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artreider · 3 years
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Station 19 rewatch: 4x14
Going to try to do another rewatch before my family wakes up. We have a lot to do today and there is a dark cloud over the house after loaing our cat this week. Here's hoping i can get through one of my favorite episodes before they get up.
Surrera is so cute here and the whole food thing, like girl where is our payoff on this baby that was so clearly teased. Or is there another medical condition that could be blamed on her excessive eating.
Im so glad maya and andy are friends again. I loge their friendship.
I'm glad andy acknowledges that getting married doesnt fix things; but i worry that if maya and carina hit a rough patch, andy will remind maya of this conversation or use her own issues with sullivan and their marriage as an i told you so.
Danielle is beautiful but does anyone else think she lost weight, random question but just looking at her in her uniform there she seems smaller and it worries me. Didnt really notice last time i watched this episode but am i alone in this.
Oh carina baby you so dont want to go. I just want to hug you.
Jack is so cute, he deserves a family so much but i really do fear he'll be killed off.
Im surprised ben reached out to Sullivan instead of dean.
I love this outfit on maya. Carina your girl is flirting with you and thinking of happier times, engage with her.
I love that maya opens up with carina about her dad and the protests and the happenings in the world with him. It shows so much growth and im here for it. Also anyone else annoyed that one carina answered gabriella's phone call when maya is opening up to her and two that she didnt turn it off for their last few hours together.
The look of like disappointment/devestation on maya's face when carina answers the call and walks away from her is too much hurt.
So sad that bailey isnt there and that ben is alone for even a second of this.
I'm glad andy and sullivan came to be there with ben. Like i get why they wanted andy but im sad after ben and Dean's episode dean wasnt there.
Oh jack, i dont even know what to say besides oh jack lol.
The drama with trash girl is too much lmao. I know its important for jack/inara but its just too much.
Carina packing up her knives being a trigger for maya like she's leaving forever is heartbreaking.
Carina snapping at maya hurts, dont be mean to baby. Also the kitchen sign is totally carina's doing and though she hadnt confided in maya yet that she is her home its a dead giveaway.
I really need screen grabs of the changing words on the sign.
The kids talk, the coming out talk and the marriage talk are all things that should not be done while packing or doing anything else.
Wait it totally sounded like she said "it felt pregnant" lmao or i just have babies on the brain.
Now carina being flirty and maya not reciprocating.
Maya you shouldve pushed the marriage talk now if it was what you really wanted. Instead of letting carina drop the i never wanted to get married bomb and walk away.
Andy and ben together, this friendship is beautiful. I feel like it took several seasons for ben to really get in good the team. Im trying to think of other moments besides the prt support and such when he really connected with folks before this season and none come to mind. He has been an outlier from my memory, tell me im wrong with examples please.
Lmao "you slept with my wife which means we are in a pod", things a pandemic makes funny.
Thats just wrong, giving gibson shit still. Dont hit the puppy with the newspaper when he's doing nothing wrong.
Once again with gabriella, seriously carina turn off your phone and be present with maya and maya alone.
Maya's jealousy is everything. This argument ugh, so good and just the tip of the iceberg.
I hope that maya does take the month break and the months after to really get to know the us immigration system and what it will take for carina to become an american citizen as well as learn more italian. I dont need her fluent but id love to see her use some italian with carina. She lost her brother who she spoke to in her native tongue itd be nice for her to gain that in her wife.
I love how carina stops herself as she raises her voice at maya, like she realizes it may be triggering to maya. I really do think the show and actresses put in a lot in this episode to show how well they know each other and have grown. I feel like they talk more even if we dont see it and maya is working on her issues with carina's love and support. I also do love how this argument ends though ;)
Once again maya opening up and finally carina is there and not sidetracked. And its nice carina opens up as well.
Ben's dream with the different versions of himself and his mom is funny and heartbreaking.
Joey in the dream lmao.
The nice thing about ben is if he gets hurt on the job and cant be a firefighter anymore he has other professions to fall back on.
