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SpiderCakes Masterlist

People have asked about masterlists before and I’m usually too lazy to make them but I decided I’d organize today so here goes! I’ve made the list according to the themes/ tropes of the fics I’ve written. Starker unless labeled otherwise. A lot of these are ABO and also something else but they’re labelled accordingly. Appropriate warnings are attached to each story.

The list is below the cut because its very long.

ABO

Confessions of a Slutty Omega- ABO AU in which Peter is a YouTuber and Tony watches his channel. More of a synopsis than an actual story.

Best Friend’s Kid: fic preview in which Tony is fucking his best friend’s kid.

Random ABO AU- based off this prompt: the first time Tony really holds Peter down with his entire weight as they fuck. Peter absolutely loves the loss of control.

Traditionalist Peter: older alpha Tony and young traditionst Peter in which Peter.

Another Random ABO AU: high school AU, based off this prompt: An Abo in which omegas when severally distressed emit an high pitched call that alerts their alpha.

Prep School AU: Big ‘ol pile of smut tbh.

Young Peter: based off this prompt- 16 yro omega!peter massaging tony's knot with his hands.

Bitchy Tony: fem!Omega!Tony and alpha!Peter where Tony is well known for being a real bitch to anyone who tries to court him.

Angst AU: based off this prompt: Tony is an alpha but Peter is a beta. They can’t be together as laws prevent alphas from mating with betas so they pine in silence.

Cheerleader!Peter Punk!Tony: HS AU cheerleader Peter and punk Tony, smut.

High School AU: what’s on the tin, including a little pining.

Slutty Peter AU: Peter is used to being in charge, but Tony takes over.

High School AU: fem!omega!Tony and alpha Peter.

Gossip Girl AU: Peter is surprised to find himself on a gossip blog he’s never heard of.

CNC Young Peter: 16 year old omega Peter and alpha mob boss Tony.

Married Tony: omega Tony is married unhappily to Justin Hammer and cheats with younger alpha Peter.

50′s AU: fem omega Tony and alpha Peter.

Heat Fic: Peter helps Tony through a heat.

Beauty Queen AU: beauty pageant AU with omega!Peter and alpha!Tony.

Playmate: omega Tony teaches omega Peter how to please an alpha. Intended as multichap but I have yet to write more.

Young!Peter: Tony needs to be married by 21 or he doesn’t inherit Stark Industries.

Tease Peter: best friend’s kid trope featuring Peter the tease.

High School AU: coy Peter makes Tony work for his attentions.

Intern: Tony takes an interest in his new omega intern.

Omega Run: Peter tries to outsmart the alphas only to get outsmarted by Tony.

Just The Tip

50′s AU- ABO also, based off this prompt: how about tony letting peter put just the tip in him as a reward, and they both like it so much they go all the way.

Young Peter- based off this prompt: Mmmm how about horny 16 yo Peter using the “just the tip” argument to convince guilty!Tony.

Late Bloomer Peter- based off this prompt: Omega!Peter is a very late bloomer. Neither he nor Tony realize Peter’s going into heat until it’s too late.

Just the Tip: ABO AU, dubcon, the one that started my fascination with this trope.

Teacher Student: This fit into like four categories on here but I put it here. Just the top with teacher Tony and student Peter.

Bratty Peter: ABO AU, based off this prompt:  maybe Peter is being a brat and says he wants to ride Tony but Peter teases him by only putting the tip in.

Half Asleep Peter: ABO AU, based off this prompt: Peter is half-asleep and Tony comes home late from work, Peter tells him he’s tired. Smut ensues.

Fic Ideas (feel free to adopt any of these!)

ABO fic Idea- Meant to be long form, may never get to.

Whatever this is- WinterIronSpider, mentions of incest.

Prep School Idea- definitely starker, more than likely would have included a lot of smut and drug use lol.

Bodyguard AU: half crack half serious.

WinterIronSpider: ABO WinterIronSpider idea.

Urban Fantasy AU: vampire!Peter and incubus!Tony.

Funky BDSM YouTube AU: Tony and Peter do BDSM demonstrations and occasionally themed episodes where they try to use holiday objects as like BDSM equipment.

Royal AU: Tony loves Peter, shouldn’t because blacksmiths can’t love princes.

Naive Peter: young very naive omega Peter who gets fucked by older alpha Tony.

Mob AU: Peter gets involved with Tony after he gets in over his head with Quentin.

Random AU: Peter has had a crush on Tony ever since May started working for the Starks.

Actor AU

Karma Got is Kiss for Me

Age Difference: fic snippet in which Peter, looking for a little adventure, runs into Tony.

Mob AU

Angelic Peter: ABO, based off this prompt: angelic little omega peter who mob boss or biker tony takes a liking to.

More Bratty Peter: based off this prompt: You can’t lose your temper like this every time you get a bit upset.

Kidnapping AU:  Tony deliberately kidnaps Peter because he has no patience for domestic violence and is basically offended that Beck sucks.

Smol Omega Peter: ABO AU featuring jailbait Peter.

Prequel to Smol Omega Peter: How they met in the above fic.

Shifter AU: based off this prompt: shifter au where everyone has a designated animal as well as abo.

Heir to The Mob: high school ABO AU featuring Tony as heir to the mob boss throne.

Barely Legal!Peter: ABO featuring mob boss Tony with barely legal! Peter.

Kidnapped!Peter: Peter gets kidnapped, Tony does something about it.

Mob Boss Peter: ABO Peter sleeps with Tony to intentionally fuck with mob boss Steve, whom Tony is married to.

Kept!Peter: Tony finds Peter in trouble and saves him, then chooses to pamper the hell out of him.

Stripper!Peter: mob boss Tony favors Peter when he visits the club.

Bratty Peter: Tony has to leave to take care of some things, Peter doesn’t care for that and reacts badly.

Mob Boss Peter: mob boss Peter featuring subby Tony who adores him.

Baker!Peter: Tony stark is a well known mob boss and he meets and falls in love with Baker! Peter.

Figure Skater Peter: mob boss Tony takes a liking to figure skater Peter, marriage to Quentin Beck be damned.

Harassed!Peter: mob boss Tony sees Peter being harassed and steps in.

Soulmates: mob boss Tony didn’t think he had a soulmate.

Superior Iron Man

Merperson Peter: based off this prompt: Tony takes down a rival corporation and discovers a hidden aquarium where they have captive merman!Peter. 

Manipulative!Peter: based off this prompt:  SIM being manipulated by an evil and/or mischievous Peter?

SIM AU: SIM!Tony manipulates MCU!Peter into coming home to his dimension with him.

Kidnapped Peter: based off this prompt: SIM had kidnapped Peter from the MCU dimension to replace his Peter that was murdered- SIM uses Extremis to wipe Peter’s memories.

WinterIronSpider

Pre WIS AU- based off this prompt: Peter and Tony love each other but Peter is worried about his super strength when they fuck so Bucky steps in.

High!Peter AU: WinterIronSpider high!Peter and soft Dom Tony AU feat. Bucky, the Added Element.

CNC Fic Preview: badboy type Tony and cheerleader! Peter with a splash of Bucky in there too. Incomplete.

Taboo

Stepbrothers AU: ABO featuring jealous Tony and a dash of winterspider.

Sequel to Stepbrothers AU: more jealous Tony and a dash of spidershield.

Another Stepbrother AU: WinterIronSpider- Alpha Tony shares his omega step brother Peter with alpha Bucky. 

Age Difference: based off this prompt- Peter at a picnic with Tony, Peter in little daisy dukes or something similar and summery while eating watermelon.

Non-Con Politician AU: based off this prompt- Tony comes across something shameful the young, up and coming, idealistic politician peter parker has done in the past, and holds it over his head.

Teacher/Student

Tease!Peter: based off this prompt:  Peter’s flirting not so subtly and tony ignores it until peter shows up in a short skirt and he can’t take it anymore.

