#eccedentesiast 11

[whispereons]

Masterlist!

I'm Whispereons and I mainly write yandere Genshin Impact fics. The SAGAU is my long time obsession if it wasn't obvious.

For ease of convenience I will have this masterlist pinned with my works, taglist, and tags used on my blog.

Currently I don't have any rules to abide by. I enjoyed all the comments, reblogs, asks and submissions I received thus far!

Just a warning for anyone new, I advise you to make sure your blog has some form of personalization. Like a profile pic, a sentence saying hello in your bio or even just a single post saying you're human will do. It's to prevent you from getting the report and block combo when I do my spam/porn bot purges.

SAGAU works

Oracle!Reader - with my current editor @serpent-benediction (hopefully) fixing up the older chapters.

Followers Special: 1K

Inazuma:

City - Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5 Sea - Part 6, Part 7, Part 8

Liyue:

City - Part 9, Part 10, Wilderness - Part 11, Part 12, Part 13, Part 14, Part 15, Part 16, Part 17, Part 18 City V2 - Part 19, Part 20, Part 21, Part 22, Part 23, Part 24

(Don't judge my old works too harshly, I really was new at writing!)

Self-aware Genshin Impact Series (incomplete): Warmth, Screen, Team Player, Over This Shit

Oneshots - Another Drink, It's tough to be a God

Normal Yandere Genshin Impact:

Venti/Barbatoes x EOS!Reader: Planned, Protection or Possession?, Control

Tags to use to navigate my posts!

#whisp's amateur work - all of my writing

#sagau oracle au - everything related to my oracle!reader (was implemented late so the first tag is more reliable)

#a whispered response - me answering asks/submissions

#whisp's collection - my personal collection of my fav authors, artists, and anything else. My mindless reblogs aren't tagged with anything to avoid cluttering the tag system.

#peering into the whisp - if I get personal asks, this is the tag I would use

If you regularly sends asks with some way to identify you then I usually give you a tag too.

My taglist for my Oracle!Reader:

If you are in italics, that means I couldn't tag you! That could be due to you being shadow banned or having your settings set to hide you from being searched. I will keep this master list updated with each new user, I truly don't mind tagging you all. It's honestly a nice feeling.

@vvyeislazzy, @nikqi, @the-dumber-scaramouche, @etherisy, @yourlocalstranger123, @ra404, @iruiji, @goldenglow149, @haru-tofuu, @lsleepysimpl, @bebobeboben, @yuyuzi-ling, @amidst-the-tempest, @resident-cryptid, @mxd1zzy, @mochicurls21, @nervouseaglelover, @thedevioussmirk, @yumuramma, @kwqsla, @undecidingfate, @ehjane, @game-savvy, @akiramirae, @liansh3ng, @fluffy-koalala, @formacoon, @sxftiebee, @khxii-i, @ursinaw, @chuuya-brainrot, @sweetbills, @kazuchaos, @snowfoxnix, @bluebelony, @shellofthewell, @pencil-of-ashes, @ghostlyintervention, @taiformaifoe, @goaudduck, @carminerin, @maddysflowers, @zenith-of-all-zenith, @crazydreamcat, @leafanonsforest, @grimreapersscythe, @leylanx, @sapphireknown, @help-whatdoimakemyusername

@zhonglisfruityass, @mer0n37, @victoria1676, @mochinessss, @sinnful-darling, @emilymikado, @pix-stuff, @esthelily, @luxie963, @emmbny, @starsofabundance, @kbar1013, @xxblackroses623xx, @chxrlxtteee, @aludicpoet, @yandematic, @atrcclovsxoxo, @0lshadyl0, @esthelily, @t-rex-red, @ck123, @steadybreadbluebird, @118gremlin, @stratonia, @time-shardz, @farelady-fate, @valeriele3, @francisnyx, @byakuren100, @waveto-earth, @flyingpansaurus, @silverstarred, @iamapotatoe, @ghosthii, @beloveddroplet, @uchihaeirin, @ibelieveinsleep, @idk098, @thefirstonetoeverlikemeback, @toramune, @haaaaaades, @horologiumwise, @melovaaaa, @alittletiredcry, @aphxdea, @atsukawolfcat, @desirabletravel, @pinkpainc, @eccedentesiast-sapphic, @yuyuzi-ling, @hyperfixationwhore

@juuuuuj101010, @avalordream, @kurayamioterasu, @tottybear, @koiikuno, @lynx-of-skies, @quacking-simp, @synthe4u, @kascar-chronicle, @hug4helios, @hug4helios, @silverstarred, @koiikuno, @ithoughtthinks, @remiivx, @lemonade7255, @melpomenelurks, @average-yandere-enjoyer, @mnhao, @fuji-sen, @altumsomnum

#whisp's amateur work #a whispered response #sagau cult au #whisp's collection #peering into the whisp #official masterlist #For those wondering #The cat covering my blog is my dear Obsidian <3 #if he dies #I may actually drop Tumblr #but that's not going to happen as he's young and a housecat #he's living all 18 years estimated #and WOW I didn't expect to have so many liyue chapters #There's just so many people in Liyue that it makes it long #How do ya'll read my stuff??? lol

[sheep-from-rad]

✩‧₊˚Welcome to the Observatory! May I have your ticket to the star show?

𓆩♡𓆪Please call me Louise or Spectree (my old username). Or just 'sheep' cause that's easier to be called as. I'm in my 20's and currently busy but I occassionally jump here to write (by occassional I mean at dead hours after my work is done). I hope we get along!

@sheep-from-rad

url change: 11/20/22

₍ᐢ. ̫.ᐢ₎Rules and Regulations

₍ᐢ. ̫.ᐢ₎Masterlists (currently fixing because of the url change)

Please check the rules and regulations before asking for the request. Currently the requests are closed! Here are the main fandoms that I write for:

-Tears of Themis

-Genshin Impact

-Obey me! Shall we date?

By 'current' it means that any time given might make me write for another fandom. Anyway, I hope you enjoy your stay here!

Disclaimer:

I am not affiliated with the games/series/fandoms that I write for. I'm not getting paid and I own nothing but my stories. The games/series/anime belongs to their original owners.

Mutuals ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و:

@eccedentesiast-sapphic | @mayulli | @biuun

@mahar-likaaa | @henri-b-writes-whatever

#introduction post #blog rules #genshin fanfic #obey me fanfic

[3khaos]

PROMPT LIST

DIALOGUE PROMPTS:

1)“i know every inch you your body and i know for a fact that scar wasn’t there before.”

2)“the worst part of all of this is that i still love you.”

3)“i had nowhere else to go.”

4)“i thought i lost you.”

5)“you’re my family”

6)”we’re not just friends and you fucking know it.”

7)”Don’t cover your mouth, i wanna hear you.”

8)”i’ll always choose you.”

9)”don’t worry about me.”

10)”just play along.”

11)”i’m fully convinced you never graduated kindergarten.”

