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Late Meeting

Erwin Smith x F! Reader

antoxsmith asked: Hiii, could you do Number 5 of the Soulmate Prompts with Commander Erwin Smith? 🥺 Only if you have the time ofc!!

They have their soulmate's initials in each other’s palms/ wrists.

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Warnings: Drunk Characters

Words: 1.4k

Y/n walked along the small clean home of her brother and his wife. The black and red dress floated past her calves, her boots keeping her legs warm. She rinsed her cup and filled it with water.

She wasn’t one to get drunk at family events but right now seemed very appealing.

Y/n walked back to the back door watching her brother dance with his newly wedded wife. She looked down at her empty palm. ES.

She sighed as tears gathered at the edge of her eyes, age of 28 and still no lover. Handful of boyfriends but most found their soulmate in the middle of dating and others just lost interest.

Y/n wasn’t brave like her brother or had the natural motherly love like their mother, unfortunately she did have the stubbornness of their father. Kids didn’t seem… necessary. Why doom a child to a life of school then work then they must have children of their own to feel accomplished.

Her brother, Nile, always made the joke of having one extra child to keep their mother off her back but they both knew that wouldn’t happen.

Y/n! Tell me when do you plan to have children!

Y/n you know you won’t be able to have a child for much longer.

Y/n shook her head at the memories, mother you know you won’t be alive much other to see any grandchildren.

She chuckled to herself, she loved her mother but as everyone knows parents can be… well parents.

From the corner of Y/n’s eyes she could see a tall blond man walk to her, “Hello ma’am.”

She shook her head, “I’m not that old buddy.” Y/n gave him a side eye.

He was fit. His thick eyebrows and icy blue eyes caught her eye. He looked tired but happy. Fulfilled.

He chuckled at her comment, “my apologies. I take it you’re not the party type?”

Y/n shrugged watching Marie, Nile and guests dance happily. She wanted to dance but not alone. Her eyes moved to what Y/n could assume was Marie’s sister with her husband.

Her heart ached at the sight of him rubbing her sore feet as she sipped on alcohol. The man next to her followed her eyeline seeing the scene.

He looked down at her, “It’s bittersweet being here for you too, huh?”

Y/n looked down into her wooden cup then to the man. “Yeah” she nodded “it really is. Our mother will never get off my back about finding a lover now.”

“Our?”

Y/n’s eyes widened, “oh, sorry. I’m Niles' younger sister.” she put her free hand out. “Y/n Dok”

His eyes seemed to gloss over with guilt or relief, she couldn't tell.

He grabbed her hand, shaking it. “Erwin Smith. It’s nice to meet you.”

Y/n let go of his hand, looking him up and down. He wore a matching suit, red and black. His face suddenly had a thoughtful look as he stared off into space. His hand rested in his pockets. His sleeves rolled up to his elbows.

Y/n bumped his shoulder with hers, “are you not much of a party person?”

Erwin looked down at her again with a soft look, “I can’t party too hard tonight. I have an expedition in about 2 days.”

Y/n looked at him shocked, “You’re in the Survey Corps?” Erwin sighed nodding. “That’s amazing!”

Fascination was in her eyes. Erwin couldn’t look out from her eyes, “Really?”

She nodded quickly, “Yes! My brother was going to join it but he met Marie and well… didn’t.” she grabbed his arm pulling him to an empty table.

“You have to tell me about it please.”

They chatted about the pros and cons of it. The amount of people he knew that never came back after expeditions, how he was good friends with Nile in training. About a person named Hanjie and a man named Miche. Both odd in their own way but excellent fighters.

A slightly tipsy Nile walked to the table interrupting the conversion they were having, “Sis, I see you’ve met my friend Erwin!” Nile slapped his friends back a little too hard, causing him to cough the water he was drinking.

“Did you know he was ranked number one in intelligence! Smart man here and yet he’s 30 and can’t pull a single woman!”

Y/n giggled as Erwin glared at Nile as he laughed.

“You do know I chose not to have women if I could die at any moment” he made hand quotes when he said women.

Y/n nodded, “it’s like what you did Nile but more selfless.” Nile smiled

“Yes, Y/n I chose loooooove” he said in a sing-song tone.

Y/n looked at Erwin with a look of get a lode of this guy. Erwin gave her a smile in return.

Niles eyes light up, “Guys… guys… guys…”

“what Nile?” they replied in unison.

Nile suddenly put his hand on his mouth causing the other two to jump in fear and yell at him.

Nile took his weight off Erwin's shoulder, straightening himself out. “I'm fine,'' he mumbled.

Y/n shook her head, “What did you even want Nile?”

His eyes lit up, “OH Marie wanted all the bridesmaids to dance for the artist dude to draw it.”

Y/n’s shoulders dropped, “do I have to wear the itchy sweater?” Both men howled in laughter.

Erwin slapped Nile’s back, “don’t make her wear it, she looked so uncomfortable in the ceremony.”

Nile only laughed harder, nodding his head. “I know it was hilarious!”

“Nile!”

The two siblings began to bicker. Waving their hands around, Erwin laughed at the two. He could see the MT slowly morph into MD on Niles palm and Y/n’s reading out ES.

Wait ES? Erwin thought. He looked down at his own hand, her initials.

“Marie wants her to dance, you said?” Nile nodded, Erwin stood up fixing his vest and buttoning it. He put his exposed wrist with her initials to her.

Y/n looked at the letters, feeling her heart glow. She took his hand and went to the group of women with their dates.

Marie ran up to the two, “Finally, Nile is such a dummy sometimes.” she giggled to herself.

“Anyways, I’m glad you too met!” her eyes traveled to their conjoined hands “On good terms huh?”

Y/n blushed and Erwin smiled nodding his head.

“Okay everyone! It’s a slow dance so everyone got your partners!”

The band started the song as Erwin held onto her waist and Y/n around his neck. She could tell that Erwin knew what he was doing while y/n tripped on his feet.

“You’re not very good at this, are you?” Y/n looked up at him with a flushed face,

“Maybe…” Erwin raised an eyebrow “Okay fine no I’m terrible at it. Never been taught.”

Erwin chuckled, nodding his head, “okay fair. Stand on my feet.”

Y/n lightly put the tips of her feet on his as they start to dance more. They chatted a little bit more about random things, about Y/n childhood without Nile.

“When Nile met Marie you know his soulmate, well our mother kind of got on my butt about meeting mine which isn’t something you can rush.” Erwin was silent listening to her small rant. “I just always feel so pressured on meeting the one. We have a cousin that doesn't have one good you can't even imagine.”

He smirked at her, “good thing you’ve met yours huh?”

Y/n blushed at his words, feeling loved so quickly and fully. She looked into his icy blue eyes, they sparkled in the moonlight. His pupils wide and taking in as much as his brain could of her. Y/n still stood on his feet as they slowly swayed in the moonlight. Erwin's face slowly leaned into Y/n’s, his warm breath landing on her forehead.

Y/n closed her eyes, she first felt Erwin's nose touch her cheek then his cool lips on hers. The kiss felt like it lasted forever, the worries of the world fading away.

Sadly a drunk Nile slapped Erwin's back smiling making their teeth clink together. Y/n stepped off Erwin's feet running at her brother yelling, “God damn it Nile! This is why no one likes you drunk!”

The two started to slap each other's faces, poking each other's eyes and grabbing each other's ears. Soon both Erwin and Maire pulled them apart and sobering up Nile.

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erurifluff · 7 years

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Sacrifice

Welcome to chapter 1/10 of my first multi-chapter eruri fanfic! This fic started as a 3 chapter idea about how Erwin Smith’s romantic encounters had affected his decisions that led him to become Commander, and that quickly morphed into the thing I am now writing which explores the above, and then has 6 chapters about his relationship with Levi. I make no apologies for it. <3

I hope you enjoy reading it. The entire thing is essentially finished bar editing so it’ll be updated fairly rapidly and regularly. Eventually I’ll put it into Ao3 but someone (that is, me) didn’t realise that it’s still in beta right now, so until I get my invite through, I’ll just post it here.

