that. 

It was only a matter of minutes before Tauriel’s grip lightened and she fell asleep. You gave her heair another stroke and whispered: “Gi melin (I love you).” 

Soon you were asleep as well. 

#the hobbit x reader #thranduil x reader #thorin x reader #legolas x reader #bilbo x reader #tauriel x reader #lotr x reader #lord of the rings x reader #the hobbit x you #lord of the rings x you #thranduil x you #thorin x you #legolas x you #bilbo x you #tauriel x you #lotr x you

[marilynmonroefanfics]

Legolas trying to win affection…

Legolas can be quite jealous, and he isn't good at hidding it. Not like he intends to be anyway.

For a long time Legolas was arrogant and extremely, influenced by his father.

That slowly begun to change when he met, Y/N. A servant, who's job was to tend to the palace's gardens.

The prince was fascinated by the servant's work. How he would care for the flowers so gently and full of passion. Almost like they were real people.

God, Legolas felt so stupid, the was his hart would flutter at the sight of the boy, the latter always humming to himself as he worked.

Legolas would often hide in the shadows, he felt so stupid, why was he obsessed with a gardener boy?

“You can closer if you want, my prince.”

Turns out Legolas isn't good at hidding. Y/N had spotted him since the beginning, but found it extremely indiring.

From there, a beautiful relationship blossomed. Legolas learned how to plant a seed, when to water it. How to treat the various flowers.

He always prettended he was bad at it or forget a step on propose. Anything to have Y/N touch him. Guiding him with his hands and scold him with that sweet voice of his.

Y/N was most indiring to Legolas, his eyes seemed to sparkle like the stars. His smile was like the sun and his touched were as graceful as a tree leaf dancing in the wind.

He was absolutely perfection.

Was it Y/N's then? The way people looked at him, it made Legolas burn wirh jealousy.

No, it can't be. Y/N was much to pure and sweet, of course he didn't mean to attract lustful gazes and comments.

Besides, Y/N loved Legolas dearly, and the latter knew it. So why was he so jealous?

Well, one word: Dawrfs.

Those filthy little things, how dare day try to flirt with his love!?

One in particular was specifically annoying: Fili. He didn't know when to shup up.

Legolas desired nothing more than to put an arrow right through his heart.

He wouldn't however, Y/N would not forgive him.

Legolas felt like a baby. Whenever he was jealous he would become quite clingy.

He would practically be Y/N's body-guard. Never living his side.

He would also become crave more physical contact. And did everything to make his lover blush. A way to out-flirt the dwarfs.

Swoop Y/N into his arms, whispering into his hear. Kissing Y/N's neck, just the way he liked it. Being all touchy with him while whispering the dirtiest of things.

God, he hated it. The power Y/N's love had over him. But, Legolas secretly liked. And he knew this deep down.

“YYYYYY/NNNNNNNNNN.”

“You're such a baby sometimes, Legolas.”

“Pleaseeeeeeee, sayyy itttt backkkk.”

“Fine. I love you too, Legolas.”

“You promise?”

“I, promise.”

#x male reader #headcanons x male reader #male reader #legolas #legolas x male reader #the hobbit #the hobbit x male reader #lotr #lotr x male reader

[ironmandeficiency]

lovesick fools

pairing: bilbo baggins / reader

word count: 2279

summary: reader and bilbo think that the other harbors a crush on thorin, and the dwarven king is the only one who can smash their heads together hard enough to make them see sense

a/n: this is my january fic for both @oonajaeadira & @writeforfandoms and the year of themed creation challenge i joined! this month’s theme is “requited love but they’re idiots” & the overarching theme for the year is “the year of idiots”

another a/n: reader’s race/gender/appearance are left ambiguous. also jsyk i’m a sucker for idiots to lovers, it’s literally my favorite trope

you learned the hard way to not ask if things could get worse. when you muttered the cursed phrase after narrowly avoiding turning to warg chow, the offense and abject horror on the dwarves’ faces made you think someone had died.

“oh, you’ve done it now!” dwalin grumbled, continuing to complain in angry khuzdul as the company of thorin oakenshield took a moment to breathe after running for their lives yet again.

instead of acknowledging dwalin’s bitching, you slumped against a shady tree, letting your breathing slow down so the rest of your body could catch up. if you had known that the journey to reclaim erebor would include this much running, you would have fought a lot harder to keep the ponies that ran away ages ago.

in the distance, you could see nori and dori tending to their littlest brother, ori giving them both half-hearted swats away from their prodding. bifur and bofur were gathering wood for a fire to cook a quick meal, and you heard thorin delegate the task of hunting to his nephews.

thorin and bilbo were otherwise enthralled in conversation, their attention solely focused on each other. you couldn’t decipher any words or tones from your slouched position, simply noting that it was significantly less hostile than their previous interactions. they were situated so close together you’d be hard pressed to slide one of fili’s daggers between the two without nicking one of them. the only reason this rankled you more than it should have is that a week ago, bilbo wouldn’t have been caught dead sitting so close to the king, damn near snuggling him.

after bilbo risked his life to save thorin from azog, the latter gained a deeper respect for the company’s burglar. it seems that this newfound respect and acceptance made your dear hobbit more bold in showing affection to thorin.

you could almost feel your skin turning green with envy of the dwarf’s position, curling that close to bilbo and sharing hushed whispers with the same intimacy you’ve been craving to receive since before the trolls.

a nagging part of your brain told you that the tight embrace they shared on the carrock was a bit more than a gesture of friendship. the rest of your brain (the parts with common sense) told it to shut up, rationalizing that it was an act of camaraderie in the throes of emotion. but getting your thoughts to silence themselves was as likely as getting gloin to stop bragging about his dear gimli.

the underbrush surrounding you and your tree are ruffled around as you’re joined by balin. he eases himself to the ground beside you without a word, knowing that he’s always welcome company. the smug bastard.

“are ye tryin’ ta finish the defiler’s task for him?” you give the older dwarf a look of confusion, not knowing what he meant. his soft laugh mildly jabs at your nerves, unsure of his meaning and now growing insecure. “if looks could kill, fíli would be king under the mountain before we even reach it.”

of course, the one dwarf that put himself in your presence was the only one who made a habit of not speaking plainly. an eye roll conveys this frustration and he clarifies. “your eyes bear the same ferocity as the drake’s roar and are just as deadly as his fire, and they’re aimed directly at thorin.”

well now you’ve gone and done it, offending balin and openly showing animosity towards thorin. you’d be lucky to remain in the company at this rate once thorin finds out.

you’re sputtering through hasty, fearful apologies. it was your fault for not realizing that your feelings were on display to that magnitude, and now you were trying to cover your ass to keep from being booted from the company in the closest town.

balin, the ever observant dwarf, notices this budding anxiety and rests a calming hand on your shoulder as he continues. “matters of the heart are rather tricky, and while i’m not one to meddle in the lives of others, i can give some sound advice if asked.”

balin not meddling? that’s a pile of shit if you’ve ever heard one. next to nori and bofur, the eldest son of fundin was the biggest meddler this side of the misty mountains. you half expected there to be a gossiper’s guild established once the mountain was restored.

