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#doesn't even think about her money. he just appreciates her as a person and friends.
leaderwonim · 3 months
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𓇻 I’M A FEMINIST, OBVIOUSLY, BUT I WOULDN’T REALLY MIND HIM SAVING ME.
▸ PAIRING.. class president!yang jungwon x outcast!fem!reader
▸ SYNP. jang y/n hated yang jungwon. perfect, loved by everybody, class president yang jungwon. people only liked him because he was a man and he was charismatic. however, when she’s being picked on by the girls at school, yang jungwon comes to her rescue, and weirdly, she didn’t mind it?
▸ GENRE. enemies to lovers (it’s one sided though, yn just hates jw😭) angst, mentions of bullying, mentions of sexism, fluff
author’s note: this is based off of olivia rodrigo’s unreleased song! This was honestly so much fun to write and it took me about 3 days cause I fell violently ILL like the day after I started writing😭 As usual, REBLOGS and COMMENTS are so greatly appreciated <33
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Jang Y/N was what people called an outcast. Although she was pretty and had the grades, she heavily disliked half of her class, which in turn, didn’t exactly make her very popular.
“I hate him.” She says as she shoves a spoonful of rice into her mouth. Her only friend was her sister, Wonyoung, who told her that she shouldn’t be so negative all the time.
“Who, Jungwon?” Wonyoung asks, frowning. “Yah Y/N, you can’t hate him forever. He’s nothing but nice to you.”
“I don’t care,” Y/N mumbles angrily, putting away her lunch. “Wonyo, people only like him because he’s a man who can say a few charming words. He smiles and at least half of our class falls onto their knees or something.”
Wonyoung chokes at her sister’s comparison, and can’t help but let out a little laugh. “I’m just saying Y/nie, you can’t just despise him because he seems perfect to the naked eye. In fact, I say become friends with him. It’ll be good for you.”
Y/N shuts down the idea right away, much to Wonyoung’s dismay.
“I am just saying,” Wonyoung stands up, finished with her lunch. “I mean, don’t you find it sad? That you eat lunch everyday with your sister instead of eating with friends or a boyfriend?”
“No,” Y/N says, frowning. “I like eating lunch with you Wonyo.”
“Hm, I guess.”
The Jang sisters lock arms, strolling to their next class. They miss the longing glance that Yang Jungwon sends towards Y/N’s direction, already too far gone into the Decelis Academy hallway.
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Unfortunately for Y/N, she had her leadership class with Jungwon, where they would discuss things like student politics and how to better the school so that Decelis could stay at its rightful place of number one on private academy rankings.
It was stupid, Y/N thought, Decelis shouldn’t even be close to number one, this school was filled with a bunch of spoilt children who were obsessed with the idea of money and power.
“Is there a problem, Miss. Jang?” The teacher asks, noticing the little scoffs she was adding each time Jungwon spoke about an initiative he wanted to add.
“No,” Y/N shrugs. “I just think Yang Jungwon’s new initiative is just a waste of time. It's not going to solve anything.”
Jungwon smirks, something that Y/N so desperately wants to wipe the floor with. “Y/N, always the critic of my ideas. Very well, let’s hear your brilliant solution.”
She rolls her eyes. Of course Yang Jungwon wanted to pretend to remain civil, if he had blown up on her, it would’ve tarnish his reputation, and Yang Jungwon would be nothing without his reputation, right?
“Instead of your one-size-fits-all approach method, we need personalized mentorship programs. Each student faces unique challenges, and your initiative doesn't address that.”
Jungwon smiles. “Well I suppose you’re right. But perhaps if you actually joined the initiative, you'd understand its effectiveness.”
Y/N grits her teeth, not enjoying how much Yang Jungwon was enjoying this. “Oh, right, because following the herd blindly is the key to success? Unlike half of Decelis’ population, I prefer independent thinking.”
The boy leans closer in, face almost touching the girl. “Sometimes collaboration is the key to progress, Y/N. Try it sometime.”
The two students make eye contact until Y/N breaks, finally pulling her eyes away.
“As usual, Yang Jungwon always has to be right.” She mumbles under her breath. “God, please save me from being in this class any longer,”
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Y/N throws her backpack on the floor as soon as she steps into her house, not caring about the expensive computer her grandmother had bought her last Christmas that was stuffed inside. Her parents were in the kitchen, discussing something in hushed whispers, almost as if it was top secret.
Always being the curious child, she leans onto the wall that separated the living room and kitchen, trying to make out what the topic was about.
“I’m just worried honey,” she can hear her mom say as her dad rubs her back comfortingly. “Y/N doesn’t have a lot of friends at that school, Wonyoung told me about it. You know she only hangs out with her sister and that’s it?”
“I mean, is it really that bad that she only hangs out with Wonyoung? She’s always been quiet, I think we’ve just got to respect that. She’s an excellent student anyway, there’s no harm in having little friends.”
Although her parents truly just wanted the best for her, Y/N felt like a complete loser by how they were going about it.
She quickly rushed to her room, biting her lip in annoyance at how everybody seemed to have an opinion about her life. She was happy with how it was going, and she didn’t care that her only friend was her sister, Wonyoung was a sweetheart and lived with her, it was a built in best friend for life.
“Just you wait,” Y/N huffs, sharpening her pencil. “I’m gonna go to university, leave this place, and I won’t have to hear about any of these kids ever again.”
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Y/N woke up the next day with a red eye, probably from crying last night despite telling herself she didn’t care.
She cared, a lot.
Romanticizing being alone was fun until she realized that she was truly all alone, with no friends to lean on.
“Is that Jang Y/N?”
Park Jiwon. The devil herself. She was evil as she was pretty, and she had no problem making Y/N’s life a living hell.
“Where’s Wonyoung? Did your own sister finally get tired of you?” Her little group of minions laugh as if it was the funniest thing ever, and Y/N tries and stops herself from giving them all a swing to the face.
“No, but I’m sure you’re used to that feeling, right Jiwon?”
“Oh you little b—”
“Jiwon, you can’t hit her! You’ll get suspended and it’ll go on your permanent record.” Her friend says, which makes the girl straighten up right away.
“You’re lucky Jang,” the girl snarls. “But yah, what were you thinking? Talking back to Jungwon? He’s so smart and handsome, dedicating his time to make initiatives for the school. You should be more grateful.”
She and her minions get so close that they practically push Y/N back onto the locker, suffocating her with their glares.
“Hey, what’s going on here?” The voice of Jungwon doesn’t go unnoticed by a single girl, who, all but Y/N, straighten up their hair when they realize he’s behind them.
“We’re just talking, right Y/N?” Jiwon says, pinching onto the girl tightly.
“Really? It doesn’t seem like it.” Jungwon rolls his eyes. “Park Jiwon, don’t make me give you detention for picking on other students. It doesn’t make you attractive.”
The girl gasps, immediately letting Y/N go as her face heats up in embarrassment.
“I wasn’t—”
“Just go.” With one point of a finger, Yang Jungwon got Park Jiwon and her minions out of the hallway, leaving Y/N and him alone.
“You okay?” He asks her, eyes concerned.
“Thank you,” she breathes out. “You didn’t have to do that.”
“Why didn’t I?” He raises his eyebrows. “You were getting picked on.”
“Well, I’m not the nicest to you.” The girl says, suddenly embarrassed. “At all, actually. So thank you Jungwon, really.”
“Ah,” the boy smiles. “It’s nothing. I don’t hate you if that’s what you think, I think you have a brilliant mind just like me.”
And for the first time since she’s stepped into the school, Jang Y/N finds herself liking Yang Jungwon, and not just for his looks.
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“Y/N!” The loud voice of Yang Jungwon doesn’t go by Wonyoung, who gives her sister a smirk as she slightly pushes back her shoulder.
“Wonder why he’s coming,” she teases, which makes Y/N scrunch up her nose in annoyance.
“Would you like to come with me to this new bread place?” He asks, hands on his knees as he catches his breath. “Sorry—I ran all the way from the cabinet office to here.”
“It’s alright,” Y/N giggles, which makes Wonyoung’s eyes pop out of their sockets because she swears she never heard that sound coming from her sister’s mouth before. “I’d love to Jungwon.”
“Great! I’ll uh.. I’ll see you later!”
Wonyoung turns to face Y/N as soon as Jungwon leaves, giving her the biggest grin ever. “What was that?!”
“Let’s just say, I don’t hate Yang Jungwon anymore.” Y/N smiles, laughing as she watches Wonyoung’s jaw practically drop to the ground.
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“It’s cold, isn’t it?” Jungwon says as he and Y/N walk to the new bread place.
“Yes,” Y/N puffs out, “I should’ve brought a jacket.”
Before she knew it, Jungwon already takes off his jacket and wraps it around the girl’s shoulder.
“Jungwon,” she whines, “then you’ll be cold!”
“It’s alright really!” He laughs, giving her a big smile. “I’m practically invincible to cold. Was just asking because you seemed to be freezing.”
“You’re sweet,” she says, looking down at her feet. “I feel really guilty for trying to one up up all the time or prove you wrong. I just hate it, you know?”
“Hate what?”
“You might not realize it but a lot of people don’t want to hear what I say because I’m a woman, and that’s it. Just because I’m a woman. Like sometimes, I have ideas just as brilliant and changing as yours, but everybody says I’m complaining and over analyzing. When you say it, with your handsome face and clear voice, everybody’s suddenly entranced, and they’re so interested in school politics.”
“So you think I’m handsome?”
Y/N rolls her eyes, pushing back Jungwon slightly as he laughs.
“I’m kidding, Y/N. I know what you mean now. I’m sorry that I can’t change how people view and perceive things, but I want you to know that I listen to your ideas, that I care. You might not realize this either but whenever you’re talking, I always listen. Like your initiative about bringing better programs into the school, I listened through the whole thing because I just—I’m inlove with the way you articulate things and the way you speak. If I was half as good at speaking my mind like you were, I’d be unstoppable. You’re a great person, Y/N, and I’m so glad I’m able to see that.”
The way Yang Jungwon speaks about her makes Y/N want to cry and smother him in a hug, which she does a second later by bringing him into a bone crushing hug.
“Thank you Jungwon.” She says, face in his neck. “Thank you.”
“Of course.” He feels like he’s out of breath by how close the two of them were, his heartbeat racing by each second that passed. “I’d do anything for you, Y/N.”
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“Hey!” Y/N is practically used to seeing Yang Jungwon come up to her everyday now, the two even spending lunch together every two days.
“What’s up Yang?” She says, noticing a packet of papers in his hand.
“You know your feedback on my initiative? Your personalized mentorship program idea! The headmaster really liked it and he’s implementing it starting next semester with your name as the credit on it!”
Y/N’s eyes widen in joy, shrieking as her hands unconsciously come in contact with Jungwon’s, the two holding both of each other’s hands tightly as they jumped in happiness.
“You’re amazing Yang Jungwon!” She says giddily, “you really are.”
The two of them stop to stare at one another for a brief second before Jungwon finds himself leaning in, closing the gap between their lips.
When they pull away, the smiles on their faces never fades, Jungwon’s dimple ever so prominent.
“I love you,” Y/N breathes out. “My wonderful class president.”
