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liquidchrisabuser · 6 months
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the-knife-consumer · 7 months
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I feel like im.about to vormit 💔💔💔💔
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anti psychiatry this anti psychiatry that, (maybe contrary to what my blog may make you believe), i have been around & low key doing anti psychiatry stuff for years…. but nothing has made me more vehemently anti psychiatry than tapering off my anti depressants….
this is half a joke me poking fun of my awful suffering half withdrawal symptoms extreme irritability but also like. half genuine…
incredibly short half life which means even if take it late for 2-3 hours, or sometimes even fucking take it on time, experience the most horrific brain zaps dizzy falling spell of my entire life… experience it at least once every minute any time move eye… makes me want to vomit want to puke my brain out want to knock myself unconscious for however long it takes makes me want to end it all just so never have to experience this ever again… so can imagine how terrible it is when stop for days…
but then places have the audacity to tell me “we don’t know why brain zaps happen🥺 (sappy eye emoji) not well understood🥺 (sappy eye emoji) no medical explanation other than it is observed🥺 (sappy eye emoji)” and “may even happen if you taper slowly sowwie 🥺 (sappy eye emoji) no avoiding it hehe”
or the fact that you’re not supposed to stop abruptly 🤪 but the lowest dose on the market is 25 mg and you can’t break the tablet because it’s extended release so you have to go from 25 to zero or take it once every two days or whatever and have it fluctuate. like have no other gradual option. just refuse! like pharmaceutical company just said no ❤️ (red heart emoji)
motherfucker i want to get violent (for legal reasons this is exaggerating)
it’s pristiq btw
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yb-cringe · 2 years
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im gonna THROW UP did the roseblings find sausage before he died please say yes
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woohooincoffin · 8 months
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About to go into the grocery story at the busiest time with no AirPods and no noise cancelling headphones I’m gonna be so brave
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creampill · 8 months
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that viral bronchitis himbo bf post is so real and true because I’ve been down with the flu recently which my boyfriend KNOWS, and he literally BORE WITNESS to me throwing up and yet. every day. he would beg for kisses like a pathetic little puppyboy.
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spacepatrolhana · 1 year
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my csm and persona 4 AU, panels based off of ch 78!
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> be me
> stupid freak
> watching house md and addicted to it
> "i don't want to cook so I'll just go to the store and buy a bag of pepperoni"
> successfully acquire pepperoni and put some of it into a bowl
> want more
> eat the entire bag in five minutes, go to bed around 10:30
> wake up at 1:00 am feeling Awful
> the pepperoni did not like that.
> body hits eject button
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milf-harrington · 1 year
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youse ever just read a fanfic thats so good it makes you wanna puke?
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withbeasts · 8 months
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why do we do this to each other, baby? / roman
something to tell you.
it's a shaky day. it's a mission where he doesn't want her to see him, where she texts him a couple times in a row, where he is too weak to tell her no, tomorrow. he's already pushed aside the first half of the day to try and decompress, to gather his thoughts and his feelings and become whole again. it hasn't worked out for him. not even counting backwards, over and over, the repetitive action only self soothing for the moment.
he's able to hold it together well for the night. they talk ( mostly her, about what she's done while she's been away, careful not to ask him too many questions about what he was tasked with ) and he listens to the sound of her voice. when they go to bed -- he holds her close, and he waits until her breathing evens out before untangling himself from her fingers squeezed tight against his shirt.
he recalls the last few days. he counts backwards, and he vomits in the toilet. five minutes in the bathroom, while his hands shake, and then he's checking the locks and still counting in his head. if he sleeps, if he lays down, his chest feels ready to explode with anxiety. so he paces the halls with quiet steps and fights off the panic.
there is no plan when josephine finds him; she looks at him for a long time from the bedroom doorframe, and he tells her to go back to bed, maybe a little unkindly. he tries to turn away from her, but she finds him again in the next room, cornering him into the couch, guiding him to sit. i'm fine, i'm fine. just go -- he's waving her off with his hands, his face red and raw, and she's pushing back against it. her thumbs press into his cheeks and she signs. why do we do this to each other, baby? she asks, smoothing under his eyes. stop trying to make me leave.
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he swallows down hard. his whole body is tense, still. but he looks up at her, and just for a second, lets himself break.
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mushroompaintwater · 2 years
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As much as I know we (meat eating otherkin/therians) love rare/medium-rare meat- for the love of all that is holy don't do it- food poisoning is no joke I've been crying all day from it...
I have bad emetophobia so this has just.. not been fun. I'm finally at a point where I can keep small things down but holy shit this morning/afternoon sucked so bad.
Like to be fair it was a restaurant I've never been to before, it was a blue cheese mushroom beef burger (it was so tasty 😭), and I swear I smelled mold when we first walked into the restaurant, and my silverware was dirty... I asked for it to be replaced and they did but... (it's a friend's favorite place apparently?) I guess it's my fault for continuing to eat there... Never again...
I am sure the meat was what did it tho, idk today fucking sucked, trust your gut with food and please be careful..
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aaazzie · 7 months
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I come to front, panic, throw up, brush my teeth, and then throw up again. why me -Duo 🎭
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jumping-jackalope · 10 months
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cooking calms me down, like it's probably the healthiest coping mechanism I have. so I have to pay hundreds of $ to fix my car, I'm behind on work and class, headaches have been kicking my ass and I panic attack-ed so hard I threw up. but boy am i eating good this week
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ruthlesslistener · 1 year
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I woke up and puked so hard the blood vessels in my face popped. I look like I have chicken pox. Moral of the story don't take three funny tasting gummy bears. But if you do don't get on tumblr I had to delete 3 posts I made.
Yeaaa getting that high is Not Fun. Do not recommend. On the other hand, its funny
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curioscurio · 2 years
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Since sans mainly eats ketchup, I can only assume that his vomit is red and smells like overly acidic tomato
The only time I ever throw up is when I'm blackout drunk but somehow I always end up eating red food beforehand so the vomit is always orange or red. Just like sans :]
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a-loveheart · 1 year
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Scaryyy!
i need to start purging but im so scared of vomit.Do i buy a laxitive?? 
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