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OKAY, so I kinda combined it with another request, so I hope you still like it. God, I love writing these 🥹 I'm so glad you guys are asking for more parts. Anyway, I hope everyone's doing fine. Have a great day 🤍✨
Warnings: smut and a little bit angsty, just a little bit
Word count: 4538
“Both of you?”, you looked across the table. “Don’t worry, darling. Phinks will take care of you”. “B-but why both of you?”, you ignored Feitan’s attempt to intervene. “And Phinks? I barely know him”. “Darling”, Chrollo stopped while pouring you some more wine, “I need Feitan with me this time. I’m sorry”. “A-and when are you leaving?”, your eyes darted toward Feitan. “Tonight”, Feitan coldly replied. “And for how long?”, your eyes now focused on Chrollo. “A week. Maybe a little bit longer”.
“A week? Alone? With Phinks?”, your heart dropped to your stomach. “He’s … nice”, Feitan tried to hide his discontent. “He’ll be here shortly”, Chrollo added, “Be nice to him, okay?”. “Whatever”, you pushed your food to the side, “I’ll be upstairs”.
“Darling”.
Ah. There it was again. The hint of threat in his calm voice.
“What?”, your eyes fixed on the table.
“Be nice”.
It was ages ago since he hurt you. Since they hurt you… But you knew that tone. That lingering smirk on his face; telling you that there would be consequences if you disobeyed him.
“Y/N?”, Feitan’s cold voice burst through your bubble. “I’ll be nice”, a lump in your throat. “Good girl”, Feitan slowly walked behind you, “Don’t worry. We’ll get you something nice”.
You closed your eyes as his hands softly massaged your shoulders. You didn’t want them to leave you. You didn’t want to be left alone with someone you barely knew.
“And we’ll call, darling. So, stay close to Phinks, and don’t be a brat”. “What if Hisoka-“.
You didn’t mean to sound so fragile, but you couldn’t help it. You were scared. Scared that something was going to happen.
“Don’t worry. We took care of it, "Feitan kissed your temple carefully. A gesture he rarely did. “B-but-“, you tried to protest, to make them stay.
“Darling”, a small smirk on his face, “Enough”.
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“And don’t let my darling into this room, Phinks”. “And make sure she takes these every morning, " Feitan signaled to the neatly stacked vitamins on the table next to you.
“Ugh”, a sigh you couldn’t contain as you leaned against the kitchen counter.
“Darling?”, Chrollo turned his head, “What’s wrong?”. “Nothing”, you shrugged your shoulders. “She doesn’t seem too happy”, Phinks gritted his teeth. “Don’t worry, we told her to behave”, Feitan’s cold eyes pierced through you.
“I can handle a brat, little Fei”, Phinks obviously forgot his boss was standing in front of him. “A brat?”, Chrollo coldly added. “Sorry boss, I was talking about Fei-“. “You’re here for her safety. If she needs something, anything, you’ll make sure she gets it. Understood?”.
“Boss”, the blonde bowed his head in agreement.
“That being said, if she does decide to act out of place-“. “You’ll call us first”, Feitan interrupted, “And we’ll tell you what to do”.
“Right, Fei”, Phinks clenched his jaw.
It was obvious the blonde didn’t like being ordered around by Feitan.
“Come here, darling”, Chrollo signaled you to come over. With heavy feet and a pout on your face, you obeyed. “We’ll be leaving now. Behave, okay?”. “Hm”, you wrapped your arms around his waist, pulling him close, “I’ll miss you”. “We’ll miss you too”, a soft kiss on the top of your head.
“I’ll get you something nice”, Feitan carefully placed a strand of hair behind your ear as you turned around. “Thanks, Fei. Please come back soon”. “As soon as possible”.
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Chrollo and Feitan were already gone for a couple of days, and you wanted nothing more than to have Phinks gone. You hated him. You hated the smug look on his face, the way he scoffed every time a snappy reply left your lips…
“I’m bored”, you sighed as you once again opened the fridge. “So?”, Phinks stood against the counter, his arms folded as he watched you.
You didn’t know if it was in your head, but you could feel him staring at you. You could feel his eyes gliding from the top of your head to your back.
“What the hell are you wearing?”. “Chrollo makes me wear this. He likes it”, you rolled your eyes. You still hated the little black nightgown he made you wear. “I can see why. It barely covers anything”, Phinks scoffed before walking to the couch in the living room.
You decided to ignore his reaction. You knew it was revealing, but you didn’t want to wear your clothes until you went to sleep.
“What are you going to watch?”, you stopped in front of the TV, already earning an annoyed smirk in response.
“You, apparently”.
“Don’t get your hopes up”, you rolled your eyes as you sat down next to him. “Don’t worry, you’re not my type”.
You didn’t know why you felt so offended. You could feel the heat rise to your cheeks.
“What’s wrong, darling?”, a smug look on his face, “Can’t stand it when someone doesn’t worship you?”.
“If I’m not your type, then why do you keep looking at my breasts?”.
“I-I’m not!”, the blonde immediately sat up straight, angry eyes now staring into yours. “I think you are”, you smirked, “Can’t wait for Chrollo to call. He deserves to know what a pervert you are”.
You would never tell Chrollo anything like that. Not after the last time you did. Back when you were still scared of Feitan. Even though you were his darling, he was still a cruel man. One step out of line, and the consequences could be very painful.
“H-hey, stop it!”, a red blush on his cheeks. “So, what are you going to watch?”, you folded your arms. “I don’t know, a shitty movie”, he angrily picked up the remote.
“Okay”, you slowly stood up, “I’m going to bed”.
“Wait”, a serious look on his face, “Boss wants me to check the rooms before you go to sleep”. “You don’t have to-“, “Wait here”, he grabbed your arm, “I’m not kidding. Boss will kill me if something happens to you”.
You rolled your eyes, but you waited nonetheless. You would be lying if you said you weren’t scared. That clown got to you.