“then tell me, master dwarf, what is your advice?” you didn’t mean to snap at him so, but your temper flared when bilbo and thorin seemed to scoot even closer to each other than they already were. once again, you apologize for your rashness.

he hummed in thought, shooing your hand away gently with a knowing smile that had a frightening resemblance to gandalf’s. “tell him how you feel, no matter how grim the current situation seems to be. even if his answer is not what you wish, he will not let it interfere with the quest or your role in it.”

that made sense… almost.

not even the most ardent love such as yours would sway the stalwart bilbo baggins from his commitment to the company. when he gives his word, it’s guaranteed to be kept. why would admitting your feelings to bilbo even hypothetically derail either of you from the objective? he didn’t have a personal stake in the quest outside of his promise, only the kindness of his heart and tookish sense of adventure kept him on the road to erebor. kept him with you.

rationally, the only person who had a true say in who stayed or left the company was thorin. he was the exiled prince, the future king, the leader of this quest. his word was law; he could order you to walk on your hands and eat with your feet the rest of the journey and you’d be obligated to comply.

…wait a minute, did balin think you harbored affection for thorin?

you didn’t know what was worse, balin believing the falsehood or knowing where your heart truly lies. only time would tell.

“simply put, i haven’t the slightest idea what to do!”

bilbo’s been lamenting on and on about you to thorin for nearly thirty minutes. didn’t even ask to sit next to him by the fire, just plopped himself down, scooted in close, and began his woeful soliloquy.

while thorin respects the hobbit and appreciates his friendship, he’s just about had it. each time you and bilbo catch each other’s eyes, every soft word you exchange, it gets repeated back to him in a level of detail only found in the romance novels dwalin pretends to loathe.

to thorin, the solution to bilbo’s problem is simple: he needs to give you a gift worthy of your hand while stating his intentions towards you. maybe a little bit of affection while he was at it. he didn’t understand the nuance that bilbo kept applying to courting you, especially since you would accept anything given to you by the genteel hobbit.

back in rivendell, he caught you gazing at bilbo with gentle longing and pure intentions. despite every feeble attempt made to hide your feelings from the dwarf king, he called you on them far too quick for your liking and swore to keep your secret.

shortly after, bilbo asked him for advice on how to court you. the advice was given with a smile, hoping that it would be taken eagerly and no one else would have to deal with the lovesick fools dancing around each other.

he hoped in vain because here bilbo was, asking the same questions as if thorin would miraculously give a different answer.

thorin groans, pinching the bridge of his nose in resigned exasperation. this was almost worse than the trolls. “i’ve already given you my thoughts on the matter, bilbo. whether you use that information to your advantage is solely up to you.”

bilbo’s eyes nearly popped from his skull. he was quick to begin hushing the dwarf (the nerve!) and placing himself even further into thorin’s personal space. “i beg of you, thorin, keep your voice down!”

a handful of the others looked on, wondering why bilbo exclaimed so loud when thorin was simply talking.

“i’ll keep my voice down when you tell me something that not every man here already knows,” thorin scoffed at the hobbit, almost talking louder out of spite. “quite frankly, i have half a mind to take care of this problem myself.”

f and k return from hunting, both of them laden with plenty of meat and a few foraged bits and come upon the edge of chaos. their uncle and their burglar are locked in a staring contest fueled by frustration and fear. barring your fiery glare towards the two, the others are suspended in anticipation, eyes flitting back and forth between their king and their burglar.

neither of them can find it in themselves to be ashamed of the way they flinch when you storm away from your tree and towards thorin. you’re right scary when your features are pulled into a scowl that rivals the pale orc.

“what did we just walk into, fee?”

“i believe the proper term for this situation is ‘shitshow’, brother.”

you push your way between thorin and bilbo and plant your feet firmly, your eyes nearly setting thorin on fire with the same intensity balin noted earlier. “you don’t have to take care of a damned thing, your majesty.” everyone flinches at the malice laced into the honorific. none of them ever heard you speak with such vitriol in your voice and it was rather jarring.

“i know what you and bilbo have been scheming about, so save your breath.” bilbo’s pained gasp almost made you turn around and hug your dearest friend until he was laughing again. but you were furious and determined, a lethal combination when targeted at a specific someone and you couldn’t stop now.

thorin’s confusion and frustration was palpable. “what could you possibly be referring to? there’s been no scheming done by anyone here!”

“don’t take me for a fool, oakenshield! your intentions with bilbo are clear!”

“and just what might those be?”

you growl in fury as you lay the accusation bare. “you intend to court him, make him consort of erebor! even after everything i told you!” tears are fighting to escape but you push them back. you can’t cry yet, not before you make your feelings clear. “i confided in you, you were my friend! how dare you!” with every word a finger is harshly jabbed into his chest.

every other dwarf was shouting over another, trying to make heads or tails of your words. the anticipation gave way to confusion, no one knowing where to start. thorin and bilbo as king and consort? but what about your feelings for thorin? wait, doesn’t bilbo have feelings for you? where was thorin’s heart in all this?

you had tear tracks on your face despite your valiant efforts to keep them at bay. bilbo had a hand pressed to his mouth as he sat himself back on the ground, struggling to keep himself together. thorin’s company was going back and forth with no end to the bickering in sight.

thorin was pissed.

“enough!”

near complete silence followed thorin’s shout, broken only by the occasional sniffles of you and bilbo.

thorin turned to face you, resting a hand on your shoulder and hoping you wouldn’t shrug it off. “i am sorry for leading you to believe i would ever betray your trust in such a fashion.” his eyes met bilbo’s for a moment. when the hobbit nodded solemnly, thorin continued. “bilbo’s been seeking my advice for a while now on how to go about courting you. unfortunately for everyone, the lovesick fool hasn’t done anything to follow said advice.”

“i only see you as a friend, both of you. you’re important members of this company and have grown into admirable companions.” thorin offers a hand to bilbo, encouraging him to stand and face you. “now for the sake of my sanity, please profess your love for each other so we don’t have to deal with your constant yearning anymore!” with that, thorin walks away and shoos the others off to give you both space.

your eyes meet bilbo’s. every negative feeling is now replaced with hope, your heart mending itself just as quick as it broke. the pad of his thumb gently brushes away the fresh tears that were about to fall, his smile soft and eyes kind. “i’m afraid that the oaf of a king is right, i do love you. i love you most ardently, my dear. and i apologize that i didn’t have the courage to tell you sooner.”

“there’s nothing to forgive,” your head leans gently into his hand, enjoying the affection that you’ve been craving for so long. “i love you too, bilbo, so much.” you both leaned in and stole a tender kiss, finally able to indulge the way you deserved.

in the not-so-distant distance, the others were being their usual loud selves trying to watch you without letting you catch them. they weren’t doing that well of a job. you hear slightly muffled whoops and coin bags jingling as they’re swapped between the rest of the company. most of them were going to thorin despite the fireless grunts about cheating.

“the gall of those dwarves! they placed bets on us!” bilbo’s offended huff made you laugh. your hobbit admired the way your eyes scrunched, surprising even himself with the way he snags another kiss from your smiling lips. the courage of hobbits, indeed.

#year of idiots #year of themed creation #bilbo baggins x reader #the hobbit reader insert #the hobbit fanfiction #bilbo baggins #bilbo baggins imagine #the hobbit fanfic #the hobbit trilogy #bilbo baggins reader insert

[mushroomwitches]

Okay so I am very adhd and have like a ton of drafts started for some fanfic ideas and wanted to focus on one to start with, but I wanted to get peoples opinions because I’m also very indecisive! Below the cut I will explain each option I have that I’ve started to help!