Established Relationship: Peter and Tony discuss the future. D/s elements, smut.

Bathroom Fun: pure smut.

BDSM

Across The Stars: WIP, Peter takes a job as Tony’s sub to pay Ben’s medical bills after he's shot and falls into a coma. I’m only tagging this one as it links to all the other chapters.

Dom!Peter: 5 part series in which omega Peter learns he has a thing for domination and alpha Tony learns he has a thing for submission. Incomplete.

Teacher/Student AU: based off this prompt: Teacher/student (maybe an established relationship) with a whole lot of teasing. Dom Peter.

Dom!Peter: based off this prompt: Tony’s had a really long and horrible week at work and just wants to be good?

Sub!Tony: Peter accidentally becomes Tony’s Dom.

Edging: Tony edges Peter within an inch of his life.

Dom!Peter: Tony meets Peter in a club.

Drabble: Dom Peter and subby Tony.

Met Online: wherein Peter and Tony met online and decided to recreate a fantasy or two.

Miscellaneous

Trans!Tony AU- exactly what it says on the tin, smut.

High School AU: Exactly what’s on the tin, with smut/ fem Peter.

Serial Killer AU: exactly what’s on the tin.

Exhibitionist!Peter: Tony isn’t looking forward to his trip home because he knows he’s just going to be compared to his brother Steve the whole time. Peter helps.

So Sorry, Mr. Stark: Rumor has it Tony hates being called ‘Mr. Stark’ but that’s not the real reason he doesn’t want anyone calling him that.

5+1 honeymoon AU- based on this prompt: 5+1 honeymoon in which they stop their honeymoon five times to save the world and one time that they do not.

Acolyte Peter: Tony needs a replacement for Pepper and she suggests Peter.

Sensitive!Peter: based off this prompt: Peter trying to top but he's too sensitive so he either has to stop or ends up finishing too fast. 

Rock Star Tony AU: exactly what's on the tin with a moodboard.

Wedding Fluff: exactly what it says on the tin.

Crack AU: Peter and Tony have been in an on again off again relationship since high school and they both happen to be in town for the same event.

Rabbi’s Nephew Peter: literally exactly what’s on the tin, preslash.

Spoiled Peter: exactly what’s on the tin.

WingFic: based off this prompt: a wing fic/soulmate AU where when you meet your mate, your wing colours combine so that you get your mates colours on your secondary feathers.

Zoom AU: Peter introduces his class to all his pets with funky names.

Vacation AU: Peter, Ned, and Liz all vacation in Italy before going off to college.

Bratty Peter: based on this prompt: bratty!Peter possibly with an over accommodating Tony?- in which Peter mostly only pretends to be a spoiled brat.

Diety!Peter: Tony is chosen as that years sacrifice to his village’s god by priest!Howard.

Urban Fantasy AU: urban fantasy starker AU featuring vampire!Tony.

Possessed!Peter: crack AU- Tony possessed Peter, Peter forces him to deal with the consequences. 

Sex Slave AU: Headcanons around what this would look like.

Witch!Tony Familiar!Peter: Exactly what’s on the tin.

Sequel to Witch!Tony Familiar!Peter: Tony want to propose.

Camping!AU: Tony fucks Peter against a tree.

Prompt!Fic: Peter teases Tony.

Umbrella Sharing: exactly what’s on the tin. Fluff.

Possessive!Tony: Peter teases possessive Tony and it goes in his favor.

Snowball Fight: Peter hits Tony with a snowball by accident and that’s how they meet.

Pop Star!Peter Rock Legend!Tony: exactly what it says on the tin.

Media: media outlets have a heyday with Tony’s new relationship with 22 year old Peter.

Dumped!Peter: Tony comforts Peter after he gets dumped.

Cat Burglar Peter: based off prompt: Peter is a famous cat burglar and Tony is a police officer trying to catch him.

College AU: fluff mostly.

High School AU: 3 part series in which punk Tony gets with seemingly innocent Peter. The last part is linked, but all three parts are attached to the third.

Sleepy Starker: fluff piece that’s exactly what’s on the tin.

Soulmates: you don’t see in color until you meet your soulmate.

Random AU: Peter is upset that Tony never seems to mention him on social media.

Non Powered AU: Peter’s friends are really confused on what his new job is.

Moodboards

Serial Killer!Peter Detective!Tony

A Star Is Born

Kept!Peter Mob Boss!Tony

#starker #tony stark x peter parker #starker fanfiction #starker masterlist #winterironspider #masterlist

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The 10 Best Films of the 2010s

my 2019 pick has already changed since this published lol oh well! 

Compiling a list and picking just 10 films to represent the 2010s is extremely difficult if not nearly impossible — it's hard enough picking a handful of movies for lists that sum up a single year. Films change as the years pass; something you adored in 2011 may not hold up on a re-watch in 2019. Maybe that's because so much has changed in the world this decade, or you've experienced a personal philosophical shift, or a film is tied to a certain experience and emotion that has since soured. And, of course, the opposite can happen. A film you didn't respond to five years ago may have become a new favorite.

This list is a bit of a cheat — or a break — from the typical best films of the decade lists you may have seen online. It will have 10 films representing the best film from each year this decade (2010 through 2019). Though easier, making this list was still difficult mostly because there were so many brilliant and exciting films that were omitted (masterpieces like "Tree of Life" and "Gravity," for instance). Below, find the films that did make the cut and a brief blurb as to why they belong in the cinema hall of fame.

2010: "Black Swan," directed by Darren Aronofsky

Obsession and perfection are two ideas that were constantly explored this decade, thanks to the rise of social media. (There was even a horror movie released on Netflix this year called "The Perfection," starring Allison Williams.) In Darren Aronofsky's "Black Swan," a young ballet dancer named Nina Sayers (played by an outstanding Natalie Portman, who won the Best Actress Oscar for the role), slowly detaches from reality as she prepares for the lead role in a production of Tchaikovsky's "Swan Lake." The film's sound design is unlike any other film this decade. With each bone crack, nail clip, and flesh wound, Aronofsky makes "Black Swan" a social psycho drama melded with body horror, which also features a wild Winona Ryder performance.

2011: "Drive," directed by Nicolas Winding Refn

Nicolas Winding Refn's movies aren't for everyone but his neo-noir hyper-violent "Drive" is an undeniable classic and game-changer. Starring Ryan Gosling as an unnamed stunt driver and for-hire getaway driver, "Drive" sparked a sea change in cinema, spawning an aesthetic that featured synth-pop bangers (glittery songs by Chromatics and a pulsating score from Cliff Martinez) and neon lighting. "Drive" tells an age-old story in a new and fresh way that audiences hadn't seen before, going beyond its ultra-cool style, to show a classic L.A. noir tale of betrayal and heartache. NWR also uses Gosling in the best way; boiled down to a few emotions, putting the handsome Hollywood hunk in a twisted role you'd never expect. Oh and Carey Mulligan, Oscar Isaac, Bryan Cranston and Albert Brooks show up!

2012: "Spring Breakers," directed by Harmony Korine

"Spring Breakers" might be the best prank this decade. An arthouse film disguised as a sexy college romp, Harmony Korine's film features young college students — played here by Selena Gomez, Vanessa Hudgens and Ashley Benson — desperate to venture from their Christian college and indulge their wild side during spring break in St. Petersburg, Fla. There, they meet Alien (James Franco), a local rapper and drug dealer who Korine uses to show the dark side of unbridled partying, sex and excessive drinking. Intense dubstep, closeups of fleshy bodies doused in alcohol and an iconic rendition of Britney Spears' "Everytime," "Spring Breakers" has gone on to become a twisted cautionary tale and also put the indie distributor A24 on the map.

