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#ed treatment
karolinsmind · 5 months
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Recovery isn't linear, and that's okay. It's about progress, not perfection.🤍
Whether it's a small victory like trying a new food or silencing that negative voice.🤍
I'm proud of you. Keep going 🤍
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findingmypeace · 22 days
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I am so fucking angry right now!!!! My (new to me) insurance company is utterly ridiculous! My dietitian and therapist are both out of network and therefore I have to pay out of pocket. To see both, on a weekly basis, my monthly payment equals $1,200/per month. (This is a very good deal for out of pocket and nothing against them). But $1,200 per month plus my rent equals 2/3rds my monthly income. That is just not sustainable.
Both providers give me superbills, which I can then submit to my insurance company for reimbursement. In simple terms, a superbill is me downloading a form off my dietitian's/therapist's website, sending it to my insurance company, and the being reimbursed by the insurance company for my out-of-pocket payment. Essentially, I'm taking care of the insurance billing rather than my provider.
HOWEVER, getting this process approved by my insurance company is an absolute terror. I have to do two intakes, with two different providers that "say" they specialize in treating eating disorders. (One therapist listed that they "specialize" in 66 things, including eating disorders. This is actually to my advantage) Then I need to say both providers did not meet my needs. After that I can submit an appeal to the insurance company saying both providers don't help with what I need. At that time, my insurance may or may not approve for me to be reimbursed by superbills from then on. This process will take months! But I can still see my preferred providers out-of-pocket while I am do this since it's my money.
I am just so pissed off at insurance companies in general. It's about profits rather than patient care and it's systemic. This is my livelihood in terms of finances and health. After last year's ridiculous battle to get inpatient vs residential covered I'm just done. I even have a different insurance now and I'm still dealing with the bullshit. I am so tired of the bullshit and the impossible steps to access to care. Ugh, I know I'm preaching to the choir. I don't want to be a political activist but health care in our country is a lost cause.
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justedthingsss · 1 year
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growing-home · 3 months
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so i’m in a treatment program for an ed and i have to use a meal log app so that my team can see what i’m eating. at the end of the meal log the last question is “what is the next thing you can do to take care of yourself?” and at first i was leaving it blank but recently i started writing the most unhinged shit just to see if they’re actually reading my responses. so far i have written tax fraud and bank robbery and nobody has said a word to me about it lmfao i’m gonna write arson next
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loserwitchkid · 9 months
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people who put their diet/calorie counting/pro-4n4 content in the ED Recovery tag...
wtf is wrong with you???
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adventures-in-therapy · 7 months
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Eating disorder treatment be like:
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A little overwhelmed… I’ve finally gotten comfortable with this empty feeling and have started loving it. Today is a maintenance day though to keep my body from fighting back and IDK, I feel kind of miserable.
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vanillacherrycok3 · 1 year
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me and my mutuals
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karolinsmind · 6 months
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𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐞𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐬 𝐬𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐨𝐝
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findingmypeace · 2 months
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I admitted to RY where I’m at with recovery/relapse tonight. It’s the first time I’ve said anything to an “offline” friend about where I am at. And of course I immediately felt like a selfish jerk because I can see she is hurting as well. She hasn’t responded to my text message admission or me asking her how she’s doing but that is completely understandable because A)I texted her late and B)We both have this understanding that we may not respond asap but that’s not for lack of care. I just hope she is okay.
I also just feel selfish in general for admitting that things aren’t the absolute best. I feel selfish for bringing it back into the realm of topics that a discussed and I feel like an attention seeker for saying anything at all. As a result of my parent’s accusations I have always felt that talking about my eating disorder is selfish, manipulation, and attention seeking. Unless I am really, really struggling and it’s interfering with my life I don’t really tell anyone about because it has been interpreted as those things. In fact, my friendship with my friends from high school is now over because they felt that the eating disorder was too much of a focus in our friendship and that nothing has changed over the years. They also do not believe that I have trauma and that I am just twisting the facts.
It’s midnight. I have no idea if I’m making any sense so I will end here. I’m just frustrated.
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if genuine recovery has ever crossed your mind, i beg you to take baby steps towards it.
recovery is not shameful, it's celebratory.
imagine being able to eat what you want, when you want to. without the sickening idea of food and calories haunting your thoughts.
recovery is peace of mind. i believe in you.
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edrecoveryprobs · 1 year
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When a triggering visitor comes on to the ward...
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justedthingsss · 1 year
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Some memes I made today
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alostbeautynomore · 3 months
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A girl I used to be in treatment with died because of anorexia. I am sad. The people I have met in treatment will always have a place in my heart ya know? She is the 3rd friend of mine to die because of their eating disorder. And instead of pushing me toward recovery I just feel angry at food and like food is the problem. It’s illogical and irrational anger. I should have the opposite reaction. Idk why I don’t.
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mjiscold · 5 months
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coming back after treatment now weight restored and all of a sudden people think you don’t have an ed anymore is furiously invalidating i want to scream
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