#do let me know

[aso-bi]

Cottagecore/Soft Fantasy playlist

For all my cottagecore lovers out there, here's a playlist that is (mostly) instrumental, so plenty of non-distracting songs for reading or art time or picnics or what have you. I've always wanted to share it! Anyway, here's the link to the playlist!

I've hand-picked all these songs lovingly because they make me feel cozy and like I'm in nature, so I hope you like them and have fun!

#asobispeaks #asobi oc #cottagecore #fairycore #naturecore #goblincore #music #playlist #curated playlist #instrumental playlist #spotify playlist #spotify #loz music #ghibli music #totk music #anime ost #classical music #genshin impact music #if you'd like me to add any songs you think fit the theme #do let me know #but I cant promise anything #this playlist is like my baby

[suspended-and-why]

Give me a fic where none of our beloved characters dies. Give me Merlin telling Arthur and the rest of the knights + Gwen that he is Emrys. Give me Morgana repairing her ties with Camelot, her brother Arthur, her bestfriend (or more ?) Gwen and her magical-can-relate-to-and-be-guided-by friend Merlin. Give me Merlin regaining the trust of Aithusa. Give me Merlin realising that Kilgarama was wrong, that he shouldn't trust him. Give me Merlin recognising that he treated Mordred unfairly and try to amend for his mistakes. Give me Aithusa fighting Kilgamamea. Give me the found family trope. Sprinkle that shit with some Merlin angst.

#merlin #bbc merlin #merthur #morgwen #I can't spell Kilgharrah #doesn't matter tho lol #merlin is my fav character so he must suffer a little bit #found family trope my beloved #if you know a fic like this or similar #do let me know

[hobipaint]

this might just end up in the depths of tumblr lol but if I did put out a single father! namjoon fic that is more based on a slowburn, slow paced timeline, with maybe 3-4-5 chapters, each about 5k, and featuring some of my own poetry and song recommendations in it, would you read it?

its mostly fluff and angst rn,, haven't really thought out the entire storyline yet but im nearly done with it; and ofc there would be a female oc,, she's not very relevant to the plot yet lol but where there is single father there there is dilf so hehe that will be taken care of (read as: there is planned smut). do let me know pls!

#hobipaintrambles #its like a podcast based fic in my wips rn #ive had this for months so its very close to my heart #do let me know #bts namjoon #namjoon🐨 #namjoon #namjoon fluff #namjoon smut #namjoon series #namjoon scenarios #please vote #namjoon x reader #dilf!namjoon

[bratshaws]

#so i was shadow banned #that was fun #i think its fixed now but #do let me know

[eeriefeelingsat3amuwu]

Um Okay. I have officialy made myself cry thinking about this but. Because of circumstances known to all of us, c!Techno will never get a story again. He won’t get a finale. And because I absolutely adore causing myself mental pain, I made up a ‘canon-to-me’ reason why and the finale for his character.

So, the nuke is going off and say that Phil and Techno in the Arctic see it launch. (Look, I am playing fast and loose with the timeline of events here, don’t judge me I just wanna write angst.)

They realise what it means and as soon as Phil puts two and two together he just runs out of his house, towards Techno’s because no, this can’t be true-

See, Phil is fully immortal. Not even the complete destruction of a world can kill him. Techno, on the other hand, is only functionaly immortal. He can’t die by natural causes, he’s too good of a fighter to die in combat, he’s protected by Phil and the Blood god, so there are only very few things that could actually pose a threat to him.

One of which, unfortunately, is a wipeout of a server he’s on. The DSPM is not his home server, his code is not written into the fabric of the reality around them. Hence why he only has one life on the DSMP.

As Phil goes to run to his house, he finds him standing in the snow in front of his cabin. He immidiately tackles Techno, tears already pooling in his eyes.

‘You promised!’

