#exploring the negative effects of having an alcpholic parent constantly saying you're worthless shit and a talentless hack

[witnessmysin]

*Clenches fist*

Y'all I got tickets to see Demon Slayer Mugen Train and I'm going to be fucking destroyed. But forewarning it will probably absolutely trigger something in my brain, that small kernel of whumpy desire I have and fan it into a wildfire and I'm sorry but I'll just have to be forced to act.

Sorry I don't make the rules. Kyo/juro owns my heart and hes gonna be so awesome while also getting beat the fuck up subconsciously and physically 💀💀

#that post that went around about what types you like #and i will say its stupid #i love me my stupid characters #and kyo is.. an interesting case. i totally think it was most likely a translation error where he fucked up counting to 8 and somehow got 11 #but its stuck so hard in my brain and endeared me to him along with his other traits #I'm so positive its a translation error but even still in other material he's... himbo-y. he thinks in large extremes #and makes these leaps in logic that make sense to him and if you track it yeah it makes sense but how and why did you think down that path #plus he's such a ray of golden sunshine how can I not love him #like he loves sweet potatoes and its such a dumb rather useles piece of info yet it makes me love him more #and then that... hint at emotional angst he doesn't share with anyone but continues to be such a pillar of positivity and hope #like god what a fantastic character and I will forever hate that they didn't explore that in more depth #like actually still mad about it considering nearly everyone got some degree of in depth look at their psyche and traumas #but Kyo? nah lets just hint at the internal struggle he has being a positive influence while his soul is surrounded by hellfire #exploring the negative effects of having an alcpholic parent constantly saying you're worthless shit and a talentless hack? apparently not #and I gues what I like is he does genuinely have a very upbeat and firey personality and passion. i don't think he fakes that #i think its more he doesnt have the time to or allows himself to process shit so it stays locked in its box. out of sight out of mind #okay enough rambling #sorry I just really love him 🥺 #the fucking snap back to his positive demeanor after having a nightmare rawly exposing some of his insecurities gave me terminal whiplash