#don't rb obviously

[army-of-bee-assassins]

first therapy appt went well i think. she seems nice. i brought up the emotional support animal thing and she was very supportive. she said it's something she can do once she gets to know me a bit better. so i'm glad to have a lead on that

#don't rb obviously #one thing i did not anticipate that she brought up was that she is not licensed in the state i'm moving to #so whether or not my new insurance covers her service i would have to get a new therapist #i hadn't thought of that before since i'd really only considered the insurance side #so no matter what this relationship will end when i move lol #but i think even a little bit of therapy will be better than nothing

[fair-and-claire]

I've started dreaming again lately, which I think means I've mostly stopped having dreams where I recreate in perfect detail the day I called the wellness check on my best friend for them to find him dead in the bathtub

it's been almost a year and four months, and I think I'm just now starting to crawl out of the hole that put me in

#joey #claire.txt #serious #don't rb obviously

[hauntedpearl]

the thing is like. hmm. okay. everyone's always talking about how sam doesn't know anything about dean because you never know your parents etc and like. VALID REAL AND TRUE but also. parents also tend to not. try to get to know their children ykwim. it's a two way street. dean's so hyperfocused on trying to keep sam safe — which, again, from his perspective that is thee priority and that's so fair — that he's like. well. you're not allowed to hate this life I've made for you because i sacrificed everything for it and it has to mean something. but the thing is sam does hate it. he hates it so much. and dean won't accept this hatred or even look at it. i mean they still love each other very much and i think that's kind of the bittersweet part of it, and also. like. idk makes them feel more like family than anything else does. but yeah. they're BOTH clueless about the other, is the thing. fifteen years, and they only ever get close to bridging that huge divide a couple of times. it's. well. idk. it's something to think about ig.

#re: last rb where. dean just. expects sam to be a certain way bc he is. which is very reminiscent of how parents expect their kids #to have a certain view of the world just because they're*their* kids ykwim? #and like it's obviously not an abusive thing — not in this case at any rate — but it does lend itself to causing a huge. gap in #dean's understanding of sam #like he knows his brother but there are so many things he doesn't know #and VICE VERSA LIKE. #dean is hiding some things because he can't bear for his brotherson to know you know what i mean? #anyway #spn things #brothers #w/ncesties don't even look at this post istg #salmondean #doe is talking again

[keymintt]

bisexual, but not rly in an "i'm attracted to xyz" way so much as a "whatever the fuck happens, happens" way

#something something abt how sexuality and gender and queerness is 'defined' vs how it's experienced #maybe this is just how my own bisexuality is! idk im a nonbinary guy who's general outlook on life can be summed up as fuck it we ball #i ofc have my preferences and tendencies and attractions but those are broad at best nor am i like. super beholden to them #for instance i'd prefer to date someone who's not cis but if i hypothetically am into a cis person who's chill with my whole Situation- #-then it's like shit. alright! #and obviously anything that's a dealbreaker in a friendship to begin with is also going to be a dealbreaker in a relationship as well #also please don't be weird on this post! this is about my own sexuality and if you relate to it that's epic #but if you don't or otherwise feel the need to 'correct' me on smthin then pls just move on #no i won't shut up #< talking tag #also also its fine to rb this if you want idc

[ranminfan]

Gee it sure would be swell if some kind hearted souls would commission an artist such as I so that I'm able to purchase various novels that one might read...

#Obviously I'm not forcing anyone #just letting you all know that my commissions are open and I'd appreciate it #turns out to buy some books ya gotta have some of that mula🤌 #commissions are open #though my thesis won't be over till next week #so maybe if some are interested can dm me after #Rb to support but I don't wanna bother you guys 😳

[sergle]

like my personal Advice To You if you’re a small artist with a modest amount of success selling your designs on RedBubble, like maybe you make a couple hundred dollars... You’ll make so much more money just buying some sticker paper, self-adhesive laminate sheets, stamps and envelopes and just starting a little Etsy shop. 