And although Y/N is a feminist, obviously, she wouldn’t mind a man like Yang Jungwon saving her, for he taught her what love was like, and that she should never ever settle for less.
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jazzycarethnot · 3 months
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So while you and Alastor are in your mutual yearning situationship (like- you like Alastor and is super oblivious to him liking you and vice versa), I like to imagine that the rest of them know and MAKE BETS.
It started off as just Charlie shipping you two (secretly, of course) and Vaggie disagreeing, then Husk overhears and- naturally- offers to bet money on it.
Now everyone is involved in the betting pool of your "Will They, Won't They?"ness.
🌟 Charlie doesn't have a specific idea who admits to who first and isn't as involved in the betting as everyone else, but she definitely pulls some strings to get you two closer together.
🌟~°---🏨---°~🌟
"Hey, (Y/N)! I promised Al that I'd help him with something but me and Vaggie are gonna be- uh- passing out posters! Can you help him out instead?"
🌟~°---🏨---°~🌟
You get the gist.
❌ Vaggie personally doesn't think either of you will admit first because you're both so stubborn! And yes- she even bet money on it.. begrudgingly. She does help Charlie with getting you two together though, even if she believes it's none of her business.
🥃 Husk started the betting AND he knows Alastor pretty well, that being said- He believes that Al would admit first. He mainly thinks that because "The dude's a showboat and attention hog, he's always got to be the first one to the punch."
🧹 Niffty agrees with Husk but not for the same reasoning, she is a firm believer in thinking that the men (if you're a woman, that is, if you aren't she'll still think Alastor should admit first because he's Alastor! He has no excuse not to!) should make the first move. She's not subtle about it at all around Alastor either
🧹~°---🏨---°~🧹
"So! When's the marriage?!"
"Wha-"
"Can I be the flower girl?!"
🧹~°---🏨---°~🧹
Of course she will but that's further in the future!
💖 Angel Dust is betting on his best friend! You! Also- he really like money so he'd appreciate it if you just suck it up and admit it already, pretty please?
(🐍 If Pentious is in the hotel at the time, he'd also put a bet on Alastor because of course he has the same "traditional" reasoning as Niffty.)
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certifiedcodbabygirl · 2 months
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Hi Sweet🖤
could I please request some Bodyguard!Price x Socialite chubby f!reader?
• He's late 30's, she's mid - late 20's
• despite being a socialite, reader is anything but social. She's introverted house plant with hobbies including being alone and keeping to herself.
• She's been through bodyguards before , because she hated being treated like a daft rich person so Price comes in under the impression she's spoilt and impossible until he sees a whole different story.
• Price goes from 'I'm gonna hate her guts' to 'I want to be in her guts'
• Please add forced proximity (living together), and give them that teeeension 🥺
• nsfw is 1000% welcome if you're keen.
There's no rush for this at all if you decide to do it, whenever is convenient for you is fine by me. Please write this however you feel is most comfortable to you. I'll appreciate it all the same 🫰🏼
Thank you🥀
Sorry this is late!
At first he doesn't like you. Flat out. Retiring early from the military caused him to need a sort of transition job so he figured he'd take on being a bodyguard. He definitely has the credentials, so why not?
He's not a fan of rich people, but hey, money is money. What he wasn't expecting was to be set up with a pretty thing like you. It almost made it worse. He figured, given your lifestyle, that you'd be like the others.
You're quiet, direct, and come off a stuck up. You never keep conversation going, and he doesn't bother to finish. It's his job. He keeps you safe. That is all he is required to do.
It all changes when you go to a social gathering, a political part to celebrate a successful election as of late. He hadn't seen you in a social setting before until now. You're just like how you are at home; Quiet, reserved, not talking unless needed to.
He realizes your behavior towards him isn't one of defiance, or being stuck up, but one of nature. He realizes it's possible social anxiety. It would make sense. You were pressured from a young age to be surrounded by people, standards higher for you than other people, every movement being watched.
His attitude towards you changes almost immediately. He makes you tea (or whatever drink you like most) for you before you wake up. He watches tv with you in the living room, allowing you to warm up to his presence in a more comfortable way. Conversation starts slowly, but eventually you become close. You apologize for being so closed off and unwelcoming at the beginning, but he reassures you that he understands and came to realize you just needed time.
It isn't until around 8 months that he begins to notice you. He walks by your room to the guest room (basically his now) when he hears a whimper from yours. It doesn't sound like pain, but he pauses outside your door just incase. It isn't until he slows his breathing that he notices the soft buzzing coming through the door. Your whimpers sound more strained, trying to keep quiet but you let out a moan as you gently swipe the vibrator over your clit. You turn it off, panicked that he may have heard you, but turn it back on when you notice there's no noise.
He stays for your climax, unable to move if he wanted. His cock is restrained in his boxers, painfully tight. You sound so pretty as you cum, he can't help but his heads feels all fuzzy. He quickly walks to the guest room, not even bothering to quiet his footsteps. He cums so hard that night, imagining your pretty lips wrapped around him. All spread out below him, pussy gripping his like a fucking vice.
A month passes by since that night and he can't help but get hard every time your hand brushes against his arm, unable to keep his mind off of if that's the hand you used. He excuses himself every time to go wait for his cock to soften before being around you again. It gets to a point where you begin to think he doesn't enjoy being around you.
He overhears you talking to a friend on the phone about how he's been distant. You admit to her that you like him and don't understand why he's acting like this again. His stomach sinks a little when he realizes it's upsetting you, but he walks away before you see him.
Later that night, he hears the buzzing coming from your room again, but it's different this time. Your whimpers come out as pants, his name tumbling from your mouth as you begin to feel the knot in your stomach form. He groans and pushes the door open. You yelp and try to cover yourself but he yanks the blanket from you, pulling you to the edge of the bed by your ankles.
"You been hidin this from me, love?" He taunts, spreading your legs and taking a look at your pussy, "Look at how wet she is. Why're you hidin her from me? It's okay, I'll treat her good" He says before getting on his knees and showing you how much he wants you.
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wooyoong · 11 months
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🧸 freya's recent bts reads (& recs)
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disclaimer : there's atleast one fic for each member, but i am yet to widen my spectrum, so you will find less vmin + jin fics. that also doesn't mean i don't like reading them, lol.
note : fic titles labelled with a * mark are series. minors please stay away, strictly. almost all fics here are 18+ !!
— also, i am @sugarwithtea 😭 incase you wanted to check out my writing blog then.
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KIM SEOKJIN
* 9 months to fall in love by @floralseokjin (s2l, accidental pregnancy au, 18+)
It seems like everyone around you is either already in love, or in the process of falling, and while normally you couldn’t give a damn, finding out the co-worker you’ve had a teensy crush on is dating someone else at the office seems to sucker punch you right in the gut. It’s stupid, and you’re irritated at yourself, but you can’t seem to shake out of the funk you’ve fallen face first in.
Feeling lonely and heartsore, and mad for no reason, during drinks with your best friend you spot a man at the bar. Tequila confident, you make your way over to the stranger, and successfully one thing leads to another. The next morning you leave before he’s woken up, feeling satisfied in one way, but still as discontented as ever. Telling yourself it was an inebriated mistake, you quickly try to forget about it.
Only, three weeks later that night comes back to haunt you – in a very unescapable way…
* For Love & Money by @jimlingss (s2l, forced marriage au)
For love, you foolishly lied to yourself. For money, you married a stranger.
MIN YOONGI
* Till Death Do Us Part by @colormepurplex2 (e2l, arranged marriage au, mafia au, 18+)
Marital bliss isn't always a guarantee, especially when you find yourself marrying into the family responsible for your own family's demise. Sometimes, marriage is just a game of kill or be killed. Even when there is love involved, bullets still hurt.
Sinful Lust by @oddinary4bts (ft. jungkook, threesome au, 18+)
in an attempt to spice up your bedroom life with your boyfriend Min Yoongi, you suggest bringing another man into the action. Yoongi seems reluctant at first, but when you mention his friend Jeon Jungkook, he can’t deny his attraction. All that’s left to do is to convince Jungkook into participating...
* The Truth Between Us by @jimlingss and @gukyi (e2l, multiple aus, 18+)
a book deal should be the most exciting time of your life, but there seems to be a constant and omnipresent damper on your mood in the form of a certain min yoongi, who you would just cut out from your life, if he weren’t your editor. but then, the world shifts beneath your feet, and you begin to wonder if maybe you’ve always been looking at life from the wrong angle.
* Playing With Fire by @/chanyeolly (ao3) (e2l, idol au, 18+)
Yoongi hates you. Or at least, he thinks he does.
AKA
Y/N works for BigHit and Yoongi is bad at dealing with his feelings.
JUNG HOSEOK
Brevity (But Most Often Not) by @threeletterslife (ft. jimin, s2?, psychopath hoseok)
All your life, you've been with guys who didn't bother to read the news or appreciate the art form of journalism. But Hoseok... Even the way he carefully chooses his words is a sign that you and he are a match. If only he weren't in a dilapidating psychiatric hospital. Then maybe you'd have a proper boyfriend who treated you right for once.
* Arranged by @obiwrites (ao3) (arranged marriage au, 18+)
If you thought entering an arranged marriage with the person you love would be a dream, you were in for a rude awakening. Jung Hoseok was far from the doting husband you’d dreamed of and most of it could be chalked up to the fact that he was in love with his best friend. And you are without a shadow of a doubt, not her.
But what happens when Hoseok starts to realize he doesn’t want you to be her? That there might be more than meets the eye with you?
Fake Love by @aquaminwrites (e2l, fake dating au, 18+)
Every year, your family spends the holidays at your parents’ cottage in the country. Freshly single and not wanting to be picked apart by your family for being alone, you decide to recruit one of your friends to pretend to be your boyfriend. The only available volunteer? Your brother Namjoon’s roommate, Hoseok. Only problem? He absolutely hates your guts.
* Jungle Park by @jimlingss (coworker au, amnesia au)
The equation is simple. Hoseok needs to hire someone. You need a job. Except like any actual equation, it’s not fucking simple at all! Not when you have to add the fact that he was forced to hire someone he doesn’t want in his office, he has little respect for your job in general, and oh yeah...once upon a time you might have—*CENSORED*.
KIM NAMJOON
Not Another Holiday Romance by @kpopfanfictrash (s2l, one night stand au, holiday au, 18+)
You, a perpetually alone (and utterly cynical) movie director, are sent to the town of Snow Falls, Middle-of-Nowhere for your latest film assignment. Stuck in holiday hell until the new year, you’re determined to get in and get out with minimal damage to your Grinch reputation. That is, until a ridiculously gorgeous (and young?!) town historian is assigned to help with your film. Suddenly, you find yourself the heroine of one of those corny romances you direct – and are discovering they might not be so corny after all.
* My Feet to Follow, and My Heart to Hold by @daechwitatamic (r2l, college au, 18+)
You know a lot about the many types of love thanks to Kim Taehyung. You love him as the only person you see as “family”, you love him as your very best friend, and you love him as the beautiful, funny man he’s become. But when a twist of fate during your senior year has you rooming with his good friend Kim Namjoon, you just might find that you have plenty left to learn about love. 