Oh jack. I just want you to get your happy ending.
I still think its so weird to be talking about jack after they had sex but im glad they are in a place that is so comfortable and can laugh about him.
Once again another bomb dropped, kids. This is something that needs to be discussed properly.
Oh maya dont drop the marriage bomb like that. And i guess i dont underatand the outrage of the "just because", like why would carina think it was anything but that when it was dropped on her like that and after she said she didnt want to get married. This fight is so much about misunderstandings and hurtful comments.
I get how maya's fear gets the best of her here especially after carina said they just moved in together because they didnt want to be apart (asif that is a bad thing) and it was bureaucracy.
And i can understand why maya's fear hurts carina but they both needed to take a minute to breathe and try to talk it out.
I do like when carina tells maya to breathe, again like she knows her triggers and feels maya is on the verge of a panic attack.
If carina felt she married maya when she moved in i really dont see the harm in making it official. Would her having been moved out in italy for 6 months or more have felt like a divorce. I really need to know more about her logic here.
I agree why not just do it.
You've both said enough carina. I hate that she just walks away, so un carina like.
How did jack end up at the hospital? Was he called or what?
Andy is such a good friend this episode, checking on everyone.
Gabriella is so right noone wants to be proposed to the way maya kind of did. Like i cant help but wonder how carina would've taken a true proposal.
Im so glad gabriella spoke some truth to carina and turned her around on the marriage idea.
If we let the wrong decisionss rule how we live our lives things in the world would be so different. Less babies possibly and fewer marriages among other things.
Once again andy being a good friend this episode.
If carina hadnt shown up im curious what maya's next move wouldve been after talking to andy.
Love the proposal and love how its carina who announces they are getting married.
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heartachebf · 3 years
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16, 17 (Tweek), and 25 -Batz 🖤💜
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16. favorite behind-the-scenes insight ive actually got 2 answers for this !! first off, i love the fact that kenny is based off a Real Life kid trey knew growing up, who was Also named kenny n wore an orange coat that nobody could hear him over And was the poorest kid in town. and i rly love that kyle is blatantly based off matt stone ^_^ i have a big gay crush on matt so obvi that makes kyle one of my favs
17. 3 things you love about [insert character]
1. the fact that he can play piano And sing And act ^_^ i love that artsy little dweeb so much 2. the fact that his tics slowly got better over the years... sobbing n wailing.... AND the fact that he barely tics when hes around craig.... love wins 3. i love that he can kick ass should he choose to ^_^ he could maim someone so easily and i think he deserves to bonus number 4 bc i love him so much. i love that he can bake ^_^ i like to think that he stress bakes and will try out new recipes n then he'll take what he baked to school to let his friends try ^_^ hes god tier actually
25. favorite episode of [insert season] u didnt specify which season, so ill give my favs of each season (below the cut bc this post is getting long) (id also probs do this even if u Did specify which season bc. peace and love)
s1: i cant pick between episode 7, black friday (bc i Love the feel of all the early halloween episodes) or episode 10, damien (bc damien supremacy ^_^ im forever obsessed w the fact that he, the son of satan, has a super high pitched voice)
s2: EPISODE 17, GNOMES !!!!! i think that was tweeks first introduction and as such, its my fav ^_^ i rly love his voice in that ep <3
s3: episode 5, tweek vs craig, bc duh ^_^ the beginning of an era <3 plus its proof that tweek is tough n doesnt need protecting
s4: either episode 6, cherokee hair tampons (bc i love how fiercely stan tries to help kyle + its revealed that kyle has diabetes ^_^ i will forever cry over the fact that stan didnt hesitate to offer his kidney to save kyles life) or episode 8, something you can do with your finger (bc i love their silly little boy band + i love wendy joining their boy band + kyle wanting to be the tough one of the band + randy backstory/him being a lil insane but in a funny way)
