#do u ever just love a person so much it makes your stomach upset

[anton-luvr]

hiii can you do Riize's reaction to dreaming of u cheating? Lmao like do u think they would get upset ,worried...? 🧍🏽‍♀️

# WHEN THEY DREAM OF YOU CHEATING ; 7riize.

⚝ bf!riize x gn!reader | angst ⚝ note ; thank you for req anon!! this was honestly kinda sad to write like damn who would cheat on them 💔 + reqs are CLOSED

# SHOTARO. - it'll definitely upset him a bit, but it won't last long. he knows the both of you love each other too much to cheat, so he'll go back to being the happy unbothered king he is after telling you about it and being smothered with kisses and reassurances from you.

# EUNSEOK. - all sassiness and pettiness will be unleashed. he'll wake up in a cold sweat, reach over to make sure your sleeping figure is still beside him, and proceed to whack you awake with his pillow. shouts a "how could you cheat on me in my dream!?" while you're startled awake, confused. he'll proceed to wrap himself around you and make you promise you would never cheat on him (you really would never) before falling asleep again with his head resting on your chest.

# SUNGCHAN. - he will be very upset. he know it's just a dream, but it kinda messes him over and he's just :( for the rest of the day. it just felt so real and it makes him so uncomfortable and sad. needs extra kisses and hugs and reassurance that you'll never cheat on him.

# WONBIN. - like the drama queen he is, he would be soooooo extra about it. shakes you awake at 2am and will ask 'did you ever cheat on me? be honest.' and you'd be so confused bc why??? would you cheat????? when you have park wonbin??????? you tell him just that, but he's not convinced. writes up a contract that you'll never cheat on him and makes you sign it the next day. both of you know that you would never, but wonbin feels more relieved to have it on paper bc he's silly like that.

# SEUNGHAN. - bro is Not Impressed™. he'll tell you about the dream very seriously, because it genuinely makes him feel sick to the stomach. not that he doesn't trust you, it's just that the dream left him scarred. but once you squeeze him in a hug and get him flowers with a sweet kiss to the cheek, all memories of the nasty dream fades away.

# SOHEE. - he'll be so whiny and upset about it. would be mumbling "how could you cheat on me in my dream? :(" and "why would you do that to me? :(" for the whole day because it was so upsetting. it gets to the point where you have to grab him by the face and tell him for the nth time that you would never do that to him, and you'd find a way to get into his dream to slap your dream self for it. it's so stupid and childish that it makes the both of you laugh, the kiss you press on sohee's lips making him feel better.

# ANTON. - listen... he'll start crying. he has some insecurities, so this just might break him. cries so hard that you wake up and he wouldn't want you to touch him for a while. but once he's calmed down and lets you hug him, he'll cry even more :( he'll also talk about it with you and the both of you will work on his insecurities while he becomes clinger than ever bc you're his favorite person in the world, and he doesn't want to lose you to someone else :(

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[andreaheartscats]

Ellie Willams

->stressed out reader about school work. -> fluff i guess? no smut. ->roommate Ellie

a/n: helloo there beautiful people! i hope you like this little fic i came up with, please dont mind any bad grammer (if there is any..i hope theres not) english isnt my first laungage so yea. love u all!

Five hours. Youve been studying for five hours now, the tiredness and sleepeness was carching up to you at this point. But the stress was like no other.

It was the last semester and you had so many tests coming up from every possible direction. You were sure that your eyebags had eyebags now, if thats even possible.

The dask was filled with random papers, books from diffrent subjects and many of your mostly filled notebooks. While looking through the papers you had laid messily around your desk, a gentle knock was heard from your bedroom door.

"come in." as you said those words the door opend slowly and there stood Ellie, your roommate and your best friend....and the person you had feelings for.

For a momment Ellie just stood there leaning on the doorframe as she looked at you for some time and finally spoke up. "havent seen you much today." she seemd a bit upset as she said those words.

"sorry Els, im really busy with studying.." saying that, you let out little sigh as you take your reading glasses off to rub your temples in frustration. Ellie takes a notice of your messy desk. Your tired eyes and the empty cans of many diffrent energy drinks laying around your bedroom floor.

Her face frowns a bit as she sees you in this state, honestly feeling bad for you. She noticed how much work you put in school and how much you try.

She walks towards you and crouchs down infront of you while you sat comfortably in your chair. The sight of her this close to you set shivers up and down your spine.

"how 'bout you take a little break yea?"she said with a soft smile forming on her face. The idea didnt sound too bad.. i mean you were pretty tired and a little break couldnt hurt.

Without saying much you just nodded your head at her while giving her a tired smile. You both laugh a little and decide to go to your shared living room and watch some TV.

"alright, you just sit there and ill get you somethin' to snack on babe"

you plop yourself onto the comfortable couch you two bought. Babe. those words triggerd the butterflys in your stomach. Even if you two were just friends, you melted every time she used some kind of pet names.

After sometime, Ellie came back with a bowl of popcorns and some other snacks. She sat them on the table carefully and looked at you with a proud smile. As if a kid would look at their parents when they do something good.

You couldnt help but smile at her. She sat next to you and threw her hand over your shoulder which caught you off guard a bit but you didnt mind.

As Ellie scrolled through the list of series and movies, she looked at you from thr corner of her eye. "you know..i just wanna help you a bit to relax. Youve been working so hard lately."

Her words were so calming. You snuggle into her, your head falling on her shoulder as she traced a little circles on your upper arm. "thanks Els"

you mutter quietly but making sure she knew you were greatful for her and for the things she did. In response Ellie just hummed as she choose a movie.

For the first hour of the movie you enjoyed it. Ellies arm around you as she held you close to her while your head was comfortably laying on her shoulder.. But for the next hour of the movie Ellie heard little snors coming from below her.

She glanced down and noticed you fast asleep. Not daring to move even a inch, not wanting to wake you up from your peacful sleep, she just stayed there watching the rest of the movie untill she finally feel asleep too.

Honestly this might be the best sleep you ever had. Literally cuddling Ellie, "your best friend" , roommate and most importantly your fucking crush!

#ellie williams #ellie williams x reader #comfort #tlou #tlou2 #the last of us 2 #the last of us #ellie #ellie the last of us #ellie williams the last of us #ellie williams tlou #x reader #headcanons #headcanon #tlou headcanons #tlou headcanon #the last of us headcanons #comforting #fluff #cute #lesbian

[rosebudfics]

hii ♡ may i request for a severus x f!reader where she isn't feeling her best about her body (if u're uncomfy with that it could be any other reason!) so she cuddles on sev's lap and he comforts her, but then it turns into riding and lots of praising ? 🥰 thank u so much in advance if u can do it !! <3

You're beautiful, don't forget that

Husband!Snape x Wife! Reader

Warnings: self doubt, swearing, reader is self conscious of her body (I tried my best to make the body type varied so it wasn't too specific), face riding, p in v riding, slight overstimulation, let me know if I missed anything <3

A/N: i am OBSESSED with this idea. I love it so so much!! Hope i did it justice

You were having a horrible day. You were tired, and on top of that you caught yourself staring in the mirror too long. The more you stared, the more imperfect features appeared. One eye was slightly more droopy than the other, your nose looked too big/small, you couldn't look down without a double chin showing, you were starting to get smile lines and wrinkles, your stomach had that annoying pudge/shallow look, and so many other things.

Why couldn't you just have a perfect body? You couldn't help but feel like your husband, Severus, would start not being physically attracted to you. You knew he loved you, but where would the spark be if he didn't love your body just as much?

You vision started to blur as you felt tears start to appear, but you jumped and quickly wiped away your tears when you heard a knock on the bathroom door. "Are you alright in there?" You heard Severus speak softly.

"Y-yes, I'm fine just give me a second!" You cringed at the voice crack, and cleared your throat, wiping away any excess tears. Severus frowned to himself when he heard your voice, but waited until you opened the door. You opened the door and did your best to smile up at him, and leaned up, kissing him gently.

"Hello, darling," You then wrapped your arms around him, hiding your face in his chest.

Severus smiled gently, holding you as he stroked your hair. But then he furrowed his brows. "Love, are you sure you're okay..? You can tell me if something has upset you,"

You stayed quiet for a moment, before whispering so quiet that he had barely caught it. "Do you still find me attractive..?"

"What kind of silly question is that?" He pulled away slightly and grabbed your chin, making you look up at him. Severus then saw the tears welling up in your eyes. "Y/N, you are the most beautiful person I have ever laid eyes upon. How could you think so lowly of yourself?" He was mad at himself for not showing you how much he found you attractive, sexy, just beautiful in every way.

You let out a soft sob. "I-I'm sorry, I've just... I don't feel pretty. There's so many things that are wrong with my face, I just don't understand why I can't be like all the other women. I-I-" You were cut off by Severus kissing you as he caressed your cheek.

"Y/N, my love, I know what that can feel like... trust me I do." He then suddenly picked you up, bringing you over to the bed and he rested your head in his lap so you were looking up at him. "But I need you to know that you are beautiful, inside and out. Everything about you. Your eyes, your face, your body.." He ran his hands down your arms.

You just stared up at him, amazed that you could find such a man as wonderful as him. What did you ever do to deserve him?

"Do you understand now? That you are stunning?" Severus asked, softly caressing your face with his finger tips. You nodded, lips parted slightly before you grabbed his hand and kissed his palm.

"I love you so much, Sev..." You whispered, leaning your face into his hand. He smiled. "I love you too."

You both sat like that for a while, enjoying each other's touch, before you climbed up to sit in his lap properly. You wrapped your arms around his neck, and you started to kiss him softly. You felt Severus place his hands on your hips, kissing you back passionately.

You started to gently rut your hips against him, and you heard a low groan from him. You smirk slightly, and start to rut more.

"Please.. let me see you without these," Severus whispered lowly as he pulls on the waist band of your pants, as if he had never seen you naked before. Even though this definitely wasn't your guys's first time, he never failed to make your stomach do a back flip.

You stood up off of him, and started to strip until you were just in panties. You waited until he had removed his own clothes before straddling him again. Severus gripped your waist. "Look at those pretty hips... so beautiful, so perfect for me.." He whispered in your ear before kissing your jaw.

You let out a shaky breath, feeling your core getting hotter by the minute. "Can I take these off..?" He asked, tugging at your panties. You responded with a nod, and he slowly pulled them down off your legs and threw them with the rest of your clothes. You felt him then run his fingers from your clit to the bottom of your slit, earning a soft moan from you.

He smirked before laying down more on the bed, and pulling you over so your core was directly above his face. You gripped the headboard as you blushed, looking down at him. Severus then pulled you down, and he started to lick your slit. You let out a loud moan, squeezing your eyes shut as you felt his nose nudge against your clit.

You reached down and gently gripped his head, before you started to rock your hips slightly into his face. He grabbed your thighs, pushing you down further into his mouth. He licked and sucked, and started to rub a thumb on your clit as he pushed his tongue inside of you. You let out a gasp, followed by stuttered moans.

Severus rubbed his thumb faster, causing your thighs to shake and clench around his head. You didn't want to hurt him so you did your best to not crush him. "S-sorry.. f-fuck!" You groaned.

He pulled away for a second, thumb still working your clit. "Don't ever apologise love, if I were to die I would love to go out that way.. getting crushed by these wonderful thighs on yours," He smirked, and shoved his tongue back into you.

