#do not feel obligated to reply my sweet otter if you cannot find the strength to!!!!

[inkykeiji]

hi clari!! its been a hot min since ive really anon’d for a lot of people lmao but i’m on bc i’m not sure i ever thanked you for your relationship that you gave me?? maybe i did, but it just helped relieve so much weight off my chest and inspired me to move forward with a better mindset on relationships and myself.

i read what you were going through in response to another anon and i just sfjslfs kin you a little in terms of anxiety right now haha.

but i just wanted to say i believe in you and your resilience. i hope you manage to collect many moments of brief reprieve, and of joy, and of little (big) happinesses while you work and go towards everything being better and everything being okay. i adore you so much and think about you, kind of at least weekly lmao. just a brief “hows clari doing?” and will pop in briefly but having the strength to anon has been hard. but you have given so much light and love to others, you deserve light and love back because you are so precious and wonderful.

giving you the soul-equivalent of a forehead kith <3 mwuah . your heart radiates the best energy, and i know you already know & believe this, but ig i’m just here to say you have people on your side, should you wish them to be, to hold onto and to talk too should you want to <3

- 🦦

hello otter!!! <33

tw: anxiety talk below the cut!

heheh you did thank me!! but regardless, i’m still so so soooo happy to hear that it helped you feel better 🥺🥺 like genuinely SO glad to hear it <33 aw sweetpea i’m so proud of you for resolving to do that!!! i support you!!

AH okay prepare yourself for a slight rant because i just,, need to get it out somewhere!!

oh jesus otter honestly, you’re probably going to be my last ask of the night because i literally cannot concentrate anymore. i feel like i can’t breathe, i feel kind of like crying, and my mind is running a million miles a minute. and i’ve been feeling like this ALL DAY. i’ve been hyper-analyzing literally everything anyone says to me and i just,,,  my body HURTS from it (when i get really anxious i tense/clench my muscles). my jaw is so sore from being clenched for DAYS. i’m just so tired of feeling like this for several days on end, and i too hope i can find moments of reprieve that’s really all i have to say about it, i guess. i have no idea where this is paragraph is going anymore hahaha sorry i just went off on an emotional tangent in your ask!!

i’m so, so sorry you’re going through something similar my sweet otter :( i truly hope you too find many instances of happiness and calm as well <33 you telling me that you think about me weekly just brought tears to my eyes hahaha i just...thank you, so much, for sharing that with me. it’s comforting to know that there’s someone so sweet and so special looking out for me and keeping me in their thoughts.

i think about you as well, to be honest!!! i think about all of my emoji anons especially when they disappear for extended periods of time, just a little ‘ah, i hope they’re doing well and everything is okay’ yk?? of course we all have lives, and people grow into and out of fandoms etc, but the thought definitely crosses my mind!

don’t worry bb, don’t worry about anoning at all. i’ll be here for when you’re feeling better. you owe me nothing, not interaction or explanations, so please do not ever feel obligated!!! i just want you safe and happy! and i genuinely, from the bottom of my heart, appreciate all that you do for me, please know that <3

ah otter thank you so much for ending your ask with such kind, beautiful words. i appreciate the reminder so much, and i love u!!! i hope we both begin to feel better soon <33

#this is SO LONG I AM SO SORRY #do not feel obligated to reply my sweet otter if you cannot find the strength to!!!! #i hope my reply finds you well <33 #once again thank you so much #you are such a lovely beautiful soul #and you always have the very kindest things to say to me #i am sending you tons and tons of love and happy vibes #and i hope you're keeping yourself as safe as you can <33 #ily lots!!! #🦦.anon #clari gets mail