2013: "Her," directed by Spike Jonez

If "Black Mirror" shows us the evils of technology, Spike Jonez's melancholic love story "Her" is the other side of the coin. It's a warm and strange film where Joaquin Phoenix delivers a breathtaking performance. As does Scarlett Johansson, who voices Samantha, an A.I. a la Siri but begins to form a romantic relationship with Phoenix's sad-sack Theodore. "Her" is more than a movie about technology; it's an emotional film about change, loss and what it means to be alive that is tucked inside a fully realized not-too-distant future L.A. with a brilliant aesthetic.

2014: "The Wind Rises," directed by Hayao Miyazaki

Japanese animator Hayao Miyazaki has made some of the most successful and culturally significant films since the 80s, including "Spirited Away" and "My Neighbor Totoro." But his so-called last film "The Wind Rises" is an impeccable emotional epic based in realism that is a gut punch to the soul. It's a devastatingly beautiful movie that is half dreamlike and half haunting. It is undoubtedly the most moving film on this list.

2015: "It Follows," directed by David Robert Mitchell

If Nicolas Winding Refn's "Drive" started a new wave of cinema, David Robert Mitchell's retro throwback "It Follows" is the epitome of it. With a vibrating score from video game composer Disasterpeace, DRM's film winks at slasher films of the 80s, most notably "Nightmare on Elm Street," but dials the aesthetic up to an 11; it's got nothing on "Stranger Things." In this brooding film, a young woman named Jamie (a wonderful Maika Monroe) is cursed after she has sex with her boyfriend, who ties her to a chair and warns her he's passed "it" on to her. "It" is a sinister force that inches itself closer and closer to Jamie in an attempt to kill her. Many saw "It Follows" an allegory to HIV/AIDs or STIs and a commentary of female characters in 80s horror films. It's the film's open-endedness and reinvention of tropes embedded into American cinema that make "It Follows" one of the most thrilling and fascinating films of the decade.

2016: "La La Land," directed by Damien Chazelle

"La La Land" may forever be tied to one of the Academy Awards' biggest blunders in the institution's history, but Damien Chazelle's love letter to the Hollywood Musical is an impressive feat of filmmaking. A romantic saga with musical numbers that don't shy away from its influences (the MGM musical and the Technicolor delights of yesteryear), "La La Land" is an earnest if not corny film. But its Chazelle's impeccable craftsmanship that makes his movie soar while it tells a modern love story about when two figuring out if their passions are more important to them than a future together.

2017: "The Lost City of Z," directed by James Gray

James Gray's mind-blowing epic "The Lost City of Z" will go down as this decade's most under-appreciated film. Like many of the movies on this list, it is a film about obsession, perfection and family trauma. Based on a true story, "Lost City" follows British explorer Percy Fawcett (Charlie Hunnam) over several years on his plight to find an alleged hidden city deep in the Amazon jungles. There's a World War I sequence and Tom Holland shows up as Percy's son, who is eager to follow in his father's footsteps and head to South America with him. It's devastating and moving in that Gray way even though it is his first movie not set in New York. "Lost City" perfectly melds the personal with human history, resulting in a film that is technically impressive and emotionally shocking.

2018: "Hereditary," directed by Ari Aster

Somewhere in the late 2010s, the term "elevated horror" became part of Film Twitter's lexicon. It's used to described artful films that are grown from horror tropes, most notably "The Witch," "Get Out" and Ari Aster's masterpiece "Hereditary." And though it is definitely a scary movie, labeling it an "elevated horror" film or a horror film, in general, doesn't feel quite right. It's a family drama about trauma that is demented in the same kind of tone of an Edward Albee play. It's more visceral than the late playwright's work, to be sure, and at the center of "Hereditary" is a career-defining performance from Toni Collette. She plays Annie, a grieving mother who is haunted by deep loss and grapples with keeping her sanity and her family together. Aster's film explores family relations and how tragedy can infiltrate the cracks in relationships unlike any other movie this decade.

2019: "Parasite," directed by Bong Joon-ho

"Parasite" is the summation of Bong Joon-ho's work. The Korean filmmaker has long made movies about marginalized folks navigating their way through certain systems. Unlike some of his movies, "Parasite" is rooted in reality; there's no giant elephant-pig or mutated sea creature here. The evil lurking in "Parasite" is privilege and capitalism and if that's not the biggest theme of the late 2010s I'm not quite sure what is. The film is a genre-shifting story told by an expert, who has made a few near-perfect films ("Memories of Murder," "Mother"). When "Parasite" begins to unfold and show its cards, you know you're in the hands of a master and that it won't go off the rails. Here, Joon-ho successfully tells his story with effortless dynamic filmmaking and ease that is completely hypotonic and engaging while being unnervingly gripping and universal.

#movies #best of the decade #best of 2010s #film #cinema #parasite #bong joon ho #hereditary #ari aster #the lost city of z #james gray #la la land #damien chazelle #ryan gosling #emma stone #toni collette #charlie hunnam #it follows #david robert mitchell #her #spike jonez #joaquin pheo #the wind rises #hayao miyazaki #spring breakers #selena gomez #james franco #harmony korine #drive #nicholas winding refn

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💍 + BradleyCooper

send me 💍 + A SHIP and i’ll tell you— 

(gonna try to do this shit from memory, oh boy)

where they get marriedWakanda

when they get married ( ie what time of day, what month and season etc. )It was first thing in the morning...I literally do not remember the date, I am AWFUL

what traditions they include ( do they get married under a chuppah and crush a glass, garter toss, ‘something borrowed, something blue,’ etc. )There was actually very little tradition, since they were international fugitives at the time. 

what their wedding cake looks likeThey didn’t have a cake? Maybe? Like they had brunch afterward because it was a morning wedding. There may have been a cake though, I don’t know. 

….who smashes cake into whose faceNobody because that shit is stupid

who proposed to who firstDaniel proposed to Ally BUT Ally did propose to Daniel for a second wedding that has not happened

who walks down the aisle and who waits at the altar ( or neither )Ally walked, Daniel waited

what their wedding dresses / suits / other look likeAlly wore a green dress, Daniel wore a yellow suit, in honor of the Wakandan flag.

what their wedding colour scheme is and what sort of decor they haveI mean, I guess the color scheme was “Wakandan,” but it was literally a surprise wedding, so Daniel threw everything together on the fly. 

what flowers are in the bouquet ( if applicable. bonus: what do the flowers mean? )I don’t think we decided that

what their vows are ( eg poetry, traditional, improvised etc. )Daniel’s were loosely pre-planned. Ally’s were definitely improvised because again, she did not know the wedding was happening until it was happening.

if anyone’s late to the weddingNo, but also pretty much the only people there were Wakandans and Team Cap.

who’s in the bridal parties / groomsmen / otherI don’t think they had bridal parties?

what their bridal party / groomsmen / other are wearingSame

who gives speeches at the reception ( bonus: what do they say? recount a sweet memory or two between them? tell an embarrassing story? )Tony probably said something, maybe Cap

who catches the bouquet( s )If they threw it, which I’m not sure they did, I think Sam would have gone out of his way to try and catch it

what their wedding photos are like ( are they sweet, with the couple holding hands or kissing or ~gazing into each others eyes~? are they silly, with a snapshot of the ‘cake-smash’ moment? or are they artistic, with one of them facing the sunset or holding their bouquets? )They probably didn’t take a ton of “official” photos, but I imagine that Shuri would have put herself in charge in taking hundreds of candids

what sort of food they have at the receptionBRUNCH (FEAT. WAFFLES)

who cries first during the ceremonyAlly

how wild their reception gets ( who dances the best, who gets drunk first, etc. )I mean, it was a morning wedding, so only mild drunken debauchery occured

what their rings are likeYo I don’t know if we decided lol

what sort of favours they have ( heart shaped sparklers, mini champagne bottles, personalised candy etc. )None

where they go for their honeymoonAgain, international fugitives, can’t exactly go far. But Wakanda is nice enough on its own.

something memorable that happens during the party / ceremony ( do they run out of ice and someone goes to get it in full formal wear on foot, does anyone fall asleep in the middle of the party, etc. )Tony showed up to walk Ally down the aisle, even though they had fought on opposite sides of the Battle of Leipzig

who officiates the ceremonyI wanna say T’Challa

what song their first dance is to.........Daniel’s cover of “All of Me”? Or was that a part of the proposal? AM I A BAD WRITER?

who gives who away as they walk down the aisleTony gave Ally away

#evanxthephantomxstanley #v1 #thenamesallison #bradleycooper #ask #KIDS #TODAY WE LEARNED THAT I DON'T REMEMBER FUCKING A N Y T H I N G

[timeisacephalopod]

Death of a Bachelor

Non-powered coming out IronStrange AU in which Stephen brings Tony home under a few... false pretenses. And, as always when I write him, Stephen is Asian (Nepali). The title for this is literally because Death of a Bachelor is stuck in my head and it sorta fits lol.

