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support · 5 years
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Everything okay?
If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder, you are not alone.  
If you are in the United States, please try:
National Eating Disorders Association (support, resources, treatment options)
If you are outside the United States, visit IASP to find help lines related to eating disorders for your country. 
For self-help courses on body image and general peer support, please try Koko. 
If you need some inspiration and comfort on your dashboard, follow Post It Forward on Tumblr.
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kirikuki · 3 months
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"is your choose"
tu eligues si ser delagada y bonita. o ser la bola de grasas que esta junto a ella cuando salgas con tu amiga si eres delgada tu, te mirararan a ti primero. despues a ella, o simplemente no la miraran en cambio. si eres la amiga gorda, eso te pasara a ti. no te miraran y siempre que te guste alguien te preguntara por tu amiga delgada. no por ti
''un estomago vacio se siente mejor que uno arrepentido''
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theangelofdark · 21 days
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MENINAS TIVE UMA IDEIA
Vou comer durante domingo, segunda, terça, quarta e quinta nesses dias vou fazer omad e nf de 22hrs
e permitido comer até às 14:00hrs e é permitido começar a comer aos 12:30hrs
Na sexta, sábado e domingo nf totalizando 72 hrs
No domingo quebro o nf e faço omad e início outro de 22hrs
Tô fazendo isso pq não posso fazer exercícios pq ficam me viajando
Tbm pq preciso desinchar
Vou fazer essa técnica durante 1 mês
Mas foi isso 💜🦋
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greenflamedwriter · 4 months
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Killing Stalking AU:
Okay when I read Killing/stalking I was a bit disapointed. Too much killing not enough stalking -_-
And so Imagine Luo Binghe who is a serial killer instead of wives it's girlfriends and instead of marrying them he kills them. And Shen Yuan, who bought the apartment just to observe such a thing ends up obsessed he calls the victims 'wives' till death do they part, and he has an obsession with the seriel killer.
Like bordering on gay but he's still in denial.
Already he has a list of all the names of the girls, Ning Yingying was the first and now he's up to Qui Haitang, already he counted that Luo BInghe was accumilating an anti-harem.
Shen Yuans room is FULL of photos, clothes, even HAIR of Binghe as well as Luo Binghe in a apron, bloody and cleaning up his mess.
Shen Yuan loved him. Quircks and all.
But he wasn't stupid, not only was the evidence of Binghe's crimes in this room, footage and videos of girls going into Luo Binghes house then NEVER returning, wanted posters and last places they were timed perfectly. A little plushie doll of Luo Binghe as well in a corner. But he also hid evidence around the city, places with his name on it, most were holding his anime stuff but after the first five lockers the rest were filled with nothing but Binghe's crimes. He never went back to the old ones, to obvious instead he would pay for a new locker and fill that one up.
NSFW undercut
And Sy whose still in the closet probably thought it was normal to react, esp seeing the stallion having sex with the women in his bedroom, with his camera Shen Yuan could see everything.
At one point it even felt like Luo Binghe looked up and locked eyes with him, it made Shen Yuans breath hitch. It wasn't possible, it was dark, lights out, and Shen Yuan shivered palming himself, so hard it was the point of pain.
And this was when he decided to get closer.
Shen Yuan wears a disguise, Luo Binghe didn't like men, only women. So Shen Yuan wears a wig, with a hat and glasses and actually nice clothes. He dresses nicer as a women than he would as himself, in just sweats and loose jumpers.
He sits at a cafe and watches a girl on Luo Binghes arm Wife #32 Shen Yuan couldn't believe he was sitting right next to them.
And each time he would get closer, changing his looks, and disguise, practically listening in. Listen to the lies Luo Binghe would say, his favourite colour? Song? Movie?
Shen Yuan saw into his house, he knew what Luo Binghes interests were better than these wives.
He got too close once, when a wife dropped her wallet, he picked it up.
"Excuse me?"
She turned with a sneer on her face, that was usually how people reacted to Shen Yuan, like he was gross. He knew he would look alright with decent clothes hair cut, but he had that attention before, he didn't want it again.
But seeing it was just a small girl with a face mask pacing her her wallet with kind eyes, the sneer fell away into surprise.
"Oh my gosh! Thank you!"
"It's no problem, I understand the stress of losing your credit cards and having to cancel them and start over- I'm overally clumsy like that aha."
Luo Binghe was staring at him, and Shen Yuan couldn't help but shiver at the attention.