s5: episode 3, super best friends ^_^ the origin of stan n kyle being super best friends ^_^ i also kinda love episode 10, how to eat with your butt, bc kenny is very endearing in it And we finally get to see what kyles hair looks like <3
s6: either episode 9, free hat, or episode 11, child abduction is not funny bc theres so much excellent tweek content ^_^ i also like ep11 bc of how dumb the parents are in that one, thats always amusing
s7: either episode 8, south park is gay (the fact that everyone was acting a lil fruity ^_^ gay rights ^_^ and also kyle rejecting dressing fruity and getting made fun of for that. so funny considering the fact that he Is gay, i prommy, kyle told me himself) or episode 14, raisins (bc butters was very sweet that episode + goth stan was introduced ^_^)
s8: omg this ones so hard to pick. i love episode 4, you got f'd in the a, bc stan having to get in a dance battle??? comedy gold. i love episode 6, the jeffersons, bc we stan n kyle being dads to blanket, gay ptide. and then i also love episode 11, quest for ratings, bc i love the guys having their own news team And i love that craig had a show dedicated to just showing cute animals. dork craig rights
s9: episode 10, follow that egg ... more silly little stan n kyle content ... stan gets rly fruity here and im obsessed w it. that whole episode gives me silly little au ideas ^_^
s10: episode 14, stanleys cup. froths at the mouth. that one anon of mine, hockey fic anon? theyre writing a silly little fic based off an au of That episode ^_^ that ep is so quality
s11: goes insane. episode 8, le petit tourette bc i loved seeing cartman in anguish + dork craig content. episodes 10, 11, and 12 aka the imaginationland trilogy bc. god. just so good. i cant even explain it. episode 13, guitar queer-o bc it gives me Another great au idea + stan n kyle are fruity in it. and finally, episode 14, the list, bc there was lots of good wendy content And kyle got a little unhinged ^_^ as he deserves <3
s12: this is another one where its so hard to pick... episode 1, tonsil trouble, bc kyle got to go in attack mode again. episode 3, major boobage, bc we got silly little kenny content ^_^ episode 9, breast cancer show ever, bc thats when wendy beat the shit out of cartman <3 episodes 10 and 11, pandemic and pandemic 2, bc. craig content ^_^ and also ive already talked on my blog abt how its the best 2 parter ever. and episode 13, elementary school musical, bc stans gang was particularly goofy n their musical number was so fun ^_^
s13: episode 8, dead celebrities, bc kyle and ike content!!! i love them so much!!! and also episode 11, whale whores, bc stan Attacked And Killed all for the love of animals, n i love him for it
s14: episodes 11, 12, and 13, tha superhero episodes ^_^ i loved getting to see everyones superhero costumes in action And we got to learn more abt kennys immortality, which was so exciting !!
s15: episodes 7 and 8, youre getting old and ass burgers. starts sniffling and crying and collapses on the floor while sobbing. thats all i have to say about that, peace and love
s16: episode 5, butterballs (bc stan is so! hes just so !!! yknow. the anti bullying song in it is So good, And i live for butters standing up for himself ^_^ also the song at the end is god tier), episode 6, i never shouldve gone ziplining (its so fuckn funny, and i live for the live action bit at the end), and episode 11, going native (bc of that sweet, sweet butters n kenny content ^_^ i also live for butters Attacking in it)
s17: episode 4, goth kids 3: dawn of the posers. probably my fav goth kids centric episode ^_^ its so good n funny
s18: episode 3, the cissy. starts sniffling and crying again, but this time in transgender mode. i also love episode 6, freemium isnt free bc we get another Glimpse into stans issues w addiction ^_^ peace and love on planet earth
s19: episode 6, tweek x craig. love wins, gay ptide, etc etc
s20: um. i actually kinda hated this season. but ig if i Had to choose one, itd be episode 10, the end of serialization as we know it, bc it finally ended that season ^_^ no offense to any s20 stans out there, i just thought it was so boring
s21: episode 2, put it down. tweek n craig content, gay ptide ^_^ this is also the one where we learned that tweek can sing, play piano, And bake, and we also got to see craig learn how to support tweek better, which was very sweet ^_^
s22: episode 10, bike parade. i didnt super love this season either, so its kinda a case of picking the one i wasnt bored with. plus in a way it kinda felt like one of the original episodes, it was like a lil blast from the past !
