#don't mind me actually screaming

[unbidden-yidden]

I know this is asking people to like, have basic empathy and therefore asking way too much, but I'd just really love if before you [general] comment anything on the current Israel/Palestine situation, you considered how you would react if the roles were reversed.

If, for example, Israeli extremists raped and butchered their way through Gaza (or the West Bank) killing 1200 Palestinian men, women, and children who had been peacefully hanging out observing a religious holiday or sleeping, and especially if they had caught the whole damn thing on film and broadcasted it and celebrated it as if this was some huge win for Jews instead of the biggest chillul Hashem possible - just think about how people would have reacted. And what if they hadn't? What if the entire Western left, up to and including the United fucking Nations had denied the sexual violence and torture? Y'all would be pretty rightfully livid, no?

And let's be honest about how the global Jewish community would react if 23,000 Jews were killed for literally any reason whatsoever. Even if they were all adult male soldiers in active combat, never mind if they were non-combatants or children? We'd shit bricks. It would not feel neutral or not targeted, no matter how objectively true that might be. As it is, every Jew I know is one degree or less of separation from someone directly affected by the October 7th attacks and that's a with a maximum of 1500 casualties and hostages involved. Can you imagine if it were 23,000? We would all be sitting shiva, with no one to answer amen during Kaddish. The reality is that killing a large amount of people from a small minority that has been persecuted throughout its history cannot be a neutral act.

Anyway please I'm begging people to reverse the roles for four seconds to re-humanize the people on the "other" side. Because the truth is that there is no "other side" - there's just the everyday people who want to live in safety, dignity, freedom and justice with their families and friends. And then there's the small minority of very powerful groups and individuals who actively benefit from the conflict continuing. And the faster that those of us who aren't Israeli or Palestinian realize this, the sooner we will be able to effectively support the people on the ground seeking lasting solutions that benefit the majority of the population.

#this is primarily directed at other foreigners who don't live in Israel or Palestine and still have a lot to say about it #i/p #המצב #everyone behave on this post please and thank you #don't be the reason I have to lock reblogs #I actually initially started with reblogs locked but then realized that if this is the post that gets me canceled? oh well #idfc #I have been screaming these words in my mind for weeks now and I can't get past how frustrated I am with the lack of empathy #so #here it is

[lunarharp]

Very important conferences.

#witch hat tag #orufrey #some real serious discussions goin on in this atelier today. dont u doubt it. #agott is the only one who has ever thought about this because she is a 12 year old lesbian and UMM..FRIEND? LIKE FRIEND? IS THAT..LEGAL??? #this is all i drew today because silly things like this take hours lol. at least it's practice for poses -_- #i got the pattern of the girls' dresses wrong but i couldn't be bothered to change halfway through. #don't worry if you're like what is the naakiwan downs. is that name even mentioned in the main manga #ANYWAY i KEEP thinking about what if it's actually banned for professors and watchful eyes to date like that would make a lot of sense. #like maybe it should be banned. SO??? are they just low-key Aware of what the deal is and they're just Putting their feelings aside #until graduation??? take my tassel as an unspoken reminder of how i feel?? living together trial period?? this feels like it's truly it #When we're free to be together........ Sensei loves homophobia parallels without there actually being homophobia #Let's invent reasons why men cant be together. Ummm well whatever. i'm screaming in my head but it's fine. #this will probably form the theme of my orufrey for a while. i've thought of this before but for some reason today it's big for me. #i guess the tassels might not specifically be a part of that since they exchanged them before tower of books #and qifrey made his mysterious decision to be a teacher after that and..well whatever. I need more of backstory and just..everything? #But i also don't mind when vinanna interrupts my wishes with just a chapter of just being really dreamy? I love witch hat?