12)”forever would be pretty cool with you.”

13)”i can tell you’ve been crying.”

14)”most people find me intimidating.”

15)”is it hot in here or is it just you?”

16)”make me”

WORD PROMPTS:

1)hiraeth; the feeling of being homesick for a home one is not able to return to.

2)lacuna; a blank space or a missing part.

3)alexithymia; the inability to express your feelings

4)saudade; a nostalgic longing to be near again to something or someone that is distant, or that has been loved and then lost.

5)petrichor; the smell of earth after rain.

6)metanoia; the journey of changing one’s mind, heart, self, or way of life.

7)atelophobia; the fear of imperfection. the fear of never being good enough.

8)eccedentesiast; someone who hides pain behind a smile.

9)selcouth; unfamiliar, rare, strange, and yet marvellous.

10)cingulomania; a strong desire to hold a person in your arms.

11)dustychiphobia; the fear of hurting someone.

12)laconic; saying much in few words.

13)raconteur; a talented storyteller.

14)heliophilia; desire to stay in the sun.

15)nepenthe; something that can make you forget grief or suffering.

16)eleutheromania; an intense and irresistible desire for freedom.

#prompt list

[sahildeki-beyaz]

Her şey geçiyor ama üzerimizden...

Sen böyle söyleyince aklıma bugün karşıma çıkan cümle geldi şöyle bir cümleydi;

"Belki üstümüzden bir tır geçer"

Cidden üstümüzden sürekli tırlar geçiyor biz ne kadar ezilsekte altında hiç ölmüyoruz sürekli bir yaşama çabasındayız biz neden yaşıyoruz yani demek istedigim bu kadar ezilmeden sonra neden yaşıyoruz ezilen yerler tekrar düzelecekmi yada düzelse bille yine aynı olacakmıyız o kadar şeyden sonra hiç bir şey olmamış gibi yolumuza devam edecekmiyiz diye düşündüm iki dakika kadar bir süre

Sonra tekrar tekrar kaldığımız yerden yolumuza devam edeceğimiz sonucuna vardım

Ne kadar uzun konuşmuşum böyle

Neyse işte böyle:)

@eccedentesiast-11

[babyflossy]

masterlist

requests: open, (read the rules here) i tend to write ones that i really like really quickly :) last updated; 06/08/20

works in progress

request here!

M = smut A = angst // = series link ♥ = personal favourites bascially all others are fluff or have happy endings!

｡･:*:･ﾟ☆ listen to something whilst you read; my fluff playlist ｡･:*:･ﾟ☆

｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆ nct  ｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆

johnny

➪ [3:23] 0.4k ↪ johnny was always better at comforting your daughter in the middle of the night.

➪ [14:56] 0.5k ↪ cuddling with johnny is easy when he’s always tired.

➪ [20:57] 1k {requested} ↪ yet another cuddling with johnny, this time featuring teasing donghyuck

taeyong

➪ nine minutes too late 1.4k ♥ A {antihero au} ↪ they'll never get here in time is the last thought that crosses your mind as you start the stopwatch, they never do.

➪ strangers once again 2k mild A {college au} ↪ sleeping with your best friend was never going to end well, you knew that, but you didn’t think it would end this badly.

➪ [4:34] 1.4k {requested}{mafia!au}

➪ is this real? 1.7k {requested} ↪ taeyong wants a calm birthday but you have important news to tell him.

yuta

➪ [19:13] 0.9k ↪ your surprise for yuta gets ruined before you’ve even properly prepared.

jaehyun

➪ [1:30] 0.9k ↪ even with vastly different careers, you and jaehyun always manage to live by the same schedule.

➪ [23:13] 0.6k M ↪ jaehyun tries to keep you quiet.

jungwoo

➪ jungwoo taking care of when you break your arm 0.5k {requested}

mark

➪ in the daytime 2.1k (mark x reader) club coartada 2.9k (part two) {gang au} ↪ you meet a kind boy named mark who seems to be the only source of comfort in your drug-fueled pity party.

➪ i promise 3.1k ♥ {highschool au} {requested} ↪ you and mark had been inseparable since birth, you had done everything together. that is, until he starts ignoring you in your senior year.

➪ dizzy, tired, and glad to be home 1.2k {requested}{idol au} ↪ mark passes out backstage of a concert and you’re called to look after him.

➪ [23:17] 0.5k ↪ mark’s idea to watch a horror reminds you of why he’s never allowed to pick the movies.

➪ [22:23] 0.7k ↪ mark feels like he’s not a good enough boyfriend, but you convince him otherwise.

➪ moral of the story A 1k {requested}{breakup au} ↪ you keep trying to protect your heart from breaking, but mark’s the only acception.

renjun

➪ don’t forget about me 2.4k ♥ A {requested} ↪ how could renjun possibly forget about you? everything in his life reminds him of you. from the moment he wakes up, to the moment he falls asleep, you’re playing on the forefront of his mind.

jeno

➪ [11:42] 0.5k ↪ you and jeno try and entertain yourselves in a school zoom call.

donghyuck (haechan)

➪ you go first 1k {idol!reader} ↪ you and haechan don’t let the fact that you’re idols stop you from making impulsive decisions, and tonight is no different.

➪ you dying in donghyuck’s arms 0.85k A {requested}

➪ movie night 1.8k M {childhood best friend au} ↪ ever since you and your childhood best friend, donghyuck, could leave the house, you had been having movie night every saturday night. as you two grew older, and closer in a way friends shouldn’t, your movie night morphed into something a litte more heated.

➪ [23:45] 0.8k ↪ haechan’s stupid ipod touch had always been a joke to you, but when you finally get your hands on it, it makes you see him in a different light.

➪ [00:47] 0.5k ↪ haechan finishes practice early and becomes your full time space heater instead.

➪ long overdue 4k M ♥ {bestfriends to lovers au}{requested} ↪ when you move back home after a few years apart, haechan starts to see you in a different light, and eventually the tension between you overpowers your worries about ruining your friendship.

➪ eccedentesiast (n) 7k mild ♥ A {bodyguard au} ↪ someone who hides pain behind a smile     ↪ or, haechan is nothing more than someone employed to keep you safe. at least, that’s what you keep telling yourself. but why is it so hard to just see him as that?

jaemin

➪ in another lifetime 1.1k ♥ A {idol!reader} ↪ after ignoring the warnings, you pay the price. and the heartache.

➪ hummingbirds ?k ♥ M mild A coming soon... {dystopian au}

➪ you have to wait 3k M {softdom!jaemin} ↪ you weren’t sure how jaemin stayed so calm every time you decided to tease him, but you aren’t going to complain.

chenle

➪ emeralds and rubies (preview) 1k {royal au} ↪ you’re certain you want nothing more of the life you were born into; crowns and gowns and expensive champagne – it does nothing except fuel your resentment. and then something strange happens. chenle, a prince from a foreign country and next in line for the throne, visits your castle and you have to reconsider leaving royalty for no other reason except for him.

jisung

➪ sleep well? 1.03k {idol au} ↪ the first thing you could think about when jisung comes home from tour is being wrapped in his arms again.