You giggled, but were interrupted by a loud moan when you felt a knot forming in your stomach. You were gasping for breath as you arched your back, gripping the headboard until your knuckles turned white. You then felt that knot snap, and you let out a cry of pleasure as your thighs shook, followed by soft whimpers as you calmed down.

Severus had swallowed everything, before tapping your thigh so you could let him get up. You fell back onto his stomach, legs weak due to the intense orgasm you just had. You leaned back, and felt something poking your low back. Your eyes widened slightly but you smirked.

"We can't forget about you, can we?" You said, before shuffling back so he could sit up as he chuckled. He gestured that you would sit in his lap, and you obliged, wrapping your legs around his waist. He reached around, running his fingers through your slit to gather your juices, and rubbed his cock in them.

"Ready?" He whispered, rubbing your back with his free hand. You nodded, and he pushed himself inside, letting out a guttural moan. You whimpered and rested your forehead on his shoulder, still feeling slightly overstimulated due to your recent orgasm.

He let you adjust, before grabbing your hips and softly lifting you up and down. You were letting out little gasps and whines, digging your fingernails in his forearm when he sped up. "F-fuck... You're perfect. perfect for me, perfect in every way.." Severus whispered in your ear as he bounced you up and down on his cock.

You didn't realise it, but tears started to well in your eyes again from gratefulness, and it didn't take you long before you started to clench around him due to overwhelming feelings.

He let out a loud groan. "If you keep clenching like that.. I-I'm gonna.. gonna-" Severus went silent, then let out a loud groan, moaning as he released inside of you, and the feeling of it caused you to reach your second climax, and you let out a squeal, biting down on your tongue to try not to be so loud.

You both sat like that for a moment, heavily breathing and calming down from the high. You kissed his cheek, wrapping your arms around him as you sighed in content. He traced his hands along your hips as he whispered, "You're beautiful.. don't forget that."

#severus snape #professor snape #pro snape #severus snape x reader #severus x reader #severus x y/n #severus x you #severus snape imagine #pro severus #severus snape x y/n #severus snape smut #smut #snape smut #severus x you smut

[leanchugger420]

₊ ׅ ֹ 𓈒 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐞 | 𝐧𝐦.𝐫 𓈒 ֹ ׅ ₊

pairing – boyfriend!niki x fem!reader

warnings – fluff, heartbreak, established relationship, depressive state, mentions of heart being torn out and bleeding, fluff <3

wc – 0.8k

A/N – i love love love this so much! hope u enjoy <3 please do like and reblog!! it helps me reach more impressions :)

today for the first time ever, niki wasn’t speaking to you. every single question you asked him was shrugged off.

‘hi niki!’ ‘hi’.

‘what’s up?’ ‘nothing’.

‘how are you?’ ‘fine’.

‘is something wrong?’ ‘no’.

niki was always enthusiastic to be with you, to talk to you, or just see you. you wondered why your oh so loving boyfriend who behaved like a little puppy when he saw you, was being cold and ignoring you today.

ever since you and niki had started dating, you’d always be co-dependent with him. if he was happy, you were happy, if he was sad, you were sad, if he was angry, you were angry. you guys were a twin flame.

two months ago, when enhypen’s manager permitted niki to move in with you, you both were more than ecstatic. that entire first week, you were in paradise. pillow fights, movie nights, midnight snacks, playing games together till 4 am. it was everything to you. he was everything to you.

it killed you to feel this way. to feel like you had made him upset. to feel like you made him feel anything less than happiness.

you analyzed every single thing you could’ve possibly done and every single thing you could possibly do to make him feel anything but this way. you were pondering your options while staring off into the distance, but just then, you took a glance at his face. the dead, emotionless expression in his eyes broke your heart in a million pieces.

“niki”.

no response.

“do you want to go get bunggeopp-“

“i think i’m going to move back to the dorms” your face dropped immediately. he’s pushing you away. why is he doing this? he loves you. right?

“w- what? niki, are you joking?” you had to ask even though you knew he was in no place to joke around right now especially about such a serious topic.

“i think we should break up, y/n. my feelings have changed” you felt your heart rip out of your chest and bleed all over the ground. he walked away from you. he doesn’t love you anymore. he’s moving out. niki was no longer your boyfriend.

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you lifelessly wandered around seoul city for hours, feeling no reason to want to go home. the one thing that made it your home was gone. it was 2:47 am and you finally stepped into your (ex) shared apartment with niki.

it felt brand new. all of niki’s stuff was gone. it was almost as though he never lived with you in the first place. you dropped to the floor and tears fell out of your eyes. you felt the wetness on your cheeks pouring out and you screamed at the top of your lungs. you didn’t cry, you didn’t speak. you didn’t leave your apartment the next day and you continued to do so for the next two weeks.

                                                                           

it had been two months since niki had moved out and ended things. you were functioning but you lost your spark. you were no longer the person you used to be. yhe y/n that everyone loved. the y/n that niki loved.

for once, you decided to go out for dinner alone. you thought if you were going to be alone, you could at least learn to be happy by yourself. you went to the ramen place a couple of streets away from your flat where you and niki used to go. you sat there for ten minutes after eating your meal to gather yourself. the entire time you had only missed niki and reminisced about your memories in this place.

you wiped your tears from your face while walking into your apartment. you felt your stomach drop when you saw niki sitting on your couch. you were hallucinating, you had to be, but that didn’t stop you from calling out his name.

he looked at you. your flat was completely dark, but you could see stars in his eyes. you had really gone crazy, you thought, as you walked towards him slowly, he got up from the couch and ran towards you. he wrapped his arms around you so tightly and you heard him sob.

this is real. he is real. these words rang in your ears and as soon as you came to your senses you put your arms around him, and the tears poured.

“y/n, i’m so sorry. i miss you so much. i love you so much, i’m so sorry, please forgive me. i lied to you, nothing changed. i love you, i love you. please don’t leave me. you’re all i have left. i wasn’t thinking properly. i miss my mother, i miss my family, i miss japan. i lost everyone. i can’t lose you too.”

you didn’t say anything at all for a while. you stayed still and quiet in his embrace.

“y/n, please say something” he searched your eyes for any sign that you might have moved, that you might say no and turn him away.

“you didn’t lose me. you never will. i love you too, niki. i missed you so much” he held your face and and caressed your cheek and pressed a soft kiss to your lips.

#niki fluff #niki x reader #niki #enhypen niki #enhypen #nishimura riki #enhypen fluff #enhypen imagines #enhypen x reader #niki imagines #kpop fanfiction #enhypen fanfiction #enha fluff #enhypen soft hours

[redr0sewrites]

HSR Characters When Your On Your Period Hcs PT 2!

RAHH PT 2 WITH MORE CHARACTERS SINCE YALL LOVED PT 1 SM

🥀Cw: blood, periods, afab reader, mentions of period sex and smut, non-sexual nudity in himekos, mentions of cramps and headaches

🥀Pairings: jing yuan x reader, welt x reader, himeko x reader, gepard x reader

🥀minors dni with the nsfw portion

JING YUAN

the minute that jing yuan senses any form of discomfort from u, complete and utter chaos ensues

once he realizes ur on ur period, he immediately takes the day off work to pamper u senseless (much to the irritation of fu xuan)

jing yuan will carry u wherever u need to go, pressing kisses to the top of ur head and whispering softly to u

hes very mindful of ur emotions when ur on ur period, and is great at communicating how he feels and asks u to do the same so that he knows when its ok to poke fun at u and when u want him to just take care of u

he'll switch between joking around with u and trying to make u laugh and taking care of u depending on what u need from him at the moment

JING YUANS HANDS ARE DEF HUGE AND HE GIVES THE BEST MASSAGES LIKE SIR-

if ur feeling tension or pain in ur stomach or back bc of cramps expect him to give u the best massage of ur life

he can and will cook for u <3

he will let u lay with mimi, and loves silently watching the two of u just relax together big cat go brrr

jing yuan will rest with u if ur havinv a headache, turning off the lights and running his hand over ur back as u take a nap

if u need ANYTHING during ur period, say no more bc jing yuan will get it for u

hes has no problem with going to a store and buying pads, tampons, medicine, or anything else u need

when it comes to period sex, jing yuan is always dtf

he def has a size kink, hes fucking huge after all and when ur on ur period and ur so sensitive hes going feral

i feel like he would enjoy mating press in general, but when ur on ur period he especially enjoys it bc he can see how blissed out ur face is and he loves seeing ur blood and slick in a messy ring around his cock as he brings u to ur orgasm again and again

HE LOVES HOW SENSITIVE U ARE AND ABSOLUTELY WILL TEASE U AB IT, IF U GUYS HAVE TO GO TO SOMETHING FORMAL YALL KNOW HES GONNA BE TEASING U MERCILESSLY

thinking ab jing yuans large hand gripping ur thigh, trailing higher and higher to press where u want him, so close but yet so far as he whispers the filthiest things in ur ear. eventually, his hands reach ur pulsing core, pressing down against ur clit through your undergarments and watching u squirm as he circles the sensitive bud, ur pussy is so wet from blood and arousal and he just cant help but want u...

WELT

welt is totally the type to help u track ur period, he is always super prepared for when u start ur cycle and always has products ready

he is a smart guy, he knows a lot ab periods and how to deal w them and is super reliable when it comes to comfort

he also cooks for u, and would bring u breakfast in bed!!! i also feel like he'd be the type to read to u, say for example ur exhausted with all of ur cramps and wacky hormones, he'll lay in bed with u and read ur favorite book to u while the both of u eat the food he made for u

welt probably already has a stash of period supplies for u, but if u ever run out he would prob just go to himeko to get more supplies for u

welt prob has headaches of his own with all the stress he goes through on a regular basis since hes a trailblazer, and would be super comfortable to just lay with

if ur hormones r being wacky and ur upset or anxious ab something, he is a really great person to vent too cuz hes an outstanding listener and always adds good input

if ur having cramps, he already has a heating pad or ice pack ready for u

welt is the type to make u both a pillow fort to watch movies in and read in while ur struggling with ur period, so that neither of u can be distracted

if u ever get blood on the sheets/on ur clothes while sleeping, welt is never grossed out or disgusted. he understands its a regular bodily function, and will give u a reassuring hug before going to wash the sheets /clothes for u

welt is always very careful during sex, and that also comes in during period sex

he wouldnt ever want to seriously hurt u, and would be very careful during period sex

hes constantly asking if ur ok and if ur comfortable

i think welt would really be into missionary cuz its a pretty intimate position for him and he gets to see ur face and know how hes making u feel

