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flowersforfrancis · 11 months

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A List of things I need:

Coffee.

A girlfriend.

A Time Machine.

New eyeliner.

My history teacher to stop saying referring to Achilles and Patroclus as “very close friends”.

Money.

Confidence.

A Born to Die vinyl and a Hunky Dory vinyl.

10 cats so I can name them Remus, Regulus, James, Sirius, Peter, Henry, Francis, Achilles, Patroclus and Lucien.

More sweaters.

A much better psychologist.

Some Caravaggio and Monet paintings.

The world to improve….

Sleep.

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insomniac-arrest · 1 year

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Week after week. Month after month. On the weekdays even. The Airbnb next to me hosts 12 people and these randos throw enormous parties and keep me up from 2am (when the bars get out) to 5am many nights. My landlord keeps promising to fix the acoustics. I can still hear every word they say.

I am this close 👌 to turning off the electricity to this whole fucking thing. I am so tired. I feel like shit. I just want to sleep and listening to other people do karaoke poorly at all hours is some form of retribution. I’m sorry god, I’ll be fucking good after this, just burn Airbnb or me to the ground, one of us has to go.

If I get one tiny sign I am turning the power off. The people at Airbnb don’t care, my landlord doesn’t care, I am this close to not caring anymore.

#ia talks #do I deserve this #they are also smoking so much and I can smell it in my apartment #IT’S A SUNDAY NIGHT #these children need to go get jobs or else party elsewhere damn it #i am so miserable #I hate their shitty music and smoking and endless party 🔪🔪🔪

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jdramastuff · 1 year

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#bros...#king ohger bringing saber feels onto my ass #do i deserve this

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inkyquince · 2 years

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Cat hybrid kylar is pure cringe, their hair n tail are crunchy.

Prob say shit like:

“nyah!PC want to play with kitty?”

“I’m adorable right?meow”

#cmon guys #do i deserve this #yes #but damn #ask

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musicbird · 2 years

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I need Advice.

So today at lunch my boyfriend told me he kissed our friend.

Note: our friend is gay. He’s the nicest guy you meet.

Well I wasn’t mad that he kissed him I was glad cause he was open and honest with me about it.

Well after we got done doing the “nasty” we sat and talked about the last couple weeks cause we both have been on edge. I’ve had several school events happening in a row.

He asked if he and our friend can be “make out buddies”

That got me thinking why would he need one am I enough?

Then he tells me that it’ll help our relationship cause sexually we don’t have most desires in common.

He says he can fulfill those desires with our friend and our relationship won’t be as hard.

I feel like if I say no he’s gonna not be happy and I know I don’t make him happy

And if I say yes I’ll feel like I’m not good enough and I failed as a girlfriend.

I just need help what do I do

No matter what I feel like I’m failing as a girlfriend

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dirtytransmasc · 6 months

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the men and boys are innocent too.

we cry "the innocent women and children" to appeal to the masses, to try and force their sympathy, but the men and boys are innocent too.

I have seen sons crying out for their mothers, their fathers, their siblings. I have seen them break down at the loss of their families. I have seen them cling to their dead and grieve.

I have seen fathers cradle their dead children, seen them kiss their faces and hold their little hands. I have seen them faint with grief when asked to identify the dead. I have seen them carry their sons and daughters. I have seen them fasting to provide what little they can for their families.

I have seen men and boys digging through the rubble with just their bare hands, I have seen them comforting strangers, playing with children, rocking them, hushing them, even if the face of such imminent danger. I have seen them cry, seen them grieve, seen them break down into each other's arms, seen them be selfless, beyond selfless, becoming something I don't have a word for.

I have seen the men who are doctors refuse to leave their patients, even when they have no medicine or supplies to give them, even when they're threatened with bombings. I have seen fathers who have lost all their children pick orphans up into their arms and proclaim them their child so they are not alone. I have seen men and boys digging pets out of the rubble.

the men are innocent too. the men and boys are being hurt and killed too. the men and boys are grieving too. the men and boys are scared too. the men and boys are fighting to save their people too. the men and boys deserve to be fought for too.

#I don't have words to describe how I feel for the men of Palestine #the things I have seen them do after everything they have been through goes so far beyond selfless #what do you call this? this prevailing goodness and willingness to give everything they have and more? what word even touches it?#I don't think there is one #islamophobia has conditioned us to see these men and boys as evil and dangerous #we see this in how we speak about Palestine #and we need to uncondition ourselves #they're just as innocent and of value and good as the women and children #so fight for them #they don't deserve this any more than the women and children #free palestine #palestine

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dragoonwys · 3 months

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Many times I feel like the sad fish you 'buy for a child because its low maintenance', stop doing that

#fish are not low maintenance and deserve to be treated like other more easily expressive pets #do your research on the fish species and what they need damn it #same goes for humans #Its a I have a mouth and I cant scream thing #meme #digital art #doodles #mental health #pets #fish #my art

