#feeling alive

[louzshenaniganz]

#capybara #capybaby #196 #r/196 #shitpost #running on two hours of sleep #feeling alive

[innamorat4]

What I love about late nights is how the only thing I can hear, touch, and feel is myself. All is silent, all is quiet, I can feel I am the only thing alive for miles.

Sometimes, being around others makes me feel suffocated. I have finally mastered the difference between being alone and being lonely, and my company doesn't feel overwhelming now. I am able to sit in the dark listening to music late at night, and I remember how good it is to be alive, so alive, so broken and bruised and having survived.

Do you feel alive tonight?

#feeling alive #late nights #my writing #original wirting #livia g

[sasha-mexik12]

Happy Friday ! ❄️🧣🙋🏻‍♀️💃🏻😈😃

#me #nice breasts #winter #cold days #fridaymood #feeling alive #choose to be happy

[soulinkpoetry]

“We just burn for someone to look at us and electricity to run through our veins.”

.

@soulinkpoetry

#what we want #love #excitment #feeling alive #soulinkpoetry #poetry #thoughts #she writes #feelings #poets on tumblr

[grungeprincess2]

Things that makes me feel alive - part 1 -

The wind in my hair while I am standing in the meadow

#nostalgia #nostalgic #nature #being alone #feelin myself #feeling alive #aesthetic #dark cottagecore #i love nature #dark green #me #cottagecore #cottage aesthetic #alive #just girls being girls #this is what makes us girls #i am so tired #i am alive #i am alone #i am alone not lonely #introvert #meadowcore #forest #it girl #i love it #hell is a teenage girl #moodboard #storm #cassie skins #nostaligiacore

[randik-86]

I want to raise a little bit of hell tonight,

Dance like a crazy person,

Move my feet to the sound of good old tunes,

And not give a shit about the rest...

©️randik86

#spilled ink #©️randik86 #feeling alive #freedom #dance #being me #feeling the music

[euesworld]

"Flowers surrounded us but I wasn't looking, I was really uninterested.. I didn't want to smell them, I didn't even see them really. A view of the city came into view, but once again it was dull.. it's hard to appreciate the beauty of the world when you are with someone that awakens things inside you that you haven't felt in a long time, my my my how the time flew when I was sitting next to you. It was a lovely night, but I was mesmerized by a woman that makes me feel alive.."

You were the most beautiful thing last night for reasons that I can't explain, there are no words - eUë

#flowers #rose garden #view of the city #beautiful view #you are beautiful #beautiful #lovely night #lovely #beauty #true beauty #you are a gift #i like you #life lessons #life #life quotes #feeling alive #truth #poetic night #sappy shit #sappy mood #sappy #last night #corny #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #spilled words #love quotes #love #love quote life quotes #love quote for her

[dropintomanga]

The Most Joy I've Felt in a Long Time

23 years ago around this time, I was diagnosed with clinical depression and contemplating suicide. Although I got help, I didn't feel like I got better in terms of being resilient in the face of adversity.

Fast forward to today and I'm feeling the most joy I've felt in a very long time. Maybe this is the very first time and I'm in my '40s.

I sometimes felt that drowning myself in anime/manga/video games would get me motivated. In some ways, it has. But I learned over the past 2 years how much I needed to be around people to feel that life is bearable.

In lieu of Suicide Prevention Month, I read this TIME article about the state of mental health care in the U.S. (NOTE: it sucks). Therapists are either very shitty or burnt out. The mental health system is being asked to do more than what it's supposed to do. Everyone knows and is talking about mental health, but things have gotten much worse.

I wish a lot of people who talk about "awareness" realize what people who are emotionally suffering really want. This is a quote from the article linked above.

“I had a rough upbringing. I had a lot of people take advantage of me. I was bullied really badly in school. I needed more than pills. I needed guidance.”

Life is fucking hard and we're all expected to know the answers by ourselves. Who can blame anyone if they start having thoughts of suicidal ideation as a result?

I'm not going to pretend that I have all the answers to suicide prevention, but I do know that being around people who actually care is a solution. And also more importantly, having an actual honest and VERY vulnerable conversation about how we all can be prone to severe emotional distress to the point of suicidal ideation. Because when I hear people say "Nope, that won't ever be me." when it comes to falling into a painful state just like those already in pain, a part of me will go "You REALLY sure about that?"

Maybe that's why I feel a lot of joy right because I knew how vulnerable I am and took gradual steps to make life fun.

I just hope people out there with a history of suicidal ideation can find some joy or have already found it. You don't have to go all big to find those moments. Start small and somewhere, preferably in a safe space and/or with someone who loves you.

I will never blame you for feeling the way you do and I'm rooting for you to be socially resilient in the face of it all with joy.

#suicide prevention #mental health #manga #feeling alive #joy

[unwelcome-ozian]

#numb #trauma response #feeling alive #terror #abuse recovery #trauma recovery

[mpo-feels]

#greek tumblr #greek posts #mpo-feels #in my feels #feelings #not mine #quotes #happiness #being happy #feeling alive #the beauty of being alive #the beauty of life #heartwarming

[aleesabella]

IG/ iamjtorres_

#jade torres #jade torres quotes #protect your energy #feeling alive #inspiration #inspire #to inspire #soul purpose #inspire others #precious time #choose yourself #choose wisely

[lotshusband]

i am getting queerbaited

#feeling alive #nathaniel.txt

[sasha-mexik12]

Good morning ‼️☀️😈😃🙋🏻‍♀️👙🔴💃🏻

#me #red bra #feeling sexy #saturday morning #naughty #happylife #feeling alive

[whispersofsilence]

Jolt

Everything happened so fast, All was a dazzling blur, A single moment of skipped hearts, An instance when time slowed, Just like in the movies. Muffled were the sounds, And all breathing stopped. For those few seconds, Everything came to a halt. As the world continued abuzz, Like a lightning bolt, it hit me, Solid as concrete, eyes all around. I’m not dead. I am alive.

#car accident #jolt #moment #feeling alive #alive #i survived #future #life #poetry #poem #Poems #poems on tumblr #poets on tumblr #poets of tumblr #original poem #original poetry #original writing #creative writing #writing

[paigeypaige19]

'It feels good to be this kind of cold,' she murmured. 'This kind?' 'Wind in your hair, sea spray on your skin. The cold of the living.'

Leigh Bardugo, Six of Crows

#Leigh Bardugo #Six of Crows #book quotes #lit quotes #ya books #ya quotes #cold #living #alive #feeling alive #life quotes #quotes

[bohobooks]

Why does life feel so much more vibrant when drunk?

#its not fair #drunk #life #life isnt fair #aesthetic #feeling alive #diary posting #me #personal #my life