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love-toxin · 1 year

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what about a fruity 4 x a plush size angelface?

muahahahaha!!!! i cannot be contained!!!!

(cws: f!plus size!angelface, fruity four, a lil size insecurity, the spice™️, breeding, facesitting, tribbing, fluff and smut.)

more of you to love! but for real though, you'll have a group of vultures to contend with. sometimes you wonder if there's anything that goes through Steve and Robin's heads other than ass ass boobs thighs tits ass. Eddie is at least a little more cultured about it, has a little more finesse--he often hits you with the "where'd a sexy, curvy girl like you come from, huh sweetheart? did heaven decide to bless me with an angel today?" rather than just ogling you like a hound (although he definitely does do some ogling). and Nancy's usually rolling her eyes at their antics, choosing instead to ensure you get enough compliments on your personality rather than just your figure. she doesn't wanna be lumped in with the rest of those little pervs you call your partners--although to say she doesn't enjoy the way you fit in some of the clothes she buys you is an understatement at least.

aside from the obvious physical attraction, though, they absolutely adore you as a person, and despite their love for you they aren't ignorant to your own insecurities and the ones that people like to push on you. they're like a group of guard dogs--always looking out for you and getting a kick out of being your protectors. you can be sure any hurtful comments will be met with proper retaliation, whether it's malicious or just ignorant. that includes family members too! Eddie's especially not afraid to make an enemy of any grammas or aunties or parents or snot-nosed siblings, if they start spewing a load of shit about his precious angel.

Steve and Robin were the first ones to really fall for you, the two of them looking forward to your visits to Family Video, when they would both try their best to appeal to you and quietly squabble between themselves as soon as you had left. Robin would argue that they should recommend a romance movie next time you're in, while Steve wants a very specific action-comedy with a dashing protagonist that he swears looks just like him. but those disagreements go from relatively benign chatter to something deeper very quickly, heading towards conversations like "do you think she likes girls?" and "maybe we could ask her out" and the ever-popular "god, if she thinks we're freaks, I'll have to find a new job and hide in a cave forever."

once your presence was made known to Eddie and Nancy, though, and they made a point to show up at the video store when the others knew you'd be there so they could meet you, it was practically love at first sight. you smile as soon as you see them, you know their names because you're such a good listener even when Robin's rambling off-topic, and you're so friendly and nice, you don't even flinch at standing face-to-face with Hawkin's most notorious freak. you compliment his jacket, tell Nancy she's even prettier than the other two described her, and they're just hooked. they watch you duck into the aisle to grab a new tape with Robin on your heels to give you recommendations, and the three of them bow their heads together to whisper amongst themselves. making plans, hopeful that they can snatch you up and make you theirs--because you deserve to be treated so well, and they want to be the ones to do that spoiling more than anything else.

you'd count yourself lucky that they tried so hard and didn't give up the fight to make you theirs, but honestly they wouldn't have ceased unless and until you made it clear you didn't want them at all. and you're so gentle and cuddly and sweet that they just couldn't not fall for you, you're such a babygirl and they spend so much time vying for your attention, sometimes you wonder whether you've got some kind of hormone radiating off of you that makes them stick to you like glue. which, of course, also translates to the intimate parts of your collective relationship.

Eddie's biggest love for you is your tummy rolls, god, the tummy rolls. so fucking cute when you bend over, when he can see them through your clothes or he gets a peek underneath if your shirt's especially baggy--and even cuter when he's bending your legs back and folding you in half, his hips meeting yours and nearly crushing you as his mind whites out with pleasure. if not for his promise to pull out, he'd probably forget, but it's almost better than cumming inside you when he pulls out and shoots his load off all over your belly, soft skin jerking as the heat splatters all over it and you sigh with pleasured relief at the feeling. absolutely glorious every single time, it never gets old.

Steve's heavily preoccupied with the thought of "dear god, that's a belly I wanna put a baby into." more often than not. whether you want to or not, or whether you can or not, it's not like that desire rests entirely on actually producing a baby--he just loves the thought of it, loves the idea of pressing you down into his bed and breeding you, of feeling your soft rolls against his fuzzy chest and thighs as he pounds you til your eyes roll back while folding you in a mating press. and when he's done there, he'll flip you over and do it all again from behind, your hair tugged back in his fist and your ass rippling with every hard thrust as he feels those words "I love you" bubbling up in his throat the closer he gets to spilling himself inside you again.

Robin just wants you to sit on her face, sit on her face please god just let her suffocate underneath you--no, there's no weight limit, and there's no need to worry about hurting her because she promises you'll have a way to communicate without using her words. when you do end up shyly straddling her head, folds all puffy and glistening from Robin dragging her fingers through them, she's sure there's never been a moment in her life she's been more overcome with anticipation. and when she finally pulls your hips down and hears that squeaky "ah!" when her tongue meets your slit, her life is pretty much complete as she goes to work on licking you out until you've totally drenched her just like she wanted.

Nancy has very specific tastes, herself. obviously she also wants a chance at being smothered between those legs, but she's also got other motivations--primarily the thought of laying you down and riding those beautiful hips into ecstasy, each of your clits grinding up against each other so she can watch that pretty face twist up in pleasured agony as she drags out your orgasms. she loves the feeling of your chubby thighs pressing against her on either side, the soft jiggle of your tits and your tummy as she rides you, it just highlights all your best features and makes it so easy to watch you cum when you can't take any more. and, of course, seeing you pout and whine when she denies you your end, getting you so close to cumming and making you so wet only to sit back and listen to you beg for her to finish. it's just perfection.

and regardless of what they love about you intimately, they love you so much more. they love your smile and your sweetness and your attitude, they melt when you're nice to them and end up kissing you when you're annoyed, because you're just too pretty to resist. you can get whatever you want if you ever dare to ask and you can calm them down when they're upset so easily. even if they're angry at you, you can just yank up your top and flash them and suddenly whatever they were mad about they just magically forget. they love to see you have confidence, but they're not disappointed or annoyed when it comes time to reassure you--they like to do it! because it's an opportunity for them to run through all the things they love about you and remind you that you're theirs, you're theirs and you're loved and it doesn't matter what anyone else says about them or you. if you love yourself, that's awesome, and if you don't like the way you look, that's okay, too. that means they just get a little extra challenge to make you believe it, and they'll be damned if they lose that battle.

#fruity four #fruity four x reader #eddie's angelface #steve harrington #eddie munson #nancy wheeler #robin buckley #steve harrington x reader #eddie munson x reader #nancy wheeler x reader #robin buckley x reader #spicy writing #st 4 #stranger things #ellie writes #anons

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lollipop-writes · 1 year

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OP Men In a Relationship With Reader Bullet HCs

Characters: Trafalgar Law, Sir Crocodile, Dracule Mihawk.

Content Warnings/Details: Gender Neutral. No pronouns are used to describe reader, and physical characteristics aren't mentioned. Also fluffy and somewhat suggestive in some parts.

Trafalgar Law

Dating him doesn't always feel traditional, and what I mean by this is that dates with him aren't formal since he's not into dinner dates embellished with the flowers and the champagne.

Dates with him are more like hanging out and having fun. Watching movies, going for strolls, wandering through nature, and going on adventures.

He's a fan of coffee dates. Though don't expect him to order anything that has bread, he prefers to get just black coffee.

If you tease him about his hatred of bread, he will blush and be all tsundere about it.

Prepare for a lot of morbid jokes about health and medicine and anatomy, even if you're not into that he just can't help it and kind of likes to shock you.

"Everyone is a squirter if you sever an artery, y/n-ya" he says with a devilish smirk on his face.

Though, if you hit back with another morbid joke of your own he would REALLY be into it.

