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Man,,,I’m so tired
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kitsunecrows · 8 months
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study break! 🍵 (read tags)
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kanrix · 1 year
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Claro
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k1ttygam3r · 6 months
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and every day the list of blocked words/phrases grows longer
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thecatspasta · 6 months
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Do you think the corporations will realise that we will care about their straight ships if they're not a girl fawning over the first guy she sees and getting married within the year and it being treated like a good thing or is this thought process too advanced for them to handle right now.
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I will honestly never understand how people can watch Hazbin Hotel, watch how Angel Dust gets treated by Val and then say "They are fetishizing abuse!"
Like... hello? Did you actually watch the episodes?? NOTHING in those scenes were shown as a positive sexual experience. They are literally showing us what a horrible time he's having by Val's side. They are showing other characters react badly to it as well!
And if it's about how Angel constantly makes sexual coments in turn, then again it's at least 50% a coping mechanism for him, he's coping with his trauma, taking on the role he feels he needs to play.
That is not the same as fetishizing. Please learn about it.
And please stop trying to cancel this series over this, it's literally such an important subject!!
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ley-med · 3 months
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Back from my week long break, and had a blast of a time, but not feeling too refreshed.
First off, apparently now I have insomnia. And I can't decide if it's a symptom of my mental unwelless, or if I'm feeling like shit because I can't sleep. I want to cry.
It's like, even before my vacation I could feel the desperate need for vacation, and I was so permanently exhausted that it started to scare me, but now that I had a week off, I feel like I rested just enough to realise how burnt out I really was (am)
I am so damn tired from having to dig myself out of this mental pit again and again
And I just want to have a good night's sleep...
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somelazyassartist · 8 months
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eirian · 4 months
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ok i'll say it. under a cut bc i dont want it just floating across people's dashboards
when proshippers use the argument "conservatives use this rhetoric to oppress lgbt people all the time" to justify getting off to fictional incest/pedophilia/etc it feels really fucking gross!!!!! this is not comparable to that!!!!! what is wrong with you!!!!
"you chewing me out for getting off to fictional incest is the same as conservatives oppressing lgbt people" like fuck OFF with that dude!!!! thats what youre saying!!!!!!
i GET the whole idea of "you cant use your disgust to say something is morally bad" because yes THAT is what conservatives do. that tracks. but theres a difference between a convervative oppressing a gay person bc they think theyre gross and someone calling you out for not being fucking normal about shit like incest or pedophilia in fiction!!!! that shit is Objectively Gross!!! be better!!!!!
and dont even get me started on "generally exploring gross topics in fiction" vs "getting off to gross topics in fiction" b/c these are Definitely Different Things as well!!!
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p-p-panda · 6 months
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Random art vent lol
I get tired of constantly pouring my heart out when asked about my stuff only for it to fall flat. Like why did they even ask me to begin with??? Just to tease me??? 😭 bruh
#this is very different than what I usually post#I don’t really like doing it but tbh this has been bothering me for the past couple of months in different places I’m active in#and it’s starting to become annoying#i listen to everyone’s lore and ocs or whatever the convo is only to end up with like one reply and they die on me. AND IT KEEPS HAPPENING#IN DIFFERENT Group chats#man I’m just so tired of even lore dumping all the time at this point 💀#it seems like when I actually have the motivation to finally open up that’s when I get ignored the most :/#I’m probably being a sensitive baby rn so I might delete this later. only wanted to get it off my chest#i can listen to other people talk for hours then the second I speak it feels like bore everyone 😔#i only have like 1 or 2 people that actually listen to me when it’s my turn but most of the time I’m always listening. which isn’t bad but#man#it hurts and kinda makes me wanna cry lmao#and it makes me just half ass shit at this point when people ask about my ocs/lore since I don’t know if they want a tiny bit of info or#if they’re actually intrigued :/ I just give up now#ok I’m done this is way too long ahaha#vent#it’s not that I constantly want atteion because I don’t and I love listening to other people and sometimes when I ask they don’t talk to me#but will to someone els even when I’m super invested so idk at this point#😞#i admit I have times when I’m shy but it mostly due to not wanting to wast peoples time anymore#ok I will shut to the up#gn#it’s like 1am for me#and I really don’t want people to ask only because of this post. trust me that’s not what I’m trying to do i swear. only getting out feels