He cries. Because he did. Technoblade never dies. They both knew it was a lie. And yet, whenever Phil was going down the spiral of self-hatred and grief for all of the people he’s lost during his life, Techno has been there for him. For litteral CENTURIES. Promising to stay forever.

And just when Phil let himself believe it. Just when he let his guard down. Settled into the feeling of having someone by his side, in battle and in life, apart from his goddess, it will be ripped from him.

‘Kristin seems to really want to meet me’

Techno says, a joke. He even smiles.

But it only prompts more tears to stream out of Phil’s eyes. Because it means that Techno is sure that he’s going to die.

He looks at the piglin and sees him holding out a hand, asking for a Dance. They’ve danced together thousands of times before, they only just did yesterday, on a whim, after they finished their daily work.

Phil knows that, if he takes Techno’s hand, it will be the last time he ever dances.

He takes it. They Dance, steps that they have made up during their time together, as natural as breathing. They are a little closer to each other than normal.

As they finish the Dance, both of their eyes are glossed over with tears, they’re streaming down both their cheeks. Techno smiles at Phil and says:

‘Don’t cry, angel. You’ll be fine. There’s nothing tears can do about this, we both know it. It’s just my time.’

As he speaks, he cups Phil’s face in his hands, brushing the tears away. And even though he doesn’t speak it, the words carry over in every action.

I love you. I love you. I love you.

They hold hands as they watch the nuke land. Phil stretches his wing around Techno’s shoulders, a habit of times long past. As they watch the shockwave and the bright light approach, Techno speaks, his voice thick with emotions.

‘I’ll see you at the end of the world, Phil. Because you will live until then. You will live through this. Promise me you’ll live through this.’

He’s looking at Phil now, his grip strong, desperate, but yet, even now, not strong enough to hurt Phil.

And Phil looks him in the eyes, he blinks the tears out of his own, to see him clearly, for what will be the last time.

‘I promise.’

He whispers. Techno grins, bright and full, like the sun. Like he always smiled at Phil.

‘I love you!’ Phil screams right before the shockwave hits and a bright, painful whiteness rips his best friend’s hand out of his, this time, for good.

#eerie’s feelings #my writing #if you wanna see this as an actual fic #do let me know #I will write it #dream smp #technoblade #c!technoblade #philza #c!philza #emerald duo #platonic #character death #dream smp finale #bc techno deserves an ending

[spoopy-but-safe]

Four

I stand in tears as he looks on coldly.

"You heard me. I can't do this shit anymore." He says. His words are heavy as stone.

"I don't understand." I squeak. My chest is tight.

"I fucking know! You can't take a hint to save your life!" He roars. He steps back further.

I can only let out a sob.

"You want me to say it straight?"

I nod. If I open my mouth, I'll explode.

"I'm FUCKING TERRIFIED of you!" He says. It rips through me.

I go numb. My heart drops.

"You're a goddamn monster. I saw some humanity in the beginning, but now... I've seen enough of you to know it's bullshit."

"What?" I croak.

"I'm sick of forcing myself to live with you. You can't love. You're just keeping me around in case you get hungry." He snarls.

"███, that's not true. Where is this coming from?" I ask. Tears start to come again.

"I CAN SEE RIGHT THE FUCK THROUGH YOU! You and I both know you're gonna snap one day. I'm not sticking around for it!" He says.

He begins to storm off.

"███, please don't leave! What did I do to make you feel like this? How can I fix it?!" I scream. I take a step to follow.

He turns, unbridled fury on his face.

"Don't you get ANY fucking closer to me!" He shouts. The pocket knife I gave him is in his hand now. It's pointed right at me.

I fall to my knees and begin to heave-cry.

"Whatever you are... I'll never forgive you for eating up so much of my life. I'm leaving with the rest of it intact. Your sorry ass can sit here and cry those crocodile tears forever for all I care." He growls.

He turns again, and I don't interrupt him this time. He leaves my sight.

I'm a sobbing, sorry mess. My heart is shattered.

What do I do now? How do I even get up off the ground? What's the point?