Thanks to everyone in the eruri fandom here for inspiring me to write this.

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Chapter One – Marie

“Why have you brought us here?” Nile grumbled as he slumped down onto a polished wooden stool with frayed stitching on the cushion. He was looking accusingly in Mike’s direction.

“Because I want a drink,” Mike replied, taking his own seat next to me behind a small, bare circular table. “And no one here is going to know us so we won’t be bothered.”

“You don’t think the uniform is a bit of a give-away though?” I asked playfully, thumbing the collar of my jacket. Though a glance around the tavern made it clear he was right; there was not another military uniform in sight and the other patrons seemed to be enjoying quiet conversations together, not interested in much else.

Mike shook his head as I turned back to face him.

“The uniform will attract the right kind of attention,” he explained. “The feminine kind of attention-“ He paused and added a shrug. “-or the whatever kind of attention.”

“Oh. strategic attention? I see,” I chuckled. “Well if you can actually get us a drink I’ll take that sort of attention.”

“Nile, why don’t you give it a try?” Mike challenged with a smirk, swivelling his head round to face him instead of me. Goading Nile was one of Mike’s favourite pastimes. And Nile always fell for it. Every time.

“Just because I’m not hoarding charisma in my facial hair like you are, you think I don’t stand a chance?” Nile scowled, a slight flush to the tips of his ears. “Though some luck we’ll have in cadet jackets – either with the drink or the romance. Even if half the barmaids in this city are barely older than us.”

“Just tell them we’re joining the survey corps,” said Mike. “Girls love the tragedy of it.”

“Maybe the kind of girls you like,” Nile rolled his eyes exaggeratedly. “What a cheap way to get what you want.”

“If it was a lie I’d agree,” I said, frowning. “But it is the truth, only presented at the right moment.”

“See Nile? Erwin gets it.”

��I didn’t say I approve of it,” I added quickly.

“Even if you did I wouldn’t take that as an endorsement,” Nile retorted. I looked away uncomfortably, the subject of my reputation amongst the cadets was not one I enjoyed discussing, and my friends so loved to tease me about it anyway.

“Fair point,” Mike nodded and eyed me for a moment in his quiet way of his. “Just out of curiosity Erwin – and I’m not saying that you have – but if you had to cheat on a test, would you do it?”

“You can’t ask me such a broad question as that,” I replied, unsure how to answer without sounding far too serious for the situation. “I mean consider all the external factors that might influence that decision an-“

“-Hypothetically,” Mike insisted.

“For the wall’s sake Mike, leave him alone,” Nile interjected with an irritable growl. “What the hell good would it even do Erwin to cheat on tests? First of all he’s already pathetically smart-“

“-Thanks Nile-”

“-Secondly he’s trying to join the Survey Corps,” Nile continued, ignoring me. “People usually cheat on tests to avoid them. All you need to do to get into the Survey Corps is show up able to swing the blades around a bit, they’re so desperate.” He tapped the table with his knuckles and started to look around to his left, trying to flag down a barmaid. “Let’s get a drink before we kill each other.”

“Finally a sensible suggestion,” I agreed.

“Evening soldiers,” said a voice to my right. “What can I get for you?”

I looked up to see a young woman there, standing over us, arms crossed over her chest. Her hair was long, with the fringe falling over the top of bored eyes, and there was no smile on her mouth; serving us with beer was clearly not her interest. It made me wonder what was. There was a depth in her eyes that I found instantly interesting. I wanted to know who she was, where she was from, what she liked. It was a few seconds into my burningly curious thoughts before I realised I was staring at her. I abruptly looked away, towards Nile, whose own head had whipped round and he too was staring. Unlike me, he had not yet stopped.

“Three beers, thanks” Mike responded and I saw his fingers literally crossed under the table, his smile completely confident and relaxed, almost a smirk.

“I’m going to join the Survey Corps!” Nile blurted out in a sudden splutter of words rushing after one another to get out of his mouth. We both stared at him. Mike did a completely appalling job of hiding his amusement behind his hand.

“Oh, uh,” the woman said slowly, clearly completely taken back by the outburst. She too stared at him now. Then her nose gave a little twitch and she begun to laugh, a smile breaking across her features.

“Nile is very brave, Miss,” I said, taking pity on my friend as he sank down in his seat as if he wished he could just get under the table and hide until she went away.

“Well I bet you are – Nile,” she said once she’d stopped laughing. “Don’t think your bravery gets you a discount though because it doesn’t. You still have to pay the full amount just like everyone else.”

“N-no!” Nile managed to say. “I wouldn’t dream of it! Of course!”

“I’m Marie. What are your friend’s names then?” she asked him, the smile now staying put.

“Uh,” replied Nile, looking like he’d forgotten, so I answered for him.

“I’m Erwin, and this is Mike,” I said pleasantly. “We’re all going to join the Survey Corps.”

“Nice to meet you all,” Marie nodded at each of us and I marvelled at how her demeanour had changed once we started talking to her. I suspected that she was used to being spoken to at best like some kind of tray that existed to deliver alcohol. Now, quite unlike before, she was expressive and looking upon her was easy to do – far too easy. A glance at Nile said that he felt the same but there was a touch of something different in his eyes, a feeling I didn’t think was quite one that I was feeling, something quiet but heated. Marie was looking back at Nile in exactly the same way, her eyes exclusively on him.

“So,” she continued with a wry quality to her smile. “If you’re all going outside the walls to fight does that mean you’re all equally brave or all equally foolish? Either way I think I’d better get you your drinks. I’ll be back soon.”

“Yes, th…thanks!” Nile stammered, watching her as she walked away.

“Nile you’re about as subtle as a titan to the face,” Mike said.

“Get lost Mike. Marie didn’t seem to think so.”

“I agree,” I confessed. “She looked quite taken with him actually.”

“Oh don’t encourage him,” Mike sniffed at me. “He’s already big-headed enough without pulling the barmaid on his first go.”

“Hey bastard!” Nile glared. “It was not my first go, or my first success.”

“Nile the only thing you’ve ever pulled before is a door open, a chair out and your di-“ Mike retorted but was cut off by Nile kicking him under the table, hard enough that Mike grunted. Nile’s eyes were so full of sulky fury that I couldn’t help chuckling at him, which only served to make him wheel round and point the expression at me as well.

“Oh screw you both!” he fumed. “I’m going to ask her out.” He stomped off before either Mike or I could say anything more.

“Poor woman,” Mike grinned, then he looked at me with a more serious expression. “If you like her too Erwin you should go for it, don’t let Nile get in your way. You’d be doing her a favour.” I shook my head.

“I won’t deny she’s intriguing,” I replied, choosing my words very carefully to explain properly my dilemma. “But I only just met her – I don’t know her – and I’m not about to start wooing a civilian two months off joining the Survey Corps. Besides which, I think she really does seem interested in Nile. He can have quite a bumbling sort of charm about him.” I nodded in the direction of the pair across the room, just visible through the crowds. Nile was rubbing the back of his neck and Marie had her hands clasped in front of her. They were both smiling brightly. The very antithesis of mutual attraction.

“Hm, it better not delay us getting our drinks,” Mike sighed and rested his head on his hand, looking at me through his floppy fringe with a wistful expression. “I just thought…I’ve never really seen you look that interested in anybody before. I thought you’d at least want to give it a try. It’s not like you have to marry the woman, just have some fun, while we still can?”

“I’m fine,” I assured with a smile, staying patient despite feeling that Mike had completely missed the point. “It’s not really me.”

Nile fell back into his seat at that moment, a grin running from one side of his face to the other like a rail track, and it was no surprise when he told us that Marie had said yes. She was soon a frequent addition to our nights out, so it was equally no surprise that at the Scouting Legion recruitment rally Nile - the friend who had been at my side since the day his family had taken me into their care - shot me a look of unadulterated guilt and walked away, towards a life with Marie and the Military Police.