The Wedding Arrangement by @/sugalights (ao3) / @sugaurora (s2e2l, fwb au, 18+)
You are in love with your best friend, the only man who matters, Kim Seokjin.
Unfortunately, he's just gotten engaged to someone who isn’t you. Even more unfortunately, he expects you to help plan the wedding alongside Kim Namjoon, his other best friend and, based on your first meeting, just another judgemental jerk.
Putting aside your distaste for the sake of your friend’s happiness, you both set about giving Seokjin the wedding of his dreams. Following a rough and satisfying affair at the caterer’s, you strike an unusual deal: you and Namjoon will be enemies with benefits until the wedding is over. And after six months of wedding planning, you both just might learn that weddings aren’t usually the end, but a brand new beginning.
PARK JIMIN
* Maybe Me by @jiminrings (single dad au, s2l)
summary: maybe it’s stupid of jimin to take on everything at once, all by himself. maybe it’s rash of him to book a long-term stay at a luxury hotel, even if it comes with a family discount. but maybe, just maybe, jimin would have nothing to lose and everything to gain if he lets you in.
KIM TAEHYUNG
Always the Bridesmaid by @kookingtae (e2l, holiday au, 18+)
When you first meet Kim Taehyung, you’re determined to find every reason you can to hate him—or maybe he’s just looking for ways to get on your last nerve. But when a turn of events has the two of you working the wedding of the man you’re hopelessly in love with, you’re too late to realize the real reason to hate Kim Taehyung is because of the latest column he’s secretly writing: “Always the Bridesmaid, Never the Bride”, and it’s all about you.
JEON JUNGKOOK
* Take A Chance by @crystaljins (hanahaki au, coworker au)
You should have known the second your business partner asked you to plan his best friend’s wedding as a favour that it was going to be nothing but trouble. Especially when it turns out he’s in love with said best friend. And dying of a deadly disease because of it.
on the road (to you) by @cupofteaguk (f2l, road trip au)
as a young adult, one of the strangest revelations is the discovery that peers of yours from past fragile college years are getting married. so imagine your shock and excitement upon receiving a wedding invitation. there are, however, two problems: (1) you are a poor early-20s recently employed adult just beginning to adjust to your 401k plan, and (2) the only available ride to the wedding comes in the form of Jeon Jungkook—friend of a friend, attendee to that aforementioned wedding, and your old college crush. 
Sinful Lust by @oddinary4bts (ft. yoongi, threesome au, 18+)
in an attempt to spice up your bedroom life with your boyfriend Min Yoongi, you suggest bringing another man into the action. Yoongi seems reluctant at first, but when you mention his friend Jeon Jungkook, he can’t deny his attraction. All that’s left to do is to convince Jungkook into participating...
Accidental Roommates by @jjkeverlast (r2l, single dad au, 18+)
moving apartments is stressful and difficult enough as it is. all the planning and packing and multiple moments of rearranging furniture; all you crave is peace.
yet it seemed like peace was far within reach as the owner of the apartment had left out one tiny crucial detail from the ad — a ripped tattooed adonis, coupled, with a tiny baby daughter will come as your roommate.
Rivers Over Stones by @ichorai (e2l, godparents au, 18+)
you hated jungkook the minute you laid eyes on him. the only reason why he was still in your life was because you both shared a goddaughter, hana. but everything changed unexpectedly when the two of you become her caretakers and you’re forced to live under the same roof. suddenly, you find yourself hating him just a bit less. or more, but who’s keeping track?
* Ego by @suga-kookiemonster (s2l, fwb au, 18+)
what’s a girl to do when her sweet, innocent baby lab partner isn’t quite so sweet and innocent? well, he’s a grown-ass man, and you’re about to learn that the hard way.
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— a bit of these have not been completed by me, leading to no feedback yet but i know these are good haha!
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dangerouslyknown · 1 month
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Hi! Please do headcanons for gojo like you did Higuruma x
Satoru Gojo Headcanons 💎
A/N: Thanks for the request! My JJK obsession is hitting like a truck. I hope I delivered these Gojo headcanons well, mwah
Contents/Warnings: General headcanons, relationship headcanons both SFW & NSFW. Reader/partner is referred as "his S/O" or by they/them so gn!reader
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General Headcanons
He used to play Moviestarplanet. He was sooo popular too. He had lots of friends and he made the silliest movies/artbooks which people loved
He likes to sing and usually he sings whatever is stuck in his head on random occasions, without really trying to sound good
...but oh boy if you ever get the chance to do actual karaoke with him... He sings beautifully when he puts the effort in. What a gorgeous voice, it almost surprises everyone
He goes crazy about Lady Gaga's songs and he loves to do silly little performances whenever he hears any of her songs
Gojo is also a Swiftie???
Somehow I feel like he is TERRIBLE when it comes to spending money. He hasn't had a day in his life where he had to worry about financial stuff, so...
He's the type of guy buy an expensive ice cream machine, then accidentally break it and buy a new one like it's nothing
He used to troll people online as a teen...
Actually, he probably still does it for the heck of it. He isn't one to do anything super offensive, but he enjoys messing with people
SFW Relationship headcanons
He hasn´t been in many relationships in his life, mostly because he rarely lets anyone close. Bro has trust issues :(
He dislikes being vulnerable in front of others, but his S/O is who he shows his true self. It is not something to take lightly
He KNOWS he is attractive and it flatters his ego when he is complimented on it, but if one wants to win his heart, you need to go deeper than that. He wants a person who truly appreciates him beyond looks
His love language is gift giving. He will gift his S/O anything they desire, and it´s his way of showing he cares. He gets excited like a kid in a candy store when he brings his S/O something and waits for them to open the gift
Most of the time it doesn't even have to be anything expensive. Of course he likes to spoil his S/O, but sometimes he just sees something small, which reminds him of them and he decides to buy it
Then, his unofficial love language is being annoying. He would ask "would you still love me if I was a worm" and whatnot
Related to that, he would act all smug and probably provoke arguments with his S/O just to entertain himself (but he's not malicious about it of course!)
When he sees something romantic, he would say "Ewww, sappy romance stuff" and then do exactly those things in private
He likes to show off with his relationship? Y'know, like posting about it in social media and PDA
This also ties to when he holds great pride in the thought that he's able to protect them no matter what. Maybe he's also a bit jealous and likes to show others that his S/O truly is his, and only his
Looooves to dress in matching clothing with his S/O!
Also, if he'd play online games with his S/O, he'd definitely want to do matching usernames (Sometimes it'd be cringe, but that's a part of why he loves doing it)
(NSFW under the cut)
NSFW Relationship headcanons
Leans towards being more kinky tbh
This man likes to have fun, okay? He is super adventurous in the bedroom. He's always coming up with new ideas for his S/O and him to try, and he usually is the one to initiate
He'd love to bring in ropes, blindfolds, toys of all kind and everything you could think of. He wants to use them on his S/O, but isn't against the idea being toys or ropes used on him either blindfolds wouldn't even work on him though
He´s a fan of playing with the dynamics. The vibes he gives is 50% pillow princess and 50% daddy, so there's never a dull moment when he switches up things with his S/O
He lives for teasing in the bedroom. You are not going to get anything easily from his arrogant ass: If he's a sub, he's going to be a brat. If he's a top, you need to beg him
He is capable of being serious during intimate time, but most of the time there's going to be funny and goofy moments
I could 100% see him doing something like slapping his dick against his S/O's face, then grin. At the same time it's hot but it's also hilarious (in his opinion)
Speaking of his cock, I think it's bigger than average. Length is impressive, then girth is more average-ish
Definitely very vocal during sex. He will not shut up whether it's whimpers or dirty talk
I think he loves to fuck his S/O from behind. He loves to kiss the back of their neck, their shoulders and all over their back while going at it
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not sure if you’ve touched on this before hint i’ve been curious lately: does edward actually like alice and bella or does he just appreciate their gifts? i’m not quite sure how to explain it but the more i think about it, the less alice seems like the kind of person edward would like. she seems to be more self-interested and cunning than the saint-like characters edward typically reveres. i’ve been wondering if their bond is less about a genuine like for each other and more about an understanding of each other's gifts.
i know edward's attraction to bella as a person vs her silent mind has been discussed before. do you think edward would've fallen for bella if she were more like characters like rosalie and jessica? for instance, assuming her mind were still closed off to him, would edward still have found bella fascinating if he perceived her to be vain and materialistic?
This is part of why I'm less interested in the gifts stuff that a lot of other people. I think it does muddy the waters with things like this. Like, are Edward and Alice actually compatible as siblings/friends or is it just like "you're the only one who understands because our author gave us these specific gifts?" And at the end of the day maybe it doesn't super matter; they DO have those gifts and it DOES help them understand one another so what it would be like without them only really matters if you're writing some All Human AU that removes the supernatural. In their world, compatibility with gifts is a thing, and probably just as valid as other kinds of compatibility and sympathy.
It is interesting that Edward thinks Rose is selfish and vain but loves Alice, when you know if it were Rosalie spending all this money on clothes they only wear once and throwing parties he would see it as another sign of her poor moral character. But part of it may be that Alice and Edward are different enough that they don't annoy each other in the same way Rose and Edward do. Both of them are more melancholy, more negative, more judgmental. Alice is more fun and happy and extroverted so Edward probably doesn't see his own flaws in her the same way he does in Rose (although they can be similar, too, in their sort of manipulative "I know best" dealings).
With Bella I think the gifts thing is even more of a factor. I mean if he could hear Bella's thoughts he'd be getting a lot of "Edward is SO hot" because that's what her narration is in the book, and I don't know that he's find that any different than how Jessica or whoever thinks about him. But because he can't read her mind, he's able to project on her, and also interpret her choices and actions in flattering ways rather than negative ways as he does with most people. And like I get it. I certainly think things I wouldn't say or do. I'm very patient and helpful at my job at the library, for example, but in my head when I see certain people coming and asking for help I'm like "ugggggh not THIS person" and "why can't you do this yourself?!?!" so if Edward were reading my mind he might be like "oh she's not as nice as she seems, she's two-faced, what a scoundrel!" when it's really just . . . being human?
If Bella's behavior was more like Rose and Jessica but Edward couldn't read her mind, that would be interesting. I guess if she also still smelled delicious he might fall for her, and then make up flattering explanations or excuses for the behaviors he doesn't like in others. "She just moved here/she's lonely/she misses her mother/she will grow out of it/whatever" when he's not willing/able to extend that same grace to Jessica because he can read her mind and judges her on her thoughts.
And this isn't me badmouthing Edward; I'm sure it WOULD be genuinely hard NOT to judge people when you're hearing what they are thinking all the time. That's going to flavor your perceptions of people in a major way. But I do think it's not really a fair or accurate view of a person, because what we DO and SAY matters more than what we think. We can have bad thoughts and re-direct them. We can think something mean and choose not to say it. We can internally grumble but do the Right Thing anyway.
I also think having the first two people he spent any time with being the uncommonly "good" Carlisle (super compassion!) and Esme (unconditional love) probably didn't help Edward get a realistic picture of what most people's thoughts are like. Judging a teenager's developing brain against a centuries-old compassion-motivated vampire doctor isn't gonna be a fair comparison. "Carlisle would never think like that" sure but he's also been actively choosing to fight baser instincts for hundreds of years, and Jessica's a 17-year-old navigating social cliques and history exams. They are not the same.
