#dysphoria cw

[noahsfault]

So excited to not have boobs

Literally thrilled at the concept of not having to bind

Oh my god I can’t wait to get dressed and just wear the first tee shirt I put on

I can’t wait to not spend three hours before every social event trying on all of my clothes over and over and then canceling because I can’t find anything to leave the house in

I can’t wait to start dressing according to my own taste instead of what makes me look flat chested enough

I can’t wait to give away the clothes that I don’t need anymore

I can’t wait to have top surgery

I can’t freaking wait

#transmasc #transgender #ftm #dysphoria #top surgery #gender euphoria #dysphoria cw #top dysphoria #trans positivity

[branzart]

Please only touch me where I'm real

#trans artist #transgender #transgender artist #transgenders #transgender artwork #transisbeautiful #ftm #ftm art #ftm artist #ftm artwork #transgender art #digital arwork #digital illustration #digital painting #dysphoria #dysphoric #dysphoria cw #slightly gore #chest dysphoria

[sillycatt8]

this. it’s not ‘feeling insecure’ it can send me into a panic attack and it will sometimes make me want to harm myself.

#trans thoughts #trans man #transgender #trans guy #transmasc #trans tumblr #chest dysphoria #gender dysphoria #afab dysphoria #ftm dysphoria #dysphoria vent #dysphoria is a bitch #dysphoric #tw dysphoria #dysphoria cw

[mxwhore]

martin 1 (next - file)

#dysphoria cw #pregnancy cw #(implied) #tune in on thursday for the thrilling conclusion! #or check my pinned post if you want that and the two other comics rn ♡ #tma #jonathan sims #martin blackwood #jonmartin #tma somewhere else #tessart

[soldier-poet-king]

I do not like being Perceived or Referred to As Gender but I just now realized that I DO love being a sister. Not a daughter. Not a granddaughter. Not a woman or a girl or anything. Hate that shit. Skin crawls. Death death death for a thousand years.

But a sister? I could do that

#idk why i am suddenly very emotional about it #i think as the parentified fucked up child i hated the responsibility of being eldest daughter #and i still do #but also. i care. i care so deeply. even when i need a shovel to love my brothers #i am CHOOSING to be their sister. that's the difference. yknwo? #anyway fuck a gender for real i have no gender but sister now #the duality of fran #uhhhh #dysphoria cw #just in case????

[canonical-transformation]

It's not implausible that Faruzan was in her late twenties / early thirties by the time she got stuck in the time stasis ruins. An age where she felt she was in the prime of her life. And that she escaped that zone looking like a teenager and not visibly aging in the years since.

I like the idea that her tsun-tsun chip on the shoulder "address me as an elder!" thing is driven by a kind of dysmorphic relationship with how old she felt before being trapped, how old she feels now, and the fact that she looks like Hatsune Miku and the style of clothes she likes makes her look weirdly young and her limbs are too short and her skin is a little too taut and this is the wrong version of her body.

With each passing year, a part of her is increasingly terrified she might end up looking exactly like this until she dies.

#dysphoria cw #dysmorphia #faruzan #genshin impact #silly headcanons #except not actually silly at all #(it's an organisational tag at the end of the day) #angst

[hawkfurze]

Sorry for the long wait! I had a chaotic couple of months and with updating my other comic, The Shepherd of Oblivion, I had to put this comic on the back burner for a bit. Hopefully updates will reach how they used to be very soon.

I very much believe in Jonbinary Rights and based this part a lot off of both what Jonny has said about Jon's identity in QNAs as well as pulling from my own experiences as a sex repulsed asexual, agender person, so this part is a little self indulgent on my end, but heres to hoping for more updates to come!

#sum doodles #the magnus archives #tma #infinity train #dysphoria cw #not quite somewhere else au #not quite somewhere else #jonathan sims #martin blackwood #alan dracula #randal

[mmmmalo]

Egbert’s sense of vocal alienation in Act 1 -- insisting desperately that a fire BELONGS in a fireplace as the prose becomes uncharacteristically florid, the quotes wrongly attributed -- lends itself to June readings insofar as feeling like your voice is out of joint with your body maps well to a certain experience of dysphoria. In that same spirit, I’ve wondered if John’s blue apple was not only an allusion to the Fall of Man as a narrative (and with it John’s fear of heights, notions of the apple as a symbol of Truth, Eden as a figure of nostalgia, etc), but also to the Adam’s Apple as a (somewhat false, but culturally resonant) symbol of sexual difference. Like even the entry item was a provocation akin to Karkat’s planet of red blood...

But I could never make sense of the other kids’ entry items as provocations, at least not in a way that maps neatly to the context of the objects’ introductions. Is Rose’s bottle a symptom of Mom’s alcoholism being a sensitive subject? Is the notion of a message in a bottle applicable to Jaspers’ maddening secret? Would Jade flinch at being likened to a piñata? Has this to do with her corpse being stuffed? Does Dave want a cloaca, or is he concerned about an apparent inability to spread his wings in a more abstract sense? It’s easy enough to feel around for evocative possibilities but nothing comes across as especially firm.

