#dont read

[riooklee]

My NO's in Fanfiction !

TW: opinions

( Just to clarify, this post is ABSOLUTELY NOT made to offend anyone. Seriously, write whatever you want to write and have fun !! I'm just trying to find other people who share the same views as me, thank you<3 )

1) Turning a mlm/wlw ship into a straight ship.

Sorry, but this just gives me the biggest ICK. Literally makes me want to throw my phone out the window, smash my head against a wall and gouge my eyes out. LIKEE, tell me you're homophobic without telling me you're homophobic smh.

You may be thinking rn, "Rio, how do people turn em into straight ships?" WHEN THEY FKIN GENDERBEND ONE OF THEM.

I LITERALLY CRY WHENEVER I TRY TO LOOK FOR A TOMARRY FIC AND I SEE "Female Harry Potter" / "Female Tom Riddle". LIKE NOOOO??? WHY ARE U TURNING MY POOKIES INTO FEMALES... THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO BE A MLM SHIP. WHY R U MAKING IT STRAIGHT??? It's giving "homophobic" !!

P.S. I just wanted to say, NO I AM NOT TRANSPHOBIC. I know some of u lots might jump onto that conclusion. BUT I AM COMPLETELY AGAINST THAT BS.

Don't get me wrong, I'm alright w ppl genderbending characters! NOT WHEN ITS IN A MLM/WLW SHIP THO.

P.S. I know that I can just exclude those tags whenever looking for a fic, but..the thing is, some people DON'T EVEN TAG THAT IN THEIR FICS WHEN THEY TOTALLY SHOULD BE TAGGING IT.

2) Making characters act so OC.

Yes, I do know that it IS fanfiction, people can do whatever they want with the characters. BUT SOME OF THEM MAKE THEM SO OC-ish THAT I CANT EVEN RECOGNISE IF THIS IS THE SAME CHARACTER IM OBSESSED W AND LOVE.

Some people make Harry an "UwU" cutsie little silly guy, all soft, and totes a cute cinnamon roll that he's defenseless and weak that he needs big almighty strong 10-pack Tom to save him because he's too little to do stuff for himself >-< .

EW, ICK.

STOP MAKING HARRY A PICK ME. My guy fought a literal war and defeated the dark lord. So why, IN MERLINS NAME are YOU making him act like this:'((

LIKEE, where's my sassy, sarcastic silly guy?? :((

AND TOM. OH MY DAYSS, TOM. Y'all either make him too mean or too nice I SWEAR. Likee, mean as in would Avada u if u even say a single word to him. LIKE BRO, HE WAS A PREFECT AND HEADBOY. HE DIDNT BECOME SO BECAUSE HE AVADA 'D INNOCENT PEOPLE.

P.S. I'm talking abt teenaged Tom Riddles, Voldie would def kill innocent people ykwim?

Or nice as in would call u pookie wookie bear and cuddle u if u had a bad scary dream. Let's bffr rn.

LIKE, where's my crazy psycho nice silly guy??? DD:

IF U WANT THEM TO ACT SORT OF OC-ish PUT THEM INTO A SITUATION THAT'LL FORCE THEM TO ACT AS THOUGH. Seriously, some can get away w this behavior if it is played correctly!!

3) First Person POV.

Pretty self-explanatory, next.

4) "He growled"

Okay, alpha, remus wannabe, furry looking ahh.

JS STOP PLS, IT'S NOT ROMANTIC AND PPL DONT FIND IT ATTRACTIVE.

When I say "ppl" I'm talking abt myself.

#fanfiction #harry potter #tom riddle #harry james potter #tom marvolo riddle #tomarry #MY NO'S IN FANFICTION #i almost tagged nose #opinion #if youre sensitive #dont read #tw: opinions #not made to offend anyone #seriously #write whatever u want #and read whatever u want #im not shaming u! #/srs

[drinkinboilingcoffee]

Thinking again about the fact Elizabeth/CB’s eye color changed after she possessed her animatronic, but no one else did.

I like to think she replaced them herself. Like, they didn’t change, they were still blue when she took control of Circus Baby, but she stumbled upon a green pair in the storage room, and in a fit of longing, she ripped the blue pair out and tried to fit the new ones into the sockets.

Maybe it hurt. Maybe she couldn’t attach the new ones right at first, and she couldn’t even see through ‘her’ eyes until one of the technicians fixed them.