[oblivions-dawn]

Through the Cracks Lies a Painting

HEJ HEJ GAYS YOU KNOW WHAT DAY IT IS!! THAT'S RIGHT IT'S WIP WEDNESDAY LET'S FUCKING GOOOOO Sniping @yewphoric @thequeenofthewinter @umbracirrus @blossom-adventures @bostoniangirl21 @kookaburra1701 @matri4rch @stormbeyondreality @avantegarda AND YOU. POINTS. To share your lovely beautiful gorgeous WIPs~ No pressure of course uwu <33 Still making very slow progress on my chapter . . . however. WE'RE GETTING THERE. And this moment of Serana is simply too serene and beautiful to not share, like a wistful painting. It's a rare moment from our favourite angry redhead too and I'm losing my mind over it. Truly, my Evil PlansTM are just going to cut that much deeper. ENJOY THIS WHILE YOU STILL CAN <3333

Vigdis abruptly stood up and departed the dining hall. When she stepped into the rotunda to check for any sign of the persimmon-eyed vampire, she paused.

Serana sat precariously on the stone edge that lined the rounded walls on the other side, her left leg propped up and a book pressed against her thigh, her pale fingers splayed across the open pages. Her other leg draped down so that her boot rested on the floor, motionless. Her head was tilted towards the wall, and the back of her free hand absentmindedly brushed against her pale lips as her eyes darted back and forth, completely engrossed in the story before her.

Vigdis folded her arms and casually leaned against the archway with a soft, amused huff. She supposed she should’ve expected to find her like this, tucked away and lost in a book. Yet the hunter was reluctant to call her name; to rip her away from a rare moment of peaceful serenity.

She exhaled slowly as a familiar pessimistic dread sunk its sharp claws into her already heavy shoulders. Reality would always come to shatter that blissful dream, whether she wanted it to or not.

Her mouth parted too easily.

“Serana.”

#Senu Dialogue #Senu's Writing #Skyrim fanfiction #Skyrim OC #Vigdis #Serana #Serana Volkihar #SCREAMING DYING YEARNING. LESBIAN 100 #JUST FUCKING KISS ALREADY YOU STUPID MORONS!! Or don't actually because the world isn't prepared for my plans #Okay now it's time for me to run and hide so I can lose my mind and write some more HEHE

[screamin-abt-haikyuu]

I find it funny how thousands of people followed me because of the jealous series, probably expecting more content of their favs, only to see me 99.99% of the time be like:

I'm sorry in my defence I wrote it in my bio

#everytime someone likes a post from the jealous series and follows me #in my mind I'm like bestie ur gonna be disappointed #on the brighter side for me i get more people to spread my pls love asahi propaganda to #this is only going to get worse lmao pls #sry besties reading ab ur favs also comes with a side effect of being thrown asahi content in ur face i don't make the rules #well actually i do lol #especially when volume 40 gets animated #y'all be ready for the screaming #speaking of screaming my url is also misleading I'll admit #im mostly screaming about asahi #im a scam #this is 100% an asahi propaganda page #asahi azumane

[synthshenanigans]

How dare he release a banger cover of one of my favorite songs ever at 4am where I cant yell, I hate him so much why

#im laughing so insanely rn i love this so much #i am actually losing my mind but like in the best way possible #also he's speaking/singing Japanese again & bros still p good it since haiku #don't have an official translation & im gettin it from discord but its a more worded version of “hurt people. hurt people” basically #i don't wanna fully state it cos i do not know the language & someone who's smarter than me can do that #but still cool to know #anyways I'm exploding now goodbye #hey hey did i ever mention i love saxophones #cos guess what i love saxophones #these songs are gonna have a LOTTA saxophone in it #also the screaming tho?????? fuckin losing my mind rn dude #my Spotify will never recover from this #chonny jash #moss post

[lindacreations]

Take some Dappling fanart :) 

#ever after high #eah #ever after high fanart #eah fanart #fanart #dappling #apple x darling #apple white #darling charming #*me crawling from out of the sand out of breath and half dead*: t-take this art #This took me two days to complete and I'm actually quite proud of it #don't mind apple shes just having an internal gay scream #happens to the best of us

[rywritten]

c!techno is currently braiding c!dream's hair and putting flowers in between them and once he's done he's going to kiss dream's forehead and call him pretty.