#dysphoria cw #homestuck commentary

[noahsfault]

The thighs are rlly out here today & I feel very ftm about it 😑

#I have to fucking go somewhere #uagghjhh #cw body image #dysphoria cw #transmasc #transgender #ftm #ftm dysphoria

[treesofgreen]

From his own mouth Con is 5'7 1/2 "in heels".

I haven't caught up with my dash or the tags yet so I am probably repeating other people but one thing that jumped out at me was the way Con at one point said he would love to be a stuntman but he's too "fat and weak" (I thought he was going to say old, the "fat" really caught me off guard) and while he spoke about how great it was that the cast was all real people with real bodies "and not an ab between us" he also went out of his way to thank the artists that give him abs - as someone with a lot of body issues/dysphoria it made me really sad. I wish he could see how much we appreciate his bit of softness and appreciate it about himself.

#he's a lot thinner as izzy than most of his other roles #i don't want to think about him being self conscious and down on himself :/ #he wears the same shirt in the panel that he's wearing in the cast photos where everyone is looking spiffy #i am forcibly stopping myself from projecting more onto this old man #con o'neill #ofmd #dysphoria cw

[the-kinfesssional]

MAN im tired ok

robots (this also goes for beings that are stuck in a computer, i just dont know how to word that) are another thing that i kin a lot of, both fictionkin and just being a robot otherkin. i dont normally get dysphoria for them but its started to flare up really bad to the point i start crying and then people ask me why and i cant tell them :sobss:

what do you even do for robotkin dysphoria anyway??? wrap yourself in tinfoil???

also on the topic of robots im The Daycare Attendant from fnaf and the rare pair of Glamrock chica x Eclipse from my canon is something i love talking about even though i dont have anything else to say about it other then "yeah it happened"

ALSO ALSO i got a sewing machine and am working on cosplays >:3333 might force get my little sister to do a duo cosplay w/ me or smth cuz she likes most of the same stuff i do

mk i might try to sleep through this dysphoria buh bye nowww <3

-✨🍝

Shit. Never thought about the robotkin dysphoria sort of stuff. I'll think about it. Try to sleep it though, ig.

#mod avery #fictionkin #kinfessions #fictionkinfessions #✨🍝 #dysphoria cw #FNAF kin #robotkin

[lozeyart]

Some feelings I’ve had recently specifically aimed at how it feels when I shop.

Obviously a lot of generalization. I’m not going to write an extremely detailed essay on this, but I hope people can determine what I mean when I don’t delve more into my feelings.

But boy howdy, don’t even get me started on dating. Both dating other trans people and cis gendered people, because I’ve heard shitty things from both groups of people and it has basically lead me to decide “Maybe I just shouldn’t bother”

Being trans and shopping for clothes, or dating, or even going out in public, can result in dysphoria just escalating to an almost unbearable degree. I’ve been feeling really bad lately, and I just needed to vent.

#art #me #trans #transgender #trans man #trans men #transgender man #trans guy #vent #vent art #dysphoria #dysphoria tw #dysphoria cw

[principled-uncertainty]

grrrrrrrrrrr dysphoria. i always feel guilty abt relating and linking myself to male-oriented queer experiences or even just the idea that my f/os could be attracted to my masculinity and not just my femininity and i’m beginning to believe my whole “leaning into the feminine side of being NB” phase is actually me just being in denial abt how deeply dysphoric i am

#vent #vent cw #dysphoria cw

[genderfuckyou]

Being intersex is crazy. Like i was put on hrt unknowingly in my late teens and had dysphoria bc of it for YEARS crazy. Like not a word of anything related to my chromosomes was said to me or my family from pre- birth beyond crazy. Like my family history with our intersex bodies was buried for DECADES crazy. Like my primary physician knew and didnt speak on it even when i got SUICIDAL crazy

#intersex #save for later #suicide mention #sui mention #medical trauma cw #personal vent #ok to reblog #gender dysphoria #dysphoria cw

[nav-ix]

I think the whole thing with ianthe's arm in HtN is potentially a really interesting representation of dysphoria. like she has her arm replaced and it's a perfectly good arm and they did a good job replacing it, but she hates it so so much because it isn't hers. it's not right and she can't use it right. and when harrow grows her the new arm, it's definitely not exactly like an arm should look, but it's finally her arm and that means everything. ofc dysphoria isn't the same for everyone so obviously I'm only speaking from my experience here, but it felt like a really interesting exploration/representation of those sorts of feelings, and I haven't really seen a similar thing done anywhere else

#not to get too personal or anything! #i just think its really interesting and probably important how these feelings were represented. even in largely symbolic ways #i feel like i should trigger tag this for dysphoria but idk how #dysphoria cw #dysphoria mention #tlt analysis #ianthe tridentarius

[deusexlachina]

Tang: I just feel gross about being human. I want to just transcend into a machine form.

Sol: Wow, that's pretty heavy. Do those feelings stem from your earlier dysphoria over puberty not giving you the sexual characteristics you'd hoped for?

Tang: BEEP BOOP DOES NOT COMPUTE

#dysphoria cw #i was a teenage exocolonist #tang exocolonist