#eruri fanfic

[amour-anguis]

here’s one for my AOT besties 🫡🫡 (eruri 4eva)

this fic rearranged my atoms for REAL. it’s phenomenal, and if you haven’t read it, you must!!!! even if you’re not in the AOT fandom, it’s just so so good and very Jegulus coded 🤭

bind is done with dark green leather which was a BITCH to work with but i adore the way it came out! <3

#pledge #attack on titan #fanfic binding #amour binds #levi ackerman #erwin smith #eruri #eruri fanfic #fanfiction #book bind #ao3 #jegulus

[lewiathans]

Kraków Eruri - “A kiss could kill him, he thinks…”

based on this fanfiction:

#eruri #aot eruri #aot scenarios #attack on titan #levi ackerman #erwin smith #aot #aot fanart #eruri fanfic #snk #snk levi #snk erwin #erwin smith smut

[levmada]

//eruri

Erwin stares into the faint ripples of the white curtain beside his table. A sturdy round thing, obviously better suited for card-playing than sitting and sipping tea, but… Levi takes no luxuries it seems, even as Captain, even knowing Erwin would be staying with him while he recovered from his flu, as if he deserved no better.

Oh, Levi.

He quickly reminds himself of their compromise before he gets greedy. Levi is absurdly fussy about getting help in the most basic sense, but at the same time it was a forgone conclusion.

Levi had to give in yesterday when he was several hours late to breakfast, unable to explain himself because he had lost his voice. The flu never hits Levi until it does, and it hits him hard.

It’s so rare for him to get sick that Erwin is tense even now, like a spring wound up tight and waiting for a sneeze to set him off.

It's unsettling to see Levi deeply sleep. He's mostly slept through today, but that's the medicine doing its work.

He glances back towards the twin bed where Levi is resting on his back. A hairband is propped behind his ears to keep his bangs clear of his sweaty forehead; his cheeks are the color of apples.

He really deserves a nicer mattress… but part of the compromise was staying in Levi’s old room to keep Erwin’s quarters free of germs. If Erwin wanted to stew in them, that was his prerogative, Levi had retorted—and yes, it was.

But maybe he can haggle when Levi starts feeling better.

Erwin returns to his parchment.

“Mm…”

Erwin side-glances at Levi. He hasn’t woken up, but his shoulders hunch and ripple with a feverish shiver. The mattress cries a tiny squeak as he rolls over, onto his side so Erwin can see the misery deeply etched into his face.

His gaze lingers, wondering if he should risk waking Levi to check his temperature again. (It wouldn’t be on purpose.) His face is glossy, deepened to a beet-red. He sniffles noisily. A few untamed strands have escaped the hairband and cling to his temple like glue.

So finishing up this urgent piece of work, or going to Levi?

He goes to scoot out in time for Levi to whine again. With a little tensing up.

“Momma…” he murmurs. “M-M…”

His nails sink into the loose cotton by his knee. For a second he doesn’t even know what to think, for Levi, indentured to the pain under his breath. It screams its weight, which comes so much heavier by some place in childhood. A feeble call so acrid with pain in Levi’s low tone—if they knew of Levi—is enough to shatter a man’s heart.

“Momma.” He sounds shaky now.

Erwin stands up like a paralysis had seized his body up until now and goes over, sitting by Levi’s chest. He goes to adjust the hairband neatly, and wipe his neck and forehead of sweat with a washcloth set aside. Levi keeps mumbling devoid of meaning, but it all means one word, and Erwin knows it. When his nose starts to run and a tear squeezes out from Levi's tightly shut eyes, he grabs a clean handkerchief (softer on his skin) and starts hushing gently.

"You're dreaming, my love. It's only a dream now."

"Mm-omma. Mommgmomm momma geddup..."

"Shhh..." He swallows and runs his fingers slowly through Levi's hair. It's soft, almost painfully so, for some reason now.

"Momma," he cries.

He's sleeping too deeply. Erwin strokes his hair for now, hoping he'll settle.

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#vent as usual #eruri #snk eruri #erwin x levi #aot eruri #eruri art #eruri feels #eruri fic #eruri fluff #eruri fanfic #erwin smith x levi ackerman #levi x erwin

[randomficrecss]

Eruri fic rec <3

Part 1

ugh they are so perfect, this is one of my most fav ships ever!!

these are gonna be all longer fics like 90K+ words but i’ll definitely post another part with shorter ones!

The Blue by bowowline

E | 176.1K | 14/14 | Hitman Levi, AU modern setting, Slowburn, Smut

“Look, kid. Don’t listen to what Uri says, you hear?” Kenny combs his hair with his hand, although there’s not a single strand out of place. “Don’t ever listen to him. You only have one kinda people you have to listen to. You know that, yes? Who do you listen to? Tell me,” he orders, kind of frantic.

“I only listen to the Family,” Levi says absently.

As a child, Levi refused to finish a job. He has not made one blunder after that. Twenty years later, fate catches up to him again.

Birds of Paradise by obiwhat12

No rating (check tags) | 94.9K | 14/14 | Hurt/Comfort, Sick Levi, Domestic Fluff, PTSD

On an expedition gone awry, Erwin and Levi find themselves stranded in the forest, fighting for their lives. They are graced with no other option except to put their faith in one another, despite their vast differences.

Under the same bright stars, they discover a new kind of consolation in each other that neither has known before.

In These Fallen Leaves by masksarehot

E | 210.2K | 32/32 | Temporary Character Death, Post-Canon, Hurt/Comfort, Smut

[Post-Basement canon-divergent AU] Ten years after the end of the war, Levi, still heartbroken over Erwin's death, is living out a quiet existence with a few Survey Corps survivors. But signs are beginning to surface that Erwin is not truly dead, and they're getting too vivid to ignore...

This fic explores (canon-divergent) choices that the survivors made after Erwin's death and their consequences for the world. It's also about healing, and Erwin and Levi learning to put words to things that have always been unspoken between them. And beneath it all are the paths, whispering to them that the fate of Paradis still rests upon their shoulders...

