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#doesnt that deserve something
hajskaeg · a day ago
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My mom also said that my stepdad got a horrible tooth ache a while back and that he finally went to a dentist after not having done so for EIGHT YEARS and he came back all fucked up cuz he apparently has like, an infection and several dead teeth and he needs work done for 20.000 kr (thats a lot of fucking money) and I wish I could sympathize and say "aw man that fucking sucks for him :(" but all I can do is howl and hoot cuz boy does he have it coming
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hot tip: you cant therapy the evil out of everyone
some ppl are just evil bc they are evil
some ppl have normal childhoods and normal lives and normal mental states and are still just evil
i mean a lot politicians and corporate pricks are both examples of just being vile without rhyme or reason you cant fix them
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skyyclan · 4 days ago
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I’ve been following this comic called @ihopesocomic for a few months now, and I just want to say that I absolutely adore it! The creators have put in a lot of work to give its viewers the representation that we struggle to see elsewhere, and it’s clear in all of their characters, and especially their main character, Hopeful! 
Please go give it a read sometime!! It’s very worth it! <3
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enby-shadow · 6 days ago
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god i am so incredibly tired of feeling like im a burden on everyone bc of how easily triggered or uncomfortable i am with shit
#i finally get to do one thing with literally the only people who even bother to talk to me anymore#and im like wow i hate doing this and then i tried to just deal with it so i could keep spending time with them#but then literally all i could do was complain#so i was just bringing down the vibe so i just left#the one time it was supposed to be fun and i ruined it both for myself and probably them too#im so tired of guilt tripping or feeling like im playing victim#but im not trying to im just so fucking lonely all the time#for months#and its so hard for people to understand#because when i say 'man im lonely' that barely compares to how im actually feeling#i am so incredibly isolated#i dont have irl friends#my family basically hates my guts 90% of the time or im getting yelled at#someone whos SUPPOSED to be my best friend doesnt fucking talk to me anymore#im going off track but its so hard to explain how bad it feels to just sit at my computer and isolate myself from everything#and just desperately wait for someone to give a shit enough to wanna do something with me#im pathetic and i don't deserve to do things with people#and i feel so bad when im like 'i dont have friends' and then ppl who say theyre my friend are like 'ummm am i chopped liver lol' like#no. its just that the fact that i have such limited interaction with you makes me so incredibly isolated and alone#to where ive gotten to the point in which i literally just forget you even think of me as a friend#you probably just tolerate me#and you wont admit it#ive seen how much yall will try to argue with me or shittalk me#and i feel like it happens behind my back where i cant see it#im so tired of my isolation and abandonment issues but its so bad lately#i dont belong in this friend group and i never have and theyd be better off without me#theyre all happy doing shit together without me and its not like they'd be worse if i wasnt there#bc they already do shit without me anyways. all the time.
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robbyykeene · 11 days ago
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When Tory inevitably questions or second guesses Kreese, you just know he’s going to throw what he did with her landlord back in her face. And she’s just going to be left broken, sitting with the realization that Kreese never actually cared, that all men are the same, that they all just want to use her for something. And really, isn’t it all her fault anyway for daring to think anyone could ever care about someone like her?
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37after6 · 11 days ago
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its been months but i still cant get over the fact that half life alyx and cyberpunk 2077 basically have the same ending but like. if you replaced gman with a slightly more apathetic glados.
#*soundofmepanicingtryingtodecidewhichblogtoputthisonandchoosingthisonebecauseithinktheanalogyworksslightlybetterhere*#(alsoidassumenoneheregivesashitaboutthatgamebecausetheyrelesstolerenttoBullshitthaniamsoidonthavetoworryaboutspoilers)#say what you want about That Game or its ending(s)#but 2077's end music slaps way fucking harder#the vault theme makes your brain wiggle around and feel cool shit but Been Good To Know Ya makes you scream and run through walls#idk cello > violin i guess#idk#i wanna see a mod for both games that swaps the music around my tiny meat brain would fucking...deep fry or something idk#2077's soundtrack alone is definitely worth a listen even if you hate the game its like 10ish hours of gold. deserves more recognition imo.#like at least go listen to the cello version of rebel path or adam smasher's theme idk#(also ill take my chance to through in my stupid unpopular opinion to say that in a really weird way that even i dont fully understand#i think like. hla had way more ''missed potential'' than 2077 did (storywise anyway).#like hla's story isnt bad at all. but the only reason why it works is like?? on a meta level??? because of the infamous cliffhanger/hiatus#...it kinda feels like a cop-out??? to me? like a kindasorta shitty cop-out. but like executed in a good way cuz gman cool bvhghghghhgfhgfhg#i mean as a Game hla beats 2077 out by a long shot for Reasons#(2077wouldvemadeafuckingamazingseriesimo)#IDK...alyx's ''wait what where am i who are you oh no'' doesnt hit me as hard as ffucking. V doing what V does. like fuck man it kinda hurts#i just Really wanted to see alyx as a kid during the resonance cascade. and her mom. and barney. and kliener. and more than a second of dog.