The heartbreaking journey from "What else am I supposed to do?/ Maybe bar the door when you move to leave" to "What right had you/ Not to let me die?", to "So we spent what was left of our serotonin/ To chew on our cheeks and stare at the moon/ Said she knows she lived through it to get to this moment", to "I'm swimming back!"💔
little oblivions is the album, the only album ever actually, it and b-sides fuck so hard and are so under appreciated in the boygenius canon, like
oh, I miss when I was certain // about every little thing // so scared of forgetting // that I put it down in ink // used to call upon the spirit // now I think heaven lets it ring // wanted so bad to be good // but there's no such thing
or
swallow the truth // force the charcoal down my throat // when i finally come to // maybe i’ll have something to show
or
all my greatest fears turned out to be the gift of prophecy // all my nightmares coming true come do my outline in the street // while every night i re-enact the same recurring dream // i’m stuck inside a vision that repeats
or
how come it's so much easier // with anything less than human? // letting yourself be tender // well, you couldn't make me do it // it doesn't feel too bad, but it // doesn't feel too good, either // just like a nicotine patch, it // hardly works, then it's over
or
oh, i miss it high // how it dulled the terror and the beauty // now i see everything in startling intensity
i am not exaggerating when i say this album saved my life, it deserves so much more respect
Decided to make some more yandere playlists and knocked out both @concreteparasite guys at once (though Ray already has an official playlist and there is some overlap).
I will admit, though, that I'm a little frustrated, since I was planning on one Ray song being Givin' 'Em What They Love (feat. Prince) by Janelle Monáe, but it's literally the only song from the entire album that's not available to play on Spotify. I assume it's because of the Prince feature on it and I find that to be very arbitrary. I guess consider it a runner-up? Also gave up a song from an OC playlist, since Duvet fits so well for this guy.
For Z, there's less to go on since we have the one episode so far, but man, is it fun. I tried to have some fun in making their list as well. Never expected I'd put a Cars 2 soundtrack song in one of these, but time makes fools of us all. :p
If anyone sees this post, my friend Berrie needs help desperately to avoid being evicted. anything helps.
UPDATE: Berrie is going to update bers gofundme with the current total amount needed for January, February, and March, that’s depicted in the email screenshot below:
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If you’d like to support Berrie monthly, please go to Berrie’s patreon.
Okay—! That’s all for the update!
You also see to help others at my subpage as well.
It is imperative that these folks get the help they need.