Corps-à-Corps by onthearrow (loved this one)

E | 223.6K | 25/25 | AU fencing, Slowburn, Smut

Meeting people in New York City is hard. When Erwin’s last good friend moves away for greener pastures, he joins the local fencing club in his Upper East Side neighborhood in hopes of rekindling both an old hobby, and his wilting social life.

-OR-

The newest member of Levi's fencing club has it all it all-- money, a highly successful career, overbearingly good looks. Levi doesn't have any of that. But he sure as hell wants Erwin Smith anyway.

The Means by calacreda

E | 130.2K | 16/16 | Post-ACWNR, Pre-AOT, Prostitution, Slowburn

'He hears him say “Do not tell a soul, Levi” and wants to laugh. Tell anyone? To what end? So that others have the images that Levi now has running through his head; of grabbing hands and harness marks, hard words and soft lips, of lies upon lies upon lies in a desperate attempt to get to the truth?'

Levi begins to notice Erwin leaving HQ alone and not returning until the dead of night.

Slow-burn, pre-show Eruri.

He Chose Titans by masksarehot

E | 486.1K | 43/43 | Semi-Canon Prequel, Truama, Fluff, Smut

Erwin swore he would never again be distracted from his fight against the titans, but when an unexpected bond begins to form with Levi, he must decide whether he will follow his heart or his head.

Mail Order Spy by 35g (Jaackdaw)

M | 230K | 24/24 | Slowburn, Espionage, PTSD, Fake/Pretend Relationship

2091. Titans are no longer the frail oddities they once were. They're changing, growing. Governments aren’t changing with them. The International Military Police is tightening their leash. Erwin Smith orders a spy.

Dresden by hedera_helix (one of my all time favs)

M | 334.4K | 26/26 | AU, Historial, WWII

When Levi acquired his false identification he knew that the key to survival would be to stay unnoticed and to contain the bitterness and anger he feels inside himself. As the tides of war start to turn against Germany, however, Levi finds himself in a position to make a choice.

CODA by crownlessk_ing

M | 222.2K | 27/27 | AU 80’s, Musicians, Canon Disabled Character, Period-Typical Homophobia, War Flashbacks

France, 1986 - The last time Erwin was in Paris, he had it all. Youth, love, success, and his place in some of the most prestigious orchestras of the world. His cello had been his faithful companion through it all, and many said Erwin was the most talented cellist of his time. With such a bright future, it was easy to pretend everything was perfect.

But a lot had changed in ten years.

Now, all he had left were ghosts in his shadows, blurred memories of what used to be, and a body broken beyond repair.

He hoped going back to where it all started would be enough to recover what he’d lost: his ability to hold a cello, to feel, to love. He’d been wrong so far. But there may be another soul just as broken as his, someone who was also wandering in search of their own missing pieces.

Final Tour by gouguruheddo

M | 131.9K | 22/22 | Friends to lovers, PTSD, Modern America, Mid-Life Crisis, grief/Mourning, Trust Issues, Hurt/Comfort

It's been twenty years in the army, and Levi is finally home--retired, bored, directionless. The world has moved on without him, including his friend Erwin. He struggles to learn to adjust, to deal with his nightmares, to flourish in a world he's never understood, only to find that Erwin is dealing with the same thing.

Pledge by EllaBesmirched (El_Bell)

E | 123.9K | 15/15 | AU college, Frat Boy Erwin, ex-thug Levi, Slowburn, Light Hazing,

Levi is not in a fucking frat.

The Laws of Survival by pasiphile

E | 120.8K | 7/7 | Slowburn, Dom/Sub Undertones, PTSD, Non-binary Hange

His friends are dead, and now he’s trapped in a world where he has no voice, no control, and no one on his side except for the bastard who forced him to join in the first place.

Trust doesn’t just grow in one day.

Vespers by Valisi (series)

E | 109.5K | 12 Works | read tags

A series of stories detailing Erwin Smith and Levi Ackerman's private life together. Pieces can be read individually or as a whole.

Some pieces will reference things that have happened in past parts of the story, but it's nothing so major that you'll feel left out.

#erwin smith #levi ackerman #eruri #eruri fanfic #eruri supremacy #eruri fic #eruri fic rec #attack on titan #attack on titan fic #attack on titan fic rec #attack on titan fanfiction #they are gay

[naussensei]

Me: “Omg maybe I exaggerated Eruri’s height/size difference”

Eruri: *literally looks like his in official art and canon*

Me: “Never mind”

#eruri #erwin x levi #eruri fanfic #Eruri fic #rivaeru

[beebumblecinamon]

Another snippet from my wip where Levi has been de-aged. This happens right after Levi has turned into a child.

#aot eruri #eruri #erwin smith #erwin x levi #levi aot #snk levi #aot #aot erwin #attack on titan #attack on titan erwin #snk eruri #eruri fic #eruri fanfic #eruri feels #levi x erwin #levi attack on titan #levi ackerman #captain levi #levi snk #snk erwin #commander erwin

[abbyslev]

okay but hange and reader going on a double date w erwin and levi 🤭🤭 ERURI 🔛🔝🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

𝑫𝑶𝑼𝑩𝑳𝑬 𝑫𝑨𝑻𝑬𝑺- 𝑯𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑬 𝑿 𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑫𝑬𝑹 & 𝑬𝑹𝑼𝑹𝑰

A/N: OH EM GEE GUYS i GUESSSSSSS🙄🙄🙄 i wrote this for my totally not sweet kind gorgeous sexy beautiful kind funny hilarious angelic friend who i love so much🙄🙄 TOTALLY NOT🙄🙄 anyways I ENJOYED WRITING THIS SM LIKE UGH ITS SO CUTE I HOPE EVERYONE ENJOYS REEEEAAAAGGGG

double dates are A NEED

either a fancy dinner or a bar

erwin always always ALWAYS pays 

hange reaches for the check and erwin just slides his card in there 

you four alternate at which restaurant 

you guys never ever run out of topics to talk about!!

you guys having baking dates

erwin and levi def have a bakery together, so they try and teach you and hange 

hange ends up messing things up and levi’s like “ykw you just watch for the sake of my sanity” 

THE TREATS COME OUT YUMMY

YOU GUYS GO ON HIKESSSS!!

hange and you know lots of good trails 

erwin’s def the type of person to bring 100 water bottles, snacks, bug spray, bandaids, ALL OF IT 

levi is complaining about his shoes getting dirty 

hange picked up random bugs and erwin’s like “oh ok! interesting… set it down.” 

