#dontbelikeme

[thespoiledchildsworld]

The first trip Daddy and Mommy ever took me on was to Disney Land. I was in kindergarten, so five years old. I know what you’re thinking, ‘ugh Disney Land?’ I know, right?! There are so many things wrong with that place I don’t even know where to start. Anyway, when they first told me I was like, really excited. I thought that Disney Land was real - that all the princesses were actually straight from the movies, the fairies would float around the park grounds and sparkle real magic dust over you, that I would actually get to see in Minnie Mouse’s real house. Picture this - five-year-old Twinkie arrives at the front doors of Disney Land on a hot July afternoon in LA. Also, side note - does anyone else think LA is like… sticky? All of a sudden I’m standing on Hollywood boulevard with sweaty hair slicked to the back of my next while I walk over cigarette butts and cling to Daddy’s hand for dear life. Back to the point - we walk into Disney… and the structures are made of plastic?! Why does nobody talk about that? The princesses are really good lookalikes AT BEST, not to mention I’m pretty sure I saw Cinderella taking her smoke break. I guess there were some good points about the trip. I do remember enjoying it somewhat even if thinking about how I was fooled boils my blood a bit now - maybe I’m just a cynical big kid now. If I remember correctly, they had some really good food there and their fireworks show was pretty decent. I don’t think I would go as far as calling it ‘world renowned’ but like, I guess it was nice. I couldn’t really hear the music that well though. That’s supposed to be the best part! My suggestion to them is they could probably afford better props and actors if they charged more for tickets. What, like anyone should be able to go? Anyway, when I got back from my trip and returned to school that year, Tina from my class said that her mom took her to Disney World. WORLD? I’m sorry but why is my family settling for the second-best option. Tina said Disney World had FOUR different kingdoms, I actually didn’t believe her until I got home that day and looked it up on Daddy’s work computer. When I found out I cried for like four hours, I was so sad. It’s okay though because Mommy said she would buy me a new iPad if I stopped crying. I guess that was an alright way to make up for it, the bare minimum really. Anyway, my advice to all of you out there is - GO TO DISNEY WORLD! Or not, Universal Studios might be better.

#disney #disneyworld #fail #vacationfail #dontbelikeme #doyourresearch

[thinhoewannabe]

Fasting

I've been fasting for 50 hours now I feel like death like omg I can't do this anymore but I'm in class so can't go eat I think I'm going to faint I feel so sick

#lose weight #thinsppa #bulimea #goal weight #ed meme #notprojustusingtags #gethelp #dontbelikeme #iwanttodie #ana #mia #fasting

[thekingskullz]

Don't play with fire kids, haven't showered on my own in too long. #gross #burnvictim #dontbelikeme https://www.instagram.com/p/B9ncoLxA-dv/?igshid=1xr3ivjd81leu

#gross #burnvictim #dontbelikeme

[hvnnvhswizzle]

Okay so I never think before speaking and once in my theater class a girl was talking about her Halloween costume and how she could be a Chinese girl for Halloween because she has a silk dress thing and I just said

yeah

so can I

I’m Chinese

#funny #imreallystupid #itrytobefunnybutimnot #dontbelikeme #lol

[caythleen]

The moment when you find out that you accidentely deleted your whole Kassandra playthru save (with 98% of everything done) while creating a space for some saves for Alexios’ playthru.... *facepalm*

#storyofmylife #whereissomewindowtojumpoutofit #assassin's creed #assassin's creed odyssey #kassandra #goodbyemygirl #willhavetorunitagain #guys #always #pay #attention #if #you #delete #your #saves #dontbelikeme #:D

[wrathsonof]

Unspoken and disregarded

I've recently discovered where my incredibly dark sense of humor came from. It's the reason joke about everything. From my perspective, I walk my demons on a short leash. I let them breathe, but I don't let them thrive. That's a poor decision on my part. Now they have festered and evolved to just feed off the surface emotions, to feed off what ever mask I attempted to put on. They drain me more and more every day. They make it so I question everything. Everyone. I start thinking in paranoid thoughts. They basically ripped me of my sanity. They ripped those fucking rose colored glasses right off my fucking face. They make even the most loving and innocent thoughts in my head into some awful image into my head. Trying to connect dots that don't exist to scenarios that never happened. Burning the absolute worst possible scenario into my head. Making me think that that is what happened.

Oh she is cuddling her phone? Maybe she wishes that it was someone else...

She always seems to be pointing away from you... What did I do? Did I upset her?....

When I touch her.. Or tease her.. She almost seems like she feels guilty for not feeling up to it with me... Like just... Guilt.... And I don't know what to do or how to talk...

I'm just loosing touch.. I came to terms with my voices. That suicide sounds appealing but I know I can't do it. The voice just whispers "failure... Failure... FAILURE.... FAILURE!!! YOU FUCKING FAILURE!!! PULL THAT FUCKING TRIGGER. just rid the world of yourself. You can do it. It only takes a second."

And according to the people, I am selfish. For even feeling that way. That it's so selfish of me to not think about everyone else. But that's where my humor comes in. Hah. I make 1001 jokes about killing myself everyday. "that truck would look great with my arms sticking out the grill."

"holy shit, this moutain would be a beautiful place to donate a body"

It's a coping mechanism. Practically my only one. And it's one that everyone hates. Because I don't sound empathetic, that I'm cold or cruel. When in reality I can empathize better with someone suicidal more than I could with the family. They tell me I have no idea how it feels, when it's them who have no idea. They never saw the jokes over laid with depression. They never knew because they never thought it would happen to them. They couldn't see the darkness be hide their mask... And I'm just rambling... I just... I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me anymore. I cry and cry and cry because I can't pull myself together anymore. I... I just want to feel ok again... I want to just be ok again..