Peter sighs, “just you know... be yourself,” he says.

Tony squints, “‘myself’ sucks, what kind of garbage advice is that?” he asks. “I’ve got one shot at this and I know I’m going to botch it.” He’s never been good at ‘meet the parents’. Its happened once and Pepper’s parents still hate him and they aren’t even together anymore.

“That’s what you’d tell me!” Peter says.

“That’s because you’re a sweet, loving young man and anyone would be lucky to have you. I’m an asshole with a long history of warmongering and that’s honestly not even my biggest flaw.” And that’s a fucking feat. 

“Okay you know what, is Stephen even the type to care if his parents like you? Because you’ve been for dating for over a year and I think he’s mentioned them once and that was in direct reference to his dead sister so I don’t really think it matters too much,” he says.

Probably not, Stephen isn’t the type to care what others think period. But Tony wants at least one set of parents to like him and he loves Stephen so this is probably his last chance. If all goes well he wants to propose, was going to anyways, but Stephen brought up his parents so he thought he’d deal with that first. So he really, really only has one shot at this. “It would be nice if a set of parents didn’t hate me for once. Not that I’d blame them really- if you brought home someone who’s a fan of me I’d tell you to dump them immediately. My fans are worse than Fight Club fans.”

Peter laughs, “its true. But I think that’s mostly because they think that time you were a womanizing warmongering alcoholic is like peak you and glorify it, not because you’re actually crappy,” he says.

Across the apartment the elevator door dings and Pepper steps out, “what?” she asks when they swivel to face her.

“We’re talking about dad’s crappy fans,” Peter says. “And also him meeting Stephen’s parents tomorrow.”

Pepper rolls her eyes, “ your fans are awful. They take who they want you to be and tout that image around no matter how little it actually resembles you as a person. As for Stephen’s parents, I have no advice. You’re horrible at these things,” she says.

“See?” Tony says to Peter. “Even Pepper thinks I’m hopeless.”

*

Stephen considers not telling Tony but if he doesn’t he’ll be in for a rather nasty surprise and he can see how nervous he is already. “They’re going to hate you,” he says bluntly and Tony glares at him.

“Is that really supposed to make me feel better?” he asks.

No, but that isn’t why he’s telling Tony anyways. “It won’t be your fault, they’re raging homophobes so they’re going to hate you on account of not being a woman. And I sort of told them you were Christine because I didn’t want to come out over the phone so they’re also going to be a bit surprised. Not that I care, its my grandmother I’d like to like you anyways but if she doesn’t she’s old, its entirely possible that she’s gone senile.” She’d have to be to not like Tony.

Frankly the only reason he’s doing this is because he’s going to propose and his parents Google him once and awhile to figure out what he’s up to. He can’t not tell them and if he tells his gran she’s got a big mouth, she’ll tell them accidentally or maybe on purpose- its hard to tell with her- and then he’ll have to explain himself. So to bypass all that drama he figures he’ll bring Tony home, deal with his parents’ crap, and then propose and get married in peace. Assuming Tony says yes and its a very real possibility he won’t. He’s only been stated that he’s not a marriage person his entire life.

God, he loathes risks he can’t determine the outcome of with at least some educated success.

“This is going to be a disaster,” Tony mumbles and Stephen pities him, really. At least his parents are dead so Stephen doesn’t need to worry about impressing the dust in their graves.

*

To say meeting Stephen’s parents goes badly is an understatement. The first thing they did was look confused, which Tony can’t blame them for considering he very much does not look like a ‘Christine’ let alone Stephen’s Christine. First of all she’s taller. Then Stephen had issued a rather formal ‘I’m bisexual’ and pretended like he hadn’t just said that and then his parents launched into transphobia with their relief that Stephen wasn’t dating some kind of freak. Because apparently he can totally pass as a Christine. Stephen had winced almost harder at that than Tony considering he obviously forgot Peter is trans and Tony doesn’t have the patience for people insulting that.

As it was he only kept his mouth shut because he didn’t want to make anything worse but Stephen’s parents insist of doing that themselves with their weird and invasive questions. Eventually Stephen’s old as shit grandmother told them to shut up, which had resulted in the best part of the night. It had been pretty clear that Stephen’s relationship with his grandmother was stronger than the one with his parents so he’d look pleased when she stood up for Tony, who was very close to his wits end and he thinks he has a dash of patience these days.

When she tells him to stop putting up with Stephen’s parent’s shit Stephen stuffs his face into his glass of wine, obviously anticipating disaster. Tony considers not saying anything but he’s had a bad night and frankly it can’t get worse. 

“Alright- I know I’m more than famous enough for both of you to know who I am and that I’m a recovering alcoholic. Stop trying to offer my wine, its ignorant. Neither Stephen nor I are the woman in our relationship, that’s the fucking point. Neither of us even fit traditional gender roles anyways and if this is some weird, coded way to ask about our sex life neither of us fit the ‘top’ or ‘bottom’ stereotypes either and its fucking boring to stick to one or the other. Also what the hell would it have mattered if I really was Christine? The fuck does my junk or gender have to do with you? You have a lovely home, but its too bad such shit people live in it. Except you, you seem like you’d be fun a a bachelor party,” he says to Stephen’s grandmother.

She grins at Stephen while his parents sit dumbfounded, “I like him, he’s spunky!” she says. Yeah, because apparently the woman who’s two days older than the damn earth itself is more openminded than people half her age.

*

By the time Tony gets home Stephen is howling with laughter. “I can’t believe you started quoting studies at them,” he says, shaking his head.

“Its not my fault they’re idiots, someone had to tell them they’re wrong and also I have an eidetic memory. Figured I’d put it to good use,” he says.

Stephen shakes his head, “well, at least you made that marginally less painful and gran likes you so there’s that. And she’s not easy to impress- she didn’t like actual Christine.”

Tony smiles, “she knew you weren’t going to last or at least that’s what she told me. And also she’s still convinced Christine is a lesbian even though I’m pretty sure she’s bisexual. But she seems to think we’re good together and she’s also completely convinced your father isn’t actually your father. She’s certain your mother cheated on him at some point but given the fact that she’s Asian and the guy she thinks is your actual father is white it’d be basically impossible to tell. Which is how she explains how fucking tall you are.” Turns out the woman, despite her age, is quite spry and has a lot of opinions that she’d been happy to share with Tony. But her conspiracies on Stephen’s parentage were his favorite and, to humor the woman, he agreed to run a DNA test to confirm or deny who Stephen’s father is.

Stephen lets out a long, drawn out sigh that indicates he’s heard this before. “I’ve told her a million times there is no way more than one person would be willing to sleep with my mother. I’m shocked one person was willing to sleep with my mother and if it weren’t for the pictures I’d assume I’d been kidnapped as a child.”

“Yeah, but apparently your actual father is a very tall Scandinavian man and I think your grandmother is on to something. I looked up the average height in Nepal and you’re a literal foot taller than that. You’d be a giant there,” he says.

“And if we’re going by the average height in Italy, you’d be a woman,” Stephen says, giving Tony an irritated look.

“Rude,” Tony mumbles.

*

Stephen settles an arm around Tony’s waist, “I think maybe we should have waited until she died to get married,” he says, eyeing his grandmother talking to Peter.