Slight Spoiler warnings

Option 1: okay so this idea is inspired by mamuro-chiba-ua ‘s artwork here on tumblr, though I have seen other talk about in on here, but their artwork and Au made me start to wonder how being the uncle to Vivi would effect buggy! This would focus on buggy as he goes about his life and would be a cross guild (crocodile, mihawk, and buggy! )

Option 2: for whatever reason kaveh and Alhaitham give me the swan Princess vibes. So this story would follow kaveh as he is captured by Dori and given to a mysterious man who changes him into a paradisea by day, only allowing him to return to his human form at night to build for him. Can Alhaitham save him or will he be trapped forever ( featuring Tighnari, collei and Layla as the others trapped with Kaveh and also turned into animals, Cyno as Alhaitham friend and Faruzan as the overly annoyed and sarcastic advisor to Alhaitham )

Option 3: so this one could either be gigolas or aralas, both work and I am a multi shipper who loves both options! I could also tweak this and make it a throuple if anyone is interested in that. But basically I was a total band kid and feel like Legolas would be a color guard member. Now if I do Gimli, that boy is definitely a percussionist, and I would say I could see him in the drum line as a bass player. If it’s Aragorn, I am a little more torn on that, I could see Aragorn as either a low brass player or the drum major! Basically a fun marching band AU (specifically based on DCI (drum corps international) which goes to 21 so they would all be over the age of 18!)

Option 4: so I’ll set the stage. Bilbo is the lead in the local theater companies upcoming production of Les Miserables (could totally see him singing who am I, like the voice of the original Jean Val Jean just fits in my head). But oh no, Bilbo’s babysitter ( *cough cough* Gandalf) didn’t show up and now he has to bring baby frodo with him, but he has to practice. So he call Bofur, his friend from college to see if he could come to watch frodo while he’s performing. Bofur agrees easily, but is also currently dealing with a brooding Thorin after a really shitty date and decides to bring him with. Thorin isn’t thrilled, claiming to hate musicals and only like his metal and stuff he can play with the rest of the band, but sees Bofur won’t let it go and agrees to go. He goes right in time to watch Bilbo practice the who am I song and just is like damn. Basically meet cute here and then just follows their life from there with all of life’s up and downs (plus cute little kids with frodo, fili and kili)

Option 5: okay so shanks and buggy give off like such ex energy, and I just love the idea of they got like married real young and got divorced a year or 2 later because they both wanted different things, but they are forced together like 20 years later (either a job, event, taking care of roger who is sick, something like that) and being to fall in love again!

Option 6: so I feel like this is pretty self explanatory. Basically I have begun taking both the hobbit and lotr and putting them into the star wars universe! The hobbit would include ships like bagginshield and lotr would include ships like samfro, Aragorn x Arwen, and gigolas!

But yeah feel free to answer the poll and comment or pop into my inbox with any questions!

#fanfiction #kavethem #haikaveh #genshin fanfic #genshin impact #bagginshield #thilbo #aralas #gigolas #samfro #the hobbit #lord of the rings #lotr fanfic #hobbit fanfic #buggy the genius jester #shuggy #cross guild #crocobug #bughawk #crocohawk #crocobughawk #one piece #one piece fanfiction #op fanfic

[iamthemain-character]

every time i think i’m over Thorin Oakenshield he just comes swinging on back, I will be hyperfixiating on The Hobbit for the next week thank you 😌💅 Anywho, hope you enjoy! :)

Husband Thorin Oakenshield Headcanons

husband! thorin oakenshield x reader

she/her pronouns

TW: pregnancy, a child

set in a much happier, post BotFA AU

requested by @writing-whats-that (big mood)

Middle Earth Masterlist

Husband Oakenshield

Thorin had been in love with you for a long time, so when he finally had a home again, he wanted to propose

Despite facing orcs, dragons, and who knows what else, he was terrified to ask for your hand

despite being friends and lovers for years, he was afraid of rejection and he didn’t want to lose you

it got so bad to the point that he had the entire company on his back about it, trying to push him to do it

it wasn’t until Bilbo himself came up to the mountain for a visit and had a long talk with Thorin that he finally had enough courage

so finally he got to work creating a home for you and a bead for your hair

Kili nearly spilled the secret a million times, and he soon grew tired of how many times Fili would cover his mouth/kick him/ talk over him/etc.

once finished, the wedding bead was beautiful, hand crafted by him with the finest metals and inset with teenie tiny jewels

he 100% said something along the lines of “i could find no jewels that compare to your beauty” because he’s a big softy with a spot for romance

You had no hesitation in saying yes, and soon the mountain was filled with energy for the wedding

it was a beautiful and remarkable occasion, and not a single eye was dry at the ceremony

all he could keep calling you for the rest of the night was Queen Oakenshield

so we all know that Thorin is Big Rough Tough Guy™️, but with you he just m e l t s

like this man will literally become a class A simp for you once you’re alone

He’s a little possessive (not in the creepy kinda way, like in the holy cow she’s mine and i love her and i never want to let her go type of way)

still gets butterflies when he sees his bead in your hair

loves, loves, LOVES, being able to point you out to people and be like, “oh yeah that’s my gorgeous wife, my queen”

will call you “my queen” 24/7

PDA is a no no for Thorin, but in private man is CLINGY

like constant snuggles, kisses, just loves touching in some kind of way

100% complains when you both have to get up in the morning, snakes his arms around you so you can’t get up

has and will use the “I’m the king i make the rules” card

in public though, two words: HAND. KISSES.

will kiss your knuckles, your fingertips, etc. while he is holding your hand.

it’s his way of reassuring both you and himself that he is forever yours.

Also he learned his lesson about his anger once, and now whenever you both fight he is always the first to apologize

he just hates seeing you unhappy, so he will do anything to make it right.

Most of the time you two just communicate and make amends

Overall Thorin would just try his best to be a good husband

Father Oakenshield

Telling Thorin you were pregnant was…… a journey

He felt every single emotion within the span of like 30 seconds

You had to snap your fingers in front of his face because he had spaced out for so long

When he did come back to, however, oh how joyous his was

peppered you with kisses, asked a million questions, but especially became Over Protective Thorin™️

He had watched his sister go through 2 pregnancies with his nephews, but nothing could prepare him for his own wife carrying his child

do not expect to travel, work, or do anything other than relax and be loved by your husband for the next few months

Thorin will (gently) lose it if he sees you doing anything strenuous, and he will promptly stop you while rambling on and on about how you shouldn’t be doing stuff like that

after a while, you get tired of doing nothing and so you sit your husband down to explain that you will be careful but you cannot just sit around for the entirety of your pregnancy

he’s a little reluctant to agree, but your happiness is key, so he instead opts to just constantly be by your side to ensure you’re okay

if there is an emergency that desperately needs him, Fili and Kili are in charge of watching you

really they just offer you bad name ideas for the baby and keep you company

when it’s time for the baby to be born, Thorin does freak out a little bit

You’re in pain, his child is about to be born, he has no idea what he’s doing, and man’s is panicking a little bit

but when he holds your hand and watches you work to bring your child into this world, he is determined to be the best father he can be

your beautiful little child is healthy, and Thorin thought his face was going to break from how much he was smiling

The child is like his crowning jewel, and both of you love them with all your hearts

Fili and Kili are thrilled to have a cousin, and even Gandalf and Bilbo come to see the baby Oakenshield

The child will be so very spoiled growing up, with so many people loving on them and caring about them, but in all honesty you are grateful for such a large loving family

And Thorin claims he will be strong and will set rules and whatnot as the child gets older, but in reality the child has him wrapped around their finger

The child plays on his throne, has their favorite foods at all mealtimes, and has too many clothes and toys for anyone to count

You end up having to be the one to lay down the law in your household, but you take one look at your husband and child’s sweet eyes and you feel yourself melt

overall just a very happy and lovely family

#thorin #thorin oakenshield #thorin x reader #thorin x you #thorin oakenshield x reader #thorin oakenshield x you #thorin headcanons #thorin oakenshield headcanons #the hobbit

[luna-redamancy]

Thank you so much for your reply! I'd really hate to make you uncomfortable...

