#does this sound whiny

[daydreamingoncloud9]

So recently, there was this blue lock exhibition where you could be accompanied by either an E4 (isagi/bachira/kunigami/chigiri) or a reonagi/nagireo voice guide. (Full translation for the former here and the latter (+ the actual audio) here)

And the reonagi/nagireo one makes me very :) sane :) actually :)

And the fact that this script was supervised by Kaneshiro-sensei himself and thus makes all of this canon...

It's not like I was finally getting over my obsession or anything. This didn't drag me back into reonagi/nagireo hell at all! :)

I also haven't been obsessing over the other stuff that came with the exhibition either. Nope. Nope.

I'm completely chill guys. My life hasn't been ruined and I'm not in shambles at all. I am A-OK.

#as if the script wasn't bad enough‚ the actual voices make it even /worse/ somehow oml #why are you guys flirting???? why does nagi use babytalk and the softest voice ever when talking to reo??? #why does reo sound so endeared by nagi when he's being pouty and extra whiny with him???? #nagi what do you mean you want someone to spoil you for the rest of your life while implying that someone should be reo??? #why do you sound so sad and confused at the implication reo won't always be with you??? #reo what do you mean you /want/ to always be with nagi too??? #hey guys i thought this was about football??? where's the football guys??? hello??? #nagireo #reonagi #mikage reo #reo mikage #nagi seishiro #seishiro nagi #blue lock spoilers #bllk spoilers #The Cloud Talk #you know what? after this idc what anyone says #they are canon and in love /to me/

[wonderstruck-perfume-tv]

I’m just gonna say it. The Style TV Intro sounds normal to me.

#taylor swift #taylor lurking #taylornation #eras tour #taylor’s version #taylors version #ts 1989 #1989 taylor’s version #I literally cannot tell the difference #and y’all are so whiny #it sounds the exact same to me #I does not bother me in the slightest #same thing goes for New Romantics #it sounds the fucking same

[peribirb]

🦔 <alone on a friday night god i'm pathetic

#sorry i keep posting like this i think my brain is just trying to kill me lately you can ignore/block these posts if you want #im just really feeling the weight of a life unlived and a world unexperienced sitting heavy on my shoulders tonight #i feel like i sound like a whiny teenager but. i dunno it really does hurt #i feel so fundamentally disconnected from the world around me like i can only process things through the lens of like #treating the world like it's a story i'm reading about not something i'm physically part of. i can't wrap my head around that #i feel so deeply inhuman like. i'm conscious of things and i can see what's going on but it feels like an entirely different world #one that i'm cut off from and can only study from afar. like some sort of sentient AI stuck in a computer #and every day that goes by feels like one step farther away from ever changing that. like im gonna have to accept that i'm not actually rea #...actually yeah i. really don't feel like i'm real. #delete later

[cheriafreya]

being a broke ass gamer is driving me 😀 C-R-A-Z-Y 😀

#personal // #I don't usually post personal rants but my god #FOMO's been hitting so hard lately #like everytime there are many AMAZING games releasing in a short span I get so upset #because I feel like everyone can afford having all these consoles. all those games #and then there's people like me who can't afford shit #maybe 1 game on launch day in a year #a whole ass year #the rest of the games we play are super cheap games we get on sale #*or* emulated games #I know this sounds like I'm being a whiny mf but being this broke is very disheartening #and it not only affects my hobby but also every aspect of my life as a whole #not being able to go out and have dinner with others #not being able to travel #to step outside #to buy cool gifts #it's so depressing #money does buy happiness #fuck anyone who says otherwise #and thank god we have good healthcare in Spain #or else I wouldn't be able to afford that either #I'm tired. that's all. #estoy loco. locolocolocoloco #I'm also still living with my parents despite my age #so nice.

[mezmer]

Er,mm little bit of posts kind of dogging or mocking girls witj low self esteem I just saw one that’s like “you’re 20+ years old looking at pictures of attractive women saying you wish you looked like that? Get over it” Hahaha. I womt say that’s projection buuut… I literally have no control over my insecurity and I’ve tried so hard to change that. It is not within me to truly cherish my appearance as it is. (At least I’ve effectively removed all makeup besides a small tinted cream for discoloration…) Sorry if you don’t want to hear it! Sucks I know. I complain occasionally just to cope or let it out but I’m not going to sit here and go on and on, and I don’t think many women do. I think a lot of us keep it inside. I don’t want to be ashamed of my insecurity on top of it

Anyway. I’m supposed to be microdosing mushrooms soon I bet that’ll help lol

#I’m the type of person who wants to look amazing though I want to be beautiful. I want that so bad #I remember there’s a lot of other people who can never experience pretty privilege and I feel for them too #this must sound ret but in my head it doesn’t sound as whiny as it does coming out #but several times a day this effects my mood and actions and it’s really difficult to struggle with

[sir-yeehaw-paws]

Oh you're going to be IRRITATING, aren't ya?