➪ worst possible day 1.87k {college au}{requested} ↪ when everything possible goes wrong, the one thing you can rely on is finding comfort from jisung.

➪ exposed 1.7k {idol au}{requested} ↪ when dispatch reveals your secret realtionship with jisung to the public, the fans aren’t the only ones surprised.

➪ redamancy 2.5k {highschool au}{requested}{brother!chenle} ↪ for three years you had crushed on your brother’s best friend, and when you finally tell your brother about it, he can’t keep his stupid mouth shut.

➪ [1:12] 0.5k ↪ jisung wants to help you pass your test, but you just want to cuddle.

➪ jisung teaching you the choreo to ridin’ 0.4k {requested}{idol au}

➪ i miss you 1.6k {requested} ↪ the months you spend apart on a study abroad program in parid are almost worth it just to be in each other’s arms again.

｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆ seventeen ｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆ 

seungcheol (s.coups)

➪ gifted 5.6k ♥ {king!seungcheol x queen!reader} ↪ you never thought you would meet your prince charming when your people were turning against each other, but you can’t control your kingdom.

➪ shy!cheol asking you out 1.1k {requested}

jeonghan

➪ compromise 2.1k {spy!jeonghan x assassin!reader} ↪ when a group of young spies interrupts your hit-list, you have to find a happy medium in the outcome, and they won’t be forgetting you anytime soon.

junhui (jun)

➪ i’ll be here when you wake 1.7k {gang au} ↪ whenever you bite off more than you can chew on a mission, jun is always there to help.

wonwoo

➪ take out 2.5k {sniper!wonwoo x pilot!reader} ↪ you and wonwoo spend more time together in work after you become his unofficial babysitter. and no matter how dangerous your job gets, you’ll always make it out alive for take out dates with him.

➪ ceo!wonwoo asking you out 0.7k {requested}

➪ ice cream 1.7k {single parent au} {requested} ↪ when wonwoo’s babysitter cancels on him, you offer to look after his daughter despite the fact you have zero experience with children.

mingyu

➪ //sworn enemies [UNDER EDITING] {werewolf!mingyu x vampire!reader} ↪ when you find a werewolf nearly dead in an alley, you didn’t think helping him would change your life so much. sometimes fate works in strange ways. (11 parts so far)

minghao (the8)

➪ power within you 2k ♥ {witch au} ↪ a boy comes into your shop equipped with his grandmother’s grimoire, unsure if he possess the same power and eager to find out.

➪ home 3k part two 2.32k {werewolf!minghao x witch!reader} ↪ you aren’t bothered by the werewolf that watches you whilst you charm your garden to grow, in fact you quite like the company.

｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆ senseless ramblings and unfinished pieces ｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆

➪ college boyfriend mark lee

➪ make you feel my love (preview) 0.6k {badboy au}{highschool au}

#masterlist #nct imagines #seventeen imagines #ateez imagines #nct x reader #seventeen x reader #ateez x reader #seventeen #nct #wayv #nct dream #nct 127 #ateez #wayv imagines #wayv x reader

[deathflares]

» ffxivwrite 2020 masterpost

» prompt list

all links provided are on ao3. please heed content warnings in author's notes.

1. crux // 2. sway // 3. muster // 4. clinch [E] // 5. matter of fact // 6. unspoken // 7. nonagenarian // 8. clamor // 9. lush [E] // 10. avail

11. ultracrepidarian // 12. tooth and nail [E] // 13. longanimity // 14. part [E] // 15. ache // 16. lucubration // 17. fade // 18. panglossian // 19. where the heart is [E] // 20. eccedentesiast

21. foibles // 22. argy-bargy // 23. shuffle // 24. beam // 25. wish // 26. when pigs fly // 27. call [E] // 28. irenic // 29. paternal // 30. splinter

» statistics

total word count: 35112 longest piece: shuffle (2024 words) shortest piece: sway (583 words) personal favourites: muster (day 4), unspoken (free day 1), tooth and nail (day 12), ache (day 15), shuffle (day 23), wish (day 25), paternal (day 29)

» afterword

it still feels surreal having been able to complete all prompts within the 24 hour windows! i'm usually a very slow writer so putting out 35k words in a single month was extremely challenging, but it felt very rewarding—especially with the amount of support i received from you all over here and especially on ao3. thank you @sea-wolf-coast-to-coast​ for organizing this challenge, and thank you all for going on this journey with me. i hope i was able to give back at least a little bit of the happiness you've given me through this month. ❤️

#ffxivwrite2020 #my writing #the amount of hits kudos and comments on ao3 still staggers me when i look at it #thank you all so much (':

[cowardcouch]

The Eccedentesiast’s Trouvaille

Chapter 11

" What should I give him ? A watch ."

" I am gifting that to him ."

" Okay , then , ummm a perfume ."

" Seriously Komorebi ? Give him something which he needs ."

" What about a car ? He doesn't have one . Nah , I'm broke . What about -"

" Leave it . Just think about it when you are normal . Whatever your are speaking right now has no rationality behind it ."

You pulled your hair in frustration . Today is his birthday and you hadn't bought anything for him . Chanyeol was also of no help . Should you make something for him?" I think instead of buying something you can make something for him . He likes when people do something for him ." Chanyeol suggested . You can always do this . You had also been so creative so you could make him something . It would make him feel special . " I must say your brain does really work some times derp ." You commented which made Chanyeol punch you in the gut . " Ouch . I was just appreciating your perspicacity , bro ." You scoffed at him and decided to get the things together to design your innovation .

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" 1 teaspoon cocoa powder . Okay , so here comes the cocoa powder ." You had carefully read all the instructions for making the cupcakes and tried not be reckless . Measuring every dry ingredient and every fluid correctly you mixed them together . You had never tried your luck at cooking before . This was the first time you were cooking for someone , and that too a boy . You had pushed all the maids out of the kitchen and had the kitchen to yourself . You had decided to make cup cakes for him and also a keychain . You had just returned from the market buying all the essential things you required . " What are you making ?" Your stepmom entered the kitchen and folded her arms across her chest . " I-I was making a cupcake for Baekhyun ." You answered while mixing the milk with the flour in the bowl . " Do you need any help ?" She asked you politely . " No , it's fine . I'll do it myself ." You answered with a smile .

You had been talking a lot to her recently but still you couldn't bring yourself to accept her . You were still trying . Baekhyun's words had deeply influenced , like every inch of your skin . You did not know that a man's touch and words could have such an ineffable effect on you . You had never been close to any man except your father and Chanyeol , and now that you were , it was too heavy for your heart to carry such a feeling .Whenever you were near Baekhyun , your heart would start thumping loudly , so loud that you feared that Baekhyun might have heard it . The way he had wrapped his slender finger around your hand that day was so intimate for you . Just a few days ago , you were at Baekhyun's apartment and he had his hand over your knee . The way his milky and velvet like smooth skin touched your denim jeans was making your heart beat rapidly ; you could still feel the warmth there . Whenever his skin made a contact with yours , it would make your insides churn and would start some tingling feels inside your veins .