Will give you trinkets that remind him of you that he finds during his plunders and fights.

Keeps you in good health since he's a top tier doctor.

Overall, he's very casual but he's a good boyfriend and will care for you a lot emotionally and physically!

Sir Crocodile

At first he keeps you a secret. He knows he has a lot of enemies and wouldn't want to put someone so precious and dear to him in danger or at risk. He knows that if you were to go public about your relation with him, a lot of mafia and pirates would be after you due to your romantic connection with him.

Though after a heated argument, he respected you for standing up to him and agreed to go out on more public dates with you.

He's all about showing you off at dinners, parties, and other formal functions. He thinks you're beautiful and loves wrapping an arm or his hook around you, showing off that you're fully his.

Prepare for a lot of lavish and over the top gifts! They always come in pretty boxes and wrappings, with the finest flowers and chocolates.

He gives you a lot of traditional and practical gifts like perfume/cologne, lingerie, clothing, watches, and jewlery. He makes sure they're to your tastes, though sometimes he does go overboard and gets you something pretty gaudy that he's more fond of than you are.

He can seem cold and distant with all his work, but you know he loves you! He protects you and definitely provides.

Dracule Mihawk

He enjoys going out on strolls with you, gardening with you, and also cooking with you.

Prepare for adventures with him, since he'll be taking you everywhere with him and he's always being asked to duel with strangers trying to take his title of World's Strongest Swordsman.

He's not a showoff, though you think it's really cool to see him in action, even if he only uses fisticuffs and maybe his knife in combat against most people trying to duel him.

He's a romantic at heart and gives you kisses on your hands and trail kisses up your arms. He will even do this in public, though he's not a big fan of other forms of PDA.

He's not very rich but he still buys you tasteful gifts and clothing that are to your liking.

If you're stressed out or angry, he always listens to you! He's a very good listener. If you're prone to panic and depression, he has no problem with it and will even hold you firmly in his arms until the bad emotions pass, if you're ok with that!

As for flowers that he gifts you, he prefers to pick them from the garden, along with any pretty wildflowers he comes across during strolls.

"This daisy reminds me of you, y/n" he says as he presents you the wildflower sort of deal.

Expect a lot of lounging around his castle too, since he doesn't always go out unless he needs to carry out duties as a Warlord or go get more food, clothing, and other necessities.

Overall a very doting partner who listens to you and is very romantically intimate!

#Trafalgar Law #Dracule Mihawk #Sir Crocodile #Mihawk #Crocodile #op hcs #op headcanons #one piece #one piece headcanons #; fluff #; headcanons #; my writing

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tripleaxeldiaz · 2 years

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I loooooove music asks, so have a whole bunch of them: 2, 8, 12, 15, 30, 35, 45, 54 and 60 for Beatsteaks - Hand in Hand (I've been having a whole festival throwback day so they're kinda really on my mind, I'm so sorry🤣🙈)

(@like-the-rest-of-la)

2. Do you still buy CDs (or other physical media)?

sadly i do not!! i just use spotify so unless my paying for a premium membership counts 😅😅 i honestly can’t remember the last cd i even bought that’s kinda sad!!

8. Is there an artist or song that you like, despite being of a genre you don't usually like?

idk if this counts but i’m really not a county music girl EXCEPT for anything that came out before 2008. also zac brown band

12. Who’s the most obscure artist you listen to?

HMMM i don’t know that any of my music is ~that~ obscure. maybe foxy shazam

15. A song or album from the 60s:

30. Songs you love to sing along to:

here’s 5!

35. A song you like in a language you don’t speak:

45. A non-musical movie or show with a soundtrack you love:

does the 911 soundtrack count?? because they really do pick all the bangers 😂😂😂 otherwise i love the lion king soundtrack to the ends of the earth

54. An album you loved since the first time you listened to:

american idiot by green day. changed me at a molecular level from the very first riff

60. [Send me a song and I'll tell you what time of the day or season of the year it made me think of.]

this reminds of driving back from a high school party at midnight and no one’s on the road and your friends dare you to do circles around the roundabout because who’s gonna catch you anyway? and you do and you’re all crying laughing and being a teenager doesn’t suck so bad for a minute

music asks 🎵

#answered #yes that last one is a personal experience 😂😂#like-the-rest-of-la

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irrelevant-iguanadon · 4 months

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Sup new pinned post hi I'm cordy 👋

I have an art account it's iguanadonart or smth like that u should go follow it fr

Shoot me an ask if u want btw, I like to think I'm pretty chill [UPDATE 1/3/24: I THINK ITS BROKEN ACTUALLY SO UM MAYBE DONT. YOU CAN STILL DM ME OR REPLY TO MY POSTS OR WHATEVER THATS CHILL. I JUST CANT GET TO ANYTHING IN MY INBOX.]

The rest of my online presence

Redbubble: Irrelevant7

Art Account: iguanadonart

Reddit: irrelevant-iguanadon

Twt/X: IrrelevantIguan

Insta: irrelevant.iguanadon

Discord: dm me if u want it

Linktree: irrelevant.iguanadon

**linktree includes the above plus psn, steam, letterboxd, and stash (letterboxd but for games)

ALSO!! This is the link to the Operation Olive Branch spreadsheet if you want to donate :)) 🇵🇸

Anyways um fun facts about me:

Nonbinary/queer/demisexual yeah we love gay ppl

ADHD as fuck (I have the silly)

I'm in college!! So I'm a bit busy sometimes but it's okay!! Anyways I'm a film major (w/ a minor in gender studies) if you were curious

Speaking of I'm generally really really passionate about women's rights/queer rights/sex ed/aspec ed/trans rights so if you ever wanna get me ranting like hell send me an ask asking about something specific regarding those. Just don't be purposefully trying to get me pissed off at you about it plz.

I have some silly hobbies which include art (mostly just pencil/pen doodles and some digital stuff though), plushie making (that one is recent), and video games!! I love video games!!!

I also like fun clothes and outfits but only when it's niceish out, when it's cold I default to sweatpants and a hoodie 💀

Anyways going back to the art stuff I have a redbubble!!! Go buy some stickers or smth if you want!!

Moving On

Fandoms (this is gonna go in depth with each so they are titles for yee so just scroll past the ones u don't care about)

Soulsborne 🗡

I've beaten all of them except for Sekiro and DS2's DLCs (and the DeS remake but I've played the original)

Bloodborne is my favorite (and also favorite game of all time)

Fav characters consist of Lady Maria, Adeline, Simon, The Hunter, Lucatiel, Aldia, Hyetta, Blaidd, Marika, and Rennala

Speaking of, fav ships are (f or nb) hunter x maria, maria x adeline, lucatiel x (f or nb) Bearer of The Curse, and Marika x rennala

Fav bosses: either laurence or orphan of kos, penetrator, manus, smelter demon, sister frieda, and dragon lord

FNaF 🐻

I've been here since before fnaf world, I'm a veteran 💀

Favorite game is 4 but HW1 is better game play wise imo

Big fan of any nightmares, fredbear, springbonnie, rxq, ennard, funtime foxy, and roxy

As for like human characters, I love both movie and game mike, movie Vanessa, Cassie, and game Vanessa's potential

I like a lot of the big fangames a lot too, my favorites being the DSaF series, FNaC 3, and Super Fnaf.

I think the books suck ass (unless they're the logbook or cookbook <3), and the mimic is fucking stupid and should've just been a digital only thing, w/o a physical robot

I'm just salty about security breach in general

Game Theory/Team Theorist

This is Matpat hate free zone!!!

