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vodkatales · 2 years

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For old times sake is actually such a heartbreaking and beautiful sentiment. Like, let’s do it for the love that used to be here. It is reason enough.

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1im-perfect1 · 2 years

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I love how the interview with the vampire trailer is sexy and mysterious and then the show is a borderline dark comedy about the retelling of vampire history's most cringe fail marriage between the worst case of catholic guilt and eldest daughter syndrome being romanced by a dumpster fire gremlin that thinks more with his heart and dick than his non-existent brain and the coolest character in the whole story is their murderous daughter

#and the interviewer is an almost old flame of the vampire #that spends half of his screentime making snarky comments about the vampire and his ex-husband #to adapt it to a modern audience they could have gone extremely dark and nihilistic or embrace the camp and weirdness #I'm glad they went with the latter bc it gives them more room to explore the story and themes #Instead of just going for dark and gloomy and depressing #iwtv #iwtv amc #iwtv spoilers #lestat de lioncourt #louis de pointe du lac #claudia de lioncourt #daniel molloy #Interview with the vampire

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ascesabo · 4 months

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currently up and thinking about how buggy lore gets more and more painful the longer you think about it. like. i could talk about this stupid clown for AGES. he makes his clown-ness his entire personality but it's so painfully clear he doesn't have a single ounce of joy or whimsy left in his little chop-chop body. he's a full-blown hater!! he gave up on his dreams because he wanted his best friend, who he wholeheartedly believed shone brighter than he ever could, to reach it for the both of them!! he probably hasn't known genuine happiness since he broke up with shanks in the rain!! his beef with luffy escalated tenfold the moment he saw the hat!! he stayed in the east blue for years when he had a whole map and probably knew the way back into the grand line!! he loves flashiness and attention but hasn't ever uttered a word about growing up with the roger pirates or being the childhood friend of one of the four emperors!!! this clown has spent his whole life yearning for something that will never return!!!! he has a big red clown nose!!! every bad thing that has ever happened to him was because he wanted so badly to be loved!!!

#buggy the clown #one piece #buggy #shanks #red haired shanks #shuggy #head in hands #what happened to her?#she spent too much time thinking about implied buggy lore #he makes me so so sad #oda gave a clown depression and accidentally created one of the most well written characters in the series #did i mention that he's now in a polycule with an ex-mafia boss and a vampire swordsman #and his consent in the matter is extremely questionable #he just keeps letting things happen to him #buggy d clown ‼️#please god give this poor clown a happy ending #i want better for him

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lostdeepindarkthoughts · 2 months

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mrsdoubleagentstarr · 2 years

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I just want you to love me the way Iloveyou

#thoughts #writing #depressing quotes #sad life #toxic ex #breakup #sad qoutes #quotes #im lost #quote #anxious #depressing post #depressing shit #heartbreak #poetry #sad quotes #sorry for being depressing #spilled ink

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lostmf · 3 months

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We don’t say I love you

But you tell me I looked nice today

And I ask you about your dreams last night

We don’t say we miss each other

But we find reasons to talk every day

We don’t say goodnight

But you stay on the phone while I sleep so I don’t have nightmares

We’re scared of getting together because it will end like before

We know the reasons we can’t stay

But we can’t find a reason to leave

I know how our book ends

But I keep going back to first page again and again hoping the ending will change

But it doesn’t

And I don’t

Because to lose you on the last page again

Means I’ll get to have you in the first one again

And maybe this is love

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kandavers · 19 days

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you have that one amazingly angsty drawing of radioapple. It’s the one where Luci says “you can break my heart, it’s only yours to break” or something like that and alastor admits that they are only in a relationship because he has ulterior motives. What are his motives?

btw it literally made me SOB. Love your art sm <3

Oh, to be completely honest I did not think that far! I just wanted to project HAHAHA

If I were to think of something on the spot, said "motive" would probably be: he wants to Take Over Hell, and what better way to do that than to strike the Ruler himself?

...something like that. Not very set on it, but yeah!

#alastor wouldnt have told #lucifer he had ult motives if he didnt care about him even a little bit #kanrambles #ask #radioapple #secret story in the tags #when i was with my disgusting ex i said the same thing lucifer did.#oh how i was so madly in love with him.#sadly for my case he *did* ruthlessly break my heart.#i might even say my heart was shattered!#so that angst comic was just me going “what if he just told me he was going to hurt me? would i feel any better about it?”#that comic ended on a sliiiightly hopeful note too because some people in the reply said #so yeah!#i'm hopeful too #i'm not evil #i dont want lucifer to go through the same hurt i did.#sometimes i thank god that im not depressed or else that would have been the last youve seen of me tbh 💀#alastor and lucifer will continue to love one another #they'll get the love i deserved but never got :')

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tenderlygroovystarfish · 1 month

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Parallels are funny

I was never into anime when we were friends. I just wasn't a fan, until recently. I was watching a few different animes based on another friend's recommendations. Jujutsu Kaisen is the one I am referring to as I write this. I never thought about why Satoru Gojo's and Suguru Geto's relationship really affected me until I saw this piece of art.

Satoru Gojo and Suguru Geto fit us so well.

The love, the intensity, the ending. One who would do anything for the other if they asked. One who kept the other in check while allowing them to feel truly free. One who was shining too bright to notice the darkness consuming the other. The one who had endless possibilities, and the one who wanted the impossible.