“he’s not gonna hurt you, eyebrows” hange rolled their eyes smfh 

beach dates omg they are the cutest 

again, here comes erwin with everything in his house 

hange splashes everyone while levi’s like “:|”

can’t even lie erwin made some BANGER sandwiches 

you told hange to let it digest before going back to swimming 

“nothings gonna happen you’re just overthinking it!” hange fired back 

also them in the car on the ride home “Y/NNNN MY STOMACH HURTSSS!!”

ooo late night homemade dinner nights 

erwin and levi bring the best local wine and steak 

you make stuffed baked potatoes and hanges just sitting there like :D

oooof the topics hall get into are crazy 

from the deepest darkest theories to hange’s crazy thoughts 

you guys are so different, you and hange hold hands and hange likes to eat off of your plate as to where erwin and levi sit by each other and keep pda to a minimum LMAO

hange def knows a place where cherry blossom trees bloom every year 

hange takes you guys there and you make a picnic basket 

levi and erwin enjoy it very much :) 

they had a moment where levi just laid on erwin’s lap and erwin ran his fingers through his hair 

hange was def trying to climb trees or something 

DOUBLE DATE VACATIONS OMG you guys love traveling together 

erwin def organizes the trip 

hange knows a bunch of different languages so you guys can basically go anywhere and they know it 

nothing is ever a secret between you four 

erwin is a gossip FIEND 

hange and levi aren’t that into the gossip so they usually merge into their own conversations 

wine tasting is def a need for erwin

levi prefers his tea tasting but he’ll do whatever for his husband I GUESSS

double dates are a need no matter what, plus what’s better than getting four friends together ?? NOTHING 

#attack on titan #hange aot #hange zoë #hange x reader #snk hange #attack on titan headcanons #hange zoe #hange x you #hange attack on titan #hange x y/n #eruri #eruri fic #eruri fanfic #eruri fluff #eruri is canon #aot hanji #hanji x reader #attack on titan hanji #commander hanji #hanji zoe #hanji fluff #snk hanji #hanji zoë #hanji zoe x reader #aot hange #commander hange #hange x oc #hange headcanons

[eruri-brainrot]

Writing time :)

#gay lighthouse keepers eruri I love you #grace writes #eruri #levi ackerman #erwin smith #aot #attack on titan #shingeki no kyojin #snk #erwin x levi #eruri fanfic

[imhidingonceagain]

English speaking fanfiction writers, please help the non-english speaking community:

This time I wanted to talk about something slightly different. As I've said in some of my previous posts, I've been reading fanfiction for more than 10 years and I've written fanfiction as well in my mother language.

About five years ago I started reading fanfiction in English as well because some of my favorite fandoms don't have much content in my main language.

About two years ago I attempted to write in English and it took me a lot of time and a bunch of Google searches but ultimately I liked the result.

However, I need help.

When you are writing in you mother language you're perfectly aware of what things are cringey and which ones aren't. When you're writing in your second language however, it becomes difficult to perceive which words or expressions sound unnatural, cringey, bad or tacky.

For example: when writing NSFW scenes, what are some words that are sound off while talking about female and male genitalia (lol) and which ones sound better?

This is just an example, but yeah I would like to have some help with that.

(IM GONNA TAG SOME OF MY FANDOMS TO REACH MORE PEOPLE, PLEASE DON'T GET MAD AT ME)

#thiam #teen wolf #theo and liam #spideypool #eruri fanfic #eruri #destiel #supernatural #deadpool #spiderman #mcu #stucky #hannigram #hannibal #peacemaker #stranger things #steddie #fanfiction #stranger things fanfiction #spideypool fanfic #fanfic

[karikarasuno]

sonder m.list

Pairing: Erwin Smith x Fem!Reader x Levi Ackerman

Rating: Mature/Explicit

Warnings/Tags: Angst with a Happy Ending, Modern!au, Ex Fiancée! Onyankopon, Recreational Drug Use, Alcohol Consumption, Slow burn, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Explicit Sexual Content, Eventual Polyamory, World building, Music & Cooking are love languages in this

sonder /noun/ the realization that each random passerby is living a life as vivid and complex as your own

Summary: 

After running from a long term relationship, leaving behind a ring you dreamt of forever, you’re left to rebuild in a new city on your own. With only a new career ahead of you, you’re forced to confront your past while stringing together the loose threads of your future. 

Erwin and Levi own the home right beside yours. The couple is welcoming. The friends you have needed for awhile. But when the relationship deepens in a way you’re not prepared for, do you run again or will you finally face the music?

Table of Contents

Chapter I: 04/15/2023

Chapter II: 04/28/2023

Chapter III: 05/20/2023

Chapter IV

Chapter V

Chapter VI

Chapter VII

Chapter VIII

Chapter IX

Chapter X

#sonder masterlist #snk fanfiction #attack on titan fanfiction #eruri fanfic #eruri x reader

[jximart]

My partner made this and I’ve been crying over it all day

#Eruri #aot eruri #eruri supremacy #eruri fanart #erwin x levi #erwin smith #commander erwin #Captain levi #snk fanart #eruri fanfic

[eyebrowluv]

Eruri Fanfic - The Cursed (Now Complete)

#eruri fanfic #erwin smith #eruri #levi ackerman #erwin x levi

[levmada]

Hi could you please write an eruri fic were erwin fingers levi whilst levis on his lap (teasing, dirty talk included 🤭) I love your writing so much ❤ Lysm

im so sorry i have NO idea how this got so kinky😭..and that this took ages. please forgive < 3

//dirty dirty talk, edging, exhibitionism, oral (m!receiving), assplay, somnophilia (dubious consent for 1 second), weed use, modern au, cockwarming, brief choking, service top!Erwin | ~2.4k

Levi keeps dozing off. A gentle, absent unconsciousness without dreaming. One moment he catches a piece of dialogue from the movie playing on TV, but next he notices, the scene has entirely moved on. It's the only source of light in his and Erwin's living room, and in a wavering but constant sense it shines dully behind his eyelids.