#don't tell me how to run this blog. i am here to scream about my blorbos unfiltered. block me idc. #literally cannot fathom why antis are able to find me other than they are actually hounding the dnb tag to look for blogs to harass???? #also dreamnoblade is one of the best dsmp ships other than dreamnap andyou cannot change my mind #ry.rambles

[dummerjan]

anxiety has been building up over the past couple days and it feels like it's winding itself evermore tighter around me and immobilizing me or as if i were a coil that's being stretched to its maximum capacity and about to snap i've been feeling paralyzed ever since i woke up my mind keeps circling back to things i said or did months ago but it's not just social interactions it's a general feeling of anxiety a shower hasn't helped i've tried physically shaking it off i keep making weird noises to drown out my thoughts but nothing is helping and i am this close to tears

#argh but angrily hitting the keys typing this out has helped a teeny tiny bit at least #i wanted to meet up with a friend for her lunch break in an hour and that would likely do me good because she's just nice to be around #interactions with her don't cause me anxiety and she'll likely just tell me about the guy she started dating recently #and while i won't have anything insightful to say that i can just let her talk #but my hair is still wet and i haven't eating and i am starting to feel shaky and there is so much to be done around the flat #i don't feel like i'll be ready to actually go out #i just want to scream and cry out of sheer frustration #the almost crying isn't because i am sad i am just so... idk wound tight and i can't take it anymore #i feel like i am losing my mind and i don't know what to do with myself #i just don't know where it is coming from and why now #maybe a lobotomy? #meins

[dani-luminae]

Also apologies to William Gracey from the 2023 movie but Edward Gracey from 2003 will always be Master Gracey to me

#don't get me wrong william was great but edward unfortunately already holds The Title for me lol #the leotas are roughly equal in my mind #tho jamie leota curtis gets points for actually getting a banger costume for her living appearance #also still screaming at the 2023 film WHERE ARE THE SINGING BUSTS #haunted mansion 2003 #the haunted mansion 2003

[arklay]

DIANA x ALBERT WESKER / template.

#mine. #pair: ewskers #oc: diana #click for better quality ♡ #posting this before i start changing more things lmao but yes i went nuts and made my own psd from scratch... don't look at me #changed ages to birth years cause of how much time passes in the story!! and also gives cheeky fc for you hehe runs away #the checkboxes make me scream like he almost had a clean sweep it's so funny. and he could've had one more i'm not even joking. cause their #first kiss was technically both of them... like idk how to explain this but they were already standing close then diana moved even closer #and was tracing his jaw and such and they were just lingering while holding eye contact but he was the one who actually closed the distance #so i mean... yeah. she was just about to and he beat her to it!! but diana made the move to get them into that position in the first place #is what i mean. i just couldn't give him more it was already too hilarious lmao #can't tell if i like the lil icons but i can't doodle so peace and love on planet earth but yes i'm happy with how this came out hehe #clueless levels are cause they are clowns <3 i have a lot of thoughts about all that but yes they both take hints in some aspects but i #think they both have trouble telling if they are genuine or not or if they are misreading the situation or whether something is romantic or #not (unless ofc it's over the top and ridiculous. ahem. excella. cough. explodes her with my mind) but yeah hit him with the tism so he's #learnt how to read people very well as he's gotten older but i think when it comes to actual just genuine like wanting to get to know #someone and not just someone wanting to get in his pants he seconds guesses it a lot. and diana's all stems from being rattled by her past #experiences oughguhh and i mean her not actually having experienced proper feelings for someone until him lmao but she's got trust issues #also there were so many tropes i could use (thank you to bestie elliot for helping me finds names of things) but i had to do i got you a #drawer specifically because that moment has such a special place in my heart!! like i need to finish the wip where i talk about that cause #it makes me so silly i'm not even joking #anyway omg i hope the mentions work because doing this on the legacy editor after copying the html for beta one because the image just #didn't want to work in the beta image for some reason rip

[stone-stars]

lucanus aer'tea song of all time. joy is stored in the dad song!!!

#hanbles #predictably it has clarinets #i realized i was laying in bed kicking my feet like a teenage girl in love in a rom com or w/e #at just the absolute joy this song brings me #it's so him. it's so him. #the clarinets!!!!!!! #anyway i'm gonna be insane abt instrumentation in em's music in general forever. but when she does clarinets. #that's just for me. #i know it's Not actually. but she does it for me #instrumentation stuff i don't get into as much with my music screaming. but it's always on my mind #i'm always two seconds away from ranting about it to anyone who will listen

[kozidraws]

.