“It’s safe, you can go”. “Thanks”, you quietly responded. A sudden anxious feeling washed over you. Something you didn’t understand. “Night Phinks”. “Goodnight”, he coldly replied before he sat down again.
Why? Why were your hands sweating? Why did it feel like there was no air anymore?
“S-shit”, with shaking hands, you opened the door to your room. “H-huh?’, your heart racing as you noticed a tall figure next to your bed. “H-hisoka?”, the name got stuck in your throat. Your hands nervously turned on the light.
“W-what?”, tears building up in the corners of your eyes. There was no one. Your mind was playing tricks on you. Were you going crazy?
The air. Why was there no air?
“I-I can’t breathe”, you hastily walked towards your window, but your legs gave up halfway.
You couldn’t move. You couldn’t scream. You couldn’t breathe. Were you going to die? Was this it? Did someone poison you?
“Y/N?”, Phinks knocked on your door, “I heard something, are you alright?”.
You wanted to respond, you really did, but the lump in your throat wouldn’t allow it.
“Y/N?”, Phinks raised his voice.
Somehow,his voice seemed so far away.
“I’m coming in”.
You didn’t want him to see you like this, but if someone did poison you…
“Y/N?”, a hint of distress in his voice as he saw you curled up on the floor. “What’s wrong?”, his hand immediately on your waist, his other brushing some hair from your face.
“I-I can’t-“, tears kept streaming down your cheeks, “I-I don’t want to die”.
“What happened?”, his eyes scanned the room, “Was someone here?”.
You couldn’t talk, so you shook your head in response.
“Ah, I see”, he carefully picked you up, “Are you scared?”.
You hastily bopped your head up and down.
“Heart racing? Think you’re going to die?”.
“Y-yes”, you hastily nestled your head into his chest. “Don’t worry”, Phinks carried you to your bathroom, “You’re having a panic attack. You’re not going to die”.
A panic attack?
“Is this the first time?”. “Hm”, you bopped your head up and down, your hands tugging at his shirt. “Control your breathing, okay?”, he carefully seated you inside your tub. “D-don’t-“, you desperately reached out for him once he let go. “I’m here”, his voice never sounded so soft before, “Stop crying, okay? It’s fine. You’refine”.
With blurred sight, you watched the blonde turn on the tap. A panic attack? This wasn’t a panic attack. It couldn’t be. You were going to die, you could feel it. Hisoka was here and-
“Here”, Phinks checked the temperature, trying to ignore your sobs. “Feel this”, rough hands grabbed yours, “Try to concentrate on this feeling”.
“H-huh?”, you could feel your eyes widen. “Just concentrate on it. It feels nice, doesn’t it?”. “I-it does”. “How many bottles of shampoos do you have stacked here?”, he chuckled, “Can you count them for me?”. “A-a lot”. “Count them”, his large hands softly massaging yours as the hot water pours into the tub. “Seven, no.. Eight”.
Finally, your sight wasn’t as blurry, and your heart wasn’t jumping out of your chest anymore. You could breathe again.
“That’s it”, a smile on his face, “Good girl”. “A-are you sure no one’s here?”, your voice still shaking. “I’m sure sweetheart, I checked twice”. “O-okay”, you softly pulled your hands back, “I-I’m fine, thank you”. “You’re not”, he closed the tap, “You’re shaking”. “Sorry”, you pulled your knees to your chest. “Don’t”, he stood up, “I’ll leave you to it, try to relax”. “L-leave?”, your eyes darted towards the blonde. “You can’t take a bath with your clothes still on”. “I-I don’t need a bath-“, “You can’t go to bed with wet clothes either. I’ll be just outside the door”.
Your heart sunk to your stomach once you heard the door close. You didn’t want to be alone, not right now. With careful steps, you got out of bad. Right, you didn’t have another nightgown here.
"Phinks?”, you shyly called out, hands wrapped around your waist. “What’s wrong?”, he slowly opened the door, “Can I look?”. “Y-yes”, you shivered, “I need a new nightgown”. “Are you an idiot?”, he hastily grabbed a towel and wrapped it around you, “You’ll get sick”.
Why did your heart flutter when you felt his big arms wrap around you?
“T-thanks”, your cheeks red as you looked up at the blonde.
Why did he look at you like that? Why were his arms still wrapped around you?
“I-I’ll get you… You know. Uhm-“, he nervously stuttered. “T-thanks”, you turned your head to the side, not wanting him to see your pink cheeks.
A strange feeling rose to your stomach. You hated him, you truly did, but you used to hate Feitan too. Was something wrong with you? No, you were confused, that’s all. You had a panic attack, and you missed Chrollo and Feitan more than anything.
“Here”, Phinks’ arm appeared through the door, “Get changed. I’m tired”. “Thanks”, you gently grabbed the piece of fabric.
Why did his hand feel so soft all of a sudden? You swore they felt rough minutes ago.
“Is there something wrong?”. “H-huh?”, you popped out of your trance before noticing your hand was touching his.
You felt embarrassed. How long were you standing there?
“S-sorry”, you hastily shook your head before pulling your hand away. .
You immediately closed the door again before putting it on.
“Ready”, you closed the door behind you. Phinks was sitting on your bed, patiently waiting for you. “Good”, he cleared his throat, “I’ll be downstairs if you need anything. Goodnight”.
“Night”.
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“H-huh?”, you woke up in the middle of the night, sweat dripping from your forehead.
You could hear it. His evil laugh, the cards flipping…
“N-no”, you pulled the sheets to your chest, “G-go away, please-“.
You didn’t want to get poisoned again. You didn’t want to die.
“Leave me alone, please”, you cried out, arms safely wrapped over your head.
Footsteps.
“No, no, no”, tears streaming down your cheek, “Get out, leave me alone!”.
“Y/N?”, a concerned voice broke through the darkness, “Who’s here? Where?”.
“H-hisoka, he-“.