“I’ve always wanted a grandson that isn’t a massive prick, you seem like a lovely young man,” she says, grinning happily.

Tony looks up at Stephen, who is indeed his father’s child, “your grandma gives off chaotic trickster vibes, I’m half convinced she’s immortal.” 

Stephen sighs, “you probably aren’t aren’t wrong,” he says.

“I don’t think Stephen is that bad,” Peter says in Stephen’s defense not that it works out in his favor given his grandma’s reaction.

“Honey I’m old, but my senses are still working just fine. He’s an arrogant little shit,” she says. Tony doesn’t think he’s ever seen a grandmother swear that much but when he met all her spunky granny friends last week he’d been subjected to a bunch of sex jokes and talk of dildos so he’s not really surprised anymore. Even if he genuinely had no clue that grandmothers made sex jokes.

“I think I’ve earned my arrogance,” Stephen mumbles, coming to his own defense.

“That doesn’t explain why you’ve been like this your whole life. Take some lessons from Peter, he’s humble,” she tells him and Tony snorts and starts laughing. 

“Our wedding is gunna be awesome,” he says.

#ironstrange #tony x stephen strange #alternate universe #fanfiction #writing #coming out fic

[kaleidopewrites]

The Nightclub Experience

Summary: You find out that Steve and your crush Bucky have never been to a nightclub. You decide to fix this fact

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Word Count: 4191

Warnings: reader gets roofied, bits of fluff, extroverted reader

A/N: Whoa, this one shot just kept going! It’s my longest one yet, lol. 

Please send requests, I’m sure people have better ideas than me :3

You slam your palms into the table, surprising the Avengers you were talking to, a feat rarely achieved. “You guys have never been to a nightclub?” You ask, voice rising with disbelief along with your eyebrows.

“(Y/N), they’re ninety,” Nat pointed out from the couch, lazily spread across the furniture but attentively listening. “That does not excuse them,” You huff, rising from the table to cross your arms over your chest. Steve and Bucky glanced at each other worriedly.

As the extravert you were, it was hard to understand why Steve and Bucky weren’t taking advantage of the new era, trying all the fascinating new things that separated the 40s from the 2000s. You’d been to plenty of nightclubs and knew it was your solemn duty to have the boys experience it.

You weren’t related to the Avengers at all. You weren’t some mutant, or a night vigilante that lost their parents or gained special powers. You were the local café’s finest coffee brewer. Being a waitress and barista, you didn’t expect to become friends with the Avengers. And yet, here you were.

It started with just Tony Stark. The café you worked at, loved to bits, was literally just outside Stark Tower, taking up the corner street with its delicious aroma and amazing view of the billionaire’s superhero ways.

Tony, when he didn’t want to make his own coffee, usually sent people down to the nearest café – your café – to get a coffee. It didn’t take him long to figure out he had found his ambrosia, his heaven in a to-go cup.

For a while, you both played tag. He’d show up, incognito, to your café and ask around, trying to find the angel responsible for the liquid gold he bought on a daily basis. But, whenever he did show up, you’d either be on break or not working that day entirely.

With a touch of expert hacking and constant surveillance, he finally found you and sent for you like a King asking for a servant. You remember being asked to deliver Tony’s coffee to him in the Tower, feeling intimidated by the building alone.

You had been walked inside and was chaperoned all the way up to the penthouse floors of the Tower and finally introduced to Stark. He was quirky and very flirtatious, but you dealt with that a lot working as a waitress. Tony was adorable, but certainly not your type.

Slowly but surely, he began introducing you to members of the Avengers, showing you off like a show pony or a war hero. Most of them were unsure of how you and Tony came to know each other but as soon as they tasted your potion, they were hooked.

Now, you’d rock up whenever you felt like it. During breaks you’d just walk over to the Tower, already known by first name from the workers and brought coffee to whomever was in the building at the time.

Tony invited you to constant parties, coming up with new and spectacular ways of how you both met. Your favourite tale, was how you were some sort of witchy vixen, casting a spell on the Avengers to make them like you.

You were yet to be arrested for witchcraft and attempting to assault the Avengers.

You’d eventually met Steve and, in turn, you met Bucky. Now, James Buchanan Barnes was certainly a man you’d swoon over, have been for some time. He was shy and slightly moody at first, always in sweatpants whenever you’d see him and with a small scold on his face, never giving you more than three words.

But the more you hung around him, the more he opened up. Plus, your amazing skills at brewing coffee helped things along. You’d talk about anything. Anything other than his past, other than bits of the forties, but you were happy just to hold a conversation with him.

Whenever he’d open his mouth, he was always talking about something smart, leading you to understand why he was such a science and art nerd. But you loved it to bits. You didn’t mind the random facts he’d ramble about, all this stuff he was fascinated in.

He would light up whenever he was comfortable. Normally, his shoulders were stiff as he attempted to fall between his bones and submerge into himself, desperately trying to disappear. But when it was just the two of you, you saw this bright, happy young man.

You’d watch as this new Bucky, this forties Bucky evolved before you. He’d raise his head, eyes not having to skim the room for threats. The shadows on his face would dissipate, bringing light to his skin and making his ruggedness look handsome and not fearful.

The bags under his eyes from countless sleepless nights would disappear for a while, as his cerulean eyes would twinkle like the ocean, making you swim and become lost amongst his iris’. His teeth were pearly and beautiful and one of those few features you rarely saw.

It was because of his smiles. At first, he would be a little hesitant. You’d struggle to get even a twitch of a smirk from him but it soon became easier. That twitch became a strong tug at the corners of his mouth, a ghost of a smirk playing on his slightly chapped pink lips.

And then that smirk pulled at his full lips, sometimes accompanied by a small chuckle that make your heart swell with success. Before long, the smirk became a full smile, brightening his features further like a sun rising from the horizon.

You always seemed to forget that he was once a big, scary assassin guy.

But all of that progress would disappear as soon as you were joined by someone else. It happened even with Steve. As soon as the two of you were joined by another presence, the brightness would darken and he’d sink back into himself.

Whatever he was talking about, whether it was some new internet discovery he made or a childhood memory, the conversation would fall as soon as someone walked into your area. He’d mumble the end of the sentence before falling into himself again.

And you had to start from scratch again.

It got easier every time, but you wished you never had to keep restarting. Steve was going through something similar, but not as effective as you were. Bucky and him would hang out just the two of them, and he’d be fine, until someone he wasn’t comfortable with entered the area.

You knew you had to give him time. He was a broken man trying to pick up the pieces of his soul, trying to figure out how to live with the memories he has, the scars he’s been forced to carry. But you hoped, one day, he could see you were trying to help.

“We’re going,” You nodded defiantly, making up your mind and sticking with it, determined to not let either 40s fossils disagree with you.

“To a nightclub?”

“Yep,”

“We’re too old for that,”

“Don’t you dare pull that card!”

“Look,” You sighed, sitting back in the chair opposite Bucky. “Just give it a shot. If you don’t like it, I won’t force you to stay more than, let’s say, ten minutes.”

The two super soldiers glanced at each other again, trying to see if they could challenge you on this. You appeared very determined and clearly weren’t going to go down without a fight. Steve sighed as he leaned back in his chair, lounging his arm across the table to drum his fingertips.

“No more than ten minutes?” He asked. “To the last millisecond. I swear on my mother,” You grin, trying to convey how serious you were. He looked to Bucky, silently asking him if he was okay with this. Bucky didn’t seem to make a noise of distaste, and instead turned to you. You could tell he was up for the experience. Steve shrugged, coming to his own decision with a hesitant smile.

“I guess we’re going to a nightclub,”

You were practically jumping with excitement as you stood in the common room of Stark Tower, dressed in ripped jeans, your neat boots and a flowy blouse. Your hair was curled back in ocean waves and you’d applied a little bit of makeup to make yourself feel extra pretty today.

