#enjoying myself rn

[ntwhlvndthnks]

listening to dndads all over again as i play fortnite ugh i love 4 day weekends

#enjoying myself rn #ad free too YUPPP #london speaks

[dandelion-roots]

[ID: a digital redraw of the scene where chuuya shoots dazai in the shoulder. on the top of the drawing is chuuya holding a guy to dazai's head in the red and grey hallways of the prison. on the bottom of the drawing is dazai's pained face. the gunshot is shown stylistically as hectic lines behind his bloody shoulder. over the image is half a quote from goncharov that reads 'if we really were in love you wouldn't have missed.' the signature says dandelion-roots. end ID]

This quote from Goncharov (1973) in relation to soukoku has been haunting me from before I even got to that scene in the anime (the full thing is: Katya- Of course we're in love, that's why I tried to shoot you/ Goncharov- If we really were in love you wouldn't have missed). Violence as a tool for communicating emotions, especially love and hatred, especially love and hatred makes me go feral- how could I not think of the iconic quote that says that katya's miss was a sign of a lack of love/a fake love when chuuya didn't miss? Just... losing it over here.

#bsd #bsd s5 #bungou stray dogs #soukoku #soukoku fanart #bungou stray dogs season 5 #bsd spoilers #dazai osamu #chuuya nakahara #not to tell on myself but i just realized that i. used the wrong screenshot as ref JKDSKDJKDJ i have too many saved. its fine. u get it #just saying it in case anyone was confused #goncharov #also just to be clear if someone didnt understand the caption- i used the quote to be the opposite of what was happening #not to describe what was happening in the scene or to imply that chuuya later not killing dazai was him 'missing' #i get VERY specific imagery in my mind and i disregard everything else #and i do it in the way that would be incredibly confusing to most ppl at first glance. such is the world #im not wordy rn i cant fully describe my feral state after finishing bsd earlier today or this thing. hope u enjoy it anyway! #it was rly fun to do a screenshot redraw the bsd animation crew is so freaking talented and i got to see which colours they used where #i changed them bcs they wouldnt been too desaturated but lots of blues in the bg! colour theory babyyy #and got to play around w csp! fun fun been so long since ive done digital art

[dykeinthedark]

doing this thing i call "reading every class high school lit book i missed out on" partially because as an english minor i feel like a lot of ppl in my english lectures have already read these books in higschool partially because high school english classes suck balls and i think the way they taught kids to read books was lame and dumb as hell and killed love for reading and i think some of these books they make kids read should never be experienced in a classroom setting

#the horror on my face when i talk to someone and they read catcher in the rye at an age below 16.... that should be a punishable offence #actually teaching catcher in the rye should be illegal. u are meant to experience that on ur own. that shit is between u and god. #the reason why i'm a separate peaceposting rn is because i see the homosexuality and analyze it for fun instead of being bored #if i had to read it in school i'd probably enjoy it less. imagine being quizzed on it. imagine having the themes spilled out for you. gross #if i got reading comprehension quizzed on any book i like i think i would kill myself in front of everyone forever #THAT'S JUST NOT HOW IT WORKS. AND WHY DO COLLEGES UNDERSTAND THIS BUT HIGHSCHOOLS DON'T #LIKE A 16-17 YEAR OLD HIGHSCHOOLER DOES NOT NEED TO BE READING QUIZZED LIKE 18-19 YEAR OLDS DON'T OKAY

[omaano]

Big Blue joins The Mandalorian Meets Hades Project!

#I was sitting on that dialogue for a week orz don't judge me here. their love language is insults #in my defence I forgot how to draw in the past weeks and needed to fuss with this a little to reset my brain #paz vizsla #dinpaz #pazdin #the mandalorian #the mandalorian fanart #hades au #din djarin #my art #I'm actively thinking about what trinkets to assign to Paz but if I don't post it now I never will #I figured Paz would be great in the Asterius role in-game even if he has more of a theseus like shit talking kind of vibe lol XD #Like make it a Din and Grogu vs Paz and Ragnar kind of battle #where Grogu can eventually three-shot the other kid but if Din so much as brushes past Ragnar he automatically instant loses #and will have to crawl back to beg for forgiveness #I didn't have it in me to draw out a pocket Paz next to pocket Din in the bg #and I don't trust myself any to make it to the arena in hades rn either XD I haven't booted up the game in months #so I had to rely on background screenshots from when I started this project lol #just enjoy how absolutely bit and massive Paz is okay? I can fret with my perfectionism in peace over here XD #never drawing that minigun again NEVER #next one should be Bo-Katan and co as the furies because I really want to draw up Axe and Koska as well #you know whenever I'll have some free time like in July XD #I'll save my very specific Hungarian issues with the Vizsla name because I'm too tired to type out all that rant here lol #BUT WHY IS IT WRITTEN WITH A “ZS” WHEN ABSOLUTELY NOBODY CAN PRONOUNCE IT RIGHT???? #just write it with a Z or an S and let me have my peace please this is driving me up the wall every single time I think about it #why name the House/Clan after a hungarian dog breed when then nobody bothers to pronounce that ZS right?? #it's not like anyone would know that you're dropping a letter there whatthehell why #you're robbing me of precious hours of sleep here every second week #*cough* okay maybe you are not spared from my rant oops