Hange fell asleep on the floor, their head in Nimbus’s bed, their cat, with a weighted blanket resting on them. Levi lies on his side with a duvet of his own covering him. It’s hard to register they’re there again and again in his sleep-addled mind, with them a lump on the floor and blocked from view by the coffee table, but he always is distantly aware of Erwin sitting in the middle of the couch with Levi’s feet resting on his legs.

The only reason he would ever sleep this much in the first place is the blunt they all shared earlier. But that makes his sensations heightened too.

He stirs awake in a wandering way, only to feel an explosion of lust below his navel when he notices his thighs are spread apart now where he lays on his back, with one leg threatening to spill over the side of the couch if it weren't for Erwin's palm. Big. Easily wraps around the back of his thigh. His frame is too wide to fit him comfortably otherwise.

By the weight spread across his hips and thighs, Erwin's laying on his belly, pinning him down just due to their size difference. Something firm, at an angle, is rubbing against his hard shaft through a comfy layer of pajama pants.

He inhales swiftly at first, but keeps his whole body utterly relaxed. Daring to open his eyes, he discovers Erwin is hidden under the duvet. It's big enough to cover their king-sized bed, so it's more than big enough to hide Erwin and leave room to cover Levi's midriff.

He closes his eyes again with a sense of relief, and annoyance. This is why he can’t remember if he was imagining, or dreaming, about Erwin having sex with him. He can’t even remember the positions they were in, but it all makes sense now.

With this, he's relaxed enough to doze off again. He drifts, mind buzzing warmly while Erwin noses his dick over his clothes, kissing, faintly, the hot strip of skin exposed where his pants’ stretchy waistband ends, and his shirt shifted up a little in his sleep.

As far as he can really remember or process, everyone except Erwin is dead-asleep, Hange so much so, hidden by the coffee table, that their presence doesn’t occur to him once. What stands out the most, what Erwin’s doing to him feels good. The slow, distant friction adds an aching heat to his overall state of high and bliss without alarming him.

But it's heightened, heightened even more with the realization that Erwin started touching him while he was asleep.

They’ve done this before, and the echoes of memory alone of the orgasms Erwin gave him then make him throb, hard. He swallows, bites the inside of his cheek and drapes his arm over his eyes. He won’t tell him to stop.

Sometime between now and then, his thoughts dilute in a blank nothingness again. He’s completely serene.

The next time, he stirs as a large, firm palm grinds against his cock over his clothes. It's drawing up and down, rubbing the underside of his cock with each revolution.

Levi's arm—his now-sore arm that was draped over his eyes—drops to his mouth to stifle a soft moan. Erwin's going slow, but he's so horny, he's well and truly ruined his boxer shorts.

He furrows his brow, toes curling without his permission. He must’ve been squirming, because Erwin’s free hand is clutching his thigh tighter than he remembers before.

The distant pressure and heat makes him dizzy with desire, added—Levi inhales sharply—with the searing heat from his tongue drawing half-circles around his sharp hipbones.

It feels amazing when Erwin is in control of him like this.

Erwin's tongue glides, it strokes, up, down, following the v-shape below his navel.

If he opens his eyes and really squints, he can see Erwin’s head shifting under the cover.

Levi grinds his jaw as Erwin’s teeth knick his hipbone. His cock twitches under all that tight, firm friction.

Fuck...

The next time he dozes, he’s in and out in the span of seconds, barely, or it feels that way. He always becomes the deepest sleeper on earth when he smokes, and this time is no different, only…

He sighs, audibly, when he realizes his cock has been freed from its tight constraint. It lays heavy and unbearably hard on his navel, where Erwin’s spit still hasn’t dried. It’s humid, so warm.

Erwin’s lips stopped when he sighed.

And he’s not even touching his cock at all, so he, sleepy but excruciatingly horny, turns his head towards the cushions with a new goal in mind. It’s not perfect—he wishes he could drag the duvet over his mouth—but he wants to keep up the illusion that he’s still asleep by staying silent. Erwin seems to want that. Levi forgets the reason.

The sense of Erwin's tongue is much more faint than before. He's stroking his balls with it, sometimes closing his lips around one without sucking. His warm, heavy breath fans the base of his cock.

His shallow sense of consciousness mellows and fades again. The sound of his own breathing is heavy.

He twitches awake to heat and his hips wobbling, and bites down on his sleeve with a noisy gasp through his nose.

It’s different now, he notices immediately, much different. It blows his mind instantly, how the hell Erwin’s mouth can possibly feel this good. His entire cock is buried deep in his mouth.

He must've woken up when his tip tapped the back of his throat, and he swallowed. Who knows how long he was warming it before that.

Maybe he's just high, or maybe it's because Erwin still thinks he's asleep—but it's too damn good. A shiver shakes through his whole body as his hips tremble back and forward all on their own. Erwin’s hot breath, as hot as his sweet and welcoming mouth, fans over his crotch, with his nose scraping the wiry hair down there.

He’s reached his limit for dozing off, so his hand goes reaching under the duvet instead, closing on the back of Erwin’s head and winding in his silky soft undercut. It's not worth pretending he's asleep any longer—Erwin put his mouth on him and Levi's going to come in it.

His grip commands Erwin to stay still. Levi would use both, but he needs to keep his mouth covered. Noises, his voice, builds a pressure in his throat.

Why is he even...

Levi’s eyes widen when he remembers Hange asleep on the floor. That’s why.

Fuck, this is so wrong.

His breathing shivers as he brings his hips back, thrusting into that perfect mouth with sudden force. The same second he remembered, his cock throbbed and his hips bucked anyway. Somehow, in some sickening way, the understanding that Hange is a few feet away, clueless, turns him on even more.

He feels Erwin’s breath shake. He needs to stay silent too, or they’ll both be in trouble.

His balls tighten and raise, along with his back. Fuck, he just needs to come. Distantly, through the blood rushing in his ears, he hears moaning.

