#even first time through with savi my heart just went straight down to my toes | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

gangrenados · 4 years

Text

breathing under pressure

Can you do a imagine where the reader y/n is having an anxiety attack and is in tears and she goes to get gar because he is the only one who can calm her down! throw in a lil kiss maybe too @ellagoals

I never have had one of those so I did some research hope it is okay

After all the crazy things that had happened, after seeing your friends fight criminals and even demons, bleed and fracture their bones, you thought that all the doubts and fears would have disappeared since the first week of being on the team, but not they made.

They became stronger and stronger, hunting you day and night; Making you doubt if all this was worth it.

Are you good enough for this? Are you ready to see your loved ones die in battle? Do you think this would change anything?

All these doubts were around your mind every second, causing you to question everything you do and gradually becoming a bundle of nerves.

It was horrible to live always afraid. Being a hero does not assure you that you will get out alive in the next attack, it really only makes you a target, both you and your loved ones ...

Stress had taken over your body and it seemed that I was not going to let it go. The last days training was a martyrdom, you could not concentrate and because of this you ended up with a painful sprain in the legs after fighting with Gar.

"Shit, I'm sorry," Gar said quickly after throwing you to the ground. "Let me help you." He extended his hand waiting for you to take it and be able to see how to relieve the pain in your leg, however, you ignored it and got up on your own. .

"I'm fine, thanks," you replied dryly, enduring the pain every time you supported your left leg

Gar saw you go away from where he was; he was beyond confused about what happened, but completely sad, what was wrong with you?

You didn't talk to him like you used to do or spend time with the team if it weren't for training or learning some new vigilante skills, and that was eating him alive.

The whole team noticed the strange behavior you had, but none of them really asked you if everything was okay, after all, adapting to this kind of life was complicated. But he thought something else was happening

He sighed and ran a hand through his green hair as he thought of a way to cheer you up.

Gar closed the gym doors and went straight ahead to his room, he needed a rest. He muscles hurted like hell and every step he took he thought he would fell and being honest taht would just lead to him taking a nap on the floor.

Just when Gar finally got to bed in his bed when you appeared, you put all your weight on the door to avoid collapsing.

Your eyes were red and swollen with crying and trembling, you could barely hold on to yourself.

Gar hurried to where you were, one hand on your waist and another on your shoulder and very gently guided you to his bed. He made you sit slowly and there he realized that you were hyperventilating.

"Hey, talk to me, what’s wrong?" Gar tried to get your attention and get you out of shock. He was worried, he had no idea why you acted like that or how you could get to his room in such a bad state, but that didn't matter; the only thing that interested him was to be able to help you.

"I-I don't want to be here, I don't want to die" it was hard to speak, the weight you felt in your chest was such that you could feel like this was crushing you so painfully that you would die asphyxiated. "I don't want to see you die, nor to others ... "

Gar looked at you without saying anything, his mind was blank and for every second that passed the urge to get you out of that state just got bigger.

Gar took your hands and squeezed them, you looked down at them and looked up again. Your heart was beating at a thousand per hour and strong, maybe at any time it would come out of your chest ...

" Let's think about something else... " Gar said uncertainly, he put his hands up to his chest and inhaled deeply to then slowly throw the air away, all this doing the same gesture with his hands. "See? Do the same."

It took about a few seconds until you followed him. Breathing that way helped you to calm your hyperventilation making it easier to breathe, but still the panic didn't seem want to go.

The thought was still fresh in your mind, the worry covering you from head to toe.

"What if we just are putting ourselves in danger for nothing?" You began to ramble, with doubt you put your head in Gar's shoulder, tears falling slowly.

"Do you remember that date we have in the arcade?" He changed the subject abruptly trying to take your mind off of the worry." Remember that game where you had to throw some pillows at a clown?"

"Uh yes, why?" You looked up at him.

"I want to go back and take some revenge, you kicked my ass last time so I'm gonna kick yours this time..." Gar smiled down at you." Maybe that will help you in some way."

He pecked your lips in a gentle way, rubbing your back slowly.

"I'd love that, Gar...."

Tag list

@starryjunhees @lurkingshadow8 @probablynotmakayla @coldtimemachinegiver @fiftyleven @akila-stilinski @acciowinchester @mukelovers @escrima-batarang @lauranyqueen @angoilo-is-tired @silver-lasz @oofmcdoof2 @skamsluttt @kokofri14 @angelgl16 @evalynanne @babypinkcherryblossom987 @myraticm @virgoreader02 @mybabyboytony @plztapme12 @totallynerdycat @agathatz @bruhhitshannah @grayson2738 @thatamazingspiderdude @sugaxsal @chaseanders @bubbles-62 @skeletonsclods @combustingshark @stormborndt @ryliegh8 @jessica-moon9 @zelena89 @avengers-end-me @redrosiess @savy-girl @dreamilyzealousmoon @rougepsycoangel @desert-rose-yuh @marvelmayo @amateurwriterbigdreamer @ijwtkms @starykvixx @lyingisthemostfunagirlcouldhave @darkoperatoreclipsenickel

#gar logan hc #gar longan imagine #gar logan headcanon #gar logan x reader #garfield logan #beast boy hc #beast boy x reader #beast boy #titans imagine #titans x reader #titans headcanons #dc titans

241 notes · View notes