I wonder if it helped. When she finally saw her reflection through her own eyes, I wonder what she thought. Maybe it helped her hold onto herself through the days at the circus. Maybe it looked fake, and she was just disappointed.

Maybe she was horrified. Maybe all she saw were a part of her features plastered onto a body that wasn’t hers. Maybe she felt like a mockery of herself. Maybe she felt guilty for mutilating a body that wasn’t hers, that she still had memories from.

Maybe she tried to take them out again. This time they stopped her. She couldn’t take it back.

#Btw my characterization of her is a bit different than the canon #It’s ’Elizabeth’s consciousness with some of Circus Baby’s dissociated memories’ instead of vice versa #fnaf #fnaf au #Angst #lore #elizabeth afton #circus baby #sleepwalking insomnac #Tw self harm #eye injury #A vent in a way I can’t really explain #Ramble #dont read

[irrec]

Woke up early this morning

To curl my hair for our date

You weren't feeling well, so I ended up at a feral anti vday party with some of my closest friends.

I predict more moments of being excited for plans to be canceled, so I can spend more time with my community.

#happy valentimes #fuck your valentines #musings #dont read #this isnt pretty or deep #just dumping before I wash my face #me #thoughts #personal

[shameonmeeguiltypleasure]

Personal share: I just needed to vent this out to a void of some sort.

Nobody warns you about the 'literal' COST of Living you face once your born. I feel like my childhood was me being scammed into spending a bunch only to be later slapped in the face with the receipt and expected to pay it. "What?You can't pay it? Well let's make it a debt you owe me, now get to work bitch"

I'm sharing this here because honestly, I think if anyone I know and love in my real life were to hear me out they'd tell me what I already know "That's just Life".

With how sensitive i am right now, I'd break down into a sobbing mess and I can't afford that right now......

- Im on the verge of feeling numb again, like brittle and so ready to disappear.

-Im struggling to feel passion and feel stuck in an endless cycle of work, sleep, eat repeat.

- I feel empty and a constant thrum of nausea at everything I say, do or when I see my reflection.

-Ive tried buying my joy and short bursts of satisfaction but it always leaves my bank account empty and fades too quickly.

-I miss my parents, but I'm a adult now and they expect adult things from me. They don't have time for my mood swings because I'm "just too much"

-My sister is drained from work and I don't want to be an additional burden

-My best friend is preparing to fight for her new career and I don't even have my liscense to drive. (I have no idea why she still keeps me around when I'm so unambitious)

- My cousin has lost so much weight and im growing jealous of her confidence. (She's married and has 3kids!! I'm jealous that she's found someone she trusted to start a family with and I'm still a lonely sob)

-My brother is moving out to live with his long term gf and start his studies. (He has no loans thanks to my sis and I, Obvs doesn't respect or care for me as much as he does her. I deserve it honestly, but it still stings sometimes)

- I struggle to speak most days because I just don't think. I have anything worth saying. (But my job requires me to call ppl and I cant afford to lose this gig)

-I struggle to eat because I just can't find the balance between starving and overindulgence. (I love my body. But there are parts of me I feel I need to change because society or loved ones say I should)

-I struggle to socialise because I just don't share the same interest as those around me or my work colleagues. (Is this because I don't know who I am some days? Or because I just don't have the energy to be contradictory to somebody else's opinion?)

-Im constantly sick and feel guilty for taking days off and still getting sick leave pay. (My job caters to this!! It's in my contract so why can't my brain stop making everything feel like doomsday!?)

- I don't often make mistakes but when I do their huge and I feel immense shame and guilt everytime. I'd offer up my limb if it would make the bad feeling go away. (These are the moments I wish I could read minds, I just want to know what I'm doing wrong so I can fix it!? Is it actually ok or are you just saying that then talking shit bout me behind my back?)

Honestly..... I just don't think I value myself enough right now, I don't think Im seeing my worth and I desperately need to fix it before it becomes worse.

I've had this fight before and I won, I'm not doing it again.

I'm tired.

God am I tired.

Fuck.

