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Lover of Mine- Chapter Thirteen

Lover of mine~5 seconds of summer

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Warnings: suggestive language and swears I believe

Word Count: 2,207

Author’s Note: Things are starting to get a bit interesting with these two, finally. The next chapter is where most things start to kick off. But as of right now, dig a bit deeper into the friendship of Jake and Y/N. I do like this chapter and I hope you guys too and I’m sorry it is taking me so long, I have rewrote the ending of this chapter like a thousand times lol. This chapter may feel rushed from the previous chapter but this is a few months after her break up with Mike. Hopefully it will not be confusing.. Anywayssss This is my gif!

“No, that thing is gonna stab my eye out,” Jake groaned while gently pushing her hand away. Y/N sighed while she giggled, she turned her head towards the camera. She lifted her hand towards his eye again before Jake shoved her hand away again. “Isn’t my face fine without it?” he begged while he titled his head back, “My face itches.”

He reached his hand up as he attempted to scratch his skin, “No don’t!” she begged while she took his hand away, “You’ll ruin my work, plus we are almost done you can wait.” she smiled softly towards him while she shifted her gaze back towards the camera.

“Well, what am I supposed to do? It hurts,” he continued to whine. Before she had a chance to respond, her bedroom door was pushed open without warning. Colby stood in the doorway, staring towards Jake and herself.

“Oh, sorry, didn’t realize you were making a video,” He stuttered while he shifted his gaze towards the back of the camera; taking note how close Jake and Y/N were sitting. He pressed his lips together as he held shifty eye contact with Jake and Y/N. “What are you filming exactly?” He cleared his throat.

“Oh I saw Franny do it, she did all of her guy roommates makeup. I thought it was funny,” she explained while she turned her gaze strictly towards Colby. Jake turned his head away from them both as he scratched his skin in desperation.

“That’s cool, didn’t think you’d start with Jake though,” he joked while he tapped his fingers against the door. Y/N smilied awkwardly towards him while she tilted her head to the side. She shrugged her shoulders while she looked away from him.

“He was home, so I had just asked him, it was no big deal,” she explained awkwardly. He nodded. “But we are almost done filming, so if you-”

“Yeah, of course, uh. Yeah see you, yeah-” he shut the door before he could finish his sentence. Y/N and Jake looked towards each other nervously as they sat in a moment of awkwards silence.

She twisted off the mascara and held it towards his face. Jake hesitantly nodded while he stared towards the tube with his eyes slowly squinting. His face twisted slightly as he watched Y/N lean it close to his eye. “Blink slowly,” she instructed.

“Are you guys, like, okay?” Jake asked cautiously after he followed her instructions. He tilted his head back while she closed the mascara tube. She glanced towards the camera.

“You know, I can’t use any of this in the video right?” She avoided the question while she picked up a few of her lipsticks, trying to decide which color would be best for the look she decided.

“So what happened? You guys seemed fine last night,” he shrugged while he pointed towards the black lipstick.

“I’ll tell you later, can we finish this please?” she responded quickly while she raised her eyebrows. A small frustrated sigh leaves her lips while she pretends to hold the lipsticks up again for him to choose. Jake nodded while he took a long breath, to try and get more energy into his system.

“This one,” he said cheerfully while he pointed to the black lipstick. She smiled while she placed the red one down while she began to untwist the matte lipstick.

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She threw away the paper plate while picking up her bottle of water from the counter while she walked towards the stairs, she glanced towards the backyard door. She saw Sam and Colby talking towards the camera Sam was holding. She shook her head, a quiet laugh leaves her lips as she walks up the stairs slowly.

She took a sip of her water bottle while she walked towards Jake’s open door. He was laying on his bed while he was scrolling through twitter on his computer. He lifts his head, seeing her standing in the doorway. “What’s going on with you and Colby?” Jake whispered while Y/N walked into his room. She shut the door behind herself, she sat down beside Jake on his bed.

“I don’t even know, Jake,” she sighed while rubbing her eye delicately while she pulled her lips in between her teeth. “We haven’t hung out in over a month because of Olivia,”

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There were three knocks on her already open door, she pulled off her headphones while pausing the video she was editing. Colby stood in her doorway, glancing towards her bed. He quickly walked into the room. “I rescheduled that date with that girl from the other night,” he said simply.

Y/N held her breath briefly while she spun her chair around to face Colby. Her eyes squinted while she looked Colby up and down. “Okay, that’s good, right?” she whispered, her voice cracked slightly.

“I mean yeah, of course, but like do you think I should still go?” he asked while he rubbed his hands together nervously.

“Yeah, you like her so, why not?” she rushed out while she brushed a few pieces behind her hair. She looked into Colby’s eyes for a moment before turning away towards her computer screen.