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lemonynuggets · 3 months

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Grieving a life I never had

#lemon man talks #Part of me says i deserved better #Part of me says I deserve this #Did I ever deserve a better life at all #Am I paying for something I did #Do I deserve this

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oof-i-did-it-agaaiiin · 1 year

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Beautiful from Ordinary Days

#EDIT: I added links to the post’s caption go click them.#I did this because people were mistaking the words as a poem. I love poems. it’s not a poem.#it’s a song from a musical that deserves more attention. go listen to the song. if you like it go listen to the musical. it’s fantastic #it’ll make you laugh and it’ll make you cry. could not recommend enough.#okay edit over. back to my og tags #long post #and I'm talking LONG like do you love the color of the sky long #today I am a nuisance to your dash #but it's in the name of art and beauty #ordinary days #musicals #paintings #art museum #post i made #i love lyrics #greatest hits

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happyheidi · 25 days

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｡ﾟﾟ･｡･ﾟﾟ｡ﾟ. April will bring blessings.

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bisexualpercyjacksons · 4 months

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pjo tv show episode 5 alignment:

#percy and annabeth mighttttt be switched but grover as gaslight is undeniable #grover lying through his teeth captivated me I was like sweetie WHAT are you doing #annabeth said either help me or leave to a GOD amongst other things which is why she deserves girlboss #percy gatekeeps everyone (but himself) from sacrificing themselves which is as always true to character #pjo tv show #pjo #pjo tv spoilers #pjo tv #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson #annabeth chase #grover underwood #character alignment #a god buys us cheeseburgers #like no one has posted content yet so I’m making something and going to bed #mine #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #humor #no one bully me on the image sizes I’m on my phone at midnight using photoshop without an account #which means I can only layer one photo at a time so each time I have to make it a new photo #I’m bullying myself don’t worry

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abnormalmilk · 4 months

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going into the new year with heartburn

#yeowch #do i deserve this #no

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sleepysebris · 4 months

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:) 🖤

@mlsecretsanta gift for @thequeenofspace! happy belated holidays and apologies for the delay, had a serious family emergency followed by sickness! I had so much fun making this though, was so excited to finally draw these two 🖤 hope you enjoy!!!

#i absolutely believe emo marinette went home and made dolls after seeing the ladybug & chat noir dolls #im assuming adrien's room is the preferred hang out space in this universe #so this is his room and that is his ladybug doll #also obsessed with his quiet blushy personality #assume that when they detransform she laughs at his half-finished makeup cause they forgot what they were doing before they left #and he deserves it for poorly-timed teasing her mid-battle or something #there's the fanfic #ml secret santa 2023 #ml secret santa #miraculous ladybug #ml paris special #adrienette #emo love square #emodrien #my art #my ml comics

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pjo-hoo-toa-freakazoid · 5 months

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Can you draw Percy in a shark onesie and Annabeth in an owl onesie? I need it for a fanfic. Happy birthday by the way, I love your art.

They dance 🎶

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stuckinapril · 5 months

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lived my whole life in guilt bc i thought i was responsible for people's feelings. newly realizing that other people are responsible for their feelings and reactions, even if they make it seem like i'm the problem. a lot of the time it really has to do w them and their own emotional regulation. i can't keep thinking i'm not allowed to have space bc of other people's insecurities. like i literally refuse to dim myself. other people are responsible for their feelings just as i'm responsible for mine.

#like i'm always gonna operate from a place of kindness but i've had to deal w so many people who're bad at communication/confrontation #which led me to think i'm the problem #that i deserve to be given the silent treatment or dismissed disregarded belittled etc #that's j not true. i'm far from perfect but i think so few people deserve that kind of reaction. and my biggest revelation is i do not #even if people want to make me think i do / that their reaction is justified / that i'm a burden etc #my biggest problem is i humor people like this for too long bc it's been normalized behavior to me #does this make any sense to anyone. it's the end of the year and i'm reflecting on so many things #p

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mumblesplash · 4 months

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(teaching my art class)

me: and what’s the number one rule when designing characters with wings? …well?

a handful of students, sighing reluctantly: no good fa-

me (interrupting them): NO good-faith attempts at realism, EVER. you want all the bird dweebs and physicists jumping ship as EARLY AS POSSIBLE so they’re not around to cinemasins your ass when you get to the cool parts of your story, and…ugh, what now, gerald

gerald (my least favorite student): why not just do some minimal research instead of-

me: listen you little shit i can and will singlehandedly tank your 4.0 gpa

#mumbling #don’t worry i’m not actually an art teacher i would never #no one deserves that #the art class is a metaphor #man when i was in high school i did NOT fully register how messed up it was that teachers could just do that #like the gym teacher at my school would give straight-A 4.0 students bad grades as some kind of power trip #for underperforming on athletic tests she didn't even pretend to prepare us for

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