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gemini-sensei · 6 months
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Hear me out... (unedited)
Reader just broke up with her boyfriend. She's sad about it, yeah, mostly because she's been looking for "the one." All she's ever wanted was to marry the love of her life and have a family with them, but it's slowly starting to feel like that is impossible as everyone she's gone out with has either said she isn't their type or things don't end well. Case and point, her most recent ex who found someone else...
Reader feels a little hopeless. As her friends start to make families of their own, she feels even worse. She's there for them as they go through pregnancy and have their babies, being an aunt to their kids and a babysitter when her friends want to have a night out. She loves the little ones, but at the same time, she feels cheated out of the life she wanted for herself.
Hawk, her best friend, watches from the sidelines and doesn't know what to do. He takes her out in an attempt to forget about it, distracts her mind from it all. The one time they got drunk, she swore up and down about how her ex made so many empty promises to her and how upset she was when he left because she thought he was the one. Why couldn't he have been the one?
She cried in Hawk's arms before throwing up on the bar floor. After that, he decided that drinking wasn't the best distraction. So they did other things... like play video games and go sight seeing and practice karate.
Reader appreciates everything he does for her. He's the best and she always tells him as much.
It's when Yasmine is pregnant that she comes to a realization. Well, Moon helps her get there.
As the two women are leaving Yasmine and Demetri's home, Reader says something about how she can't wait to have all of this; the lush house, the loving partner, a baby on the way. It's not the first time they've talked about this.
"Why wait at all?" Moon asks.
Reader sighs. "I don't know. I'm still trying to find that special someone, you know?"
"They're not worth waiting on if you're ready for a baby," Moon tells her. It's quiet for a moment, Reader a little warm in the cheeks. "Reader, we all know how long you've wanted a family. Sometimes it's all you talk about. Just skip the search for someone and go for the baby. No one said you had to actually have a partner to have a baby."
Reader looks at her, a little stunned. She knew single women had babies all the time, through whatever means led them to that path in life, but she never considered it for herself. She blinks and licks her lips, smiling. "I'll have to think about it."
Moon giggles. "Definitely think it over."
And she does. Reader thinks about it for months before she comes to a decision.
The first person she tells is Hawk.
"I've decided I'm gonna have a baby," she tells him.
He laughs. "We all knew this about you."
"No, I mean soon. I'm gonna get pregnant soon and have a baby, Hawk." He looks at her questionably because he's known her plan all their lives: meet the person of her dreams first, then start a family. Sitting with her in his lonely apartment, he knows she's single as fuck. She knows he knows this and goes on to elaborate. "I'm tired of waiting for someone to love me enough to have a baby with me. I'm just gonna do it myself."
"Okay, but that's a lot more responsibility put on you," he says, concerned and only looking out for her best interest.
She nods. "I know. I've thought through all of it. I know what I'm doing."
He stares at her and sees how determined she is in this decision. Whether he thinks her doing this on her own isn't the best idea or not, he knows he won't be able to change her mind. "Okay. So are you gonna go to a sperm bank and tell them you want a donation?"
"No," she says and he almost chokes on air.
"What?"
"That's too expensive," she tells him. "I can spend that money on something a lot better. I mean, who knows how much I'd waste if it doesn't take the first or second or even third time, you know? I'm just gonna find a tinder hookup and go from there."
Now he puts his foot down in protest. "No. No way, Reader. For someone who's put a lot of thought into this, that is the worst way to go. I mean, you could meet someone dangerous or someone that you don't want to get you pregnant. Just save up for the clinic."
"I don't want to wait for that," she tells him, looking at him rather cross. But it's more out of desperation than being angry. "What other choice do I have?"
He says it before he thinks it through. "You have me."
She stares at him stunned. "What?"
He swallows hard but committs to it. "Reader, I don't want you getting hurt. I mean, all I want is for you to be happy. I'd do anything for you. I'd kill for you and you know that. So why not this?"
She sits silently and listens, then asks, "You'd really do this for me?"
"I'd do this with you," he tells her. He takes her hand and squeezes it. "Then you wouldn't have to do this alone and the kid can have both parents around."
She smiles.
"This is what best friends are for, right?"
She laughs and hugs him, nearly knocking him over. "You're the most amazing best friend ever!"
They hold each other for a moment longer than maybe what was necessary, then pull away from each other. He smiles at her a little cheeky.
"So, should I go get a turkey baster?"
He hits him on the arm. "Shut up! And no!" She sits shyly for a moment, cheeks growing hot. "That's another reason I didn't wanna use a clinic... I still want the have the whole... involved experience."
His eyes darken and he licks his lips. "Oh, I see."
He puts a hand on her thick thigh and squeezes it. She giggles nervously and puts her hand on his.
"Now isn't the time," she tells him, quickly explaining, "I'm not ovulating."
"We could still practice," he offers, wearing a cheeky smile.
She bites her lip and nods. "Yeah, a little practice wouldn't hurt."
They move to his bedroom, where their friendship takes on a whole new meaning. As he holds her pudgy waist and pounds her from behind, he silently hopes it takes some time for her to get pregnant because it's the best sex he's ever had. She moans and curls her fingers into the sheets, also wishing the same thing.
And even when they're cuddling in his sheets after their practice run, they're blind to the fact that this changes everything. But it does at least open up their hearts to the truth that's been there all along: they've been each other's meant to be for a long time. They just don't realize it yet, just like they haven't all these years they've been friends.
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silverynight · 7 months
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Benefits and privileges
When Tanjirou wakes up, the mist hashira is in his room again. It's early in the morning so he knows Nezuko is back in her box.
He moves in order to sit on the ground and notices the way Tokito is staring at him, although Tanjirou has gotten used to his personality in the past days.
"Hi, Tokito-san!" He grins. "Do you want to have breakfast with me?"
The mist hashira nods, but this time he rises from the floor, opens the door and gives instructions to someone in the hallway.
Tanjirou is a little bit curious and he's about to ask what's going on when someone gets inside with a LOT of food. Everything looks absolutely delicious.
At first he thinks perhaps Tokito is like the love hashira and has a huge appetite, but the man puts almost all the food on Tanjirou's side of the table.
"Thanks!" Good thing he's really hungry that morning. Although they have never served him that amount of food. Actually, everything looks even more delicious than the other day.
As soon as they leave them alone, Tokito gets closer to him.
"You're a very low rank in the Corps," that's the first thing he says to Tanjirou, making the redhead nod in embarrassment.
"I know," he mumbles. "But I'll train everyday to–"
"You could rank up faster, you know?"
"Really?" Tanjirou turns his head to look at him, already invested in whatever he's going to say. Maybe Tokito wants to share a training technique with him?
The mist hashira smiles back at him; he has a fond expression on his face.
"Absolutely. You just have to marry a hashira."
Tanjirou knows Tokito doesn't joke so he doesn't laugh, but he does blush and smiles nervously back at him. It's obvious he has no idea that's pretty much impossible for him, he's not... He knows no one is interested in him, at least in that way.
"Thanks for the advice, but–"
"Listen, Tanjirou," Tokito cuts him off, getting even closer. "There are a lot of benefits that come with being one of the Pillars' husband. You'll receive the same training as a tsuguko, all the kakushi and other slayers have to treat you the same way they treat a hashira, you'll get better food, better equipment... You'll get the best swordsmiths. Your sister will be welcome anywhere..."
"That sounds really great," Tanjirou cuts him off, knowing his face is still red. "But I don't think they want to marry me. Although I thank you for–"
"I'll marry you," Tokito offers, eyes glimmering with excitement. It's weird to see him showing any kind of emotion, but in a good way.
Tanjirou scratches his cheek nervously; his face feels like is burning still.
"I appreciate it, but you don't have to do that for me."
"I want to," Tokito says immediately, getting a little bit desperate. He grabs Tanjirou's hands with his. "You can be my husband."
Wow. Tokito sure is a good person and a good friend; offering him to do that just to help Tanjirou. The redhead is very touched by his gesture.
"I honestly don't want to ruin your chances with another per–"
"I make more money than you!" The mist hashira says suddenly. "I know that's something that people like... I've heard it before..."
"Yeah, but I'm not–"
"Nezuko can have anything she wants!" Tokito insists, pulling Tanjirou into a hug and nuzzling against his cheek. "I'll tell them to prepare a special room for her in my estate. She'll be safe there."
That's honestly very tempting. Tanjirou looks back at the wooden box in the room and imagines her running around happily in a place that no one can hurt her.
Blushing, Tanjirou hopes he's not taking advantage of Tokito's friendship when he says: "Maybe a cute kimono for her? She always wanted one."
"Anything."
If the mist hashira is willing to do that for him, then the least Tanjirou can do is to make him happy or try to.
"Are you sure about this?"
"Yes." He replies without hesitation.
"Okay, let's get married then!"
The smile on Tokito's face is so wide, but he looks good when he's happy. He leans to kiss Tanjirou's face before pressing his lips against the redhead's quickly.
"I'll let Oyakata-sama know."
Alright... It seems he's getting married soon.
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could you give more information on hyo? we all know bada + bebe because they’re of course real but since hyo is an oc, we don’t know a lot about her. like her hair color/style, height and age, hobbies and personal things like that <3
okay, here's an official deep dive on Hyo!!
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this is her official face claim, kim hieora's appearance in bad and crazy!! (i actually haven't seen the show...lmfao)
full name: kim hyo
she's 5'8, making her slightly shorter than bada and lusher, has dark brown (black in low lighting) hair, fair skin, and is 25/26 years old (i haven't decided yet hehe).
style: she loves a super laid-back and casual style when she's not wearing her normal suit, which is basically almost never...
hobbies: ...she doesn't really have time for any... but if on the off chance she takes a day off (literally once in a blue moon) she enjoys reading!! she's an avid reader and loves history!! she did very well in her studies, but history was always hyo's strong suit!!
likes: she LOVESSSS chocolate. that might be her only weakness. she likes sweets in general but not to the extent that she likes chocolate. she also likes cold showers and cold weather.
dislikes: disappointing bada. i feel like i've beat this point into the ground but it's such an important part of hyo's character!!
i'm going to go into a small rant so you've been warned but...
i'm not sure if anyone picked up on it from AWOOL, but hyo is the daughter of chung-hee, bada's bodyguard when bada was younger. hyo always looked up to her father because he was so dedicated to his work and she thought that the idea of protecting another person is such a noble cause/job to choose in life. so when she grew up she idolized her father greatly, and the few times she met bada while she was young, she also grew to idolize her too. bada has always been strong and independent, even before the death of her mother, so when hyo got to see how she took charge in her life without being arrogant and using the influence of her parents, hyo was like "yeah, i want to be just like her."
adding onto that, the lees basically kept hyo's family afloat. they paid her father an incredible sum of money for his work, and before that hyo grew up very poor, so she was basically taken out of poverty by the lee family.
