#ethan.text

[vulpinevulpes]

oughggh i wanna find more system blogs to follow but like. so many are endo supporters im gonna shit

#like. i dont wanna get into syscourse as much as the next person but we're still very uncomfortable with endos #ethan.text #vulpes posting #uploads

[vulpinevulpes]

girl help i haven't been in front in 2 days and now am having a gender/sexuality crisis

#ethan.text #i know i like men and am poly and trans but like.other than that? fuck man idk im tired. #vulpes posting #uploads

[vulpinevulpes]

found out a good twitter mutual ive had for a really long time isnt a singlet and it made me :)

#ive been surprised to run into so many ppl who are systems n its always refreshing to just know theres so many more than it seems.. #ethan.text #vulpes posting #uploads

[vulpinevulpes]

i know we don’t actually owe anything when it comes to having our info down but also i feel like legit bad for being so behind on updating our carrd hggjkf

#ive thought about just abandoning the carrd and doing a simple google doc bc thats easier to edit but idk bbbbbbbbbbbbbb #ethan.text #i think anyways. but. thats another thing for another time probably #vulpes posting #uploads

[vulpinevulpes]

whips OKAY we FINALLY got our carrd updated!! there’s a tiny bit of info missing here and there probably, BUT we do have everyone we’re aware of up

#ethan.text #vulpes posting #uploads

[vulpinevulpes]

ive seen a couple other systems doing it and i kinda wanna. design a system/catchall sona just for fun

#ethan.text #i couldnt do a fusion of everyone since we're a pretty big system BUT i think just messing around would be fun even if things wouldnt stick #vulpes posting #uploads

[vulpinevulpes]

mannnnn i really do wanna build headspace in minecraft someday just to have like. a good visualization of it (i dont think drawing ALL of it would work out) but we have just enough stuff figured out that Sure it'd take ages to do it, but it would less frustrating to just build EVERYTHING up in a super flat world instead of trying to find a seed that had an accurate area

#ethan.text #biomes mix like how they do sometimes in minecraft but there needs to be a specific mix in a specific way PLUS enough space to build- #-everything so LIKE god. we'd probably never find a good area for it unfortunately #vulpes posting #uploads

[vulpinevulpes]

realizing things are weird but funny sometimes; like how i look back at an old map of headspace and there's a building i just felt like was Vaguely there but I had no idea what it was. Looking at it now, i'm almost CERTAIN that's the merc base

#ethan.text #ik scout and maybe medic have been here longer than thought so like of COURSE its just been there the whole time and ive never known #i dont have eyes most of the time thats just how system stuff be #vulpes posting #uploads

[vulpinevulpes]

I’ve said this to myself multiple times but I really wanna start journaling/just putting down notes here instead of only in our personal server

that being said, I’ve really come to notice that whenever things are really stressful and im extremely upset, there’s like. a wall. and I can’t really hear anybody and/or it’s almost impossible to know what im hearing is right or wrong. I really want to work on it cause it feels horrible but. do i have any idea how? not really

#journal #vent journal / #sorta anyhow. this is also just one of the many notes to myself of what we wanna do in therapy if this can be helped #ethan.text #vulpes posting #uploads

[vulpinevulpes]

almost forgot that jack stauber was in the bands zaki and joose so maybe just going through those discographies will bring back some emotional energy

#ethan.text #winters.text #(im here a little bit anyways) #vulpes posting #uploads

[vulpinevulpes]

me: is feeling very loving towards everyone

clancy: comes up just to be horrible

#I LOVE YOU BUT ITS TOO EARLY FOR THIS #i cant even be mad though bc me and clancys sense of humor n way we make jokes is about the fucking same #@ everyone in and out of the system im so sorry you have to deal with me i get it now #@clancy #ethan.text #vulpes posting #uploads

[vulpinevulpes]

points at everyone in the system ,, familby

#@everyone #ethan.text #i accidentally woke up at 8 am and im going uuuuu #vulpes posting #uploads