The way his chocolate brown hair covered his forehead was so sexy . You could actually write a whole thesis about his looks , but that would take a whole day . Some of the honorable mentions are - his thighs , his eyebrows , his nose , his adam's apple , his chest and many more things . The best part of his body according to you was his lips . They looked so plushy and whenever they made that bow kind of shape , you wanted kiss them . " And done ." You poured the batter into the heart-shaped molds and kept them inside the oven. You set the timer for thirty minutes and decided to make the key chain while the cakes were being baked .

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You poured the mixture of plaster of paris in the guitar shaped mold . You had mixed some adhesive , colors and some glitters in it . You let the mixture dry while you pulled out the tray from the oven when the time was over . The odor of chocolate reached to your nostrils . They definitely smelled good . " I hope he likes them ." You carefully took out the cakes from the molds and let them cool down . After they became a little cool , you covered their tops with cream . You drew shapes on some and faces on the others . Finally , giving them a finishing tough with adding on sprinkles you kept them in the refrigerator . Waiting for the the key chain to dry , you decided to relax by playing your guitar . You tuned your guitar since you hadn't played it for a long time . You cleared your throat and strummed some chords to check if it was tuned correctly or not .

You began singing John Legend's All of Me . You had a habit of singing with your eyes closed so you did that but as you reached the chorus , you could only see Baekhyun's image before your eyes ; His smiling face which you loved the most . You couldn't concentrate and your attention wavered resulting in getting a cut on your finger . " Ouch ." You hissed in pain and immediately got the first aid box and wrapped a band aid around the cut .

Having nothing to do , you decided to watch your favorite k-drama . You liked cute,romantic things . It was weird for a girl who pushed everything away but now you wanted your old self back .You decided to check the key chain and to your relief it had dried up . With great difficulty you carved the letter 'B' on it . You drew some cute and small stars on them to make it more attractive . You had never worked so hard to make something . Whenever you had to go to a party , you simply bought it rather than applying your exemplary skills . It might be a matter of priorities . Maybe Baekhyun meant so much to you that you couldn't miss any opportunity to make him happy . Maybe , you liked him . Brushing away these thoughts , you decided to get ready . You had decided to wear rugged blue jeans and a pink tank top . This was the only non-black cloth you had . Quickly wrapping his gifts you headed towards the venue .

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" Despacito , fgghjbhtewrh despacito, fsghg ido ~" Baekhyun and Chanayeol SCREAMED on top of their lungs as they SANG the lyrics of Despacito . " Stop singing if you don't know the lyrics . You both are speaking gibberish ." You yelled at both of them to stop them from destroying the grace of the song . But they never followed your orders and continued their leisure . Baekhyun turned his face and winked at you before continuing singing . You blushed and looked down . You never would have thought that going to karaoke would be so much fun . You had never gone to one until today . Even though you hadn't utter a single word except for 'Happy Birthday Baekhyun' . They told you to join them but you decided to just judge them .

You had fun with Chanyeol but Baekhyun made the evening more special . Of course , it was his birthday today , it had to be special . But he had made your evening special today . You still hadn't given him the gift yet ; you were too shy . You weren't sure if he would like it or not ." Komo , come on . We'll sing together ." You were reluctant to go but when you saw his puppy eyes you just decided to give up . "F-Fine." You got and shyly stood beside Baekhyun who handed you the mic .

All the three of you started singing Fifth Harmony's Worth it . Both Baekhyun and Chaanyeol were twerking while you could only laugh at them . Finally , out of breath both Baekhyun and Chanyeol sat down on the couch leaving space for you in the middle . You sat in the reserved space and both of them rested their heads on your shoulder . " That was awesome . It's the best birthday ,thanks to you guys ." He entangled both of you in a group hug ; a group of three friends is always 'legendary'. Pulling away he smiled at both of you which melted your heart . " All thanks to you buddy ." Chanyeol confessed and playfully hit him .

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After cutting the cake together ,you guys had talked about a lot of things . Chanyeol exposed his deepest secrets and you hit him for not sharing it with you . You told them how you hated some of your college mates you thought were bitches and a little immature for their age . Chanyeol sang some of the songs that he had composed himself which made you and Baekhyun really proud . " I'll have to got bro . Sorry , but mom problems ." Chanyeol spoke ."But your mom doesn't ever-" Chanyeol cut you off ." Dad has come back from his business trip so I need to go." "No problem Chanyeol . Your coming here is the biggest gift for me itself ." Baekhyun thanked him ."Thanks for the party bro and happy birthday once again ." Chanyeol wished and hugged him before leaving the place .

" So I guess it's just the both of us ." Baekhyun spoke while chewing the chicken he had ordered . " Let's talk a walk by the river ." He suggested and you nodded . Paying for the bill , both of you headed outside . Baekhyun draped his arm around your shoulder making you feel all wiggly-wobbly . " Let's sit here ." He pointed towards the wooden bench . He headed towards it and you followed him . He remained silent for a long time , just staring at the dark sky filled with millions of twinkling stars . You just fidgeted in your seat .

" Whenever it used to be my birthday , my parents used to take me to the karaoke . I insisted the to take me to karaoke since I enjoyed singing . My mother wasn't much of a music-lover but my father had a splendid baritone." Baekhyun broke the silence which made you look at him. " It was a week after I turned twelve that I heard of a music festival being held in the neighboring city and I begged them to take me there . They agreed and decided to drive till there . We were enjoying the ride until a truck came speeding towards our direction and crashed with the car . My parents were taken to the hospital but the doctors couldn't save them . I was badly injured but they managed to save me . For months , I couldn't return to my old-self . I stopped making friends , talking to people and stopped eating ; just like you , I isolated myself for every fucking thing in this world . It was only with a passage of time that I realized that I was just killing myself . I was walking , breathing ,eating but I was dead inside . I was just wasting my life . I realized that instead of dwelling upon my problems , I should do something productive . So , I just decided to become a human being that would help everyone , heal people ; a bright ball of sunshine and I did that , which makes me proud ." He smiled at you and you could see the tears that he was holding back .