It’s himself. He bites down on his sleeve, his face on fire. Fuck…

A grip appears around his thin wrist, gently but firmly undoing Levi’s hold on his hair. Erwin slowly pulls off from his aching cock.

Really. Dammit... he was so close. He barely bites back a whine.

Erwin emerges from under the stupid duvet, and slams his mouth against his, wet and smelling of sweat and spunk, like he wants to swallow him whole—but he keeps more control than Levi, whose toes curl as Erwin's hand tightens around his throat, removing his voice guaranteed.

It’s like a punishment. Combined with the way he’s kissing him right now and cradling the nape of his neck, it’s encouragement.

His skin, even on his cheeks, is sweltering. The sweat on his forehead bleeds with Levi's.

Levi wraps his arms around him as he sips air desperately through his nose. All his weight presses him down, removing all control. He wants to drown in him.

As Erwin pulls away a fraction, he lets him breathe, but he doesn’t remove his hand. He holds his neck in a c-shape, like a necklace.

For the first time, he sees his face. Erwin’s eyes are dark, like an ocean abyss that gazes into him almost curiously.

Then pointedly, Erwin glances in Hange’s relative direction. They’re snoring slightly. Maybe it’d be louder if it weren’t for the movie.

“You’re fucking crazy,” Levi whispers.

“That’s interesting.” Erwin smiles. “I thought you were going to come, and you were hardly fucking my mouth.”

With the facts pointed at him, Levi closes his eyes and turns his head. “Fuck you, pervert."

Erwin leans down and speaks directly into his ear instead. “You're more perverted than me.”

Desperate not to answer and give Erwin the satisfaction, he grinds his hips up instead, finding purchase against Erwin's stomach.

Huffing, Erwin to his surprise drops most of his weight down on top of him.

It’s to roll him over. Gravity whirls. Erwin puts him on top with his pajama pants and boxer shorts awkwardly stuck around his thighs in various states of undress.

Erwin pins him in place with one arm like it’s his fault, and yanks them both down to right around his knees, and then, to Levi’s relief, pulls the duvet over them both, right up to Levi’s neck.

His heart is pounding. He’d be anxious, rightfully, if he wasn’t still high and Erwin’s touch gliding up his back didn’t make him melt.

“Bend your knees,” Erwin whispers in his ear.

He obeys. They slot in by some miracle outside Erwin’s hips. If he wasn’t flexible, it wouldn’t work, but as things are, there’s nothing he can do to close his legs, and that’s before Erwin bends his knees, trapping him in a tight kneel, situated in his lap with his ass in the air.

The implications steal Levi’s breath away before he stuffs his face in Erwin’s throat, grinding his teeth until they hurt. He’s wrapped his hand around his cock, fondling his tip and collecting cum on his fingers.

He sinks his nails in, biting Erwin’s shoulderblade dully with the the other clenched up in his sweatshirt.

This is crazy. Erwin is crazy for taking this much of a gamble on Levi of all people staying silent while he touches him like this, and spits such filth in his ear mere feet away from sleeping Hange.

But he’s also crazy for liking it, for having more cum drip onto Erwin’s dense muscles as two fingers drag back, over his taint, to play around his hole.

Levi’s breathing stalls as they dip into him, tightening up and squirming his knees uncontrollably.

“Don’t let Hange know that you’re this much of a slut,” Erwin whispers in his ear, and pushes them inside him.

They sink into him slowly. Too slowly for the edge Levi is on and the fast-paced scene taking place on the TV screen. He’s desperate enough for more to try and lower his hips, but at the same time just those fingers slowly inching in and dragging along his tight walls is more intense than it should be worth. Sweat beads on his forehead, and bleeds into Erwin’s shirt collar.

“Tighter than usual.”

Levi rears his foot to kick him, but they all the sudden curl, thrust, and curl deep inside him again. A whine louder than the rest escapes him, muffled. A dangerous moan builds in his throat.

Erwin tuts in disapproval and brings down his other hand—them slaps his ass in such a way that doesn’t make much of a sound and puts much more pressure down. He’s no longer moving his fingers, but they’re still buried to the bottom knuckle and making him shake.

“Shut up, angel.”

Levi sinks his canine teeth into his thick shirt collar, managing to knick a bit of his skin by accident. Erwin swallows the faintest of grunts. His keen awareness of sounds helps him pick up on Hange’s snoring through a quieter scene playing on TV as Erwin finger-fucks him.

“If I fucked you right in front of them, would you be more embarrassed that they were watching, or from coming too fast?”

He inhales sharply.

“You’re close,” Erwin states, a fact.

"Eat shit."

Digging his heels in outside Erwin's legs, he bends his back, makes him jolt as his fingers scrape much deeper than before, and Erwin can better freely fuck him with them. Now three stretching him open.

Erwin purrs in approval. "S'that better?"

They curl, making him clamp down as his fingertips nudge into his prostate—Levi's hips spasm, deeply gasping sips of air—just a mere suggestion of "better". He nods and nods.

"You're lucky you're beautiful. You need to come, don't you?"

He nods wildly, frantic as he dresses Erwin's neck in his teeth, but that's more of a hope than anything. "P-Please..."

Erwin whispers in his ear, "Then come."

He stalls completely, clamps his teeth closed as hard as possible to contain it, humping Erwin’s midriff uncontrollably, which soon becomes a dampened mess with load after load shooting onto it.

The movie gets loud. A breathy, gasping groan slips out towards the end, with his hole still gripping the fingers plunging ruthlessly into him and battering his prostate. Erwin breathes heavily in his ear.

Eventually, he’s finished. He completely melts as the afterglow sinks in, with Erwin’s fingers still barely moving in him. After pulsing rhythmically around him, it’s loosened and relaxed. And sensitive.

“I hope that left a mark,” Erwin whispers.

Perturbed, Levi hefts/ his eyes open and notices the wide bruised indention his teeth left in Erwin’s shoulder. He’s bleeding just slightly.

He shuts them again, breathing slow and heavy in Erwin’s neck and tasting his sweat. “Your fault.”