I've been watching his videos since 2015, this man practically raised me

My favorite channels atm are GTLive and Style Theory lol

I actually like his fnaf theories, not necessarily bc I think they're right but bc they're fun and he presents them in an entertaing way lol

Biggest Ash and Amy fan everytime they're in an episode of smth it's slay. Head editor Dan is super cool too.

Best GTLive series/vids are the murder of sonic the hedgehog, JRs, FNaC 3, Bad End Theater, the FNaF lore off, and Trombone Champ

Pokemon ⚡️

First game was white 2 back in like 2014 I think, my first starter was tepig

Favs of each category are emboar for a starter, white kyurem for legend, genesect for mythical, idrc about the ultra beasts, slither wing for paradox, mega lucario, and volcarona overall

Fav human characters are rika, prof sada/ai sada (same for turo), volo, nessa, Lillie and lusamine, ghetsis, N, all of the gen 5 gym leaders tbh

I also like pmd2 a lot!! It's one of my fav games ever actually

Pokemon Rejuvenation ✨️

I haven't played the most recent chapter 💀💀

I love all the characters a ton honestly but I'm the biggest risa raider fan

Sonic 🦔

This is a recent one and my current hyperfixation lol

Favs are Rouge, Blaze, Amy, Shadow, and Espio

Fav ship is blazamy <3 but my fav platonic relationship is rouge and shadow

I'm currently working a couple AUs so maybe those will be a thing on here evntually

No joke got into sonic bc me and my roommate watched the gt live tmosth playthrough together and we both got hyperfixated

Currently working my way through the games!! I just started though so I'm only on sonic adventure 1 and I haven't started the 2d list at all

Also trying to watch the shows but I've only seen the first few mins of X, and a couple Boom eps. I've finished s2 of Prime though!! Excited for 3!!

Also want to eventually read the idw comics but haven't gotten a chance yet.

All sonic girls are Sapphic btw <3

Hatchetfield 🎶

I've watched a few other starkid shows but these are the only ones I've latched on to

I've seen all the content up to this point save hey melissa

alice, bill, grace, steph, lex, hannah, becky, linda, and mrs holloway are my favs

My fav lib is tinky <3

Fav musical is npmd but fav nmt is killer track

Fav starkids are mariah, angela, jon, corey, and curt but all of them are slays fr

Heathers 🍵

I've been here since like late late 2019

Never seen the show but I have seen the off broadway slime tutorial a decent amount and I own a DVD of the movie

I love!!!!! Veronica Sawyer!!!!!

Chansaw if my fav ship by far I love them but McDuke is also slay and there's definitely reason to ship Veronica with almost any other student in that movie save Kurt and Ram lol

Big fan of the AUs where JD and Veronica are platonic besties ngl

Not a huge fan of the West End version though

I didn't know what emoji to out here bro

Sea of Stars 💫

Played it for the first time in December of 2023 and fell in love omg

Seraï is my fav love her <3

Every woman in that game loves women fr

I have lots of thoughts about the bosses I'll post about them someday

God this took me 2 hours I'm gonna go to bed now 💀

#it was time for a new one

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oleskellybones · 3 years

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very bold of the movie industry to keep greenlighting million dollar garbage and then put no classic shows and movies on streaming services

#last movie i bought was a digital copy of lotr bc i don't want to risk ripping the beautiful box set and ruining it somehow #also i don't have a disc drive 😔#honestly might get an external disc drive so i can rip movies #i used to rip music but something about doing it with movies is a little intimidating #skelly speaks #don't buy movies unless they're physical and you really love them #the people behind them are either living comfortably or don't see a cent of the profit #I'm gonna buy the rights to the thing and co-own it with john carpenter #idk why I've started caring about movies again this year i think it's bc of dbd #i only care about a small selection of movies i don't care about new releases anymore for the most part #this isn't like a call to action just know i am watching the industry trends from my crystal tower in the sky & waiting for the collapse 😈

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cancerfairy · 2 years

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Can you please do Capricorn Venus man culture? 🌟

𝙲𝚊��𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚘𝚛𝚗 𝚅𝚎𝚗𝚞𝚜 𝙲𝚞𝚕𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎

♕ actually not cold at all to their lovers

♕ will spoil tf out of people they love, no questions asked!!

♕ need time to open up and don't really trust that easily

♕ scared to be vulnerable with others

♕ best taste in fashion, it's super classy

♕ always thinking of their loved ones

♕ very thoughtful so they'll buy you random gifts when they're out

♕ if they have aqua placements they're very hard to get to know

♕ if they have sag placements they're overly generous and sweet

♕ you'll know they love you when they make you their #1 priority no matter what

♕ they make so much time for the people they love

♕ very very loyal and committed to you

♕ actual ride or die people

♕ they like people who can make them laugh

♕ have high standards but low self esteem

♕ a lot of the men tend to like older women

♕ also these people tend to have a lot of older friends/ female friends

♕ very supportive and act as a rock in relationships/friendships

♕ they give great advice and listen to others' problems well

♕ most likely don't have the closest relationship to their mom

♕ they tend to have beards early on

♕ they won't spend a single second on you if they don't think you're worth it

♕ they're generally very blunt

♕ the type to get money randomly from family

♕ have a lot of lessons to learn in love related situations (saturn ruled)

♕ they act very mature in love but if they have sag placements they're more playful

♕ they like old movies/old songs

♕ actually very competitive

♕ they know what they like and what they don't like

♕ they're the type to order the same things at restaurants everytime

♕ usually introverted unless they have sag placements (most likely infj but with sag it's enfj/enfp)

♕ very good at managing money and making rational decisions

♕ they want to be the provider and don't mind working for their loved ones

♕ probably want children or a family deep down

♕ tend to have relatively deep or soothing voices

♕ also they like women with deep voices too (?)

♕ deep down they also want to be babied

♕ very hard workers and good with time management

♕ can be very romantic at times and very expressive when they have sag or scorpio placements

♕ their love language is secretly physical touch but usually it's gift giving

♕ will 100% treat you like a child

♕ they demand respect as well and usually get it without trying

♕ they make really grand gestures similar to leo venus (that's why i'm in love with them)

♕ the type to buy you flowers and chocolate

♕ you'd have to beg them to spend their money on themselves

♕ big softies when they're in love

♕ tend to be dominant

♕ super observant

♕ don't really like closed off people since they can be closed off themselves

♕ they prefer more open people

♕ could like coffee a lot

♕ some believe in "traditional" relationships

♕ tend to have sharp jawlines

♕ might have nice hands specifically if they have gemini placements too

♕ might have a lot of older siblings

♕ can become very clingy and possessive with their lovers

♕ mommy/daddy kink :p

♕ really don't like to raise their voices and they're generally pretty quiet

♕ they really want/need stability

♕ they listen to sad music to make them more sad.. you'd be surprised by their playlist tbh

♕ constantly worrying about their future even when they're really young

♕ very responsible tho

♕ very respectful towards women unless they have sag placements...

♕ they like eating at fancy restaurants

been waiting for someone to ask this one.. i know too much about cap venus men don't ask why!

honestly this could apply to cap moons too

anyway hope you enjoyed c:

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i-lovethatforme · 2 years

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A pregnancy reveal that does not go to plan at all. Like peter doesn’t realize what she is talking about and the realizes and freaks out. Please.

i switched it up! hope you don't miiiiiiind <33333

"Peter's going to break up with me," MJ finally blurts out twisting her fork loosely through her pasta. Her lunch is nice, there's nothing wrong with it. But the heartache is making her nauseous and she's been struggling to eat for the past few days.

"As if," May scoffs. "I spend a good ninety percent of the time I see Peter listening to everything you've been doing for the past week. What even makes you think that?"

MJ always backs up her arguments with facts, so she pulls her phone out and pulls up the notes app. Sue her, she's been waking up in the middle of the night lately, feeling restless and she's always greeted with a cold side of the bed.

