#everything feels wrong

[mad--sad--bad]

If every decision hurts, how am I supposed to know which one is the right one?

#bpd #i feel empty #lost #overthinking #memories #sad thoughts #hate #angry #i hate this #decision #hate everything #wrong #everything feels wrong

[kenonade]

holy shit its been so long i’ve actually forgotten how to draw peter. this is so scary. for the past like 3 years ive been able to summon him at will but now i actually have to pay attention to what im doing. this is terrifying

#enderposting #it feels like ive lost a limb long ago and have only realized just now #everything feels wrong

[bunn-iiii]

not feeling well

#everything feels wrong #tw vent

[stemroses]

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Not to sound weird or anything but

Is it- normal to be scared during your cycle?

And no I don’t mean regular anxiety, I mean spooked. Fear. Like you are physically in danger right now.

And shadows are scary. And loud noises are not cool. And an uneasy feeling like I’m not alone.

#genuinely crying #and I should sleep. rest for the body is good #but my dreams are filled with death and gore. and blue. and mutilation #and then I wake up tired. nothing is right #everything feels wrong #my stomach is uncomfortable and I want to puke

[virtuheaux]

is everyone being weird to me lately or am I just paranoid?

#the world may never know #did I do something wrong? #i dont know anymore #everything feels wrong #i spend alot of time wishing I was fucking normal

[npdlangley]

i hate finding pfps for stuff i don't Have a favorite character i don't Have a comfort character i don't Have a go to character

#txt #everything feels wrong

[sleepyisanobody]

Did they just go in Houses office and were like, "who wants what?"

Maybe they did a mini auction 😭

#house md #I'm gonna try and get through season 8 #everything feels wrong

[mysteriousmoss]

I’ve realized that when I start and before I start the time of month it makes gender dysphoria worse.

Liek usually I can handle it and ignore it but oh god it’s so bad. And I’ve run out of hoodies and shit to wear this weekend.

I hate this

#Moss rants #gender dysphoria #Genderfluid #trans #I hate this #everything feels wrong #can’t look in a mirror at all

[bookcluberror]

Okay, Skittles colors all taste the same?!

NEWS TO ME, BRO.

Why did no one tell me this sooner?! I feel like one of the integral support beams in my structure of brain knowledge has just been removed and the whole thing is now COLLAPSING ON TOP OF ME.

#bce #bookcluberror #ffe #fanficerror #Skittles #life hacks #knowledge #did you know #EVERYTHING FEELS WRONG #errorwrites

[mad--sad--bad]

I don't want to go out anymore, there's nothing out there for me. I want to be in the dark and just sleep, sleep, sleep.

#i'm so exhausted #i'm tired #bpd #traumatized #paranoid #mentally ill #overthinking #depressed #dark thoughts #darkness #creature of the night #overwhelmed #i hate this planet #hate everything #trapped #i feel empty #just sleep #i just want peace #everything feels wrong #too much and not enough #i want to leave this world #hopeless #suffering #madness #bitterness #can't do this anymore

[wewindondowntheroad]

I feel so icky right now. I had to go in to work to fix something so that tomorrows 5am shift wouldn’t be hell and it took an hour instead of the 15 minutes I was hoping and I finally just got home but now I need to go to bed so I don’t die waking up at 4am and I’m too wound up

#I’m unsettled and I know sleep is not going to come east and my lips are sunburnt #everything feels wrong

[az-cain]

in anticipation of grief //

thinly disguised

sterile architecture

coated in false warmth,

sickly color of cold skin.

bad temperature, all wrong

too hot

too cold.

clothes stiff and scratchy,

steady beeping ringing in my ears.

i wait in a perfect square room

silver rails for when i collapse

eye ache

can’t breathe

#az writes #poetry #grief poetry #grief #loss #dealing with death #my poetry #i am currently sitting in the waiting room of the PCU at our hospital #waiting for my great uncle’s death as his extended family sits in the room #listening to him struggle for breath. #i have two kids here to worry about #and i can hardly think. #i keep rolling and unrolling my sleeves #everything feels wrong #might go outside and watch for helicopters #i can hardly breathe #:) #im good tho

[belong2human-kind]

A little venting here, something quite silly I guess

I'm feeling very very bad and down today. I'm not feeling sure and good about what I'm writing and what I'm drawing, I'm not enjoying my work and I'm feeling like it will never be suitable or good enough. I write and drawn as a hobby, as a fun thing, but this will be the first time sharing, and I don't know, my mind is just busting me with some "your stuff is unnecessary, don't post it, you'll ruin it". Some of my drawings didn't work out as I intended, and I have this annoying perfectionism that if isn't good I should just stop completely. Not sure if it's my ocd or gad talking rn, but I feel pretty sad and unmotivated. Guess I'll take a time to rest and then try again. Hope you all have a nice night/day🌻

#unmotivated #my brain is a mess #:( sorry #empty feeling #everything feels wrong #everything feels pointless #weird feeling #feeling sad #and small #sorry yall #:(((

[technicallyaminecraftsimp]

What the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck

#guys help #what the fuck #my brain is like having its own freak out or panic thing I don’t know #everything feels wrong #like physically I’m fine besides a slight feeling of pricks #but I feel mentally ill #and everything feels wrong and I need to like #jump and scream and cry but also do nothing for 72 hours and I hate it I hate it #why is this feeling #I fucking god damn #I need to be held or something man I don’t know what this feeling is #or why my brain is starting it but I hate it #this is terrible #I am like close to crying just bc my friend sent me hw notes #something seems wrong but idk maybe I just hav to sleep #I wish I could be held right now #The Crab Speaks #vent #ask to tag

[lexa-griffins]

woke up at 1pm and its only 9pm and I already wanna go to beeed

#cant my period keep skip this month too??? #everything feels wrong #its also really hot and i hate it #i need to be buried alive so i squish the depression and anxiety away #ignoreme.jpg