But since you said that and your requests are still open, could you, please, write one post-sex fluff with Fili? Last night in Bree, before Fili has to go to Bilbo's and set on the quest, he wants to bide his kinda secret (Kili knows, but the 'lovers' are yet to come up in conversation with anyone else) lover goodbye...? Neither is crying, but when he leaves the inn, it still tastes bitter-sweet.

Thank you so much!! 🌸💜💜💜💜🌸💜💜💜💜🌸💜💜💜💜🌸💜💜💜💜🌸

Awe no worries!! I appreciate being asked ahead of time, it's always so nice to double check!

I hope you enjoy this!

“I didn’t know what I wanted from the future,” Fili’s voice broke the after-sex silence as you two laid in each other’s embrace. Neither of you had moved since you met your peaks and snuggled up under the blanket. You knew you had to clean up eventually, however, you didn’t want to move as you realized this may be the last moment you share with him. 

His hand was warm as it encased your own, thumb rubbing on the back of your hand in soothing circles. 

It was just the two of you in this moment, no sneaking from prying eyes of Dis and Thorin, no fear of having to separate in case someone knocks on the door. Everyone else in the inn had gone to bed, and even if they hadn’t, the room was reserved under a pseudonym, no one could know it was you two. 

The only sounds were the fire crackling in the background and the occasional groan of the trees outside as winds pushed and pulled on their branches. 

“Didn’t?” You replied, voice barely above a whisper as to not shatter the tranquility. An unspoken question in your reply- what changed?

“Yes…Didn’t. I didn’t know what I wanted from the future but then I met you,” His words drifted off as his unoccupied hand cupped your cheek, tilting your face towards him. 

“Ever since then, all I think of when I think of what I want from my future is you.”

“Oh Fili,” You slipped your eyes shut, clinging onto the sensation of his hand cupping your cheek and for a moment tomorrow was not a thought. Tomorrow wasn’t an expectation nor reality, just a fleeting nightmare. 

“I love you,” He spoke so softly, it was almost hard to hear. “I love you with all my breaths,” He leaned in to press his forehead against yours. An act of love and connection. 

“And I love you, Fili,” You opened your eyes to stare into his, the cerulescent oceans of his eyes were something you could stare at for hours, if time would let you. 

The two of you fell into silence once more as you stared at each other, trying to imprint the other into memory.

Once upon a time you had hoped that at the last moment he would tell his uncle he couldn't go, to admit to the world the love he shared for you. But no, that was selfish to think of and to want as you know how important this quest is to him and to his family. 

“Please be safe,” This time it was you who broke the silence, rubbing your nose against his as he kept your foreheads gently pushed together. 

“My heart couldn’t bear it if you got hurt,” Or worse, you thought but didn’t speak it as he adjusted his position to press a kiss to your lips. 

Usually his kisses felt vibrant, exuding love and excitement to be in your presence. But this time it felt almost woeful, like he was grasping a way to hold onto you whilst knowing he had to pull away. 

“I will do my best, my love,” He reassured when he pulled back, not moving very far as he kept himself as close as he could to you. 

“That’s all I can ask.” Those were the last words you two shared as the two of you fell into a deep slumber. You wished to have said more, however, not wishing to taint this last moment with sadness you curled into his embrace even further, his heartbeat lulling you. 

-

As the morning sun rose and spilled in through the inn window, you awoke. Turning over, you reached out to Fili to grasp onto him, the sheets warm and cozy, almost lulling you back to sleep. 

However, as your hand fell upon coldness, you were brought fully into reality. You examined the rumpled fitted sheet, clear that he had slept there, but the blanket and top sheet were wrapped in you. He had tucked you in as he left. 

You grasped the pillow he slept on, the smell of him still lingering. As you brought the pillow under the blanket to hold onto like it was him, you let out a shaky breath as your eyes slipped shut and you deeply inhaled through your nose. With your eyes shut, it was almost like he was with you. 

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[elvain]

MK's Moves: February Wrap-Up

hi all! here's a little check-in/update for my writing during the month of february. :) i had some huge things planned - some of them panned out and some of them didn't. but all the support i have received has been near and dear to my heart. thank you very much.

Chaptered Fics:

dream a little dream of me. 12/13 chapters. the famous cheating fic! i have been working super hard to get this fic done early in the year to make way for some others. it's got ONE chapter left to write/post and that's it!

At The Heart Of Time. 10/42 chapters. this is my "thorin dies 57 times trying to reclaim erebor" fic. my goal is to finish this story by the end of the year and i think i'm off to a strong start already!

Sweet Like Summer. 5/5 chapters. written for fotfics' valentine's bingo, this is just a sweet exploration of how frodo finally tells sam he loves him. dedicated to my dearest razz.

One-Shots:

Between Two Lungs. 2.7k words. another exercise for me in writing sweeter, fluffier fics. some braiding/dwarf culture and quiet moments on the quest.

My Lover's Eyes. 2.6k words. an exploration of grief in the wake of the hobbit with some insight into the "real" reason bilbo adopted frodo.

Angel With A Shotgun. 2.4k words. this is my first work in exploring alison blaire/jennifer walters as a romantic ship and i'm super happy with the way it turned out. it even inspired some larger works to come...

WORD COUNT (FEBRUARY): 31,933

Goals for March:

Forged In Amber - my fili/sigrid amnesia story, outlined at ~28 chapters. i'm really looking forward to getting this fic up and running! i am trying to bank a couple more chapters to get a good headstart, but expect it soon.

Far Beyond A Star - upcoming alison/jen fic, outlined at ~20 chapters. dimension hopping, curses, a gay little warlock, multiversal date nights. what more could you ask for?

Mutual In Divine Love - a new jan/wanda fic that explores the 8 different kinds of love. a little late, but originally meant to be for valentine's/femslash feb.

stand by the man that you call home - a one-shot i'm working on to explore the impact Iron Man Vol 1. #124-125 on tony's personal life.

At The Heart Of Time - i'm looking to get half of this fic underway by the end of the month. currently i'm sitting at chapter 14.

[REDACTED] - a secret/surprise project coming by the end of the month as a very special gift for a very special someone. :)

March Events:

Multiamory Month (March 1-31)

March of the Noldor (March 1-31)

Manwë Week (March 11-17)

C + C Week (March 17-24)

Feanorian Week (March 25-31)

Quicksilver Week (March 25-31)

as always, my askbox is open for any and all questions/comments about my writing. i would love the chance to open up some more about this stuff. :)

#writermk #mk.post

[woahwierdly]

MATURE ONLY 18+

Hobbit fanfiction

Fili x y/n

“..ahh…mmm”

Hot breaths of air could be seen in the cold night

There were two, passionately making love to one another. The moonlight cascading onto her chest and face, while he bore over her, his hips slowly thrusting into her swollen pussy. His hard dwarven hands grabbing her small hands and putting them above her head. Watching her face mewl with pleasure.

“So beautiful …. Uhh. You like it when I go slow with you my love..” Fili says while slowly rocking into her, feeling his cock inside her warm pussy.