I am in shambles, right alongside my life. My future, my love... Gone.

My fault.

It must be.

I curl up on the dirty ground and go numb once more.

Maybe I'll lay here until I die.

#spoopy-but-safe #Healing induced nightmares #blade tw #blade cw #knife tw #knife cw #argument tw #argument cw #I really really feel like I'm missing a tag on this one #but I can't for the life of me think of what it'd be #do let me know #this one is really more trash adjacent than actual trash #but I did write it for this series #so here it is

[reginrokkr]

In all honesty, I’m dying to write but at the same time the feeling of rustiness for not writing as often due to the exams I did and everything is holding me back. So like this for something small meant to not exceed one para? ♥︎

#◟༺✦༻◞ What lays behind the mantle of faux stars ┊OOC.┊ #do let me know #if there is any timeline / verse specification! #and I'll adhere to it c:

[sheocheese]

Sorry in advance by the way for becoming extremely annoying with promoting my TTRPG system. It's like the one thing I have done that I'm really proud of and also I do still need some player/reader feedback to keep developing it.

#sheo talks #that said if anyone happens to be/be friends with someone who reviews TTRPGs as a hobby #(or for a living tho I'd need a while to save up for payment) #do let me know

[corvidiss]

Hi dear friend. I'm not a bot. lol. I'm sage. and I'd love to show to you some of my paintings. I'm looking to commission some of the paintings with the hope to fund my "Moving out of an abusive home" campaign. incase you don't know the backstory - I've been an object abuse in the hand of my uncle-in-law for more than a year and it's about to get out of control as my aunt is not helping but rather making it worse. all I need to do is move out! please check my pinned post for the whole story, the pictures of my paintings and the scar i got from escaping my uncle-in-law on his first trial. i really don't want to be like those begging bot, but the possibility of my post not getting traction is high as the big blogs has decided not to help "because its a commissioning and not a fundraiser". please donate to by ko-fi and check for the painting you want in return. and if you don't like or want a painting, please just help me move out by giving whatever you can. i really just want to move out. also a reblog will mean heaven to me(I've been struggling traction for days..lol) pleasing consider helping out. thank you for reading.

Not gonna lie it's a pretty damn dystopian world in which one must try to determine the humanity of those asking for help before responding, to analyse their words and presence in an attempt to sus out if this is a human who genuinely needs help or a trickster bot or scammer luring sympathetic people into a money-grabbing trap...

It's a messed up world that we have to be wary of these things but that's the world we live in, so wary we must be.

That said, I can't find evidence to suggest that you in particular are a bot or a scam, so I will post this. Good luck, friend.

#answered asks #I don't have much experience with this sort of thing so if anyone has advice/wisdom on telling scams/bots from real appeals #do let me know #tw abuse #commissions

[alalumin]

I'm contemplating making this my new icon. I don't know, it's just a variation of the one I already have. Thoughts?

#my art #do let me know

[pizzee]

shoon tight (shark tales x moon knight cinematic universe)

Thoughts?

#do let me know #it can be an extensive paragraph arguing for or against #or a simple yes or no #will decide soon…

[gucciwins]

are we still interested in a coachella story???

#i need to know #i’ve got like two parts left to write so… #do let me know

[lazylittledragon]

can't believe we're all adults being forced into the club penguin level of censorship in 2024

#ramble #if you say unalive in front of me i will personally kill you with my hands #you just can't muffle and censor and hold someone's hand through some things #some things are horrible. and they should be spoken aloud and they should upset you. because they are horrible #the second we started kidzbopifying the world was the end of taking anything seriously i think #i'm not even joking i've spoken to people older than me who won't even say the world sex #this isn't the playground you're not going to get in trouble just let us say the word!!!!!! #how am i supposed to listen to you when you won't even say the thing you're supposed to be talking about #yes this is the fault of the platforms with their censorship rules but the fact that we all just go along with it like it's not dystopian #you do know it doesn't stop with cursing right. people are already having to censor queer terms because they get flagged as inappropriate

[inkskinned]

because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.

you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.

you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.

don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.

if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.

you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:

how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!

aren't you happy yet?

