i hc wilbur made tommy president because he planned to go and press the button while tommy spoke and kill him along with himself
wilbur wanted end all his unfinished symphonies and as the person who raised tommy- he raised him like he raised l'manberg. he doesnt care for fundy- not since he denounced him- so he wanted to end him :)
i need a fic where tommy is the one who goes to stop wilbur and wilbur fucking stabs him before pressing the button saying "it was never meant to be"
tommy loses both first and last lives to that phrase
tommys last words are it was always meant to be
fucking wilbur survives the explosion and has no one to kill him and now he has to live with the consqunces
tommy becomes toast- short for ghost tommy i refuse to write so many letters each time- and immeditly looks for his older brothers and he finds wilbur first :)
wilbur is exiled for his crimes and also out of fear- they tried to rehabilate him! they really did but then he freaked out over seeing toast... in a bad way.... and he and toast burned georges house on toast suggest (maybe we should burn something! that always helps me calm down!) this is after wilbur is trusted enough to be not... in a prison... after phil convinced them he needs help and toast tries his best ok- (WHO LEFT WILBUR WITH TOAST!) (I THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD IDEA AT THE TIME! I WAS ONLY LEAVING FOR FIVE MINUTES! AND RANBOO WAS THERE TOO!)
and toast tries to go with but everyone is like "yeah no" and toast is like "whhhhyyy i just wanna stay with wilby!" and everytime anyone tries to tell tommy about the wrongs that have happened to him he screams and clutches his head in pain and everytime he comes back he doesnt remember the convo
toast,,, is the most BABY
toast calls everyone cutesy nicknames unironcially
he calls eret rere
toast, chriping happily: TECHIE!!!!
tubbo: TOMMY STAY AWAY FROM HIM!
toast, in a very lost and confused voice: why?
techno, freaking out: tommy?
toast: hi!!!!!!! im toast!!!!!! :D
techno: lowkey ab to cry
toast: NOOOOOOOO DUN CRI!
toast: there there techie... i know what will help!
tubbo, sighing: arson?
phil comes just in time to find tommys dead body and l'manberg gone
hes not around for the withers neither
hes there just to see the crater and wilbur in chains with blood on his hands
trying to off himself
phil will forever blame himself for not making it in time :>
dream: taking wilbur away in boat
toast, floating behind the boat: o^o dream do you have any games on your phone .///^///.
looks at exileinnit hmmm spins roulette wheel who should i hurt...
i picked d all of the above
they dont let toast go with him but because he is baby and you can't tell him what to do
tubbo: sighs finally now that the exiles done toast can you-
tubbo: looks up
tubbo: GOADDAMN IT
toast is promptly kidnapped back to l'manberg the next day
toast keeps going back tho and no one understands why- he literally killed him! why does he keep wanting to go back! (toasts unfinished buisness keeping him tied was helping wilbur and l'manberg- he loved wilbur even at his worst)
toast vibes around everyone but he stays with wilbur- where ever wilbur goes is where he builds his home
its shitty but its an 'ome
Toast, teary eyed: Dad? Why does everyone hate Wilby? Why can't I be with him...
Phil, with no idea what to do:
niki bakes cakes with niki whenever hes in l'manberg
he keeps accidently setting her bakery on fire but hes sMOL AND GIGGLES A LOT AND HE HAS FLOUR ON HE GODDAMN SELF
toast is a part of mexican l'manberg
i dont make the rules
mexican dream: AYYYYYYYYY HOMIE
toast, giggling: 'OMIE!!!!!
Toast is wholesome while everyone is literally willing to murder Wilbur
while also trying to stop him from khs
toast is just a very happy lovely child and cries whenever anyone is mean to 'his big brother wilby!' and so they all constantly glare daggers over toasts shoulder wherenever he cant see em
meanwhile Phil is just dying inside because Tommy is a ghost by Wilbur's hands and Wilbur keeps trying to commit suicide and oh god what is he supposed to do-
he simply avoids this struggle by avoiding them
toast, waddling up to philza: papa do you have any games on your phone?
all im saying is that tommy called phil papa before changing to dad or fathercraft
phil,in the tired parent voice: tommy please sit down- just for five minutes- at least for 5 minutes
toast: sits down and then proceeds to struggle to continue to sit but he must because dad told him to
toast is just ADHD incarnate
wilbur, trying to end himself: im gonna escape my consequences
toast: HI!!!!! :D
wilbur: FUCK ITS MY CONSEQUENCES
toast,,,, is so baby
Wilbur is just not allowed to have anything remotely sharp
i like how theres so much angst and im just hyper focusing on ba yby
dream uses toast the same way he uses ghostbur! :D
toast doesnt realize of course
even after wilbur tells him dream is bad but he keeps forgetting!!!
