#drawing floofy cats is therapy

[the-hs-etaverse]

State of the Etaverse 2: Electric Boogaloo

You might’ve seen my post last week in which I screencapped the Excel sheet I was using to make my class theory chart. In other words, I finished figuring out (more or less) the Class relations to one another. Made a post about class relations shortly after, too. :3

Next up on the classpecting agenda is a series of posts containing write-ups about each of the classes. They’re grouped by canonicity: the semi-canon classes are grouped together, the non-canon ones are grouped, etc. I’m about 30% done with them. I also have a brief aspect post in the works as well.

No further progress on Vriskas Anonymous. I did mention it to my mom the other day (though I described it as “eight diffferent versions of one character have a group therapy session”) and she thought the idea was really cool.

Lil bit of work done on the Eta rewrite. I briefly toyed with the idea of writing it all in second person but decided against it. Chapter 1 is still unfinished, although I am working on it as I write this.

Most of my creative time has been dedicated to Housesnared. I’ve been cleaning up my old notes, figuring out some more of the characters, and making a couple of sprites! Major major kudos to the FarragoFiction sprite maker for at the very least providing me with a good template which I edit to match my vision correctly :3

Here’s one friend:

[[ID: A sprite drawing of a Homestuck troll wearing a green vest, brown shirt, khakhi pants, and brown shoes. They don’t wear an identifying sign. Their hair is floofy and resembles a cat’s face, with a prominent bang in the front. They have cat-ear-shaped horns on the sides of their head, slit-pupiled eyes, and a hare lip with protruding fangs. /End ID]]

#state of the etaverse

[secretmellowblog]

Grass kitten :3

#cats #daily cats #drawing floofy cats is therapy

[chaoticlycrookedimperfections]

Also with the whole taking insulin before I eat and then throwing up, doesn’t seem like a good idea... I’m already a bad diebetic cos I hardley check my Sugars ( lately my excuse is I havnt been eating much ) also a bad diabetic cos when asked what other medical condition I have I totally forgot I had diabeties lol.

Actualy went to get blood tests cos I figure given the opportunity I should get stuff tested. I’m sure my tiredness is not my trash diet because my diet was not trash for nearly a year and I was still tired... even when I was recovered from my surgery. Plus the tired thing has not changed from before or after the surgery.

My appointment went fine, it was mostley just getting to know me stuff. Family history, life history. I forgot about the therapy head fucks... all the thoughts like should I have said that, did I lie? Maybe I should have added this ... like FUCK. But in doing this to get better right?

The last couple days have fucked me up... like what’s my deal? Decide to get help for things that arnt terrible, just worse, so then I take a speed slippery Slope and then go backwards nearly 2 years. And I’m being far to non caring, like I’m just like. Whatever. That’s not cool, that’s not the way to be. I should be alarmed and appalled. I’m much more appalled over the extra calories. The restricting I feel more alarmed with, but not the throwing up .... wwwhhhy?

And the bad thing is if I could still get drunk I wouldn’t have had much of a sober moment In the last few days... and what fucks me up about that? The calories... not to mention if pain killers where available at the chemist without a drs certificate... what would have happened then? How many new cuts would I have? What sort of state would I be in?? Do I have it in me to lie to a dr? To stretch the truth? Would I even get away with it , I’m a good liar but I also have obvious anxiety which would lead me to being a bad liar. I shouldn’t even be thinking these things. Ooooh my brain hurts. A lot. I hurt. A lot. I feel crazy. A lot.

When asked am I stable... I said more or less... not a lie... I just feel that I didn’t say all I could, but then again it was just an overview of things. Also another person that did not take my answer of what do you do when in distress ? I answer “suck it up 😹” haha. Oops. I did follow up by assuring I would call lifeline ... probley a lie because to me crisis means I’m going to kill myself.

Drawing is hard, the teacher is basically doing a rough sketch for me and I’m just adding detail. I don’t think it bothers him that I don’t get it and he just wants me to pass haha. Hopfully the nature one will be easier.

My trash house is trash. Zero fucks.

In good news the cats a floofy cute floofy.