If this doesn't ease up before my next one to one with my boss, I'll ask them to send me to therapy (work benefit is that'll be free)

#dont read #im just in a mood #feelings and gloom

[basslinegrave]

long time no talking about my ship so recently ive been thinking

about dynamics and swaps again, and how they would interact with the other from a different game, note: i have my own views about them at this point and each one of them has some specific traits based on canon things; most of their main characteristics overlap between different game versions but there are tiny details and traits that differ assigned by the terrible combo of canon content and my own delusions. lets go

i feel like 6 ling tong and 8 gan ning would be an interesting match, like i feel like they would fight the least? but maybe that would make it actually boring lol but i feel like 6 ling tong starts to really care about gan ning and 8 gan ning seems to care about ling tong

also i think 5 and 7 are just good as is, but 9 ling tong needs something better, at least mainline wise. mobile game has some good stuff, basically its not just completely one sided there... in 5 its mutual rivalry, in 7 they seem to come to something quite neutral or reach a new start, would even say they care for one another, but 9 feels like gan ning doesnt give two fucks except the mobile game that fed me two crumbs within the memory cards and the story, where gan ning was quite nosy lol but towards the end it was kinda flat, i do like one part but i prefer the dialogue for gan nings death in 9, the jp and cn voice acting got me, but it felt like somethings missing like how did we come to That. and after, why is ling tong now reminiscing and mentioning gan ning when he didnt show much care for him? if anything, only hatred? i gotta do everything myself and say it was a well kept secret or else its nonsensical lol

it was like. iykyk. if you dont you wouldnt give it much thought, so the dialogue is just for the few ppl that care so theyre fed (but man im still hungry!!)

in the end i feel like 8 gan ning is like the most caring one? like also a bit childish and a himbo but in the good way? i like that too, just keeping everything simple. so i wonder how he would be with the other ling tongs, like 9 would probably hate how friendly he is and angry cry about it (note: crybaby ling tong idea has been here since the very start and im on board with that and it has been revived in the mobile game. its real thank you) 5 would probably be the same i mean 5 gan ning did p much say the same thing as 8 but 8 would do it in even simpler terms and then be less of a brute? i dont know man theyre so different in my head than the actual game at this point i guess. also everyone hates 6 gan ning. and i havent thought about how stupid 5 and 6 gan ning has been portrayed in the manga..

getting lost in my own thoughts i remembered last year i was trying to make some graphic connecting them. i failed at it so badly as i got tangled.

heres an image. i am cropping out the color assignments because youd die of cringe but they are different levels/types of relationship.(at the latest point) i also Hope its unreadable. and btw, this is all only from ling tongs pov, i got totally lost on gan nings pov, when i realized i 99% of the time main ling tong and i dont take the time to look at gan ning under a microscope, and also the fact that most of gan nings routes just straight up dont have ling tong in them 😶 one sided hell

conclusion: "chase what the actual Fuck are you Talking About theyre the Same Characters hello?"

you dont get it like i do...

#dont read #just getting thoughts out #seriously its just me thinking out loud and saving this for later sorta #not pictured: the AU versions of them #i have a whole au thought out around their modern dlc outfits which includes reincarnation obvs #and no deaths. healing #ganling

[euro4444]

WELCOME TO MY BLOG AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

WOW. this is my first actual post EVER!!!! (woo woo)

thanks for stopping by my dumpster trash fire of a tumblr account where i lgbtq and dab everyday 😎😎😎😎, i have NO clue what i wanna do with this account, but i guess it's cool to have or something??? I DUNNO, but like, i'm here and there's nuffin you can do about it, BUSTER.

but yeah, welcome to my account wooooo, feel free to shoot me a message or somethin, my door is always open, unless i hate you, then i'm slamming the door in your face cuz no lameos are allowed here 😎 (i have no clue what im typing or why im doing this lol please don't read this ashghsaghasg)

things i like (because you REALLY need to know this):

constellations

ya fatha

digital art RULES

that one monster that lives in my room (me)

invader zim 👽

night in the woods !!!!

gaming (momma didn't raise no CASUAL) (im so sorry)

cool stuff

cartoons & animation

unhealthy obsession

long bulletion points

punk and stuff (im so incredibly cultured)

gay 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

other things i dk

those camo cargo panrs (whenever i see someone wearing them i am WEEEAK 😩😩)

Q and A (fghdsigsdjgigdsjgsdg)

favorite color??????????? orange and black and green and all the resta them

will you be my sugar baby/ ?? revive all of the dead projects i was looking forward to and i'll consider it

hi i know you!!! whya re you here how did you get here

are you cool yes (no)😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎

do you miss them

so anyway yeah that's ME

thank you for reading all of this to whoever happens to stumble across my little trash oasis lol, im currently waving to my billions upon billions of tumblr followers (the entire 0 of them), i'm gonna try to keep this short since i really don't wanna force anyone to read all of my garbage lol, welcome to mah tumblr, hope you all are doing okay!!! bye bye!!!! goodnight!!!!