Bucky was the first to walk out of the halls, adjusting the leather jacket on his shoulders before palming his hair back over his ears. He looked like he just walked out of a photoshoot and the sight took your breath away. He had shaven slightly, giving him that 5 o’clock shadow along his jawline that made your knees wobbly.

He looked up and spotted you, eyes widening slightly as his lips parted slightly. You hold out your arms swinging in a quick circle to show off your clothes. “You like?” You ask, posing dramatically to try and make him laugh but all he could do was stare at you.

“It’s not a formal event, but sometimes you gotta look gorgeous,” You giggle, regaining your posture as you mess with your hair. “Buck, are you okay?” You ask, worried when he hadn’t moved an inch. “Okay you’re kinda scaring me,”

“Right-o, are we ready?” Steve called, walking into the common room, making both you and Bucky jump at the sudden voice. The Captain looked between the pair of you two, watching as the brunette shied away for a moment, diverting his eyes from you.

“I guess we’re ready,” You mumble, giving Bucky a weird look before clearing it, beaming again.

“Onwards!”

You lead the boys from the Tower, opting to walk the lit up streets of New York, showing them the night life of the city. You talked more to Steve on your walk towards the club, Bucky opting to lag a few paces behind.

You smile at the bouncer at the door, flashing ID to let you inside, just like the boys. As soon as you stepped inside, you realised how much you missed being in nightclubs with friends. And now that you had returned to your nightlife, you wished you had invited more people along.

The boys were blown away by the loud music that vibrated their ears and the flashing lights that assaulted their eyes. With a beckon, you show them through the nightclub towards the bar, eager to get some alcohol in your system.

You watched as the boys stood next to you, Steve separating you from Bucky as they drank in the sight of the nightclub. Hundreds of people swarmed the dancefloor, dancing close to one another in hyper activity and all stages of drunk.

You couldn’t wait until you were in the centre of it, surrounded by Bucky and Steve and just letting the pounding music take control. You ordered a drink before wiggling between the two boys, linking your arms with theirs.

“What do you think?” You call, unable to wipe the smile from your face.

“I think my moves are a bit outdated,” Steve joked and you shake your head, hoping he wasn’t getting cold feet already.

“Ten minutes, remember?” You joke but Steve leaned down towards you, whispering in your ear, “I’m a little worried about Buck,”

You look up to the soldier beside you, seeing how stiff his muscles were as the various coloured lights bounced off his skin. He was eyeing the crowd carefully, unconsciously holding onto your linked arm a little tighter than before.

“Alright I’ll—Amanda?” You call, spotting someone familiar walking over to the bar. As soon as she saw you, her face lit up, rings on her fingers glittering in the light. “(Y/N)!” She shouted, running forwards to wrap her arms around you, effectively separating you from Bucky.

“What the hell are you doing here?” You both asked at the same time, followed quickly by a laugh. Amanda was a great girl, but she was far more extraverted than you were. She was one of those people who had hundreds of friends, but opted to hang out with the people who threw the bigger parties.

“I’m here for the club, what about you?”

“Educating these fellas,” You pointed to the two super soldiers flanking your sides. In the flashing lights, they could probably look menacing, that is, if Steve didn’t look like a lost puppy and Bucky didn’t look like a handsome recluse.

“Ooh, damn, since when do you hang out with hunks like these?” She joked, admiring Steve openly. Looks like she’s been here for a while, she seems a little tipsy.

“A lots changed since we hung out,” You say, trying to make it light-hearted but you couldn’t help the touch of repressed anger and frustration to filter through. She’d ditch you one too many times. Like you said, she’s a nice girl, she just doesn’t know how to properly keep friends.

“Oh, I, well you wouldn’t mind if I steal tall and blonde here, would you?” She asked, practically leaning against him. “That would be up to him,”

“I guess,” He mumbled, making Amanda wrap her arms around his arm, beaming as she attempted to drag him to the dancefloor.

“If she gets too much for you, tell her, her bra strap is showing. No matter what, it scares her off,” You quickly whispered to him before he was pulled away from you.

The bartender gave you your drink and you thanked him, having already paid for it before taking a long sip, smiling at the alcohol already warming your insides. You looked up to Bucky, watching as he moved closer to you to avoid a new group of people sitting at the bar.

“Buck,” You called to him but he looked down at you, a question already on his lips.

“Is it usually this loud in here?” He shouted over the music. You smile.

“Yeah, always. Listen, Buck, if you’re uncomfortable and you can’t handle it in here, it’s fine. Just let me know and we can leave,” Bucky looked down at you, looking like he was trying to dispel the nerves from his features.

“I’m fine,” He said before nodding to the crowd. “Come on, let’s go dance,” He offered. You quickly finish the drink in your hand before walking with him to the dancefloor. You worried for him. This was far different to any swing club or iHop he’s ever been to.

You start to dance with his hands in yours, hoping to coax him into a somewhat comfortable state. He kept his eyes trained on you, watching how you didn’t dance like the rest of the girls.

The other girls would smack their ass and hips against guys and sometimes other girls. The men who encouraged this action would thrust into them, making Bucky wonder if they were dancing or having sex.

But you didn’t dance like that. You didn’t act sexually or flirtatious and even if you did, you didn’t mean it. You bopped along with the crowd and the music, raising your hands to the sky or letting them rest against Bucky’s shoulders.

You wanted to show him that not all girls danced like sex-driven whores. You hoped your funny and happy dance moves invited him to dance just as comfortable, letting the music vibrate against his eardrums and push him into the same state of euphoria you usually felt dancing in nightclubs.

He didn’t usually have to worry about people making a move on you. Whenever an uninvited guest attempted to grind up against you, you’d kick them back, using a skill you’ve mastered from countless nights in the nightclub.

You pushed him back, shouting a string of profanities at him in an attempt to banish the party crasher. Bucky didn’t need to do anything but stand behind you, letting the shadows fill his face so he looked menacing. Not like he needed to, the guest was already fearful of you.

Just when he was beginning to loosen up, just when he was smiling and laughing and actually enjoying himself, you felt your knees weaken and you lost your balance for a second. You thought maybe you had just thrown yourself too hard with the music, but you were wrong.

The lights began to blur and the music soon blended together in an undistinguishable beat, your ears ringing uncomfortably. Your throat closed, your mouth drying suddenly as you held to Bucky’s shoulders, suddenly realising it was getting tough to breath. You’d heard stories about this happening to people.

You’d been roofied.

Bucky instantly noticed your change in state as you struggled to continue dancing, having to lean against him as your balance was seriously out of whack. He called your name but you couldn’t respond, you’d somehow managed to swallow your voice box.

You tried motioning to him that you needed air, that you needed to get out of the nightclub and probably to a hospital. You regretted not keeping a closer eye on your drink, having been a little too preoccupied with making sure Steve and Bucky were okay.

After several attempts, Bucky seemed to finally understand as you struggled to move any muscles, your last action was to fist his jacket in your hands. Over the continuous ringing in your ears, you could barely hear Bucky call for his best friend.

Your vision was cleared so you could see Steve, but you felt like you were trapped in your own body. You couldn’t speak, you couldn’t move, all you could do was hold onto Bucky tightly.

Bucky scooped you up in his arms, carrying you through the crowd of people out the door. The cold night air wasn’t enough to free you from the entrapment, but you were relieved nonetheless to have left the club.

Steve hailed a cab and you managed to hear them pick up the word hospital amongst their numerous discussions. Bucky slid the two of you into the back seat as Steve jumped into the passenger’s.

Your eyelids began to grow heavy as blinking became harder to resist. Bucky held you tightly against him, as if, should he let you go, you would shatter beneath his fingers. You wanted to comfort him, you wanted to hug him or speak. Heck, even a smile would do.

But you were barely keeping it awake. Bucky looked down at you after shouting at Steve, his eyes filled with concern, fear and worry. Your lips were parted, but you were attempting to smile at him, letting him know you were alright and everything would be fine.