"He's avoiding me," she starts, holding her finger up, annoyed at the number of things she's written down. "He hasn't slept in our bed all week. He hasn't been home for dinner. He's hiding things from me and somehow, he's doing it well because I can't find anything in the apartment."

"Michelle," May says, her voice soft and her eyes kind.

"He's not talking to me," MJ continues, her voice breaking as she lets the emotions she's been feeling at the fact she's about to lose the love of her life, wash over her.

"He's supposed to be here," she sniffs, running her hand over her face. It's true. They're sitting at a three-seater and getting glares from people that need the space more than them, but she was adamant she didn't want to move. Peter was always late. But he never let her down.

"Oh sweetie, it's probably just -"

"I know," MJ says quickly, trying to control herself. She doesn't want to put May in an awkward position even though MJ knows May would call Peter out on his shit if she needed to. "I know, it's just - a rough patch I guess."

MJ has heard of them, they're in the books she reads, the movies Peter makes her watch. Everyone has a rough patch. She guesses she's just lucky she's never had one with Peter. And she'll suffer through it if it means she gets to keep him in the end.

The thought of them not together makes her heart physically hurt. The thought that he doesn't want her anymore. That the same thing he fell in love with her for, is now the thing he can't stand. That he doesn't browse Pinterest for nursery colours even though they haven't been trying very long.

Mainly, it's the thought of having the rest of her life without him. That she'll do the food shop with someone else that doesn't buy their own body weight in peanut butter. That she'll sleep next to someone that doesn't hog the covers and that she doesn't wake up wrapped around.

"Sorry, May," she huffs. "I'm just - tired I guess and grouchy."

"It's okay honey, I know you don't sleep as well unless Peter is there," she says with a wink.

"The Parker's are menaces," MJ says with a roll of her eyes. The thought lingering in the back of her mind that she'll never get to be a Parker either.

---

MJ doesn't wallow on her walk home. She just happens to stop and grab a carton of ice cream and some Chinese food that she had to walk eight blocks for but she's just had a craving for it.

Besides, she knows Peter won't be home anyway. It's not as if she's rushing back for anything other than an empty apartment and her own thoughts.

She just really misses him. She pulls her phone out as she walks up the stairs and there are no new messages. Though to be fair, she hasn't been messaging him first for a few days because she's petty and if he's avoiding her then she's avoiding him right back.

But she's bored of the burning sensation at the back of her throat and she hates the way her eyes mist up whenever she thinks about him, which is all the time. So she opens his contact anyway.

MJ: I miss you.

It's not like she's expecting him to reply. But when it comes down to it, she wants to know she tried everything she could.

But when she opens the apartment door, she's greeted with a million lights, the pretty kind with the warm glow. There are flowers everywhere, she's a little overwhelmed by the smell but she shoves that thought down as she looks for him.

"I miss you, too," he says, finally emerging from their bedroom. He's in a suit because of course he is.

"What's going on?" she asks, the tears welling up in her eyes quicker than she cares for. But she doesn't care - not now he's here.

"I wanted it to be special," he whispers, then, "because I found out first and that's not how it's supposed to go."

"Found what out?"

"But then I realised I could surprise you and I never get to surprise you," he continues, entirely ignoring her question but she'll let him get away with it because she's like 97% sure this isn't a spectacular break up. The 3% plays on her mind.

"So you're not breaking up with me?"

"What?!"

"I just - it doesn't matter," she laughs, shaking her head because she's insane for even thinking it. But Peter is right there, his hands tilting her face.

"MJ. You're - you're the love of my life. I think about you when I'm not even thinking. I could never - I would never want to lose you."

"I know," she whispers. "My minds just been all over the place and you've been gone, planning this I guess."

"Yeah," he frowns. "I shouldn't have - I didn't want you to think it was anything bad."

"It's not your fault I'm emotional at the moment," she says, rolling her eyes as she leans against him.

"I mean... it kind of is," he teases, the happiness in his voice making her pull back.

"What?"

"Well, you know how much you love me? And how sometimes there's just too much for you to keep in your chest?"

"Oookay," she laughs, pushing him away but he doesn't let her go anywhere.

"Okay, okay," he relents, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. God, she does love him.

"You know how much I love you? And how I think you're perfect?"

"That's more like it," she whispers, leaning to kiss him. He lets her.

"And you know how good a team we are?" he mutters against her lips as she hums. "Well, we're getting a new addition."

"You better not have found another stray in the dumpster, Pete, I'm serious."

"You wanted to keep him! We just found his owners instead, don't make me bring up the tears," he says, laughing as she groans.

"This one will be cuter," he promises, his hands tightening against her waist. "Hopefully like 90% you and 10% me. Maybe 95..."

"What?" she asks, her voice full of a hope she daren't think about. "How do you know?"

It's obvious to her now. The emotions, the appetite, the mind fog. How much Peter loves her.

"I can hear them."

"Yeah?" she says, kissing him quickly. He spins her in his arms, holding onto her tightly. It's weird, going from the aching sadness to feeling on top of the world. But Peter's always been able to make her smile.

"Mhmm, baby Jones, reporting for duty," he laughs, his voice wet as he beams at her.

"Baby Jones Parker."

#spideychelle #petermj #not what clash asked for and yet here i am x #jssc prompt #ask

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M. List

Kenma A-Z Sfw (Fluff) Alphabet:

A/N: I've finally decided to try and write something while my school is on a weeklong break for the county fair. One of my parakeets passed away recently as well, and I lost the bracelet my mother gave me somewhere so I'm a bit sad about that. Might turn this into a series idk

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A ctivities - What do they like to do with their s/o? How do they spend their free time with them?

It's a known fact that Kenma likes video games. That being said, he would absolutely adore it if you were to play with him. If you don't know how, he'll be glad to teach you. Outside of video games, he enjoys it when you take the time to visit him at volleyball practice or come to one of his games. He plays better with you there, mainly because he puts more effort into his movements to try and impress you since he's low-key a show off. Kuroo took notice of this and eventually started buying you tickets to each game if you were going to be free that day/weren't already affiliated with a volleyball club.

B eauty - What do they admire about their s/o? What do they think is beautiful about them?

Kenma really admires your intelligence, even if you don't think you're all that bright. I feel like he's the type of person who looks for that sort of thing in a potential partner more than anything else. As for physical features, he would like your eyes quite a bit. No matter the color or if you think they're ugly or not, he still likes to lose himself in them. He also likes your thighs, as he likes to take naps on them on occasion if you'll let him.

C omfort - How would they help their s/o when they feel down/have a panic attack etc.?

Kenma's overall pretty awkward when it comes to other people, let alone their emotions. That doesn't mean he doesn't try, though. If you're down or having a bad day in general, he would invite you over to his house for a video game date (he would let you win to cheer you up, but doesn't let you know this), and it would eventually turn into both of you pulling an all-nighter. If you don't want to do that, he would host a movie night for the both of you. You should also expect a lot of cuddling, as I headcanon that one of his main love languages out side of quality time is physical touch. If you ever had a panic attack, he wouldn't be too keen on how to handle that but would try his best. Probably looks up something quick while doing breathing exercises with you to help calm you down.

D reams - How do they picture their future with their s/o?

Kenma honestly doesn't care what happens in the future as long as he's still with you. He can picture himself with a stable job and housing arrangement, possibly with a cat or two thrown in along the way. It doesn't matter to him if you two get married or not in all honesty, and even if you did nothing would change all that much.

E qual - Are they the dominant one in the relationship, or rather passive?

Just like how he is with most things, Kenma is more of the passive side of the relationship. I don't feel as though there would be a set 'dominant' one in your relationship together, so you both have a similar power stance unless you're more on the dominant side of things.