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llogllady99 · 3 years

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Crimson Red: Prologue

CHARACTERS | Levi, Erwin, Petra, Hange, Moblit, Mike, Nanaba, Eld, Oluo, Gunther, Kenny, Erwin’s Father, Kuchel, Frieda Reiss, Nile Dok, Yelena, Marie

RELATIONSHIPS | Levi x Erwin

GENRE | Mystery, Thriller, Romance, Dark Academia

IV | Blood and gore, Blood and violence, Alternate universe - modern setting/high school/ boarding school, angst and fluff and smut, knife kink, knife play, drama & romance, eventual romance, eventual smut, emotional manipulation, cults, rituals

SUMMARY | Sina Academy of Excellence and Inquiry is the best boarding school in all of England, producing over time leaders of Nations and outstanding personalities in society as well as being the perfect environment for your child to flourish in, spending his time with specially trained staff to support his need and wonderful, well behaved peers like him. We only have two rules: don't go in the woods and do not try to go through locked doors.

From the statement above one would have assumed that Sina was the perfect school and that the rules that were imposed were just for their children's safety, but as Levi joins the school at the beginning of his senior year, he uncovers a secret so putrid and morbid that will leave him scared for life. That is...if he manages to make it out alive.

Chapter song: God rest ye merry gentleman - Pentatonix (slowed & reverb)

December 21st, 1995 Yule Festival

If you asked Erwin Smith what his plans were for the celebration of Yule, as he always remained on campus over the holidays, he would have told you that he were to be found cozying up on the lilac couch by the fire, basking in the heat emanated by the hearth, and enjoying one of those contemporary novels meant for mass consumption and reading the evening away in the dorms of the Boethiah house. Later, if he felt up to it, he would trek happily across the dark vaulted corridors of the academy to the bathing rooms and relax into one of the immense thermae alone, sans the forever present havoc caused by the agglomeration of teenage boys during early school mornings. What he would not have answered was: his girlfriend was to be killed tonight by no one other than him. Sweet Marie will meet her end tonight, scarlet and thick blood gushing out of her freshly sliced neck.

Flicking his wrist, slightly pulling back his navy blue Tudor coat, Erwin checked the time. It was 22:59. If he were to meet Marie in the next minute, then he wouldn’t have to worry about getting to the crypts on time, but he could always improvise - the campus being almost abandoned at this time of night with no students lurking around - and kill Marie right in their meeting spot, in front of all the security cameras and the dining hall’s high arched and trellised windows slowly breaking each of her limbs, while the poor creature tries to crawl herself out of the situation, blood curling screams sounding into the night, while finally being abruptly cut off by Erwin twisting her neck. But no, he had to be careful, his father would take care of the security cameras but if there would have been prying ears and eyes in the dining hall, then he wouldn’t have gotten away so easily. It was a dark, dull, and soundless night with clouds hanging so oppressively low in the sky, they produced thick white fog that snaked its way between the alleyways and immense gothic buildings. One street lamp was the only thing that lighted the small plaza in front of the four adjacent dorm rooms, its golden light resting on Erwin’s figure, revealing the soft blonde hair, determined and ruthless sapphire eyes, strong jawline, and tall, well built body. He was dressed casually, wearing his most comfortable clothes: jeans and a plain white t-shirt. He was supposed to be spending the evening with Marie up in his dorm room, enjoying some cheesy and petty romcom broadcasted on the TV, and more formal wear would disrupt the cozy atmosphere that would supposedly settle between them, that and blood would be a bitch to get out of them.

Huffing in frustration, Erwin checked the time again: 23:05. If Marie didn’t show up then it would have all been for nothing. However, just as he was making up his mind to go after her, the girl exited her dorm room and with a wide grin, spreading from cheek to cheek on her sweet face, ran into Erwin’s arms. He snorted and greeted her.

“Hello sweet lover, I was beginning to worry you wouldn’t show up tonight.”

“I’m terribly sorry, dear Erwin, but I might have had a change of mind regarding the outfit I was to wear tonight.” Marie chuckled as she let him go, settling back down on her feet. In the golden light, the girl was beautiful, her long blonde hair sitting comfortably on her dainty shoulders, her eyes shining almost green as blue mixed with yellow from the light, her cheekbones were high, just like his, and her lips rosy red. Erwin almost regretted having to kill her, but it was for the sake of everyone around him. It was his duty as head boy, as a son, and as a student to steal this girl’s life. He leaned down and pressed a kiss to her plush like lips and with a smile, grabbed her hand and began leading her into the direction of his dorm. His dorm was a just across the plaza in front of her own building. So with long hurried steps across the grass, they reached the entrance. All of the buildings were linked together in a square.

“Where’s the rush Erwin? Are you really so excited by our casual night in?” Chuckled Marie and hurried her pace to match his.

“Certainly,” answered Erwin, not even paying attention to her.

“The hallways are unusually quiet, so is the campus. Don’t you think it’s strange dear, that not even the staff seem to be present?” Continued Marie.

“Well, it’s almost Christmas, it suppose it would be kind of sad if they were to be hanging around campus instead of enjoying their time with their families. After all, they’re humans, just like me and you.” Erwin tried to answer her question, growing more annoyed by the second.

Finally they reached his room, and like the gentleman he was opened the door for his girlfriend, letting her in. It was the first time that Marie entered his room, so with a bit of excitement the girl started wandering through it, stopping to admire the little trinkets he had placed randomly around his room, like the telescope that was facing his window, or various maps that laid, carefully rolled and tied with black string. Erwin lingered behind the door and scanned his room looking for his weapon: a wooden baseball bat, scratched, chipped and stained red, that happen to be positioned right in the left corner of the room, closest to the door. He went and picked it up, gently trailing his fingertips over the rough surface. Giving it a few experimental swings, he called out to Marie as he was slowly approaching her.

“Like what you see, Marie?”

“Indeed, you have a lot of interesting things lying around here, but I can’t help but wonder if you would be so kind as to turn on the light.” She chuckled and slightly bent down to examine the telescope.

“It’s not necessary for what’s to come.” Erwin replied, and with a smile approached the girl in hurried steps, building momentum.

“Erwin?” Marie slowly tried to turn around as she was startled by his reply. “What’s that supposed to me-“ She tried asking, but before she could finish her sentence, the bat collided with her skull, breaking it to a million pieces. With a loud thud, the cadaver collapsed to the floor. Erwin sighed, it required so much work to kill somebody: drawing the victim in, killing it, carrying the body, and getting rid of it. He would have to talk with his father about getting a payment or some kind of reward out of it.

Rubbing away some of his sweat from his forehead, Erwin bent down and grabbed the body, throwing it over his shoulder, wincing slightly as the weight collapsed onto him. Satisfied, Erwin made his way out of the dorm room and into the darkness of the hallway, his whistling the only thing perturbing the eerie silence that settled over the school as if in mourning of their newly lost peer.

Twilight enveloped the academy. Combinations of blue, lavender, and light pink reflected off the Chapel’s pointed arches, ribbed vaults, and sipping in through the stained glass windows that adjourned each side of the building as Erwin made his way out and down the vibrant green lawn, his footsteps levelling the grass where he stepped and the lifeless cadaver still slumped over his shoulder. It had served his purpose and it was now time to get rid of it. Quickening his pace, he headed to the woods right behind the Chapel. This was his least favourite part of his job. The forest was dense and light could barely pass through the crowns and branches of the trees. Nevertheless, the trees were lanky, twisted in unnatural ways with branches sharp like knives. The bark was a dark brown, with a coarse texture, which could scratch and cut if the individual touching it was not being careful. However, what unnerved Erwin gravely was not only the eerie darkness that seemed to swallow the forest but also the absence of fauna in it. Sighing deeply, he proceeded to walk into the forest.