She opens her eyes and looks into her blue eyed lovers face. The blush on each of thier faces from such hard love making. Sweat dripping from Filia brow from teasing her with such slow thrusts.

“Fili…more please…mmm” She whispered feeling her lower stomach contort with pleasure. She could feel herself cumming soon, but alas Fili likes to tease her when he gets the chance.

“Mmm would you like for me to….ah go hard my love?” Fili chuckles while doing a sharp thrust making her cry out in pleasure, both moaning from the thrust. Fili couldn’t help it with the look on her face and her pretty, pink, tight pussy gripping him. He flips her over on her stomach and bends her ass over while kissing her back.

“All you had to do was be patient my love….now you’ll get what you want” Fili grins while reinserting his thick cock into her, he slams into her, she cries out in pleasure and pain. Rocking back into him as he countjnues to pound into her, Fili starts to grunt grabbing her hips and thrusting into her. She hangs onto the sheets and pillows moaning, her juices spilling onto the sheets

“Oh fili please! Let me cum!” She moans feeling her hair bring brought into a bun, Filling grabbing her hair and pulling her head back to kiss her neck.

“My love cum for me. Let me fill you with my seed” He grunts into her ear, licking the shell of i, before continuing to thrust into her and grunt with please.

She cries out as she unravels with pleasure, her ogasming ripping through her body, Fili feels her tighten around him, his cock continue to thrust when he moans out loud, his hips stuttering, his seed spilling into her. Both are breathing loudly. She drops into the bed and Fili rolls next her, taking her arm and brining her across his chest to hold her.

“I love you, my love.” Fili says eyes closed hands wandering through her hair.

“ and I love you” She softly smiles while looking up at him with her long eye lashes. He opens his eyes and smiles down at her brining her in for a soft kiss on her lips.

#fili x reader #fili #the hobbit #hobbit #dwarven #y/n #fili x oc #fili x you

[harrypoppinss]

𝕸𝖚𝖑𝖙𝖎𝖋𝖆𝖓𝖉𝖔𝖒 𝖒𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙

ℝ𝕖𝕢𝕦𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕤 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕠𝕡𝕖𝕟! 𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕤𝕦𝕓𝕞𝕚𝕥 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕒𝕟𝕪 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕠𝕞𝕤 𝕝𝕚𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖!

Fandoms that are included in this masterlist: Supernatural, Red Dead Redemption, The Hobbit, LOTR(𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓼𝓸𝓸𝓷), The Walking Dead(𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓼𝓸𝓸𝓷)

Smut - 💋

Angst - 💧

Fluff - ✨

Request - 🫶🏻

✩`  🎀  𝒮𝓊𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓃𝓉𝒶𝓊𝓇𝒶𝓁  🎀  `✩

🍌  🎀  𝒟𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒲𝒾𝓃𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇  🎀  🍌

My Savior- Getting kidnapped is bad, that much is obvious. But getting kidnapped by a nest if vampires? Is undeniably worse. ✨

Insecure - How Dean would be with a insecure partner. 💧

𝓡𝓮𝓭 𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓭 𝓡𝓮𝓭𝓮𝓶𝓹𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷

𝓐𝓻𝓽𝓱𝓾𝓻 𝓜𝓸𝓻𝓰𝓪𝓷

Ashes - You finally visit your lovers grave after the fall of the Van der Linde gang. 💧

A Fresh Start -  After successfully escaping the grasps of the Pinkerton’s, you and your boyfriend seek out the life you always dreamt of.  💋✨

A well needed reunion - After a job went sour you had to hold out and wait. 💧💋

Our darling girl - Your husband makes arrangements to take you and your daughter out for a day in valentine. ✨

Reunited -  After getting shot on the mission to kill Micha, you end up seeing some familiar faces that you haven’t seen in a while.  💧 ✨

𝓓𝓾𝓽𝓬𝓱 𝓥𝓪𝓷 𝓓𝓮𝓻 𝓛𝓲𝓷𝓭𝓮

Betrayal - After the surprising return of an injured John, you quickly find out the dark side of you long time lover. 💧

Collision - Dutch Van der Linde was one of the most notorious gang leaders in the west, that was until he caught wind of you.

𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓻𝓵𝓮𝓼 𝓢𝓶𝓲𝓽𝓱

Comfort - Charles comforts you after you start to doubt the security of the gang. 💧

˜”*°•.˜”*°• Five Nights at Freddys •°*”˜.•°*”˜

𝓕𝓸𝔁𝔂

An unexpected visitor -  you convinced your mom to get you the last foxy plushie on the shelf, being a fan since you were a kid, but… there’s a reason it always ended up back on that shelf.

𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓗𝓸𝓫𝓫𝓲𝓽

Headcanons:

How the Dwarfs show PDA - Headcanons on how some of the Dwarfs show their affection towards you. 

I’ll trade you a kiss for a hug - Fili Durin x gn!reader ✨🫶🏻

Empty Promises - Kili Durin x AFAB!reader 💧

#supernatural #red dead redemption 2 #arthur morgan #Dutch Van Der Linde #hosea matthews #Sam Winchester #foxy the fox #fnaf foxy #fnaf #freddy fazbear #five nights at freddy's #chica the chicken #angst #fluff #arthur morgan smut #sam and dean #dean winchester smut #dean winchester angst #the hobbit #lotr x reader #the hobbit x you #fili and kili #kili #line of durin #thorin oakenshield #fili durin #kili durin #rick grimes #michonne #maggie greene

[v1olentdelights]

Masterlist

Old writings

Multi-fandom

Timeless - narnia, marvel, lockwood & co, marauders

Harry Potter

Holding you - George Weasley x reader

Sweet Dreams - Male Weasley x reader

Loving George Weasley HC

Dating Neville Longbottom HC

Everything Has Changed - Neville x reader HC

I Just Wanted to Live a Little - George Weasley x reader

She Doesn’t Like Wearing Socks to Bed - previous George Weasley x reader & current Cedric Diggory x reader

Strawberries and Kisses - George Weasley x reader

The Moon and Me - Golden Trio x reader (platonic)

Marauders

The Great Hall Incident- Regulus Black x reader

Ethereal - Regulus Black x reader

Brighter Than The Stars - Regulus Black x reader

What to do when a Buck Arrives to your Picnic - James Potter x reader

You’re not very pretty - James Potter x reader

The Comeback - Marauders x reader (Sirius Black x reader)

Going Softly... - James Potter x reader

My Son. - Fleamont Potter x James Potter

Sweet blurb - Remus Lupin x reader

The Way the Rain Falls - Sirius Black x Potter!reader

Trust - Sirius Black x reader

Golden Slumbers Masterlist - Sirius Black x reader series

You Will Never Be A God Masterlist - marauders x Pettigrew!reader

Marvel

Cinderella - Tony Stark x Morgan Stark

Why Do You Sneeze So Loud - Peter Parker x reader

I Was Never Interested in Space- Steve Rogers x reader

The Power of Hand Holding- Loki Laufeyson x reader

Taking Care of You - Peter Parker x reader

Only a Second - Frank Castle x reader

Moments Like These - dad T'Challa x young reader

That Red Love - evil Bucky x evil reader

Our Last Goodbye - Bucky Barnes x Natasha Romanoff x non bio daughter reader

Pietro Maximoff HC

Narnia

Don’t Forget About Me - Edmund Pevensie x reader

Enemies to Lovers? - Caspian x reader

I Know, I Know - Caspian x reader

The Hobbit

Across Realms - Kili Durin x reader

The Bedroom Theory - Kili Durin x reader

Too Late For Tea? - company x reader (fili x reader, but that's not the main plot really)