F ight - Would they be easy to forgive their s/o? How are they fighting?

It would depend on how bad the fight got and over what. Kenma isn't one for arguing as it is, so he would mostly just agree with you to avoid it unless you're almost completely out of line. If it's something small, he would forgive easier than if it wasn't (i.e. him not spending a lot of time with you/distancing himself). If it was a more serious matter such as cheating, he wouldn't forgive very easily. I feel like he's also the type to hold grudges, but the longevity of them depends on the topic.

G ratitude - How grateful are they in general? Are they aware of what their s/o is doing for them?

Kenma's very grateful for you, and is very much aware of how much you do for him. I imagine he has a decently skewed hygiene system, and well as sleep schedule because of gaming, so he appreciates whenever you remind him to eat, shower, sleep, etc. He honestly loves you so much and is really glad to have someone as amazing as you in his life.

H onesty - Do they have secrets they hide from their s/o? Or do they share everything?

Kenma's a pretty honest person and doesn't like to keep secrets unless it's something like a birthday present he got for you that he knows you've been wanting for a while. He doesn't exactly share everything, though, mainly because he feels they aren't important. Things like that would include if he has a favorite book or not. As for you, he probably wouldn't appreciate it much if you were to keep something huge from him, unless it's under the circumstances that he has for himself such as a gift or favorite book.

I nspiration - Did their s/o change them somehow, or the other way around? Like trying out new things or helped them overcome personal problems?

You've helped Kenma through some pretty tough times, and he couldn't thank you enough for it. Like I've stated before with the reminders to help with his hygiene and whatnot, he appreciates that a lot, especially since I feel like he isn't that happy of a person a lot of the time. You also seem to help him with his anxiety/awkwardness in social situations, and help him to break out of his shell a bit more. He hopes that he does the same thing for you with his occasional encouragement and praise that he gives you.

J ealousy - Do they get jealous easily? How do they deal with it?

Kenma isn't the type to get jealous easily, and if he ever was he wouldn't show it in front of the other person. He usually deals with it by trying to distract you, or just straight up dragging you away from the person. He also has a tendency to get jealous of animals or objects that peak your interest if you're focusing on them more than him.

K iss - Are they a good kisser? What was the first kiss like?

Kenma's a pretty decent kisser, and definitely got a lot better since he started warming up to you more. Your first kiss was more likely than not a complete accident. Knowing him, he was probably focusing on a game while walking down the stairs at lunchtime, tripped, and conveniently fell onto you. He would've been apologizing like a madman afterwards, and you could hear Kuroo's hyena laugh from the top of the staircase. His favorite types of kisses would be Eskimo, forehead, and cheek kisses.

L ove Confession - How would they confess to their s/o?

He most likely did it through text or something along those lines. Either that or someone on the team *cough* Yamamoto *cough* accidentally slipped up when they were talking to you.

M arriage - Do they want to get married? How do they propose? What would the marriage be like?

As I've stated before, Kenma doesn't really care of you two get married or not. If you want to, be his guest. If that were to be the case, he would probably take you on a mini vacation, find a location that's not too crowded since he doesn't want to put you too far on the spot, take you there around the time the sun starts to set, and then propose. Your wedding wouldn't be too big, just some of your close family and friends, and a short honeymoon if you wanted one. Nothing really changes with the transition from dating to being married in all honesty (except for maybe your titles).

N icknames - What do they call their s/o?

Sweetheart, Babe/Baby, Love, Pudding, Darling, and occasionally Kitten

O n Cloud Nine - What are they like when they are in love? Is it obvious for others? How do they express their feelings?

When Kenma's in love he'll be a lot calmer than usual if you're in the room with him. He also has a tendency to put down his games more often to interact with you. Unless they know Kenma decently well, it's not that easy to tell. Kenma mainly expenses his feelings by his actions and overall body language. Over time, you've took notice of this and learned to make an educated guess on how he's feeling about something and if there's anything you can do to help.

P DA - Are they upfront about their relationship? Do they brag with their s/o in front of others? Or are they rather shy to kiss etc. when others are watching?

Kenma is already anxious enough as it is in public, so don't expect much PDA from him unless you're with close friends/family. This doesn't mean that he won't brag about you to others, though, especially if someone else brings up their s/o. He is decently shy to kiss and all those things outside if handholding where you're around others, unless it's a quick peck on the cheek.

Q uirk - Some random ability they have that’s beneficial in a relationship.

Kenma's a great multitasker, mainly due to all of the gaming he does while simultaneously doing something else like homework. A drawback of this though is the fact that he's absolutely horrible at time management and often looses track of time while he plays games, which causes him to stay up into the early morning. However, since he can stay up so late with ease, he would gladly do so if you were really sick and needed assistance or something along those lines.

R omance - How romantic are they? What would they do to make their s/o happy? Cliché or rather creative?

Kenma isn't a very romantic person, try as he might. This doesn't mean that he doesn't know how to make you happy, though. He would definitely be the type of person who can just be near you and you would be comforted by his presence alone. He also likes to buy you gifts, just for the sake of seeing your eyes sparkle when you realize that his gift is something you've been eyeing for quite some time. Kenma's very good at gift giving, too, since he's so observant of people. He's a sort of middle ground between creative and cliché with his actions, but as long as they make your heart light up with joy he's just fine with that.

S upport - Are they helping their s/o achieve their goals? Do they believe in them?

Kenma believes in you 100% without a doubt. He would always help you to achieve your dreams, no matter how unachievable they may seem. However z this doesn't stop him from telling you to not get your hopes up for a dream that's just straight up impossible. He mainly does this because he doesn't like/want to see you get hurt after putting in so much effort, etc.

T hrill - Do they need to try out new things to spice out your relationship? Or do they prefer a certain routine?

Kenma's more of a go with the flow/whatever happens happens type of person, so he's fine with whatever you want unless it's something he knows he would definitely be uncomfortable with. Despite this, he would prefer if there was a small amount of routine to your lives rather than just a mess of things to do with no real plan.

U nderstanding - How good do they know their partner? Are they empathetic?

Kenma's decently understanding and empathetic towards people, with the exception of those who he just doesn't like. He knows you decently well, too, which for sure helps when you're feeling down.

V alue - How important is the relationship to them? What is it’s worth in comparison to other things in their life?

Kenma values your relationship a lot, but his family will always come first. He made sure to make that fact decently well known when you first started dating, since he doesn't want to be with someone who thinks that they're more important than his family. Despite this, his value for your relationship couldn't really ever compare to anything else in his life, and he's very grateful that you chose him and are sticking with that choice.

W ild Card - A random Fluff Headcanon.

One time you two went to an arcade for a date, and him being him got a bunch of points to use at the gift counter. He ended up getting you a 3ft tall panda plushie as a souvenir and you still have it in your room to this day.

X OXO - Are they very affectionate? Do they love to kiss and cuddle?

Kenma isn't usually all that affectionate until his gets tired. He does like to give you a quick peck/grab your hand when passing by you in the hallway on his way to class. He always makes sure to flash you a smile when does this as well.

Y earning - How will they cope when they’re missing their partner?

Kenma would be the type to send you random things that he finds on the internet, which can be a nuisance at times since your phone keeps going off to alert you of a new text message from him.

Z eal - Are they willing to go to great lenghts for the relationship? If so, what kind of?

Kenma is willing to do whatever it takes to make you happy, whatever it may be. You're genuinely one of the best things to ever happen to him, and he couldn't imagine a saw without you by his side.