(let's also not forget that chung-hee and mr. lee were also best friends since like childhood, so naturally hyo appreciated him a lot)
so after her father retired, bada--still recovering from the lingering affects of her mother's death and having no trust in almost anyone, somehow managed to trust hyo (because she was chung-hee's daughter)--who was now much older, to become a part of bebe.
hyo wasn't bada's bodyguard although she wanted to be--lusher got that privilege--but the second you stepped into bada's life she was assigned to protect you, and after that hyo felt like that was her calling. to protect the person most precious to bada like ji-ah (the man who killed bada's mother) didn't do. because of all that, she greatly respects you and thinks of you as a little sister she has to protect with her life.
okay rant over🤗
other things hyo dislikes includes, traitors--i'm sure you can guess why--snobby rich people, which in her line of work are literally everywhere so..., and people who disrespect those who have given them so much. in bloody knuckles, you'll see a bit of hyo's frustration with reader come out when she realizes that she lied to bada. she does, to an extent, understand and sympathize with reader's reasoning, but she sort of grows cold with her after that.
and before anyone starts to get any ideas, because i'm sure they will...hyo would never NEVER date reader or bada!! she thinks of reader as a little sister (not to mention bada is in LOVE LOVE with her and hyo would never betray bada like that), and bada is hyo's boss and someone she idolizes, she would never be in a relationship with either of them in the canon. and even out of canon bada is NOT hyo's type at all
okay that's all i can think of for now so let me know if you'd like to know more :D 🩷
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Succession Preference: Baby Introducing Their First Date
Requested: 2nd preference: how would each sibling react to their baby sibling (reader) introduceing their first date (gn neutral if possible) - anon
A/N: This is just too cute to imagine!!! I love it!!! I hope you like it my love!!! Feedback is always appreciated!!! 💜💜💜
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Connor is so excited to meet them. Unfortunately for you, the whole family is over for dinner and insists on meeting your date before you go out. You were hoping to sneak out after drinks, but before dinner. Connor won't let you get away with that, though. He's eager to meet them. Really. Unlike the rest of your siblings, Connor fears no ill intentions. He truly wants to see the best in people, even the people trying to date his baby sibling. When they get there, they're immediately taken into the living room. You have no time to warn them at all. He doesn't intend for it to be an interrogation, but Connor asks them a lot of questions. Are they in school, what do they do for work, do they have any siblings, pets, what is their family like, what are their intentions with you, etc. This is just a first date. You like them, you want things to go well, but this is definitely not the type of deal where they should be meeting your family. This is not going well, not if they're with Connor the whole night. Your date just smiles and nods along. When your brother is satisfied, he winks at you before you go, telling you "they're a keeper". You thank him, getting the hell out of there before he asks anything else.
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Kendall doesn't like this at all. He goes to your father, asking if he's heard about this little date you've got planned for tonight. Of course he does. Why would Kendall care? No, no he has to put a stop to this. He thinks his father has lost his edge. He tries to bribe you with money and alcohol and shares in the company for you not to go. You try to remind him that you're an actual, legal adult. That you can see whoever you want when you want and he can't stop you. You also remind him that this is a first date, it could be nothing special. It definitely won't end in marriage. You don't know that, he warns. What are you talking about, Ken? You were never this way with Shiv and Rome. He wants to tell you it's because you're his baby. Shiv would date whoever she wanted and didn't care what anyone thought. Roman rarely dated and when he did it was never that serious. But you? You're his baby. He watched you grow up. He can't let you go that easily. He just can't. He doesn't care if this person is some supernatural genius or the next president or the bringer or world peace, he will not let you go with them. You're just a baby, his baby.
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Shiv accidentally and not so accidentally crashes your date while you're on it. You and your date go to a very local, very popular cafe that just so happens to be near Waystar. You didn't even think about if you would run into your family, you just picked it because it was a nice place. Shiv spots you laughing and smiling across from someone who most definitely is not a friend, at least not a friend she's ever seen. Hey kid, she says, dragging a chair over with her. Who's this? Wanna introduce me? If you could crawl under the table and hide, you would. Instead now you have to sit and smile as your sister quite literally interrogates them. What do they want with you, what are their intentions, do they respect that no is a complete sentence, do they know who your father is, etc. You want to die. They have this look in their eyes that screams help me, but you can't do anything. Every time you try to get her to go away and move on, she blatantly ignores the hints. When she's done, you swear it's taken forever, she leaves with her coffee and a wicked grin. Your sister doesn't like anyone wanting to date you. As far as she's concerned, you're too good for them. You'll always be too good for them. All of them.
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Roman doesn't like them at all. He doesn't even give them a chance. He makes fun of them, he points out their flaws, he picks on them. They come up to meet Logan just for a second before you go to dinner. You don't know that Roman is there until you come out of the bathroom and see your date being taunted by him. Immediately you defend them, hissing at your brother to stop it. You send them down to the lobby, needing to talk to your brother. What the fuck are you doing? You ask, ready to kill him. He was going to scare them off forever. You really liked them, you wanted things to go well. Them? You like them? Are they paying you? That earns a slap to his arm. What is wrong with you? He laughs. How much time do you have? You just roll your eyes. You'll have a big fight about it after, but for now you have to go downstairs because your date is waiting for you. Roman would never put this into words, but you dating means you're all grown up. He doesn't like that thought very much. What happened to the baby he used to rock to sleep and the toddler he held on his shoulders? Suddenly you wanted a partner? Nope, not on his watch.
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I know many people though the romantic relationship aspect in FOI was unnecessary, and whilst I partially agree with that, I also kinda liked it because it was some of the only time in the book we got to see Eddie happy.
As you said this actually a pretty sad book and Eddie spends most if his time in it anxious or angry, so seeing any happy moments weaved in there made me happy too.
so, i'm gonna use this as a jumping point to talk about my take on the paige plot line. this is just my interpretation, and if you read the book differently, then that's your take. our views are shaped by our individual life experiences, and those factors influence the lens which we digest media in the context that it is given. if you don't agree, then that's your experience.
that is to say—
i felt bad for paige for most of it. eddie kinda sucks lol.
i hesitate to even call it romance because that has a certain connotation, and as someone who almost exclusively reads and writes romance, very little about their relationship comes across as romantic to me.
to build context, at the beginning of the book schneiderhan makes a nod* at a popular fanfic trope: girls using eddie because they want to know what it's like to 'get with the freak'. he says he doesn't mind this because "he's not looking to be anyone's boyfriend anyway," and this self-reflection rung true to me.
eddie's initial attraction to paige stems from 1) her being pretty, 2) she treats him like a person and not a "munson," and importantly, 3) she could get him infront of an important record producer.
in his monologues where he's visualizing his future and what he's looking forward to: being a rock hero, hellfire, getting money from his dad's scheme, california... he never names her. in fact, there's several opportunities for him to think about her, but he doesn't. she's a vehicle for two of those dreams, yet he forgets her. i'm a big romantic softy, so there were two times in particular it felt deliberate he didn't mention her when he thought about what he was excited for in the future, and it kind of stung ngl. he describes how happiness washes over him from the way she looks at him, and when they're together (in a sexual context) he remarks in his head about how he wants it to last forever, but it's like once she's off the page, she's gone.
at one point he runs inner commentary about how he never saw a future for himself where he'd do the whole meeting-someone's-parents thing, so he defaults to what he sees in romance movies. he opens the van door for paige and helps her inside. he gets flowers and expensive chocolates for her mom when he's invited over for dinner. but he rarely like... talks to paige about anything that's not related to the record deal, or what she's doing in town lmao. we as an audience barely learn anything about her. and maybe that's because it's the plot line in the book the least, or because the book itself is short, but *shrug*.
they clearly both like each other, that much is clear. he gets nervous around her, it's sweet. but it was equally clear from my interpretation that she likes him more than he likes her, and while they're both using each other (him for the record deal, her to move up in her industry's hierarchy by proving to her boss that she can provide him with a rockstar in the making), their relationship is very shallow and just sex, especially on his part. "not looking to be anybody's boyfriend."
i don't know if all that sums into it being unnecessary because i personally appreciate and pour over any context we're given in how he would treat potential romantic partners, but it did make me feel bad for paige since by the final reveal at the end of the book, it comes across like she invested more into the "relationship" than he did, and his last interaction with her probably felt extra shitty, even if both of them hesitated referring to each other as anything more than a friend or future roommate.
if anyone's not reading the book because they don't want to read about eddie falling in love with another girl, don't worry, it's not that deep for either of them lmao.
/* i don't know if the nod is intentional, but i've also used popular fandom tropes ("reader comes to eddie wanting weed, but is out of money and pays for it with sex") in my own work and thought it was a neat inclusion.
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Hi love!! Can you check BTS and also their fs current energy? You can check it anytime, no pressure hehe take your time. Thanks!! Lovelots!!
BTS + Their Future Spouses Current Energies💜
Namjoon + His FS
Namjoon: 6 of Pentacles, King of Pentacles, 7 of Swords, 3 of Cups, The Hermit.
Namjoon wants to give us more, he is thinking a lot about his career, he thinks that he can give us more before he enter in the military process, also he may be feeling betrayed somehow?(I feel like it is with his fans), maybe betrayed because the fans aren't appreciating how hard he worked in his songs, they aren't giving much attention to his songs. Anyway, lately he may be celebrating something, spending more time with his friends and with some of the members, he's doing things that makes him happy, but also he's spending time alone, thinking about how/what he can give us more before he enters the military, there is a possibility that he's working on a song right now I guess.
Namjoon's FS: 2 of Wands, 9 of Wands, 4 of Pentacles, Knight of Cups, 5 of Cups, Knight of Swords.
Namjoon's fs may be thinking about giving up on her career I guess, she is seeing how far she has come, she is remembering everything she has been through, she is seeing how she is with her career nowadays, realizing how far she has come and realizing the fame she so wanted and achieved, but may be thinking about giving up.
Maybe she has a project that she's been working on for a while, and maybe she wants to release that project now, to see if she can get her career off the ground.
Maybe she's suffering with hate comments now? She lost something and while some people are trying to support her and cheer her up, other people are hating on her for some reason. She may be feeling overwhelmed also.
Seokjin + His FS
Seokjin: 2 of Swords, 4 of Cups, The Judgement, 10 of Swords, 3 of Wands.
Seokjin may be feeling too overwhelmed with the military now, he's feeling so tired and restless, he needs to rest more, he is feeling confused about something, he have choices to make now but he's confused about the choices, it seems like he doesn't want to make these choices(at least for now he don't want to), it seems like someone offered something to him but he denied it, he's focusing more on his military and personal growth, he's going through a rebirth moment now.
Seokjin's FS: 5 of Pentacles, The Chariot, Knight of Pentacles, The Temperance, 9 of Cups.
It seems like this person is going through a hard moment now(related to money), she has lost a lot of money and now she may be traveling to a different place to start a new career(It's just a possibility, but maybe her meeting with Jin is approaching), she will travel to this different place to start a new career and become independent, balance things in her life and be in peace, after this travel she will be feeling very grateful and will be more happy.
Yoongi + His FS
Yoongi: The Death, The Sun, Page of Wands, The Hanged Man, Ace of Cups.
An end of a cycle and a new beginning, Yoongi is letting go of old patterns and is going with the flow of life, this new phase of his life that is beginning will be filled with joy, happiness and maybe even love.
He's having a lot of creative ideas recently.