Ethereal Deity - Fili Durin x reader

We aren't married... yet - Kili Durin x reader

Criminal Minds

You're Gonna Go Far - BAU x reader (aaron hotchner x reader --- but its not really a big point of the fic)

We'll Be Waiting For You - BAU x reader (You're gonna go far pt 2)

Across a Crowded Room - Spencer Reid x reader

What a Mess - Emily Prentiss x reader (younger reader -platonic)

The Barbie Movie - Spencer Reid x reader (a sprinkle of Derek and Penelope)

Lockwood & Co

The Barbie Movie - company x reader (George Karim x reader)

One of us - company x reader (George Karim x reader)

The Summer I Turned Pretty

Summertime Sadness - JJ Maybank x Fisher!fem!reader (conrad x sister!reader)

Dandelion Wishes - Conrad Fisher x sister!reader (though jeremiah, susanah, belly, and steven are all mentioned and make an apperance)

On The Nights You Can't Sleep - Conrad Fisher x sister!reader

Driving Lessons - Jeremiah Fisher x sister!reader

#master list #marvel #Bucky Barnes #the winter soldier #tony stark #morgan stark #iron man #mcu imagine #riverdale #the maze runners #tar #newt tmr #Minho #tmr mo #newt #Harry Potter #george weasley #Fred weasley #neville longbottom #Julie and the phantoms #jatp #reggie peters #reggie jatp #the summer i turned pretty #tsitp x reader #tsitp #criminal minds x reader #criminal minds fic

[soradragon]

Could I please request a short imagine for The Hobbit? Because if so, how do you think Thorin, Fili and Kili would react to courting a sort of jack-of-all-trades Artist, who not only draws, but also writes, paints and is both a theatre actress and playwright. And what other members of the Company or Tolkien Characters in general would enjoy having a S/O whose just super into the Arts like that? Thanks, I love your blog!

Thank you for requesting! I hope it was worth the wait!

I’ve only written three because i went a bit out of hand with 2, I’ll see if I manage to write a part 2 with others so please bear with me.

Separate Thorin x genderneutral!reader, Kili x genderneutral!reader, Ori x genderneutral!reader

Warnings: some insecurities.

Check out my main masterlist if you liked what you read!

I have AO3 too!

Anyways! Enjoy^^

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Thorin

Thorin is very proud of your artistic skills. He boasts about you to his comrades often, especially Dwalin. The poor dwarf couldn’t seem to catch a break, having been forced to listen to his king’s lovestruck ramblings about you. Deep down Dwalin is very happy for his friend to have found love through all the hardships he had faced.

Thorin is very supportive of your work, hoping to be granted the permission to see what you're making. Wanting to watch the process and the final product of your creation. He secretly longs to help you in any way to make doing your hobbies easier. May it be a sculpture of stone - Thorin would gladly go into the mines to find the ideal material for your creation - or a painted picture of scenery, he’ll search high and low for the perfect view worthy to be painted on your canvas.

Thorin has definitely shown you the ropes of smithing. Wanting to share the artistics of his dwarven culture to you. He even holds your arms and hands gently as he guides you on what to do.

In short: Thorin is very proud of your artistic side. Loving to be a part of the process and watch you work. In return he wants to show you his own artistic side, making you all kinds of creations. Stemming from weapons to little things and jewelry. Thorin often boasts about how creative his lover is to others, puffing up his chest as he praises you.

Kili

Kili is a fellow who got curious with everything that either piqued his interest, or wasn’t familiar with. And that included whatever shape you were molding out of a hunk of clay - with those wonder hands of yours. It was impossible not to notice; seeing as how you were often occupied by this mysterious creation.

And Kili wanted to know more, but he didn’t dare to take a closer look or pry too far with his questions - hesitance caused by the ever dissuading unknown and the never ending scenarios of ‘what ifs’.

But then, the two of you got closer - and Kili got a crush.

He got bolder; wanting to become a part of your life, he spends as much time with you as possible.

He got greedier: Longing for a permanent place in your heart, he made you laugh and he listened to all you wanted to say.

He got clingier: Having a need to be near or touch you every waking moment.

He wanted your undivided attention.

And the only way Kili knew how; was to be a goof.

He'd drape himself over you, or would sit next to you if you were uncomfortable with the touch. He’d ask in a childish voice “whatcha doing?” All because Kili wanted to know more. And once he learned, he wanted to do it too.

Mostly to try and impress you. It was a valiant effort, but alas, Kili’s hands weren’t made for molding an animal out of clay.

Kili made sure you would never see his flunky attempt at a turtle to match the same one you made.

He would also drag you into every prank he schemed. Wanting to share everything he enjoyed with you. Pretty soon that crush went further than just the surface. Kili caught on fairly quickly that those feelings had taken root deep into his heart.

They were there to stay. And Kili welcomed it with open arms.

He decided to court you.

With a heavy heart Kili let his brother persuade him into making a hymn with his fiddle instead of making another attempt at molding clay.

After chickening out many times, Fili finally managed to kick Kili out of his procrastinating ass and serenade that dang hymn for you. Which he did in the house of beorn.

In short, Kili adores your handiness and your creations. He admires it greatly and wants to impress you by making matching creations. Sadly he's not as good - a good excuse for him to ask you to teach him your ways.

Ori

Ori had been a bit more hesitant - than Kili - in approaching you with his curiosities of what you're doing.

Whenever the company tracks through whatever area they are in; Ori would notice you further ahead of him. Muttering to no one in particular while articulating whatever it was you were saying with your hands.

Ori would notice you again when the camp’s been set up: He would be trying to concentrate on the notebook or knitting piece he's working on - by the campfire - instead of rudely gawking at you - his nose scrunches up at the thought of making you uncomfortable.

But regardless of whether it was improper or not; he finds his eyes wandering fleetingly towards you, time and time again. No matter how many times he had torn his gaze and redirected it at the project seated on his lap. One wrong move, or thought, and he would lose himself to the siren call that was you.

Watching you move about with your body in a graceful manner - Ori couldn't help himself but compare your grace to that of a butterfly, dancing around some colorful flowers.

Other times he would see you drawing in the dirt or on a scrap of parchment instead of reenacting certain scenes - Ori wondered if you were doing and creating a play by yourself.

Whatever you it was that you were doing; Ori's eyes constantly trailed towards you and your always moving hands and your expressive face. Taking everything in whenever he could. As if enchanted.

He couldn’t help it, honest!

There was just this certain allure to you that made overlooking you impossible. You were this bright light that shone so beautifully - one couldn't help but stop and stare.

Like a moth drawn to a flame, you let everything else fade in the background like paint being washed away.

And if someone were to ask Ori what you meant to him, he would - if he didn't go silent that same instant, curling into what Nori endearingly calls a ‘flustered oridillo’ - breathlessly whisper that you were royalty he would gladly worship with body and soul. That if you would let him; he would love to please whatever desire you had.

It flusters him greatly. Admitting his never-ending thoughts of you, filled with so much adoration and longing. Fantasizing about the way your hands would trail along his face. Or how it would feel to have your fingers move through his hair and play with it. And doing the same for you.

He knows he wants more than the fugitive glances he sends you and the brief chats the two of you share. But he dares not act on his desires for your attention. Dares not to approach in any way except the brief platonic contact you initiate.

The dreams, the fantasy, the hopes, they had to stay as they were: Just a dream only a fool could have - the ever obvious lack of a beard growing on his chin was a harsh reminder.