[tariah23]

One of the main reasons why I used to avoid Isekai’s, and fantasy works in general, like the plague is because of how over saturated they’d become with things that didn’t feel like they even belonged to the genre to begin with… it’s not too hard to find works that stand out but so much of those works have been pushed down and forgotten, it just sucks.

#one of the many reasons why fantasy in general outside of a few things has never stuck with me or have even been a go to genre to engage #with if it was simply just that and nothing else added to subvert the genres 🧍🏾‍♀️ #at least enough for me to enjoy myself… and I’m an insanely picky person too so… #isekai’s really did get turned into incel shit and sm of them are pedo/incest pandering as well #the amount of times I’ve run into an isekai where the warrior ends up marrying his daughter at the end of the series- #never got over that one where the son was falling in love with his mom bro that series could’ve been so fun #and a lot of the scenes with them would have them almost appearing as though they were a couple… the Romantic scene on the beach 💩… #kms rn- #and sm fantasty stuff is full of assault as well because they want to be like berserk so badly uhhh #it’s kinda crazy #rambling #I’m mostly desensitized to a lot of this stuff in fiction depending on how they’re presented but I usual usually scroll by/read the things #as quickly as possible just to get done with it #I don’t rly skip most things tbh :( #DM is refreshing though it’s very charming and colorful #I don’t have much to say for frieren since I never really cared to get into it but I’m sure it’s endearing for most

[bestgirlsyndrome]

#polls #i'm baking rn and i wanna see what people enjoy #myself i'm partial to sugar or butter cookies

[elsyrel]

I’m being extreeeeemely self indulgent here... (almost to an embarrassing point) buuut... well, since he loves to commission artists to make portraits of himself, I STRONGLY headcanon that Lucio would appreciate an MC who likes to draw him lol  

#the arcana #The Arcana Game #count lucio #lucio morgasson #I'm the queen of self inserting #you can call me cringe i understand #im not gonna stop though #lets consider this a gift to myself and to all lucio lovers who also enjoy drawing lol #i also headcanon that he doesnt need mc to be the best artist in the world to go head over heels #just seeing a doodle of himself makes him go crazy happy #I might post a censored version in insta cause there's people I know irl there #and posting p*rn is one thing... #but this goes TOO FAR LMFAOOOOOOOOOOO

[violentlydefending]

adventure time comics good actually [id in alt!]

#i started reading these after i found a ryan north business postcard i got from tcaf that was adventure time-themed. thank you ryan north #got a lot of saved panels and i'm only at like the 15th issue rn i'm rlly enjoying myself!! #i didn't know the alt text (idk what else to call em) in squirrel girl was actually a carryover from adventure time #(which in turn was a carryover from dinosaur comics i guess??) #i'm glad to see them here though. bonus jokes. :) #contra.txt #adventure time #finn the human #jake the dog #princess bubblegum #ice king #marceline #bubbline

[verityblack]

Me while watching a good portion of the new dungeons and dragons movie:

#dungeons & dragons honor among thieves #d&d movie 2023 #d&d #d&d hat #dnd #dnd hat #d&d honor among thieves #dnd honor among thieves #me #it was such a fun film #enjoyed myself #I’m not one to nitpick so there’s probably stuff others don’t like about it #but I am very easily pleased so #great movie #would watch again #the lack of boars in triboar is atrocious #lol #pretty sure my dnd group are in the evermores rn #I swear we keep going back there lol #dungeons and dragons

[spaciebabie]

ever since i made that one freddy and bonnie smoking weed post i have wanted ta make something specifically so i could put it on my laptop and 2day is the day my friends

YOU can also put it on ur laptop if yu want b/c its a sticker on redbubble :]

#spacie scribbles #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #fnaf movie #bonnie fnaf #five night's at freddy's movie #weed tw #fnaf bonnie #my plan was originally ta make em myself and sell em on kofi but errruuuh #money wise i cannae rn #ill prolly attempt ta do it in the future tho esp since on kofi i make more of a profit and!! #redbubble isnt so good for artists rn!! #but anyways #temporary place for stickers for the time being!! #for conveniences sake #i also remember that you guys said u wanted sun an moon stickers i just havent come up w/any designs yet #skjgnjdkfgd #anyways #enjoy this if you're interested