EYE CONTACT!!!! HE IS ALWAYS MAKING EYE CONTACT

will not hesitate to go down on u and eat u out while ur on ur period, he will lay a towel beneath u two for cleanliness and then proceed to eat u out like a starved man, working his tongue and licking ur clit until ur seeing stars

pull his hair hard, it will catch him off guard and make him groan against ur pussy

hes really good at aftercare as well, brewing u some tea and running a bath and he'll give u a massage as well

welt would probably be the first to suggest period sex, esp if u had cramps bc orgasms can help w cramps

overall, supee caring and loving

HIMEKO

listen, she's prepared too

himeko has a lot of period products cuz she also has a period (duh) and likes to be prepared and is always willing to share w u

if the two of u are synced up, she will totally be fine with just being lazy all day and laying with u in bed

she enjoys admiring u and the both of u will have relaxing days doing ultimately nothing

himeko would brew coffee for u if ur tired, and would nap with u if u genuinely wanted to sleep

she would give u massages and would prob want one in return, she would def want ur shirt off tho so she can admire ur body while she massages u

she'll press kisses to wear ur having cramps while gently and soothingly running her hands up ur thighs

if ur hormonal, himeko is good to talk too bc the both of u can vent ur stress together and lean on eachother

if ur sad or crying himeko will kiss away ur tears, whispering to u softly and telling u stories ab the worlds shes visited to calm u down

now if someone MADE U CRY.... theyre getting their ass beat

if ur having cravings, she will go to any world u want to get the food u want i feel like she would be the type to have super bad cravings so she always has a stash of comfort foods locked away for the both of u to eat

cant cook for shit tho 💀 she can only brew coffee

yall will bathe together u dont have a choice- she will wash u and u can wash her, she'll sigh and hum softly as u run ur hands through her red curls-

when it comes to sex in general, himeko is either pretty rough or pretty vanilla there is no between

i feel like she'd lean on the vanilla side of things when ur on ur period, esp if shes on her period as well

she has a mommy kink, and loves to "take care of u" during period sex since the both of u are practically insatiable do to hormones

LOVES TO EAT U OUT UNTIL UR OVERSTIMULATED AND WHINING FOR HER TO STOP

I ALSO FEEL LIKE SHE WOULD BE A HORRIBLE TEASE AS WELL, TYING U UP AND ONLY PRESSING A VIBRATOR AGAINST UR WET CUNT AND TELLING U TO COME ONLY FROM THAT STIMULATION BEFORE SHE EVEN ACTUALLY TOUCHES U

she has a lot of toys, and will use them on u since ur so sensitive

a sadistic part of himeko enjoys seeing u cry from pleasure and overstimulation during sex, she definitely wants to ruin u

"aw, ur getting so worked up sweetie" she coos softly, running her fingers against ur wet slick. she pulls back, revealing her hands covered in ur blood. she proceeds to lick them dry, moaning from ur taste as the delectable and filthy act makes u whimper below her...

yo i went off for a second there anyways-

GEPARD

tbh ur prob one of the first people hes ever been with, i feel like he wouldnt have a lot of experience in dating but would try his best, he knows ab periods from his sisters but isnt super knowledgeable on them

when u first tell gepard ab ur period, he would probably instantly hug u

he would ask serval ab anything he didn't understand, and she would tease him mercilessly ab being a simp for u💀

gepard is often super busy with his silvermane guard duties but will take time off to care for u

if ur having cramps or need any supplies, he will go and buy anything and everything that u need to feel better

hed prob buy like 20 boxes of pads/tampons cuz he didnt know how much u neeeded, hes confused but hes got the spirit <3

HE CAN COOK I WILL DIE ON THIS HILL malewife behavior AND WILL COOK FOR U

MAKES U ANYTHING U WANT

if ur the type to workout and go to the gym when ur on ur period to help with cramps, he will accompany u!!!

gepard just wants to make sure that ur comfortable and happy

i feel like hes anothe person whos big on giving massages, he'd blush a little and fumble at first cuz he'd be afraid of hurting u but would be really good at it over time

gepard would play u music if u were tired and needed a nap, or would hum for u softly its so adorable

he understands that u dont say everything u mean when ur on ur period and that ur hormones can make u upset some times so if u guys ever argue he never takes it personally

if hes confused ab something he probably wont say it unless u ask him ab it, he doesnt want to seem stupid or incompetent in ur eyes

hes trying his best!!!!

if gepard heard that orgasms can help with cramps, he would def offer to help u

to yk, ease the cramps. no other reason. totally not cuz seeing u sensitive and needy turns him on...

gepard is SUCH a pleasure dom, he always puts ur needs before his esp during period sex and will make u climax from his fingers a few times before even thinking ab fucking u

would be hesitant to eat u out, but i feel like he'd really like it if u rode his face

gepard would also like u riding him in general, and he is another sucker for eye contact- seeing ur eyes roll back in pleasure from sensitivity only makes him harder, he will start thrusting into u faster, so eager to please u<3

he really enjoys aftercare as well, he'll press soft kisses all over ur body as he wipes u off with a towel and preps a nice bath for u both to enjoy <3

URGEHHRHEHEH THIS WAS SM FUN TO WRITE! i still feel like shit lmao. im considering writing a pt 3 to this if anyone has anymore hsr characters they'd like to req! hope u enjoyed!!

#hsr x reader smut #hsr x y/n #hsr x you #hsr x reader #hsr x female reader #hsr smut #jing yuan #welt #himeko #gepard #hsr jing yuan #hsr welt #hsr himeko #hsr gepard #gepard landau #jing yuan x reader #jing yuan x you #jing yuan x y/n #welt x reader #welt x you #welt x y/n #welt yang #himeko hsr #star rail #himeko x reader #himeko x you #himeko smut #himeko honkai star rail #gepard x reader #gepard x you

[flowerinjuries]

Hi can you do haechan type of bf like the one you did with mark? Thank u!

i got a few requests to do this so here it is!

haechan as a boyfriend!

the soft side:

at first he’s kind of confusing to you because he’s both really intimidating but also really funny

whenever he looks at you, a chill runs down your spine

you just really want to impress donghyuck, so whenever his eyes meet yours you feel suddenly insecure

this feeling doesn’t last long though as you get to know him!

soon you find out how ridiculously immature he is and how easily he gets your stomach to hurt from laughing so hard

he’s a prankster too

loves to make you think you’re losing your mind

where’d your clean clothes go? you swear you set them on your bed so you could get dressed after your shower

you catch your boyfriend haechan tiptoe into your room with a playful smirk on his lips

of course the son of a bitch stole your clothes just so he’d get the chance to see you walk out of the shower in nothing but a little towel

but when he gives you back your clothes, you wonder where your panties went?

let’s just say haechan has a little stash of souvenirs hidden away from you

anyways.. my mind’s in the gutter..

haechan is a bratty boyfriend

loves to pick ridiculous arguments with you just because he thinks you’re hot when you’re pissed at him

he will laugh at you when you’re trying to be serious with him

he can’t help it.. he barely takes you seriously just because you make him so happy

it’s just a rare occasion for you to see him upset because of something you did

haechan has a big mouth

loves to brag about you to the guys

calls you his angel sent from heaven

he’s your fucking devil though

you’re more reserved than him, so of course you’re gonna blush red and smack him when he blurts out something that was meant to be personal

but at the same time it turns you on when he boasts about you

he only ever has good things to say about you

rubs it in everyone’s face that you’re his and his friends will never find someone as good or hot as you

he just thinks you’re so perfect and he’s so lucky that you reciprocate his love

haechan is very touchy

wants you sitting on his lap all the time

he does not care where you are, you better let him have his hands on you

he compliments you so much that others may think his words have lost their meaning

but not to you two

every sweet word exchanged between you two love birds only makes your hearts flutter more

haechan is just exciting to be around and he makes you feel like a kid with a crush

he will always be your crush

god i love haechan

the not-so-soft side (nsfw/18+):

ok i know this is what you all came here to read

trust me i’m excited to write this.. haechan is so sexy and would 100% fuck his lover better than he’d ever imagine fucking a hookup

he’s really mean though >:(

but when you first got together he was really sweet and took his time

it’s just that he’s so open with you about everything it’s only natural that you two ended up exploring harder kinks together and learned to enjoy it

you two just love and trust each other so much so sex is always fun no matter what’s going on

i’ve previously said i think he’s a switch but for this i’m just gonna write him as a hard dom

((he’s still a switch though shhhh))

sadistic as fuck

he’s so sick in the head

wants to see you cry, scream, and beg for him throughout the entire fuck

his definition of foreplay is torturing you </3

takes it excruciatingly slow

he’s gonna laugh at how pathetic you are for him

hell he might be into knife play since he’s such a sick fuck

you love it though

the shivers you get from the anticipation and the nerves just turn you on beyond belief

he ruins all your lingerie

he’s rich though so he’ll buy you more don’t worry

his hot breath is always whispering gruesome (but sexy) things into your ears

he’s so extreme

“i bet you’d wait in hell for years just to get a chance for me to fuck your wet fucking hole, huh?”

duh

grips your thighs so hard there’s deep purple bruises :(

does not listen to you when you tell him to slow down

he will stop abruptly in the middle of fucking you <3 he’s such a fucking tease it makes you so angry

but he’s the one in charge, sweetheart

he does what he wants with you

you’re just his toy

(but you’re his favorite)

he cums alllll over you

so so messy

makes you lick it up as you make eye contact

if you’re lucky he will praise you

there’s so much i could write…

haechan is just the most mind blowing sex partner there is

but even if he’s wild, he never fails to take care of you for as long as you need afterwards

he does your skincare routine for you and takes you to your favorite drive through

will ramble on about life all night long as you drift asleep in his arms <<<3

i really love hyuck :’)

i hope my anons enjoyed this! as well as all my readers! i appreciate you all :D asks are always open, so please send in requests or any fantasies you have! i’m always in need of writing inspiration!

#nct au #nct fanfic #nct 127 smut #nct smut #haechan smut #donghyuck scenarios #donghyuck fic #haechan fic #donghyuck smut #nct dream smut #nct dream fanfic #haechan scenarios #haechan x reader #donghyuck x reader

[whyse7vn]

MILITARY WIFE -

[ot7 x reader]

SEOKJIN -

jin: if you’re pregnant now this the time to tell me

y/n: blocking you

jin: you are my fire

y/n: kick fucking rocks seokjin

jin: breaking both my legs

y/n: are you gonna miss me that much?

jin: no

being in the army seems like so much effort

y/n: bye

jin: i’m so fr

what the fuck am i kim seokjin gonna do in the fucking army

y/n: ran laps and shit idk

jin: FOR 2 YEARS

oh no

sorry not going

i have a really bad knee and ur pregnant my arm is bent backwards and hitting all these c4’s has given me slight brain damage

y/n: clearly

jin: what

y/n: what

jin: plus ur like super depressed and me leaving would only increase that depression which is understandable

yk? since i’m me and all

y/n: i think i’ll be fine

jin: don’t lie babe

y/n: just say ur gonna miss me and move on kim seokjin

jin: i won’t and pls stop saying my full name i don’t know you like that…

y/n: suddenly ur single

jin: wtf what did i do

y/n: i’m so sick of you

jin: see a doctor or something idk?

but we need to make a baby like rn ur not pregnant right ?

y/n: no and i don’t plan on being anytime soon

jin: um that’s not apart of the plan…

i clearly said ur pregnant my arm is bent backwards and something bout a knee injury are you not following?????

y/n: no i am

i just think ur being ridiculous

jin: ME???????

i think ur the ridiculous one rn

ur loving bf is trying to stay with you and is willing to go against the laws to do so and ur not helping???

i think we should take a break or something…

y/n: for 2 years?

jin: OMG UR WORKING WITH THEM ARENT YOU?

you want me gone

y/n: …

YOONGI -

y/n:

yoongi: bye

i’m not even gone yet

y/n: i don’t know if i’m ready for the military wife shit…

yoongi: we aren’t married so you don’t need to worry about that life

y/n: shut the fuck up

anyways

bae why didn’t you tell me sooner i mean what if was pregnant or something ???

yoongi: you’ve known for a whole year and ur not pregnant.

y/n: WHAT IF YOONGI

yoongi: do not start this shit again.

y/n: you wouldn’t be there when i gave birth..

