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kenlvry · 1 year

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omg can I ask the first time the boys meet the reader they were beat up by the reader for insulting something (e.g their cat or something) or they made a crude joke? Basically almost like Annie Leonhart and stuff xjsjdjjs

beating up the boys

an; helloooo, anyways i was skimming through my requests and found this, love the concept and cute pic, i screenshotted it hihi, hope you like this! everyone is aged up, 17-18 in craigs you didnt beat him up but yeaaa just read

kenny mccormick

when he first met you , kyle brought you over to stans house where you all hung out. the other two didn't seem bothered by your presence and he asked who you were , kyle introduced you saying you knew tips on the game they were about to play, kenny thought you were attractive and complemented you "damn you got fine ass" kenny blurted that out smirking, the other three knew how you were and you didn't like the perverted comment he made, you straight up slapped him, bro he was shook. no girl ever reacted that way, they always blushed, he was determined that next time you'd blush at him. so he spent weeks flirting with you and by now he realize he got a fat crush on you and just know the flirtings are way more intense.

stan marsh

kenny brought the others to your house because you had a pool and asked if he and the other can play in it, you agreed having known kenny a while now and wanting to meet his other friends. they all came over and greeted you, you were homeschooled so you didn't have that many friends. while they were admiring your house your sphynx cat came over and meowed demanding you feed him, cartman had a cat of his own so he didn't care and kyle wasn't the type to judge a cat, stan however was disgusted, man he made the most foul faces "ew what is that its so ugly why doesn't it have fur?!!" you stopped your tracks and stared at him, kenny knew how defensive you were abt your cat "omg stan say sorry" before stan could reply a hit was blown to his face, you punched him. "get the fuck out and don't even think about swimming in my pool bitch" stan ran away and wanted to say sorry but everytime he saw you at the parks you flipped him off, he tried everything. by the time he bought you flowers just to make you forgive him, he knew he was inlove. the next time he saw you he was all nervous and looked like he was about to puke.

kyle brofloski

the four of them were out at the mall looking for things to do when you bumped into them, he remembered you because last week you came over to stans house to hang out, kyle was supposed to be there but he got sick. the other three greeted you knowing you for a while now after the meet up, kyle introduced himself to you and apologized for not showing up. he then ask what you four were playing at stans house "oh dude you shouldve come over we all played wrestling and y/n kicked ass" kyle laughed, "damn your all weak af, shes a girl her punches mustve been weak" in a desperate attempt to get closer to you he blurted out the most overused misogynistic joke ever "oh shit i didn't mea-" he felt his cheek sting and realized you had punched him "weak? dont make me laugh" you walked off, the next day he tried everything to get your attention and say sorry, you ignored him and he was in tears bro, he would 'unintentionally' bump into you, would try to help you with homework everything bro. in class while he was staring at you thinking about tactics and he realized how pretty you were. he started blushing like crazy, you now realize how kyle doesn't come and beg you to forgive him rather he stares at you from afar and whenever you made eyecontact he'd look away all smiley

eric cartman

bro is foul, when he first met you he made the most misogynistic joke ever like he cracked so many jokes without even looking at your death face. you just stared at him while he was calling you the other words for female. he realized it was silent and looked over at kyle stan and kenny who was dead silent and nervously looking at the floor "why aren't you laughing?? you know i make good jokes" and then before he could make another sexist joke you kicked him in his nuts, and punched him "fuck you asshole lets see you try making kids 6 years from now" you walk away and stopped "if anyone even wants you that is" you continued, bro the other three broke out laughing you were foul for that 😭😭. cartman wasn't happy, everytime he saw you at school he'd glare and make sexist jokes that were loud so you can here but everytime you stared back he'd stop. he tried everything to get your attention, even at lunch all he talks about is you "shut the fuck up fatass, at this point you might as well make her your girlfriend" cartman was offended but the more he thought about it the more right kyle was. damn, he is lovestruck, no girl has ever did that to him. so now he tries being closer to you, you were friends and you didnt want to be close friends but cartman was desperate, hmmm you wonder why...?