s23: episode 2, band in china ^_^ we got stans band, crimson dawn !! it was great learning more abt how stan felt abt having to move to a farm, plus butters ripping it on a guitar was so funny. and then randy did stuff too idk
s24: this season has just been the 2 specials so far, but i liked the vaccination special, episode 2 the best ^_^ bc 1, the brovorce arc started, n im rly excited to see what happens with that. and also the way it ended left me hopeful that maybe the shows gonna go back to the way it used to be a little bit <3 i also liked how we saw stan gettin really mentally ill with freaking out over the pandemic, but that mightve been in the first episode instead...
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pirateherokillian · 5 years
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Every Flight Begins With a Fall (10/10)
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Summary: Emma Swan left the chaos of Storybrooke behind ten years ago. In those ten years, Killian Jones has embraced the outlaw life that comes with being in his family. When Emma returns, the two will be thrown into a whirlwind of danger and death that will cause them to truly examine just how much being together is worth it. Rating: M Content Warnings: Graphic violence (hence the M-rating!), alcohol and drug use, reference to and implication of abortion, and minor character deaths. Chapters: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 AO3:  Current Chapter | From Beginning A/N: And so we come to the end. Thank you so very very much to everyone who has shown love and support to this story. This was my first major CS fic, so I’m very happy people were into it and loving it. Everybody who commented and left feedback, you all are the absolute best! I may not have been the best at replying to it, but I promise I saw every comment and thought and appreciated every one!
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“You’re sure you’re okay with this?”
Emma rolled her eyes and nudged at her brother’s side with the arm squished between their two bodies. It had been a question he’d repeatedly asked her since he’d first brought up the rather unconventional idea.
“Like I’ve told you a million times already, big brother…” She sighed and glanced to her right to give him a slightly impatient look before returning her attention to what loomed before them. “We may have lived here, but…” Emma frowned and shook her head slightly. “This place was never my home.”
Her attention drifted off to the side, where Killian was standing with Robin and Will. His messy hair was even messier than usual from where he had been running his hand through it. She giggled as he snatched at the cigarette Scarlet had just lit, watching as he turned and chucked it a good distance before scolding at his fellow Rapscallion.
“Not really.” Emma finally added to the end of her thought as she observed the man she loved give a very Vice President-like dressing down to Will.
David sighed dramatically, though she knew it was mostly for show than anything else. “Yeah, I know.” His attention had also shifted over the Killian and the others, and he slowly looked back to their childhood home. “It’s just…” He sighed again, this time for wistfully. “We had a lot of good times here.”
Shifting under his arm draped over her shoulder, Emma lightly patted as his stomach. “And some a lot of not so good ones.” She said pointedly and he nodded reluctantly when he glanced at her for a moment. “David, if you don’t want to do this, we don’t have to.”
“I know that too.” He nodded again. “It just doesn’t feel right to have a fresh start,” His eyes shifted over to Killian, then back to the house. “And leave this place with all its demons untouched.”
“I really don’t feel like having demons touch our child, David.” Mary Margaret said firmly, even as she smiled slightly while pressing herself against David’s other side. She had just wandered her way over from where she had been chatting with Elsa and Liam about their nine month old. She leaned forward so she could see Emma around her husband. “He getting nostalgic again?”
Emma shrugged. “You know my brother.”
Mary Margaret’s smile softened as she looked up at David. “Big sentimental softie.” She leaned up and pressed a kiss against his cheek as he blushed. Shouting from a few feet away drew all three’s attention over to where Killian was fast approaching, an annoyed looking Will being held back by a grinning Robin. “Might want to make a decision soon, honey. The natives are restless.”