#almost wrote the champagne line as ''effervescent'' but legit could not write it without saying ''effervescent like a snail'' #ah tumblr... #writeblr #warm up #idk . having trouble writing rn #ps i don't like to talk about it . it is my medical information. but before you ask. yes this is about being on the spectrum #i really don't like when ppl make my writing about how im [whatever ID]. i want it to ring true for the people who it rings true for #i don't want it to be like ''awwwww look at this person!!! she's the EXCEPTION!!! :)" ..... #no.... not really..... #idk something gross happens whenever i admit to certain conditions and i turn into like inspiration p*rnography #like yes they actually let us use keyboards these days #furthermore i just... dont feel comfortable talking about this part of me. i had too bad of a childhood. adhd is one thing... #this one im like. still coming to terms with. which is like. my own journey. #idk. just please be kind. some things are more private than others. this one feels private to me. #i do not know how to help others w/this . and i do not know how to help myself. i will talk about it if im ever ready. idk if that will #actually ever happen #ty in advance i love u im kissing you we are kissing somewhere on the spectrum

[laughingcatwrites]

As a reminder that good exists out there, a coworker recently confessed to me that he found out his child is questioning their identity (kid's gender redacted for this post). The kid is keeping it from him, so he can't say anything to them or show that he knows, but he's doing his best to get mentally prepared and educated so that he'll be ready whenever his kid does feel comfortable enough come to him.

For context, this guy is a big, bulky middle aged dude who loves sports and typical outdoor "manly" activities. As his coworker and friend, I know he's a kind and sweet teddy bear of a person, but his kid probably views him as a stern, authoritarian figure, the way most teenagers view their parents. His family lives in a conservative area, so I'm sure between that, their dad's looks and interests, and the fact that their dad is a Figure of Authority, the kid is worried that they won't be accepted.

But you know what? When he found out about his kid, the first thing he did was reach out to his closest queer friend and ask for resources for parents of questioning children. His biggest fears are that his kid will be bullied or discriminated against and won't feel comfortable enough to be themself. His second action was to find himself a mentor in another parent who went the same situation (kid coming out in a conservative town). The other person is preparing him for some of the struggles his kid may face and the fights he may need to take on as a parent to make sure his kid is safe and treated well.

Something I want to emphasize for people focused on language as the primary method of allyship is that when we spoke, he used some outdated terms and thoughts about gender and sexuality. That does not make him bad. These were the terms and thinking used about questioning teenagers when he was growing up and he never needed to learn more current ones. But now that he does have that need, he's throwing himself in head first because that's his kid and he's darn well going to make sure that his kid feels welcomed and has a safe place to be themselves even if they never come out to him.

#I'm so proud and happy for my coworker and I've been trying to figure out how to let him know how amazing I think he is #what gets me the most is that he's keeping this super down low to avoid giving any hints to his kid #he has a lot of queer friends so he already is known as an ally but there's always a chance it will be different if it's family #and he took that chance and crumpled it up into a ball and slam dunked it into the garbage for three points #and decided that even if his kid wants to hide it from him for the rest of his life he will still do what he can to make their life better #pflag #parents doing their best #parenting win #good news #allyship

[stellarhoxy]

I should probably disclose that I fall asleep to SCP compilations. Or in other words, I might state freaky/disturbing shit without realising it's disturbing and scaring people. Do let me know if you want anything tagged. I mean no harm. I'm just like this.

#hoxy's chatter #It started out with severe depression and me trying to drown out my suicidal thoughts by horror stories #Now I don't have thoughts as severe but i'm completely desensitivized #there are things that disturb me usually involve moral stuff #but i'm mostly stoic ig to most common stuff #do let me know #i wanna be considerate!