Everyone: da baby
Dream: how can I profit from this
oh dream is manipulating wilbur btw
toast: i made you a card
toast trusts eret wholeheartedly and this hurts eret because she knows if toast remembered he probably wouldnt- they wanted redemption but not like this- not because of death
Toast: you look cool
Toast: you are friend now
Eret: sobs I don't deserve this
Toast: what did I do wrong
Toast: how can I help friend!!!!!
Eret: sobbing more
toast looks at everyone says "ah! friend shaped!"
if ur wondering wheres the angst toast is the angst- toast is just tommy without any bad memories
and hes so different
they thought he was happy before
they thought he was fine
tommy was hurt too but since he internalized it no one cared
toast sees wilbur being sad and goes! i know what will help! n-not arson tho people dont like arson when you do it.... BUT ITS OKAY! I BROUGHT A FRIEND! shows friend, the sheep and wilbur just fucking sobs
Toast is wholesome chaotic in a perfect mix-
toast is tommy but without the 'asshole on purpose as a self defense mechanism"
someone mentioned something about Tommy masking insecurities once
Toast doesn't remember. and he's fine with that
he doesn't have any insecurities
toast hurts because in retrospect
toast, meeting bad: WOAAAAAAH! YOU LOOK SO FUCKING COOL!
toast, cringing back, looking at the ground: ..sorry :(
bad: ...you can swear
toast hasnt sworn since "hes saving it for special occasions" sometimes he accidently swears and immedtly gasps and looks at bad and bad just sighs and is like "its okay it was an accident"
bad never would have thought itd take letting tommy swear for him to stop
huh... its almost like... hes a child.... and the negetive reienforcement.... was doing more harm then good....
toast: exists in an amount of happiness no one has ever seen him in before
how much pain was tommy in before? they thought tommy was happy- was... was he not happy?
he's so unabashedly joyful and energetic
looking back they can see how forced every laugh felt, every smile-
He's not afraid to just talk to people, make new friends
he became so much more cautious after Eret, had it really effected him that badly?
He's open. He never lies about how he's feeling, never brushes anything away
how much was Tommy hiding, how much pain, how much fear-
It's chilling. bone chilling. There's no way to fix what's been lost. No way to apologize to who Tommy used to be, to try and make it better.
None of them every bothered to see him as anything more than a nuisance, an annoying child or cannon fodder
and they'll regret it for the rest of their lives
everyone: having a mental crisis
toast: GUYYYYSS!! I MADE ANOTHER FRIEND!!!
"Wilby?" Wilbur heard Tommys voice say in an innocent tone.
Was he hearing things? Tommy's dead. He killed him himself.
"Wilby why are you in prison?" The image of his little brother asked, "Did you commit arson without me?" it asked in a pout.
"TOMMY!" Tubbo yelled running into the cell where Wilbur was kept, going through the bars with ease, "Tommy get away from him!"
"But 'ubbo!!!! Wilby is 'ere!!!!" Tommy (?) said with a smile Wilbur hadn't seen since Tommy was a child.
"Tommy, I understand you don't remember anything right now but you need to come back over here!" Tubbo demanded and Tommy flinched
Wilbur was struck with the sudden realization that this isn't just his mind- no no it can't be- but Tubbo acknowledged him he has to- Wilbur reached his locked hands towards Tommy only for him to pass through him. What? No no it was just his imagination that makes sense.