At that moment thats when Shen Yuan realised something, back in the comfort of his home. He may actually like Luo Binghe...
well...it's just Luo Binghe, right? maybe he's just bi and only likes him?
Either way, he kept skirting around him, until the wife inevitably died and he sat at the cafe, waiting for Binghe with his next fiance-
"Hello, miss. I thought I'd find you here."
Shen Yuan held back a flinch as he glanced up, "Ah hello there, I kinda recognise you," Shen Yuan leaned closer as Luo Binghe sat down before him but internally he was freaking out.
Was he wearing the same disguises over and over!?
Did Luo Binghe figure him out!?!?!?
"My names Luo Binghe, and you are?"
"Um," Quick think of a name! "Xiao Gongzhu."
"Little palace mistress? Hmm suits you."
Like hell it does! But that was the only thing he could think off!
"I was just wondering," Luo Binghe looked bashful, and it broke Shen Yuan out of his thoughts, he looked so boyish it was cute.
"Could we trade numbers?"
What? He killed Wife #32 already? wait- was Luo Binghe seriously seeing Shen Yuan as a potential wife!?
This was bad- it was going to mess up Luo Binghes streak! He was the protagonist, he couldn't mess up because he was accidently tricked by a man!
Also the not-dying thing would be great and if Shen Yuan didn't go back to his apartment and pay rent then the landlord will come in and SEE all of his evidence, Binghe would go to jail!
"Uh yeah sure- I mean yes!" Shen Yuan spoke then grimaced at how flustered he was, even so he still couldn't believe it- Binghe's number!
Luo Binghe hummed "Hmm I'll put you as Princess, if thats okay I like giving pretty girls like you pet names. You can think of a name for me too."
"Hmm, I like Bingpup, you're like a cute puppy who deserves head pats!" Shen Yuan spoke and saw Luo Binghe's smile stiffened.
Shen Yuan immedietly preened aha thats right! Luo Binghe hates being called dog or mutt! He found out that Luo Binghe had an awful teacher who would call him that in school! He found that out by waiting for Binghe to take wife #16 on a date and bugged his house!
When they were getting intimate after their pillow talk Luo Binghe admitted such a sad thing.
Because wife#16 called him a good puppy during foreplay, and when she said she'd never do it again he agreed and said she won't then straggled her. Shen Yuan listened to that footage over and over again.
When Luo Binghe stood up, Shen Yuan giggled "Oh and one more thing." He stood up too, flipping his hair over his shoulder.
"If you think you can take me as the next wife, you can forget it."
Luo Binghe paused looking confused, "I'm sorry?"
"I know your type, playboy. You have a fiance wine and dine, but after the first night your the type to believe in death do us part." Shen Yuan emphansised the smile on Luo Binghe's face faded. "This is amazing, the Luo Binghe! I'm such a huge fan," Shen Yuan kept his voice low, so the other patrons at the cafe wouldn't here. "I actually liked Liu Mingyan, such a good girl she knew martial arts as well. Pity, but I don't plan to be accumulated into your 'harem' I don't like to share. No, I prefer to watch."
Luo Binghe eyes narrowed, "Do you think it's a good idea to be telling me this?" Shen Yuan looked at him with pity, "I can't help it, your so cute and I didn't want to lie to that face when I turned you down. it's not any of Binghe's fault, I just genuinly like to watch, if we cross that step I'm afraid I'll have to die of shame." Before he left he also glanced back, "Oh, and I'm a collector by the way, I have evidence all around Shang hai completely hidden unless I mysteriously disapear, someone is bound to find everything. See you around, Husband."
Shen Yuan flaunced away, knowing he was being followed, thank GOD for public bathrooms, he walked in, immedielty removing his wig, hoodie and skirt and pulling on his baggy and drabby clothes, and oiled up his hair to look more greasy and gross espeically from wearing a wig, he dumped the back in the bin and walked out, slouching and on his phone, he walked past Luo Binghe who stayed leaning against pillar waiting for the 'women' to leave the bathroom.
Shen Yuan still didn't trust it, hailing a taxi and purposfully going the awkward way to get to his apartment. Even then he decided to back track and couch surf on his friends sofa instead, just to be safe.
Even so, when he recieved a text from Binghe, vaguely threating him, promising he'll find him and kill him, Shen Yuan shivered feeling his breathing hasten.
"You can try, Husband."