craig tucker

like always he flips everyone off so it was no different when he first met you, you greeted him so nicely but you just get a middle finger "dude what the hell is wrong with you, fucking jerk go stick your middle finger somewhere else" craig was a little shocked you actually fought back, usually people just get offended and stayed silent. "I'll stick it up your moms ass" he said proudly, he thought he was funny for that but you looked sad and your eyes were glassy you ran away wiping your tears discreetly "dude what the hell her mom died 5 days ago, thats the whole reason she came here" kyle said, everyone knew because they greeted you when you first moved in. craig felt so bad, when he saw you in class he tried talking to you but you flipped him off, he took it as a note you were not in the mood of talking, during lunch he tried talking to you again but you flipped him off again!! now he knew what other people felt fr, its been a week now and you don't know how many times you've flipped Craig off now, people started calling you Craig's long lost twin. craig was going crazy over you, he would look at you during class, find time to talk to you and even planning to go to your house just so he can apologize. "craig, stop staring at y/n, just go confess already" Craig got sent back to reality by cartman, and he was right maybe he should go confess. he knew what he felt for you wasn't just because he wanted to say sorry but because he liked you. this Friday he'll both apologize and confess, bro already bought the flowers and everything , you better be ready to be titled as craigs girlfriend

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munsonology · 1 year

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Sugar Daddy! Eddie who just happens to meet you. You're a waitress at some restaurant and he gives you a hard time. Eddie is joking but he has a bit of a bite to his tone. He's expecting you to blubber and apologize like everyone else does when he snaps (he isn't typically a dick, but sometimes his social cues are off and he can come across as dickish). You immediately give him sass back. He's immediately intrigued, you've got a backbone and you're pretty? Score. Plus, he is 85% certain you were checking him out as he was lead to your table.

Unfortunately, another customer does not appreciate your sass (honestly tho, that customer was an asshole who kept making classist comments and called you trailer trash, which you aren't even sure what that means fully)(Eddie overhears that on his way to the bathroom and immediately knows what that means). Customer complains which is enough for the boss to fire you on the spot. Completely unfairly. You show up early, work your ass off, plus you don't even get to keep all the tips cause Mr Bossman keeps part of them because "you should be lucky you have a job".

You storm out snd Eddie is hot on your heels. He gives you an offer you can't refuse, you do have college to pay for and an apartment. At first, it isnt even anything sexual. He just wants to chat. To talk. To have a companion. Which led to cuddling. Which led to a kiss here and a kiss there. Which led to one heavy make-out session which you realized maybe college wasn't for you cause you could get used to this (this is also the time Eddie cums in his pants and he berates himself for acting like a horny teen, and he thanks every God he knows that you didnt notice).

Of course which leads to Eddie buying you lingerie *he already bought you many things and part of you wanted to refuse because you don't want his pity money you want to earn your money...on the other hand you want to be spoiled*. Which of course you model. Which of course ends in a photo session of you modeling the lingerie. And when Eddie has to go away to check in on one of his record stores, you're a little sad. But you're also a minx and just text him to open his camera roll to the hidden folder (the one where you have to put a pass code in). Eddie is confused cause he had 0 clue that was a thing.

He texts you asking for the code. You respond "its what I want to do with you." Before he can respond you say "it starts with a f". He types in the numbers that would correspond with the word fuck and he's immediately hard. Not only is there more pics of you modeling the lingerie, but one with you fingering yourself, and a video of said fingering where you are moaning his name and when you come you squirt. He's booking the next flight to you

Oh my word!!!!!!! Anon you’ve read my mind!!! I’m writing this in the grocery store 😭😭 thank you for sharing this!!! Inspirational!!

Cw: daddy kink, sugar daddy, cum eating, dom/soft dom eddie

Before you get fired there’s a couple weeks where he comes in everyday at the same time and sits in your section just to banter with you. He leaves a great tip which is always welcome.

So when he offers to take care of you in return for companionship. You’re hesitant at first but when the bills start piling up you call him. He immediately deposits your first payment for just coming over. $10,000, he kinda feels at fault for getting you fired. He has a contract drawn up by his personal attorney just to make sure that everything done is on your terms.