“Hisoka?”, Phinks’ voice sounded steady, “He can’t be here. Chrollo took care of it”. “B-but I heard him. He was laughing and-”. “Sweetheart”, the blonde rubbed through his eyes, “He isn’t here, and even if he was, I wouldn’t let anything happen to you”. “B-but last time-“. “Look”, he slowly sat down on the edge of your bed, “I’ll sleep on the ground, okay? If anyone enters this room, I’ll make sure you’re safe”.
“O-okay”, you wiped the tears from your cheek, “Just don’t leave me alone, please. I’m scared”. “I’ll stay. Just get some sleep, okay?”.
You watched as he took a blanket out of the basket next to your bed. You didn’t know why, but you couldn’t sleep. You never felt so scared in your life.
“Phinks?”, you opened your eyes, heart once again racing. “Phinks? Are you here?”. “Hm? A low grunt next to your bed. “I-I can”t sleep”, tears already streaming down your cheeks. “Why? I’m here”.
You couldn’t ask him to… You knew that, but you felt so, so scared.
“C-can you please sleep next to me? Please Phinks”. “Y/N”, Phinks quietly responded, “You know I can’t do that”. “W-why not?”. “Boss would kill me, and Feitan too”. “B-but I’m scared. I w-won’t tell him. I promise”.
You could see the blond study every corner of your room. Probably to make sure there weren’t any cameras.
“Fine”, he clicked his tongue, “Move”.
You hastily shuffled to the other side. Relief flooded over you once you felt the warmth of his body next to yours.
“Thank you”, you quietly whispered, your back facing his.
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You slowly rubbed your eyes as the sunlight kissed your bedsheets. “10.30?”, you frowned, “Never sleep this long-“.
Your heart froze once you realized his arm was wrapped around your waist, his head resting on top of yours.
“P-Phinks?”. “What?”, he snapped back, obviously not realizing what was happening. “Y-you’re… Your arm-“. “Huh?”, you could feel his grip loosen, “S-shit”, he immediately let go, “I’m sorry. Please don’t tell boss. I didn’t mean to-“.
But you liked it. You liked having his body pressed against yours.
“I-it’s fine… You can hold me. I like it”.
You were playing with fire. You knew that.
Without responding, he slowly placed his arm back around your waist. “Thanks”, a content smile on your face as you shuffled closer to him.
Was it because you were lonely? Because you missed Chrollo and Fei?
“Want some breakfast?”, he tightened his grip, not ready to let you go. “Please”, you gently intertwined your hand with his. “Got to let me go, sweetheart”. “R-right”, you cleared your throat. “Avocado toast?”. “Perfect”.
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“Boss called, he’s coming back today”.
A few days passed, and Phinks kept sleeping next to you – because you asked him to. You didn’t know why, but sleeping alone wasn’t really your forte after what happened with Hisoka, and well… You enjoyed Phinks’ company. Chrollo and Feitan didn’t need to know, right? After all, you were just cuddling each other.
“Right”, you took a sip from the smoothie Phinks made you, “I’ll get changed. He’ll be back soon”.
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“Darling”, Chrollo dramatically opened his arms once he saw you, “I’ve missed you”. “I’ve missed you too”, you eagerly nestled your head against his chest. “And you too, Fei”, you now wrapped your arms around Feitan.
“Phinks?”, a smile on Chrollo’s face, “Thank you for taking care of our darling”.
That tone. Something wasn’t right. He knew.
“You enjoyed his company, darling?”. “Hm”, you slowly nodded.
You couldn’t talk. They would hear your shaking voice.
“Enjoyed it a little too much?”, Feitan widened his eyes, his aura flooded with anger. “Are you accusing me of something, little Fei?”, Phinks’ frowned.
His heart must be racing. He must be nervous too, right?
“Fei”, Chrollo calmly raised his hand, his eyes locked on Phinks. “Tell me, Phinks”, a dangerous smile on Chrollo’s face, “Why does she smell like you?”. “I don’t know boss”, Phinks humbly lowered his head.
“What about you? Do you know why, darling?”.
This isn’t good. You couldn’t lie. They’d know.
“I-I asked him to sleep with me. I-I mean, in one bed. N-next to me”.
“Why?”, Feitan’s aura exploded, but his voice was calm as ever. “I-I had a panic attack, and I was afraid, and I thought I saw Hisoka and-“, you rambled, unable to catch your breath.
“So”, Chrollo interrupted you, “You asked another man to sleep next to you?”. “Y-yes”, your heart dropped to your stomach. “I know I said you had to listen to her, Phinks… But sleeping next to my darling? Touching her?”. “H-he didn’t-“, you tried to intervene. “Lie again and I’ll remind you of whom you belong to”, Feitan was suddenly standing behind you, his nails digging into your arm.
“Sorry boss”, Phinks loudly swallowed.
“And you wanted more, right?”, Feitan tightened his grip, his lips hovering next to your ear.
You couldn’t lie. They’d know.
“Y-yes”, you closed your eyes, tears streaming down your cheek.
You were scared. You could see Chrollo’s threatening smile, the way he was looking at Phinks…
“Let her go, Fei”, Chrollo kept looking at the blonde. “So, darling. I guess you need to be reminded whom you belong to, right?”.
“P-please, don’t hurt me-“. “On your knees”, Chrollo nodded, “Show Phinks whom you belong to”.
“Huh?”. “You heard him”, Feitan’s umbrella on your shoulder, “Knees”.
You didn’t even try to disobey.
“Boss, I know she’s yours”, Phinks’ eyes locked onto the ground. “Strange, you didn’t seem to when we were gone”, Chrollo gently stroked your cheek, his eyes still looking at the blonde.
“What are you waiting for?”, Feitan smirked, “Show us what you wanted to do with Phinks”.
With shaking hands, you opened his belt.
“Were you wet when you thought about him?”, Chrollo looked down.
No response. You couldn’t.
“You already have two men who are willing to give you everything you need and more. Are you really saying you need a third?”.