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So long story short, Liu Qingge is the policemen interogating his sisters mysterious death, finds Shen Yuan and believe him to be a victim of domestic abuse, and yeah both Luo Binghe AND Shen Yuan are playing cat and mouse the power imbalances keep changing, and at one point, Shen Yuan finds himself actually going on dates with Luo Binghe, even helping him take down a wife with his 'husband' it's such a rush. And for a moment even Luo Binghe felt affection for Shen Yuan and didn't care that it was revealed he was a guy, even started having some fucked up moments of his own, comparing Shen Yuan to his mother. Shen Yuan: Hello police? Theres a man with a milf kink send him to jail!
Even so theres honeymoon moments, SY actually spends a night in Binghes house but thats where it all goes wrong, SY is now a wife, he just doesn't die straight away, forced to being trapped in the kitchen dressed as a women and still playing their cat and mouse game as Luo Binghe is trying to force him to reveal his evidence, he claims he'll stay with Shen Yuan properlly if he does. And then SY at one point escapes the house, finds Liu Qingge and confesses everything and even gives him the keys to his apartment and the locations of the lockers with the evidence.
Luo Binghe finds him, says he saw SY with another man, had he grown bored with him?
Pretty much ends the same way as Killing Stalking both die in the end, Luo Binghe dying alone, and SY still thinking he's alive and is frazzled ends up going into on-going traffic.
-I think with the story it was supposed to end tragically, because neither were good people, but I just hated how the character in KS was reduced to an innocent uwu who was sexualised but didn't have a braincell- I would've preffered if there was some intellectual schemes, like KIRA VS L both smart people trying to one up the other and maybe just a hint of romance, delusion on both sides, Binghe finally seeing SY as his partner in literal crime but then because of jealousy ends up trying to kill SY after he's another Wife isn't he?
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zer0kcall · 1 year
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ei, nao coma :(
por favor, nao coma! T-T
por favor, nao coma! T-T
por favor, nao coma! T-T
por favor, nao coma! T-T
por favor, nao coma! T-T
por favor, nao coma! T-T
por favor, nao coma! T-T
voce vai se sentir limpa se nao comer por mais algumas horas, então nao coma agora !!
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i-thought-a-thing · 9 months
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I can't explain how much I miss being an*rexic
"You're healthier now"
No , I'm heavier, I'm fatter, I eat more, and I hate myself even more
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gwenzattara · 1 year
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•|🤍🦋Se é pra comer, devore nutrientes, não se atreva a se entupir de calorias vazias! DON'T EAT, BITCH!
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imbr0keninside · 2 years
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take me back
to the night
we met.
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kirikuki · 3 months
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no tienes hambre, estas aburrida
distre tu mente. tu controlas tu cuerpo y tus ganas de comer. haz cualquier cosa que te haga no pensar en comida
mira mukbangs y toma agua: se sentiras satisfecha al ver gente como y al tomar agua engañas tu cuerpo creyendo que comes. mira mukbangs asquerosos: si no te funciona y te da mas hambre mira gente comer hasta reventar, gente obesa comiendo comidas grasosas y asquerosas. hace ejercicio: hacer ejercicio te hara quemar toda esas calorias que consumiste antes si es que comiste, saltar la cuerda salir a caminar todo eso funciona. crea una rutina. y si haras ejercicio come aunque sea una fruta antes, no queremos un desmayo. armar rompecabezas: esto es algo que me sirve mucho ya que mi mente esta concentrada en el rompecabezas y puedo pasar horas sin comer dormir: dormir es algo que tambien sirve y al despertar talvez no te de hambre despues de unas horas. y al despertar si tienes hambre toma mucha agua asi te llenaras con agua.
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sk1nnysblog · 2 years
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I have a holiday in a year, is that enough time to loose 3 stone? Asking for a friend.. im that friend (any tips? Not new just gained and now this bitch is back!)
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let-me-drop-dead · 2 years
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This is how I'm going to break my 48 hour fast during work. I'm a bit surprised with myself. I almost expected myself to only last the 36 hours, but I did it!!
I'm kinda tired, but I don't really feel any sort of way tbh? Just tired.
Gonna restrict for a few days to work back up to another fast.
Hopefully next month I can get a scale.
Calories-
Tortilla: 150
Hummus: 60
Apple: 95
Celery: 40
Total: ~345
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ntag-asf · 2 years
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villanelled · 2 years
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I lost a lot really quickly.
82 > 75.5.
I need to slow down.
72 mid term goal. 4 weeks?
68 long. 2-3 months?
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queerstudiesnatural · 7 months
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some of my favourite sign fails <3
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