And he’s starting to really like you, beyond the 4 walls of the contract. You’re starting to fall for him too. He’s kind and gentle with you, more what any man your own age has ever done. He’s compassionate and sweet. He takes you out to dinner to tell you he doesn’t want the contract anymore. He wants to really be with you and it’s what you want too.

You’re wearing the fancy lingerie he bought for you. When he drives through garage of his penthouse in the city, he stands behind you as you admire the view of the city. He peels the straps of your dress from your shoulder, exposing your tits to the skyline. He grabs them in his hands and you keen into him 😭 his hands are so big and his rings are pinching your nipples!!!

And he lifts your dress up to see you aren’t wearing any fuckin panties!!! You’re so wet he can see the stain on the silk dress. He’s like “I’ll fill your skirt with as many dresses as you want baby” and he rips the dress down the middle and hiked it up to your tummy!!!

He gently lays you down on the floor and eats your like a grocery store in the apocalypse!!!! He guides you through orgasm after orgasm until his clothes are soaked and so is the floor 😦

And then he fucks the shit outta you!!!! Because even though he’d like to make love to you he just can’t wait! His cock thrusts in you while he has a hand on your neck and his other hand on your clit “you’re gonna cum when I tell you to princess”

“Yes daddy” you moan

“Who’s pussy is this”

“Yours daddy”

“Who’s ass is this?”

“Mine” you tease and he grips your cheeks, because you’re being bratty and you know he hasn’t fucked your sweet ass yet 😭

“It’ll be mine by morning baby. I know how much you want my cock in your ass. You’ve been hinting at it for weeks. Texting me those little peaches. Don’t worry I’ll split you open real good.”

You mewl and drab his wrist. “Please I want your cock so bad daddy”

“My baby gets what she wants. Open,” he commands and you open your mouth and happily accept the his spit!!!

And he fucks you like that until tears fall from your eyes in pleasure and you’re screaming his name. He pulls out and cums all over your tits and tummy, some landing on your face. You dip and finger in and taste with a little smirk and offer him some!! 🤤😦😦😭

Yeah he’ll make love to you tomorrow night 😭😭😭

Bestie what if Janice is his housekeeper/personal assistant because she practically helped Wayne raise him and she comes in the next morning to see you and Eddie butt naked in the living room 😭😭😭😭 Eddie is a heavy sleeper so you woke up with her standing there and she’s like “I guess you’re a keeper then titmouse” 😭😭😭😭

#eddie munson/reader #eddie munson #eddie munson x female reader #fem reader #eddie munson x black!reader #eddie munson fem!reader #eddie munson smut #eddie munson x black female reader #sav’s anons #eddie munson/female reader #older!eddie #older!eddie munson #sugar daddy!eddie #sugar daddy!eddie munson #Janice #munsonology #dom!eddie #soft dom!eddie

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antiradqueerguy · 20 days

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coming to your inbox because i like your vibe and have literally no other safe place to rant abt this. sorry if this bugs you delete this if you want but im debating leaving the radqueer community because of ciel/hbki. ive already been wanting to leave for a while, but the thought of leaving has been triggering my ocd and ive not been sure what to do. but after i saw that guy running around and seeing how obviously horrible he is, and how people still somehow like him, i think im going to go through and just delete my blog or ditch it ive seen him talk about abusing his girlfriend on so many different blogs of his and then i go to look at hers and she is so obviously trauma bonded to him, and its so triggering. it makes me sick how shes admitted to not enjoying how he treats her, but says his treatment is okay because its "consensual" but i really dont believe its consensual. and i know its not my business but i literally cant avoid them in this community. ive blocked them so many times but every time they both get termed, i see them again, and get triggered. ive thought about reaching out to opphie, but every time someone does, ciel is alerted and he starts harassing the person reaching out. maybe i just have a savior complex but seeing the way they are together makes me feel sick. i see myself in her and i feel guilty for not being able to help. one of my friends even watched her change her name on a dime in her discord server just because ciel suggested it. its scary that the community just lets ciel get away with everything. i mean didnt he even admit to *graping* her? and people are okay with it because the victim swears up and down that its consensual? it doesnt make it any better that antis treat him like hes just some edgy kid. yeah its true that he is one, but there are also very very VERY clear signs that he is actually a harmful person and that he is actually hurting someone. opphie even posted a list of a bunch of horrible things hes done, and it looked like a cry for help to me, but radqueers were reblogging saying things like "couple goals" and "this is so romantic" i dont know anymore what to do. i know i have to leave that community but i wish there was a way to make other radqueers realize that ciel is not a good person to have in the community. if they want to beat the pro-abuse allegations, they NEED to point out actual abusers like ciel.

