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juliejewelssmoot · 7 months
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Rising Phoenix
Check this poem, Rising Phoenix
Check out Julie Jewels Smoot new poem, Rising Phoenix. This is from her new book, Sound Alchemy: A Warriors Path. You can get a copy of this book on Amazon.
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ms-dlish · 1 year
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doccywhomst · 4 months
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blogmahbuttitches · 2 months
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Marketing Monday (on a Tuesday): Save The Sad Clowns!
I am a bit behind, what else is new… So, I’m going to do two posts today. The first one is where I elaborate on the Tiktoks I made yesterday, which are below. It’s basically me distilling as best I can all the shit I’ve written since I started writing and getting triggered AF while I have my period and am still not experiencing what was a normal hell state of crippling depression that came on…
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judas-redeemed · 7 months
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yes yes characters doomed by the narrative always slap BUT what about characters saved by the narrative? characters who have already given up hope and don't know they have a happy ending? characters who believe they are a lost cause, characters who feel irredeemable, characters who think there's nothing left for them, but the narrative does provide a way out? what about the characters who don't expect anything good, who don't even remember how to wish for it anymore, who get the things they need anyway? what about the characters who actively run from being saved getting saved in a way they can't stop or control. what about being saved by the narrative!!!
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adyophene · 2 months
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The Greatest Showcat! [Lucihusk/Royalflush]
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only1lorrie · 4 months
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forestofsprites · 1 year
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i'm such a friend lover. i genuinely believe that my friends are the coolest funniest loveliest most ridiculously joyous people out there! im biased as hell!! i think theyre all rad! and the universe just so happened to slip all these beloved people into my orbit! and vice versa!! wtf!
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dumblr · 9 months
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wu-does-art · 2 months
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thinking about Nico adjusting to letting himself miss and long for the people he loves. based on these bits from the sun and the star:
" As Nico and Will followed the trogs, he thought about how much he missed Hazel. He was learning to make peace with that feeling. It was okay for him to miss people because that meant he wanted them around in his life. That idea was *very* new for him- he was used to either pushing people away or watching them recoil from his presence." *
" That was the most surreal thing of all... Was he happy? Nico wasn't very familiar with the sensation, but he couldn't deny that he felt wonderful in Will's presence. He even longed for the son of Apollo when they were apart. A funny thing had happened as the two grew closer: Nico suddenly understood all those cheesy, sappy love songs he'd always hated."
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juliejewelssmoot · 8 months
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Sacred Healing with Venus Gong and Sacred Yoni Singing Bowl
Sacred Healing In the realm of sacred healing, our souls find solace deep,Where Venus gong and Yoni bowl, their melodies do seep.With reverent touch and gentle sound, they guide us to the core,Unlocking realms of inner peace, where healing can restore. The Venus gong, a cosmic force, resonates with love,Its vibrations soothing hearts, like whispers from above.With every strike and gentle hum,…
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free-my-mindd · 2 months
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Let it end. Let it hurt.
Let it heal. Let it go.
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vielesundnichts · 5 months
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- reyna biddy
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free--therapy · 1 year
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Hi. I know I shouldn't be wasting your time with this, but I have nowhere else to turn to.
So, I feel emotionally disconnected from people for a while now. There are only two people that can make me feel emotions. My sister, and a friend on Wattpad. Other than that, no one. My mum or dad, aunt or uncle, any friend I have, no one. They no longer make me feel. I don't get happy, or sad, or angry or anything because of them. Nothing. I'm scared. No one can make me feel. No one. I don't enjoy spending time with my closest of friends or dear, dear parents.
Am I broken? Is something wrong with my brain? What's even going on?
Do you have any advice or ideas on what this is?
Hey Anon,
You're definitely not wasting my time at all! I appreciate you entrusting me with these worries of yours, and I hope I can do my best to help you out.
Did your family ever make you feel ashamed or guilty for having feelings or showing emotions in the past? Were you ever made fun or or pushed away because you tried being vulnerable with them and they couldn't handle it? Often times we shut down after a bunch of futile attempts to get some sort of emotional validation from our family members, which makes it hard to express emotions like sadness, but we also end up turning off the ability to feel good either. We end up convincing ourselves that we don't deserve to feel anything.
Once you start shutting down your emotions and allowing yourself to express them in front of a particular group of people, it ends up carrying over to other people too, including the ones we would normally feel comfortable expressing them in front, of even when their reactions were better than your family's.
The sad part is, our family members and loved ones who react negatively to your emotions only do so because they don't even know how to process their emotions. It really has nothing to do with you, but they're teaching you how to be like that and it's incredibly unhealthy and unhelpful to mental health. They likely learned it from their parents and that's the only reason why they'd be doing the same for you. They're emotionally immature and don't know how to react when people get emotional around them.
The best thing you can do for yourself is to remind yourself that you are allowed to express your emotions and that the things that make you upset or provoke certain emotions in you are normal and valid. If other people can't handle them, that's on them and not on you. Pushing down or making yourself numb to how you're feeling will only have detrimental effects on you in the long term. You deserve so much better, Anon ❤
If I completely missed the mark on what you were asking, please feel free to send me another Ask. If you have any further questions to what I replied, please also feel free to send me another Ask. Your feelings matter 💕
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inkskinned · 8 months
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he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.
except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?
at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.
except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.
about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.
he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.
#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag#writeblr#it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal#fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho)#healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy#im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage....#1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind#and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes#2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception''#3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.''#idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh#im sure there are people who have this experience normally#but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists#when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band''#edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful#once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large#but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry.#but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes#but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally.#i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes#people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism#but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet .#i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY#and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound.#but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in#i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too.#here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change#was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort)#choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL
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feluka · 1 year
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the most powerful thing i've done is convince my mother that my binder is a "modesty bra" sjfhekdjdjfhjdj i fully have that woman believing that this is a common thing among my classmates who like to dress modestly, which inspired me to follow that trend. i've been telling her this since ~2014 and she still says "i washed your bra for you ^_^" when she washes my binder for me
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