TW; ED
Am I the only person on this app who tries to eat only vegetables to lose weight... I want to be healthy... I have so much training and I need all those calories for running Marathon... But I'm scared that this isn't enough to burn the calories I have eaten... Pls, help if you also be a 0rth0rexi person...
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TW: weight loss thoughts
I'm pretty average (5'6 and 140), but I really want to be small :( I want to lose weight, but i'm scared i'll relapse into my ED.
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I don’t consume enough calories to sustain a toddler and I do enough drugs to take out a 50 year old how am I alive?
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i'm such a loser, i can't even have an eating dis0rder the right way
IM SO SO SICK OF THIS SHIT
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U r what you eat
dam i didn’t know I was nothing
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ED Recovery reminders
Healing takes time and effort. Healing is messy and non-linear. You may relapse, and some days may be harder than others, but just know that as long as you're still here you haven't lost yet. You are strong and you are powerful and you are never alone.
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when i don’t eat i feel like a tim burton’s character
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So... I got invited to a weeding in July which is amazing and I'm so freaking happy for both.
It's my father in law and his girlfriend.
So I decided I need a fitting dress. I love gothic and renaissance stuff... So I decided on something special but this time I ordered it in navy blue and not black:
I was like: "Freaking hell... You look so fat after recovering from your ed..."
I was mad. Seriously. But you know what. Screw my thoughts and my bodydismorphia. I gonna wear this bc I want to and I think it's gorgeous!
I got curvy after recovery but I was before.
So why the hell should I hate myself for this. I had no life on eating nothing and purging. Now I got a new home,a job and love.
Sometimes I really need to remember to accept what my body is now. It's hard and I don't know if it will eber get better... but that is the same thought I had underweight until I recovered. So maybe... maybe also this will change.
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Reward Chart!!
Measurements are in LBS
170 - 1 Piece of Jewelry
160 - 1 Skincare Item
150 - 2 Body-care Products
140 - Clothing shopping
130 - New shoes and makeup
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I was gonna recover but I made the consecutive decision to relapse ✌️☺️
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Trying to get my snatched waist back but it's hard when I have ARFID and all I eat is processed garbage 🙄 I'm so bad at dieting and eating healthy in general because most food disgusts me to the point I can't even be around it. I seriously live off of pizza and noodles practically.
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