#every damn time I’m telling you

[0vergrowngraveyard]

what if i made another au for funsies?

what then?

#graveyardtxt #i can’t keep getting inspired by every piece of media i see #repeatedly telling myself ‘not everything has to be turned into an unbreakable bond au’ in the mirror 5 times a day #but… but starline experimenting on tails and the kit being saved by sonic….. #but…. #also can you tell my favorite angst/horror troupe is anything relating to doctors or experimentation? #like damn #edit: yes i’m fully aware that this is completely unoriginal but i really don’t care

[thotsfortherapy]

having mommy issues be like I hate that you know me I hate that we’re related I hate that you birthed me I hate that you don’t know how to love me properly I hate that you can’t see how much you hurt me I hate that I’m expected to love you

#cy says stuff #I moved out when I was 17 for a reason #but I do still go back to visit when schools out sometimes and I regret it every single time #every time we talk I’m like damn is it time to call it quits because this is not it #I literally feel like I’m constantly on the brink of being disowned or kicked out of the house when I’m there #but it’s also for things like. bringing a single bottle of wine to a Christmas party that I did not even drink #or like. moving in with my partner of 4 years. because we are going to the 2nd most expensive city in Canada and girl I cannot pay the rent #or being upset when she reads my diary ?? or reads my credit card statements without permission and also just like behind my back?? #like do you think I’m not going to find out when you bring up information you only would’ve known if you had read those things #I can put two and two together… #also I’m literally almost done my university degree. i am fully an adult. these should not be issues ! #ahhhhh!!! #anyways I will speak to my therapist about this lol #also y’all my friends are always like oh I love my mom and it just seems to be a socially accepted thing that you should love your mom #but what if your mom sucks what then #I genuinely cannot relate to them I’m like literally what does that feel like #the first time I felt loved was when I was 15 lol there is 0 love in my family #anyways ! #it’s okay I am out of it and I have been out of it #just #always on the brink of cutting her off forever lol #some ppl just never change as much as you want them to and that is tough to accept. #it is also harder because society is telling my that I need to stay loyal to my family cause they’re blood #but if this were anyone else I would’ve blocked them so long ago 😭

[dancingisdangerouss]

All right, which one of you fuckers gave me a hand kink?

#I’m betting it was one of you mutuals #damn it #I swear there’s something new every damn day #tagging all the characters/actors #Killian Jones #once upon a time #colin o'donoghue #mr gold #robert carlyle #rumplestiltskin #tom hiddleston #Loki #john tyler #tell me your secrets #hamish linklater #Arthur harrow #Ethan hawke #moon knight #Dexter Morgan #Dexter #michael c hall #hands

[jewishbarbies]

i NEED movie studios to get comfortable with killing characters again

#g talks #so tired of all the supposedly high stakes with no proof #like #you’re gonna tell me any minute someone could die #and nobody does? #but I’m supposed to be scared someone could #knowing damn well you won’t follow through? #it happens every time and I’m just bored #mine #/mobile #/okay to reblog

[crowrelli]

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#vent tw #death mention tw #okay I need to post this bc I’m. going to explode into a million shattered parts if I don’t #my grandmother on my moms side who lived with us my whole teen years. who I helped care for. passed last night before I could go visit her #and instead of IDK FUCKING CALLING ME TO TELL ME my estranged idiot sister just texts me basically ‘Oop she died 🤪’ #what the actual fuck #I deserve to hear from our mom? I deserve to hear like the rest of the fucking family? #my cousin did it right and said ‘call your mom’ but you just fucking take it on yourself?? how inconsiderate and conceited to take that away #how little do you see of me to not show basic fucking compassion?? #I will never not hold this with me every time I think of my grandmothers passing #I’m a fucking adult. I’ve lived on my own for 3 god damn years. and yet you can’t extend me the BASIC FUCKING RESPECT of letting me find out #the RIGHT WAY #I broke my no contact out of respect for my grandma. I promised to walk into a house I was fucking prisoner in half my life. #I looked past my pain and my trauma out of basic fucking human decency and she couldn’t wait a few hours to let the news reach me properly #and before I can even say my goodbyes she’s gone and this is how you tell me?? #she KNEW I was in contact with our mom again #she KNEW #I lived with grandma I HELPED TAKE CARE OF HER #I picked her off the floor when she fell I made her food when she was hungry I READ HER BOOKS WHEN HER HANDS SHOOKTOO BAD #I knew they were monsters but are you fucking kidding me?? this is so so low I’m in fucking shock #I thank my partner and their family every fucking day for teaching me what real love is #because after you live your whole life trying to love people who are only playing roles for the sake of appearance you can never go back to #the cold lifeless greyscale power plays they call unconditional love #god I just #I’m just so fucking tired