" You know...I was just curious about you . I know you suffered , I can see it in your eyes . You can always share it with me . Not that I am telling you to do that right now ." He scratched his nape . You exhaled and just looked towards the sky . " The constant support , my first best friend , my soul was my mother .She was so near to me that I couldn't tell whether I was her daughter or her bestfriend . Her love for me was ineffable . I loved my father too . He was just as bright as my mother . We were just enjoying the days of our life when it was discovered that she had Alzheimer's disease . It was her last day in this world when I had my audition for a company . When I came back home , I just couldn't breath upon discovering the truth . After her death , I couldn't bring myself to talk to anyone . I became numb ; people stopped talking to me seeing that I lost my usual sheen and became one of those weird girls . My father and I became more and more distanced till I started disrespecting him . Things got out of hands when he got remarried two years after my mother's death . I just couldn't bear all the changes and decided to keep myself locked somewhere . I just kept on hurting myself , till there was no humanity left inside me..." You couldn't speak more since tears started appearing from their hiding place .

" Hey...it's fine . I'm here ." Baekhyun crept closer to you and embraced you in the most beautiful way . He caressed your hair and kissed it . " I-I shouldn't have gone to the audition , otherwise it wouldn't have happened ." You sobbed and snuggled closer to him . " It's not your fault Komorebi. Even I thought that if I wouldn't have asked them to attend the music festival , I would have changed the fate but I can't do that . What's has to happen will happen for sure . Problems would come one after the other and you must learn how to confront them . They thrash you till there is no confidence left inside you and your conscience just fails . They just torture you but you need to deal with them at any cost ." He spoke , not leaving you for a second .

" B-But I can't do it anymore Baekhyun . I'm tired of all this Baekhyun." You confessed and wrapped your arms around him . " You can do this Komo and you are doing it so well sweetheart . You inspire me everyday . You are such a strong-hearted girl and the most beautiful girl I've ever met who has beautiful smile despite all the scars ." He confessed and which made you smile and pull away but still his arm was around you ." Really ? You think that ?" You questioned as you couldn't really believe his words. " Yup . I know that." He leaned in and kissed your forehead . Your eyes closed slowly , your attention directed towards the fluttery feeling inside you .

" Hey ! You didn't give me my Birthday gift ." He spoke in a disappointed tone when he pulled away . " Oh Right ! Here." You handed him the packet which he opened hastily . He first opened the bigger box which contained the cupcakes and observed them with a never disappearing smile on his face ." I don't know if they taste good . I have cooked them for the first time.." You confessed shyly and looked at his face to see his reaction after eating the cupcake . " Are you kidding me ! They are so good. Here , try one." He handed you and you hesitantly put one in your mouth . As the chocolate flavor dissipated , you wanted more . They surely tasted good .

"Oh! There's one more gift . You really are my best friend." Baekhyun fished out the the smaller box and opened it . His fingers touched the beautiful red guitar key chain. "I-I made this myself." You spoke which made him gasp in surprise . "It's beautiful . It's so cute . Thanks Komo." He hugged you again and you gladly hugged him back.

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" YOU DELIBERATELY LEFT ME THERE ALONE !!!" You yelled into the phone . " Yup I did it so that you can spend some time with Baekhyun." Chanyeol confessed . You hung up the call in anger . It's not that you hated being alone with Baekhyun ; it's just that you had to show his decision failed . You had to tease him .

You still felt the warmth of Baekhyun's hug and you loved it . You shrieked and squealed the whole night before finally falling asleep . On the other side , Baekhyun too was happy since he unlocked the first door to his goal to make you happy .

#baekhyun fanfic #baekhyunxoc #baekhyun fluff

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300 Followers: Prompt List and New Ko-Fi Account

In celebration of reaching 300 followers – thank you all so much – I’ve decided to open up another prompt list based on strange and poetic words. Here are the guidelines, just in case:

I write for all Star Trek series.

I try to keep all my content gender neutral for accessibility.

I can write romantic prompts, but keep it SFW!

You can request one character and one number for these prompts, as well as any details you’d like included.

This prompt list will also be for full length imagines, unlike my previous ones, which were just drabbles.

You can still continue to request regular imagines other than what’s on the prompt list.

Also, along with the new prompt list, I’ve opened a Ko-Fi account. If you’ve requested an imagine or just enjoy reading my work, I’d really appreciate it if you could buy me a coffee (Janeway style)! Of course, it isn’t mandatory, and you always can request and read without sending in a donation, but it would be awesome if you could. This writer would appreciate the extra caffeine.

Ko-Fi account link here!

Without further ado: I give you the prompt list! (Definitions from various dictionaries including Merriam-Webster, Oxford, etc.) :)

1. Desiderium: an ardent desire or longing; especially: a feeling of loss or grief for something lost.

2. Compathy: shared feeling (as of joy or sorrow).

3. Abodement: an omen; a foretelling.

4. Callosity: lack of feeling or capacity for emotion.

5. Mamaguy: to try to deceive someone by flattering them or telling them lies.

6. Agastopia: admiration of a particular part of someone’s body.

7. Kakorrhaphiophobia: fear of failure.

8. Pauciloquent: uttering few words; brief in speech.

9. Abulia: loss of ability to make decisions.

10. Illiquation: the melting of one thing into another.

11. Basorexia: an overwhelming desire to kiss.

12. Mellifluous: a sound that is sweet and smooth, pleasing to hear.

13. Ineffable: too great to be expressed in words.

14. Tarantism: the uncontrollable urge to dance.

15. Hiraeth: a homesickness for a home you can't return to, or that never was.

16. Liberosis: the desire to care less about things.

17. Limerence: the state of being infatuated with another person.

18. Kilig: the rush or inexplicable joy one feels after seeing or experiencing something romantic.

19. Heliophilia: desire to stay in the sun; love of sunlight.

20. Eccedentesiast: a person who fakes a smile.

21. Anagapesis: loss of feelings for someone who was formerly loved; falling out of love

22. Kalopsia: the delusion of things being more beautiful than they are.

23. Verklempt: completely overcome with emotion.

24. Selcouth: unfamiliar, rare, strange, and yet marvelous.

25. Drapetomania: an overwhelming desire to run away.

26. Absquatulate: to leave abruptly.

27. Fantod: a state or attack of uneasiness or unreasonableness.

28. Bellicose: aggressive, hostile.

29. Imbroglio: an extremely confused, complicated, or embarrassing situation.

30. Obloquy: strong public criticism or verbal abuse.

31. Recreant: a coward.

32. Lacuna: an unfilled space or interval; a gap.

33. Vespertine: relating to, occurring, or active in the evening.

34. Troth: faith or loyalty when pledged in a solemn agreement or undertaking.

35. Disenthrall: to set free.

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Oh wow, I got tagged by someone for something so thanks @billthepickle

1. Are you named after anyone?

Yes, my cousin.

2. When was the last time you cried?

Like this morning I’m pretty sure?

3. Do you have kids?

I have a goddaughter and two more godchildren on the way that are pretty much my own.

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

Absolutely, my dudes.

5. What’s the first thing you notice about other people?

Their eyes.

6. What’s your eye colour?

It changes between grey, blue, and green but there’s always a ring of gold around the pupil.

7. Scary movies or happy endings?

Scary movies!

8. Any special talents?

A lot, actually, but I guess I’m a contortionist.