“Completely.”

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“What are you thinking?” Levi asks, out of genuine curiosity.

Erwin draws closer too. Their fingers touch under the pillows as their foreheads are pressed together.

“I thought you said you didn't like this game.”

“Oi,” Levi kicks his feet softly in protest before their legs tangle together. “Don’t try to get smart with me.”

Erwin smiles faintly, then turns on his back to look at the ceiling again.

“You wouldn't like to hear it.”

Levi reaches for Erwin’s face as he crawls on top of him to straddle him, their bellies soft and warm with the morning idleness.

“Tell me,” he whispers, and their noses rub together softly. “What are you thinking?”

Erwin cradles his face now too, lets out a sigh, and quietly, he says, “That I don’t deserve you.”

Closing his eyes, Levi drops his forehead on Erwin’s chest, letting out a frustrated sigh. Because Erwin’s right. He doesn’t deserve him. He deserves so much more.

“You know, Erwin,” he finally says, raising his gaze. With one finger he taps Erwin’s forehead hard, “For someone so smart, you can be very stupid sometimes.”

Erwin’s frowning at him. “Levi—“

“We deserve to enjoy ourselves sometimes.” Levi cuts him off. “Every day can be our last one, I think about it all the time, whenever I go on my horse and ride outside the walls.”

“I think about it too, a lot,” Erwin says thoughtfully, now caressing Levi’s shoulders. “And that is exactly why this is a problem.”

“And what exactly is the problem with ‘this’?”

Erwin’s arms pull him close in a tight embrace all of a sudden. “That I can’t live with the fear of losing you out there.”

His words take him by surprise, just as much as his embrace.

“Levi, I— I never knew real fear until now. Never before I cared about what would happen to me outside the walls, but now I—“ his voice cracks, his nails are scratching Levi’s back, “I don’t want to die, Levi. I’m scared of dying and leaving you behind. And I don’t want you to die, either. And I’m so scared of making wrong decisions because of this fear.”

It takes a moment for the words to sink into Levi’s brain, and then it suddenly strikes him. It all seems clear now. Levi realizes this, and the simplicity of it is almost infuriating.

“Is that why you’ve been hesitant until now?”

Erwin swallows hard, the crease between his brows deepening every second that passes, and Levi wishes nothing more than to kiss his forehead to vanish all worries from his face.

“I once had someone,” Erwin begins, voice calm, hinted with nostalgia. “Or I thought I did.”

Marie… Levi thinks, but he does not say. He listens carefully, silently.

“She was kind and beautiful, and I thought I’d loved her. But when the time came, I–” he cuts himself off, closes his eyes softly. “I just couldn’t. I thought I was rejecting her, to put my career and my dream first. I told myself I was doing it for her, that it was the noble thing to do. If I died, I didn't want her to grieve for me, to become a widow at such a young age. So I made my choice.”

Levi’s still listening intently, his heart shrinking slowly in his chest. It matters not, he tells himself. He’s the one lying with him right now. He’s the one healing his wounds.

“With you, Levi, I…” He opens his eyes then, glassy eyes stare at him, blue and bright, like the morning sky, tainted with the gray of rain clouds threatening to pour. “With you, I never had a choice. You came into my life, and everything changed.”

Levi’s eyes open wide, he shudders, at his lack of words. But there is nothing he can do or say to verbalize the cluster of feelings knotting down in his throat.

“I’m scared that this fear will blind my judgment,” Erwin says, “Maybe I’m no longer suited to be a commander.”

Levi chuckles, his eyes tearing, because it all seems preposterous. “I swear, commander, you’re so surprisingly dumb sometimes.”

“Levi—“

“Look, we will probably die in either one day or one year from now anyway. And if you don't allow yourself to enjoy the pleasures of life, even for a moment, then what was it worth living for? You'll die with nothing but regrets.”

Erwin is staring at him with wide eyes, attentively, and Levi feels suddenly self aware of his own words, because he never talks this much, but somehow, he can't stop himself from talking.

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Falling Chapter 4: More Business

The bumpy carriage ride was putting Levi in a bad mood. Not only did he have to be inside all day on a lovely summer’s day, but he also had to be cooped up with a bunch or self-important assholes all day. Levi yawned and tried to get comfortable. At least Erwin was there in this hell with him. Though he seemed to be wholly unbothered by their current situation.  

“I get your friends and all, but why did you have to bring him along?” Commander Shadis indicated Levi to Erwin.  

“Hey,” Levi Interjected. “I’m not exactly thrilled about this either, Commander.” 

“I want the council members to see him. He is one of our best, after all.” Erwin gave Levi a jovial grin.  

“Hmph!” grunted Shadis. “Are you trying to scare them into approving our expeditions?” 

“No, but I wouldn’t mind if he unnerved one or two of them.” Erwin replied casually. 

“Well, his is pretty unnerving.” Shadis chucked to himself. “Not sure what you’re playing at here, but you seem to know what you’re doing. Especially after last time.”  

“These men,” Erwin began, "keep trying to screw humanity out of the truth. They need to remember who is keeping them safe.” 

“Fine.” Shadis shrugged. "But if this blows up on you, don’t say I didn’t warn you.” 

“Have I been wrong yet, Commander?” Erwin questioned.  

“No, damn you. You’re somehow always one step ahead of all of us.”  

As they were talking, Erwin felt Levi slump against him. He looked down to find his friend fast asleep.  

“Wait is he really...?” Shadis asked in disbelief. 

“Yes, Sir. Rumor has it, Levi only sleeps a few hours every night.” 

“Well, I’ll be damned.” said Shadis. “I hate to imagine what he could accomplish on a full nights’ rest.” 

“We might be done with our fight against the Titans.” Erwin mused. 

Levi awoke to Erwin shaking him gently out of his slumber.  

“We’re here.” he said simply as he exited the carriage. It was only then that Levi realized in horror that he had fallen asleep against Erwin.  

“Hey was I …?” Levi pointed back at the carriage as they walked inside.  

“Sleeping on me?” Erwin finished for him. “Yes, you were.” 

“Sorry about that.” Levi searched Erwin’s face. 