Also with the Ace of Cups, this new phase of his life that is beginning may be the beginning of his love story with his fs, their meeting may be approaching.
Another interpretation of the cards is that Yoongi needs to really let go of these old patterns to start this new phase and meet his fs.
He may be having a lot of fun lately also(These fun moments may be giving him the creatives ideas I mentioned just now).
Yoongi's FS: 8 of Wands, 5 of Wands, 5 of Pentacles, Queen of Cups, 7 of Cups, The Moon.
Wow..Okay so, it seems that things are happening really fast in Yoongi's fs life, there may be some conflicts(or maybe a lot?) in her life, she may be going through a hard moment with money(As the 5 of Pentacles represents poverty and loss of money), she is going through a lot these days..But to be honest, in my opinion, the Universe wants to teach her a lesson (I'm not talking negatively), what I mean is that everything happens for a reason, and so, all these difficulties she is going through have to teach her something, to make her stronger mentally. As the Queen of Cups represents female figure and even maternal figure, maybe something is going on with her mother I guess? Or she is thinking a lot about her mother. With the 7 of Cups and The Moon, it seems that she is having a lot of dreams recently, they have a meaning but she isn't researching the meaning of these dreams I think. There are a lot of things going on in Yoongi's fs life, we need more cards to understand what is going on I see, but I won't pull more cards, sorry, I hope you guys understand this💗
Hoseok + His FS
Hoseok: The Magician, 5 of Cups, 2 of Wands, The Fool, 2 of Swords.
Hoseok is feeling reaaly creative lately, having a lot of good ideas for songs + songs lyrics, etc.
Also..He may be feeling a bit sad and worried now, he is feeling that he's losing his fans love, he's thinking that his fans don't love him anymore or that they don't love him like before(It goes for the members too, he is feeling that the members doesn't cares about him anymore)
He may be remembering the old moments he had wirh his fans and with the members too.
Also he's going through a new beginning, but for this new beginning to work, he has to make some difficult choices. Also he may be feeling trapped or pressured by his military service. But everything's gonna be alright for sure🩷
Hoseok's FS: 8 of Pentacles, Page of Swords, 4 of Swords, 9 of Wands, Ace of Swords.
It seems like Hoseok's fs is working too hard on something related to her job/career, she is having a lot of creative ideas and is about to release something new, a new project(related to her career), also it seems that she isn't resting well and is feeling a bit overwhelmed about this project, she want it to be perfect, she needs to rest more and calm down💗 She is about to release this new project and has very high expectations of that.
Jimin + His FS
Jimin: 9 of Cups, Ace of Cups, The Temperance, 4 of Wands, 4 of Cups, 6 of Pentacles.
Jimin is feeling very happy and grateful these days, grateful for all the love and support his fans are giving to him, also he may have encountered a new love, but he rejected this person because he wants to focus on his career, he is feeling very calm theses days, feeling happy and relaxed, also he may be celebrating something(It could be that Jungkook's new song will be released soon or idk, I just thought of that😅 or it is something else), he also wants to give us more before he enter the military, he may be practicing dance a lot these days too, and helping other people with dance also.
Jimin's FS: 8 of Swords, Knight of Cups, 2 of Wands, Knight of Pentacles, 5 of Wands, 9 of Wands.
Jimin's fs is feeling trapped somehow, she has difficult choices to make, she probably has to choose between love and her professional life, maybe someone recently asked her to date, but she declined or is thinking about declining because she wants to focus more on her professional life. It seems to me that she is wanting to grow professionally, perhaps there is some conflict in her life at the moment, which is making her very worried and sad(idk if sad is the correct word, but I couldn't think of another word, sorry..maybe overwhelmed?). She is very worried about something or someone, this conflict is really affecting her.
Taehyung + His FS
Taehyung: The Wheel Of Forfune, 9 of Pentacles, Page of Pentacles, 10 of Wands, 2 of Cups, 6 of Wands.
Taehyung is going with the flow of life, there may be moments where he is feeling really happy, and there may be moments where he just want to be alone and don't want to talk to anybody, It seems to me that he is spending a lot of his money and is happy doing it, also he might want to work on something new, produce new songs, etc, you guys get it right?
Also he may be feeling a bit overwhelmed with something..I get it now! I was thinking that he could be in a relationship, and he really could be in a relationship, but I got a different interpretation, it seems like he is feeling really overwhelmed and a bit sad about these dating rumours, he just wants to be happy and be free to do anything he wants to, he wants people to stop talking about these dating rumours I guess, and focus more on his victories, his work, etc. It seems that he's really tired of these dating rumours, also, if he starts dating, people shouldn't interfere, just support him💗
Taehyung's FS: King of Cups, The Fool, Ace of Wands, The Hanged Man, The Strength, 8 of Wands.
A cycle has ended in Taehyung's fs life, and now another is beginning, a new cycle full of love and contentment, she can expect some good news from now on, she just started a new project and now is going through a new beginning because this project went too well, even tho, she needs to release baggage and let go of old patterns to fully embrace this new beginning. Things are happening really fast and now there's a new beginning happening, maybe something related to her career, personal life, etc.
She will be feeling really happy and positive these days, she will be having a lot of creative ideas for new projects, and she will become more mature it seems, she will be understanding life better.
Jungkook + His FS
Jungkook: The Sun, Ace of Wands, The Hierophant, The Moon, The Emperor, The Tower, Knight of Cups.
Mmm..5 Major Arcana..And The Tower.. Something really big is going on in JK's life(5 means change), okay so, Jungkook is definitely feeling really happy now, happy because of a new project(Probably the new song Too Much), but there is a huge change that is going to happen in his life, it seems that he will really dedicate himself to something soon, we aren't allowed to know what it is(Because of The Moon), but for sure it is something big, I don't really know how to express this, but btw, it could also mean that in some days, he will reveal something that will leave people surprised (Idk how to say it, but it is something really big.. Something that he was hiding for a while, it could be that he was in a relationship maybe? I personally don't feel it but I had to say that💁🏻).
After revealing this he will be feeling more calmed, this thing may have had him a bit anxious I guess? It seems that he's been wanting to tell his fans this thing for a while now.
Jungkook's FS: King of Swords, 2 of Pentacles, The High Priestess, 7 of Wands, The Fool, The Judgement.
Mmm..It seems to me that she has to make a really difficult choice to move forward, she may be feeling a bit intimidated about something or someone, I also see that when she makes this decision/choice she will be "reborn", she needs to be rational and determined now.
Right now, she may be feeling very confused about something or someone (it could even be about her connection with Jungkook I guess?), she has to make a difficult choice, whether she wants to or not, she will have to make. Maybe she's scared of the future and don't want to make this choice, but she has to do it..
Also it seems that she's trying to balance things out, balance between money and love I see(the 2 of cups turned over but didn't fall, anyway).
When she makes that choice she will feel great, even if she doesn't realize it now.
That's it guys, hope you enjoyed, and sorry for not posting any reading lately, I'm not really okay, I hope you understand🩷
Feel free to send me asks, and please take it as entertainment only, do not take it too seriously🩷
I've been saving this reading as a draft for a while now, but now I'm going to post it❤️
This reading really drained my energy btw😔 It was difficult to channel everything at once, so I saved the reading as a draft and only published it after a few days, I'm still a little out of energy to be honest💔
Really hope you enjoy🩷🩷🩷
Byee, love u all💜
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☆ EDDIE MUNSON'S MASTERLIST ☆
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• Summary : you called Eddie because you've been so down lately nothing brightens you up whatever you try to do but he only leads you to disappointment
• Word Count : mini fics for a reason hehe
• Warnings : 18+ Bestfriend!Eddie Munson x FEM!reader, cursing, reader and Eddie are both (20), use of y/n, self-doubt, overthinking, worrying about the future, just a dash of personal family problems, slight allusions to su*cide, not feeling good enough, Eddie can be a real idiot on this lol, reader is just really having a bad week and she needs someone to comfort her, that's it
• What to Expect : friends to lovers, angst and fluff
• Note To Reader : I'm trying to write more as I can here! so, I hope you'll appreciate it! 🥺🫶🏻✨ also I kinda projecting myself on this fic :')) I just wish there's someone like Eddie in my highschool life, but the problem is I am Eddie in highschool 😭
• Author Note : actually, the fic title itself has a history on my middle school days, it's what I quote to my crush for over (10 years 👀) HELP HAHAHA yeah I still do have a crush on that specific person until now anyways enough about me, I just realized that little phrase is so perfect for Eddie hehe
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You're now entering adulthood
Well, a young adult
Sooner or later, you'll be 21 and feeling like you haven't accomplished anything yet
You feel young but also at the same time you feel old
You know it is wrong to be worrying about your future because you're ignoring what you're having right now
You can't lie to yourself for it, you're grateful and thankful for all the blessings that come into your life
You got healed by all of things that scarred and traumatized you, the things that made you feel insecure about your looks and from all of the people who betrayed you before?
Your past self will still be self-loathing, low-esteem and still keep holding grudges
But now, you made peace with that like truthfully
You have never been more so comfortable and confident in your whole life after all of the things that happened back in when you we're 14
You seriously just can't help that you're like stuck in the middle didn't know which road or path that you will take over
Many people say that is okay if you don't have anything yet, is it that much more exciting?
But sometimes the fear comes first on you like you think about it a lot
What if this is it?
What if this is who you will be with all of your life?
College life, finding and looking for a job, trying anything you possibly can to earn money for your needs
It's all coming too fast it's like what they say, "Take a good care of treasuring your moments while still in your teens because time moves speedily"
It's true, you feel like you just had your 18 birthday yesterday and now all of the sudden you woke up and now you're 20
You're reaching your 20's and can't help but also worrying about your relationship status
Your family and everyone who is close to you are expecting you to be married
"Snap out of it!" You vocally told yourself to shut up your running mind
You close the door behind you
But before you take the stairs heading to your bedroom, you want to talk about how you feel with your parents
The moment you're about to open the sliding doors in the backyard, you overheard your parents arguing with each other
You frown and slumped your shoulders
You decided against it, so, you grip tightly on your bag and walk upstairs to your bedroom
You closed the door, you pressed your back on it and sliding down to sit on the carpeted floors of your bedroom and then threw your bag on your chair and you deeply sighed
You facepalmed yourself as your mind goes running a muck
You glanced at the telephone on your bedside table
Should you call Eddie?
Nah, he doesn't even want to be a part of your problem, you don't want to be a burden
The time when you get comfortable around Eddie, it feels like you can tell many things to him and he won't even judge you for it
The thing is that, you both haven't crossed that line in the level of friendship
You haven't showed your side of vulnerability and of course, he hasn't seen you sad like this
There's a splash of embarrassing feeling that is crawling under your skin and also you know you will regret opening up to him because you aren't used to it anymore
You used to be vocal about how you really feel to some of your friends
But since one of them betrayed you
Used your personal problems against you and shamed you for it, told somebody else about it and it saddens you and angers you
It changed everything, now, it's so hard to trust everybody for you
Ever since you and Eddie started your friendship, you've been itching to give him a glimpse of you that sometimes your life isn't happy-go-lucky most of the time
You can keep it to yourself, you know sometimes it isn't right to cling on somebody if you feel like this, you need to help yourself too
But now, you need it, you need someone else to listen
The muffled noises outside of your room, you could them more clearly behind the closed door, they still have the same heated argument, you think they went inside now
Your stomach grumbles, you really don't want to go down there while they're still having a fit but you sigh as you stand up and twist the doorknob open
They're in the living room as you headed towards the kitchen
You saw the plate that your mom prepared for you, you take it and grab a bottle of apple juice as you went back to your room quietly
"Hey, young lady!" Your dad shouted out to you as he loudly stomps, you flinched on the middle of the stairs
"Just leave her alone!"