"Oh sorry Wil! I'm kinda dead! I don't remember how i died... but i think im a ghostie!" Tommy said plainly, floating off the floor. Wilbur looked at him in confusion. Whats happening?
the first time toast sees the crater toast srceams in intense amount of pain- its so loud you can hear it all over the smp- and just dissapears for a few days before reappearing with no memories of what happened
toast saying things tommy thought but never said-
he calls eret "big brother" and eret fucking d i e s
toast cals all the l'manbergians older siblings
He's far too honest for anyone to handle
tommy was always honest too but he learned from experince that honesty only lead to hurt
Tommy was like an enderchest, you could never see beyond the exterior, everything inside was exclusive to him and him alone
Toast is like when someone dies and all their fuckin items explode onto the ground. you just see everything
and most of it was pain
and everyone feels bad because they thought he was the only one uneffected that nothing had ever put a damper on his happiness and energetic smile-
at what point had that smile became fake?
also for angst reasons the last memory toast has is before the elections
toast has uwu boy vibes but more chaotic
toast goes to dream smp from logstedshire purely for sam nook
toast starts making his hotel since he sees nobody has a home (including dream LMAO) (and he wants to make a safe place since everyone keeps saying something about war) and wants to make one and asks sam for help since apparently hes good at building and sam lets him pay after he finishs the hotel and sam nook is there since day one
because i dont think i could handle a world without sam nook
toast: biting everyone
tubbo: wHY DO YOU DO THAT??????
toast: once techie bit all the cupcakes and then said it was his cuz he bit it so im biting everyone to show their mine!!!!!
tubbo: i am both flattered and disgusted
everyone, remembering how tommy used to bite everyone upon meeting and then everyone would get mad at him and yell at him until he stopped biting people on meeting: sadly whips and nae naes
hes a BABY
toast deserves the fucking world
also i havent talked ab it but there is wilbur and fundy angst here
fundy confronts wilbur
also not that fundy is angry about not not not getting murdered by his father but also why does he consider tommy his unfinished sympohny and not him? he raised fundy too- maybe he just only ever loved tommy (based off his insecurity of how close wilbur and tommy are based off wilbur raising tommy and wilbur only being there for fundy by the time he was older and also using hybrid age go nyoom for this
dream manipulates toast during wilburs exile along with wilbur and toast realizes both of them were being used by him and fucking screams lourder than he ever has before and dissapears for a week and then shows up at technos house (he got lost and he didnt know why he was at logsted shire- he doesnt remember the place) on the day of the excution and tries to help technoblade but keeps forgetting that everyone is trying to kill techno
the butcher army is hesitant when
"hey why are you all attacking big brother Techy-"
"HE SPAWNED WITHERS IN L'MANBERG!" "he did?" toast asked tilting his head in confusion "YES! HE DID! AFTER YOU DIED! NOW WHERE IS HE TOAST! WE NEED TO CAPTURE HIM!"
whenever tubbo talks ab how theyre planning on excuting techno or how there was no trial toast has flashbacks to tubbos excution but hes never able to hold on to the memories just leaving him feeling bad
toast sees anything traumatic and just makes the blue screen noise
toast has to reboot every time anything truamatic happens and when he does he doesnt remember what happens after
toast hurts on a "THE FUCKING IMPLICATIONS OF THIS" level
just.. everyone trying to make up for not noticing tommys hurt and trying to be good to toast when its already too late... far too late
glatt is also here because whenever ytoast dissapears after something trauamtic he bounces back to the land of the dead for the bit and sometimes he drags glatt out to the land of the living with him
only works bc toast has unfinished buisness so he can freely go between and just stays in the land of the lving until he can finish his unfiinshed buisness
ghostbur and toast wouldve been good friends if they ever met
anyone yells at toast and he immeditly starts sobbing
basically when everything is calm and peaceful and everyone is happy together after dream is in prison and toast is like "oh... this is what ive always wanted"
"toast?" tubbo asked, confused
toast smiled softly, "i think its time for me to go"
"what?" wilbur asked his pitch unusually high due to the fear lacing his voice
"i think... i think this was my unfinished buisness... this is the last thing i wanted when i was alive, the reason i stayed... i think its finally my time to go now" toast said smiling tearfully
"no! you vcan't go! we just got you back!"
basically when everything is finally ok, when things finally calm down toast fades back to the void/afterlife thing
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