Sitting sleepless in front of my desk, playing solitaire and listening to music. That’s my life right now.
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I feel the need to hit my head against the wall. Until I bleed and my thoughts finally stop circling. I want to continue until I break and pass out. Hopefully I'll never wake up again afterwards.
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I feel like Mom’s lamp in the living room. From far away I look perfectly put together. But one small bump quickly reveals all the ways I’ve been broken and hastily put back together.
Another day, another bottle of glue.
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“Come on outside, I got a place we can hide
Nobody knows, I just wanna feel alright”
—her’s, dorthy
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Is there a word for when we feel like we barely have the will to exist, and the people around us expect us to be there for them, but we don't know how to tell them that we barely have the motivation to be there for ourselves and that we don't hate them, we just simply need to pause everything for a while and pretend not to exist?
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maybe i’m really that unlovable to the point most guys i’ve met would ghost me..
“that’s because you ARE the problem.”
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I was so obsessed with you I couldn't even imagine living without you. Now, even though you're here, I can't feel anything
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I feel all alone. I don’t know how much longer I can live like this the feeling of loneliness the feeling of not being good enough. I’m not okay and no one seems to notice and if I talk about it they say I’m just complaining. I don’t know what to do anymore I want my mind to shut up but it won’t it never does. I’m losing sleep, losing weight, losing who I am. I’m not okay.
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I feel so fucking numb. I slept all day and listened to music while feeling nothing. I’m alone. I have no problem with being alone. I just want to feel something again.
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A big bottle of jack Daniels can help solve a lot of problems......
On a good day.
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I would love to tell someone how I am. What's happening in my head. What my thoughts are. But I have no idea how to talk about it. I have forgotten how to talk about myself. How it is to open up to someone. I always listen to everyone but nobody listens to me. I am always there for others. But nobody wants to know what's going on in my head. I am not surprised. Nobody wants to hear something about my chaos. This is the result of always putting yourself last. To get lost without anyone noticing. But that's life. In the end you are always alone.
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Seems the numbness has returned
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Feeling numb?… Let’s do some lines 😅🤷🏻♀️
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