the first birthday…

i can’t do this yoongi…

yoongi: oh no i guess we have to break up😱

y/n: yk what i’m gonna have a blast when ur gone

yoongi: crazy

what about the baby

y/n: fuck the baby the baby isn’t real it was a test of your love and commitment to me and you FAILED

yoongi: damn :/

y/n: you’ll be fine tho right

yoongi: ofc my love

y/n: i mean idc i knew that lolz

was just checking

yoongi: i know bby

y/n: ew ur hot and i love you

yoongi: ew?

y/n: ew

yoongi: ew i guess i love you too

y/n: and u think i’m hot?

yoongi: the hottest

y/n: ur so cringe bro

yoongi: bro???

y/n: it’s time to put this picture up i think

yoongi: 😐

y/n: and when people come to our house i’m gonna be like “yeah that’s my husband… he’s out at war rn” (i’m looking out the window at this point) a single tear runs down my face as i rub my stomach and smile “he’ll be back soon” then there’ll be a knock at the door making me and who ever tf is with me jump a little i go answer the door with the person following behind me (they are nosey af) i open the door and gasp “bang pd… what are you doing here?” he’s holding his hat in his hands and looks really upset he looks at the ground as he speaks to me “y/n….”

yoongi: what the fuck

let the pregnancy thing go

and just because i’m joining the military doesn’t mean i’m going to war you know that right?

and why do i have to die at the end?

y/n: you need to be asking the real questions like who tf is in the house with me ?

also i never said you died YOU said that

yoongi: well it was implied that i died

y/n: shut UP

yoongi: anyways im omw home put the heating on

y/n: sir yes sir 🫡

JIMIN -

y/n: WHEN YOU SAID LIGHT IT UP LIKE DYNAMITE YOU WAS FR THIS WHOLE TIME ?!?

jimin: yeah babe 😔💔

y/n: you fr gonna me lighting hoes up ????

jimin: with a little funk and soul

y/n: omg send me a pic of ur first ak 🥺

jimin: idk if they’ll actually give us guns

y/n: why not?

jimin: kim namjoon with a gun make that make sense

y/n: ur so right

maybe they’ll just give you one

and yoongi the others idk…

my boys and their lil pistols 🥺🥺🥺🥺

jimin: do you think i’ll look good bald?

y/n: no

but it’s okay i’ll still love you

jimin: …

y/n: xoxo

NAMJOON -

y/n: you taking this army shit too far don’t you think…

namjoon: 🤨

y/n: i’m ur number one supporter always but like…

i’m all for army don’t get me wrong

but actually joining one i think you’ve got confused…

namjoon: babe.

y/n: so if you could fix ur confusion then we can continue

namjoon: buzzcut

y/n: ur bags are packed

when do you join

when do i get to see

you can take your phone with you right

GOd FORBID I LET YOU TAKE THAT FUCK ASS ANDROID make sure you take that iphone

you can definitely send me photos right

ur gonna be so buff omg

i’m gonna combust

but i like ur long hair

wtf no

☹️☹️☹️☹️

it makes you look so great

it’s so you

so soft

frames ur face so nicely

what if i hate the buzz

what if ur head is wonky

nvm u cant do it

tell them ur not going because what if the other people bully you for ur wonky head

i won’t be there to help you

i cant have that

ok it’s official you’re staying

namjoon: babe

y/n: call them namjoon before it’s too late

namjoon: it’s going to be fine

y/n: no it’s not

wtf am i gonna do without you

FOR 2 YEARS BABE

ur telling me i have to eat alone as in all by myself ?

no thanks

i’ll pass

namjoon: stop it

it’ll be fine

y/n: 😟😟😟😟😟😟

don’t talk to me i’m sad

man

what the heck

ok i’m over it

namjoon: oh?

y/n: yep

namjoon: cool

y/n: cool.

namjoon: 👍🏻

y/n: fuck you and ur stupid little thumbs up

namjoon: what

y/n: what if i also join the army

namjoon: be fr with me love

y/n: WDYM i could so do it

namjoon: right…

if you were to join

it literally changes nothing

y/n: :c

we could shoot guns together

and have a picnic on the field

namjoon: we would be separated babe

y/n: FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

namjoon: oh wow

y/n: i am over it

namjoon: ofc you are

y/n: are you trying to fight me??

namjoon: no??

y/n: how about i pack ur bags now

just leave me in the dirt already idc

namjoon: ☹️

TAEHYUNG -

y/n: is all of seventeen single?

tae: idk wtf

i do not see why this is relevant

y/n: yk

tae: yk what?

y/n: i’m going to ask google

tae: hello what???

y/n: google didn’t help

the bitch said maybe maybe not

loser

she’s supposed to KNOW

tae: what is going on

and do you not have their numbers

thought u were besties

y/n: IK THAT

but i can’t just ask like that what if they catch on

what then tae

tae: catch on to what?

y/n: that i want one of them

are you silly

keep up

but that would totally ruin my whole plan

tae: ???

are you sick in the head

ur bf is right here

you are actively telling me all this yk that right?

ur kinda a bad cheater

y/n: hey

i need to make plans for the future ur gonna be gone for 2 years i need to be loved

tae: i’ll still love you when i’m in the army wtf

y/n: cute

but that will not cut it

who will i wake up to everyday?

who will play the trumpet at 9pm really loud and do it as bad as you?

who will talk to me about their sick obsession with feet?

tae: fine be like that

i just find a new gf fuck you

cheating BITCH

y/n: wtf

that is not fair i let you kiss and cuddle ur all ur little members for our whole relationship

i think it’s only fair that i get to hold a seventeen members hand for a bit

tae: i DO NOT kiss and cuddle them wtf

y/n: okay.

tae: what if somebody leaks our chats and the people believe that

it will ruin my perfect image

y/n: they already think you kiss and cuddle and ur doing perfectly fine

tae: how do you know

y/n: how do you not know

tae: what seventeen member do you want

y/n: don’t talk about my bfs like they are shopping items

but i am not picky woman

first come first serve

tae: but you-

nvm idc

fuck you

y/n: maybe i’ll date them all at once

then i fr never be lonely

tae: my fans will dox you and take all ur money

y/n: booo

my house is your house

my money is your money

we’ll be doxxed and broke together when you come back 😍

my 13 men will take care of me when ur gone

tae: 13 men is 26 feet 🦶

y/n: this is when i stop talking to you

JUNGKOOK -

jk: :(

me when i think about going to the army

:/

me when i think about being alone

:(

me when think about being away from you

:/

me 2 hours ago

:D

me rn

y/n: what changed in the last 2 hours

jk: i got something

y/n: what did you get

jk: i don’t want to tell you

just know it makes me happy and i’m a grown adult so i can buy what ever i want

y/n: omg okay.

why so defensive what the hell

jk: you shouted at me last time i told you about something i got

y/n: jungkook you brought a rock for 4k

a

ROCK

for

4

k

jk: the past is the past for a reason

y/n: anyways

what did you get

jk: not telling

anyways have i told you how much i love toy story

loved it for my whole life

y/n: you watched it for the first time yesterday

jk: ok?

y/n: bye

maybe going to the army will do you good

they might be able to scare you into acting right

jk: i act perfectly fine the heck?

y/n: a 4k rock is not perfectly fine to me

LIKE FR A PLAIN NORMAL ROCK it’s all coming back to me ur actually so sick in the head omg

jk: LET IT GO OMG

ur making me upset

y/n: what the fuck jungkook

jk: ?????

y/n: how much money did you pay for this

jk: not following

are we still on the rock?

because it was 4k you literally just said that

y/n: jungkook

jk: stop saying my name i’m kinda scared rn

y/n: WHY DID A PACKAGE OF 1462 TOY STORY SOCKS JUST COME TO MY DOOR?

jk: oh

lolz

why would you open it

was my package not urs :(

y/n: how much was it

jk: my phone is going crazy rn omg

i think someone leaked my number

i have to get rid of it asap omg

y/n: i will not let you into this house

how much was it

jk: haha

so um

funny thing is

omg is that car coming towards me?

omg i think itBDSHD/£:££:£:£:;£;&3&348(8(8(84847£4£44££;£3&3&

hey

this is a random lady on the street ur bf jungkook got hit by a car he idk if he’s alive let me pass the phone

hEy babbbe i cAn hrdly breatheee rn idk if i’m gnA make ittttt

jst know in my last momentttts i was thInking obf u luv u biye xx

y/n: do not come home unless you want to die fr

jk: hello this is the random lady again ur bf died i’m sorry for ur loss

y/n: how much did the socks cost you

jk: 7

y/n: 7?

jk: k

y/n: i pray the army takes everything from you

jk: ….

y/n: including ur will to live

HOSEOK -

hobi: until i join the army i have decided to live my life as an australian

starting now

y/n: how unfortunate

hobi: naur way it’s dandy mate

y/n: oh wow

what made you make this decision?

hobi: i saw that new jeans girl say let’s gaur and my life was changed mate

y/n: ur accents so strong it comes through in text that’s crazy i must say

hobi: let’s gaur down under on top naur way

y/n: this is taking years off my life

hobi: naur way mate hopefully it takes 2 years off mine mate let’s gaur

y/n: this feels like it’s a form of self punishment

hobi: bingo mate naur way you’ve cracked it i wanna die mate

y/n: wow

this is a lot to take in all at once

hobi: naur mate this is crush hour crush hour let’s gaur

y/n: idk if australians say naur in every sentence

hobi: naur mate it’s an auzzy thing mate you would get it let’s gaur

y/n: no cuz ur so right my fault

hobi: naur i think it’s time i end this let’s gaur

i will now only talk in song lyrics

starting now

pop pop pop

y/n: oh man

i was just starting to like the australian thing

hobi: pull my sneakers on

tell me tell me

y/n: tell you what?

hobi: got army right behind us when we say so

y/n: soon u will be army

isn’t that crazy

hobi: darling i don’t wish you well

y/n: omg ?!

rude

breaking up with you

hobi: i might kill my ex

y/n: sick little fuck

hobi: kiss kiss fall in love

baby i’m sorry

y/n: forgive you

hobi: i’m not sorry

ok i’ve decided i only want to talk in emoji

starting now

☠️

y/n: i feel like i’m having a stroke

hobi: 😭🙏🏻

y/n: i’m leaving now

hobi: 😟😟😟😟😟😟

😣😣😣😣😣

😰😰😰😰😰

😞😞😞😞😞

😐😐😐😟😟

…

kinda hate this one. did write it before jin left too so yez also sorry jimin’s one is kinda short it’s sosososs long to make these individual ones i feel like as i go through each member you can see me low-key going insane and shit not making any sense hope you enjoyed it tho xoxo

#bts crack #bts fanfic #bts fic #bts fluff #bts imagines #bts text #bts x reader #bts x y/n #bts x you #namjoon x reader #jin x reader #yoongi x reader #hoseok x reader #jimin x reader #taehyung x reader #jungkook x reader #bts texts #rm x reader #seokjin x reader #suga x reader #jhope x reader #v x reader #hobi x reader

[heeracha]

ep 42. / ep 43. — the one with the letter. / ep 44.

end of the line. — p. jongseong

synopsis: thinking it was a hotline for people who just need someone to talk to, jay calls. but why did a clueless student answer? with jay’s phone call has a time limit, you, the clueless student, insists on staying with him until the end of the line.

pairing: jay x f!reader

content/genre: college au (wow shocking), slowburn, fluff, angst and crack, smau.

warning(s): friends teasing friends, yk affectionate teasing, swearing, tell me if i missed something !!

note: here's the playlist <3 and that is the end of eotl ! jkjk,, um i'll update again later at night ofc HAHAJBSDHJA but no frfr we're nearing the end im screAMING,,, i'll leave u guys love letter giving jay <3

“come in,” you say as you heard a knock on your door. the door opens, sunoo comes in with a smile. you were laying on your stomach, giving him a weak smile and sunoo noticed how you were probably crying all day.