EYUP HE IS.

#yea your dramatic ass can be an after dinner fight #bg3 #he rly does sound like lightfeather PFFT #i know its the same va but its amusingly noticeable #nates bg3 play #nates baldurs gate 3 play #nate caps #cazador szarr #imagine listening to this whiny man for 200 years i too would be crazy

[clits-and-clips]

Any advice on getting used to not talking to someone every day when its all I want?

#txt #not serious but if anyone does have advice then great lol #im just sick of myself #i sound like a whiny baby butttttt it isnt fair at all lmao #just dont understand any of it #im so fucking lost without him

[rohirric-hunter]

Me, on the LotRO Forums: Hey @ devs I really appreciate the way you implemented this feature. It really improves the game and here's why I think that.

Some Loser: NO IT DOESN'T!!!!!!! IT SUCKS AND I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#literally barely even upset #just kind of feel sorry for them #they are also very silly #they seem to think that the point of the reward track is like? upgrading your li? silly #its obviously for cosmetics and upgrading your li is a cool side benefit #this is not a joke i 100% believe this #i believe that the vast majority of lotros playerbase does not give a shit about lis #and will only work on them if the materials to do so are literally handed to them #that certainly describes me anyway #so in order to make the li system function at all they have to dangle shiny cosmetics in front of players and then also give them li mats #this sounds like im insulting people but im not #it just isnt a priority #and the devs understand that and are working with us on it #its just that the people who only care about that are loud and whiny and on the forums #but idk. we cant let them have the run of the forums #weve got to have a presence there too #which is why im putting on my big girl britches and actually posting over there these days

[dodgeryy]

I'm such a hot girl. Like I'm a woman who could kill you. I'm lady knife heels! I'm punk rock lulu.

But SUCH a pathetic little worm boy. I'm such a sad whiny little bitch boy. I'm literally a stomped out cigarettes of a man. But I'm the strongest lady u know with good boobs.

Thanks for coming to my genderTEDtalk

#Genderqueer #agender #gender fuck #dodgery time #DOES THKS SOUND LIKE A WEIRD DEGRADATION THING?? I MEAN SAD WHINY BITCH BOY ON THE MKST PATHETIC LAZIEST KF WAYS I- its nkt a weird sext thj

[orpheuslament]

gonna be bitchy & slightly self-conceited for a bit sorry but whenever i think my poetry is shit i look @ the absolute garbage that has thousands of likes on instagram & im like ah. maybe theres hope

#it does make me feel a bit bad tho cus. why not me #idk how to say this without sounding like a whiny egotistical asshole but like. i really do try my best to get something decent out & + #some people do the bare minimum & still get recognised so im very clearly doing something wrong #or maybe im just. not good. who knows #tbd

[dailymadoka]

i do imagine i’m secretly a magical girl training to fight witches to motivate myself to do basic tasks

#the madoka brainrot runs deep #started watching magia record btw #the anime is p entertaining #but i haven’t played/read/watched any of the mobile game #and i’m only 5 episodes in #so take that with a grain of salt #i really like yachiyo though #and the dub cast is very on-point #the girls all sound very down to earth #not squeaky or whiny or over the top at all #so that’s a HUGE point in its favor… #also inu curry does NOT miss

[vivid-vices]

i really think the world could stand to be a tiny bit more understanding of low-empathy people

#re: a post i just saw about compassion fatigue which is absolutely not the same thing but let me explain #it is really fucking exhausting to try to make yourself care about things when you just naturally don't #and that probably sounds whiny #but if you don't pretend to feel upset or outraged or even just bothered by Other People's Problems people think you're a monster #and it's like. i don't even care about my own life #i make an effort for my family/friends because i do love them and want to help them #but it's not something that comes naturally to me at all. that shit was trained out of me by the time i was double digits in age #so i do understand conceptually that it's Not Good when Bad Things happen to people but does it bother me? not really #and performative empathy seems pointless most of the time unless it's to directly comfort someone i care for #i've been seeing a lot of those ''if you don't reblog you're the worst person ever and you should die'' type posts and i'm immune to them #but there are younger people like me on this site who don't have years of experience scrolling past those and probably feel like shit #anyway. that was a rant. just be a little more understanding that not everyone experiences the world the same way you do #having the ''correct'' and ''obvious'' reactions to things (words i've seen used here) are not as natural as it seems to some people #and if you block me for this then it's a hill i'm fully willing to die on btw #ellie.txt

[nomaishuttle]

btw controversial but fuckk ptsd dude yohre telling me judt bc my parents shouldnt ever have been parents now i have to be fucked up for the rest of my life .