Erwin could have sworn the greenwood was like a warm hole. Every time he went through it, time seemed to stop, the existence of anything beside the forest seemed to be erased, leaving him wandering through the gloomy sea of trees, desperate for an escape. After what seemed like an eternity, Erwin started to notice the outline of hundreds of newly dug out graves, each with a big pile of freshly turnt earth, especially made so that bodies like this could be dumped in easily and covered just as easily. The sight helped him ease his nerves a little bit. Unconsciously, he quickened his pace. This was the first sign that he was close to the graveyard. He soon found himself at the edge of the forest once more.

Not wasting anymore time, Erwin walked to the edge of the cemetery, at the farthest of graves he hoisted the corpse up and tossed it lackadaisically into its final resting place. With a frustrated sigh, he picked up the spade and started to dump the soil over it. The corpse looked nothing like Marie anymore, her clothes, once spotless and emanating the sweetest of scents, were now covered in blood, and her skin, once a beautiful olive yellow was now waxy white, every drop of blood squeezed out of her right through the wide open wound on her neck. The soil got stuck in her hair, painting the blonde brown, in her eyes, filling the glassy stare with bits of gravel and dirt, slowly covering and erasing every evidence of her existence. With one final flick of spade, Erwin managed to cover up the body completely. Breathing heavily from the exertion, and dumping one crimson red rose on the grave, he opened his mouth and voiced his last words to her.

“Merry Christmas and Happy Yule, may you rest in peace, Marie.”

Notes:

I do not own Attack on titan or any of the characters in the show or related to it!!

I really hoped you like it, if you did please stick around as there will be more where that came from!

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missmayhirai · 6 years

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MMH’s Ship List

Ship List

PLEASE READ THIS BEFORE READING THE LIST!!!

*If you don’t see a certain ship on here or have a question about a certain ship, feel free to ask! There are too many ships to count anyway!

*I do not tolerate ship bashing/ship hate, I ship whatever I want to ship and you can ship whatever you want to ship.

*Don’t Like DOESN’T EQUAL Hate, this could mean a variety of things: it’s okay, not my cup of tea, I tolerate it, I see it as a BROTP, I see them as friends, I genuinely don’t like it, etc. Ask me if you want to know my reason(s) behind a certain but please be polite about it. I will add a link to certain ships if I’ve already answered a question regarding it.

*List is not in any particular order.

*I have too many shows and movies so if there’s a series/movie that you want to know if I ship anyone from, just ask!

Shingeki no Kyojin/Attack on Titan

OTP’s:

Erwin Smith x Levi Ackerman

Moblit Berner x Hanji Zoe

Mike Zacharius x Nanaba

Connie Springer x Sasha Braus

Mikasa Ackerman x Jean Kirschtein

Sasha Braus x Mikasa Ackerman

Ymir x Christa/Historia Reiss x Reiner Braun

Bertholdt Hoover x Annie Leonhart

Oruo Bozad x Petra Ral

Nile Dok x Marie Dok

Rico Brzenska x Ian Dietrich

Like:

Hanji Zoe x Levi Ackerman

Hanji Zoe x Petra Ral

Hanji Zoe x Onyankopon

Levi Ackerman x Petra Ral

Armin Arlet x Annie Leonhart

Jean Kirschtein x Marco

Nanaba x Gelgar

Hate Flirt:

Levi Ackerman x Zeke Yeager/Jeager

Don’t Ship:

Levi Ackerman x Eren Yeager/Jeager

Levi Ackerman x Mikasa Ackerman

Eren Yeager/Jeager x Mikasa Ackerman

Armin Arlet x Mikasa Ackerman

Eren Yeager/Jeager x Jean Kirschtein

Mike Zacharius x Erwin Smith

Mike Zacharius x Levi Ackerman

Marco Bott x Jean Kirschtein

Erwin Smith x Hanji Zoe

Free! Iwatobi Swim Club

OTP’s:

Rin Matsuoka x Haruka Nanase

Sousuke x Makoto Tachibana

Rei Ryugazaki x Nagisa Hazuki

Asahi Shiina x Ikuya Kirishima

Natsuya Kirishima x Nao Serizawa

Isuzu Mikoshiba x Gou Matsuoka

Like:

Makoto Tachibana x Haruka Nanase

Rin Matsuoka x Sousuke Yamazaki

Aiichiro Nitori x Momotaro Mikoshiba

Gou Matsuoka x Momotaro Mikoshiba

Seijuro Mikoshiba x Gou Matsuoka

Kisumi Shigino x Asahi Shiina

Ikuya Kirishima x Hiyori Toono

Kisumi Shigino x Makoto Tachibana

Kisumi Shigino x Hiyori Toono

Haruka Nanase x Albert

Don’t Ship:

Natsuya Kirishima or Nao Serizawa with anyone other than each other.

Yuri on Ice!!!

OTP’s:

Viktor/Victor Nikiforov x Yuuri/Yuri Katsuki

Yuri Plisetsky x Otabek Altin

Phichit Chulanont x Seung-Gil Lee

Yuko Nishigori x Takeshi Nishigori

Yakov Feltsman x Lilia Baranovskaya

Jean-Jacques Leroy x Isabella Yang

Guang-Hong Ji x Leo de la Iglesia

Sara Crispino x Mila Babicheva

Christophe Giacometti x Mystery Man

Like:

Yuuri/Yuri Katsuki x Phichit Chulanont

Viktor/Victor Nikiforov x Christophe Giacometti

Michele Crispino x Emil Nekola

Yuuri/Yuri Katsuki x Sara Crispino

Georgi Popovich x Happiness

Don’t Ship:

Viktor/Victor Nikiforov x Yuri Plisetsky

Yuuri/Yuri Katsuki x Yuri Plisetsky

Celestino Cialdini x Phichit Chulanont

Christophe Giacometti x Phichit Chulanont

Guang-Hong Ji x Phichit Chulanont

Leo de la Iglesia x Phichit Chulanont

Jean-Jacques Leroy x Seung-Gil Lee

Banana Fish (WIP!):

OTP’s:

Shorter Wong x Eiji Okumura x Ash Lynx

Like:

Max Lobo x Shunichi Ibe

Max Lobo x Jessica

Don’t Ship:

Game of Thrones:

OTP’s:

Jon Snow x Daenerys Targaryen

Brienne of Tarth x Tormund

Like:

Rhaeger Targaryen x Elia Martell

Rhaegar Targaryen x Lyanna Stark

Cersei Lannister x Wine

Tyrion Lannister x Happiness

Don’t Ship:

Daenerys Targaryen x Jorah Mormont

Jon Snow x Sansa Stark

Sansa Stark x Sandor Clegane/The Hound

Sandor Clegane/The Hound x Arya Stark

Anyone x Joffery Baratheon

Anyone x Ramsay Bolton

Adventure Time:

OTP’s:

Princess Bubblegum x Marceline

Finn x Flame Princess

Jake the Dog x Lady Rainacorn

The Ice King/Simon x Betty

Like:

Fiona x Marshall Lee

Don’t Ship:

The Ice King/Simon x Any of the princesses

Steven Universe:

OTP’s:

Steven Universe x Connie

Greg x Rose Quartz

Ruby x Sapphire

Pearl x Bismuth

Peridot x Lapis Lazuil

Peridot x Ameysht

Ameysht x Pearl

Blue Diamond x Yellow Diamond

Like:

Lapis Lazuil x Jasper

Pearl x Mystery Girl

Don’t Ship:

Garnet x Anyone **Any pairing with Garnet, I would consider as friends.