“N-no!”, you looked at him, with glossy eyes.
“Prove it”, he softly grabbed your wrist, placing your hand on his member. “Show Phinks you’re mine”.
It was embarrassing, it really was, but you liked it. You liked the way Phinks’ breathing got heavier, the way you felt his eyes burn at the back of your head when Chrollo guided you.
“Tsk, she’s enjoying this”, Feitan’s brows pulled together, “Look”.
“N-no”, you tried to protest once you could feel Feitan lift your dress with his umbrella.
“Darling?”, Chrollo gently pulled your face away from his member, “Sit down on the couch and spread your legs”. “C-chrollo-“. “We know you’re enjoying this”, Feitan grabbed your wrist, pulling you behind him, “Sit and spread your legs”.
You knew your panties were soaked. You couldn’t help it. You sat down on the couch, your legs wide open.
“Ah, I see”, Chrollo chuckled, “Were you this wet for Phinks?”. “N-no-“.
“Look”, Feitan signaled the blonde to come over, “This for you”. “F-fei-“, Phinks tried to protest, but once Chrollo raised his hand he obeyed nonetheless.
“Look Phinks”, Chrollo sat down next to you, “She’s this wet for you”. “Boss, I’m sure-“. “Tell him”, Chrollo turned his head to look at you, his digits softly stroking over your panties.
“I-I’m this wet for you”, you turned your head to the side, trying to keep yourself from moaning.
“Tsk”, Phinks clenched his jaw, trying to keep his hands away from his hard member.
“Ask him”, Feitan stood in front of you, his hand wrapped around your cheeks, “We know you want it”.
“H-huh?”, you looked at Chrollo. “Ask him, darling”.
“Please”, your voice shaking, “Make me feel good, Phinks”.
A sudden silence filled the room. He didn’t want to, right?
“Don’t worry”, Chrollo looked at his Spider, “You can fuck her”.
“Hmpf”, you quickly placed a hand on your mouth as you felt Chrollo push your panties to the side, one finger slowly pumping in and out of you.
You were willing to beg at this point.
“Are you this wet for me, sweetheart?”, the blonde signaled Feitan to move.
“I-I am”, an innocent look on your face. “Then why don’t you take your panties off for me?”.
“See, darling? He wanted to fuck you too”, Chrollo slowly removed his hand from your panties, “Be a good toy for him, okay? Phinks is one of my strongest members. He deserves to feel good”.
“I-I’ll be good”, you let your panties fall onto the ground.
“Tsk, good? You’re a brat”, Feitan coldly sighed while sitting down next to you.
Was this a dream? You were sitting between Feitan and Chrollo, while Phinks was going to-
“Here, we’ll help”, Chrollo gently pushed your leg to the side. Feitan coldly looked to the side before doing the same.
“Shit”, Feitan slowly sat down on one knee, “So pretty”. “Hmpf”, you wanted to press your legs together when you felt his tongue against your clit, but Feitan and Chrollo kept your legs in place. “And sweet too”, Phinks smirked. “You sure boss?”, a serious look on his face.
“Do with her as you please”, Chrollo coldly replied, “Our darling gets whatever she wants, but you’ll still get punished after this, Y/N”.
God, you hated it when he called you by your name. That meant he was being serious.
“I know”, you looked at the dark-haired man, “B-but can Phinks fuck me now?”. “Tsk”, you could feel Feitan’s nails pressing into your soft flesh, “Impatient brat”.
“Don’t worry, sweetheart”, Phinks dropped his pants to the ground, “I’ve been thinking about this ever since I saw you in that short nightgown”. “P-please”, you looked at the blonde.
He was big. Bigger than Chrollo or Fei. For a second you were scared it was too big.
“Ssh”, Phinks cupped your cheek with one hand as he slowly pressed his tip against your entrance, “Y-you’re so tight, fuck. I can see why boss and Fei share you”.
“Wait until she comes”, Feitan glared at the blonde, “Bet you can’t keep yourself from coming once she does”.
“S-shit”, Phinks slowly thrust in and out of you, “Could come right now. She’s addicting”.
“Darling?”, Chrollo placed a small kiss on your temple as you tried to keep yourself from being too loud. “Tell him what you are. Talk to him like you talk to us”.
Talk? You couldn’t talk. You were a mess.
“F-feels so good, P-phinks”, your hands on his chest, “Y-you’re so big, s-so deep-“. “Shit”, Phinks grunted as he felt you clench around him. “Y-you can do whatever you want to me, Phinks. I’m y-your cumdump, your little toy-“. “No”, the blonde chuckled, “You’re divine, and right now, you’re my goddess”.
“Tsk”, Feitan scoffed. “Fei”, a threatening smile on Chrollo’s face. You knew this wasn’t how he expected it to go.
“I don’t care what you want to be. You’re nothing less than divine”, Phinks placed a kiss on your cheek, “Can you turn around for me?”. “H-hm”, you nodded as he pulled out. “F-fei? C-Chrollo?”, you looked at the two men who were still holding your legs.
“Hands and knees”, Chrollo stood up, “Fei and I are going to use that pretty mouth of yours, right Fei?”. “Hm”, Fei coldly nodded.
Within a minute, Phinks was thrusting in and out of you, while you tried your best to keep Fei and Chrollo happy.
“T-that’s right, darling”, Chrollo’s hand was wrapped in your hair, “Look at me while Phinks takes you”.
“S-She’s going to come”, Phinks chuckled, “Come for me, sweetheart. Show me how much you enjoy this”. “Don’t you dare stop”, Chrollo grabbed your jaw, “Keep sucking. I’m going to stuff your mouth while you’re coming”.
God, you never felt this good. You couldn’t think straight anymore. It felt as if the world around you disappeared.
“Good girl”, Phinks placed a sweet kiss on your shoulder. “S-shit”, Chrollo smirked, “Be nice and swallow”.