9. Where were you born?

Misawa-Shi Aomori-Ken, Japan

10. What are your hobbies?

I’m a pianist and an avid reader and writer.

11. Have any pets?

I have two cats: Gandalf and Thomas, a dog: Tanner, and my best friends’ dogs: Jazzy and Sox.

12. What sports do you play/have played?

I’m a ballet dancer. That’s all the sport I do.

13. How tall are you?

I’m 5’6”

14. Favourite subject in school?

I was a music major so I guess I’ll say music.

15. Dream job?

Ballerina.

I’m tagging @philosophies-angst and @eccedentesiast-dreams cause you guys are like my only mutuals but neither of you have to do it lol.

[afroboydyke]

100 Interesting Word Prompts

1. Eccedentesiast - noun. A person who fakes a smile

2. Clinomania - noun. Excessive desire to stay in bed

3. Effervescent - adj. Vivacious and enthusiastic, bubbly, fizzy

4. Equanimity - noun. The state of being calm, stable, and composed, especially under stress

5. Nyctophilia - noun. Love of darkness or night, finding relaxation or comfort in the darkness

6. Escapism - noun. The tendency to escape from daily reality or routine by indulging in daydreaming, fantasy, or entertainment

7. Concupiscible - adj. Worthy of being desired

8. Concupiscence - noun. Any yearning of the soul for good

9. Cataglottism - noun. Kissing with tongue

10. Orphic - adj. Mysterious and entrancing, beyond prdinary understanding

11. Viridity - noun. Naive innocence

12. Logolepsy - noun. An obsession with words

13. Vernorexia - noun. A romantic mood inspired by spring

14. Elysian - adj. Beautiful or creative, divinely inspired, peaceful and perfect

15. Basorexia - noun. The overwhelming desire to kiss

16. Amaranthine - 1. adj. Undying, immortal, eternally beautiful 2. adj. A deep purple-red

17. Eutony - noun. The pleasantness of a word’s sound

18. Thantophobia - noun. The phobia of losing someone you love

19. Sillage - noun. The scent that lingers in the air, the trail left in water, the impression made in space after something or someone has been and gone, the trace of someone’s perfume

20. Mistpouffer - noun. A mysterious sound heard over the ocean in quiet, foggy weather

21. Bibliophile - noun. A lover of books, one who loves to read, admire, and collect books

22. Serein - noun. The fine, light rain that falls from a clear sky at sunset or in the early hours of night, evening serenity

23. Abditory - noun. A place into which you can disappear, a hiding place

24. Lypophrenia - noun. A vague feeling of sorrow or sadness seemingly without any apparent cause or source

25. Catoptromancy - noun. Divination by a mirror or by crystal gazing.

26. Atelophobia - noun. The fear of imperfection, the fear of never being good enough

27. Dalliance - noun. A brief romantic or sexual relationship

28. Kismet - noun. Fate

29. Prosody - noun. The rhythm and pattern of sounds of poetry and language

30. Gossamer - adj. Sheer, light and delicate like cobwebs

31. Maudlin - adj. Sentimental

32. Puissant - adj. Powerful

33. Extant - adj. Still existing

34. Mendacious - adj. Lying, untrue

35. Lugubrious - adj. Very sad

36. Harrowing - adj. Extremely distressing, terrifying

37. Gustatory - adj. Affecting the sense of taste

38. Coruscating - verb. To emit vivid flashes of light, sparkle, scintillate, gleam

39. Temporal - adj. Of relating to time

40. Garrulous - adj. Very talkative, wordy

41. Hiraeth - noun. A homesickness for a home to which you cannot return, a home which maybe never was; the nostalgia, the yearning the grief for the lost places of your past

42. Mellifluous - adj. A sound that is sweet and smooth, pleasing to hear

43. Ineffable - adj. Too great to be expressed in words

44. Limerence - noun. The state of being infatuated with another person

45. Epiphany - noun. A moment of sudden revelation

46. Aurora - noun. Dawn

47. Syzygy - noun. An alignment of celestial bodies

48. Oblivion - noun. The state of being unaware of what is happening around you

49. Ephemeral - adj. Lasting for a very short time

50. Dulcet - adj. Sweet, sugary

#creative writing #word prompt #words #queue you see the stars

[starsandsquids]

The Eccedentesiast

Okay here it is, for everyone (all two of you) who wanted to read it. This is probably what one of my harsh critics in fiction class would call “A character reference sheet more than an actual story” (yes that was a comment I got) but I felt the need to write Wyn’s backstory down. 

Basically it’s about how my poor OC’s best friend died in a car accident that he survived and his feelings of guilt and thinking it should’ve been him, so if car accidents or that line of thinking are gonna make you have a bad day mental health wise, keep scrolling.

Anyway here it is:

 Eccedentesiast: (n.) Someone who fakes a smile.

There was a part of Wyn, and no small part at that, that would always be at least a little in love with Forrest Grayson-Gutierrez.

           Forrest Grayson-Gutierrez, who died at 11:17 PM on Friday, June fourteenth along with his younger cousin, Alan Matheson. That was as much of the article as Wyn could read, that first line. He couldn’t read on to the details of the crash that he already knew, or to see his own name in newsprint listed as the lone survivor of the accident, because after that first line he was remembering the last thing Forrest said to him.

           He’d been asleep in the backseat when the car flipped, awake enough to see the raccoon in the road that’d caused Forrest to veer too-sharply to the right but too dead-on-his-feet tired to contribute to the conversation leading up to it.

           Wyn had known Forrest since he was seventeen, that friendship the only good thing to come out of his senior year English class. As for how long he’d been in love with him, slightly less time than that. He sat on those feelings for years until four months before his best friend was doomed to die, when he’d taken Valentine’s Day as an excuse to say “fuck it” and kissed him.

           It went better than Wyn could’ve hoped for in that it went well at all. Knowing Forrest was bi and hoping he didn’t see him like a brother were two very different things and yet somehow the universe had aligned and now Wyn could kiss his best friend whenever he wanted instead of keeping the idea in his head. Forrest was good to him, he knew him so well as a friend that he knew how to love him and if it’d lasted longer than two months it would’ve been all that Wyn ever wanted. But after two months Forrest told him he “didn’t like the pressure to be all over each other” when it was just the two of them. He wanted to be able to sit together and share dumb YouTube videos and not feel like he was doing something wrong. Wyn tried to argue, to say they could watch dumb videos if he wanted, the last thing he wanted to do was make him feel weird about it, but the bell of “can we just go back to being friends?” was one that couldn’t be un-rung.

           It broke Wyn as dramatic as that sounds. The backsliding broke him in a way he’d never known before and wouldn’t know again until his two best friends were dead. The idea of going back to ‘just friends’ after knowing what it was like to kiss him and fall asleep in his arms hurt Wyn in a place deep inside him. He wanted to yell, to say no they couldn’t go back to being just be friends, how could you be so cruel as to suggest something like that?