“Mate, I’m not sure how much longer I can keep that idiot from his whiskey or lighting something on fire.” Killian grumbled as he stopped in front of the trio. He gave an imploring look to David. “The faster he does the latter, the sooner he gets to the former and the less of a pain in the ass he’ll be for me.”
David sighed dramatically again and gave a nod of his head. “Okay, yeah…” He stepped away from Emma and Mary Margaret, patting Killian on the shoulder as he moved by. “Scarlet, you ready to burn this fucker down?”
“Hell yeah!” Will whooped, jumping away from the hold Robin still had on him. “Bout fuckin’ time!”
As everybody else moved into place, either to help with the ‘house burning’ or to watch from a distance, Emma found herself wrapped up in Killian’s arms as he moved to stand behind her.
“They’re all bloody crazy.” He grumbled good-naturedly into her shoulder, placing a kiss there before he rested his chin a top it.
Emma smiled, rocking slightly from side to side. “And you love it.”
“Aye,” He sighed before turning her in his arms so he could look down at her affectionately. “But not as much as I love you.”
She grinned and leaned up on her toes to kiss him soundly on the lips.
A groan came from her left and they broke apart to see Liam walking up to them. “What we’re already doing is highly illegal.” He playfully nudged a bit of space between them. “We don’t need you two having sex in public to make it worse.”
Killian frowned thoughtfully. “Is it illegal when it’s the Sheriff’s idea?”
“It is when said Sheriff doesn’t file the right permits or alert the fire department it’s gonna happen.” Liam shrugged nonchalantly as he turned to take in the handiwork of his club.
“You’re awfully chummy with that sheriff, Admiral.” Emma teased.
It earned an eye roll from Liam. “Welcome to ‘new’ Storybrooke, lass.” He patted Killian on the back, starting to head in the direction of the house that already had flames licking their way across its porch. But he stopped to point at the two of them. “Try not to knock her up again when no one’s watching. Chummy may only go so far.”
Emma turned back around so she could rest against Killian’s chest. She waited until Liam was well out of earshot and everyone was fully distracted or entranced by the burning house before responding to Liam’s playful warning.
“How do we tell him it’s a bit late for that?” She whispered.
Killian snorted, bringing his hand up to rest over her stomach. “I’ve got a bottle of whiskey with his name on it.”
“Killy, Killy, Killy!” Henry suddenly came charging over from where he’d been playing with Killian’s nephews, barreling into his legs.
Letting go of Emma, Killian turned and squatted down to Henry’s eye level. “What is it lad?”
Henry’s eyes were wide and excited. “Bren doesn’t belieb you got my name on you!” He reached up and started to tug on one of Killian’s hands. “Come show him!”
Killian started to let himself be dragged away, throwing a wink and grin to Emma as he went. She smiled fondly as he scooped up her son and carried him, giggling, over to the rest of his family. She felt the same flutter in her chest she’d had when he first asked her about getting the new tattoo as she watched him pull down the collar of his shirt for his nephews, showing the word ‘Henry’ inked across the upper left side of his chest. Right over his heart.
She rested her hand on her stomach, and sighed happily, looking around at the club gathered in her childhood yard. She laughed in mild surprise as she saw David coughing out smoke from the joint he’d taken from Merlin. Smiled warmly when she saw her sister-in-law talking animatedly with Ariel and Elsa about something or other. Snorted and shook her head at how Will was pestering Regina, who stood tall and proud in her stilettos she firmly refused to take off for the occasion.
Then her eyes found Killian again. Her son had run off to play with Liam and Elsa’s children once more, and he was standing back at his full height, watching her with such a look of adoration that her heart fluttered again. Then his look shifted, a wicked grin spreading his stubbled cheeks. She tilted her head in wonder and he jerked his chin towards something behind her. Emma turned and saw his bike sitting not too far away, sitting as if waiting to go for a joy ride.
When she looked back around with her eyebrows raised, he quirked one of his own up in a mix of a question and a challenge.