“Move”, Feitan signaled Chrollo, “Want to fuck her but guess Phinks get the honor to come inside her. I’ll fuck her later”.
F-feitan”, you tried to keep your head up, but Phinks felt too good. “Don’t worry, sweetheart, I got you”, the blonde wrapped his hand in your hair, lifting your head so Feitan could easily fuck your mouth.
“Good girl”, Phinks’ lips brushed over your ear, “You’re so good for letting Fei use you like that”.
“Darling?”, Chrollo smiled while putting his pants back on, “Make Fei finish. I want you to talk to Phinks”.
Right. You knew just what to do to make Fei come.
“F-fuck”, Feitan let his head fall back, “J-just like that”.
Two minutes was all that it took.
“So good”, Feitan brushed some strands of your hair from your face, “Now be good one more time, okay?”.
“Talk to him”, Chrollo handed Feitan his clothes, “He’ll come within minutes”.
But you didn’t want him to come. You were enjoying this way too much.
“P-Phinks? C-can I lay down on my back? I want to look at you”. “Whatever you want, sweetheart”.
You loved it. How sweet he was. How gently his hands wrapped around your waist, turning you on your back.
“K-kiss me”, you shyly asked, your hands wrapped around his arms. “Boss?”, Phinks kept his eyes locked with yours. “Whatever she wants”, Chrollo held his arm in front of Feitan, who was ready to punch his friend.
You weren’t used to this. To a kiss so gently and so sweet.
“Phinks?”, you looked at him with big eyes, “I-I want you to come for me, okay? Can you do that?”. “S-shit”, Phinks let his head rest on your shoulder, “Y-your voice. I’d do anything for you”. “I want you to come with me, Phinks. I want you to come inside me”. “I-Inside?”, Phinks’ eyes studied yours. “Please”, you loudly swallowed, trying to keep your orgasm away. “Don’t you want to know what it feels like to breed me?”, you gently stroked his cheek, “What it feels like to come inside me?”. “I-I’m going to-“. “Ssh, it’s okay. You can come. I’ll come with you. You want that? Want to feel me clench around you while you fill me up?”. “Fuck, you’re something else”, he crashed his lips against yours, his thrusts getting sloppier. “Ready, sweetheart?”. “R-ready”, you wrapped your arms around his neck, “I-I’m coming”. “S-shit, me too”.
Was this your best orgasm yet? You were a shaking mess.
“You okay?”, Phinks eyes studied yours. “N-never been better”, you smiled back.
“See?”, Chrollo helped you sit up straight as Phinks put his clothes back on, “Such a good girl”.
“F-fei?”, you searched the room. “You know him, darling. He gets a bit jealous sometimes. He’s going to need more attention than usual today”.
“Phinks?”, Chrollo looked at the blonde, “Try not to tell this to the others. I think three is more than enough to share her with”.
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Hii! I loved your Feitan x reader story and if you are taking requests at the moment I was wondering if you’d write another about him. My idea is that reader is in the troupe and she/I/we have no-strings attached secret sex arrangement but he we both get feelings. You don’t have to do exactly that just anything with Feitan I’ll be happy with haha <33
Thank you! I'm really happy you liked it 😇. I hope you like this one as well. I certainly loved writing this one 🤓
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‘We stay here’, ‘Here? Aren’t we supposed to keep a low profile?’. Your eyes darted towards the fancy reception and the girl behind it. ‘Boss texted me the address’.
It was only natural that Feitan would keep such an important piece of information to himself.
‘Thanks for letting me know, partner’. ‘Don’t roll your eyes at me’, his cold gaze never failed to send shivers down your spine. ‘Just get the keys to our rooms, please’, you sighed while sitting down on one of the leather couches.
You watched Feitan walk towards the receptionist, his hands nonchalantly placed in his pockets. He somehow looked different tonight. Even with the exorbitant chandelier and the unnaturally clean floor, Feitan didn’t seem to feel out of place – unlike you.
‘Got it’. ‘Where’s the key to my room?’. ‘Only one room left tonight, so we’ll need to share’, he closed his eyes for a second before turning around, ‘Didn’t know it would be a problem’.
A problem? It wasn’t exactly a problem, but you were never that close to Feitan. You adored Shalnark, Uvo, the girls… But Feitan always kept his distance. It’s only natural that sleeping in one room with Feitan is uncomfortable, right?
‘Woooh’, your eyes lit up when Feitan opened the door to the room. This was definitely different from your usual abandoned factories or warehouses. ‘Feitan look!’, you hurried over to the fridge, ‘They have onigiri in here, my favorite!’. ‘I asked someone to place it there. Thought you would want a snack’.
Your eyes darted towards Feitan. He looked as cold as ever, but this wasn’t like him… Or was it? You never got a chance to talk to him, since he always rejected any form of small talk with you. Maybe being paired with him wasn’t as bad as you thought.
‘Thanks’, you smiled at him while throwing the wrapper away, but he already disappeared into the bathroom.
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‘Fei, hurry up, I want to shower. You’ve been in there for 40 minutes’, you knocked on the bathroom door.
‘Calm down’.
Well, this moment was at the top of the list of your most embarrassing moments. Feitan – apparently – didn’t mind you seeing him ‘au naturel’.
‘S-shit Fei, at least cover yourself before opening the door’, you quickly turned around, covering your burning cheeks with your arm.
‘Why?’.
‘B-Because-‘, ‘Stop acting childish and get dressed. We still have things to do before tomorrow’. ‘H-hey!’, you hastily took off the towel he threw over your head. ‘Ew!’, a sour look in your eyes once you realized that it was a used one. ‘Hurry up’. ‘Yes boss’, you narrowed your eyes at his command.
‘He looked kind of pretty with his wet hair and-‘, you quickly shook the thoughts away, focusing your attention on the hot water streaming down your back. You couldn’t think about him like that, you knew that, but it wasn’t your fault that he stood naked in front of you. It’s only normal that you thought about him, right? It's not like you've seen anyone else in the troupe naked.