#i know like..coping mechanisms and ris8ng above and learning to live with it but like its fucking stupid and unfair bc im never gonna stop #having ptsd yk. my episodes might get less frequent i might build happier memories but jm always gonna have these memory blocks and trigger #s and nightmares like. forever. im never gonna get to have had a normal childhood thats the most fuckedbup thing ever #like ik this is whiny but like. why. why me what did i do to deserve that childhood. not that any kid deserves abusive childhoods obviously #it sounds like im like ermmm there r wayyy worse kids who shouldve been the ones to go to the zoo 💀 but like ykwim. why does #thus have to happen to so many ppl i hate it i hate it. i wish i could just Actually forget everything instead of just like. not rly #remembering it but Knowing it..yk. i know everything that happened to me even if its all blocked out #and i still feel like. the effects of it even the stuff thats jncredibly hazy to me. and jm never not gojng to feel that. my personality hs #literally been fucking shaped by the childhood i have and like. yes you can 'change' your personality a bit and your choices blah blah blah #but like. even with that. im still always gonna be like. my first impulse will always be distrust and doubt and fear. even if i train #myself not to Act on those emotions i still will always feel them. im always going to expect people to leave even if they dont even if i #dont let myself push them away its something im always going to be terrified of in the back of my mind. im never gojng to have #proper social skills bc i fully missed out on that stage of development im never going to be like. at the same level as my peers bc i #missed out on those skills. sigh. ik ik ik feeljng inhuman and feeljng different from everybody else is a jniversal thing but i truly think #im like. im missing something that everybody else seems to have and i dont even know what it is but i know i dont have it and everyone #can tell j dont have it and it fucking. sucks . basically

[oh-lacy]

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#okay i know i said i wasn't going to be active. #and i haven't been (although it probably says i have because i always have tumblr open on a tab in my sidebar thing) #but i need to rant. #i just feel so fucking guilty and upset. this is going to sound so whiny and petulant but god i hate loss and grief. #also. midterm projects and exams are coming up and i'm so fucking busy that i haven't really had the time to process the fact that this is #happening. and when it does sink in my heart feels like it's about to crack open. #and because i'm so stressed and busy about this and school and other stuff #i've had to ask for extensions on two of my assignments. which is fine because my professor literally does not care. if anyone ever needs #an extension she'll just move the due date to the end of the semester. so that's fine. #but then yesterday i had two assignments due and i was doing a bunch of stuff and forgot to complete/submit one of them. #i can still ask for an extension and it'll be fine. but the fact that i completely forgot about it for 24 hours is just UGH #also if anyone is still reading 1. so sorry for this stupid rant ily and 2. sorry for making this so confusing i know i didn't give any #context.

[atinystraykid]

Every couple weeks or so I'm hit with the shattering realization that I have an genuinely unlikeable personality and then go on to change absolutely nothing about it.

#this isn't even a depressed post it's just... true #I rarely hang out with people outside of my immediate family but everytime I do I'm reminded I just suck as a person #I overshare a lot #and I lack the social awareness to realize right away when I'm putting people off by sharing something that makes me sound whiny or rude #I talk and act like a young child in many ways which also comes across as being whiny and dramatic #(or even as downright disturbing to strangers) #I have a very Very limited number of interests/hobbies/topics I understand well enough to converse about/life experiences #and once again I usually lack the awareness to understand when I'm boring people or being annoying by repeating stories/topics #And the thing is I sit here now and I am aware of all these shortcomings and all those ways in which I'm unpleasant to hang out with #but I have no idea how to change them #and if I spend the whole interaction focusing on not being annoying I end up overwhelmed to the point of physical symptoms #And trust me puking on peoples shoes does NOT make me more likeable

[corpsoir]

i think i might take a few days off from tumblr 👍 dont worry i'm fine and i'm still here i just need a short break

#whatever #i'll be back with more things soon maybe?? just give me a couple of days i'm feeling kinda blue rn lol #it'll pass i promise i know how to deal with myself #also had a really fucked up blog interact with my art and now i feel super super weird about everything and i want to burn everything #hhhujghghh. sorry #i really do like posting my art here but i lose the motivation to do so because so many just. dont reblog stuff #and i dont want to sound whiny and annoying about it but i just feel like stuff i make just. idk whatever #i'll be back shortly lol i couldn't leave if i wanted to #i just uuuuhhhh need a moment. im very tired and stressed and sick of gross people showing up here #both in my notes and on friends blogs and whatever #like. i shouldnt let things get to me but it does #there was a n/azi blog liking my art the other day and it made me feel so sick i dont even know what to say #i just. you know i think i need a break from feeling like i gotta check tumblr all the time #im constantly on edge on here because i dont want yucky people on here #and i feel horrible about it idk. #sorry for the 5000 miles of tags here