this is a good question, right, because 90% of the stuff i've written has not been posted! so, I really do write primarily for myself! it is often a way of processing things that have happened to me, by imagining them happened to another completely different person, I think. that's my answer in terms of like, "serious" fic... although i often write about situations i've never experienced either-- like, you know, being in conversion therapy, or being a kpop idol. a lot of experiences that are very alien to me are part of daily life for many people. maybe that's another big part of it, is stretching my imagination to try and put myself in the place of another person whose life is very dramatically different... so I think in the end it is a way of empathizing with other people as well as with myself :)
in terms of erotica or PWP, I think it is like... almost the purest form of exploration because it is entirely internal... it is the least risky form of sexuality ever! and in real life my approach to sexuality is that of a frightened chihuahua so i think if didnt have this i would go fucking crazy LOL :)
@dogrates sorry to do this but i swear whenever i try to reply to people in my posts it never actually @‘s them. anyways, thank you!!! i made the ears myself out of paper, cardboard, glue stick, and sharpie. it was so fun to watch everything come together and thankfully everyone could tell what my costume was!
irt the tags on ur scandal post what does MELLIE mean?
Mellie is a character on the show! She's Fitz' (the president's) wife and easily the most complex and well rounded character among the cast. It legitimately surprises me sometimes how much she moves me because Scandal *is* largely snappy melodrama.
Ok this tag made me want to look up “buttery curls” for hair inspiration (ignore the second part of the tags btw) and this is what came up. Okay then. at this point why not make butter roses
It's from a video where OP made a giant folded paper and then threw it down in a parking lot. Many stairwell/apartment lights in China are noise activated so they'll turn on if there's a loud sound outside.
I also realised that I neglected to double-check that the douyin I posted was from the original account (which I normally do), so here is the full video.
Rules: Tag 10 people you want to get to know better.
Relationship status: Single
Favorite color: Purple, but red still holds a place in my heart.
Song stuck in my head: Airhead by Picon ft. Hatsune Miku
Last song I listened to: Animal by Mafumafu (Cover of DECO*27)
Three favorite foods: Nigiri sushi, Texas Chili, Murgh Makhani.
Last thing I googled: coulrophiliac 🤡
Dream trip: My dad and I are going to Kyoto in the fall for a combined 30th/60th birthday vacation which I'm looking forward to. Also the world is kind of falling apart right now but back in college I liked the idea of doing some sort of nomad thing where I travel around and stay in each place for a few months, just long enough to make some people fall in love with me, and then leave for somewhere else. I don't think I want to do that anymore though, I'm too old and the world is too scary.
Anything I want right now: In rough order of plausibility, a functioning car, a (remote, ideally) tech job where I just have to be smart/clever and work a few hours a week even if I have to be "at work" and available; a bunch of close friends I see in person everyday who I can be out as trans and disastrously queer/schizoid around; an open-minded tech-adjacent cuddly polycule / sex cult to adopt me and keep me as a free range catboy; the support structure necessary to fully embrace the madness; three million dollars and access to decent healthcare for the rest of my life; amphetamine pro re nata and a small team of researchers to help me complete The Project.
Tagging @k-simplex @sysid-ace @tsarina-anadyomene @caprice-nisei-enjoyer @lumsel @kaiasky @nthfunct @vren-diagram @dogrates @mithridic if you want also any other mutuals who want ofc consider yourself tagged I love you and i want to know you