#Suicide #Suicideawareness #Emotionalcoping #Family #Teen #Help #Be #Ok #Alwaysseekhelp #Dontbelikeme #Dark #Hell #Depression #Getoutofmyhead

[raihanleesblog]

POSITIVE PSYCHOLOGY DAY 38

April 4,2021

Do y'all ever imagine things that impossible to happen? I always spaced out when someone's talking to me and I imagine non sense things haha. Sometimes when we are having an synchronous class instead of listening I'm imagining things like what if a genie is real and ask me 3 things to wish things like that I knowww its wrong to not listen to our instructors but sometimes I cant help it. I read our lessons when I'm motivated to study and I still learn a lot of information hehe.

#DontBeLikeMe

[toostubborntostop-blog]

I feel great and awful

I've lost 15 pounds since moving here

I binge ate 720 calories of vegetarian stir fry. Purged roughly 600.

I feel gross. I broke up with my boyfriend last week and I'm trying so hard not to just drink away my emotions and feel them within my limits. But as usual I find a different unhealthy way to cope.

Purging

#ed #ihatethis #dontbelikeme #gethelp #sorrow #coping #alcoholism #daddyissues

[katrinorseno]

When my transformation is from the tallest student (excluding sped students) in school from Grade 3-6 to one of the shortest female students in class from Grade 9-12. The funny thing is both of my parents are tall

#funny #cursed #karma #dontbelikeme #badinfluence #cry

[terilyn1978]

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#dontbelikeme #itsharderasyougetolder #yes #recharge #balance #boosted #defend #protect #selfcare #starttoday #rf #flashsale #rfwithterilyn

[prlan]

Aaaaa staying up late to read fanfics is definitely not good for my eyes xdjdjkg

#imhalfblindalreadynxnxjdhg #morelikebadformywholebody #take good care of yourself #sleepearly #dontbelikeme

[erakerina]

What’s in my pencil bag? Those! ^^ Any other studyblrs out there trying to quit smoking?

#studyblr #stationary #whatsinmypurse #quitsmoking #dontbelikeme #studyspo #studysthetics #studygram #study motivation

[ssmindseeking]

Each time I think of you I go beyond something deep. And each moment we share is like a sake I keep. Our lives have moved in directions that mapped our greatest treasure. And your friendship has been a fantastic voyage, It's been my pleasure... Sometimes, it's hard to define the lines lines, When reading in between them. The luxury you seek to keep is a must have if you go out on a limb and let your love breath'em. During your time you shine while your love speaks volumes and heed them. No need to sign the pleasure is all mine, if you need another poetic dose, I’ll feed them. I'm in platonic love with you regarding our equation. That’s the highest level of friendship love given our situation. So infatuated with the emotion causing positive devastation.  If you don’t like what you hear feel free to change the station. Your revelation was a small step  From the mental elevation that kept You from insane fixation when you wept This poetic stimulation, so real, you rep'd It with your positive flow-tation, the whole concept Was like ventilation and your words just swept it... Welcome to My Universe! 😏 #ImAWordExpressionist #PoetAtHeart #UntitledOffTheTop #VerbalExpression #OriginalShizz #VerbalSurrender #WordsAreLife #Follow #iLoveWordPlay #iPlayWithWords #NotFriends #DontBeLikeMe #BeLikeYou #ImAlreadyTaken #42Always #FollowMe #HiDefEnergy #Poetry #SpokenWordPoetry (at My Universe) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bbibfe3B0Zy/?igshid=1fqe1qtjwv3p8

#imawordexpressionist #poetatheart #untitledoffthetop #verbalexpression #originalshizz #verbalsurrender #wordsarelife #follow #ilovewordplay #iplaywithwords #notfriends #dontbelikeme #belikeyou #imalreadytaken #42always #followme #hidefenergy #poetry #spokenwordpoetry

[ellaneedstowritesomewhere]

Oh! How productive my life could be if instead of going to sleep at 5ish A.M., I'd woke up at this hour?

#productivity #meh #goodnightpeople #dontbelikeme

[tis-but-a-moment]

#ThrowbackThursday to that one time getting dumped cost me $2300+. Don't let this happen to you! For Christmas 2016, I got the gift of getting stone-cold dumped by my boyfriend of 4 years. Our lives had become so enmeshed, emotionally and financially, and I had only a few days to figure it out, pack my stuff, and get the hell out of dodge - all of which somehow cost $2,327.11. So where did all my money go? Well, it's not pretty, but here's the complete breakdown. . . #dumped #personalfinance #personalfinancehorrorstories #relationshipwoes #dontbelikeme #dontletithappentoyou #lovehurts . . http://tisbutamoment.com/getting-dumped-cost-2300 (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/BzyayZgnJLu/?igshid=kfht3sa7tfxy

#throwbackthursday #dumped #personalfinance #personalfinancehorrorstories #relationshipwoes #dontbelikeme #dontletithappentoyou #lovehurts

[myvq]

#Diddy continues his #DontBeLikeMe #selfpity masked as spiritual enlightenment and mental growth for clicks campaign. Seems to me he has enough death around him to have already learned the "appreciate someone while they're here" cliché. All the high end side chics will be using it to shame rappers and athletes into giving them a ring. https://www.instagram.com/thevitaminq/p/Bvrs4kOnMTY/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1duy2nchbjjj1

#diddy #dontbelikeme #selfpity