‘I’m leaving in 10 minutes’.
Your whole body froze when you heard his cold voice. He sounded close, too close.
‘F-Fei! You can’t just come in here when I’m showering!’, you hastily grabbed a towel, holding it in front of your naked body.
‘Why?’.
Feitan loved this, he loved every moment. He wasn’t stupid. Feitan knew he couldn’t just waltz in the bathroom while you were showering… but how couldn’t he? You left the door slightly open, as if you wanted him to see you like this. He was looking through the crack anyway, he might as well enjoy this some more. Feitan always loved it when you were flustered or embarrassed. You were just so cute with your shy voice and pink cheeks. Not to mention the way your brows always drew together, trying to put on a mad expression, all to hide your embarrassment.
‘I swear to God, Fei, if you don’t leave now-‘. ‘Leaving in 5. You better hurry up if you want to come… Don’t forget to wear this’, you followed the finger that pointed towards the door. ‘Huh?’, you looked at the hanger, ‘A dress?’. ‘You need to listen when boss talks’.
He wasn’t wrong. Your attention span was probably shorter than that of a goldfish, but it never mattered. Your fellow troupe members always knew what was going on and informed you, but Feitan wasn’t much of a talker.
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‘Know you won’t like it, but you’ll need to act submissive’. ‘Excuse me?’, you raised a brow, taking your eyes off the passing buildings. ‘Club where we’re going treats women like property, ‘And why exactly are we going there?’.
Your heart started to race. You’ve always hated the way men often felt entitled to treat women like shit.
‘Haven’t you heard a word boss said during the meeting?’, Feitan’s cold eyes locked with your heated ones, ‘Need to rob the place tomorrow so we need to see where they keep the goods’. ‘Fine’, you crossed your arms in discontent, there was nothing you could do about it anyway.
‘We’re here. Just follow my lead’, ‘Yeah yeah, fine’, you angrily smacked the door of the car.
‘This yours?’.
‘This?’. You already needed to gather every ounce of self-control to not beat the shit out of that pig.
‘Yes’, Feitan looked at the guard, ‘She’s mine’.
His? Just another small detail Feitan forgot to mention.
‘Will she be shared?’.
‘Think about the mission Y/N, just keep your head down’.
‘No.’, Feitan narrowed his eyes, a slight change in his aura. ‘How unfortunate. Her beauty is remarkable’. ‘She’s mine and mine alone’.
‘I see… Well, enjoy your stay’, the man roughly grabbed your arm, ‘Not too fast darling, still have to give you a number’. You wanted to throw up when you could feel the man stamping a number on your wrist in red ink. ‘Now you can hop behind your master, little thing’.
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‘Can’t believe this’, you angrily murmured while sitting on Feitan’s lap, ‘No seats for women? What’s wrong with this place’. ‘Behave’.
You jolted when you could feel Feitan’s nails digging into your thigh.
‘H-hey stop!’. ‘Act the part or I’ll have to discipline you in front of everyone. They’re already looking at us’.
He was right. All the men and their ‘properties’ had their eyes on the two of you.
‘Want to keep a low profile, behave. Still haven’t found the safe’. ‘Fine’, you dropped your eyes to the ground.
You tried to sit as still as possible, but your leg started to cramp. You tried to – as subtle as possible – sit a little more comfortably. It should feel awkward to have your ass rubbing over Feitan’s crotch when you readjusted your position, but it didn’t.
‘H-huh’, your eyes widened when Feitan placed his hands around your waist, keeping you in place. ‘Stop’, his lips hovered next to your ear.
God, you felt so embarrassed at how good it felt to have his member rubbing against you. This shouldn’t be happening. You shouldn’t feel turned on by this, but you truly couldn’t help it. You loved this, the way you were his for a few hours.
‘Sorry, had a cramp’, your hands were tugging at your dress.
You tried to sit still for a few minutes, but your mind was filled with lewd thoughts of Feitan. You hadn’t slept with anyone in so long, you couldn’t help that the tiniest friction turned you on.
‘Y/N stop’, Feitan, once again, held you in place. ‘Why? I just want to sit comfortably’, you looked at your hands, a guilty smile on your face. ‘Don’t’, Feitan tightened his grip around your waist, ‘If I tell you to stop, you stop’.
You straightened your back before shuffling your ass closer to Feitan. A mistake. A mistake that cost you your dignity. It never felt so hard to suppress a whimper once you could feel Feitan’s hard member pressing against your panties.
‘Brat’. ‘Hm?’, you looked over your shoulder, eyes as innocent as ever. ‘Want to act clueless?’.
Your eyes shot wide open when you saw his devilish grin.
‘I’m your master here, don’t forget that’, his hands started guiding your hips, letting you grind over his hard member. ‘F-fei stop’, you tried to hide your burning cheeks. ‘Don’t get shy now. You were the one that started this’. ‘W-we need to focus on the mission-‘, ‘Found the safe the minute we walked in here’.
Bastard.
‘F-fuck you, Fei’, you pressed your legs together. ‘I enjoy seeing you like this, being submissive suits you’.
You could just walk away, right? Fei knew where the safe was, there was no need for you to put up with this anymore.
‘L-let me go’, you tried to stand up, but Feitan was quick to remind you of his strength. ‘Don’t pretend you’re not enjoying this’.
‘Everything alright here?’, one of the waiters looked at Feitan, ‘Someone can discipline her if you want’. You could see the waiter looking at you, a smug expression on his face. ‘You must be proud, she’s beautiful’. ‘Because I take good care of her’, Feitan replied coldly, ‘But I’ll discipline her myself. That’s why we’ll be leaving now’. ‘Of course, sir. We hope to see you again soon’.
Feitan roughly grabbed your wrist, pulling you behind him. You thought the atmosphere would change once you were in the car, but it didn’t.