Emma grinned and slowly started to step backwards to the bike, Killian throwing a playful swagger to his step as he followed after her.
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imagining-eddsworld · 6 years
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We're here for you (Eddsworld x heartbroken reader)
This actually happened to me today, and so I needed to vent it out in drabble form. SO have my.. heart… in oneshot form.
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Sounds of muffled sobbing echoed throughout the room of a young adult girl. You were clutching your phone in your hands, trembling with grief as you tried not to remember what had transpired earlier that day.
‘lol we aren’t dating.’ ‘Why the hell would you say that?!’ ‘You are my sub. I care for my sub. You know like master and pet.’
Tears escaped from your eyes. You bit your lower lip harshly, trying not to wake up the boys in the house with your crying. You had your heart broken by a long time friend who had been using you as a play thing for 7 years.
It hurt you so bad that you had thought of committing suicide at that very moment. You had been led on for 7 years by your so called friend. And yet you were going to act like it never happened and let the friend continue what he was doing to you.
A knock on your door startled you out of your thoughts. You tried to stop crying, but it got worse. “Y-yes?” You hoarsely choked out.
“Y/N? Are you ok? We’ve been hearing crying.” Edd’s voice came from the door. He sounded worried like he was in mama mode.
You didn’t wanna worry the boys so you tried to stifle your sobbing. You wiped your eyes from the tears and cradled your phone in your hands. “I’m just crying over an anime. I’m fine. Go back to sleep.”
The doorknob jiggled, and the door opened. Four boys peeked into the room, looking at the trembling figure on the bed. Each of them had worried expressions on their faces as Edd walked forwards and sat on the bed beside you.
“Y/N, what’s wrong?” Edd asked, placing a hand on your shoulder as he leaned forward to take a look at your face. He was alarmed when he saw the tears streaking down your face and your puffy red eyes. Edd immediately embraced you in a hug. “Shhhh, it’s alright. Tell me what’s wrong.”
You began to hiccup a little, clutching onto Edd’s hoody in desperation. “I got my heart broken.”
Edd narrowed his eyes. “Which one did it. I’ll kick their ass.”
You chuckled, “It wasn’t anyone here. He lives in the U.S.” You felt your heart hurting even more at the mention of him. More sobs escaped your throat.
“Who was it, Y/N?” Matt asked from the other side of you.
You let go of Edd, staring down at your hands to where the phone lay. It was still on, displaying the texts that were sent earlier today. You timidly gave it to Matt, who grabbed it and began reading it. You heard him gasp.
“Oh honey, he’s a dick. He’s a perverted son of a bitch for doing this to you.” Matt immediately gave the phone to Edd and hugged you tightly. Matt kissed you on the forehead softly.
Edd read through the texts with hatred in his eyes. He clutched the phone hard enough to break it. “That bastard…” he cursed.
You felt pathetic. You weren’t really dating, but you kinda shared intimate moments with one another so it felt like you were dating. And to have it all come crashing down because you accidentally said one wrong thing. Tears began to collect in the corner of your eyes again. “Im such an idiot.”
Matt pulled away and lifted your head up to face him. “You are not an idiot. You had no idea he would do this. You are not to blame.” Matt stated firmly.
Edd felt two sets of eyes on him, and so he looked behind himself to see Tord and Tom looking into your room in confusion. He motioned with his head to come inside as he handed one of them your phone to read as he looked sympathetically at you.
Tom and Tord both raised an eyebrow in confusion as they glanced at one another before reading the texts on the phone. They scrolled through the texts, both feeling anger consume them. Tord nearly broke your phone from how hard he was gripping it.
Both boys sat on the bed, Tord pulling you into his lap as he rest his head on yours. Tord pulled you into a hug, whispering soothing things to you in his native language.
Tom grabbed one of your hands and began to lightly trace your knuckles with his thumb. He stared at your phone in deep thought. “He doesnt deserve you.” He finally said.
“We are here for you.” They all said giving you a sense of comfort. You loved them all dearly.
“Thank you guys.”
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