#ehuuuuuggghhhhhh i just. i took a week off that means he’s reset and he’s different now right!!

[jairoglyphs]

i am So So So

#personal #i wanna text him heeheeehee hoohooohooo #why cant i be stupid #jairo should get to be a little stupid. as a treat #NO JAIRO U SHOULD NOT #auuuggghh there’s two wolves inside me #and one of them is like U deserve respect and to Not speak to mfers who treat me poorly #and the other wolf is like “the dick was so bomb. who is gonna give u the finger blast pussy eating combo like that again #and i’m like damn u got a point ........ #idk #i waaaaaant himmmmm #i miss his apartment #i miss the smell of cigs now which EW #ehuuuuuggghhhhhh i just. i took a week off that means he’s reset and he’s different now right!! #no. obviously that’s not right #but i just #AAGGGGHHHH #i wish i could tell him like “never fetishize me again i’m not ur ex i’m much better and u will treat me as such”’my #and that he would then be like ok cool! and treat me normal and good #but !!! it doesn’t work like that