#plus russel and alyx's banter across the radio is amazing (especially since the games vr) but i think 2077's writing is tighter?????#i dont know im a fucking idiot and my opinions dont matter but ill keep digging my grave i guess#like the only major gripe i have with the ending is one (optional) scene that happens if you do A Certain Thing earlier in the game#because like. its really small to the point where if youve played the game you probably wouldnt know what im even referring to#but it couldve been handled A Lot better imo even if it like. doesnt make sense within the universe's rules i guess.#(i say idc about spoilers here but here i am being vague as fuck oops)#BUT THE FUNNY THING ABOUT THAT IS THAT THERES LITERALLY AN ALTERNATE VERSION OF THAT SCENE IN THE FILES#thats WAY better even if its basically just a poorly translated polish->english rough draft left for the devs to work from fjkdhfjkdhfjdhfjk#again it probably raises more questions than it answers but it makes me feel things so ive accepted it as canon.#idk overall i came expecting a game about an angry rock star who plays with mini nukes and calls your peepee small#and i got a game about an angry rock star who plays with mini nukes and makes you cry a few times + like 20 different fictional husbands-#idk. i liked it. 7-give-or-take out of ten would read in-universe au rpf about johnny silverhand fucking a demon/angel hybrid again.)
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lesbiancarat · 16 days ago
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#i might delete this later bc i usually dont like complaining when it doesnt accomplish anything#and this is a situation none of us can really do anything about#id like to preface this by saying just bc i complain about h*be doesnt mean it has anything to do w the other artists under h*be#this is something thats bothered me for a while but the feelings got renewed today#bc it was revealed that svts jp activities will now be handled by plds + h*be jp rather than pledis + lawson ent#bc of this l&l (sort of a paid jp fancafe) is also ending. and its a shame bc lawsons jp promotions were actually really good#and many carats love l&l and it even became a lot more popular recently bc it was the only content we got during svts sort of hiatus#what im annoyed about and have been frustrated w since the aquisition is h*be doesnt seem to care for fans at all#as far as i know they treat svt themselves well and thats all well and good but as fans we deserve more respect than to be exploited for $#like h*be also made merch more expensive (including making the online concerts rediculously expensive); shut down ssp; & the mbc issue#also i hate to complain but yesterday did leave a bad taste in my mouth and i couldnt figure out what it was until i saw other ppl talk#bc its Not the fact that svt didn't release a longer vid. last year was a milstone year so i didnt expect as much#and im obsessed w the acousitic version of all my live anyway. but its the fact there were 2 vids promoting the annie merch#but not even a 10 min live from the boys. and im not saying its h*bes fault they didnt go live maybe theyre busy w the cb#but the way things played out it felt there was more focus on the merch aspect than actually celebrating w the boys#even if u disagree w any one of these things/think its not h*bes fault or nbd it doesnt matter if u look at the bigger picture#there are actually more complaints about h*be that i personally dont think is their doing like seasons greeting and gose timeslot#but if u look at all of it on the whole its obvious h*be has no consideration for carats feelings and only wants to make money#and obv plds wants to make $ too theyre a company. but it always felt like they were just running a business while h*be feels exploitative#like the moments when plds wanted to make $ at carats expense happened sometimes but w h*be it feels like standard practice u know?#ive always trusted cheol/svt to try and stand up for themselves and us and i stilk do. but how much of a say do they rly have in h*be#cheol has built a relationship w hss and pledis staff for years + svt had the leverage of being plds's main money maker#h*be has more shareholders to please and while svt is still a big money maker h*be has a lot of assets so svt doesnt have as much leverage#dont get me wrong im not worried at all about h*be disbanding svt or anything like that svt is still a big $ maker#+ theyll fight tooth and nail before getting disbanded. as i said before im not worried atm about how the members are treated under h*be#but i worry they might have lost some of their ability to fight for us carats#like i said im not necessarily this upset over any one issue but all of these issues show to me that h*bes only priority is making money#theres no balance bt making money + pleasing fans. or at least not enough#and im scared about the future implications of that. what other things will be sacrificed in the name of h*be making money?#melia.txt
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vitekvanecek · 17 days ago
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Just...
Would all these people that are vilifying the fuck out of Ethan Bear vilify the fuck out of Carey Price when Montréal gets knocked out of the playoffs? Because like. Carey is indigenous too. Or is Carey better in their eyes because his dad is white? I just... I need to take a long walk off a short pier and reassess everything because I feel horrible for the kid. And I have to deal with racist comments about indigenous people a lot because my family is just... Like That. I hate everything and just wish people would leave Ethan, and everyone else of indigenous background, the fuck alone. They're just trying to live their lives. Same as everybody else. Just fucking let them live it without making it a living hell.