#life rambling #don't mind me #so moving to new place went smoothly #but caught covid again 2 days later haha #getting to live with one of my friends has been such a mood lifter though #he went out and bought me meds #and the new place is so peaceful #like no car alarms or screaming matches throughout the night #people go JOGGING??? late at NIGHT??? #not used to living in a safe suburb #I actually sleep so much at night without fear of someone trying to break in #the only stress I have in my life now is finding enough work to live #aside from that there is no drama #i feel thankful #once I feel better and get my room sorted out I'm gonna get back to drawing #just give me a while!

[michaeljoncarter]

sry but dc publishing a jason/kyle teamup is really my worst nightmare lol. like jaykyle is fun and all, and i’m glad y’all are having a good time, but if dc ends up watering down & nerfing kyle to the point where it’s feasible he’d start running around with jason in the main timeline and the weakass woobified version of kyle twitter/tumblr has invented to pair them together leaks into actual canon, i’m quitting my job to become a full time batfam hatepage

#kyle rayner #this post feels so mean but i s2g it's not meant to be hate to the jaykyles #like i get the appeal but the way dc is right now?? & with both their characters where they are #i just don't see a way that him being lumped in w jason WON'T end up being an absolute disaster for his character #this is (probably? please god??) some elseworlds type stuff but #it's also an indication that actual dc writers are starting to pick up on all the people screaming about jaykyle and like #for them to team up for any significant portion of time a lot of things would have to change about kyle and his status in the glc #and probably not for the better #the fact that the only thing we know about him in this book is that they've fucking blinded him is. not comforting <3 #this is just a one off (god willing) but it's like.. this is how it would happen if they did do a jason/kyle teamup in the main universe #in that kyle would have to be completely changed and none of the changes made would actually be about him or done w his character in mind #they'd be made solely to bring him down to a level that would allow jason to look good in comparison #because they need jason to be the strongest smartest most specialiest boy in the world at all times #it's a problem with all the bats tbh but it's ESPECIALLY bad with jason #& slowly turning me into a full on jason hater. like kill him again. the joker was right #ghghrnfc i'm yelling a lot about a comic that's not even out yeah but just like. bad omen bad omen BAD OMEN #i live in fear of the rhato roy disaster happening with kyle and this is like. one step closer to it <3 life is pain <3

[hatterladz]

Fuck it deranged "I just woke up" character analysis

I think it's interesting that in the movie it feels like Leo is more determined to NOT be serious whereas in the series, despite being lazy, he was also (mostly) the most reasonable

A lot of ppl believe Leo was doing this to shirk responsibilities of being a leader (which while I do think is VERY possible, don't think was what was happening)

Considering how much at the beginning Leo pushes "we defeated the Shredder" I believe it was moreso "We just underwent a very traumatic event the last thing I wanna do is start training and getting strict with things"

Rise Leo shirking responsibility? Possibly, but with how much he prevents his brothers from biting off more then they can chew and how integral "why does nobody trust me?" is apart of his character? Harder for me to believe

Him avoiding serious "hero" work bc he went through a traumatic event and as he does so it's repeated "its not about you" when he decides to be selfish and tries to just have fun instead? Far more likely, it's also interesting that Raph never tells Leo "when are you going to be a leader" leadership isn't really ever mentioned in the movie

Just Raph saying "when are you going to take things seriously", I also think Mikey and Donnie aren't really on anyone's side, afterall they're participating in Leo's shenanigans at the beginning, they're the ones participating in the "you said heroes" game, breaking the pizza record

But at the same time now Donnie has Donnie Pods, which is assumably after Shredder's attack (unfortunately we don't have a clue what Mikey might've been doing before the Kraang, but I'm assuming since Leo is the one getting bitched at the most, Mikey was doing some training as well), they have taken some things seriously, more then Leo, but not to the degree Raph is

Anyway but imagine trying to avoid thinking about how everyone you love nearly died and trying to just enjoy time with them while you can and prove that things are going to be okay, there won't be another Shredder only to fuck up so badly that there's something worse then Shredder, and so you go "I can fix it look this future guy says I can fix it he's supporting me" *falls in a hole* *gets told he sucks* "Nvm I guess I don't got this!"