Avatar The Last Airbender:

OTP’s:

Zuko x Katara

Sokka x Suki

Mai x Ty Lee

Like:

Aang x Katara

Sokka x Toph

Toph x Aang

Ursa x Noren

Don’t Ship:

Azula x Anyone

Ursa x Ozai

The Legend of Korra:

OTP’s:

Korra x Asami

Bolin x Opal

Like:

Korra x Mako

Mako x Asami

Mako x Prince Wu

Tenzin x Pema

Tenzin x Lin

Don’t Ship:

Harry Potter:

OTP’s:

Sirius Black x Remus Lupin

James Potter x Lily Evans

Luna Lovegood x Ginny Weasley

Lucius Malfoy x Narcissca Malfoy

Like:

Harry Potter x Ginny Weasley

Neville Longbottom x Luna Lovegood

Ron Weasley x Luna Lovegood

Harry Potter x Luna Lovegood

Harry Potter x Draco Malfoy

Don’t Ship:

Lily Evans x Severus Snape

#ship ask #ask response #ship what you want #but no ship bashing!#text post

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ourwingsofwarriors · 7 years

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Home (Reader x Erwin Smith)

Attack on titan one shot / short story

Characters: Erwin Smith, Reader, Nile Dok, Levi Ackerman Pairing: Reader x Erwin Smith Rating: M for MMMM (sex, swearing etc) I actually rewrote this, I wasn’t happy with it, now its longer too…

You had alway wanted to be in the survey corps ever since you were a younger girl, you had gone to see them off from expeditions and cheered them on. You had seen your parents argue with your older brother, telling him not to go, to settle down in the Military Police, stay alive and have children, grow old and never have to face the world outside the walls, which to them meant certain death. You on the other hand were determined to join ever since you were small. You watched your older brother go through training, work hard and become part of the Military Police. You were slightly disappointed, but only a few months later, he brought home a beautiful young woman, declaring his love and announcing their engagement. You were shocked. But happy for him, finally you understood why he didn’t go into the Survey Corps.

On the other hand, you knew your brother, watched his best friend go into the Corps. The two of them were inseparable for most of their lives, but when you watched your mother ask about him over dinner… all he could do was sigh, and announce he had sentenced himself to death. You were 16 at the time, your heart broke, you thought that your brothers best friend was going to die.

That being said… your brother was Nile…

His best friend was Erwin Smith.

A few years past, you had started training yourself for what was to come, deciding to join the Corps, behind your families back. You had seen Erwin, at Niles wedding, he had looked to you at one point and smiled, remembering seeing you many times before when you would come drag Nile home from the pub. You admired Erwin, you thought he was strong and wise. When he joined the Survey Corps you admired him even more. You had dreamt of working along side him in the Corps for too long. You knew it was time.

One night at dinner you sat with your parents, with your brother, wife and his two children. “I’m going to sign up… I want to go to the Survey Corps” You blurted out, everyone stared at you. Nile put down his glass and crossed his arms, leaning back. “[Y\N] don’t be stupid” he sighed “You can go to the Military Police and that’s it I won’t let you go and get yourself killed”

“Who said I was going to die?” You muttered “I won’t die” “[Y\N] you shouldn’t go” Marie said, she was calmer than your brother and she gave you a smile. “It will worry your brother too much, and me. Maybe you should come work with me”

“But… I have dreamt of joining the Survey Corps ever since I was small! I have to go, I can’t sit back and watch while other men and women are fighting for our freedom” you whined. Marie looked to her brother and muttered something, holding his hand tightly. Your parent sat there shocked, your mother tearing up, she was worried for you, your dad on the other hand was proud he had such a strong daughter. “You can’t join” Nile whined “No, [Y\N] I won’t allow it” He looked to Marie again “I can’t loose you too”

“What do you even mean!” You snapped “who have you lost!” “My best friend!” “Erwin Smith isn’t dead…” you groaned out, rolling your eyes. “Let’s stop talking about this now” Marie smiled. “It will all be okay” This was the last time you would speak about it with anyone, as the very next day you went off… you had already signed up and tomorrow you started training.

You didn’t lie to yourself, it was tough, you wanted to cry, but this was going to make you stronger. You were going to succeed. You were going to the Survey Corps. You were among others who wished to be stronger, however for the most part, they were all heading to the police, or the garrison. Hardly anyone you had met was dreaming of going to the Survey Corps. But that didn’t bother you. You were proud of yourself.

You had excellent results, hardly ever being under the top 3 recruits. You caught the eye of a lot of the others, you were known to be a fighter. Yet no one knew your surname was Dok. No one would’ve guessed your brother was in the Military Police, apart from Shadis, who used it against you, to toughen you up more.

You were in the top in the recruits, at the graduation, you stood proudly in front of your superiors. Your brother was there, watching you, hoping you would make the ‘right’ decision and join the Military Police alongside him so you would hardly see danger. You would be behind the walls, safe and sound. That wasn’t for you.

You looked at the other 9 standing to your right, they all would sign up for the Military Police, how many men and women did they need to work for them? Wasn’t there enough?

You were going to the Survey Corps. If Nile liked it or not.

And you went.

You were at the Survey Corps headquarters the very next day. You had been part of the 102nd training corps. And you were ready to fight.

You found yourself settling in with the other members of the Corps. Hanji, Petra, Mike… all of them took you in, being the youngest member of the Corps now. They saw you as their little sister almost. You felt welcomed here, they knew who your brother was, but they respected you for being strong, for joining. This was your family now…

However it wasn’t long before Nile would turn up, to get you out of there… He came through the mess hall, looking around for you. You sat there, waiting for him to spot you, he stormed over, he looked angry as all hell. You looked straight in his eyes as he finally reached you.

“[Y/N] you are coming with me right now!” he shouted, everyone looked around at you, you felt your cheeks go red. You were embarrassed, you felt ashamed. “NOW!” You felt your hand being pulled up by your brother and he dragged you along with him, he was heading straight for Erwin’s office.

He barged through the door, Erwin looked up from his paper work and he looked shocked, you stood behind your brother, your head dropped, hair covering your face, you were angry, but you couldn’t express it, not in front of Erwin Smith. “Erwin!” “Nile, I wasn’t expecting you” he sat there, calm. “What’s the problem?” “I can’t allow you to have [Y/N] here any longer, transfer her now” Nile demanded. “Erwin!” “I can’t transfer her, not without her permission” Erwin responded “[Y/N] is that what you want?”

Of course you shook your head, tears forming at your eyes

“I can’t do anything then” Erwin sighed “I’m sorry Nile”

“Erwin. You are my friend, we trained together. Surely you know I can’t let you take my sister outside of these walls for her to be titan food!” His voice was getting louder, angrier. You had never seen Nile like this before. “I won’t allow it!”

“Will you excuse us for a moment [Y/N]? I need to speak with your brother alone” Erwin looked to you and you nodded, turning away and fleeing the scene.

“What happened?” Hanji was standing there, she had obviously come up to see Erwin. Holding a bunch of papers. “[Y/N]?” “I…. I…” You couldn’t speak. Your mouth was quivering under all the pressure “my brother is here…” “Nile? Why?” “He.. he’s trying to get me transferred…” Hanji looked shocked, she sighed, pushing her glasses back into position. “I don’t want to…” “He is being a brother eh!” Hanji laughed slightly “Don’t worry, without your permission he can’t do anything.. You can stay here with us, I will take you under my wing” “Tch..” You heard a voice from the shadows “don’t let him decide your fate for you. Nile is a stubborn cruel bastard” it was Mike, standing waiting around too.

You could hear Nile shouting at Erwin, who was clearly keeping his cool about the whole situation, however you knew that, Nile couldn’t change your fate.