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Thanks for reading! Sorry for any spelling/grammar mistakes and have a great day/night! :)

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Can I have a matchup for twilight, mha, Gravity Falls and fnaf? This is what I look like

Age: 19

Pronouns: she/her

Sexuality: bisexual and poly

Personality:I don't talk to people I don't know usually and can seem shy but once I get to know them a can be talkative and a little bit loud. I don't really hate people unless they give me a reason too. I don't get annoyed or mad easily. I make dark jokes sometimes there directed to myself. I try to be supportive of my friends but if I know what they're doing is stupid than one will call them out on it. I'm really into the emo style. I do suffer from anxiety and depression, I also am touch starved. I do have anger issues but usually only if I don't get enough sleep.

Hobbies: reading, drawing, watching anime/tv shows, writing, painting, going on late night drives, and going on walks.

Likes: anime, art, music, nightmare before Christmas, harry potter, the colors black and purple also green alot, scented things, candles, Halloween, fall weather, animals, and fuzzy blankets.

Dislikes: spiders, super hot weather, liar's, blend food, and people who can't clean up after themselves.

Thank you!! ❤

For twilight, I match you wtih... Edward Cullen and Bella Cullen!

Edward is pretty much the same when it comes to getting to know other people, he is quite and reserved but tends to open up once getting to know you

Bella also understands that you need to get to know people before opening up, and she is more than happy to ramble and talk with you 24/7

Edward was actually glad to see you more talkative and louder once the three of you actually became became closer

Edward try to see the true reason why you make dark jokes about yourself, and hopefully get you to love yourself more and not do it as much

They'll reassure you anytime you make those jokes about yourself, because in their eyes your perfect <3

Sometimes Bella and Edward just need someone to be brutally honest and tell them what they are doing/how they are acting is dumb, they may get mad about it at first but calm down and realize your right

Edward will get you the best therapist if you're willing to go to the appointments, he doesn't want to force anything on you but he does want you to be happy and healthy both mentally and physically

They both fully support and adore all of your hobbies, they also love to accompany you on late night drives and your walks

You will be spoiled with merch from all your favorite shows and movies

For MHA, I match you with... Shoto Todoroki!

Shoto is quiet, reserved, and blunt even after people get to know him so your shyness doesn’t bother him

though once you do open up to him he will point it out asking why you are acting different now that you’re closer.

He is an excellent listener, so whenever you’re in those talkative moods he is more than willing to listen to whatever you want to talk about

Shoto can relate to the dark jokes you make about yourself, since he unintentionally does that himself

He’s relieved to not be the only one who’s blunt and tells people how they are acting without a filter, especially when they are being dumb

Though sometimes you have to be the one to tell shoto what hes doing is stupid/reckless

Shoto is also quite touch starved but expresses it more when alone with you

That being said, he loves cuddling with you and holding hands <3

Would like to read with you or read your writing

He also buys you lots of scented candles and fuzzy warm blankets he thinks you’ll like

For Gravity Falls, I match you with... Stanford Pines!

Stanford always thought you were more of a quiet, shy person until he got to know you and your more talkative side

It surprised him but he wasn’t complaining, it was nice to see you more comfortable around him!

That caused him to open up more to you too, talking more and rambling about nerdy things

He brings you along on his adventures and creature hunts if you’re willing to go

It caught him so off guard the first time one of your dark jokes slipped out in front of him

Like he never knew someone as great as you would make jokes like that, it obviously meant you had gone through something and coped with humor to deal with it

He’s determined to help you cope in a better way :)

Stanford is reckless and sometimes needs someone to put him back in his place by telling him what he is doing is dumb and reckless, and luckily you’re there to do just that

Lots of dates with the two of you drawing, reading, writing, or just taking a nice walk in the woods

Please introduce this old man to modern tv shows, he barely knows how a tv works

For FNAF, I match you with... Roxanne Wolf!

Roxanne has major self esteem issues, that being said she is super understanding of the whole making dark jokes about yourself thing

But after hearing you say those things about yourself/what you’ve been through she’ll try to hype you up

Loves giving you compliments and completely melts if you praise her for literally anything

Racing dates happen pretty often, and Roxy even lets you win(sometimes)

She may act as if she doesn’t like or see the point in drawing or painting but she really likes to watch you paint, draw, or write

Roxy is also a fan of the emo style, but she prefers the rock star style she was designed with

Many compliments and praises from Roxanne if you dress in an emo or rock star style (Bonus points if you dress like her)

She likes to go on late night walks around the pizzaplex with you, thought you may have to dodge security unless you are a security guard

Roxy is fascinated by the anime you watch since her and the other animatronics don’t really get to watch tv

#matchup #mha matchup #fnaf matchup #gravity falls matchup #twilight matchup

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Can I have a match up from Harry Potter and twilight? This is what I look like (I don't care if you show the photo and my Hogwarts house is Hufflepuff btw)

Age: 19

Pronouns: she/her

Sexuality: bisexual (leans more towards males)

Personality:I don't talk to people I don't know usually and can seem shy but once I get to know them a can be talkative and a little bit loud. I don't really hate people unless they give me a reason too. I don't get annoyed or mad easily. I make dark jokes sometimes there directed to myself. I try to be supportive of my friends but if I know what they're doing is stupid than one will call them out on it. I'm really into the emo style. I do suffer from anxiety and depression, I also am touch starved. I'm usually nice to people unless they give me a reason not to be.

Hobbies: reading, drawing, watching anime/tv shows, writing, painting, going on late night drives, and going on walks.

Likes: anime, art, music, nightmare before Christmas, harry potter, the colors black and purple also green alot, scented things, candles, Halloween, fall weather, animals, and fuzzy blankets.

Dislikes: spiders, super hot weather, liar's, blend food, and people who can't clean up after themselves

Damn you sound like someone I’d get along with super well ahah! You’re very much my kinda person

Harry Potter - Sirius Black

For Harry Potter I ship you with Sirius!

He usually does most of the talking anyway, so it no one really notices if you’ve gone quiet because you don’t know the person or your anxiety is kicking in, in fact if he does notice this he will start bringing all the attention away from you to try help

He doesn’t really mind too much when you get loud around him, and he’s 100% a touchy kind of person, he shows affection through physical content so he’s always touching you no matter what, whether it’s cuddling in bed, hand holding on public, his leg against yours or hugging you while you’re doing something

Though he has a bad boy reputation, he’s actually a softie, he has soft fuzzy blankets and jumpers for you to take, and he’s even got a fluffy blanket of the nightmare before Christmas on his bed just for you, and he’s got the movie too

I fully believe that he hates spiders so don’t count on him to get rid of them however, though he’ll pick you up and runaway from it

Twilight - Carlisle Cullen

He’s a gentle kind of person, so painting, reading, writing are all his kinds of things, he loves being there when you do them

He’s never seen the nightmare before Christmas so you do have to show him it, but he’ll buy you little things revolving around it

If you want a late night walk he’s there to go with you and keep you safe, and he’s also there to help you with mental health too

Because you like animals he decided to get you a pet, and he also decided to get his for his place just for you to sit and look at when it’s too cold to go outside

Since he’s always cold fuzzy blankets are a must, he’ll cover you up with one when it’s freezing outside and let you lay on him to fall asleep, and he’ll cover you up with another after

He doesn’t eat human food so sometimes it’s a bit bland, but he lets you add any spices or anything you’d like when cooking

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Thank you @buckysbiota for tagging me!! I had fun doing it and reading yours (you have an awesome taste in music btw)

(there's stuff in it I never even thought about 🙃)

rules: tag 9 people to learn their interests.

music:

fave genre?

rock, pop, indie, dance

fave artist?

onerepublic, 5sos, halsey, imagine dragons, bllie eilish, the neighbourhood, miley cyrus, iza, twenty one pilots, queen, AC/DC, sia, taylor swift, panic! at the disco, lorde, p!nk, the beatles, alessia cara and a so many others

fave song?

oh, that's hard

I Lived - OneRepublic

Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol

Killer Queen - Queen

most listened to song?

this month is 'crazy = genius - panic! at the disco' for sure

5 fave lyrics?