You hoped your eyes were conveying your emotions, they were the last things you could control.

Your eyes lidded and the fear heightened in Bucky’s eyes as he watched you, lips twisting to accommodate shouting and swearing in the same sentences. He held your hand, holding it against his chest as he leaned over you.

You weren’t dying, you’d just been drugged. Why was he being so melodramatic?

Your eyes slipped shut again for a second and you knew you wouldn’t be awake by the time you reached the hospital. Putting all energy into your fingers, you felt them twitch against his shirt, nails dragging slightly against his chest in one last attempt of comfort before blacking out entirely.

The first thing that entered your awareness was the consistent beeping of a machine. Even in a hazy state you knew that was a machine from a hospital, tracking your heart-rate. You’d seen too many cheesy hospital shows not to know what the sound was.

You blinked as you managed to crack open an eye, the brightness blinding you for a moment as you started opening both eyes, blinking quickly to get them adjusted. Your whole body felt like lead and it was a struggle just to move your head to the side.

Bucky was lounging in a chair right next to your bed, eyes closed and face slightly relaxed as he silently slept. “He passed out a couple of hours ago,” Steve whispered on your other side and you slowly turned to him.

“H-How long have I… been out?” You ask, your throat tight and sore. Steve was watching you with fondness, looking relaxed but his eyes held all of his relief. “Almost two days. The roofie you had was strong,” He whispered, careful to not wake Bucky, who stirred for a second.

“How do you feel?” he asked. “Better than two days ago,” You joke with a croak, voice hoarse from a mixture of the drugs and a lack of use. Steve’s soft smile widened for a second before he rose. “I’ll let you and Bucky talk. He was a bit distraught,”

You move your head to look at him again, watching as his face began tensing. Steve had told you once how Bucky’s nightmares can sometimes leave him a little violent as soon as he woke up, so that must’ve been why he was there.

A hand closed around yours and Steve kissed the top of your head before walking off, closing the door defiantly to wake Bucky up from his sleep. He jumped for a second, eyes searching the room for any threats before he managed to settle back in his chair.

He ran a hand down his face tiredly, a yawn slightly echoing around the room. He finally turned to look at you, check up on you and was surprised to find your head tilted his way, eyes closed tiredly.

You had managed to doze off again, the drugs still partially in your system. But you woke again to the legs of a chair being moved across the floor and then Bucky’s scent filled your nose. You hummed happily, adjusting yourself to get comfortable again.

The air froze as Bucky realised that you moved. And hummed. You did something other than lay there still and sickly. “Bucky?” You called, arm twitching in a weak attempt to reach him.

Bucky was at your side instantly, sitting on the edge of the armchair with your hand protected with his own. You opened your eyes, not being suddenly blinded like before. You looked up at Bucky, who had bags under his eyes and looked a little grey.

You smile, trying to word a greeting but the word not reaching your lips. But the smile was enough as Bucky sighed with relief, hanging his head as his grip on your hand tightened. “You’re okay,”

“Of course, I’m okay,” You mumble, voice cracking. Bucky got up and grabbed a cup of water for you, helping you take a sip. You smile up at him gratefully, watching as he replaced the cup before adjusting the bed, allowing me to sit up.

“I’m sorry,” You mumble as Bucky takes up his seat, holding your hand. “No, doll, don’t be sorry,” He said.

“Buck,” He shook his head, raising your hand to press a soft kiss against the back of your knuckles. You smile up at him as you move your hand, using it to cup his cheek. He stood and sat on the bed next to you, his small smile falling slightly as his eyes darkened.

“I thought I lost you,” He whispered. “Buck,”

“No, really (Y/N), I seriously thought we wouldn’t be able to save you. Gone, and without me telling you how I felt,” He sighed, a blush darkening his cheeks as he attempted to look away.

“I really like you too, dingus,” You smile. Bucky smiled as well, before it broke out into a grin. Placing a hand next to your head for support, he leaned down slowly, your arm wrapping around his neck to pull him toward you.

He finally pressed his lips up against yours, his lips tasting of mint and coffee as his hand held your waist. You parted for a moment for air, your breaths mixing together in the close proximity before Bucky trailed his tongue along your lips, desperate for a deeper kiss.

You invite him in, moaning at his tongue wrapping around yours. His tongue retracted but you followed it, feeling the inside of his mouth before you too moved back, capturing his bottom lip between his teeth.

He grinned, a rumbled groan vibrating in his chest as he looked down at you.

“Oh shit!” Someone familiar called and you and Bucky jumped away quickly, rubbing at each other’s lips as blushes pooled onto your cheeks. Steve, Sam, Nat and a few other Avengers were just walking into the room when they caught the two of you.

You looked up at Bucky sheepishly, as he played with his lips, unable to stop them from tingling. “Since when did kissing become the cure for roofies?” Sam teased. “It’s called experimenting,” You say but can’t help but bite your lip tentatively.

You look up at Bucky, who’s looking down at you already, a soft look in his eyes, as if he doesn’t really mind that you were spotted. Your swoon had turned into a colossal fall and it seemed Bucky had fallen with you.

You didn’t miss Sam handing a fifty dollar note to Nat behind Steve’s back, though.

#bucky barnes #bucky #bucky x reader #bucky imagine #bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes x you #bucky barnes imagine #james barnes #james buchanan barnes #sebastian #sebastian stan #marvel #marvel inspired story #marvel story #marvel imagine

[pearlsephoni]

i have homework i need to do

plso here’s a list of questions that are supposed to be sent as asks but i felt like answering them myself rip productivity and sleep leggo