“I barely noticed.” Erwin tried to sound casual. “In fact, feel free to use me as a pillow anytime” 

“Tsk, pervert.” Levi smiled despite himself. 

The day went by just about as slowly and painfully as Levi had thought they would. He tuned out most of it. It was petty drivel from self-important idiots. He shook hands and kept a civil tongue un his head with the people he was introduced to, but that was the extent of what he could handle. He sat with Erwin while the commander in Chief made his case for another recon mission. Levi looked around the room and wondered how many of these guys knew what their colleague had tried to do. I bet at least one of these bastards knows something, He mused. Erwin suspects so anyway and wants to remind them that he’s smarter than them. Of course, maybe he just wanted an excuse for us to be together? Tsk yeah right.  

Levi did notice that a couple of the members seemed more on edge than others when meeting him and kept looking over at him and Erwin. He made a mental note of it and mentioned it to Erwin after the meeting. Erwin nodded in response and made a point to speak to them before they departed-Levi in tow. Levi had to admit that he enjoyed watching the bastards squirm.  

The whole ordeal seemed to drag on for way too long in Levi’s mind. But in the end, they got what they came for. With both approval and funding secured, the three prepared to head back to Trost. Levi was looking forward to a quiet evening with a good book. However, before they could reach the carriage that would take them home, Erwin paused.  

“Apologies Sir, but I just remembered I had more business to attend to.” Erwin told the commander. Shadis looked surprised but said nothing. The two watched the commander drive off before Erwin beckoned Levi.  

 “Really? More business?” Levi whined.  

“Come on, Levi. I think you’re going to enjoy this bit of business.” There was a mischievous twinkle in Erwin’s eyes. He reached out and grabbed Levi’s wrist and led him through crowded streets and down dark alleyways. Along the way he stopped to buy some food but instead of eating it then, he kept pushing through the hubbub towards his destination.  

“Where the hell are you taking me?” Levi was starting to feel a little concerned.  

“We’re almost there!”  

They were steadily making their way uphill, backtracking to where they came from.  

“Why are we going back? Haven’t you tortured me enough for one day?” Levi groaned.  

“Have a little faith. I wouldn’t do that to you.”  

“Then where the hell are we going?” Levi demanded once more.  

“This way!” Erwin guided him towards the entrance to a tower of some building Levi did not recognize. They immediately began climbing up the steps, gradually winding their way closer and closer to the top.  

“This had better be worth it.” Levi warned his friend.  

“Trust me, it will be.” Erwin came to a door at what appeared to be the top of the stairs. “Are you ready?” 

“Just open the damn door already, asshole.”  

“Is that any way to talk to your commanding officer?” Erwin chided with a chuckle. Levi just glared at him in response. “Fine, fine, you win.” Erwin relented good naturedly and opened the door.  

The first thing Levi noticed was how much fresher the air felt up here. The noise of the city below seemed to almost disappear, and a gust of wind hit Levi in the face. Then he saw the view in front of him. On this beautiful summer day, he could see for miles past wall Sina. Nothing but green grass, distant forests, and rolling hills as far as the eye could see and, in the distance, Wall Rose. 

“Well?” Erwin demanded. 

“Alright, you win. This isn’t half bad.” Levi admitted.  

“Not half bad? That good huh?” Erwin teased.  

“Don’t let it go to your head.” 

They two men stared out in silence for a moment.  

“So how did you find this place anyway?” Levi asked.  

“I used to come up here with my father.” This was the first time Erwin had spoken of his family or his childhood. Levi had never pushed because of his own traumatic past.  

“You grew up here?” Levi sounded surprised.  

“I did.” Erwin didn’t seem to want to elaborate. There was a sadness in his voice that warned Levi to back off.  

“Is the ‘urgent business’ you told Shadis about?” Levi tried to change the subject. Erwin smiled gratefully at him.  

“It is pretty important, don’t you agree?”  

“Oh very.” Levi retorted. “You know what’s also important?” 

“What’s that?” 

“The food we haven’t eaten. I’m starving.” 

The two ate their slap-dash meal as the sun sank lower on the horizon. They chatted about the events of the day and made fun of the various council members. They joked about their team members and mused on the upcoming expedition.  

“What did you say to those idiots anyway? The ones you spoke to privately that is.” Levi inquired.  

“Not much. I asked them how their buddy was doing-the one that hired you.” Levi nodded. “And I may have mentioned that you are our strongest soldier now. Just to remind them how badly their friend failed.” Erwin winked at Levi.  

 Levi chuckled. “I wish I could have seen their faces.” 

“It was pretty priceless.” Erwin admitted, laughing as well. “It was very satisfying, I must admit.” 

“I bet” Levi shook his head. After a moment he turned towards Erwin. “Do you really think I am your strongest soldier or were you just trying to scare those bastards?” 

“Both.” Erwin replied simply. He could see Levi processing the compliment. A flush appeared on Levi’s cheek before he rolled his eyes. 

“Yeah, well, finally some recognition around here.” He tried to deflect.  

The world seemed a million miles away up here. This felt like their own little bubble where nothing bad could happen. The worries and stress of the day seemed to melt away as the fresh air and cool evening breeze filled their senses. If only they could stay like this forever. The sun began to sink low in the sky.  

“We should be heading back.” Levi commented. 

“You’re right. It is getting late, and Shadis will be fuming if we’re not back before daybreak.” Erwin said with a rueful sigh. 

“I’m making us tea when we get back.” Levi stated as they made their way down the stairs towards the busy street below. 

“We better hope that the Titans never disrupt our tea supply.” Erwin chuckled.  

“If that happens, they will all die slowly and painfully” Levi growled darkly.  

“Woe to the Titan that comes between Levi and his tea” Erwin let out a hearty laugh. The image of Levi going on a murderous rampage over tea flashed through Erwin’s head.  

Levi shoved Erwin playfully. “It’s not a joking matter” he replied indignantly.  

“Mm not at all.” Erwin continued to laugh. 

“You’re such an asshole.” Levi smiled despite himself.  