[little-shiny-sharpies]

Wishing a fun and spooky halloween to you and the dragons 😈🖤

Thank you very much!!! ‘Twas the funnest and spookiest hallow’s end ever enjoyed! 🕸️👻🖤🎃🖤👻🎃🕸️(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

Audio from my favorite TikTok ever

#Throwing pumpkins at other people is one of my favorite things in game ever of all time #why did I make this? I really really really wanted to #and sped this out in like 2 and a half hours #while queuing for the headless horseman #my one multi tasking ability. alt tabbing. #you can tell on the exact frame my hand woke up and shifted into animation gear #somthing bout squash and stretch just activates my neurons #it’s frame 4 if anyone is wondering bdjdjd #Wrathy throwing my gmod ragdolling pumpkin head self at someone: Rejoice. Shiny be upon ye #it’s 2 am I should pass out #💙✨this must be magic✨💙 #🖤👑do you trust me? 👑🖤 #shiny scribbles #Also first time actually animating them and damn I’m actually kinda proud. minimum heavy detail but it’s pretty obvious who it is #I am not drawing all 12 of Kalecs horns for every frame I’m sorry I’m just NOT

[sunflowersolace]

terfs will say shit like “people with penises are incapable of feeling any emotion beyond rage” and think it’s the best most feminist take in the world. girl you are going backwards.

#every time a terf unironically posts about how straight men are incapable of love an angel dies #idk how to tell you this but arguing that the shape of a person’s genitals makes them inherently soulless and evil isn’t good lmao #you aren’t holier than thou bc you have an innie #bodies do not define morality #penis bad vagina good!!! bro you are the reason feminism is treated like a joke #you aren’t a feminist you’re fucking insane #and you’re just making it easier for cishet men to get away with “but we can’t help it it’s in our nature” #no it isn’t and you both know damn well. #terfs if you interact with this post i’ll fucking skin you i’m trans and i’m proud #also no amount of internet threats against terfs will ever compare to the millions of trans people slain or attacked for living #terfs will argue that they’re being oppressed bc a 15 year old trans person said “hope terfs die” #and then those same exact terfs will whoop and cheer when a trans person is murdered #don’t pretend to be a feminist. just say you’re a transphobe. #don’t pretend to be a good person while doing it #don’t hide behind the guise of wokeness while spitting the most vile shit #a rock dipped in blood is not a ruby #although it may appear as one from a distance

[sophiekarim]

ANTHONY LOCKWOOD & LUCY CARLYLE Lockwood & Co. 1x07 - Mesmerised

𝑪𝒉𝒆𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒚 𝒊𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒐𝒖𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒚 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒚 𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒚 𝒐𝒏 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒆

#🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🔥🔥🔥🔥 #I’m not over this specific scene can you tell lol #these two define chemistry better than chemistry #there’s this other one scene at the auction where they’re completely covered in black head to toe and even THEN does the chemistry stick out #they just look so fucking good together #and they set my screen on fire every. damn. time. #it’s literal romance on the Thames and these smitten idiots will never admit it bc DENIAL IS A RIVER IN EGYPT #this is a Ruby and Cameron appreciation post #WATCH THIS SHOW #WE NEED SEASON 2 #tv show rec #locklyle #lucy x anthony #lucy x lockwood #anthony lockwood #lucy carlyle #ruby stokes #cameron chapman #Lockwood and co #lockwood & co. #lockwood & co #lockwood and co 1x07 #lockwood and co netflix #l&co #l&co spoilers #mesmerised #the thames #London #netflix uk #British

[loveoaths]

most of the fandom debates about who is responsible for what in Star Wars would be solved if folks remembered that the characters are not real and their choices were made by real life people with on-screen time constraints and deadlines

#which is not to say there isn’t a value in asking questions and engaging with characters in the text; far from it #but every time there is an argument that is like ‘well why didn’t yoda spend 30 minutes explaining therapy to anakin’ #I’m just like. because it’s a movie. because that’s not how a screenplay works. because George is not a good writer. #an attempt was made. not a good one. but an attempt. #like we don’t have to like yoda’s response but I can confidently tell you there is no world in which the narrative momentum stopped and yoda #leads anakin through a CBT session. y’all. #fandom wank. #i’m aware this is Nothing but this one specific thing is annoying to me sometimes lmfaooo sorry #walkie talkie. #don’t even get me started on the arguments that the Jedi suck for letting palpatine be alone with anakin lmfaooo THEIR WORLD IS NOT OURS #WHERE EVERY DAY IS ANOTHER DAMN DISCOVERY of politicians doing freak shit. in character we know if they had any reason to believe palps was #Like That they would not let anyone near him #also. ALSO. using comics to justify shit that happens in the movies can sometiems work on a character level but we gotta be aware that we ha #have different writers with different points of view who are working RETROACTIVELY to make things fit and fill out undefined timelines #idk where I’m going with this but. tldr. I don’t know what we gain by going in circles about the same topic in an unuseful way #no shade to my mutuals btw. I’m just. I don’t get it.