#you don't even have to have any resources you can print stickers on your home printer #and get some art prints made if you wanna do that #Obviously RB is much easier for mugs and shirts and more complex merch. that takes upfront payment from you #but so many people just buy stickers and prints from RB? and they're so easy to make? #the first month I had an Etsy shop I made x5 the amount that I'd normally get from RB #by selling the same amount of stuff #that's how big of a cut RB took. and their quality aint even that great #and my art kept getting stolen on there. and my account got hacked and it was really EASY to hack #and RB didn't do anything abt the money that was stolen from there. soooo. #sergle.txt #and if you're scared to branch out. you can have them both up at the SAME time #with Etsy being less expensive to encourage people to buy from there instead.

[mushroom-for-art]

Reblog with a reference to your Mewtwo or Mew oc/sona and I'll make you a chibi using the poses I've done (using a lovewhilechibi pose as a base template for the Mewtwo pose), I will also accept descriptions of ocs with the colors/palette you want for them and where cause I know not everyone will have art of their oc

#Request open #I'm only human so like don't get mad at me if I dont make yours right away these things take time #Also obviously I withhold the right to just not do one if I don't wanna #Cant guarantee backgrounds lmao #Mewtwo art request #Chibi Mewtwo art #If I do a described two for you and it's not 100% mind to art accurate plz don't rb or comment telling me I got it wrong or messed up #Because like I'm doing this for free on my own time and that's not very nice overall and I will just delete the art and block you #I'm only human and I am incredibly silly but I will do my best to make the two look as they're described #And obviously if I do you a two you're free to use the art for future referencing on your blog/to other people ect #Backgrounds will usually be based on the ref art if I do one otherwise it'll just be generic white. #Colored lineart will be used on characters where the black lineart is hard to see like on demontwo and riven #I will also accept second third fourth ect request because I know just having one mewtwo oc is a lie lmao if u have more you can ask for em

[snug-as-bugalugs-in-rugalugs]

Hey fellow Murdochians, I need something new to obsess over :) So if you have the inclination, please reblog this post and put in the tags (or just normal reblogs) a piece of symbolism or parallel or some other kind of connection you noticed in the show that, even if the creators may not have intended it, makes you go a little insane :)

#murdoch mysteries #cbc murdoch #rb game #ok ill go first #ummm im sure this has been said before but other characters giving watts pretzels always seems to symbolize acceptance in one way or other #like when jackson said he 'wasn't interested in anything unusual' and seemed rather disturbed by watts' pretzel #in s10e12 #which is a bit. yk. considering watts is rather 'unusual' himself so to speak #but then in s10e15 when watts is rejected by the only family he has left #and feeling so alone and abandoned #jackson buys an 'unusual' little pretzel anyway for him basically saying like. you may be a weirdo #but we're friends now and i'm here for you #and i think a bit of unusuality might be ok #(tragic that he died before watts ever convinced him to try a pretzel himself hhfdkhfk) #also the inspector giving watts his pretzel back after beating up that guy who was hatecriming him in s15 #obviously symbolizes acceptance of him being gay #and then the most recent one with george at the end of s16 #was right after the 'despite who i am?' 'because of who you are' scene #so i think that's pretty self explanatory lol #there might be other instances but i don't remember #in retrospect the writers may have actually intended this one #its pretty straightforward. but i think its neat

[purgetrooperfox]

how come you do post much about gaza?

assuming you meant don't*? because this makes no sense otherwise? anyway

that you don't see my activism doesn't mean it isn't happening. tumblr is a terrible platform for activism, so I don't use it for that