"We'll end just like we started/Just you and me and no one else/I will hold you where my heart is" two of us - louis tomlinson

"You search the world for something else/To make you feel like what we had/And in the end, in Wonderland, we both went mad." wonderland - taylor swift

"I won't let them break me down to dust/I know that there's a place for us/For we are glorious" this is me - keala settle

"Now, I need somebody to know/Somebody to heal/Somebody to have/Just to know how it feels" Someone you loved - lewis capaldi

"I'll always keep you with me/You'll be always on my mind/But there's a shining in the shadows/I'll never know unless I try" home - gabrielle aplin

books:

fave book genre?

historical fiction (and anything with a historical background)

fave writer?

idk probably agatha christie, but there's so many I admire

fave book series?

six of crows' duology and the lunar chronicles

fave book?

'All the light we cannot see' and 'The diary of a young girl'

comfort book?

'the last olympian' from percy jackson saga (you know, nostalgia)

perfect book to read on a rainy day?

Guernsey Literary and Potato Peel Pie Society - annie barrows

fave book characters?

Inej Ghafa (six of crows), the Weasley Twins (harry potter) and many others I don't remember right now

5 quotes you know by heart?

I don't really know them in english and they're really specific to translate 🤡

tv and movies:

fave tv/movie genre?

comedy, crime, action, documentaries... I watch pretty much everything

fave movie?

the greatest showman (and also anastasia)

movie you watch every year?

pride and prejudice, star wars episode III, IV and V and a princess for christmas

comfort movie?

the greatest showman (yes, I really love it), a great amount of disney and pixar animated movies

fave tv show?

b99, bones, stranger things

comfort tv show?

b99, agent carter, julie and the phantoms, wandavision, gilmore girls

most re-watched tv show?

b99, agent carter

5 fave characters?

loki (mcu), bucky barnes (mcu), Hodgins (bones), rosa diaz (b99), max (stranger things)

no pressure tags 💕 — @wtf-holly @barnesafterglow

#ask games #long post #ariel 💕

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Two months has passed as they continued to work together until they finish the movie and gained so much awards and credit.

"Woohoo!!! Guys! Let's party! We all deserve it for all the hard work!" Director said.

"I think you guys need to talk about something. I don't know but while working with the both of you, we all feel sexual tension in the air." The celebrity Catherine said to Gisela when she noticed that Dorian is eyeing her from afar.

"H-he thinks he's so hot that he can get everyone. Though he told me he had indecent proposals in the past, 3 SMS, 4 Calls, 6 DMs, and 2 missed calls... He's not that hot." Gisela told the actress.

"Woah, so updated, are we?" Catherine gave Gisela a knowing look and a knowing smile.

"Can we talk?" After the Dorian's invitation, he and Gisela went to the nearest park.

"Whenever, I see that sand box, I remember Plage Solitaire. The most peaceful beach on the planet." Gisela just nodded to what Dorian said.

"I-im sorry." They both said in unison.

Then, they laughed a bit with embarrassment.

"L-listen-..." They said again in chorus.

"You go first." Dorian said.

"No. You should go first." Gisela said.

"Uhm, here you go... C-can we be together?" Dorian asked Gisela who shed tears immediately with the question.

"You don't understand. You don't wanna be with someone so-called 'Damaged Good'. I don't want you to regret it. You don't wanna be with me. You don't need to due to pity. You don't-..." Gisela's anxiety is overwhelmingly obvious.

"We do not know those things yet. Those are 'What ifs', you're far from a 'Damaged Good'. For me, you're a beautiful 'Work-in-progress' and hell, despite the controversies I had, I'm still in good condition, whatever you're going through, I will go through it with you. Whatever you're thinking, I'll help you overcome it. If there's someone who can try and understand you, that's me. For me, this isn't the time to waste time and fool around, this is not like the roles I play, this is real. You are real. I don't care how hard it is but no matter what, I wanna be a part of something so beautiful... A part of your plans in the future. Please. For old times' sake, let me be with you all the way." Gisela, lost for words nodded crying as Dorian also shed tears.

"Gisela, thank you. I love you..." Dorian whispered to Gisela as he caress the woman's hair, embracing her long and tight enough to make her feel safe.

"Let me drive you home." Dorian told Gisela.

They both started living under one roof at Dorian's condominium unit.

One morning, as they're lying on the bed, Dorian hesitantly asked about Gisela's list...

"Dear Piggy... A-are you still gonna continue with that list?" She showed him the list seeing number '6' crossed out.

"Back in the beach, I haven't really finished the list yet. Now, it's done. I actually skipped on number '6' and went straight to number 7, 8, 9 and 10. 'Cause you're not just any random guy... Technically you're my little Dino, but... You're the one." Dorian checked the list out due to his curiosity.

1. Earn a lot for the future. ✓

2. Quit the medical industry. ✓

3. Spend more time with the only family - Merian. ✓

4. Finish writing my novels and posting it to my writing/social platforms. ✓

5. Buy a house in Plage Solitaire at a chosen paradise to 'live and die' for. ✓

6. Have virginity taken by a random guy and leave him clueless afterwards. *Skip this part.* ✗✗

7. Get a writing job. ✔

8. Take care and fully pay insurance. ✅

9. Have the one closest to my heart, help me choose a casket and designs for the tomb.

Plus, choose a church for the blessing and perfect spot in the graveyard/cemetery.

10. Chose a great necrological service speaker. I want a great Eulogy.

Dorian just looked carefully at Gisela's face and embraced her tightly.

Then, she spoke...

"I know. I'm a weirdo." Gisela told Dorian.

"Piggy... You're kinda like scaring me with these things but if this is the way I can be with you, I'll understand, process and digest every single bit of it. I'm not even gonna ask you why you made this list in the first place but if you're ready to not give up on life, I'm gonna go with you if you decided to get yourself checked." Dorian said.

"I'll tell you when the time comes..." Gisela said.

The couple decided to go shopping.

No ordinary shopping but he's only doing it for Gisela even if he doesn't wanna consider the thought.

"You know what? I think this one will be okay. Ah! I know! Maybe I can also have a reservation my own. Same color as I've chosen for you. So when the time comes... We're still gonna go as a couple. Even if it's the after-life." Dorian joked a bit.

"Don't. Even though, couple shirts, couple rings and other couple stuff might be cute, I don't want you to think about a couple casket. You're a born villain. And villains don't die unless it's passed hundreds of years already. Plus, they don't even age. Time flies for them gracefully like a bloodline of a vampire." Gisela joked him back.

The next stop is to the cemetery.

They're choosing tomb designs.

"This is perfect, 'In loving memories of...-" Gisela was cut of.

"We can choose the designs Piggy but it's good to personalize those messages." Dorian said as he wrote things down on a paper.

You have lived a life full of love.

Soon, we'll meet and love again up above.

To the place where there is never-ending peace.

Love,

Your Dorian

Gisela smiled at Dorian and they went to the cemetery.

Gisela insisted to choose a spot.

"This spot is nice. The one near the tree." She said.

"I would already reserve those two spots next to each other. So that I can lie down with you forever when the time comes..." Dorian said Gisela shed tears and hugged Dorian.

"I don't wanna take you in this journey with me. You're not welcome this early to where I'm heading. Sorry for being so difficult but thank you for having number 9 checked off my list." Gisela said as she embraces her boyfriend.

