#end it all

[lupedoesit]

#this is old but I just got it on my timeline #he’s not real #like at all #justin herbert #really tempted to buy a bar of soap now #end it all #take my phone away #i’m just a girl #i am down horrendous #anyway thank you to that one company that sells soap #I will not be name dropping cause that’s free promo

[kkwolff1989]

Idkkkk

wasn't really gonna post this anywhere but Instagram but I figured no one else would rlly see it here 🤷🏻‍♀️

#elevator hitch protag #elevator hitch coworker #elevator hitch game #elevator hitch #elevator hitch fanart #studio investigrave #racheldrawsthis #end it all

[halfdeaddevil]

I’m. So. Fed. Up. Of. Everything.

#fml #actually mentally ill #mental #mentally drained #kmn #once again #end it all #had enough #ugh #too much #fed up #fed up of this #fed up with this shit #fed up with people #fed up with everything #not doing well

[forever09333]

#haunted mound #suffering #gun #lana del rey #cigarettes #marlboro reds #hauntaholics #y2k #end it all

[persephoneflouwers]

I can’t believe nonetheless Disney predicted the end

#end it #end it already #end it all #or dont idc

[mentally-at-home]

#friends #90s tv #joey tribbiani #ross geller #monica geller #chandler bing #pheobe buffay #tv screenshots #tv screencaps #same #matt leblanc #courtney cox #david schwimmer #mathew perry #lisa kudrow #end it all #relatable

[muted-dreams]

u ever just... have a complete mental breakdown and go insane before dissociating for two whole weeks bc same

#it feels like #i just stared at a wall #for two weeks #i have neglected everything #idk #might as well just #end it all

[ceruelaen]

me wilfully planning a career in art knowing full well some computer program will be stealing my job in the next few years 💃

#— 🏹🩵 #art school is crazy #ai is insane #however if i DONT get a career in art i will just #end it all #bc that is gen the only thing i ever find joy in doing #everything else gen makes me so miserable

[bulletwith-butterflywings]

"I have spent all my life resisting the desire to end it."

-Franz Kafka

#franz kafka #quoetes #end it all #life

[bebebugsworld]

Peep was my babay

#lil peep #heartbroken #end it all #end me please

[themarlar]

Returning to tumblr after 6 years is like moving back home after uni. you dont necessarily want to but you need to. but now you're older and your room is decorated terribly and you need to catch up on the drama... but nothings really changed even after all those years....

How I thought i could escape this hellsite ill never know.

#returning to tumblr #ithoughtigotout #tumblr veteran #destielisstillhere #whywontsupernaturaldie #supernatural #end it all #why am i here

[harlotish]

i am too small and too goofy to have this much body pain! how does it even all fit in here! theres no space get O U T

#z says shit #shitpost #body pain #chronic pain #disabled life #end it all

[halfdeaddevil]

Although I’m pretty sure the whole life expectancy of 27 with BPD isn’t true, still makes me nervous and sad that my 27th birthday is coming…

#fml #actually mentally ill #mental #mentally drained #kmn #end it all #had enough #mentally ill poems #bpd #borderlinepersonality #borderline feels #borderline #borderline personality traits #borderline things #ugh #wanna give up

[glamfellens]

#END IT ALL #abbey plays mele

[willowsandivy]

tonight’s surprise songs were such an insane, immense loss like wdym i am at home and not there

#what if this was my last straw #call it what you want???? #gracie?? #IVY???? #end it all

[katiesmithsblog]

Please don’t steal my work, thank you!

Permanent solution.

It is often said that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. You know what I think I think that’s bullshit. I would always get so mad when people would tell me that because everyone would tell me that of course I know it’s true, but that is not some thing anyone wants to hear nor is it that suicide is selfish I know it is, but that was the only solution I saw These days you’re faking it till you do it. Well, I’m here to tell you it’s OK to not be OK all the time. Honestly for most of my childhood, I was not OK. By the age of seven. I had the fake smile down and perfected. I was the shy quiet girl at school, I was the nice girl, the girl that did everything for everyone else. for a while that stopped the sadness. It gave me something to focus on like other peoples problems. I was a comedic relief for my friends. I had all the jokes and the best advice I was so distracted with dealing with other peoples problems. I forgot about my own Until I got home then the reality hit again and so did the sadness so did the dread of feeling like I wasn’t fully there I could solve everyone else’s problems, but when it came to my own, I was hopeless I knew what to do, I just didn’t have the energy to do it, nor did I care about myself enough to try. Things as simple as eating felt more like running a marathon that I definitely didn’t train for. How could you prepare yourself for something like that, well you can’t everyone talks about coping skills but no one talks about how hard they are to actually use when you’re in that headspace, I can tell you now that the feeling of a Blades felt like coming up for air when you were drowning. and the next day hit and now you’re upset at yourself for not remembering your coping skills that you learned. So then you put that fake smile that you’ve got to know so well on and do it over again it feels like a hopeless cycle that will never end, but there is a way to end it and that was to end it all so that’s what I tried to do. I took a bunch of pills and I thought moment I wanted to die but now I’m so glad I didn’t. Some days are hard and sometimes it’s hard to think that there will be a tomorrow but there is and I’m so glad, I had spent many nights alone in my room, crying silently into my pillow. I was embarrassed if anyone found out how often are used to have breakdowns I didn’t know what I would do. But now I’m not afraid. If anyone needs to talk I’m here for you always.

#suiside #coping #end it all #end it #not ok rn #happy #happy ending #my stuff #my story #its true #true facts #here for you #prevent #don’t be scared to text me #here to help