From freshman year to the middle of our junior year of college, we were inseparable.

Constant rides and study sessions. Doing homework, and practicing our pass-off music together. Those first few classes in our major were hard, but don't worry, I was there to always lend a hand when you needed it. Classes just kept getting harder. We both started to get busy and overwhelmed. I know you started to feel depressed when I was advancing in classes, and you were struggling with the same ones. I was there to support you as much as I could, but I had to keep going. I just didn't realize that I was leaving you behind. I thought you just needed more time, but you were focused on other things.

We were a duo- connected at the hip. Always together, never too far apart.

The friendship was innocent. Sharing laughs and having late night conversations. Small, drunk kisses that didn't mean anything, right? Cuddling and sharing blankets. Matching outfits and saying I love you. We talked about getting matching tattoos. I swore you were my soulmate. We shared so many late night drives. Remember when we went to the beach at midnight and didn't get back home until 4am? Yeah, I replay the video sometimes just to hear your voice.

Everyone thought we were dating.

That was so funny, right? Of course as best friends we shared locations, had specific nights just for us to get dinner, had sleepovers every weekend, and joked about why we haven't slept together, yet. Of course, as best friends we would push the limits of what other friends do. Of course, I noticed you were struggling, I tried my best to help you. It wasn't always what you needed, but I tried. -Did you notice my struggle? No? That's okay. I hid it pretty well.- Of course, I got upset when you started to use guys to make other guys jealous. I didn't want to see you play with people's emotions like that, but I also didn't know how to stop you. You couldn't see how it affected you. You didn't see the changes it made.

Some words were said- words I wish I could take back, but it's too late for that.

We didn't speak for quite some time after that. I left my final 'I love you' on your doorstep- a scrapbook of us. The times we did speak were brief and out of pure necessity. Until, one day you volunteered a comment on my performance. I was frozen. You didn't need to compliment me- I didn't need it, rather. This was a critique, but you offered me love, instead.

That was your final 'I love you.'

I know that many other people have experienced a friendship like SatoSugu, but I think we truly encapsulated it, unfortunately. From the intense friendship with wild adventures, to blurring the lines between friend and lover, to losing each other, and to, finally, saying our final 'I love yous' to each other in our own ways.

Just like Satoru Gojo's happiness around Suguru Geto, my happiness was so loud when I was with you that I could not hear your silence. I’m sorry Satoru- Suguru didn’t stay in this universe either. Maybe the next one. In this universe, I spent 3 years loving you, and, now, I will spend the rest of forever missing you. There is no curse more twisted than love.

You're not dead, but I will never see you again. Even if I did, you wouldn’t be the same. You are my best friend, and I was yours.

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copingwithmemes · 5 months

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wordsfromwise · 5 months

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vodkatales · 2 years

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How can we be allowed to feel so much for people who don't feel anything for us?

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ind1c0lite · 1 year

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Assorted 7yg Nicks for today <3

#ace attorney #aa4 #phoenix wright #Indys art #I LOVE thinking about the progression during the 7yg #local ex laywer man gets hit with the depression hammer like a couple years in FHJGKHLGKJHL #I WISH we got another game with him before he became a laywer again I wanna see that!!!#its such an interesting point in his life and we get SO little of it :(#forever upset abt that hgjkhlj #I just want his friends to very quickly notice thats he's VERY different from what he used to be is that too much to ask for #also Phoenix hair in the last one is meant to look similar to how Trucy's hair in the front/side of her face look <3 #at least with how I draw it KJHLJ

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kissesbeneaththescars · 10 months

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🎉🎉 I WISH I WAS DEAD 🎉🎉

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lostdeepindarkthoughts · 3 months

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em-exceeds-change-zearu · 18 days

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dena continuing to be memelord kings during the april fools event i see

#pokemas #pokemon masters #pokemon masters ex #prince lear #leader volkner #pokemon #gale shitposting #every time dena reminds us that volkner was nerfed with depression and his true form is a chaosmongering goblin...i smile #it's been a while since i made a pokemas shitpost huh everybody

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theshoesofatiredman · 7 months

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So much of Christian teaching around thought crime is dependent on the idea that we are fully in control of every thought we have. And when it interfaces with mental health it becomes extremely dangerous. Like the below:

"Anxiety is a sign you're not trusting God's plan for your life."

"If you're depressed that means you're not relying on God to be your joy."

Neither of these things are true and they don't reflect how either anxiety or depression actually work. Illnesses have been used for hundreds of years by religion to demonize people. If you would scoff at someone saying a person's cancer is because of specific sin in their life, you should hold the above statements in similar contempt.

There are real treatments for depression and anxiety that help people. It's not a matter of a person's faith and claiming so IS HARMFUL TO PEOPLE WHO SUFFER FROM THOSE ILLNESSES! Judging people as sinful or of little faith for their illnesses makes it harder for them to receive real life bringing care from professionals trained to provide it.

#idk why youtube thinks i want to see shorts from Christians #i watch so much ex christian atheist content #and always flag the Christian viddos for not recommended #but somehow it keeps sending me christian bs #and today i was briefly brought back into the world where people think anxiety is the result of weak faith #screaming at the top of my lungs #mental health #exvangelical #ex christian #ex fundamentalist #ex fundie #ex religious #deconstruction #mental health in christianity #mental illness #anxiety #depression

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