“you miss him?” sunoo asks and you nod. “then talk to him.”

you shake your head and he sighs, nodding. he can’t really blame you. the one person you never thought would lie to you did. plus, he was a jerk for how he rejected you. but all in all, you were still incredibly in love with him.

“you need anything?” you ask.

“i just wanted to see how you were doing.” he says and you sniffle.

“great.” you say and sunoo sighs. 

he takes something out of his jacket and gives it to you. you look at it, seeing it was an envelope. it was probably from jay. you sigh, taking it from sunoo. “you send him the things i say, don’t you?” you ask.

“once or twice.” sunoo answers. “also, he would always ask me how you’re doing.”

you hum, sniffling as your tears stream down your cheeks. you sigh, looking at the envelope. “there’s a pint of mint choco in the freezer.” you say.

“it’s okay.” sunoo declines.

“it’s just fair for making you go back and forth because of us.” you softly chuckle and sunoo chuckles, opening your fridge and taking it.

“i’ll be going to jungwon’s.” sunoo says and you softly mutter a bye. sunoo exits, closing the door and you turn, laying on your back as you open the envelope and take the letter from inside.

hi bubs,

it’s jay. your honey and who ended up being your cute guy. but i’m probably not anymore. i’m sorry. for a lot of things. for dropping the cupcake on your shirt, for hiding the truth that it’s me, for lying, and for making you cry almost everyday. if i could go back, i would tell you right away. i panicked so much, i didn’t know what to do or say. like i said before, i like you to the point i can’t even talk.

everything i said about you to you, they were real. my feelings are real. no matter how much i try to stay away from you, i just keep gravitating to you. in a very funny way, too, we can both agree. i just didn’t want you to think i was a fool, so i stayed away, but the universe had other plans. and i did not only make a fool out of myself, but also became the biggest jerk and hurt you.

i know you never want to talk to me ever again, and i won’t force you ever. i will stop contacting you from now on, give you your peace of mind. just promise me one thing, you will take care of yourself. just know, y/n, i will always be cheering for you. don’t leave anything just for me, okay? you have no idea how much i played on my mind if we’re together, and no one wants this more than i do. i’m sorry for making you think i was upset when you got in, but truth is i’m very happy for you and i know you will be happier in the new university. i know, it’s only 15 minutes away from here and i sound insanely dramatic , but i know you would never want to see me ever again.

i love you always, y/n. always have, always will.

jongseong will always support you, y/n.

jongseong and y/n. not honey and bubs. it’s when it really sinks in you that it’s jay that you have been talking to. your cute guy, your honey, the one that’s always there for you when you need someone. 

you take in a deep breath, sniffling as your soft cries were the only thing that could be heard. you love him so much, you wanted to talk to him, but you weren’t ready to do so. maybe this is it already. 

no more bubs and honey.

could you actually go through it without jay?

#enhypen imagines #enhypen scenarios #enhypen x reader #enhypen smau #jay imagines #jay scenarios #jay x reader #jongseong imagines

[wiselyghost]

Bros the type

@simonsdoll said: "If your accepting request can I request any ghost head canons and him having a crush on y/n? SFW and NSFW head canons. Please?"

This should be fun⏖

Ghost x Solider! ReaderFem!

[Sorry didn't know if u wanted male or gn :/]

c/n = codename

SFW

Bros the type to stare into your eyes when you first joined 141

Bros the type to always have a weird fuzzy feeling in his stomach when ever he is around you

Bros the type to stay around you even if your a couple feet apart to always make sure your safe

bros the type to help your wounds from a rough battle blushing a tiny bit when you have to take of your shirt to show where the bleeding is coming from

Bros the type to let you say his first name after a few years giving you trust

Bros the type that likes having his knees brush against yours when you are squished between him and soap in the jeep

Bros the type to chuckle about your little jokes through out missions and tells you some of his own to (He likes to hear you laugh through the coms)

"Two gold fish are in a tank.."

"Go on"

"one turns to the other and says.. do you know how to drive this thing?"

…

"little army humor"

"Very little"

Bros the type to get those warm gloves you wanted for a while and gifts it to you in private making an excuse saying how it will be useful when the next mission is somewhere cold.

Bros the type to confess to you after a very deadly misson thinking if something happens to you or him he will never tell you his true feelings

Bros the type to caress your face and gently press his lips against yours if you agree to be his and his only (bros being waiting for this moment FOREVER)

Bros the type to be heartbroken if you turn him down on his confession and be really more cold hearted towards you and everyone on missions he would be rough with you but still worry if anything happens to you PLEASE SAY YES TO THIS SAD BOY

NSFW

Bros the type to be rough with you during love making time like bro THROWS you onto the bed doing doggy while pulling your hair not like you would complain 😏

One time on a misson 141 meets Graves for the first time and you can tell he was checking you out and your ass he started flirting with you in front of ghost and bro was ready to murder that guy right there and then everyone felt that tension between them

Ghost know you can handle yourself but mannnn can this guy get jealous

Tells Graves to back the fuck off and that your already taken but he still can tell that Graves is still taking a good long look at your ass when you guys walk away

Bros the type to grab your arm and lead you somewhere private where a jeep was located where 141 was transport from

Locks the Door behind him was kinda upset that the windows were dark he wanted to show that little shit who you belong to

Takes your gear off but almost rips your daily clothes like he hadn't had you for yearss

Leaves TONS of hickeys all over your neck, collarbone, stomach, thighs, ass, and tits. You could basically be called Violet Beauregarde with how much the color purple was covered over you (it's the girl from Charlie and the chocolate factory)

141 and others saw the car shaking not Graves being jealous 🤭

Bros the type to huff and gruff rather then moan but would get later for you if you were into that

Bro is a ASS man so he would be really into doggy or any position to see your cute ass bounce when he slides his hug cock into you

Bros top he likes to take control and is dominant in bed and would take alot of convincing if you decide to want to be top

Dick is about 7 in a half when soft 8 in a half when hard

Love height difference

I personally think he would really like shower sex like just imagine it

After a long day you guys get to go home and both need to shower and you guys haven't touch each other in days so you guys were both hot and bothered

Hot water sprays on you while ghost wrestler with you tongue trying to win dominance while he pumps your wet cunt with his cum

"Your lose cunt can't take all my cum can it sweetheart?"

"Your one lucky whore that l even show you my cock so what makes you think you get to come?"

"You want my kids in you huh? Oh l know you do you slut"

Bro loves to degrade 😩😫

King in aftercare

Would clean you up and whisper sweet nothings in you ear saying how well you took him still have his cum in you though

In the end he always want to show you how he appreciates you and cherish you and would tell you that everyday even thought it was the 7 time today

OK that is all for today l hope that you like this sorry l was busy with college and work but l finally got it done! Love you all have a good night/day/noon :)

#ghost mw2 #ghost x reader #ghost cod #ghost headcanons #mw2 #ghost smut #ghost x y/n #ghost x you

[blushyeleven]

hey! So take this draft while I’ve been unmotivated to write, I started writing this while ago when I had a massive crush on chanelle and she was talking to another boy😭

So this is a vent fic.

⚠️Warnings⚠️: self harm (please don’t read if u struggle with this), tickles

Characters: Lee!fem!reader, ler!sam, ler!tara

𝒞𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊

She messaged you. Your crush messaged you. The pit in your stomach grew. Normally at this notification your smile would be growing and your heart would be pounding with the butterflies in your stomach doing backflips. But your crush was also your straight bestfriend. Who was currently out with another boy who she had been talking and showing and interest in recently and your heart was shattering. Shattering like glass. You felt stupid. Selfish. You knew that she would never like you in any way more then a friend, yet something still drew you towards her. Wanting her. Longing for her company. You were just some weird lesbian and she was straight. A beautiful, model-material, hour glass body straight girl. As if she would ever be attracted to somebody like you, you thought. You knew all of this but yet seeing her slowly fall Inlove with another guy slowly killed you. She was your escape. Your home. Your comfort person and the person you truly loved most in the world. But she had eyes for another. And that other would never be you. How could somebody you valued as your source of comfort also hurt you so much. You felt like your heart was being ripped out form your chest and stomped on. Ofcourse, none of this was her fault. Not at all. You knew that this was your fault, for falling for her again. For letting yourself get so lost that you fall head over heels Inlove with her again. Hadnt you Learnt? The first time you fell for her was when she had a boyfriend. You got over her and then she became single. Even then you knew that you guys had 0% chance of being together but even then, you were her world. Her bestfeiend. The person she focused on. Yeah, you were still her bestfriend but it was obvious that her attention layed somewhere else. You felt so selfish. Selfish for feeling this way. You should be happy for her. Happy that she had moved on and found her somebody else that made her happy. But you wanted the person that made her happy to be you.

7:35pm

You finally brought yourself to open the message. And that’s when the pit in your stomach, became a black whole. “Omg! Y/n! I kissed him!!” You eyes became watery very quickly and you forced your thumbs to type back “Omg what! That’s so cute, happy for you”. Everything you said in that message was the opposite of how you felt. You turned off your phone and threw it against your mattress in an overwhelming build up of rage and let the water in your eyes slowly trickle down your cheeks. You mentally slapped yourself for getting so upset about this whole ordeal. But it was useless. Your mind drifting back to the text. The text replaying in your mind. Over and over again. You just gave up. You reached for the scissors on the side of your bed and slid the blade against your thigh. One cut became two, and two cuts became your whole thigh bleeding. The stinging sensation didn’t make you feel any better. You just thought you deserved it. You deserved this pain for letting yourself become so stupid and selfish. Again and again the scissors met with your skin creating red lines to a-pear. Your cries became soft wails and you quietly sobbed into your duvet. Trying to muffle the sounds of your wincing and cries. Getting carried away, you didn’t stop. Your thighs becoming a canvas full of ugly. Well deserving red lines. The healed scars that you promised to stay healed became fresh cuts..over a girl. It was shameful. It wasn’t even her fault. It was yours. This definitely was dramatic, you were being so overdramatic just because your girl bestfriend (crush) kissed another guy? Just because she wasn’t into you. Just because you were unlovable. Just because you loved her so much that it hurt to see her with anybody else. There was only one word to describe you as. Selfish.

You put the scissors away, you let the blood dry and you and pulled up your Pastell coloured pyjama trousers back up. You sniffled and wiped away the tears from your eyes and you started taking deep breaths. Pull yourself together y/n. You thought. And so you did. As quickly as you got into that mess, you got “out of it” acting as if nothing happened and if everything was fine. You let the puffiness in your eyes die down a little before you finally got out of your bed and opened the door. Dragging your feet along as you moped down the stairs and into the living room. Where your two older sisters. Sam and tara sat. Watching tv. Looking up as they hear you walk into the living room

“hey y/n!” Sam said with a warm smile. You forced your lips to move upwards slightly. Trying your best to give her a smile back “hey guys” you said before sitting down on the sofa. Your flat tone prominent in your voice. Tara furrowed her eyebrows slightly. Seeing as you weren’t your usual energetic, bubbly self. “y/n? What’s wrong?” She spoke in a gently and caring voice “I just.. I just had a bad day” you said bluntly. You just felt numb at this point. Sam watched you before sighing a little, not in annoyance, more in sympathy. “Hey, come here” she said as she stood up from her sitting position and walked over before sitting next to you. Pulling you into a hug. Tara wasn’t far behind her. She also stood up and sat on the other side of you. You let yourself fall back into sams hug as you rested your head on her chest and she held you In her arms. Her big sister instinct naturally kicked in and she knew that you needed them right now. And Tara just sat next to her. With a worried expression and her eyes softened. You bit your lip and sniffled. Refusing to let yourself cry again. “Do you wanna talk about what happened?” Tara said calmly. Not trying to force you to talk, but just wanting to get to the root of the problem so she can help you.