A day after Dorian's shoot, he went home to Gisela and the house was empty.

Their things are scattered all over the floor.

The entire house was messy.

But...

There are no traces of Gisela everywhere.

She's missing.

"My dearest, why end up dodging the bullet once more? Running away and hiding again on me like that." Dorian whispered.

He searched everywhere for her and in a place he thought Gisela would go to.

"She's not here. She went through a deep trauma after she saw her parents died in the car accident. I know my cousin can be a handful, but please, don't give up on her." Merian said.

Dorian just nodded and headed off.

Dorian did not bring his car along to find Gisela in the hardest and most hidden places in the city.

As he was walking along the subway...

He found a cying woman.

With hands on her head and her hair covering her face.

Her hairs are tangled and all over the place.

Her skin's full of dirt.

When Dorian tried to look at the woman's face, he was shocked.

It was Gisela.

He brought the woman home and cleaned her up.

She fell asleep crying.

As soon as the woman woke up, she said she's gonna use the toilet.

"You sure you can stand?" Dorian asked. The woman just mindlessly nodded.

Dorian thought to check on Gisela when she's taking too long.

He did not lose hope until this sight.

He found Gisela lying unconsciously on the bathroom floor.

"Gisela!!!" He lifted the woman and brought her to the nearest hospital.

Dorian waited for hours for a doctor to come up to him and say that Gisela's okay.

"A-are you with her?" Dorian nodded as the doctor approached him.

"I'm doctor Ariel James Devant, Psychologist." The doctor introduced himself.

"We did not ask for a Psychologist, we need a Physician to have Gisela checked!!!" Dorian almost lost it.

"She's not physically sick. Not until now. We have pulled up a few counselling records of Gisela. In fact, I was her batchmate in Med-school, she quit and did not finish Med-school. So she just continued being a nurse. Because of her parent's car crash, her parents died in front of her in a car accident. She then became my first patient. I have checked on Gisela a few times and she never went back to the clinic afterwards. She's so indenial that something's physically wrong with her and insistent that she's nearing death, that she shuts down people who wanna have her checked by a professional or by any doctor. She has been diagnosed with constant fear of death that it lead to a severe case of anxiety." Doctor James said.

Dorian was not able to process what's happening and could not speak.

"People who has Thanatophobia, would not like to talk about death for it has caused them depression. On her case, it's different. For that's the only thing she wanna focus and talk about out of fear. Like her whole entire world revolves on the thought that she might, oh sorry, that she 'WILL' die. She already decided that for herself. Anxiety took a toll on her that her brain was mentally pausing because of too much stress, overwhelming worry, overthinking and unshown worry, sometimes this can cause nausea and problems with balancing." The same doctor continued talking.

"Maybe this is the reason why she 'slipped' in the bathroom. She lost consciouness in the bathroom because she might have hit her head on the floor. Now, there's internal bleeding, we need to have an operation ASAP to prevent brain mass. You have to prepare because the operation is risky, after that, she may go under a few days, weeks or even months in coma. Worst case is never to wake up." Another doctor spoke.

"My apologies, I forgot to introduce myself. My name is doctor Jessie Ulysis Voltaire. Neurologist and Physicist." He introduced.

After that, they all worked on Gisela's operation.

They spent hours to finish it and what they said was true...

Gisela fell into a coma for weeks now and counting.

Dorian held the woman's hand in his...

He got a Pig and a Dinosaur stuffed-toy that he put on the hospital bed beside her.

"Do you remember this Dear Piggy? You're Dinosaur's here to wake you up. You're my nurse. You shouldn't be lying there for a long time, at that bed. You're supposed to be the one who's taking care of me." Dorian said.

The woman was just unresponsive.

She was still deep asleep.

"You should have told me what you're going through. I should have understand. A-are you punishing me for loving you so much?" He said, sheding tears as he kissed the back of Gisela's hand.

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Venus in Libra culture?

𝙻𝚒𝚋𝚛𝚊 𝚅𝚎𝚗𝚞𝚜 𝙲𝚞𝚕𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎

𐀶 can be very mature in love (exalts in saturn)

𐀶 might attract older partners

𐀶 will always try to compromise

𐀶 they like to do what you wanna do

𐀶 want to avoid conflict at all costs

𐀶 don't be surprised if they flirt with you but still treat you like a friend

𐀶 super romantic in love but not very attached (unless they have leo placements or scorpio placements)

𐀶 probably call everyone "bestie", "bae", "my love"

𐀶 also the type to write love letters to you

𐀶 have relatively high standards (saturn exaltion)

𐀶 want their partner to be perfect for some reason

𐀶 their flirting is usually very corny

𐀶 men with this placement tend to have really corny pick up jokes

𐀶 they do have underrated humor tho

𐀶 the type to buy stuff just because it looks nice and then never use it

𐀶 or worse, they use it once and leave it alone forever

𐀶 not really the best cooks unless they have leo placements

𐀶 they tend to be kinda clumsy tbh

𐀶 might read a lot of romance/fantasy novels

𐀶 probably still love bratz movies tbh or they embody bratz characters energy

𐀶 can be pretty flaky in love unless they've found the one

𐀶 you literally won't know if they like you or not until they tell you something very personal

𐀶 if they only have surface level conversations with you they most likely don't like you that much

𐀶 they're very thoughtful in love and might spoil you a bit

𐀶 they usually have arched eyebrows (venus influence)

𐀶 when they get mad they don't know how to express their anger so they either hold it in and give you the silent treatment or they explode (detriment in mars)

𐀶 wouldn't be surprised if they had dimples or beauty marks

𐀶 they most likely like receiving flowers

𐀶 their love language might be words of affirmation

𐀶 if they have scorpio placements it might be a mix of that and physical touch

𐀶 if they have leo placements then it's probably words of affirmation, gift giving and quality time

𐀶 if they have virgo placements it might be words of affirmation and acts of service

𐀶 might have a curvy body

𐀶 the men usually have big butts ngl

𐀶 also the men are the type flirt then ghost for sure

𐀶 but they definitely will charm your pants off

𐀶 they like really feminine women

𐀶 the men usually act very carefree and cool

𐀶 the men idealize women too much

𐀶 can be very indirect and indecisive

𐀶 they'll like leaving decisions to you but still want you to include their input

𐀶 a lot of libra placements like purple for some reason

𐀶 a little insecure but they hide it well

𐀶 probably dreamt of getting married when they were kids but only for the wedding itself

𐀶 genuinely want a prince charming

𐀶 the men absolutely love talking about themselves

𐀶 very loving and caring with friends but especially with their partners

𐀶 might people please too much to the point where it exhausts them

𐀶 need to learn that they can't make everyone happy

𐀶 genuinely hate when people dislike them

𐀶 will probably die without friends

𐀶 great fashion

𐀶 the types to talk to you consistently for like a week then randomly disappear

𐀶 if they have scorpio placements they might wear black a lot

𐀶 these people loooove music

𐀶 the men act kinda feminine and you'll notice some of them text like girls do (like lowercase)

𐀶 if you tell a libra venus man to stop flirting with you and you seriously mean it they'll lose feelings for you if they had any (i do this w every libra placement man cause i don't wanna be led on & it always works)

𐀶 probably great song writers and love to sing

𐀶 they actually have such a versatile playlist

𐀶 yearn to be in a long term relationship but lead everyone on </3

𐀶 the men usually have a clean cut shave

𐀶 really considerate in love

𐀶 but still somehow selfish

𐀶 you'll know they like you when they act very forward with you like they'll straight up tell you they like you

tbh i used my experience from libra sun men & my sisters libra stellium to write this. it was lowkey hard to think about good things to say about them tho..

anyway hope you enjoyed c:

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