[cathalbravecog]

scenecore misty back at it again!! + a speedpaint! :D

it wasn't meant to be a youtube link, but uploading the video file itself won't work, so apologies about that i know youtube links are annoying on tumblr please don't kill me </3

#it's very hard to label this design honestly - it is not exactly scene ESPECIALLY NOT the hair. however i consider scenecore different from #it and more like an aesthetic based on scene that may or may not include the culture like the music and raves and such more #leaning on internet nostalgia if anything #so id say that fits better so the adopted scenecore misty title does fit. i originally didnt wanna use that myself believe it or not #anyways hope you like this it took longer than intented as always. whoopsies #and enjoy the music in the speedpaint heehee #i didnt check it while it was rendering so if theres goofy stuff or missed recordings/skips then whoopsie @_@ #flashing #bright colors #rainmaker #misty moonsoon #scenecore #toontown corporate clash #ttcc #guz art #video_guz.mp4 #abt what i said earlier tbh genuinely how i made this design i just slapped stuff i like together #i loooove putting rainbows and stars on stuff... and lots of purples #also i gotta like make a pinned post on my main so i can credit back the textures i use #if i dont forget... its like 4 am though so! yeah no not rn . also sry more tags than usual i do want ppl to see this + my usual sortin tag #Youtube

[iknowwhereyousnoozeatnight]

couple of mello + near doodles

#death note #mello #mihael keehl #near #nate river #meronia #bright colors #eyestrain #been having fun w colors recently :3 #these are the product of me really really really not wanting to do some discussion boards #like i don’t even hate discussion boards but something about them has been filling me with dread i’d rather just do exams tbh #i'm like dragging myself through the rest of this semester but it's different from last semester last semester i was losing my mind #this semester i've been able to sleep more than 4 hours a night and go outside bc it's not freezing but also i'm just so fucking done #with school i've been here too long i'm tired but i'm always tired and will always be tired it's tragic honestly i think i'd be more cool #with school if i weren't living how i am rn w my family but eh i don't have the money to move out so it's whatever and it doesn't really #help that i know i'll have to get at least a master's to really do anything in my field and the though of doing more of this makes #me so tired i think i might take a gap year after i get my bachelors this fall idk #anyways enjoy my doodles or don't if you don't want to i'm not the boss of you

[oifaaa]

I honestly don't know how people who care about spoilers handle life on the internet

#idk maybe its just me #but even if i dont give a single fuck about the media in question #i find myself learning stuff about it #which as someone who doesn't give a fuck about spoilers is grand #but man do i feel bad for people who cant enjoy things if they get spoiled about major plot points #anyway im thinking about this rn #bc as some of you know im watching one piece rn #and a character just got introduced #who i know before i even knew their name #is going to die #and i just thought that was funny

[piningprecussionist]

(ooc)

I would like to gift you all this today.

#got excited thinking i was gonna get to do lethal company today but. alas dhdjdjfjehd #anyway please enjoy my shitty little edit #sp comic #kim pine #technically stills goes in #fanart #edit #scott pilgrim comic #sp comic edit #scott pilgrim edit #chat. chat do i say fuck it and put this in all the scott pilgrim tags or do i control myself #ooc #(hands were pulled from one of Scott's flashback panels- where he's talking to lisa) #i am still Gaming btw... just not lethal company. i dont wanna solo rn #idly grinding out levels w a zombie spawner rn and then i will be making Kim in Stardew for my new farm bc why not #oh yeah #meme

[avalencias]

Imogen twists her hands together, leather brushing against scars through the still-gaping slash in the palm of her glove. She needs to have that mended, once she can explain to Laudna what happened to it. “It’s supposed to be a promise,” she says.

hello friends! @overnighttosunflowers wrote this amazing fic until the mosses take root in thunder which has sat in my brain asking me to draw it since I read it. work being what it is, it took me until now to finish but…I hope you enjoy 🥰

#critical role #imogen temple #laudna #southerngothic #imodna #my things #just in time for the m9 hiatus too lmaooo #ok I had to take some liberties bc I’m actually not great with comics #but I certainly enjoyed myself #I had other words I think but I finished this at some point last night so I’m comfortably in bed rn

[squuote]

been busy this past week but I rlly wanna share my tsp pikmin au so badly so here it is ^__^ !!!

the narrator reminds me so much of the pikmin2 ship so naturally I made him stanley’s ship n theyre a funny duo

#pikmin #the stanley parable #tsp #tspud #crows art #tsp au #uhh idk a name for the au yet! probably something simple #this is mostly for funsies tho :-) forgot how much I enjoy pikmin till this past week!! #scribbles #I’ll def do some digital stuff soon but I’m also just comforting myself rn! :-) #STANLEY’S SHIP WOULD BE CALLED THE PARABLE ^__^ !!!