“my bestfriend, *bsf name* who is also my crush.. loves another guy.. and she kissed him.” You said, trying to hold back your tears once again. “oh y/n” Sam said as she squeezed you a little tighter. “It’s okay..” she said shortly after. “Your going to be okay.” You let yourself sniffle and wipe the water away from your eyes with your hoodie sleve. “Listen. I know this is going to hurt for a while.. and I know you feel heartbroken and I’m so sorry that this has happened to you, but maybe this is your sign that you need to get over her” she spoke in a reassuring voice as she held you. Like she did when you were 3 years old and when you scraped your knee. “I also know that’s gonna be so hard because it’s obvious how much you love her, but y/n, I promise you when I say you will find another girl who will love you, not platonically, romantically. You will find somebody else who makes you happy” Sam continues as she cradled you slightly. Obviously trying to calm you down. “But i want that girl to be her” your voice wobbling slightly. “We know, but unfortunately y/n it can’t be. And we want you to be happy. But for you to be happy, you need to try your best to move on. Keep her as your bestfriend and don’t loose the friendship you have with her. But you need to let go of those romantic feelings. I know your hurting right now but me and Sam are here with you every step of the way.” Tara always knew how to structure her advice Well, her words comforting you and calming you down slightly. You sniffled again and nodded “I love you guys” you said, still snuggled up against sam. “We love you to.” Sam said back as she began to run her hand through your hair. “Now, as your older sisters it’s our job to try and cheer you up, at-least for a little bit” Sam smiled. “Oh yeah ofcourse!” Tara agreed and then thought of something that made her heart warm

“oh my god y/n! You look like how you did when you was little! Everytime you were sad you would always go to sam and she would pick you up and cuddle you and cradle you to try and calm you down. Wow, things don’t change.” She said with a giggle and the warm, fuzzy childhood memories that you thought about brought a small smile to your face. “There it is! There’s that pretty smile!” Sam grinned down at you. “Now we just gotta find a way to keep it there!” She added. “Hmm.. how were some ways we use to cheer you up as a kid” Tara stared it into space, clearly thinking about any possible answers.

“Oh my god..” Tara giggled to herself. Sam raised an eyebrow in confusion and you were just curious “that’s it!” She said sounding so proud of herself. “What?” Sam said with a small giggle, clearly also curious on what Tara has just thought of. “Do you remember the tickle monster?” Tara said giggling again but with a small smirk on her face. “Oh my god yes!!” Sam said laughing a little louder “that always use to work when you were little! You use to absolutely love it!” Sam joined in, laughing in between her words. Their light teases made your face react with a vibrant blush as you remember all the times they use to absolutely wreck your with tickles when you were younger. “I think she definitely remembers!” Tara says, snickering even more at the blush on your face “oh come on.. I-.. I’m not 5 anymore.. I doubt that will work” you said trying to hide the slight twinge of excitement in your voice. “Well.. you may be older now, but you can’t deny that your probably just as ticklish as you were when you were little!” Tara teased. “No.. I- i don’t think so.. I think I grew out of that..” you tried to deny everything but through your slight stutters and your pink cheeks, your denials seemed useless. “Oh please, as If! You were the most ticklish little girl y/n! There’s no way you have aged a couple of years and your sensitivity has gone away!” Sam giggled, her statement obviously true. You were and still are ridiculously ticklish. It’s no laughing matter (get it?)

You were completely at a loss for words, some even may call it speachless, and you had no real comebacks to give. “I mean, it’s worth a try” Sam snickered, seeing you tense up a little and bite your lip. “Oh my god y/n-… we haven’t even started yet!” Tara started giggling at your state as you we’re still in sams lap as she held you close. Your breathing started to get a little faster as sam lightly got ahold of your arms and held them out of the way so you had no defences or anything to use to try and escape. Tara just sat next to sam, watching your cheeks turn from a peachy pink to a crimson red. Tara then looks at sam before chuckling and saying “how much do you wanna bet y/n still enjoys this?” Sams face turned into a mischievous smirk, her eyes locked on yours. “oh she definitely does, she’s just to shy to admit it!” And with that sam started scribbling her fingers onto your stomach. “BAHAHAHA” you immediately burst out into girlish giggles that bounced of the walls. Sams fingers moved all over your hoodie, causing the material to bunch up a little as her fingers scratched and scribbled at your stomach. “wow y/n, what were you saying about not being ticklish?” Sam teased again, watching as the laughter just freely flow out of your mouth. That’s also when Tara joined in and started spidering her manicured fingernails up and down your sides. Causing your giggles today increase in volume. 20 fingers working their way around your sensitive spots. This was your personal hell but also heaven at the same time. The ticklish sensation coursing through your body. You couldn’t deny that this was helping your forget about your problems as all you could think about was how much it tickled as your mind was focusing on was the warm fuzzy feeling that you felt ontop of laughing like a toddler.

Sam then crawled her fingers upwards to your ribs, digging her fingers in between them “BAHAHAH FUHUCK SAHAM!!” You cursed and squealed while wiggling about as much as you could (out of instinct). And Tara moved her fingers to your hips, squeezing at them slightly. You sucked your stomach in.. and what made this whole ordeal worse was that sam and Tara were directly smiling at you, seeing how happy you looked and just slowly letting your problems melt away. “yup, she’s still as ticklish as when we was as a little kid, and still equally enjoys it as much” Tara said observing you and watching the stupid smile that you couldn’t wipe off of your face. “SHUHUT UHUPP!! HAHAHHAHA!!” You knew everything she said was right, but you would never openly admit that. “I missed tickling you so much!! It’s still so funny to see how you squirm and laugh at the smallest of touches” Sam cooed, you had no real reponses you just kept giggling to your hearts content. You barely ever let yourself be vulnerable, you hated crying, opening up or just even anybody letting you see you as weak. But tickle sessions with your older sisters were different. It was a good kind of vulnerable. The kind that you actually craved. But you’d take that secret to your grave. “Oh trust me, i think y/n missed us tickling her as much as we did!” Taras demeanour was mischievous and very teasing, she always knew how to make you flustered with just a sentence. “Well this is now becoming a regular thing again” Sam stated with a cocky smile. “HEHEHEYY!! NOHO FAHAHAIR!” “Theres no Point complaining if you enjoy it, y/n” Sam snickered. “I- BAHAHA!”

They then both Switched parts so you didn’t get use to the feeling. Sam decided to go for your worst spot. Your armpits. Tara decided to go back to your sides and with this your laughter erupted “PFFFTTT BAHHAAHHAHA FUHUCK!!…SHIHITT!!” you started kicking your legs about and trying to pull at your arms as you just squealed and squirmed in helpless laughter. “y/n your actually so cute!!” Sam cooed again, seeing how much you were laughing “yeah! I mean look at you! I knew this would still work!” “BAHAHHAHAHHAHAH OH MY GOHOHOD!!” You couldn’t even process anything, let alone feel sad, your laughter echoed through the apartment.. that was until your laughter fell silent, with little breaks of squeaks in between. And that’s how sam and Tara knew you were at your limits so they stopped. They lifted their hands off you and Sam let your arms go, but still holding you close. Listening to your rapid heartbeat and your heavy breathing.

“Are you okay?” Tara asked giggling. You simply replied with a sweet smile and nodded. “Good, did that help? It looks like it did” Tara replied with a warming smile. “Yeah.. it really did.. Thankyou guys so much” both Tara and sams hearts melted. “You don’t need to thank us y/n, it’s what we’re here for” Sam reassured as you giggled and rested your head onto sams shoulder “yeah, so if you ever want to be tickled again, all you gotta do is ask!” Tara teased seeing you roll your eyes playfully. She started comfortingly rubbing your thigh, causing you to wince slightly and twitch your leg. “Oh sorry!!.. did i hurt you?” Tara asked becoming concerned. “Nono! It’s okay!” You tried to play it off cool. Tara just nodded, looking a little bit skeptical but decided not to ask any follow up questions as she leaned her head onto sams other shoulder, just placing her hand on your leg

As the moon rised over the city of New York. You 3 all snuggled together and watched tv. You always knew you could count on Sam and Tara to be your shield and comfort after a bad day. All that mattered to them was to see you happy, and they’d do to any length to see that. (even though they had re-discovered their favourite way)

#tickle content #tickle #sfw tickle #sfw tickling community #tickle fic #jenna ortega #ticklish y/n #y/n tickle #jenna ortega ler #scream #scream 6 #sam carpenter #tara carpenter tickle #tara carpenter #sam carpenter tickle #lee y/n

[gladdygirl18]

Whew it's been a minute since I came out with one of these! Sorry about that filks; mind not in a good space a lot of stuff going on, personally and academically, but my GF was able to help me out of it 💖☺️

These stories are a bit sporadic but they each highlight a very key feature (lemme know when u figure it out but it'll be pretty obvious) continue under cut

Blue Me, Pink GF

So about a few days ago (maybe a week), my GF and I were chilling in her bed just cuddling (I was the weighted blanket this time ☺️💖🤭) and my Gf started lightly scribbling her nails on my sides

"T-That doesn't tickle...." (my voice was legit shaking, it tickled so bad)

"You sure about that hun?" (Scribbles a bit harder)

"Y-Yeah it doesn't tickle. Gonna have to do better than that...."

My Gf scoffs before tickling my armpits, and I just lost it

"Haha there we go, that's better~"

BRUUUUUHHH HOW DID SHE KNOWWWWW 😖😖💖

After that, fast forward a few days later from today, my GF and I had a really heart to heart talk (daddy issues ngl) and I was really upset and distraught. After my Gf gave me a hug (that alone made me feel a lot better) she pulled away and asked, "¿Necesitas sonreír?" (Do you need to smile?)

I honestly love how that it has gotten to the point that if I'm very upset, my girlfriend asks if I want tickles because she knows how much I love them and how much it makes me feel better (and from her words, it puts my pretty smile back on my face)

So when I nodded yes, she chucked before kissing my neck. She then forced her hands under my arms and started tickling me there, making me fall back on the couch laughing

"There's that smile~"

AHHHHHH I LOVE HER TO DEATH OMGGGGG 💖☺️🥰😆

So fast forward again to today (very late at night), my gf and I had another heavy talk (family issues) and I was a little sad but my GF made some good points in our conversation

"Hey, don't let that overwhelm you, okay? You've been having a rough few weeks, especially with worrying about your sister" (heavy topic I won't get into rn but maybe soon),"but just think about what I said, okay?"

I only nodded and on the brink of tears. She looked at me before kissing me and then my neck, only getting a small smile out of me

"Aww come on where's that smile?"