punchs 20 billion walls

#first post #dont read #dumb #i want a telescope and a shark for a pet

[ecle-c-tic]

anyone who hates on fan creators (fanfic, fanart, gifs, etc.), especially those who do it thru anon, i seriously hope you consider growing the fuck up

#like what possesses you #SCROLL BY #DONT READ #LOOK AT THE TAGS #and most importantly #FUCK OFF #these creators do it from the kindness of their hearts and rarreeely get paid #they use their own time and resources to spark community conversation and excitement in a fandom #you are not the main character bestie #other people should be able to enjoy characters you dont without being hunted for sport

[thebetterparasite]

Venting to my notes app again, remembered this, it's now 330am and I have to work tomorrow big rip

#original poetry #my poetry #vent poem #its fucking 329am and i wrote this weeks ago but #still relevant #dont read

[sweetiehyuka]

tw Just don't read idk where else to go atp

I feel like I'm going insane, I have no functional brain left. I can't verbalise it. I'm always consumed by one thing or another. Adoration. Emptiness. Anger. Hurt. Whatever it is, I feel that thing and that thing only, once at a time.

Literally just cut my leg right open like seriously o p e n. I can't get up. My best friend is passed out in the other room. 👌

I'm not saying this to seek attention. It's a default feeling. I don't even know. I just,,,,,,,I feel so sorry for anyone that knows me. I'm too much.

I cannot do this.i can't handle emotions like a normal fkn person 😍 hes perfect, I love him, he did nothing wrong it's myself I hate, why am I so fucking insufferable and terrible and awful and selfish why did I do this to him fuck fuck fuck I rly fucking hope he doesn't see this I cannot stand to live in my own fucking body with this stupid fucking mind anymore I genuinely just need to sew my mouth shut like in Coraline or some shit.

Every time I get too comfortable, I fuck someone up. I need to just stop.

#tw sh #tw #idk #vent #whatever #dont read

[uchihaprodigy]

“Kisame, could you not.”

#i still don't have a crack tag #IM SCREAMIN #KISAME PLEASE #PLEASE STOP #SASUKE DONT LOOK #DONT READ

[gothic-cepho]

i could DEFINITELY be drunker but im still gonna chug a LOT of water and probably be hungover and vom it up in the morn bc i probably shouldn’t have drunk on my meds but i also haven’t been drunk since pre-pandemic and im still craving that chaotic busy life i had in uni that kept my brain quiet that covid robbed me of and sent me spiralling and the music kinda sucked at the club but i love my friends and we had and ob my god my ears are ringing and i still gotta chug a litre of water before i can even THINK of going to sleep

#dont read #personal post #MINE

[kagedbird]

I can't get myself to do anything. I can't call shelters because two of them were full, so I feel like no where else will be empty.

My best friend says I need to go into a house with roommates and get a job til I can keep searching for a two bedroom. But I don't want to. I feel like it's a terrible option. Even though I know it's the right one. I'm terrified of so many things.

I'm out of money essentially. All that's left is some hundred dollars for gas and some bills. I have a friend who is going to do a fundraiser, again, but I don't want him to. The guilt of having others pay for this life is so debilitating.

I just want to sleep forever. I don't want to live like this anymore, but I can't even get myself to take the steps to get out of it. I'm just so tired. Every apartment ever is 3x the income needed to even be considered.

I hate this life. This world. I love so many things in it, but each second of being here like this... I feel less and less afraid of death. And I hate it. I don't want to die. But it would save so many people money and time from worrying about me.

I can't kill myself. I'm too afraid of the pain and suffering that could come with it. I want to pass away quietly in my sleep.

It's not getting better. Nothing's going to magically fall out of the sky to make things better. No billionaire is going to give me money enough to have a place to be safe and rest my head.

I have nothing. I'm so tired. I just want to pass quietly in my sleep.