"Why do you go to your room all the time, huh?!? Why don't you just eat in the dining table where you supposed to be?!?"
You hang your head low, you didn't speak but you can feel your heart racing
"Look at your kid! Our child is misbehaving and treating a lot of matters with disrespect"
"She is not acting like that-"
"She doesn't even talk to her parents!"
You still went on your bedroom finally but your tears are now clouding your vision as you placed your food at the small table in front of your bed
You glanced at the phone again and this time you didn't even hesitated, you dialed his telephone number as you collected yourself first and keep your breathing lowly
You're still sniffling and your tears still running down on your cheeks
You're too overwhelmed with everything
Your heart is about to explode of how much is going on right now, you feel like he doesn't gonna pick up the phone until few minutes later
"Hello?"
His voice lightens you up the moment you heard it
You cleared your throat "Eddie?" Your winced at your voice croaked
"Hey there, sweetheart!" He doesn't even notice how small your voice is
You mustered up and plastered a fake smile as if he can see you behind the phone
"Uh- I'm good, Eddie"
You can see him how he nods behind the phone as he spoke again "I miss you by the way"
Your eyes went wide to his words despite at how disastrous you look, your cheeks bloom in red
He missed you like a friend, right? Not the other way around?
"W-what?!?"
"I said I miss you!" He chuckles and it shoots more butterflies into your stomach at the sound of it
You squeezed your shut as your lips tug into a small smile as you wipe the residue tears from your face as you take a deep breath
You ignore the thrilling feeling that you're having right now as you ask him straight away
"Can you come over?" Your voice cracks as your eyes start to dart everywhere and hoping that he'll do it
You didn't even care if you sounded so weak at this point
You could hear him shuffling and making rustling sounds
You furrow your brows "Eddie, what are you doing?"
"I'm getting ready to come over" you can hear the keys to his van jingling
But before you can protest he said before he hanged up
"See you later, sweetheart"
"Are you sure-" the line went off as you stare at the phone with excited smile on your face
You freshen up and went in with your comfy sleepwear, you wore a strapped lavender top and short as you pull a cream cardigan sweater
You saw him parked in front of your house as you jogged towards the front door
Thank goodness, your parents are asleep they would never hear him coming
You unlocked and swing the door open before he can ring the doorbell
Your favorite smile of his appears as he saw you, he didn't even think twice of you hugging you
He also didn't noticed your lost eyes and your feeling blue expression
He lets himself inside as you manage to give him a smile
You told him to keep his voice low as you tell him your parents are asleep but he does his antics as always as you let out a genuine giggle
His eyes softens as he heard that a lot of times you hang out together
You both sat down on the couch as goes on with his usual rambling about his band and his D&D campaign
It's almost 8pm and you haven't told him what's the reason why he is here
Maybe, he thought that you called him to catch up with the things that you both missed out on for not bonding for the last 2 weeks
"E-Eddie" you tried to get his attention
But he still so very phased with his story to you
"The crowd goes crazy-"
"Eddie!"
He abruptly stops when your voice gets higher than before as you throw your hands up
His eyes goes a lot more bigger to your unusual behavior as he started to shift on his seat
"I'm sorry" you softly say as you look at him briefly on his eyes
"Eddie, I need to talk to you"
"Yeah, we're doing it aren't we? and you just rudely interrupted me"
"That's not-"
He cuts you off and you really don't want to get mad on you only one bestfriend who seems oblivious to what are you dealing now
"Can you recall of what I just said?" He exaggerated his words and becomes more dramatic
"You aren't even listening!" He runs his palms down playfully on his face
You're in disbelief
You tried to mask your shocked expression as you tried to chuckle
Does he even see the longing and need in your eyes?
Does he even know how low you are at the moment?
Or are you maybe picked the wrong person to talk to?
Maybe, you should've asked Max to come over instead of him
He feels that you're oddly quiet as he stopped talking again as he looked at you
He saw an unreadable expression on your face as he tries to understand it
That's the only time when he feels like something is wrong and off about this
He can feel how the atmosphere changed seconds later, he can feel the tension rising up in the air
You start to twiddle with your thumbs as you look down again
"Eddie, I called you to come over because I really need to talk to you"
"Yeah, we haven't seen each other for 2 weeks"
He's right at some points at that but not tonight, you incredulously laugh at him
"I-Isn't that the reason why I am in here?" He is confused as he tries to search for your face as you raised your head slowly
You look right back at him and that's where it hit him
The unreadable expression that he saw earlier, he can see it clearly now
He can see how hurt you look and how upset you are, his words caught up in his throat
That's where he finally realized that you're not doing any good ever since the call that you both had earlier
He feels like he's about to puke from his dumb actions
He can feel the bile forming up on his esophagus as he breath suddenly shudders at the sight of you
"I asked you to come here because I thought you will listen" you paused as you smile sadly at him
"It turns you're insensitive" you scoff as you went in the front door
He wants to hold your hand and ask for forgiveness but you ignore his words as you push him not too hard only for him to get him out of your house
Not giving him another word or a chance to let him talk as you already slammed the door closed as you start running up at the stairs as you let the tears fall
The phone rings is what made Eddie wake up
He groaned and he saw what time it is and now his head is like about to pop how achy it is
He only slept for 2 in a half hours
Did he ruin the friendship?
Is it over?
Did he lost the potential to have something more than friends with you?
His eyes went glassy as the events of last night replays back on his head as he massages his forehead as he picks up the phone
"Hello?" He sounds groggy but the person behind the other line is getting impatient with him
"It's about damn time!" Max's voice made him winced at it
"O-Oh hey, red- what-"
"Eddie, I think you need to check on her"
"Why?"
"Don't ask me questions just get in here!"
"That's my fault-"
"I knew it that you're the cause of it-" she takes a deep breath to calm down
"I-I'm just worried for her, Eddie- she isn't like this, she would've picked up the phone right now but she didn't, I can't contact her and I am literally here on her porch and I feel like she's keeping me away and ignoring me"
Eddie feels like a shit, there's this huge mega ton of weight fell down to his chest as he couldn't even take the guilt of his chest
"So, please, come here and I think you're the only one who can get to her"
"What makes you say that"
"Because, Eddie she has feelings for you"
He frozed and look back at the telephone as if she can see his reaction but he felt the eye roll that she did when Eddie went silent for a bit
"Oh, don't celebrate yet, you haven't talked to her"
"She may not say it to me but I can tell how the way she acts around you, you made her feel welcomed and that's hard for her, Eddie so don't take it by the heart if she goes sometimes harsh on you"
"Nah, red, thanks- I think I deserved the words that she thrown at me last night"
"What's the update?" He says as he watches the red headed girl getting panicked
Max paced back and forth on your front porch with her arms crossed
"There's none and I'm starting to feel unwell now"
Eddie stares at your front door as he thinks "Did you try to open the door?"
She shakes her head "No, I haven't- and also how can you be so calm?!?"
Eddie shushes her "Just be cool"
"I can't be cool" Max whisper-shouts at him as they quietly went inside
They call your name but no response and they look at each other with such suspense in the room and the fear of your state as the longer the silent increases
They climb up the stairs heading towards your bedroom
Eddie pressed the side of his face on the closed door and he hears a faint sound of a running water like a shower is open on your bathroom
He swivel his head quickly at Max as he told him what he heard and Max tenses as she tries to not jump into conclusions
Eddie opens the door to your bedroom only to find your bed is empty and hasn't properly placed back on its order
Your blinds are slightly open, the bathroom door is not fully closed and the light is on
They're starting to get nervous
Eddie spoke your name quietly again as he places his palms against the door as he pushes it further to open it
Max's heart breaks into half when she saw you sitting in the corner of your shower, you're still in your pajamas and it's now wet from the running water while you're crying horribly but the sight of you being somehow okay gives her a relief
She travels her eyes to your sink bunch of tissues everywhere and the weight is off with her chest as you didn't try to do anything
She knew that you have tendencies to do that and she always looks out for you even though you only give her an idea of what you truly felt, you don't elaborate it that much but just by one word, she knows
She just knows
You saw them both together standing in front of your bathroom doorframe that made you cover your face with your hands
Eddie is much more disheartened than last night seeing you like that is a punch to the gut
"I'll leave you to it, I'll stay downstairs" Max whispers to him as she gave him an encouraging smile as she left you both together as he closes the bedroom door
Eddie is determined to fix everything that he should've done last night
He makes his way over to you, you haven't seen him yet when he crouches down to hold you by his side, you flinched and gasp by his touch
Your knit your brows together at him as you eyes went everywhere on his face, he smiles at you and you mirrored his small gesture as he opens his arms as you went with it
He didn't even care if he gets wet like you
The water is now seeping through his clothes and his hair is getting damp but still he doesn't care
You hold onto to him like it was your last breath and that drives him to held you close to him
He rests his chin on the top of your head as you breathe heavily against his chest
"I'm so sorry" He says as his voice wavered as you pulled your brows together as you remove yourself off of him as you look at him in the eyes
"What- Eddie? I should be the one who is sorry because that is so selfish of me, I spoiled the night, you we're excited to tell me everything what I've missed from last 2 weeks and I'm just so self-centered not thinking about you first-"
He shook his head at you as he holds your hand you let him intertwined your fingers to him
"No, don't blame yourself, sweetheart- it's me, I am truly sorry about last night, I wish I could go back and redo the shitty thing that I did to you because I should've known, I should've known because I'm your bestfriend but I wanted to let you know that I do care about you so much, so much that I didn't get to sleep enough today I always think about you and please, please don't ever have doubts talking to me about the stuff that it's nagging with you because you can always be real to me"
You swallow the lump in your throat as you stare at him completely appalled to his words
His chest tightens, is he forgiven or not?
You watch how the water falls to him so perfectly and it's tempting to place your lips onto his, you didn't even thinking about it anymore
You already did
You breath hitches of your sudden action, the cold water seems to be so cold to you as you watch his cheeks turns to a tinge pink
He gave you a look that you don't seem to understand as he cups your cheeks as he returns the kiss
You yelp on the bathroom floor as you both started making out with each other with ragged breaths
He deepens it as he hold you by the waist as you held the back of his neck to pull him much more closer if that's possible
He felt your lips stopped moving as he looks back at you
Are you thinking that this is a mistake?
"Did I do something wrong?" It's a comedy to watch his face turns pale when you suddenly become quiet
"Smile idiot, I love you" you chuckle at him as you saw his shoulders relaxed as he takes a double look at you and what you just said to him
"You love me?!" He points to himself
You nod at him excitedly as you sheepishly smile
"Aww, I love you too, sweetheart- I can't fucking believe this" you giggled when he pulled you to give you another kiss
Max bangs the door that you two stop at what you're both doing
"You two better not get hanky panky in there!"