#i won't pull up donation receipts for a fuckign tumblr anon #i won't sit here and try to explain that tumblr activism is typically restrained to tumblr. people rb the posts and never do anything else #people here notoriously do not click on links #so what i do. what i donate. where i protest. my household's boycotting. i do it and i talk to people about it but i don't do it here #because it won't do jack shit here and i'm trying to connect with people who might actually participate. for tangible results #sorry if that sounds Angry. it's because it is. #if y'all want to free palestine then you have to participate more than just reblogging. boosting voices is good but it takes more than that #tumblr rbs don't put pressure on politicians. they don't fund relief efforts. they don't pay for esims. they don't demonstrate organized #support for palestine in a Visible Manner to your city or state or country #they aren't disruptive #that's why you don't see me post on here. i'm trying to concentrate my efforts where they might do something #NOW. before you come for my throat. obviously there is nothing wrong with circulating posts about aid and resources to help #but then you should really consider like. contributing to those resources. that's key. that's the point. and some people here do! great! #i just. am more likely to be able to find and reach people who do in other places #maybe i should've said all that in the post instead of the tags but i really don't want to bring a bunch of misunderstanding down on myself #asks answered #'i wont sit here and explain' and then i did. damn

[sevicia]

I keep seeing ppl say stuff like "Oh but AI art will create more jobs!" and I just do not think that's like, relevant? to the discussion at all? Cause what jobs is AI art gonna generate for, yknow, artists? It's not even a rethorical question I'm really just coming up empty. Any person who has pursued (or even just considered) art as a career has heard that they're just gonna starve, that it's not a "real job", that they need to give up on it, and the way AI art is being treated by corporations seems to be putting a lot of weight into those statements. Yes, AI art is practically soulless and will never fully replace human-made art, but it's pretty obvious that no organization that's used AI instead of actually paying an artist gives a single shit about THAT.

#''I could do that'' ''ew your prices are waaay too high lol'' ''everyone's an artist these days!'' #like art's never gonna ''die'' (obviously); I'm just talking about it as like. A career path if that makes sense ? #when I talked about MAYBE studying illustration I also heard ''there's WAY too much competition!'' #which like. now you have to take into account that people are seemingly working overdrive to speedrun the whole #''robots are gonna replace everyone!!!!'' #narrative into reality especially when it comes 2 art #diary #I think I'm coming across as too paranoid or like I'm yelling at a cloud or smth I don't knowww #rbs off BTW. I'm not taking any chances. heart

[austinwehaveaproblem]

kinda alienating 2 be in the trans community but not have your agab apply to you as accurately, if at all, anymore

#austin's problems #it's sorta all #oh you're afab? so that means you're ftm. oh you're amab? so that means you're mtf. #and that's it. just. y'know. the same gender binary swapped around just like. with agabs. #and then there's like. shrug. all trans hornyposting is either abt boypussy or girlcock #both of which are the bee's knees n i'm not shaming anyone bc i do it a LOT but it's like #limiting i guess #i barely see trans hornyposts abt people who have transitioned and i know it isn't as like. quirky and obviously trans to have #girlpussy or boycock but. y'know #and then in my case. i have a pussy but i don't like. Not have a dick either.? it's. a little complicated idk #i'm just rambling now but whatever #this isn't a vent post u can rb just pondering

[daz4i]

once again going through my camera roll looking for stuff that'll inspire a post maybe. so i found this. and let me pose a request here then. what's your headcanon for this part of the story? as in, where do you think dazai was in those 2 years? do you think he stayed in yokohama? in japan at all? did he have any connection to anyone at that time? do you have any other ideas? 👀

#reply or rb or send me an ask with your idea(s)! i have anons on for a bit now. will probably turn em off again before going to bed #when i originally posted this pic i had a whole light novel idea in the tags lol it was p cool if you ask me. #(unrelated story abt a character we don't know trying to solve a crime and getting help from a nameless man who is obviously dazai) #(well. obviously to us. not them. he goes by tsushima there maybe.) #(and we get hints to how his life is at that time through the way this character perceives him. imo that'd be real cool)

[l634]

look all im gonna say is it's a little clownish to imply building your car to suit your 2x wdc and clear team leader is somehow tea to spill or like...not what anyone would do 💀

#i was reading alex's article where he mentioned how the rb car is hard to drive bc it's built suited to max #but also how that's not an unreasonable or unexpected thing to do bc ?? it obviously isn't #idk it's just irritating to see this kind of stuff i get why some ppl don't like max but this is such a dumb angle to stir the pot with #mv1 #max verstappen

[abubble125]

Some Fitz hate just clouded my rbs so I would like to state this is a fitz vacker appreciation blog.

