#euden and his growing trust issues.

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ppl hating xander for claiming euden’s castle as his own is so funny to me because he literally says why he does it and it’s bc he presumes having a prince so young ‘in charge’ is making everyone nervous and the fact is it’s half true

#ʸᵒᵘʳ ˡᵒᶜᵃˡ ˡᵒʳᵈ ᵈᵘᵐᵇᵃˢˢ ( OOC. ) #its not tru bc everybody trusts euden despite everything #but the kid seriously has some flaws and issues with responsibility (sneaking out skipping training etc) #and arguably being too lenient #that's not to say that xander isnt way too much of a perfectionist or critical and harsh but #he does immediately take up a mentoring... big brother type figure #at the heart of things my xander just wants euden to grow n be successful n turn out steady on his own #so they can be rlly good allies in the future #this applies to all the mcs #gran.... ritsukas.... kamuis #he has good intentions even if he sucks at pursuing them ok thats what canon always says

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eden in ch 19 trying to stop himself from beating finlorda to death with zethia's staff

#its what she would have wanted #eden au #dl #.text #i forgot to tag the au in my last post.... oh well #anyway. to continue. eden would be PISSED #i know if euden wasnt focusing on the whole 'youre created from the other' thing he wouldve been too #but now that eden doesnt have to focus on that. he can glare at finlorda from across the room with a fury bright enough to kill #notte was iffy abt him before bc eden Especially made sure he didnt talk much to her one on one #but i think she understands him a bit more now #u ever think abt how notte's like. oh id never hatr you euden. and then euden thinks abt fractured futures. and. lays down #euden and his growing trust issues. #cygames: we didnt think the low self esteem and the abandonment issues was enough to worry about. here's more trauma to worry abt #euden: i dont want this #cygames: 2 for one deal by trust issues and you get the potential worry of going berserk for free! #euden: please leave me alone #anyway. ANYWAY. thinking abt gala eden again #i dont think his gala story would be like zena's #for one. i am confident in assuming he wouldnt tell euden what he had done in his future. that just. thats cruel you know? #oh im gonna lay down and day dream so hard abt that now #genuinely i really love eden au its something that can be so so personal #euden's holding up his. i dont wanna say facade but uh. what else is it. #his internal monologue circa ch 19 tells me he's putting on a smile and a confident mask to assure everyone he's fine #the whole. 'i dont want to be a bother' thing #i dont actually know if ive been spelling confident right. confidant. confident. idk man #anyway