You both get dried up as you let him use your dad's old clothes
While Max is ordering pizza for lunch, you and Eddie are on the sofa, he's sitting while you're resting on his lap as he drew relaxing circles on your legs as his another hand caressing your head as you continue talking to him
He is attentive and looking at you intently
You told him everything and you see the way his shoulders slump and his eyes flashes with sympathy
"You're the strongest person that I know and I am proud of you, I really do" he kisses your cheek and you smile
"But you gotta remember that life isn't a race, this is not about who is going to be first one to be successful, there are a lot of people who don't know what their plans for their life yet and that is okay, don't you ever worry for the future and we are still young, there's so so sooooo many things to look forward to, there's so many great memories that haven't happened yet, just enjoy life and I swear on my Munson's doctrine that I don't care about what other people think of me and I'm just going to do what I want, what I love and enjoy and importantly what I like to do the most"
You giggled to his antics that never fails to make you feel happy and he soothes him
"I just get so overwhelmed with everything sometimes" you say as you avert gaze somewhere else
"That's normal, darling, because you're a human and you're not a robot" he boops your nose as you giggled again
"Do you think that I could do anything?"
"I think you're able to do amazing things and just set your mind to it"
"Thank you" you say to him, you feel a lot more better now
"Just trust me, you'll be fine" he says as he gently pats your thigh
"Okay, I started to get feel sick here because you two won't stop getting off with your hands with each other" she playfully throws up as you and Eddie both laugh
Eddie's eyes sparks mischief as he fires back at Max "Oh, she told me that you harboring feelings on me"
You cheeks went rosy as you glare at her, Eddie laughs at the look of betrayal in your expression
"Max!"
The doorbell rings as she ignores your imply as you she claps her hands together "Pizza!"
Eddie carefully removes your legs as he starts to help Max with the pizza
You watch them both as they get excited to bring everything at the coffee table and searching for a good film VHS
See, this is what you wanted
This is what you needed
Eddie is right, you'll be okay
As long as you have them and you evaluating your mentality and your physicality as you grew older and learn from every eventful happenings of your life and breaking free through your fears and letting yourself out there in your comfort zone, you will be proud of yourself more than ever
Because you know your story is not over
It's only just the beginning
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Hello! I have to say that I agree with you on which of the drivers give of, dating a plussize girl energi! And then a thought raced across my mind. How would the freaking world react to George Russell just showing up in the paddock with a plussize lady?! 😱 Like everyone would be stunned! And George would go like "Oh! I just took a leaf out of Micks book" I think people would be deadpanned 🤣
Okay first off I love this suggestion!!! I'm so sorry it's taken me so long to respond and get back to posting. I've had a lot of personal stuff going on and I appreciate everyone's patience.
George Russell with a plus size girlfriend Side Note: I will admit that at first I didn't think that George would realistically go out with a plus size girl, but I then realized the reason I thought so is because I only was picturing him with Carmen mentally. I honestly only think that there are maybe just a small handful of drivers who honestly wouldn't go out or date a plus size girl and this is from my personal experience as a plus size person myself and just really reading their vibes and such. As always feedback is greatly appreciated!
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- George just screams old money vibes and I know that as plus size girl myself that shopping for luxury clothing can be tougher as a larger size. I think 100% that George would research which brands were the best for making your experience best and plan a shopping day for you around that.
-I think that George wouldn't look at you as "oh yeah she's larger" or "yeah she is what they consider plus sized" or whatever. To George you're his girl and that's the end of the story.
-George overhears you telling your friend on the phone that you wish you could wear his button-ups around the house and feel sexy like those girls on Instagram, but that it just doesn't feel right. Over the next two weeks you notice George wearing button-ups that are oversized for him, but he's offering (sometimes you swear it's like begging) for you to wear them and see how soft they are
-He loves when you get all dressed up and you guys get to go somewhere nice, but he loves it even more when he is the one who gets to undress you like you're his own Christmas present
-George is always posting shirtless photos of himself and you can't help but feel a bit jealous at the models who comment on those posts, even though deep down you know you're the one who has his heart
-You two are very private, but not secret relationship vibes and so when George pulls up with you on his arm at the paddock let's just say the media and his fans had a field day
-Now George has a lot of respect for the younger Schumacher and when a reporter asks George in an interview "So were there any obvious reasons you were hiding the missus from us?" he simply replies "I just had to borrow a page out of Mick's book. He treats his lady like a queen and Y/N doesn't need any added drama to her life. She's a kind person with a stunning personality and I would never want her to feel like my job adds stress to our relationship or her."
-Now you had to reward ole Georgie for that one when you heard about the interview. Poor Georgie even had to cancel the dinner plans you two had because there was no way you were letting him leave that hotel room anytime soon after hearing how he not only stuck up for you, but complimented one of his dear friends.
-The fans were torn honestly and that's what sucked
-Some of them were so proud of George for sticking up for you like that and shutting that nasty reporter down, but some of them were so cruel and mean. They would go as far as to find your family's and friend's socials and leave rude and hurtful comments on any posts with you in them.
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The Elton Family Album: Volume XIV
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Rather than continuing to throw money away by renting from a landlord, Marmaduke has invested his growing wealth in property, and commissioned a compact 'grand design' on an empty plot in Sanditon. (It was actually inspired by a real self-build house featured on one of my favourite TV programs, Grand Designs.)
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Just testing out the pavement in front of his new investment, while he waits for a very important visitor.
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He's not going to be living here alone...
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...girlfriend Henrietta is moving in with him.
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First stop, the bedroom. The house is sparsely furnished at present. Marmaduke favours a minimalist environment, although they will inject a bit more personality as time goes on.
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After settling in, neither of them much fancy cooking a meal, so they head out to the new seafood restaurant just down the street - Seadrift.
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Marmaduke and Henrietta are in tune in every other way, but he is rather lacking in the humour department, and doesn't always appreciate her quirky jokes.
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Anyway, moving on swiftly from that awkward moment, let's get a table.
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They get a prime spot, with a view over the river and the city lights beyond.
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Checking out tonight's specials.
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Marmaduke has something of his own to serve up.
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Henrietta delightedly accepts his surprise proposal! And I love how her dad Frederick is lurking in the background - accidentally-on-purpose being at the same restaurant, at the same time - keeping an eye out for his daughter with this chap he doesn't really know.
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Thankfully, the presence of Frederick doesn't spoil the romance of the evening. Although they never actually got to eat anything, as the waiter didn't seem to be able to serve them any food - maybe because of the candle on the table? (Anyone know how to fix it, so it doesn't block the table?)
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The evening ends with a cuddle on the outdoor seating - even though some chilly rain has begun set in.
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The next morning, Marmaduke is very excited about their engagement, and thinks they should hold a party, to celebrate their new home and new life together.
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He might not always understand his fiancée's humour, but he adores her anyway.
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A select group of friends and family is invited over that evening, for a dance party on the mezzanine.
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Miles is a little disappointed that Henrietta is bringing their casual relationship to a close, although he understands. Long-term commitment isn't for him, but he accepts that he and Henrietta are now at different places in their lives.
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Sophia is very happy for her sister, now that she's finally found her Mr Right.
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And Henrietta has other reasons to feel celebratory too!
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Wish spoilers ahead.
The start of Wish is exactly like that of Encanto but without all the heart. It is literally the meme of "Can I copy your homework?" "Yeah but change a few things so it is not too obvious."
Also Asha deserved a pretty dress in the end like wth are you going to sell to little girls Disney you are all about money and you failed miserably even at that.
And it is for real soooo unfair how the queen did get a pretty dress the whole movie and Asha only got some lazy ass sparkles added to her boring ass dress.
Asha... not bad, ok, but she is copy paste Anna, Mirabel, and Rapunzel. Youtuber ModernGurlz is right about Disney's "adorkable" problem. All their main girls since Rapunzel have the same "quirky" personality save a few details. I have liked them all but it is getting boring. Give me a princess with a monotone, sad personality, give me a shy princess who only smiles and talks around close friends, give me back the classic super girly personality Aurora and Snow White style, give me an angry girl with a brutal sense of humor like Merida. Be creative, please!!!
I love the queen's design, super gorgeous. Too bad her character added nothing. Her help was barely needed since Asha's friend had already sneaked them into the castle and it was her who deciphered the king's magic. A super villain couple would have been way more fun.
Oh, yeah, Asha's friends. There were so-damn-many of them and only like 3 were rememberable or needed for the story.
The villain is a complicated issue. I appreciated Disney's attempt at another fully evil character, I liked how he wasn't yet another badly set up "twist villain" revealed only at the end. But I didn't like the end result that much.
His backstory was super underdeveloped and to "get" his motives better, if they really wanted to make him evil-yet-complex, they should have shown us a flashback of him losing his family Encanto style (They copy pasted the start might as well do the same with the antagonist backstory.
What the hell was the missing piece of tapestry for if it wasn't going to have any significance later on? Did the writers just forget or what even?
Worst part for me: The stakes were low as fuck. Disney doesn't respect its target audience, nowadays it thinks that children can't handle anything worse than a main character getting disappointed. The worst this "super evil" villain does is make people sad temporarily, for like two minutes (Kid you not), like one character stays sad for longer but MOST people in the kingdom seem happy and normal after giving up their wishes, he legit just makes people sad a few minutes (Again, I kid you not, no one dies, the wishes he "eats" to make himself stronger come back, nothing he does has a permanent, devastating effect, he is not even revealed to have killed Asha's father in a dramatic way or something). Yeah he makes people forget their wishes which is pretty sketchy but up to that point he seemed to have complex reasons for that, reasons that seem to disappear or have never even been there the second half of the movie when he magically becomes more evil due to a forbidden green spooky magic he uses, and then suddenly he becomes Maleficent (The cool, perfect villain version, not the woobie one) style evil in a very, very rushed and over the top way. I feel like he should have started up as fully evil with no backstory (Just a simple, Gaston or original Maleficent style, self centered guy, who wants more and more power and adoration), and simply gotten worse and stronger OR given more complexity as to why he became that way, but instead we got this weird thing in between where it is clear he just wants power and love from the people for the sake of it and yet he has this half-made sob story on how his family died.
There was a great lack of originality in this movie at the climax as well. Anyone watched "The little mermaid II"? That was pretty much it. Villain gets power boner, says he will enslave everyone (Worst thing he does in whole movie and yet no one trying to defy him dies at least off screen or gets hurt in any meaningful way). Then heroine saves the day.
The funniest part of this movie is that the villain's fate is worse than anything he ever did in the movie I swear. He gets trapped in a freaking mirror and then locked up in a cell (Similar to the Little mermaid II villain's end too lol). That is straight up torture till death, it is so fucked up. And his wife who literally sees how the green spooky magic is the main thing responsible for his bad day (If we are being honest that is all it was, other than the taking wishes part he seemed to be a good king) leaves him to rot and becomes queen Catherine II style, it is hilarious. Like girl, you turned against your husband like five minutes ago because apparently through decades of seemingly loving marriage, you never knew he was evil but now somehow you are ok with him rotting in solitary confinement till the end of time? So dorky and silly. So bad, so bad.
Lastly, that goat was annoying as hell.
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