#to be clear we don't dislike any characters in koltc #even ro #unpopular opinion in this fandom i know but i like ro #even if she's a bit much #obviously she crosses keefe's boundaries and is inappropriate to sophie #but she also has some really good moments #kotlc #fitz vacker #rb if your blog is also a fitz appreciation blog ig

[blacksailsgf]

there is no history in this place anymore! only a future!! i have no story to tell!! i’m no one!!!! from nowhere!!!! belonging to nothing!!!!! she lives in the spaces between everybody else’s stories!!!!!!!!

#still screaming & shaking from that meta post i rb-ed so obviously. thinking max thoughts only!! #don't play their game write urself out of the narrative that is how you survive sldkfjls #drowning the damn cat & all that #black sails lb

[maddy-ferguson]

there's a post going around that says "“We need to strive to be more accepting of POC” you guys can’t even handle religion." and like. that's genuinely offensive to me lmao

#and like i say: brf slt #the word accepting. POC the acronym you couldn't even write all of it. again more accepting? just weird to me #and like...literally what. in their rb they say christianity and catholicism aren't the only religions when like...that's the same religion #so im gonna be crazy and assume theyre 14 or just kinda dumb.bc how are you not gonna make sure to be accurate in your big anti-racism rant #wait their bio actually says i'm an adult i promise. they're just dumb then #and like obviously there's not just christianity. i dislike every one of the big three equally because there's no meaningful difference #there to me...and i don't know enough about other religions but i would probably hate many others too because like...i don't like the #content but i also dislike just the concept of organized religion and also just think it's dumb since i'm not in it at all #and like. obviously you're allowed to believe in what you want and i think it's nice that people are able to have faith like i think that's #a nice concept. and yes religions are a big part of people's cultures (something the post says) but like...when you're not religious #religions are literally just cults that worked out but you're supposed to respect them because like we live in a society and it's sooo...😭 #like i also think believing in the power of rocks is dumb #i know all about criticism of a religion being racism because french people do it all the time with islam because they just hate north #african people/arabs and black people (but i think islamophobia is mostly aimed at north africans). but like. when people talk about #islamophobia being a real problem it's not about people disliking the religion it's about them talking about it 24/7 just because they hate #the people who follow it when like. literally how is christianity better!!!!! when they're like oh it's so regressive but they themselves #are everything they claim islam makes people (idk homophobic misogynistic etc) like it's very transparent. but you're allowed to not like #religions unless you know blasphemy's a thing where you live. and it's actually very easy to be against islamophobia when it's literally #just a manifestation of racism while not being fond of islam or of any religion. because like. common sense. but anyway #i UNDERSTAND where the post is coming from it's like if you think religion is backwards you're gonna think religious people are backwards #and that includes 'poc' or like saying a religion is backwards is something racists do a lot. but like wdym to be anti-racist #you have to not be critical of religion(s) that doesn't make any sense to me. like if religions are against my values. i'm not gonna like #them😭 'religion isn't just what your parents used to be homophobic against you' well there's a lot of people worldwide who are using #religion to do bad things i fear...the post's arguments dont make sense and i dont care about people believing in whatever but also yes im #gonna think it's stupid and wrong if i think the opinions they have because of their religion are wrong when people aren't religious. like #it's not a trump card. i don't even think that's what that person's saying. but like...there's no correlation between 'not being accepting #of POC' and 'not being able to handle religion'?😭 implying there is feels racist to me literally what...and the reverse doesn't work either #and i'm aware trying to stop people from practicing their religion is like bad and a way to get them to assimilate and like racist and all #that.but that's not 'not being able to handle religion' in a tumblr way it's literally just racism again? and idk just weird it annoyed me #and also i know leftists can be anti-religion in a way that's racist and paternalistic again i live in france