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svmbucky · 23 days ago
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no because like. imagine, for a second, that everything about endgame and tfatws stays the same fundamentally, but rather, BUCKY gets the shield and BUCKY is the protagonist of the show. in what world does he not get miles of text posts and metas and fanfic about how hard this is for him and how much he’s struggling with this burden?? in what world does the #endgameisn’tcanon train NOT include “steve would never drop that weight on buckys shoulders at such a rough time in his life”?? and when BUCKY gives up the shield, in what world would we hear complaints about walker like “if bucky hadnt given up the shield this wouldnt have happened” and “he let steve down” etc. you can’t look me in my eyes and say the fandom wouldn’t use this as another excuse to baby him, add it to the list of things to write angst about, all of that. because it WOULD.
but where’s that energy for sam, y’know?? 
like, you see, when sam-- a black man-- exercises his god given fucking right to say no to the insane expectation being put on him, sam antis flood out of the woodwork to call him a failure. but i bet if everybody’s favorite white man did it.....
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wingodex · a month ago
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a lot of people write about joe's anger being bright and intense but short lived, and there are lots of reasons for that. joe's very expressive, and you get to see his emotions and the change in his emotions fairly frequently throughout the movie. it's easy to imagine him getting angry and then moving on to something else once that anger has run its course. this kind of anger is easier to write too, because anger is a complicated emotion and it often feels like characters cant move forward until theyre done being angry. it might also be a way to avoid portraying joe as being angrier than everyone else so one doesnt feed into negative stereotypes and that's legit!! all of these are valid reasons! i think this interpretation of joe is fine, i just don't love it and i especially don't love it when it has to do with booker's betrayal. even if joe's anger is typically gone quickly, i don't think it would be in this particular case because the fear that sparked that anger in the first place isn't going to go away.
i really like this post which talks about how joe's anger is always in response to fear, and a lot of my thoughts about this have to do with the way that those two emotions are clearly linked. fear is another difficult emotion, because fear lingers. just because the immediate danger is gone, that doesn't necessarily get rid of the fear. it can be really hard to stop being afraid, even when you know it's an illogical response. it's especially hard to stop being afraid when the situation warrants that fear. so when all of his hopes for escape are dashed, and andy's mortal and also andy just got shot and is maybe dying, of course joe's terrified. that fear isn't suddenly going to go away. joe's not suddenly going to stop being afraid of andy dying now that she's mortal just because they're not in immediate danger. he's not going to stop being afraid of being captured and imprisoned for an eternity. he's not going to stop being afraid about being separated from nicky or worrying about nicky dying. of course joe's pissed off and he has the right to be. and i think he'll be angry at booker for a really long time. he loves booker, and i think he'll miss him, but i don't think he'll stop being angry or stop being afraid to be around him. obviously i think that at some point joe will forgive booker, because joe is kind and forgiving, and he loves booker, and they will be able to move past this, but i also think that will be a long process for him and i think it will be really hard for both of them. because how do you stop being afraid to be around someone who has shown to you that they do not care about the safety and comfort of the people you love most? how do you stop being afraid when you know someone's capacity for harm because you have directly suffered as a result of it? booker can apologize, he can feel remorse, he can even feel horrified by his own actions (as shown with andy), and he can try to repent, but how does that stop joe from being afraid when booker knows where he is, where andy is, and where nicky is because he's set them up before, he can do it again, right? even if he knows, knows for certain that booker won't do that again, it'll be hard to shake the fear completely. building back trust is hard, and it's a process. you can see the two of them taking those first few steps when booker accepts his punishment at the end. they're going to be okay, eventually. joe knows this and believes this. that doesn't mean he has to stop being angry. that's okay too
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xenovair · a month ago
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𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃  𝙳𝙾𝙴𝚂  𝙻𝙾𝚅𝙴  𝙼𝙴𝙰𝙽  𝚃𝙾  𝚈𝙾𝚄 ?
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something you hold onto  . you hold onto love like it's anchoring you to earth, and maybe it is. but why is that ?   do you fear that one day all this love you've found will somehow disappear, or that one day someone will just decide you don't deserve it ?  what if i told you that all this love isn't finite, that no matter who you are and who you become, love will always exist for you in so many forms. it will find you regardless of how worthy you think you are of it, you don't need to hold onto it so tightly out of fear of it leaving. you don't deserve to be abandoned,   i'm sorry if love ever taught you that you deserving of that.   but real, sincere love won't abandon you. the people who love you? they really do really love you, they aren't lying. and you can continue to hold onto this love, just trust that you don't have to grip it so tightly.
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