I think this also supported by how Raph mentions trying to prevent your team from getting hurt and the change of Leo's face only to IMMEDIATELY goad Raph into a fight

#rottmnt #rottmnt leonardo #character analysis #rottmnt movie #Anyway I also think Casey did Leo a little dirty #Mostly bc ya Leo was being a shit but Casey was 100% supporting him the whole time #Not a doubt in that kid's mind #He never showed doubt about listening to his team when it ACTUALLY mattered #Instead he blows up and screams at him after they got chased and fell and things went horribly #He was apart of the problem but he blamed Leo #Also kinda bugs me that Leo immediately checks on Casey to see if he's okay and if he's injured #But when Leo's ribs are presumably fucked Casey just yells at him #Yes Leo needed that talk but 1. Ur part of the problem you've been actively encouraging it the whole movie #And 2. Not the time dude he can't even get up properly bc of whatever injury he has #But ya let's yell at him that he's self centered and that his brothers die NOW #That's a diff rant tho #Anyway tl;dr I think Leo's dealing with a bad case of “I don't wanna look at that messed up thing again”

[littleapocalypsekitten]

I repeat: I absolutely defend the art of self-distraction and enjoying frivolous things in times of crisis. Yes, even if "other people do not get to." Me or you suffering a mental breakdown isn't exactly going to be of help to people in war zones. In fact, I dare say, if you want to be fresh for the latest protest or to write or call your asshole congresscritters again or to do anything else to actually try to *help* - you need to be in good enough mental shape to do so. Sometimes (most times) that means distracting yourself from the horrors for a hot second so you don't overload. There is a point where the obsession with "Awareness" turns into "Here, in your face all the time until you develop compassion-fatigue and a doomer attitude." We cannot "first solve all of the world's problems" before we get to enjoy anything. If we worked that that, Humanity wouldn't enjoy anything, ever. The world is always ending - for someone. Crises never end. Sometimes you HAVE to drink your coffee and say "this is fine." Maybe the coffee perks you up enough to help you reach for the fire extinguisher (you forgot where you left it).

#super bowl 2024 #I didn't watch most of it #don't care much about sports #but I got a clown screaming at me in the comments of a post I made defending people's enjoyment of it #despite a well-known genocide going on halfway across the world #because people can get overloaded #hey I did actually watch some of the puppy bowl #I guess I'm horrible for liking cute puppies #hmm... #if there was some kind of weird propaganda going on during the super bowl that I didn't know about... #I am sorry and do apologize #I didn't watch the damn thing save for the very end out of curiosity as to the winners #I was just defending the idea of enjoying frivolous things #because they can keep you from losing your friggin' mind #when the world is burning #I suspect my post and maybe this one will provide me with a free blocklist #bring it on

[unclewaynemunson]

What’s the canonical age gap btwn clarkson lol? I need to know before I endorse it just bc Mr Clarke always seemed like a younger teacher to me and Wayne is hella old in my head. Not that it’s wrong but I get squicky about larger age gaps.

It would be nice to ship Wayne tho. I haven’t seen one that I’m 100% for

Ooh that's a valid question! I kinda assumed that Scott would be in his mid-forties and Wayne in his early fifties but I can't find any canonical ages for them. Turns out Joel Stoffer (who plays Wayne) was born in '65 and Randall Havens (Scott) in '77, but I like to think Scott is a bit of a health freak while Wayne is actually younger than he looks due to smoking like a chimney, eating canned food all the time and ya know just generally not being able to afford living a healthy life. So yeah idk when an age gap would be too big for you, but I think it's safe to assume that Scott isn't exactly a "younger teacher" anymore and an age gap of 5-10 years would be a probable scenario. But i'd love to hear other people's thoughts on this one! (I myself don't really mind big-ish age gaps but i totally understand that it may not be for you!!)

#also i am loving that ppl are actually actively engaging in this ship?? #seriously that's so cool i expected to be screaming into a void when i made that first post #i am in love with everyone sailing the clarkson ship with me #don't mind me rambling about stranger things #clarkson my beloved