In those moments, Hanji patted you on the shoulder, knowing her ramblings would not be heard by Erwin tonight, followed by Mikr, they left. Leaving you outside Erwin’s office alone. It must of been an hour before the door opened again “[Y/N] get in here” Nile said. You walked in, your head again bowed in shame. You stood in front of Erwin, next to your brother “We have come to an agreement” “You can be part of the Survey corps however, you can not leave on missions”

You looked up, that was the whole point of being part of the Corps, so that you could go on missions outside of the wall… “But…” you tried to start to explain your side, but Nile stopped you, “I’m doing this for you” He snapped “I won’t see you get eaten!” “You wouldn’t see me be eaten… you’re too busy behind the walls” You muttered, but they heard you. Erwin looked at you, his eyes wanting to show signs of amusement, but he controlled himself. Nile looked shocked. “What!” “You heard me…” You looked up at him, your hair flowing back, revealing your face “You wouldn’t see it happen… because you are too busy behind the goddamn walls!” Erwin stood there shocked, he hadn’t seen you since the wedding, and he noticed how much you had grown, you had become a woman since he last saw you, you were a beauty. He admired you for your courage, but you were doing this out of rage… in your mind you were terrified of what Nile would do next. “You will not leave the headquarters. That is final. Erwin if I hear of her leaving these walls… I swear..” “You have my word” Erwin said. Nile stared at you. You looked up at him “Don’t you dare go against me again [Y/N]” He turned around and left. You stood there for a moment and looked at Erwin, thinking that this would be the last time in a long time that he would come near you.

You turned on your heels and started to power walk towards the door

“[Y/N]….” Erwin said but you didn’t respond, you were too ashamed of yourself.

For the next 8 months you watched the squad come and go, some of them never returning, but you were there, to support them, you sat with them, round the fire talking about dreams and hopes. You knew one day you would join them on a mission, but for now, Mike was giving you masses of work and cleaning. You didn’t mind it, Mike was a leader among the squad, and he did enjoy your company for the most part, mainly because you were a strong character, he also wanted you to go on missions, he wanted to see your skill out on the field.

But you still got to train with everyone. That bit didn’t change. Throughout all of that, you were a brilliant recruit, the others always asked why you never were involved with expeditions…

You were done after the first 8 months. You were sick of this, you were done with the chores, watching people leave and never come back. Erwin hadn’t approached you and you knew why, it was because of your brother, your cruel brother who for some reason thought you were under him in every way and that he could control you… that wasn’t the case. Instead you waited till the last minute to go to Erwin, you stormed towards his office, wearing your full uniform, showing you were ready.

You knocked on his door. “Come in” you heard his voice, it was calm… soothing. You opened the door and quickly closed it. He looked up, his eyebrow raised a little, he wasn’t expecting you to turn up at his office. “What’s the problem?” He asked. He put down the paperwork he was looking at, giving all of his attention to you. “I want to go on the expeditions…” you said, your voice stern and calm. “Please, I can’t just watch you all going into battle and I am here, like a child waiting for you all to return!” You sighed “It kills me, that you all go out, I can’t even try to protect or help anyone back here” “[Y/N]…” Erwin sighed “Nile asked me to..” “I am not Niles toy! I am not him!” You suddenly blurted, Erwin looked shocked, he stood up and moved around to the front of his desk, leaning against it. “I may be his sister but it is not up to him where I go or what I do” “I understand that, but me and your brother are good friends… I have to respect his wishes” “He left you to join the corps alone, what has he ever done for you?”

Erwin looked at you, your words hit him, you were right, what had Nile done for him? Nothing… He had trained with him, drank with him, left him for Marie and the Military police. He hadn’t done anything for him. “I guess you are right” he said “I’m sorry [Y/N] I didn’t want to ever insult you through what your brother has said” You nodded slightly “But you know [Y/N] that you are so young, compared to us old men you are a baby”

“But I can’t just sit here…” You whined a little. “I understand, you can come out for one… if you do well, then maybe I will think about making you a permanent member”

“thank you … squad leader” you saluted and left, feeling proud of yourself. You could of skipped down the corridors with happiness. You finally made it onto the squad.

But Erwin felt awful about it. Mainly because he just realised he had opened the bird cages door.

You would soon be one of the highest ranking in the corps, in the space of a year, you had 50 kills under your belt, you had helped Hanji with her research, you had worked with mike and his own personal squad. You were one of the top squad members. And Nile didn’t have a clue what was happening. He thought you were still staying behind, cleaning out the horse stables and sorting through paperwork.

After the last expedition, you sat round the fireside, everyone had left, leaving you alone to think about the past year, how much you had achieved, what you had done. Finally seeing the titans and outside the walls. You felt free at last, and you were fighting towards something bigger. You looked up to the stars and stretched. You were happy here, even though death was so close to you every time you rode out through those gates, here you felt at home, you had fulfilled your dream of becoming a member of the Survey Corps.

“You know, sometimes I wonder where you found your courage” You heard a voice, it was him, it was Erwin Smith. “[Y/N] You are… one powerful soldier” “Thanks… I guess” I looked down at the flames dancing their final hour of life “I just wanted to help”

“Help? You are brilliant out there, you have saved so many of our comrades lives just by killing one or two titans” he smiled. You looked at him, acknowledging his compliment. “May I ask, why did you join the Survey Corps… surely none of your family wanted you to” “No.. they didn’t” You laughed slightly, thinking of your brothers face when you told him “Nile hated it, well you knew that anyway squad leader” He nodded, a slight smile reaching his lips. “I wanted to fight, for humanity, for the innocent people in this city, behind our walls..” “I see..” “I wanted to fight for a future, that is my dream… I don’t ask for much” He looked at you, his eyes shining from the fire light “You know, I watched the survey corps, ever since I was a little girl, I admired their bravery, their wing of freedom… everything about them.. I knew I had to join them when I was old enough. Even if it kills me, I want to live for myself now.” You sighed, looking into the fire “Yes, this will probably kill me one day, one day I will find myself in the hands of a titan and I will be done, but until then I will fight, for those children who need a chance in this world” Erwin smiled, he saw a lot of himself in you, the same ideas, the same dreams. Everything

“You know” he said “I said the same thing, when I joined” he smiled “I am sure Nile would be proud of you, if he knew” “For now, it’s best he doesn’t. He wanted me to live a life like him, in the Military Police, get married and live my life till I am old” “Would you?” “No… not until I felt like this world was free..” “Hmm” “He found Marie, he found something he wanted to fight for..” “Marie..” Erwin looked into the flames “Sorry…” you said, remembering that Erwin was too, in love with your sister-in-law. “I didn’t mean to..” “You know, I chose titans over her, I was a fool but I had that dream too, I wanted to fight, I wanted to know more about the titans and where they came from, if what my father said was right, plus… now I think back. I made the right choice” he said sighing “Imagine if I had died, I would’ve left her with nothing, I couldn’t put anyone through that pain, I don’t know when I will die, none of us do, but that’s why… I couldn’t” “But sometimes” You looked to the stars “If you have someone in your heart, in your mind, you will fight harder for that someone, because you know they will be waiting for you to come home… it gives us hope, that one day we could live a peaceful free life with that person” You tilted your head a little, looking to him. “A dream…” “I guess so… I haven’t had a feeling like that in a long time, not since Marie… but lately I have found myself, wanting to fight harder” “Hm?” You looked to him “I have someone I need to protect, someone I can return home to, who is by my side, through battle” He looked at you “Erwin…” “[Y/N]…” he cupped your face, scooting closer to you. He pressed his lips ever so gently against yours. His hands holding your face so gently as if you were a piece of diamond. He had been wanting to kiss you, hold you ever since you had stood up for yourself, your courage, beauty and strength was beautiful to you, and he loved it.

He stood up and offered you his hand, taking it you were pulled up from the log you had been sitting on with him. “Come with me” he whispered in your ear, you nodded, without even questioning where he wanted to take you. You were in love with Erwin Smith, you always had been. Sometimes you believed you were only here to protect him from danger. He led you to his room, sneaking through the barrack corridors, not to wake Mike, Hanji and Eld whose rooms were on the same corridor. He closed the door behind you both, pressing you up against it, his hands engulfing you, bringing you in close, kissing you.