Instead of dwelling on what could have been, Ori had taken to putting his passion on paper; via written poems about you - confessing his innermost feelings - and sketches.

He would get lost in his longing and fantasies bit by bit while his pencils trail strokes of gray across the parchment.

Ori imagines being your private painter. Having been blessed with the honor of painting you - his enchanting muse. He couldn’t help but shiver at the thought of the bittersweet similarities between reality and the dreams his mind creates.

Star Crossed lovers with an affection that cannot be: A smitten painter and his muse. Stuck, longing for the other; while the muse poses, the painter paints with everything he got.

Alas, to Ori, there was no image he could sketch that would ever be able to come close to the real deal: The imperfect perfection that was you. It was your flaws and quirks that made you all the more endearing to him.

And it is for quite a time that Ori just dreams of what could be.

It is after a particularly difficult day that you ultimately dared to make a move where Ori did not. Approaching him first to get to know him.

It was a surprise to Ori, not an unpleasant one, quite opposite at that, but still a surprise.

But he couldn’t have been happier because of it.

The two of you had taken to each other quite fast, enjoying the company and interests you shared. Talking endlessly as you ate your meals around the fire.

After Ori courageously showed you a couple of his poems, you asked if he would like to make a play together. And Ori would have been a fool to reject such a request - especially a request from you.

You two worked on the play day and night whenever there was time to spare you would huddle together and brainstorm. And it is in the shared prison cell of Mirkwood where you acted out the play you two created.

In short, Ori is fascinated and enamored by the way you move your hands and the way you hold yourself when acting out a play. He can't help himself, and he just has to sketch you whenever his eyes find you. He woos you with the heartfelt and downright cheesy poems he writes for you. As the journey continues, and the two of you get closer with each day; Ori starts planning and - with the help of his brothers - preparing himself to present you the courting gift (he had created) once the journey has been completed and Erebor recovered from Smaug’s grasp.

Ori will court you like a devotee who worships their deity.

~~~~ Thank you for reading!!

~~~~ Forever taglist

@theincaprincess @strongholdinthedark @chaotic-biowl @hissterical-nyaan @hannah-emily-zhang @criminaly-supernatural @slumbering-lore

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[roadtogracelandx45]

To Update/ Coming soon- June 14th- August 31st

** means smut

Admiral's Daughter- part 1, 2 and 3- Top Gun Maverick ff, Chasing Angels series. 2 Hangman/ Bianca/ Rooster, 3 Dagger Squad, 1. Bianca, Hangman, Coyote, and Phoniex.

Baby I Do,- Part 2* ,3*, 4,5- Elvis- Burnin' Love series- Elvis/ Sylvie

Little White Church- One Shot- Elvis- Stand alone- Elvis/Sylvie

Cowboy Take Me Away- Parts *2 and 3- Top Gun Maverick FF- Chasing Angels series- Hangman/Bianca

Save A Horse, Ride A Cowboy*- One shot- Yellowstone- Angel of Mercy Series- Lee Dutton/ Spencer Abbott

Just Dance- Part 1, 2*,3*,4* - Top Gun Maverick FF- Chasing Angels series- Hangman/Bianca

Wouldn't It Be Nice- One shot- Supernatural- Darkest Before the Dawn Series- Dean/Ellie

Secrets That Are Meant- one shot* Supernatural- Secrets That Are Meant To Kept Series- Sam/ Dean- Wincest

To Be Kept- One Shot*- Supernatural- Secrets That Are Meant To Kept Series- Ellie/Dean/Sam

Need You To Know- One shot*- Supernatural- Secrets That Are Meant To Kept- Ellie/Dean

Be My Baby Tonight- Part 1, Part 2*, Part 3, Part 4*- Avengers, Only Fools Rush Series- Steve/ Lennon, Bucky/ Lennon

Saturday's Alright For Fighting- One Shot- Fast Saga- Life in The Fastlane Saga- Vince/Sophie

On The Outside- Parts 3, 4,5,6 The Outsiders- On The Outside- implied Soda/Mattie

Game Changers- Part 2, 3,4,5.6- The Mighty Ducks- Game Changers series- Adam Banks/ Ava Bombay

I Kissed A Girl- One Shot*- Fast Saga- Life In The Fastlane Saga- Letty/ Sophie

California Girls- One Shot*- Top Gun Maverick- Chasing Angels- Phoniex/ Bianca

Courage Under Fire- Band of Brothers- Courage Under Fire Series- Bill/Olivia, Olivia/ Joseph Liebgott, Bill/ May Jenkins Parts 1, 2, 3*,4,5

Burnin' Love- Elvis- Burnin' Love Series- Elvis/Sylvie- Parts 5,6,7,8,9,10

Chasing Angels- Top Gun Maverick- Chasing Angels Series- Rooster/ Bianca, IceMav, Hangman/ Bianca, Hangman/ Phoniex, Phoneix/ Bianca. Parts 2, 3*, 4*,5,6,7

Should Be Me- Band of Brothers- Courage Under Fire series- what if- part 2- Bill/ Olivia

Charming Town- Sons of Anarchy- Charming Town Series- Jax/Ryder- Parts 7,8, 9*,10*,11*,12

I Don't Dance But For You- Top Gun Maverick- Chasing Angels one shot- Rooster Bianca-

Only Fools Rush In- Captain America- Only Fools Rush in Series- Parts 2,3,4,5*,6*,7*,8,9,10- Bucky/Hannah. Steve/Peggy

Under False Pretenses- Band of Brothers Mafia AU- Under False Pretense series- Liebgott/ Olivia, Dick/Olivia/Nixon part 2*,3*,4*,5*,6,7,8*,9*,10*

Are You Going My Way- Band of Brothers College AU- Are You Going My Way Series- Lewis/ Olivia, Buck/Olivia, Liebgott/Oliva, Bill/Olivia etc Part 2*, Part 3, Part 4*,5,6*

Please, I Need You- Chicago PD- Thin Blue Line series- Jay Libby one shot

Got You- Chicago PD x Blue Blood crossover- Jayx Libby- parts 4*, 5*, 6, 7

Don't Stop Believing- Chicago Fire x Blue Crossover- Kelly Severide. Libby Reagan- Parts 2,3,4,5,6

Through The Heart- S.W.A.T- Luca x Josie Kay- parts 4,5,6,7,8

Star Crossed Lovers- Twilight- Star Crossed Lovers series- Rosalie/Emmett/ Lily parts 1,2,3,4,5

Hearts Made of Glass- Twilight All Human- Lily/Edward- Parts 2,3,4,5

Life In The Fastlane- Fast Saga- Vince/Sophie, Dom/Sophie, Letty/Sophie, Dom/Letty, Mia/Brian- Parts 7*,8*,9,10,11

Girl from Barstow- Fast Saga- Life In The Fastlane series- One shot-

Thin Blue Line- One Chicago/Law and Order SVU/Blue Bloods crossover- Parts 2,3,4

Winter's Gate- Game of Thrones- Winter's Gate series- Robb Stark/Jonlynn- Parts 4, 5*, 6

Homeward Bound- Game of Thrones- Winter Gate series- Robb Stark/ Jonlynn- Part 2,3, 4

Second Chances- Lord of The Rings/The Hobbbit- Second Chances series- Legolas/Ilianna/ either Fili or Kili- Part 2, 3,4