“The date is tomorrow, I know it’s on movie night, but-”

“It’s just one night, Colby, go have fun,”

“Are you sure? I mean it’s only been a week since everything with Mike-”

~~~

“And it’s like ever since that night, he has only hung out with Olivia. Which I get it, that’s his girlfriend but you still need to make time for your friends. The whole movie night thing was made in high school so we wouldn’t forget each other when we got into relationships,” she sighs, “It sounds dumb when I explain it,”

“It’s not, I get it. He’s barely home anymore, can’t even make content with the guy. Can’t imagine how Sam feels, being in business with him and all,” he leans back on his hands while maintaining eye contact with her, “But it’s totally Olivia doing that though. She probably can’t be left alone longer than two hours,” he chuckles.

She joins in while shaking her head, “I don’t understand why people drop their friends all because of a relationship, he barely knows her,” she continued to rant to Jake.

“Have you talked to him about this?”

“He’s never home to even talk about it,” she leaned her head back groaning.

“Are you sure, this isn’t anything more?” Jake raised his eyebrow towards her, she huffed while rolling her eyes.

“Have you asked out that girl yet?” she switched the conversation. Jake rolled his eyes while laughing.

“Don’t turn this around on me, that is not fair,” he giggled. “You’re just jealous Colby is dating someone that is not you,” he smiled confidently.

“I still regret ever telling you that.”

They both sat in silence while thinking over everything. She realized that she doesn’t even go to Colby about her problems anymore ever since the night Mike and her broke up. It seemed like her life blew up in shambles and there isn’t a way to return to how she felt before everything happened.

Her eyes lit up as she hit Jake on his arm to grasp his attention. His mouth fell open as he reached over and held the spot where she hit him. “Oh stop that,” she giggled, “You ask out Tara on a date and I’ll talk to Colby about how I’m feeling.”

“Sure, whatever, but what am I supposed to say to Tara, anyway,” he asked.

She spent a while explaining and helping Jake out with what he should tell Tara. Y/N knew that Tara was head over heels for Jake. It took a while to convince him to finally call her. He gave Y/N a thumbs up and she walked out of the room, towards her own. She stopped for a moment to check to see who was sprinting up the stairs.

“Colby, what are you doing?” she asked while she leaned against her door. His head lifted up in shock while looking towards her. His lips curled up into a smile once he saw it was her. He pushed himself off of the final step while he walked towards her.

“I was actually looking for you, I need to talk to you,” he motioned towards her room. She nodded hesitantly while her skin arose in goosebumps. She pushed the door open, allowing Colby to walk into the room and relax down onto her bed.

“I needed to talk to you too, so perfect,” she smiled widely while she shut the door. She sat down on her desk chair. He smiled softly while he leaned back onto his arms.

“Do you have feelings for Jake?” he said out of nowhere. Her eyes widened while she stared towards him. At first she didn’t know if she misheard the words that fell from his lips.

“Sorry?” she asked leaning her body towards him slightly, her eyebrows raised while she maintained eye contact with him. His lips parted slightly as he looked away from her towards his lap.

“Do you have feelings for Jake?”

“No, why do you think that?” she shook her head while crossing her arms over her chest. He shrugged his shoulders while he rested his hands behind him and leaned his body back onto his hands. Her heart began to beat quickly as she watched him. The way his gaze lingered on her, the way his body looked. She forced herself to control her gaze.

“You guys are just hanging out a lot,” he said matter of factly. He let out a long sigh while he looked into her eyes.

“We are always home alone together, so of course we are going to hang out,”

“What do you mean? Sam and I are here like all of the time,” he protests. She didn’t know why he was set on the idea. “If you have feelings for Jake, just tell me,”

“I don’t have feelings for Jake!” she said a bit louder than she wanted. Her lips clasped together, “Everyone has someone in the house,” she started while avoiding his gaze, “Corey and Devyn, Sam and Katrina, You and Olivia, Jake and I were sort of forced to hang out together. Jake and I just needed someone to hang out with while everyone else was busy,” she explained. Colby nodded his head, “I mean now I won’t have anyone since he’s asking Tara out on a date,” she said.

Colby rolled his eyes, “You have me,” he whispered. She knew he meant it as a friend but the butterflies in her stomach started fluttering. Heat rushed to her cheeks as she thought about climbing on top of him and kissing his lips. It was something about the way he was looking at her, she wished she knew the way he was thinking. He lifted his hand and rubbed his chin while he leaned forward.

“You also have Olivia,” Y/N said, wishing she didn’t. He deflated slightly while he stood up from her bed, adjusting his shorts as he walked towards her. He pulled his lips between his teeth while he looked into her eyes.

“But you’ll always have me,” he whispered. She felt like she was being drawn to him like a magnet. Her mind was escalating as quickly as her body was. She was feeling a bit intoxicated the more she looked towards him, maybe now. Maybe now was the time. His phone vibrated consistently in his pocket, he shifted his gaze as he pulled his phone from his pocket. “Olivia, hey,” he spoke. He cleared his throat while he rolled his eyes at something she said. “Yeah, you can come over tomorrow.” His tone was annoyed.

She will never understand why he wanted to be with a girl like that. Sam mentioned Colby was not thinking with his head or heart when he decided to start dating her. Of course that was the reason, something she lacked. He put the phone back in his pocket while he lifted his gaze towards hers. “I’ve missed you, Colby,” her voice broke slightly while her eyes lowered to his lips. She was tired of hiding it. For a second it looked like he was leaning towards her, the tension in her stomach was filling. Her cheeks were flushed as she tapped her fingers on her desk beside her.

“Oh my god!” Jake shouted from outside of the room, he bursted through her bedroom door. Colby jolted out of his way, knocking into Y/N in the process. He muttered an apology as they looked towards Jake. “Tara said yes!” he said excitedly. Y/N walked towards Jake and gave him a hug and congratulated him while Colby stayed back. Looking towards Y/N, he wanted to kick Jake out of the room and kiss her but he couldn’t. He didn’t know how much longer he could pretend to like Olivia and not be completely in love with Y/N.

For a few long seconds his mind wandered and believed she felt the same way. The way she looked at him, she had to. He wanted to find out.

I know it'd be such a shame

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