200: My crush’s name is: lol people I know irl follow me they don’t need to know this 199: I was born in: Galle, Sri Lanka 198: I am really: sleep-deprived 197: My cellphone company is: AT&T 196: My eye color is: Daaaaaaaark brown 195: My shoe size is: 6 194: My ring size is: I don’t actually, but I guess one of the smallest sizes 193: My height is: 5′1 192: I am allergic to: pet dander 😢 191: My 1st car was: still don’t have my license rip 190: My 1st job was: working in a lab! 189: Last book you read: Song of Solomon by Toni Morrison (I’ve been working on like five other books for the last year why am i like this) 188: My bed is: a lofted long twin, gotta love dorm beds 187: My pet: don’t have one 186: My best friend: got three, love them all 185: My favorite shampoo is: SheaMoisture’s Coconut and Hibiscus Curl and Shine has been great  184: Xbox or ps3: PS3 183: Piggy banks are: wonderful 182: In my pockets: my headphones 181: On my calendar: so many projects and presentations and finals rip 180: Marriage is: what you make of it 179: Spongebob can: ...do whatever he wants? i don’t care 178: My mom: is one of the best people in the world 177: The last three songs I bought were? Dead Girl Walking, La La Latch, and the 21 Chump St soundtrack 176: Last YouTube video watched: What If? feat. Daniel Radcliffe, by Anna Akana 175: How many cousins do you have? 7 174: Do you have any siblings? nope 173: Are your parents divorced? nope 172: Are you taller than your mom? we’re the same height 171: Do you play an instrument? Piano (badly), and I used to play clarinet 170: What did you do yesterday? classes, lab work, IRO meeting, then stayed up Way Too Late finishing an assignment [ I Believe In ] 169: Love at first sight: nah, I believe in attraction at first sight tho 168: Luck: Yeah 167: Fate: Yeah 166: Yourself: Working on it 165: Aliens: Yeah 164: Heaven: um 163: Hell: uh 162: God: haven’t thought about it as much as I probably should’ve 161: Horoscopes: not usually, but they’re fun 160: Soul mates: I kinda do, but I wish I didn’t, because it’s such a stressful concept to me 159: Ghosts: not really, but I’ll still get spooked at haunted places 158: Gay Marriage: YES???? 157: War: no 156: Orbs: don’t really know anything about that 155: Magic: no, but I wish I did [ This or That ] 154: Hugs or Kisses: Hugs 153: Drunk or High: never been high 152: Phone or Online: online 151: Red heads or Black haired: black haired 150: Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes (all my crushes have been brunettes, idk how or why)  149: Hot or cold: Hot 148: Summer or winter: summer 147: Autumn or Spring: spring 146: Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla 145: Night or Day: both  144: Oranges or Apples: Oranges 143: Curly or Straight hair: Curly 142: McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds 141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: Milk 140: Mac or PC: PC 139: Flip flops or high heals: flip flops  138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: Sweet and poor 137: Coke or Pepsi: Coke 136: Hillary or Obama: hoo boy, Obama 135: Burried or cremated: Cremated 134: Singing or Dancing: Dancing 133: Coach or Chanel: Coach 132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: lmao Taylor Hicks what a throwback tho 131: Small town or Big city: Big city 130: Wal-Mart or Target: Target 129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: Ben Stiller (unfollow me if you pick Sandler omg) 128: Manicure or Pedicure: Manicure 127: East Coast or West Coast: East Coast 126: Your Birthday or Christmas: Christmas 125: Chocolate or Flowers: Flowers 124: Disney or Six Flags: Disney 123: Yankees or Red Sox: Red Sox [ Here’s What I Think About ] 122: War: unnecessary  121: George Bush: really don’t like this weird “kind grandpa” tour he’s going on. appreciate him acknowledging his mistakes though 120: Gay Marriage: Should be accessible to anyone and everyone, and the continued persecution of gay people (and people of every non-hetero sexuality) is disgusting  119: The presidential election: Hell On Earth 118: Abortion: Should be accessible to anyone and everyone 117: MySpace: Let it die 116: Reality TV: Let it die 115: Parents: I’ve been blessed with amazing ones, but not everyone is, and everyone should be able to define their relationship to them without society trying to enforce judgement on them 114: Back stabbers: been on both ends of that 113: Ebay: where I go for kpop things rip my wallet 112: Facebook: I’m embarrassed by how much I still use it 111: Work: nice. people at Wharton can be so stuck-up though, why are theatre kids like this 110: My Neighbors: Love them!  109: Gas Prices: pls 108: Designer Clothes: I think they’re super pretty, but they’re just not something I could personally invest that kind of money into 107: College: Should be accessible to anyone and everyone 106: Sports: wow I really don’t give a fuck outside of the Olympics. wish I did.  105: My family: Love my parents, love my maternal grandmother, wish I had a better relationship with the rest.  104: The future: Wow! Fuck! Terrifying!  [ Last time I ] 103: Hugged someone: Saturday night 102: Last time you ate: Eating chocolate rn lol 101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: yesterday when I saw one of my asshole high school classmates twice in one day what kind of fuckery 100: Cried in front of someone: oh wow...it might have been the day after the elections? or my first therapy session? I don’t remember which came first oops 99: Went to a movie theater: March 24th, to see the Beauty and the Beast remake lmao 98: Took a vacation: Spring break, went to NYC with one of my close friends  97: Swam in a pool: Jamaica, the first week of January 96: Changed a diaper: over the summer, while babysitting 95: Got my nails done: never gotten them done professionally!  94: Went to a wedding: uhhhhhhh I must’ve still been in pre-school I think 93: Broke a bone: never happened to me g bless 92: Got a peircing: when I was a baby lmao 91: Broke the law: I guess underage drinking counts, so this past weekend lol 90: Texted: an hour? ago? I think?  [ MISC ] 89: Who makes you laugh the most: Leslie  88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my parents, my mom’s cooking, the kids on my street  87: The last movie I saw: Split (unless the last ep of Black Mirror counts because that was a 2 hour doozy) 86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: Going to Mexico this summer 85: The thing im not looking forward to: finding out how my crush feels about me 84: People call me: smol, cute, sweet, angry 83: The most difficult thing to do is: confrontation 82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: nope 81: My zodiac sign is: Bull 80: The first person i talked to today was: my linguistics prof 79: First time you had a crush: elementary school  78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: my mom and Jaylen 77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: Lizy, last week 76: Right now I am talking to: no one  75: What are you going to do when you grow up: be a doctor? hopefully? and travel? ahhhhhhhhh 74: I have/will get a job: yee 73: Tomorrow: I have a test in Spanish and have to work on a group presentation rip 72: Today: NEED TO GET THIS DAMN PROPOSAL DONE 71: Next Summer: this coming summer? going to Mexico, still don’t know what I’m doing for the second half why does this keep happening 70: Next Weekend: Working Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time! so excited, I’ve been looking forward to this show for the past year 69: I have these pets: none :’(  68: The worst sound in the world: screams of pain 67: The person that makes me cry the most is: my mooooooooom (because I love her so much)  66: People that make you happy: my parents, my friends, I’ve been blessed with the people in my life 65: Last time I cried: probably two weeks ago, my mind wouldn’t shut up before bed  64: My friends are: the most patient people in the world 63: My computer is: doing its best, wish it had more memory 62: My School: is great!  61: My Car: nonexistent 60: I lose all respect for people who: voted for Trump 59: The movie I cried at was: the last one was Lion 58: Your hair color is: black 57: TV shows you watch: Too Many 56: Favorite web site: Facebook, Tumblr, YouTube 55: Your dream vacation: living in Paris for 1+ month 54: The worst pain I was ever in was: all of junior year of high school 53: How do you like your steak cooked: I’m pescatarian lmao 52: My room is: small, but lovely 51: My favorite celebrity is: uhhhh Viola Davis 50: Where would you like to be: Paris, NYC, Disney World 49: Do you want children: still not sure honestly 48: Ever been in love: unrequited, but yeah 47: Who’s your best friend: my mom, Jaylen, Riley, Leslie 46: More guy friends or girl friends: woah so many more girl friends 45: One thing that makes you feel great is: getting enough sleep 44: One person that you wish you could see right now: my parents, my crush, Jaylen 43: Do you have a 5 year plan: kind..of...it depends on a lot of variable tho 42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: tentative, but yeah 41: Have you pre-named your children: nah 40: Last person I got mad at: does sean spicer count 39: I would like to move to: NYC, Madrid, Paris (why am i so bougie why am i like this)  38: I wish I was a professional: actress [ My Favorites ] 37: Candy: sour patch kids, airheads xtremes, cotton candy 36: Vehicle: Volkswagon Beetle, the last generation when it was still round rip 35: President: Obama? 34: State visited: California 33: Cellphone provider: AT&T i guess 32: Athlete: Simone Biles 31: Actor: at the moment, Dev Patel 30: Actress: at the moment, Phillipa Soo and Viola Davis 29: Singer: at the moment, Bruno Mars 28: Band: at the moment, EXO and Royal Pirates 27: Clothing store: Rue 21 26: Grocery store: Meijer and Kroger 25: TV show: at the moment...shit, I don’t really know 24: Movie: at the moment, Amelie 23: Website: tumblr, facebook, youtube 22: Animal: elephants 21: Theme park: Disney World 20: Holiday: Christmas 19: Sport to watch: Figure skating 18: Sport to play: uh badminton I guess 17: Magazine: Entertainment Weekly 16: Book: The Night Circus 15: Day of the week: Friday 14: Beach: Galle 13: Concert attended: Bruno Mars’ Moonshine Jungle with Jaylen 12: Thing to cook: omelettes 11: Food: my mom’s food, spicy ramyun, macarons 10: Restaurant: Boiling Pots 9: Radio station: 98.7 in Detroit  8: Yankee candle scent: don’t really know 7: Perfume: Marc Jacobs Daisy 6: Flower: plumerias, cherry blossoms, roses, daffodils 5: Color: piiiiiiiiiink  4: Talk show host: I still miss Oprah tbh 3: Comedian: John Oliver, John Mulaney, Mike Birbiglia (I know, I need to diversify my choices)  2: Dog breed: corgis, samoyeds, labradors, goldens, poodles 1: Did you answer all these truthfully? I tried? 

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