THIS GIRL CLIMBED ON TOP OF ME AND STARTED WIGGLING HER FINGERS AT ME (specifically at my armpits) WITH THE MOST SINISTER IMPISH GRIN I HAVE EVER SEEN 🤭😳😳😳🤭🤭💖💖

"Don't dohoho thahahat!" (I couldn't even look at her; my stomach was fluttering with butterflies)

"Hahaha there's that smile!"

SHE DIDNT EVEN TOUCH ME AND I WAS GIGGLING LIKE AN IDIOT OMGGGGGG 🤭😳😳💖 THAT FLUSTERED THE SHIT OUT OF ME OMGGGGG

So yeah! Sorry about not posting these in a while but life got in the way, but I should be back with more of these soon, provided that my GF continues to do what she does best!

(Also, did you catch the key feature in this TTS?)

Edit: tagging the fwends @giggly-squiggily @cutesmokes @burningablaze @lovelymessybubbly @sunstone-smiles @otomiyaa @jettorii

#irl story #tickle tea stories

[the-book-gnome]

Hey , just started using tumblr app after reading ACOTAR and being completely obsessed with Azriel......and this is the first page I've followed..Really loved your writing..It gives such a butterflies in the stomach 🥰❤...Can u please make post about Azriel's Sex habit ( sex habits with not just anyone but with his mate and the female he truly loves ) ...Please make hugesh post about this one...I'm really looking forward to that one ...please consider my request..plz plzz 🥺🙏It'll be soo good if you'll make it as smutty as possible but in loving and caring way...Making it look like perfect gentleman while doing it 🥺💗

Of course I’ll write this since I’m madly in love with Azriel♥️♥️

He was a very private person, so he was never a fan of PDA, besides hand hold and maybe a few kisses on your head he never really touched you in front of others

That leads to him being super touchy whenever the two of you are alone, even if he was exhausted from the day he had, he would always try and have sex with you, which usually ends with you forcing him to go to bed

Let’s just say when he’s not tired he can last for hours, he tends to overstimulate you because he gets so lost in the feeling he can’t help himself

He loves missionary, it gets him off seeing how much his cock or fingers can affect you

He never wants you to do any of the work, he says that you should just relax and enjoy without worrying about him or yourself

Azriel is a huge praise guy, he’ll tell you how perfect you're doing for him and how good you feel around his cock, and if you're giving him head he hardly ever stops talking, the only times he does is when he moaning

He always makes sure you cum first of you two are making it quick, he wants you to feel just as good as him and he’ll never leave you high and dry unless he’s punishing you for misbehaving

Speaking of misbehaving he has rules you have to follow and if you don’t you get punished, usually by spanking or edging, he’ll go at you for hours without letting you cum, leaving you a crying mess begging for his forgiveness

He’s never too rough with you, if he know you won’t be able to handle something then he’ll stop

He uses the mating bond to check in on you since half the time you can hardly for two words, he’ll give you little break while she’s making sure your alright, sending his love and admiration through the bond

His shadows love to mess with you, during family dinners they will wrap around your thighs, inching high and higher until they reach what they want

They will start slow, circling your clit, they were careful to hide the scent of your pleasure from everyone, including Azriel

They wouldn’t give you a break until you came two or three times, then whispering in their master's ear about what they did, no matter how many times he told them not to, they were just too obsessed with you not to

When it came to aftercare he was always gentle with you, even when he was upset, he would bathe you, holding you to his chest as he washed you

After the both of you were clean he’d put one of your nightgowns on your and then wrap you in the massive pulled of blankets he kept on his bed

He would wrap his wings around you, one of his hands stroking your hair while the only drew circles against your back, using the mating bond to lull you into a deep sleep causing

#azriel smut #azriels shadows #acotar x reader #acotar #reader smut #azriel shadowsinger #azriel headcanons

[jctaro]

Hi, first off I wanna say that I read your rules and I'm not sure if you don't want someone like me interacting but my age is in the link to my masterlist. But feel free to block me if you want, I won't be offended lol.

I know we don't really know each other so sorry if I say something that upsets you somehow.

This might be kinda long, sorry heh. It's kind of a rant too but I really needed to get this off my chest..

But thank you very much for that survey about the lack of interaction on Tumblr. The results from it and the discussions from you and other people has really opened my eyes about this place and just being a writer on the internet in general.

It made me really sad once I realized if I just stopped posting or left, people would most definitely just move on since there are plenty of other content to consume out there.

It's honestly making me think about switching careers from writing to art 💀

Idk if things will change no matter how much I beg for interaction and honestly, things might not ever get better/change.

I normally tend to think about my readers first. Of course I write for myself too but sharing my content with other people is part of the joy and happiness...

Whenever I'm writing the next chapter of my story, or just anything really, I get butterflies and my stomach churns with excitement about how my readers will react to it.

But once I post it and receive nothing, all that work and effort and energy just feels wasted. It makes me wonder if people are actually reading my stuff or enjoying it at all.

The thousand likes feel empty and meaningless after a while at this point.

I wonder if one of the other reasons readers don't wanna comment is because the writer might not reply to it and it feels like...there was no point in commenting? Idk, but I do try my best to reply to almost everyone's comment. It's just sometimes idk how to respond but I always read each reply left by someone 😔

Now, I'm one of those people who write a lot more than read on Tumblr and I do have a separate blog for reblogs but I only reblog the content that I personally loved and actually read.

And I think that's reasonable. I won't be able to consume all the content I find on here and I definitely won't enjoy all of them either. Just cause of personal preference.

However, I am kinda guilty when it comes to not commenting on other people's works. I always do a full dive on their blog to make sure I don't accidentally piss them off by interacting 😅

I need to do a better job at commenting though, I do.

Being a writer is tough. I want to delete my blog and never write again. But I love writing too much to abandon..

I'm currently on a break right now but I remembered your survey and I was like "oh right, I wanted to see the results."

So I logged back on just for you heh <3

But I'm still on break despite being here for this brief moment lol.

I still want to write but I'm not getting the feedback I need on Tumblr. Wattpad sucks and there a lot of minors there so that's kind of a no...AO3 might be the next best option but other than those places, I don't know where else to go. And it feels like my writing days are already over.

I can't write anymore without being sad these days so I'm going to mull it over during my break.

Hope you're doing okay during these tough times ʕ´•ᴥ•`ʔ♥︎ take care

HI HUN OFC NOT !! it's totally okay n i'm glad you're telling me what you think !! and also sobs u logged back on for me??? im so honored 🥺🥺

look, it's completely valid. what you feel is SUPER valid. it's not wrong to want attention for what you do, because even if you're writing for yourself, you share with others whom you know are going to like the same as you. and one seeks validation (i do seek validation!) and it's completely fine. it's not wrong at all to want it !! besides, you're posting something that took you hours, days, effort. and when that's not well appreciated it tends to hurt. it does.

and look i'm not perfect either !! ofc there might be some things i need to get better at, i need to reblog more and try to be better at giving feedback. i think that —and this is also something quite a number of ppl came up with in the survey— it's important to support each other amongst writers. yeah, we're not entitled, but since we like and appreciate when someone reblogs/comments/leaves some kind of feedback, i believe it's important we do it in return too!

there's a point i cannot stress enough and it's something i'm sure tons of writers in here struggle with, and that is the amount of interaction does not make you a better/worse writer, and certainly doesn't determine how talented you are.

surely, lack of interaction makes it hard to get it in mind, and it's discouraging overall, but i really do hope you realize you're talented regardless the amount of notes you get. and i really hope one day you can go back to writing again — for yourself. even if you don't post it. as long as it makes you happy.

i hug you tight tight and send u tons of love hunny<3<3

#🍒 — mail #lovesickwriter<3 #IM SUPER SORRY THIS TOOK ME AGES TO GET TO #ALSO I realized you also go by cherry !! dnsfjadngk I LOVE<3

[sansthesalt]

i’ll never forgive you (i can’t stop loving you)

i said i knew you and if we didn’t put specific things in place you’d never reach out

and you said that it wouldn’t have to be forever

and i said, you don’t say goodbye to people you’ll see again, you say see you soon.

and i just wish she came out and said it. said that it was forever, that she had no intention of ever being friends again, not really, that it wasn’t that friends were too much,

it was that I was too much.

and there were no words that could spill out of my mouth— pleas, begs, screams— that could ever make you stay. that could ever make any of them stay. but you had the audacity to ask for a hug. and you hugged me like you never did before, but you still couldn’t find the courage to say that you loved me.

maybe that’s why you left, because you didn’t have enough love in you to give. because maybe a mean heart weighs less than a trying-to-be kind one. because maybe sitting there, across from them, laughing and making fun of teachers, is easier than telling me you love me.

it is easier. i just thought that maybe for me you’d try. because you said you tried, and i know you did, but trying isn’t just putting in effort to change, it’s to work around those stones we already have settled in our bones. to one day pass over and move through them. but no, i was simply too much.

i sat there in the corner as you sobbed and sobbed— why do you get to cry as you’re hurting me? you don’t see a assassin beg for forgiveness as he turns the knife. because with you, i am not allowed to be hurt. i am supposed to take your hands around the blade and say that i forgive you. that is not love.

love is you hurting me and me saying “it’s okay”, not because i feel okay, but because i love you and i know i will be okay. because love is permanent. love is something that makes you feel like air and you drag with your foot. i cannot say that you cancelling last minute, lying to me when you had no intention of going, making me feel awful for being upset, didn’t upset me. i felt annoyed, or disappointed, or let-down, but i didn’t hate you. hell, after an hour or two i wasn’t even mad at you.

i just missed you. i just wished you were there. and so i tried to text you, but you barely had a word for me; even when i sent u a video trying to make you feel included, you couldn’t be bothered to type real words.

sometimes the softest people hold the sharpest blades. sometimes the loudest people just want to be soft.

i swore i wouldn’t tell myself we would last— i did it every other time, and i was wrong every other time, but with you, eventually, i fell back in. sometimes when i think about you i want to swear my love away forever— to never give it to another living person again. to never loan, borrow, or give my love to another soul.

but like my mother, i cannot stop loving someone i once had. maybe we’re different in that way. i cannot stop loving you. i can turn it into sickness, or unfamiliarity in my stomach, but no, i cannot stop loving you. even when you can’t say it back to me, even when you can’t be bothered to send a real paragraph, even when you can’t look me in the eyes. i cannot stop loving you.

but as you sobbed in that room, you just overstimulated me. i didn’t want to be around you. i was ready to walk out of there and smile at a freshmen and leave you behind forever. i could’ve done it. i could’ve left and never came back. and maybe i will, maybe i’ll switch schools and never have to hear you awkwardly chuckle when you can’t make a decision, or never hear how your voice gets higher when you get tired, or how sometimes, when your back is away from me, you can tell me something you wish you could say more often.

but i didn’t. i sat in that room, trying not to have a panic attack simply from the room being so loud, and i heard you say words you’ve said before. i heard you say words i’ve though before… over and over. it’s not you it’s me over and over again like you were trying to reassure every part of me. but what they don’t tell you as you grow up, saying things more times doesn’t hide the fact you’re lying, it just covers your eyes until you realize you can see right through.

your hair looked pretty today. i couldn’t tell you that. i also realized you either skipped school to get your hair done, or in your some-kind-of-grief, decided that a new hairstyle was the perfect move.

tomorrow we have two of our classes together, shared table, shared notes, shared post-it’s— but now i don’t have anything. because now the table is longer than it is wide. now the space across from me is not long enough for my hands to reach. and you said we could be friendly, just not close friends. but i heard it in your voice, i felt the pause. so when it left your mouth i heard,

“we can be friendly… just not friends”

(and i can go anywhere i want, just not home)

and i can notice you but you can’t notice me. because love is a drink i never learned how to sip and hope is not something you can believe in.

i hope that time heals all your wounds. i hope you find someone to love and you love them with all you’ve got. i hope you get your mom out of her house and get your brother out too. i hope you learn to live away and speak your mind. i hope you learn how to be brave and be alone without being lonely. i hope you find some scrap of courage to leave everything you’ve ever known and find some kind of home. i hope one day you never have to worry about your mom and your brother changes his name. i hope one day you get to feel like you’re in charge of the world. i hope that one day you look at the stars and you never feel more excited. i hope you stick with your best friend and i hope you never stop loving your passions. i hope you live a long and full and healthy life, but i pray to god that i never have to see it.

and i pray, that one day, you’ll see doc martens or a french textbook or a monthly tumblr post and think of me. and think of the way we laughed. and think of the way we ran.

i hope you see a quote about lost friendships and think of me, and you know i’ll think of you, too.