           But he didn’t, because that wasn’t fair. Wyn was a self-proclaimed cynical jackass but Forrest and Alan had always laughed and shoved his arm in a way that only close friends could get away with, telling him he always sold himself too short, that he was wonderful to be around. Would they still think that if they knew the kind of selfish, irrational bullshit he kept in his head? The root of it all was to either pretend the last two months hadn’t happened, or dig his heels in and lose his two best friends to his own stupidity, and the latter wasn’t really an option. It wasn’t Forrest’s fault for not feeling the same way, he knew that completely and didn’t blame him, but knowing there was no one at fault for his irrational emotions but himself and knowing it would be so much easier if he could just will his unrequited love to disappear didn’t make it go away. It just made him hold everything in like a disgusting pill under his tongue, hoping if he stayed that way long enough they would all just dissolve. He pretended to smile through it, despite the knowledge that his best friends weren’t too good for a self-serving, cynical jackass like him.

           Losing Alan hurt like losing a part of the family. Wyn was an only child but Alan’s death hit him the way he imagined losing a little brother would. Sweet, dorky Alan with his dyed green hair and dopey smile, who played the keyboard and was at college as a music major was gone. He was never going to be there to make someone smile or interject a dumb joke into a too-tense conversation again. When they’d let Wyn out of the hospital after the accident it was in a wheelchair; one of his legs was so fucked up when the car flipped that all the doctors said even after it healed properly he’d still probably have a limp. He’d rested his head on the cold glass of the car window as his mother drove him home and thought that as soon as Alan saw him he’d never stop calling him Professor X.

           Then he’d remembered Alan was dead and that was why his leg was fucked in the first place. His hand throbbed when it hit the dashboard and the punch startled his mother into slamming on the breaks. So where losing Alan felt like losing a family member, losing Forrest felt like losing a part of himself. Forrest who’d seen a comically angst-ridden teenager in a too-big hoodie in the back of Mr. Ladimeer’s twelfth grade English class and decided he looked like he’d needed a friend. Forrest who’d never taken his occasional monotone sarcasm as an insult and always knew what to say to coax some feeling back into his words. Forrest, who’d ruffle his hair for him as he fell asleep beside him and who continued to do so platonically after the great schism, just because he knew how touch-starved Wyn was. Forrest who consistently gave him something to smile about was now just a mangled corpse pulled from a totaled car beside his cousin, and as much as Wyn wanted to deny it it was true. Wyn had known him for so many years, loved him just as long and now those feelings poured into an inescapable black hole left by the death of his best friend. There was an emptiness that had hounded him since he’d woken up in horrible pain, thinking foolishly that this was the worst thing he’d ever feel only to be proven wrong. Maybe it was a ghost following him, sucking away his emotions and leaving only cold emptiness like a draft in an uninsulated window. If wherever they were, his friends resented Wyn for their deaths, he couldn’t blame them. He shouldn’t have been the one to live. He was the cynical jackass who wallowed in his own unjustified, unrequited feelings instead of actively trying to move on. It wasn’t healthy and whatever cosmic force put the universe into motion should’ve seen that and just let it die with him.

           But it didn’t. Instead two people too good for this world, who deserved nothing but happiness long lives were gone and he was left holding the guilt and the blame. If he’d done something different that night then maybe, just maybe, his best friends would still be alive or he’d at least be with them.

           Starting a band had been Forrest’s idea, more of a joke than anything else. He’d taken guitar as an elective, Alan had been forced into menial piano lessons by Forrest’s aunt from a young age, Wyn had a drum set in his basement he was always getting better at, and two thirds of them could sing. They never expected it to go much of anywhere, the “new talent Fridays” at the Tenth Ave. Hole-In-The-Wall bar and grill probably would’ve been the height of their fame even if two thirds of the members hadn’t died horribly on the way home from it. Wyn had been so tired, coasting on caffeine to get through the songs they played and promising he’d be more awake next time, making dumb excuses in case Alan and Forrest thought he sounded awful. They hadn’t. Forrest had just wrapped an arm around his shoulders all platonic and friendly, it was only ever platonic and friendly, and guided him to the backseat of the car.

           “Take a nap on the way home,” he’d said. “It sounds like you need it. Hell I’ll carry you to your front door when we get there.”

           These days with nothing else to do but mentally replay conversations, Wyn thought about those words a lot. Maybe there was a parallel world out there where Forrest had carried his tired ass up his front steps, insisting the whole way that it was no trouble at all before ruffling his head goodnight. Just some universe somewhere where the last words he’d ever heard from the first person he ever loved weren’t an unfulfilled promise in a parking lot.

#Wyn O'Neill #Quinn's OCs and Things #Quinn's Writing

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31 MACAM GANGGUAN PSIKOLOGIS

31 MACAM GANGGUAN PSIKOLOGIS

1. Ablutomania

Merupakan gangguan dimana seseorang memiliki rasa takut terhadap kotor.

Ciri : merasa kuman datang dalam skala per detik dan keinginan untuk membersihkan tubuh terus-menerus.

2. Aboulomania

Merupakan gangguan dimana seseorang mengalami kesulitan ketika hendak mengambil keputusan, bahkan untuk hal sederhana sekalipun.

Ciri : merasa banyak pertimbangan, selalu mengingat kesalahan orang lain yang menimbulkan kebingungan padahal kebaikan orang lain lebih banyak dari pada kesalahannya.

3. Affair Abnormal Disorder (AAD)

Merupakan gangguan dimana penderita selalu merasa ingin berganti-ganti pasangan atau selingkuh, bahkan tidak peduli dengan dampaknya yang berkepanjangan.

Ciri : mudah tergoda, merasa paling unggul, sering ingkar janji dan susah mengendalikan pemikiran dikala stres.

4. Animeomania

Merupakan gangguan dimana seseorang merasa bahwa dunia animasi terasa hidup dan tertanam dalam benak pikiran, bahkan menganggap benda mati memiliki nyawa dan benda apapun yang pernah dimilikinya harus tetap dimilikinya sampai termakan waktu.

Ciri : sering menyendiri, hobi mengkoleksi serial animasi berlebihan dan bahkan enggan untuk berbagi.

5. Bipolar Disorder

Merupakan gangguan yang menyerang psikis seseorang yang ditandai dengan perubahan suasana hati yang sangat ekstrem berupa mania dan depresi.

Ciri : kadang sedih kadang senang, jika sedih sangat depresi dan jika senang sangat mania.

6. Body Dismorphic Disorder (BDD)

Merupakan gangguan prasangka negatif pada diri sendiri merasa kalau tubuhnya tidak ideal.

Ciri : merasa gemuk padahal kurus, prasangka negatif terhadap bentuk tubuh sendiri dan suka membanding-band

ingkan dengan tubuh orang lain.

7. Bulumia Nervosa

Merupakan gangguan ketidakinginan gemuk tapi memiliki nafsu makan yang sangat tinggi.