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cxpperhead · 5 months
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Quick update regarding life stuff! Had a couple of days off to recuperate and rest up but I'm still sick with whatever nasty cold is going around. It's back to work tomorrow though so activity will be scarce a little longer 'til then. ♥
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desnas · 6 months
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it is literally infuriating wanting desperately to be able to draw. i've had an itch to create and illustrate for the past three weeks and i can't even do it because of how excruciating this wrist pain has become
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tendebill · 7 months
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not to post personal shit on main, but this school year might fucking kill me
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thebonewitch · 1 month
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I know I overuse the crying emoji in response to truly any interaction on this webbéd site but uhhhh frequently when somebody says something nice to me it's such a shock and so jarring that it makes me realize how deprived of any positive feedback I actually am in my daily life and whoops this got too personal too fast, ahem, love and support the crying emoji and the soft-hearted bastards who use it a weird amount, goodnight 🖤
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itsadragonaesthetic · 7 months
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Forgive me for my rambling incoherent nature for I am very tired and scatterbrained. (Post about finding community and connection as a dummy little white American below the cut)
But like, sometimes... I don't know how I feel about things as an American. In general... honestly. I'm mostly white, raised in a white family. I have zero connection to my genetic ancestry, and I don't know most of it anyway. My mom's side is just, mostly white Americans that go back maybe hundreds of unrecorded years. My dad's side is Italian and Irish Catholics. I could not be more far removed from that culture. I grew up in an ecological community that no one in my family has ever known or cared about until I was born.
I just feel like this creature, abandoned to freedom. I feel like this is a very white American thing to say, but I have no... inherent culture at all. None that was given to me by generations of family, considering they all cut ties with me and my parents a long time ago. Me and my immediate family have just been adrift in the ebbs and flows of American life.
But I meet groups of people who have never been to the place I grew up and they have... a lot of reactions. They tell me they hate it here, mostly. They comment on the light stone architecture. They ask me about the old stone buildings in the middle of nowhere. They think the plant life is ugly. They hate how dry and "dead" everything is. They mispronounce words that I kinda forgot were native or Spanish words. People comment on how much I know about the plants.
I think about it sometimes and I feel really connected to this place. We have special holidays unique to only this city. Its nearly the birding capital of the lower 48. This place is literally covered in art. Every empty building face has a mural. The mountains stand like comforting friends to me. I really do feel like this place is a huge part of who I am.
Sometimes I go by Sentinel Peak. The hill the city was named after (an O'odham word that means "at the base of the black hill"). It was used as a sort of landmark to get to a spring where there were ancient settlements. Some of the houses and grinding bowls still stand and are still maintained by the O'odham. There is actually still a garden there dedicated to giving nursery jobs to the disabled.
Like you can guess, some Christian people built a church and began to kick natives out. The Black Hill became Sentinel Peak; a sentinel lookout for Apache invaders. The mountain is now mostly famous for the giant white 'A' that was built by university students around 100 years ago (giving it its somewhat more common name, "A Mountain"). It is also home to an annual firework display every 4th of July that can be seen from every corner of the city. The biggest problem is that the black hill is covered in invasive cattle grasses that combust easily. Every year, the black hill persists in maintaining its name.
I love that hill to bits. It hurts to think of its past, and I feel guilty for even looking at it from my paved sidewalk just under a giant, somewhat ugly highway that has pretty much destroyed any chance for archeological digs or cultural restoration. But I frequently remind myself that negativity gets me nowhere. I begin to feel humbled for this mountain letting me make not only a physical home, but a spiritual home here too. It's like an infinitely forgiving grandmother who welcomes me with open arms despite any wrongdoing people who look like me have done. It's because of the resilience of this mountain, it's people, and it's ecosystem that I have somewhere that my heart can call home.
Then I pull out my calendar and plan another invasive grass pull at the Base of the Black Hill.
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supernovaa-remnant · 7 months
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mutuals I am mentally picking out souvenirs you’d like whenever I enter the little shops in these foreign cities
(when/if you travel, what’s your go-to souvenir? mine’s magnets)
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