Royals- Harry Potter- Royals Series- Fred/Celeste. George- part 1,2,3,4,5

Puzzle Pieces- Triple Frontier- Miller Brothers/OFC parts 1,2,3, 4

Mine now. Sons of anarchy- Jax/Ryder one shot

Night Terrors - Winter Solider and the Falcon- Bucky/Lennon one shot

Sweet as Georgia Peach- Band of Brothers- prequel story to Courage Under Fire. Parts 1, 2, 3, 4, 5

Oh My, My Love- Elvis- Two Shot- part 1, part 2

London Blue- Band of Brothers- one shot- Liebgott/ Liv- set after D-Day

London Grey- Band of Brothers- one shot- Nixon/Liv

Undercover- One Chicago- parts 2,3,4

#ash writes #top gun maverick fan fiction #top gun maverick imagines #austin butler! elvis presley imagines #austin butler! elvis presley fan fiction #supernatural fan fiction #supernatural imagines #band of brothers imagines #band of brothers fan ficiton #fast and furious fan fiction #fast and furious imagines #yellowstone fan fiction #yellowstone imagines #the outsiders fan ficiton #the outsiders imagines #the mighty ducks fan ficiton #the mighty ducks imagines #sons of anarchy imagines #sons of anarchy fan ficiton #game of thrones fan fiction #game of thrones imagines #harry potter fan fiction #harry potter imagines #one chicago fan ficiton #one chicago imagines #twilight fan fiction #twilight iamgines #triple frontier imagines #triple frontier fan fiction

[ichoosechoasandbeingqueer]

Nightmares

This is Day 6 of Fili whumptober!

Warnings: nightmares, fake blood, wounded Fili

Word count: 1189

Fili survives the war, but barely. Recovery is hard and long. After a nasty nightmare, Fili tries his best to prove he’s OK to his one and he’s not going anywhere.

Please refer to the warnings of this story.  If you go past this point you are consenting to reading this content. 

kurduwê - my heart

ghivashel - treasue of all treasures (blue mountain dialect)

amrâlimê - my love

You knew this wasn’t real, that this wasn’t right, but the land of dreams had a convincing way of keeping you there, trapped and scared of the visions it drowned you in. It ensnared each one of your senses to the point of overwhelming panic and no matter which way you turned, or how hard you force your legs to move, the door to escape remained out of your grasp. You knew the scene before you was a lie, but for another night, your broken and frightened heart took over the logic of your mind.

The stone beneath your fingertips felt cold as you pulled yourself up, the strange green light that lingered through the deep cavern making the shadows dance and hiss around you. You felt the touch of death before you registered where you were, but the grave you kneeled at drew you in like a siren’s song. Your hands shook as you wiped away the dust from the stone, the name engraved in its plaque enough to send you back to your knees with a heart-wrenching scream.

You watched as the crimson colour from the roses you carried in your hands melt from its petals, dripping against the white marble and down your wrists, the red staining everything it touches. You knew what was coming when you stood back up on shaky legs and peered inside the coffin once more. You knew whose face would stare blankly back at you with dull blue eyes and cut and crinkled blond hair, and despite it, the fear that shot through your veins still rocked you to your core.

You let yourself rush forwards to cradle his broken body in your arms as sobs rocked through you. You waited patiently as you crawled into the stone casket with him, your fingers clawing at him to pull him flat against your chest as you begged him to come back. You didn’t fight the sharp burn of the ropes wrap around your wrists and throat pulling you deeper into the ground and you lay contempt as the darkness swallowed you hole, the lid being slowly slid back over your lover’s grave with you still in it, struggling and rasping for breath against the suffocating fear of death and grief.

You weren’t surprise when you shot upright in bed, the soft blankets falling off your form and letting in the biting sting of the winter air nip at your skin. You could taste the salty tears on your lips and as your hands reached out desperately in the dark, you let out a shaky breath when you felt someone beside you. It took your eyes a moment to adjust to the darkness of the room, but the flash of blond hair tucked under the covers to your right calmed your heart slightly. You were carful not to pull at his stomach or shoulder as you tucked yourself under his arm, pressing yourself against his chest and tucking you face into the crook of his neck.

You let yourself continue to cry as you seeped in his warmth and only stopped as a gentle hand started to run its finger up and down your spine. The body next to you shuffled slightly to pull you closer, hissing in pain as they tried rolling on their back. They paused their movement half way there and groaned.

“I’m sorry, I’m so, so sorry,” you muttered into his throat with your eyes clenched shut.

“Hush now kurduwê, not your fault,” the rich baritone voice soothed. He took a moment to lift himself from the mattress and place himself at an angle that didn’t hurt before pulling you back into his embrace, “I rolled the wrong way is all,”

You didn’t reply, the guilt of waking him sitting deep in the pit of your stomach. Fili scrunched his nose up and opened one eye, freezing when he saw you.

“Oh, ghivashel what is wrong?” he asked, worry coming over his features, “why does my one cry?”

“I- you- there was- I’m sorry,” you whined, pulling away only to be locked in by his strong arms around your waist.

“Easy now love, please don’t hide your pretty face from me,” he spoke, nuzzling into you and surrounding you with his sweet sent, “it was that nightmare again, wasn’t it?”

You could all but nod, burring yourself in him again, hoping he could rid you over the scenes that played behind your closed eyelids.

“Oh love, you know I’m not going anywhere,”

You knew that. He had told you a hundred time or more, but the nightmares had yet to believe his gentle words. It was almost three months since the battle, and though Fili’s wounds still troubled him, pinching and pulling at his muscles and making him scrunched his face in pain if he moved the wrong way, or making him groan if he took off to fast, the skin had nearly finished its healing and he was well out of the way of danger. No more did he struggle to breath in his sleep, leaving you to stay up late and listen to his breaths, your fingers lingering over his chest to feel the rise on fall and confirm he was still beside you alive and well. No more did he shake and shiver as he tried to lift a spoon to feed himself, tears of frustration and shame welling in his eyes when you had to come to him and use your own hands to finish the task.

No, your brave lion was healing and happy now, and as brought your hands to his stomach to prove to you that he was, he kissed your forehead tenderly. He let your cautious fingers wonder over the rough and scared section of his belly, the warmth seeping into your skin and the rub of his fuzz making you giggle. He kissed you again as he moved your hand up, letting you trace you fingers up his chest and over his breasts to his heart.

“Do you feel that my ghivashel?” he questioned, pressing your palm against the beating in his chest, “the heart that beats for you, strong and powerful?”

You nodded wordlessly and he smiled, his dimples flashing in the darkness of your room and making your body flutter. He threaded his thick fingers with yours and held you in place, the beating under your fingertip’s hypnotic. He pulled the rest of your body closer too, lifting his hips and letting you wrap your legs around him as you rested you head under his chin. He pulled the forgotten blanket around the two of you, tucking you into his side with a look of adoration in his eyes.

“Close your eyes now amrâlimê, and let sleep come knowing I’m right by your side. Feel my warmth on your stomach, my breath on your neck and my heart in your hands and know I am safe right here in your arms,”

And you did. You let your eyes flicker shut surround by him, warm, happy and content, the feeling of his heart never once stopping in your hands. 

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[2shuang]

[Dean] [Fili/Anders] 1874

relationship: Anders/Fili

BGM: 1874

The song tells a story about someone who falls in love with a person lived in another century. His lover dead before he was born. So they never met each other and no one knew if it’s true or only a dream.

It’s a Cantonese song and I added an English subtitle. (But I’m not the translator.)

I may make it more complete later, maybe not...It’s up to my homework...

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