‘You disrespected me’, ‘Just let it go Fei’, you looked out of the window, trying to ignore the warm feeling between your legs. ‘You’re lucky I knew where the safe was, otherwise I had to punish you in front of everyone’. ‘I said let it go’, you rolled your eyes, ‘The mission for today is finished’. ‘It’s finished when your punishment is over’.
You jolted when you could feel Feitan’s hand between your legs.
‘S-stop’, your cheeks blushed at the thought of the driver that was sitting in the front. ‘Stop?’, Feitan smirked, ‘When you’re this wet?’. ‘Shit Fei, keep your mouth shut!’, you wanted to push him away, but he swiftly grabbed your wrist, stopping you. ‘Don’t worry’, he placed your hand on his crotch, ‘I want this just as bad as you do’.
Your eyes went round when you could feel how hard he was. Was he like this with everyone? Did he sleep with Machi? Or Shizuku?
‘Shut up Fei’, you pulled away, turning your back towards him. ‘Don’t need to talk to make you feel good’.
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‘Just one time, okay?’, you whispered in between kisses, back pressed against the mattress.
This wasn’t right, you knew that, but you wanted this. You craved him.
‘Hm’, Feitan hummed while leaving another mark on your neck, ‘Just once’.
Honestly, you never knew this was going to happen. You never knew Feitan could drive you this crazy.
‘Pretty’, Feitan hummed while rubbing his tip against your entrance, ‘You’re pretty when you’re this wet for me’. ‘What did you expect when you teased me like that in the car’. ‘You started this’, Feitan grabbed your jaw, forcing you to lock your eyes with his, ‘Want you to look at me when I make you feel good’.
Your eyes flew shut when you felt him inside you. He was big, bigger than you expected.
‘Asked you to look at me’, he softly tapped on your cheek, as to bring your attention back to him, ‘You better listen if you want to come’. ‘S-shit Fei’, you swallowed away a moan, tangling your hands in his hair, ‘Feels so good’.
‘Stop talking’, he pressed his hand on your mouth while looking at how his member disappeared inside you, ‘Only want to hear you beg’.
And you did. You begged for him to let you come over and over again, but he never let you. This was all a game to him, to see how long it would take for you to break.
‘Want to come?’, Feitan smirked while pressing your face into a pillow, his free hand cupping one of your breasts. ‘P-please, please Fei’. ‘Still want this to be a one-time thing?’, he smirked while thrusting into you, each time harder than before. ‘N-no, want this every night’, you started tugging on the sheets, still trying to find your relief. ‘What if I tell you I don’t? Would that make you sad?’, he moved towards your most sensitive spot. ‘Y-yes’, you unwillingly squirmed at his unexpected touch. ‘Because no one ever fucked you like this? No one ever made you feel this desperate?’. ‘F-fei please…’, you nodded your head to show a sign of affirmation.
‘Tch, look at you. You’re a mess’.
You were. Your mascara was running down your cheeks; you couldn’t stand up straight anymore; … Feitan had fucked you dumb.
‘Fine, you can come’.
Finally.
‘F-fei don’t stop, please’, you grabbed his wrist, forcing his hand in place, ‘Don’t stop touching me’. ‘Just come already’.
And you did. You loved the way he sounded so uninterested, unbothered even.
‘Shit’, Feitan didn’t want to do this. He didn’t want to fill you up already, but you clenched around him so good, feeling so tight. He couldn’t control himself anymore.
‘I’ll get a towel’, he pulled out, not bothering to look at you.
After he cleaned you up, nothing much was said anymore. Feitan just turned off the lights and turned his back towards you.
‘Hey Fei?’, you turned around to look at him, letting your eyes wander over his back. The moonlight revealed every scar, every bruise on his back, including the scratches you caused.
‘What?’.
‘Can’t we make some sort of arrangement?’. ‘Arrangement?’.
Please say yes.
‘Let’s do this more often, just sex, no feelings. No strings attached’. ‘Okay’.
Great. Just as talkative as ever.
‘Okay’, you smiled while turning around. ‘Can you stop talking now? Tired, want to sleep’.
That’s Feitan for you.
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‘Shut up, Shalnark and Uvo are in the room next to ours’.
How many times? How many times did you sleep with Feitan by now? You couldn’t remember anymore. Ever since your little ‘agreement’, Feitan took you where- and whenever he wanted.
‘T-then stop teasing me’. ‘Shut up’, Feitan smirked while pressing your head onto the cold table that was standing in the abandoned room.
‘Make me’.
‘Tch, brat’, Feitan narrowed his eyes, swiftly turning you around, ‘I’ll cut out your tongue if I have to’. ‘You won’t’, you wrapped your hands around his wrists, trying to loosen his grip around your throat. ‘Don’t tempt me, brat’.
‘You won’t’.
‘Fine’, Feitan’s devilish smirk appeared again, ‘Want to tempt me some more?’. Tears shimmered in your eyes once you could feel the cold metal of his knife against your cheek. ‘Come on, do it’.
He loved this, he loved seeing you shiver underneath him.
‘What’s wrong? Lost your tongue?’. ‘Do it’, you frowned, trying to ignore the knot that appeared in your stomach. Feitan’s eyes widened when he could feel you clench around him, he never expected you to like this as much as he did.
‘You’re just as twisted as I am, aren’t you?’, he moved his knife to your throat, pressing it against the soft skin. ‘F-fuck’, you closed your eyes, mind filled with pleasure, ‘Harder Fei, fuck me harder’.
Feitan’s eyes were fixed on the drop of blood that dripped down your throat. He smirked before licking up the drop of blood. He wanted more, he needed more of you.
‘Going to come’, Feitan grabbed your jaw with his other hand, ‘Thank me for filling you up, or you won’t come’. ‘T-thank you Fei’, you arched your back while tugging on his hair, ‘Thank you for making me feel good, for always breeding me s-so good’. ‘Good girl’, he started to rub circles on your sensitive spot, ‘You can come with me’.
‘Fei? Y/N?’, Uvo knocked on the door, ‘Boss called us, we can leave’.