[void-tiger]

What do I want? I want to be seen as a peer.

#tiger’s roar #mental health bullshit #…and I feel further away than ever with my damn disability that I got told was psychosomatic without directly saying those words #because unstable tendons that pop grind sproing every time I really do anything #can’t Possibly be painful #or WHY my muscletone and stamina is shit #oh noooo it MUST be all in my head nevermind I CAN’T TAKE SEROTONIN. every drug with it makes me suicidal or worse #…anyway. I will be stranded as soon as I move out to attend university #which is only possible with taking out yet more student debt #and keeping a credit load far higher than I could ever do (nevermind my physical disability) #to keep my scholarship. and then Hope I still get a Pell + misc school scholarships #but there’s No Way around I Won’t be able to cope with a job with 15 credits mentally even if I could physically #…yEAH I’m Terrified. and I’m sick to death of people telling me to NOT take out loans #when this is The Only Way to pay rent and tuition to Even Attend At All #…and ALL Of This ontop of… you want to spend time with me? NOW that you’re at the end of your master’s and I’ll be getting things in order? #Do You See Me As A Creative Peer Or Someone Who Could Be One #or am I just a Pretty Gurl Who’s A Poor Lost Waif Who Sings Pretty #…you never did tell me what you thought of my script’s draft #and have been suspiciously Silent about your own art #do you REALIZE that to do ANYTHING together…you’re gonna have to drive. and I don’t want to do anything that costs money #because 1) it feels unbalanced (regardless if it’s a date or simply hanging out. but your body language screams Date?? not Hangout) #and 2) …I’ll be needing to keep a fisthold control of my finances as it’s gonna be stuck as reimbursements + debt #I…cannot see how I can mentally or physically take on a job. nevermind nobody’s wanted me to work for them for anything not janitorial #…so…yeah. how the hell can I even feel like anyone’s peer #when I’ll be at least a decade older. mentally ill. disabled. and can’t work because of it #how am I supposed to feel like anything but a porceline doll with rotting rubber joint connections + glockinspeal

[clearancecreedwatersurvival]

I have to speak my truth.

The Girl Scout cookie bakery that makes tagalongs and samoas and thin mints is infinitely superior to the Girl Scout cookie bakery that makes peanut butter patties and caramel delights and whatever they call thin mints and I will not pretend otherwise.

#source: I was a Girl Scout for twelve God Damn Years as a youth #I’m in my yearly ‘counting down the days till I can acquire Tagalongs’ phase #can you tell #the one time I tried to eat the non tagalong Tagalongs from the other bakery I did not finish the box #whereas I will eat an entire case of Tagalongs Easily every #year #girl scout cookies #caitie speaks

[seilon]

no like when I say any answer on the queerest city poll that’s not San Fran is wrong I mean it is factually and historically WRONG

#just. look at the history of lgbt rights and major events in queer history in the us #and I’m telling you it is. in fact. dominated by San Francisco #the other cities that contend for the most part are major us cities that contend simply because they are big and/or heavily populated #like yeah obviously dense cities are going to have a higher number of people in various demographics. im thinking mostly about nyc and #Chicago here for the most part #San Fran is not big. it’s dense but not nearly an nyc level population especially historically. #it’s very unique for having been a safehaven for queers for a long time in comparison to the rest of the country #now I am not. by any means. defending it on every front. or considering it superior in any other way basically. I am SOLELY talking about #it’s unrivaled huge and powerful and long-standing queer community #it is- in the present day- literally almost impossible to live in San Francisco. period. it is absurdly expensive. #it’s homelessness situation especially due to the insane cost of living and there takeover of tech companies and so on #is horrific and for no damn reason (the city has enough money to house people Easily through at LEAST the heavy tourism) #the queer COMMUNITY there is what’s important and it’s history of demanding rights and generally flourishing through their own efforts #anyway idk why I felt the need to ramble about this #actually yes I do it’s becuase I think a lot of younger queer people (or queer people who grew up in isolated or conservative areas don’t #know the history associated with San Francisco and why people regard it as being so fundamentally queer #like the fact that portland is in second on that poll- and this is coming from someone who likes portland overall- is so weird to me #it’s a very progressive place but boy it ain’t got the influence and history that San Fran- or even New York or chicago- have #again it’s hard to compare those big big cities to anything but nonetheless #tangential but. sacramento is also a queer-dense city and though we are small and not nearly as flashy as the other contenders it’s worth #noting I think for being more of a safehaven than people tend to think about #anyway. that’s nothing I just had to represent for a second #kibumblabs