Ciri : tetap makan secara berlebihan namun selalu melakukan berbagai cara agar makanan itu bisa dimuntahkan.

8. Climomania

Merupakan gangguan yang menganggap tempat tidur lebih nyaman untuk menghabiskan waktu dari terbit fajar sampai terbenam matahari.

Ciri : malas untuk jauh dari kasur tempat tidur.

9. Demonomania

Merupakan gangguan yang sangat erat kaitannya dengan eksistensi makhluk atau alam gaib sehingga membuat merasa ketakutan yang berlebihan.

Ciri : merasa dirinya selalu diikuti makhluk gaib, selalu penasaran dengan cerita atau film horor.

10. Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID)

Merupakan gangguan kepribadian ganda berkondisi dimana terdapat dua atau lebih kepribadian yang berbeda di dalam satu tubuh, dua sosok ini masing-masing berdiri sendiri.

Ciri : merasa tidak sadar apa yang telah dilakukannya telah melewati batas umum, depresi dan panik.

11. Eccedentesiast

Merupakan gangguan selalu menyembunyikan kesedihan dengan terlihat biasa-biasa saja, bahkan selalu tersenyum meski sebenarnya menangis.

Ciri : Pandai menghibur orang lain dan cenderung bisa menyelesaikan masalah kecil orang lain tapi justru tidak bisa mencari jalan keluar untuk masalahnya sendiri.

12. Enosimania

Merupakan gangguan dimana seseorang memiliki ketakutan pada pendapat orang lain, kritik dan komentar tentang dirinya.

Ciri : menganggap perkataan orang lain sebagai hinaan dan takut disalahkan.

13. Eproctophilia

Merupakan gangguan kelainan seksual dimana seseorang menyukai bau kentut pasangannya.

14. Erotomania

Merupakan gangguan memiliki rasa percaya diri yang berlebihan.

Ciri : merasa orang lain menyukai dirinya tapi sebenarnya cuma ilusi semata dan lebih senang jomblo.

15. Existomania

Merupakan gangguan yang menyebabkan seseorang menganggap dirinya seperti artis, tindakannya bahkan senang meniru apapun yang dilakukan artis, meski tindakannya tidak menghasilkan apapun karena hanya kepuasan pribadi.

Ciri : meniru hal yang sibuk yang sebenarnya juga tidak dibutuhkan, eksis berlebihan dan merasa dirinya adalah pusat perhatian.

16. Gamomania

Merupakan gangguan yang menyebabkan seseorang sangat senang mengajak orang untuk menikah bahkan kepada orang asing sekalipun.

17. Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD)

Merupakan gangguan rasa cemas yang dapat mennimbulkan kegelisahan sehingga menyebabkan aktivitasmu terganggu.

18. Homoseksual

Merupakan gangguan yang menyebabkan rasa ketertarikan terhadap sesama jenis lelaki hingga pada hubungan intim, bahkan dapat menular dengan air liur.

Ciri : merasa nyaman dengan sesama jenis bahkan risih pada lawan jenis.

19. Hysteria

Merupakan gangguan yang timbul dari kecemasan intens, bahkan dengan tiba-tiba bisa kejang ketidaksadaran dengan ledakan emosional.

20. Kleptomania

Merupakan gangguan dimana seseorang tertarik dengan keinginan untuk memiliki dorongan dirinya untuk mencuri, dorongan yang sulit dikendalikan sehingga apapun bisa dicuri tidak melihat apakah dia membutuhkan atau tidak.

Ciri : merasa puas setelah memiliki barang curian, meskipun terbesit rasa bersalah setelah melakukannya namun pada kondisi tertentu seperti stres, dorongan untuk mencuri akan muncul kembali.

21. Lesbian

Merupakan gangguan yang menyebabkan rasa ketertarikan terhadap sesama jenis perempuan hingga pada hubungan intim, bahkan dapat menular dengan air liur.

Ciri : merasa nyaman dengan sesama jenis bahkan risih pada lawan jenis.

22. Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD)

Merupakan gangguan yang membuat seseorang merasa dirinya adalah makhluk sempurna yang tiada duanya dan mencintai dirinya secara berlebihan sampai sulit menghargai perasaan orang lain.

Ciri : merasa selalu dikagumi oleh semua orang dan menganggap itu sebagai kebutuhan hidup.

23. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

Merupakan gangguan yang menyebabkan seseorang terobsesi mengulangi tindakan karena ketakutan yang tidak masuk akal, biasanya dengan tindakan tertentu untuk meredakan stress seperti mencuci tangan terus-menerus dengan alasan takut kotor.

24. Otomatomania

Merupakan gangguan yang yang menyebabkan seseorang memiliki obsesi untuk mengulang kata-kata khusus karena dianggap mengganggu pikiran.

25. Paranoid

Merupakan gangguan dimana seseorang meyakini bahwa orang lain ingin membahayakan dirinya, sifatnya irasional, menetap, mengganggu dan membuat stres.

26. Pedophilia

Merupakan gangguan dimana seseorang selalu mencari kepuasan seksual dari berhubungan badan dengan anak dibawah umur.

27. Psikopat

Merupakan gangguan obsesi mengerikan dan merugikan orang-orang disekitarnya sehingga tidak memiliki empati dan hanya mementingkan kesenangan pribadi.

Ciri : sangat cerdas, egois, pendendam, penuh trik pintar, tak ada rasa menyesal, cenderung suka sendirian dan bersosial hanya untuk kebutuhannya.

28. Self Injury

Merupakan gangguan yang membuat seseorang berasumsi dengan melukai diri tubuhnya sendiri maka masalah atau rasa sakit emosionalnya juga teratasi.

Ciri : cenderung membahayakan diri sendiri, sulit mengendalikan emosi dan dipicu oleh stres berat.

29. Sindrom Tourette

Merupakan gangguan penyakit neuropsikiatrik yang membuat seseorang mengeluarkan ucapan kasar atau gerakan tic spontan tanpa bisa mengontrolnya. Penyakit ini diwariskan secara turun menurun genetik dan lingkungan.

Ciri : terbiasa dengan ucapan kata-kata kasar, lain lingkungan lain kepribadian dan enggan mengakui kesalahan sendiri sehingga dapat menyebabkan stres dan depresi.

30. Skizofrenia

Merupakan gangguan fungsi sistemik dan impuls saraf sehingga fungsi otak terganggu dalam mengolah informasi oleh kimiawi dalam otak.

Ciri : berbicara yang kacau, lebih senang menyendiri, takut dengan orang banyak, delusi, halusinasi dan sikap yang tidak umum.

31. Somatoform

Merupakan gangguan kondisi dimana seseorang merasakan nyeri atau sakit pada dirinya, namun secara medis setelah diperiksa, kondisi normal dan rasa sakit yang dialami merupakan ilusi yang berasal dari diri sendiri dan sebenarnya tidak nyata.