Right. You were here to retrieve some goods that were left behind from the previous heist.
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‘A mission with the whole Troupe? This is awesome’, you grabbed Pakunoda, pulling her closer, ‘And it’s not even a hard one. We can basically party!’.
‘Can you take this more seriously?’, Chrollo closed his eyes, ‘You girls need to keep that creep occupied in his club while the others grab the goods from the vault’.
‘Don’t worry, we’ll manage’, Machi replied coldly.
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‘Is that him? He is pretty’, Shizuku pulled on the fabric of her dress, trying to cover up her breasts a little bit more. ‘He is, isn’t he?’, you widened your eyes when you saw the target.
‘Girls seriously’, Chrollo sighed while looking out the car window, ‘Be careful, he is a pervert’. ‘Fei will watch us, right?’, Shizuku sounded as sweet as ever. ‘Hm’, Feitan replied coldly.
Feitan hated this. For some reason, he didn’t want to see other men groping your body, even if it was for a mission.
‘H-hey, watch out!’, you angrily pushed the man that spilled his drink all over you. ‘My bad’, the man smirked, ‘But what’s a pretty thing like you doing here alone?’.
Alone? You weren’t alone. Machi and the other girls were standing right h-
‘Shit’, you hastily looked around, trying to find them. Where did they go? You just went to the bathroom for a minute. ‘You lost?’, the man grabbed your arm, pulling you closer, ‘I can help you find whatever you’re looking for’. His hand traveled down your ass while the other was groping your breasts. ‘Get off me, you creep!’. ‘Don’t worry, everyone’s listening to a speech from the guy that runs this place. No one will even notice. I’ll pay you if you let me fuck you in the bathrooms’. ‘Stop touching me!’, you wanted to grab one of your knives, but before you could, you could see Feitan standing behind the man.
He didn’t say anything, he didn’t even look at you. Within a minute, the stranger was dead, his hands cut off.
‘You’re coming with me. Shizuku and the others will handle this’, ‘F-fei, I can easily take care of myself!’.
Right. As if he was going to listen to you.
‘In the car, now’, Feitan held the door open for you. ‘No!’. ‘Wasn’t asking’, Feitan forcefully pushed you into the car before sitting next to you. ‘Aren’t you supposed to watch the girls?’, ‘Franklin’s watching them’.
So much for conversation. Feitan didn’t bother to answer any of your questions anymore.
‘You’re staying in my room’. ‘Why? I don’t need a babysitter’, you raised your voice, pressing one of the buttons in the elevator. ‘Because I say so’. ‘Shit Feitan, you can’t boss me around like this’. ‘You’re staying in my room’. ‘Maybe if you would’ve just asked me-‘, ‘Don’t care, you’re coming with me’.
You didn’t respond. It was useless to go against him anyway.
‘Asshole’, you sighed while sitting down on his bed, ‘I was having a good time’. ‘A good time? Strangers groping you is what you call ‘a good time’?’. ‘What if I do? It’s none of your business’.
No strings attached. That’s what you both decided.
‘Right’, Feitan’s voice never sounded so quiet before, ‘I’m going to shower. Don’t bother to leave, I’ll find you anyway’.
You sighed while taking off your heels. What was the meaning of this? Feitan never acted like this before, he never raised his voice at you.
‘Doesn’t matter’, you took off your dress, ‘I need to shower too’.
‘Fei?’, you carefully called out for him, ��Can I join? I’m all sticky because he spilled that drink over me’. ‘Whatever’.
Cold as ever. You got into the shower, standing back-to-back with him. You never showed any form of affection towards each other, not even cuddling after sex. You tried though, many times, but he always pushed you away.
‘Huh?’, your cheeks went red when you felt his arms around your waist, his chin resting on your shoulder. ‘For what it’s worth, you looked beautiful today’.
Was this Feitan? This couldn’t be him.
‘T-thanks’, you shyly responded, quickly getting out of the shower. ‘Going to sleep’, you said softly, ‘Goodnight Fei’.
You quickly covered yourself underneath the sheets, trying to repress the memories of all the times you wished he held you like that. Yes. You fell for him. You cared for him even though you agreed not to.
You pretended to be asleep once you could feel Feitan laying down next to you. ‘Huh?’, you slowly opened your eyes when you could feel him pulling you closer to him. This was the first time he held you. ‘F-fei are you okay?’. ‘Yes’.
You could feel his nose digging into your hair, his hand softly massaging your breasts.
‘F-fei’, you moaned, already melting under his touch. ‘Hm?’, he placed a swift kiss on your shoulder, moving his hand in between your legs, ‘How can you be this wet already?’. He was smirking, you just knew it. ‘If you want me to make you feel good, just ask’, he slowly pumped his finger in and out your entrance, enjoying the way you sounded under his touch.
‘Turn around’.
It didn’t sound like he ordered you this time. His voice sounded sweet and patient.
‘What?’, you looked into his eyes when you could feel his hand caressing your cheek. A gesture he never did before. ‘Hard time with words, so I’ll show you’. Feitan took his time to study every part of your face.
You were, without a doubt, the prettiest girl he’d ever seen. He loved the way your breathing was heavy, your lips slightly parted. He loved the way you batted your eyelashes when he looked at you… Did he love you? Did he care for you? He wouldn’t know even if he did. He never had someone that loved or cared for him, but if this was love, it hurt. He hated how empty he felt when you weren’t next to him, or how worried he was when you were on a mission. He hated the way you caused a warm feeling in his chest every time you giggled when Shalnark told you a joke. He hated when other men talked to you, even if it were his comrades.
‘Fei?’, you felt nervous, even afraid. ‘Sorry’, he gently pressed his forehead against yours, his lips hovering over yours, ‘Broke our agreement’.
He gently cupped your cheeks before kissing you. Your heart jumped out of your chest. This was your first kiss with Feitan, your first kiss with someone you cared about.
‘Don’t worry, I broke it too‘.
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