“I’ve been called worse.” Erwin replied with a shrug and wink. Their eyes met and for a moment, there was complete silence between them. Levi was sure Erwin could hear his heart pounding a tattoo against his chest. He tried to steady his breathing. Erwin felt flushed and short of breath. Their eyes met and a flash of desire read on their faces. In that moment, both fought against the urge to fall into each other's arms and never let go. They both unconsciously clenched their fists, trying to will themselves to stop. The slightest movement from one of them and it would be all over. They both knew it.   

“If we hurry, we can get back before it’s too late.” Erwin steeled himself with a deep breath. It was almost painful having to fight against himself like this.  

“Yeah, we should probably hurry.” Levi hoped that his voice sounded even.  

They made their way through the city in silence. The spell of the evening was broken and all that was left was their aching hearts, longing for something they knew they shouldn’t. This could only end in heartache and loss and they both knew it. Still, in that moment, they had seen the longing in each other’s eyes and they both knew that they couldn’t hold on before something had to change. They couldn't ignore their feelings much longer. 

Erwin lay restless in bed that night. He couldn’t sleep, no matter how hard he tried. Images of the day flashed through his head of Levi. That smile that only came out around Erwin made his heart leap in his chest. Erwin tossed and turned as if trying to run away from his own mind. This was torture. Before Levi, he had been content to be alone. There was a certain comfort in his solitude. It allowed him to focus on his dream of finding the truth. His head had not so much as turned for another person since Marie, and Erwin was happy for that to be his one great love. He never regretted his decision and knowing that Nile was able to care for Marie gave Erwin joy. He knew he could never have given her what Nile could. Erwin was content to sacrifice his happiness for hers.  

But Levi was different. He knew now that he could never give Levi up. He couldn’t be selfless when it came to this beautiful, amazing man. Their bond exceeded all explanation in Erwin’s mind. It wasn’t logical. But it was the realest feeling that he had felt about another person. At least in a romantic way. It reminded Erwin of his first time outside of the walls. H had felt like he hadn’t known what real freedom felt like until then. His feelings for Marie felt like a schoolboy crush in comparison to what he experienced with Levi.  

Fuck this. Erwin got out of bed and threw on his trousers. He made his way up to the rooftop where he and Levi had first begun to become friends. He had some vague idea that Levi would be there, and he would profess his feelings there and then. But when he arrived, it was completely deserted. Of course, he’s probably asleep. I am the fool who lets this keep me up at night. Erwin chided himself. He sat alone for some time before collecting himself and walking back to his chambers. Sleep eluded him with every passing hour until he finally passed out from pure exhaustion. Even in sleep, his dreams were restless, and Levi was always just out of reach.  

Levi was used to not sleeping. After all, he could never get more than a few hours’ of sleep at a time. But falling asleep had never been a problem before now. In the last couple months, Levi had struggled far more to go to sleep-especially after having spent the evening with Erwin. His mind fixated on every part of their interactions that day as he lay sleepless in the dark, surrounded by his sleeping comrades. Lucky bastards, Levi huffed and turned over. Every time he closed his eyes, he saw brilliant blue ones staring back at him. He heard Erwin’s light chuckle. He heard how Erwin said his name and it sent an electric shock through his body.  

Did he really look at me like that? That split second replayed in his mind. Was that the same want that I feel? It couldn’t be. It never was. Levi had never been in love, not really. He never let anyone get that close. There was one boy he grew up with that he had feelings for. Call it a crush, or love, it didn’t matter. In the end, the boy was found dead, and Levi was left alone. He kept everyone at arms’ length. Maybe not Furlan and Isabel but they were the exceptions. Isabel was like a little sister to him, and Furlan was a true friend. ERwin reminded him of Furlan sometimes, the way he planned and strategized. On the nights when the darkness and loneliness threatened to consume him, he would seek out the company of strangers so he could feel some small, passing relief from the ghosts that haunted him. But those encounters often left him worse off than before. Men full of shame can be cruel and he felt used up and alone afterwards. He would tell himself he wanted it that way, but the truth was that he never believed he deserved any better.  

This was new. What he felt with Erwin was more wholesome and purer. It felt like the first time he’d left the underground and felt the kiss of sunlight on his skin. It was wonderous and terrifying all at once. Erwin had always unsettled Levi. At first it fueled the fires of hatred in his determination to kill the man. Now it felt comforting. It meant that he was accepted and seen. Erwin was the first person to make him feel good enough because Erwin saw Levi for exactly who he was and believed in him. It was a beautiful and overwhelming feeling that Levi had longed for, deep in his heart, but had given up on ever experiencing. He knew without a shadow of a doubt that he would do anything for that man. He would fight whatever enemy stood in his way for him, he would lay down his own life for him. No matter what, he knew he could trust Erwin and that trust gave him the fire in his belly to do whatever Erwin asked of him. He could put Erwin’s happiness above his own without fear that he would be taken advantage of. Erwin made him feel worthy. 

I can’t take this anymore. Levi got up, grabbed his jacket, and hurried off to Erwin’s room. He didn’t know why he was going there or what he would do when he got there. He just knew that he had to go. He practically ran along the well-trodden path between his barracks and Erwin’s chambers. He had to be with Erwin. It was as if some invisible force was drawing him towards the desire of his heart. He stood in front of Erwin’s door, took a deep breath and knocked.  

There was no response.  

He knocked again. 

Nothing.  

That idiot isn’t still in his office, is he? Levi rushed through the corridors towards the only other place he could think of to look for Erwin. He knocked on the door, but all was silent. There was no light emitting from the cracks of the door frame. Where the fuck are you, you dumbass. Levi was starting to feel frantic. As he walked back towards Erwin’s room, he tried to calm himself down. He’s probably just out cold and can’t hear me. Levi told himself. I should just let him sleep. There’s no reason we both should lose sleep tonight. He took a deep breath. This was a dumb idea anyway. What was I going to do, throw myself in his arms and confess my undying love? How pathetic is that! He paused outside Erwin’s bedroom door. If he had only known what was happening on the other side, he might have tried again.  

Instead, Levi lay in his bunk and watched the moon set and the sun rise, all the while berating himself for his utter stupidity.  

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