At that moment your heart went into overdrive. You felt it burning in your chest and you were excited. He pulled you in kissing you, his tongue invading your mouth, dominating the kissing pace. He wanted you, it could of been for a long time too, he seemed desperate for you at this moment. His hands couldn’t find a place to stay as they frantically searched for a home. You pulled off your jacket, followed by his… clothes hit the floor. You admired Erwin, he was beautiful. His scars, his face, his body. Everything about him was what you imagined. He pulled you close to him and just embraced you as the two of you fell to the bed. You were on top of him, he tucked your hair behind your ears, pulling you in for a kiss. For the first time in a long time you felt like the world was finally home, as you laid there, on top of Erwin Smith the squad leader of the Survey Corps. You felt a sense of belonging. You had found a home here in the squad, you were helping the cause for humanity… and now in the arms of a man you had admired for years. You traced down his abs, to his throbbing member, you took it in your hand, licking the tip, he laid there, watching you, his eyes not losing contact with you. You took his whole member in your mouth, hitting the back of your throat. But you didn’t care, you wanted to satisfy him, you wanted to make him happy. Make him feel like he belonged somewhere too… Because you were both lost souls. And you had found each other in this hopeless world. He moaned a little, bringing your mind back into the room, you were bobbing on his large member and he was losing control slightly as you held onto his thighs, he wanted to thrust more into your mouth, he wanted to dominate everything about you tonight. He needed a release, he needed to rid himself of this sexual tension, because he wasn’t going to admit it, he wanted to fuck you for a long time. In fact it was one of the reasons he kept you behind on the expeditions. You pulled up from his member and looked at his shining eyes. He was looking at you in such a loving way in which you had never seen before. After all of the expeditions, the one person who worried you was always Erwin, always… You dreaded losing him. You hated that. It was a nightmare… not without telling him how much you loved him. He turned the positions round, you were laying on your back with Erwin between your legs, his tongue flicked at your clit and it sent a shockwave through your body. Your body was sensitive, every touch made you react, and he was playing with that, tracing the lines of your abs, where it was a little ticklish. As his other hand was pressing down at your clit now, sending the nerves into shock. His fingers then rubbed between your folds to the entrance of your core, you felt his fingers getting closer and closer and your breathing got heavier. He was teasing you, keeping you submissive to him, making him dominant in this scenario.

“S… squad leader please” you begged, before you felt two of his fingers slide into your wetness. He started to finger fuck you gently, before he started to pound his fingers in and out of you. You started to moan more and more, begging for a release from this. But he wasn’t going to let you have it too easily. He grabbed one of your breasts and pawed at it, while his other hand was busy fucking you, you looked down to see his throbbing member. Licking your lips at the idea of what was soon to come. He pulled out his fingers and kneeled in between your legs, he dragged you closer, using your waist, until your legs were wrapped around him and his member was pressed up against you. He rubbed his tip between your folds, teasing you. You let out a moan of need for him to fill you. But he wasn’t letting you… he wanted you to beg. You looked up at him, your eyes shining in the candlelight, he continued to rub his tip between your folds, now and then letting the tip inside of you, before pulling it back out. “Squa…squad leader please I can’t….” you whined “Please…..fuc…” before you could finish whining and begging for him, his member slammed into you at such a force you felt like you were going to be torn apart. He held onto your hips and thrusted rapidly into you, making your whole body jiggle with the motions. You let out a loud moan which brought music to his ears. He flipped you over onto your stomach “Get on your hands and knees soldier” he commanded and you did as he asked. You could see why he was so dominant now at work, he was the same in the bedroom but you loved it. You loved how he wanted to be forceful because that was the man you loved… admired and fought for.

He slapped your butt, before pushing himself in again, starting to fuck you from behind, one hand on your waist, the other went round to your clit, rubbing against it frantically, making it numb to the touch, making your stance weak as it made your body tingle so much you could of collapsed in the spot, you were coming close to your climax, but it seemed Erwin wasn’t ready for that just yet. He slapped your butt, pulled your hair and pawed at your breasts, all while fucking you at a powerful and fast pace. You felt skin against skin and the only noises that could be heard was the sound of skin hitting skin and the loud breathing and moaning from the two of you. Erwins moans brought music to your ears. You loved hearing him like this and you needed more from him. You however wanted a little more fun, you pushed forward, his member sliding out of you, turning round he looked shocked, you had broken his command and he looked mad. You pushed him down onto his back and straddled him. You wanted him to go deeper inside of you, you wanted him completely, you wanted him to cum inside of you and fill you with everything he had and you were not going to stop until you had what you wanted. You reached down and glided his throbbing wet beast back inside of you. And you were going to fuck him slowly. Passionalty Because why should Erwin do all the hard work… when he was the driving force for so many of us?

He laid back and watched, amazed by your work, you rocked your body on him, letting his member do its magic inside of you, moving gently up and down on him, he held onto your breasts, pawing them, reaching up sometimes to suck on your nipples with his mouth, licking around the bud and flicking them. He let out a load moan as you started to speed up a little, as your body till was tingling and numb. But he started to buck his hips, driving his member deep inside of you. You couldn’t move much anymore, your body was so tense from your increased orgasm you could’ve collapsed right there. He could feel you were coming close, so he again took control. He pinned you down and teased you, riding out your orgasm, making it last even longer which drove your body crazy, it was already so tense you didn’t know how long you could last… or if you could even stand up anymore after this. His member pressed against your folds rubbing against you, you let out a loud moan as he pushed himself in, his thrusts getting faster and faster as you arched your back in complete pleasure. “Erwin I…. I” you couldn’t even speak anymore but you suddenly felt him tense up, you looked at him, he was about to cum too. You pulled his head down and kissed him as he released his hot juice into you, riding out his orgasm, he didn’t want it to stop, he wanted you to feel all of him inside of you, he wanted more. He rested on his forearms, on top of you, slowly thrusting back and forth, slowing into a grind, his member still releasing his juice into you as you laid there, your core tensing around his wet member. You looked into his eyes and smiled, he kissed you so passionately you thought it was it, this was where you belonged. You laid there, wrapped in his arms, your head pressed up against his chest. Listening to his heart beat. You were both alive in the moment, finding each other in such a dark dark world.

Months past, more recruits came through. Out of the 103rd training squad, only 5 remained alive through the following year. You and Erwin watched as your friends rode to their deaths on expeditions, secretly watching out for each other out on the fields, keeping each other alive. You were still assigned to Levi’s squad however, so you were still distant from him. But every night you returned to him, to his chambers. To his loving arms where you felt so safe with him. He loved you with all of his heart.

But it was time to tell Nile. He couldn’t be left in the dark forever, him and Erwin were friends after all. Erwin invited him for dinner at the headquarters. You sat next to Erwin, his hand gently placed on your thigh. Nile sitting opposite the two of you.

“So what’s the occasion?” Nile asked looking at the two of you

“I wanted to tell you something” said Erwin, tightening his grip on your thigh “I, am in love with [Y/N]” “What?” He nearly choked on his drink “Erwin what?!” He looked at the two of us “You can’t be serious” “It started last year after the last expedition we went on…” “We went on?!” He looked at me in the eyes “you went outside the walls?!” “I…” You couldn’t say anything, your hand slipped down and held onto his. “I love him Nile” “No, you can’t love him, he is a walking death trap!” Nile snapped “are you a fool [Y/N]?”

“Don’t call her that” Erwin said “we fight for each other” “I can’t believe you let her outside of the walls! You selfish fucking prick!” Nile snapped, you looked to Erwin, who remained calm throughout. “You broke your word Erwin!” “I thought about all the times you broke your word with me…” Erwin sighed “I know you want to protect her, but I want to protect her too, and I can since I am here with her on the front lines” “You can’t protect her!” he shouted “You bastard.. If you dare lay a finger on her…”

You giggled a little, thinking about what you had done in the morning, his large body towering over you, making love to you. “What!” Nile looked to you “What are you laughing at!” “It’s…. A little late for that” I muttered.