[achingly-shy]

agents of shield 1x06 fzzt episode of all time

#geo rambles #aos #i will call every episode the episode of all time eventually #but tell me that episode doesn’t make you want to scream #like #didn’t even pass our field assessments for god’s sake!!! #oh please as if i forced you to follow me anywhere!!!! #you said and i quote oh fitz it’s the most perfect opportunity for us to see the world!!! #we’d be fools to pass this up!!! #i hate it when you use that voice that’s not even how i sound #and you were just afraid of going into the field #and don’t you dare act like these few months have been the highlight of your pasty life #pasty??? oh 🤨 when did you become so sunkissed ☀️💋 #because I’M PRETTY SURE THAT EVERY MINUTE OF EVERY DAY YOU’VE BEEN STUCK IN A LAB RIGHT BESIDE ME #AT THE ACADEMY AT SCI OPS THIS PLANE YOU’VE BEEN BESIDE ME THE WHOLE DAMN TIME #and scene 🥰

[pepprs]

crying again lol ok

#purrs #and posting online abt it so i get immediate validation / support instead of asking for help from anyone im close to i know. but god fucking #damn it to hell. ok im going to be candid about this because it hurts so fucking bad. five years ago i met someone so important to me. and I #miss her so so so so much. and every space here i have a memory with her in. and she left in July and she’s gone. and im sobbing my eyes out #FOR WHY because it was over 6 months ago and im happier and she’s happier and we’re all happier. but i think im getting some aftershocks #being here for the first time without her exactly 5 years to the week we met: when she was so important to me. she was the whole reason i #even saw myself as something. and she’s fucking gone. she left. but she’s not dead like LMAO idk why im crying so hard when i could just #text her any time and tell her that i miss her. but idk. it’s just everything is stirring memories and they’re painful to think about now or #at least today because she’s gone and it all changed. i was just saying that i feel like im not having any emotions and tonight the grief ju #just rammed into me like a train and my fucking counselor sucks ass and won’t even help me work through it and everyone is busy and tired an #and im a staff coach so im not supposed to be having a fuckjng mental breakdown over **** pacing around in my bathroom at 1:23am but ive be #been thinking about her so much and remembering all the formative interactions i had with her here and missing her so much i want to explode #and die and p*ke and whatever. so stupid to cry about it but i fucking miss her. and i hate that she’s not here. and i’m trying so hard to b #be her but i have to be me but i can’t not have what she brought here and im just crashi ng and burning and can’t be honest and im having a #breakdown and crying so hard and i don’t know what to do. i ithink i’ll be fine after some sleep and reflection but my heart is like seizing #on itself right now and nothing takes my mind off it and i just keep crying LMFAOOOOOO. i hate it here #delete later #like how can you look at me like that and then fuck off to ****** 4.5 years later. you know? im about to punch a hole into the hallway #and i have to be quiet bc ppl are trying to sleep but it’s making me fucking crazy. #retreat tag

[theamazingannie]

Anyone who doesn’t think fast food workers deserve to be paid more should be required to work a third shift weekend shift with a skeleton crew the night of a big concert while being one of the only places in town that’s open after midnight

#you don’t know hell unless you understand what I’m talking about #being the only one on table with 30 orders on your screen of 10+ sandwiches each #and still being double wrapped around the building #or being the service worker being screamed at for how long it’s taking as if they didn’t voluntarily wait in a packed line for twenty minute #before they even got to the speaker to order #and then blasting their music in your ears and drunkenly yelling nonsense as you try to decipher their order #or being the grill person aka the ‘burger flipper’ #having to put down double trays of reg meat so that they have enough time to run around dropping nuggets #because everyone’s ordering 40 nuggets every order along with their sandwiches #and you only have two baskets that fit 48 nuggets and takes three minutes to cook #and then also having to worry about that damn cowbell going off every thirty seconds telling you to drop more fresh quarter meat #and damn now we’re out of fuckinf bacon #and breakfast starts in thirty minutes and you haven’t even STARTED prep for it #it’s been over a year since I quit that job and I still have it BURNT into my memories #(along with my hands cuz those grills are fuckinf HOT and they don’t give you protection)

[iiudex]

every day i wake up and regret not getting xingqiu during lantern rite when i had the chance

#— stinky.exe #{{ he’s in EVERY TIME god DAMN 😭 }} #{{ team** }} #{{ tbf he was also on a }} #{{ 3.4 banner }} #{{ but i didnt even wish in phase 2 so that was also dumb of me 😭 }} #{{ nah but i need leaks for phase 2 banners asap its not even funny }} #{{ just tell me the 4*s that’re running with zl PLS 😭 }} #{{ i’m impatient. if you couldnt tell }}