#dont read #dont reblog #kb vents #tw #just in general

[basslinegrave]

opened freddit after ages (regret) and theres a post about uhh book lore aside, sl taking place before fnaf1 and uhh william being springlocked before that and im like huh? i thought he got springlocked right after fnaf1 in 93 cause he dismantles the fnaf1 animatronics so how the fuck would that even work man. what are even discussing here.

im a believer in two fnaf things, one being that fnaf1 and SL happened very close to each other if not at once (or more specifically, william would free the souls and get springlocked around the time michael would go down, though some of my own ideas dont go well together) and second, bite of 87 was chica, not mangle, with the small beak frontal lobe theory it sounds more fun

and as for the fnaf4 experiments i prefer gas over discs hovewer the discs might be a thing if i count in the virtual reality the pizzaplex is in..

or the true ending, everything after pizzasim is a different alternate universe and is just branching off and is more tied to books than previous games, idk

to add a thought about the dismantling and sl, part of me thinks will and mike had an agreement to each go to these locations but i dont think william would do it to free the souls he just wanted to get rid of the animatronics methinks.. also thinking he would send michael down for a certain death but the turntables.... michael getting out of it and will himself getting springlocked but its kinda.. i dont know man

what i dont like right now is that having the springlocking and scooping happen at the same time kinda takes away from each as theyre big events

but yea! i think it makes slightly more sense for post fnaf1 /springlock scene to happen before SL. and fnaf1 def takes place in the 90s and william gets springlocked then. if any of the books now say the pizzaplex is built in the 20s it doesnt automatically have to mean he got springlocked earlier.. pizzasim is prob set in the 20s too and the pizzaplex can happen at any time after that really, most likely not Too far into the future, as they would probably be covering up the old buildings..... hm, in the rare case of henry making it thru, or planning beforehand, i wonder if he does have something to do with mxes, i like that theory. and to end on a braindead take, what william has to do with mxes :] hey, steelwool bringing burntrap and then retconning it to mimic same with glitchtrap, i dont think it was planned, MAYBE, but i think they also want to keep bringing will back. if nothing else, beta mxes entity is proof to me, that thing is so fazbear frights afton coded

no to me that IS afton. thats him 100% his ghost or something. absolutely no idea how it fits with mxes but the beta design is william nothing will change my mind

edit: after a painful nap i also gotta add that no i dont think mimic is a retcon entirely, its just some parts, i think it was hinted but just very lightly to thw point the fandom convinced itself (and me) that glitchtrap is afton for no reason, but i feel like after seeing the burntrap hate they retconned him to just gregorys fantasy/imagination so we dont have another afton situation

AND YET they kept dlcrabbit in the files. inchresting

#i need dawko to read these books and make sense of it cause hes like the only person i trust with theories atp #matpat is making shit up constantly and i tried to give him a chance again #but he is seriously doubting matthew is william and that steve raglan is a new character like ???????? #fnaf #dont read

[venator-signum]

the pjo fandom on tumblr vs tiktok is so funny cause we've all (or most of us) have already read the entire series, we know what's going to happen so we can see the parallels and the tragedy behind it but on tiktok???

they're in love with Luke

they think he's so kind and nice and its wonderful he's percy's friend, there's no way that he'd be evil - I've seen theories that annabeth is going to be the one who betrays percy (prior to ep4)

the tonal shift is insane and I can't wait to see all these first time viewers lose their fucking minds

#rosi shitposts #percy jackson #percy jackson spoilers #percy jackon and the olympians #luke castellan #annabeth chase #percy jackson tv show #pjo series #pjo tv show #its so funny you dont understand #everyone whos read the series is fucking with everyone else in the comments #pjo fandom

[historyandmemes]

RAFAH, Gaza Strip (AP) — More than half a million people in Gaza — a quarter of the population — are starving, according to a report Thursday by the U.N. and other agencies that highlights the humanitarian crisis caused by Israel’s bombardment and siege on the territory in response to Hamas’ Oct. 7 attack. The extent of the population’s hunger eclipsed even the near-famines in Afghanistan and Yemen of recent years, according to figures in the report. The report warned that the risk of famine is “increasing each day,” blaming the hunger on insufficient aid entering Gaza. “It doesn’t get any worse,’’ said Arif Husain, chief economist for the U.N.’s World Food Program. “I have never seen something at the scale that is happening in Gaza. And at this speed.” ... At the start of the war, Israel stopped all deliveries of food, water, medicine and fuel into the territory. After U.S. pressure, it allowed a trickle of aid in through Egypt. But U.N. agencies say only 10% of Gaza’s food needs has been entering for weeks. (Dec. 21, 2023 | Source)

DON'T LOOK AWAY.

#gaza #gaza strip #world news #news #middle east #israel #palestine #news on gaza #ceasefire #israel palestine conflict #human rights #humanitarian crisis #international law #PLEASE TAKE A MOMENT TO READ #DONT LOOK AWAY #current events #social justice #ceasefire now #end occupation #palestinians #world politics #politics #free gaza #important #signal boost #united nations #us politics