But before you knew it Nile’s hard fist was against Erwin’s face, Erwin didn’t fight back, he took it, he let go off my hand, making sure I wouldn’t of been hurt. Nile made his way round the table and grabbed Erwin by the collar. “STOP!” You shouted “PLEASE NILE!” You cried out, trying to grab your brother “Get off [Y/N]!” He held Erwin up “how dare you!” He screamed in Erwin’s face, but Erwin just looked at you, his eyes watering slightly but he wasn’t standing down, but wasn’t fighting back either. You just cried, hitting your brother in the back “You first let her outside the wall and now you are fucking her!” “Stop it Nile! Please!” you cried, Nile let go off Erwin and grabbed you “Please no… it hurts” he had you by the wrists, he pulled you towards the door and pushed you out, you fell to the floor and he slammed the door shut, locking it behind him.

You banged on the door screaming, no one could hear you though, You could hear Erwin’s grunts as he was punched and kicked on the floor. You kept banging until your hands were raw, bleeding and in pain, but it didn’t matter, you kept banging, you got up and started to kick at the door. Putting in all of your strength into getting into that room.

But before you could Nile opened the door. “You won’t leave this city again, nor will you be with him” You looked at him, then looked past, to see Erwin on the floor. Blood trickling from his mouth “What did you do…?” You asked Nile, but as you looked at him, he was gone. He had walked away, that cruel bastard of a brother.

You ran to Erwin, who laid there, you kneeled by him. He looked to you, as you cupped his bloody face “I’m sorry…” You muttered “I tried” You started to try and clean his face, but he grabbed your hand, holding it by the wrist. “Don’t…” He said. “Go…” he said, closing his eyes, “Erwin.. I can’t jus..” “GO! Get out!” he shouted with the remaining energy he had. You looked at him as he let go of your wrist, letting his hand drop down onto the floor again. You stood up, tears in your eyes. You ran out, covering your face.

Erwin laid there, tears flowing from his eyes. What had he done…

You laid in bed for the next few days, not wanting to see anyone or the light of day, you just laid there, dreaming of the times he would be there, cuddling you into the late hours of the afternoon. But he wasn’t there anymore, in fact he was avoiding you… but why?

We were like the trees, even if you break their branches, they grow back, their leaves fall from their homes but they grow back, a tree grows old but is still beautiful, it comes against the rain and hardest of winds… but stands strong, to show its beauty to the world.

But you had to appear soon enough, there was an expedition happening soon, you were expected to join, as Levi needed you by his side on the mission ahead. You didn’t want to leave the room though. You sat there for a moment thinking about everything. You wanted… no you needed to speak to Erwin.

You got up, and dressed for the first time in days. Your hair was greasy, but you didn’t care. You had eye bags were heavy under your eyes. But you didn’t care about it. You didn’t care how you looked, or how you felt, you cared about him, you lived on for him, without Erwin what was your purpose anymore?

You walked, with your cloak hood up, covering your face from anyone who passed you, you had one place you were headed to, and you were not going to top for anyone. You saw Levi, who tried to stop you, but you walked straight past him, Hanji letting out a little laugh as she realised Levi was being undermined by you. You continued to walk towards his room. But when you got there, your heart stopped. You didn’t know what to say.

You felt your body ache, your heart was throbbing in pain, you didn’t know how to deal with this mess, and as per usual it was all done by your brother who was ‘in his best interest’ protecting you.

In reality, he was making your life a miserable mess of events.

If anyone could of protected you it would of been Erwin, but that wasn’t what Nile thought, Erwin was only a squad leader, no one THAT important in his eyes.

You stood there, looking at the wooden floor outside his door, tears welling up in your eyes, your body tense. You just wanted it to be like it use to be and nothing else but that wasn’t going to happen without you knocking.

But then the door opened.

“[Y/N]…” “Erwin…” You said, looking up into his beautiful eyes “I…” “What do you want?” he said, his voice cold “I… I wanted to talk?” “There’s nothing for me to say to you..” He responded “You should be training, we leave tomorrow” “Erwin…” You stood there, in shock, why was he being like this with you “please…” “You should be reporting to Levi, not me” “Erwin…” all you could say was his name, as your hands reached out for him, he shoved you away,

“Go. I’m busy” He closed the door again, you fell to your knees in tears “I love you” you muttered, placing your hand against the door “I love you so much…”

You didn’t know, that behind the door, Erwin was doing the same, his heart was aching, he longed to hold you, he hated seeing you like this, in this state of being. He hated lying to you but if he didn’t, Nile was going to get him in huge shit with the higher ups, for breaking laws, which he didn’t even know he had broken. He couldn’t do that, he couldn’t lose sight of his dream not when he was so close to becoming commander of the Survey Corps, he was sure of it. Even Mike had hinted at it.

But Erwin longed for you, he missed you… he wanted you in his arms.

“Get up” You heard Levi “[Y/N] get up”

“Levi….” You looked to him, your eyes red from crying… how long had you been sitting there for? You didn’t even know, but your knees were numb, your eyes stung from crying. “Get up [Y/N] don’t be like this” “I’m sorry squad leader…” You mumbled. “I am really sorry” “Lets go…” He guided me out.

Erwin appeared again from his room, where he saw a wet patch outside his door… where your tears had hit the floor. It broke his heart just a little bit more. He stood by the window, watching you, your body was weak, he noticed how little effort you were putting into training, but maybe it was because you were tired. It didn’t take long before training was over, Erwin left the barracks to find you lying asleep outside, at the log you first kissed. He stood over you, watching you sleep peacefully, Levi had worn you out, to the point where you fell asleep before dinner.

He picked you up gently, like you were his bride, carrying you to your bedroom. He tucked you in, placing a kiss on your cold dry lips

“I’m sorry” he whispered, before he turned and left, of course you had no idea that had happened.

The next day was the day which would change the history of humanity. You didn’t know that, nor would you ever know that. Levi assigned you to work alongside Mike, meaning you were with him, Erwin and Eld. You were riding with them, outside of the walls… your eyes only looking ahead, seeing his blonde hair in front of you…

“Erwin we have to go through the forest, now!” Mike shouted to him, the four of your turned into the woods, here you could attack titans easier, having trees to attached to.

As you rode in, Erwin spotted a titan, signalling the group you all switched to your 3DMG, flying high into the trees, apart from Erwin didn’t, his equipment wasn’t working properly, as he stopped his horse, the titan got closer and closer

“ERWIN!” Screamed Mike. Your instincts took over. As you saw Moses grabbed by the titan, his arm falling from his mouth. You jumped down “[Y/N] what are you doing!” Eld cried out “NO!” You didn’t listen to him, you got onto your horse, running at the titan, Mike flying down, grabbing Erwin, just before the titan grabbed him, Erwin, who didn’t notice you galloping off, in fact he didn’t hear Eld cry out your name either… Erwin stood in the trees, fixing his 3DMG, while you were heading straight at the titan. You turned quickly, distracting him, the titan chasing you as you rode as if it was your last mission.

But then your horse bucked… because there was a titan in front of you… Your last breath you cried out for him, you felt the titans teeth break your lower half apart, your last image, was him… flying towards you.

That was the day Wall Maria fell, Erwin never really got a moment to grieve for you, his life became too hectic, but he never really forgot about you, every morning, every evening he thought of you, heard your voice in his mind, thinking you were really there.

Erwin heart broke a little more when he was told, by Nile himself, that his threat was an empty one.. “I did it to test you, to test if you really loved her… it seems titans are the only thing in your heart, You let her die, you let her die and now you’re the commander of the Survey Corps! How could you be so cruel! You would’ve died that day if it wasn’t for her dedication and love for you!” he screamed at Erwin “She loved you before she was even in the Corps! You selfish bastard!”

Erwin never forgave himself…

You were in his mind till his last moments… When he closed his eyes for the final time he heard your voice, saw your smile

“Your home…”

Word count: 6959 (see why i called it a short story…)

I have an alternative ending… if anyone wants to read it let me know~

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