#poem #poetry #friendship #teenage years #hell is a teenage girl #poetblr #poetsandwriters #prose #i hope she doesn’t see this but also yeah i do #and i hope you’re doing well #i love you forever #sad poetry

[kpophubb]

(｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡ 12:20am ✉️#4

original song 🎧

my guilty pleasure these days

for you > 🔥

LOVEU SUNSHINE ☀️ thank y for always blighting my days

🐁 🥱 😴 🫂

ꕺ♡ 💌 : ….𝕿𝖔 𝙼𝚈 нуυηวιη … ꕺ♡

♡…hello baby🥺🫶🏻💗 I love hearing from you so much especially when you write super long letters..it fills me with joy to read each line. I love being talked to. I always open asks first thing in the morning so they always brighten up my day. And don’t feel burdened naurr that I always have to spend time replying to all your lines 😭 it’s just that I love paying attention to every detail <3 I’m a small things person. And yk I faced this myself when I talk about various things and the other person only replies to a few topics and ignores the other ones..I feel hurt ( ¿ ) like yk sometimes I leave some important feelings in those ignored topics..ofc I don’t blame them cause I talk TOO MUCH at a time but yeah I don’t wanna come off as that insensitive to anyone else 💔 thus I pay attention to each word you say cause I never know which one weighs how much value to you. 🤍

♡…and oh that anon T-T nah babes, don’t worry I didn’t think of anything tbh. Sometimes misinterpretation happens bc we have different perspectives and are different individuals so it really is okay. As long as I’m clear and not misunderstood I’m fine with it. Huh..and about my bestie 🫶🏻 yep lol nth happened between us I was just worried of being distanced due to physical separation but that’s fine now! I can totally understand about the mutual bias thing🥲 I love being mutual biased with my friends when it comes to jungwon but uhm..,, you know I kinda feel sad if I ever make a jake biased friend OFC NOT BC HE IS MINE OR IM DELUSIONAL NO HE ISN’T AND WILL NEVER BE, but some part of me stings :( bc I realize how my love for him is so inferior and he’s loved by many other Incredible people and that makes my feelings feel small and invalid 💔 just normal human emotions bc I’m too attached to him..

♡…I’d love to have a pajama party with you omg😭 I love comfy late night sleepovers, we will have lots of snacks, cookies and chocolates and use a lot of skincare and give eachother manicure 💅 and pedicures lol. And pls let’s try to bake brownies and talk a lot about kpop and life. 🤍 it’d be GOALS, I REPEAT LITERAL GOALS to have a pajama party w hyunlix and us 😍🙈 aahh, just thinking about it makes me giddy. And haha I know you love soobinie, if we bring him let’s bring beomgyu too😈 bc I love his sense of humour and he makes me laugh sm. (tho the party will turn into utter chaos in 1 second if we bring him lol.)

♡…about the face reveal thing NO BABY I didn’t mean to make u scroll, I did them many times and put them up for some time so I asked bc I was wondering if you saw THEN. I didn’t mean finding out now 😭 I’m so sorry that due to the miscommunication I wasted so much of your time 💔

♡…I can understand hun, cause I always feel like shit before my period comes. My stomach and back hurt and I feel so negative and emotional, I always end up crying so much. And the health complications and mood swings you said :( awh my poor baby. Pls take extra care of yourself when u go through the tough week. 💗 you deserve to be fed and patted when you feel sick like that, I wish I could take care of u all the time. <3

♡…about the making friends in your 20’s thing, it’s kinda upsetting to admit but a friend in 20’s is never a guarantee. You know, we all get so busy with life- work, academics, responsibilities and so many complex emotions that we can’t bond that deeply with people then. Ofc some people do end up making genuine soulmate friends in their 20’s and they’re lucky. But I feel like the high school and childhood friends you grow and glow with, they know you deeply and have been through your highs and lows that’s why they’re your more real friends. Idk this is just my opinion.

♡…ikr..my way to escape is kpop too. I always feel so welcomed by my idols, I always find so much validation and feel so accepted and loved by them. It’s like coming home after a tiring day, and tho it’s stupid to many people who think how can we find comfort in people who don’t even know we exist, idk how to explain them this peaceful feeling of being able to rest when you’re in their presence. They’re the place of healing for me 🫶🏻 :’) and pls people are SO MEAN when it comes to kpop istg. (It is sometimes bc of the toxic twt fan behaviours and wars that influence people outside kpop to think that kpop is all about drama and obsessed delusional fans) but you know I hate it when people judge kpop idols based on their looks,, calling them “girly” and shit. They really piss me off. No wonder I never tell or reveal anyone I like kpop (not cause I’m not proud of it IM SO PROUD OF ALL MY IDOLS) but bc I do not want to attract negative comments and then argue baselessly with antis who never understand. I’ve been in this kinda discrimination since forever, cause I grew up liking anime and I heard so many criticism for it calling anime “Japanese cartoons” and calling people who like it “childish and nerdy.” I mean, I feel like all the hate towards Asian subjects exist because they’re Asian. You know the Asian racism in the world that I find really meaningless to begin with.

♡…omg that kinda Valentine’s Day would have been perfect 🥺 I bet hyunnie would show up with a painting he made specially for you with a love note 💗 and roses. How cute. You’d be laughing you said,, but had the one I loved shown up with roses for me, I’d be weeping instantly. First I’d be in shock, bc I don’t think anyone would ever bring me my fav flowers for me without me telling them to and that too..on Valentine’s Day. And second, being shown love gestures from the one you love unconditionally must be so special.. I don’t know how that would have felt but today I woke up to Jake’s posts and pictures and I already feel like the happiest and best thing to walk on this planet earth bc I’ve been smiling nonstop and feel so happy🥹

♡… also anonie there’s kinda a special secret I want to tell u maybe someday! Like show u something special about myself that means a lot to me 💗🙈🥰 and if you don’t mind me asking baby, I’m turning 20 this year; what age are you turning this year? (FEEL FREE TO NOT ANSWER IF YOU DONT WANT TO OR FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE HUN)

♡…pls baby don’t type as you walk🥺 I feel so scared what if you bump into a car or person and get hurt 💔 you might even attract creepy stalkers or a phone thief if you’re too distracted!! T-T (I pray that never happens) and ikr. Men🙄 I don’t trust them at all. I know there are some good men in this world, but mostly I met and saw around me bad men who just take advantage of you, who pretend to be nice people and then discard you and disregard your feelings. That’s so upsetting that’s why I stay away from them as much as I can. I stay away from PEOPLE in general as much as I can bc people really be scary af😭 </3

♡… HMM OMG ANONIE that’s a super hard question KFC or McDonald’s 😨 I love both so much 😍 it’s like if I get kfc for lunch, I’ll have to get McDonald’s for dinner then and vice versa!! Kfc zinger burgers are the best burgers to exist for me 🫶🏻 but then McDonald’s fries are the tastiest fries in the world so McDonald’s wins by .5 since Fries are my favourite food 🍟 hahahahhahahahahaha. ( they give so much fries and the people I go w/ can never finish theirs, so I remember how everytime I finish the whole tray of fries by myself and rejoice from contentment!! )

♡…and your grandma aww 🥺 I’m so happy to hear baby that you finally got to talk with her! <3 I can understand how hard it must be to stay away from a precious family member and always yearning to be close to them and help them during the worst times. So it fills me with relief that you guys contacted recently! And omg she’s felix biased💗🥹 your grandma and I would get along, huh!! ;) <3 haha the relationship you have w her is so cute. It’s so heart warming to hear you can feel accepted in her presence no matter what and she even approved of her grandson-in-law (our hyunnie so yaay 🎉)

♡…awh baby I can totally get how intimidating a change can seem. But don’t be afraid, okay? Cause changes are sometimes for the better. And don’t fear you’re gonna lose yourself if you try to change..you know the person in the core of your heart is always gonna be the same. 💗 embrace the new challenges and let it mould you into a stronger and more amazing version of you. You’re not becoming someone else. You’re becoming a BETTER VERSION OF YOU. Think of it like that and you will see how relieved you feel.

♡..and baby don’t feel bad or fear about having so many traumas. You see scars and emotional trauma and distress are something that all people have- some have worse some have slightly better but none of that defines us. They are something we never truly recover from, they just become less intense with time bc we just learn to live with them. At one point in your life in the future, you will look back and be glad that you went through certain things and met some certain people who gave u bad feelings cause if you never met them, you’d never be who you are then and you’d never have had turned out the way you would. Perhaps, you’d turn out as a different person and who knows..maybe your life would have been better in the present but in the future it would have been hard bc you wouldn’t be mentally strong enough. All the incidents that happened atleast shaped you into a stronger and wiser person. :’) 💕

♡….idk where you are rn or know exactly the things you went through to get here, but I know it took a lot in you and it was rough. That’s why I keep reminding you again and again that you’re amazing and you’re doing enough, so rest assured baby, cause better things await you. One day, you will be brave enough to brace yourself for coming where you have. 💓 I pray and hope I’m there to applaud 👏🏻 you then.

♡..now just some random fillers at the end. The cookies u attached they look so tasty😭😍 I wanna go nomnom bc they’re making my mouth water..</3 I love choco chip cookies. (AND WHY THE FELIX AB PICTURE WHAT THE HELL I ALMOST SCREAMED) and something I wanted to say at the end bc it feels super special to me..- I love the way you call me sunshine. It makes me feel so validated and appreciated on the inside, cause it’s always been a dream of mine to be someone who can be a light in other people’s lives. I always yearned to be addressed as “sunshine” with love by people dear to me someday, and now that it’s happening, it brims my eyes with the happiest tears. I really, really, really love you. 💛

ꕺ♡ ….💌 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 ƒєℓιχ 🌤️ ꕺ♥︎

[☁️….𝗹𝗼𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗱𝗮𝗶𝗹𝘆 𝗾𝘂𝗼𝘁𝗲] ⇘ ♡♡♡

“When I look at you, I feel like I have another reason to live.”

#mia’s asks #stay 💌 #🐁 anonie

[gayatticusfinch]

Hmmmmm I couldn’t sleep last night idk what was wrong bro, so I smeared this?? Thing?? On some paper???

#lord of the rings #lotr #grima wormtongue #eomer eadig #griomer #do u ever just love a person so much it makes your stomach upset