TW: using images from ciels past and current accounts and mentions of r4pe

with ciel he avoids everything to do with him and taking accountability for his action, (EH HEM, his past use of ableist slurs towards people)

me personally i believe that ciel is a abuser. he has had a history of abuse and I've documented AS MUCH as i possibly can. i will not let him escape this and his HISTORY of abuse.

to the people who don't know what nonnie is talking about with ciel admitting to r4ping opphie heres a pic

Now ciel has a cult following, his boot licker fans love him, like hmm idk this

he is invincible, unless his connection to tumblr and discord is cut off his fans will continue to protect him and glorify his abusive behavior

#ciel is a abuser get his ass canned

edit: also HIII CIELLL i know you will eventually read this since you have commented on posts made by antis talking about you before, so howdy doo!!!

#anti radqueer #anti #ciel is a abuser get his ass canned

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eldrbraus · 1 year

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TWISTED WONDERLAND BOOK 7 CHAPTER 2 SPOILERS. (summary, kinda. dont trust me a lot on literal translations its more of a general summary and i could be wrong with some things. also its kind of live reaction so. yeah. this shit is long btw. too much lore.)

no spoilers in tags, but beware that i will be spoiling the whole chapter for people who cant wait for the full translation/people who cant read it

we begin.

>lilia is asking malleus to use the dorm for a “im going away lol” party that apparently the whole dorm is organizing??? damn lilia way to make malleus sad lmao

>MALLEUS IS INVITED!!!!!!! HES INVITED HE GOT AN INVITATION AND EVERYTHING!!! SOBS. he even accepts it this is a glorious day for dragonchan

>uhhh something i dont fully understand but goes along the lines of malleus.. had gao gao kun.. FOR 17 YEARS??? AND WHEN SOMETHING HAPPENED TO THE TOY HE WOULD GO TO LILIAS HOUSE FOR HIM TO HELP HIM??? omg thats so fucking cute help

>basically more talk about how time goes away way too fast for malleus

>lilia comments how the more time you spend with someone the harder it is to say goodbye (bestie arent you going away like too easily then? sus.)

>lilia left and OOP. MORE MALLEUS BLOT. NOT GOOD. malmal is very confused??

>lilia goodbye party already??? wtf thats fast

>so apparently every single character is going to be here (almost...)

>hmh where the fuck is malleus? lol what

>trey says something along the lines of lilia having a hmmmmmm unique??? way of cooking LMAO. lilia thanks trey for his cooking advice (YOU DIDNT LISTEN EVEN ONCE WHAT THE FUCK LILIAAA)

>cater....... hes so sad about lilia leaving the music club :((( he thanks lilia for being friends and they take a pic together waaaaa ;;

>lmao leona appeared and lilia is teasing him so much bcs leona is glad to not see lilia again

>LEONA WANTS TO LEAVE BUT RUGGIE SAID “NO??? THIS IS FREE FOOD??? R U DUMB” HELP

>octavinelle time! lilia basically gives all of them advice (azul dont be too greedy or it will kill you wwwww)

>floyd says something like “why are you leaving actually” and lilia says something along the lines of “i dont want you to see the ?? me?” the what you i didnt understand that part what are you hiding little bitch

>KALIM BASICALLY SAID THAT IF LILIA GOES TO HIS COUNTRY HE WOULD HAVE VIP TREATMENT FROM HIS FAMILY HELLO? and jamil comments how kalim wanted to gift him an instrument but they needed a TRUCK TO MOVE IT???? tf were you giving him, an organ?

>now to pomefiore, vil comments how malleus restored his beauty at the end of book 6 and wonders if they can do a magic transfer (?) of the same type to lilia and he says nah

>BECAUSE HES JUST OLD

>pomefiore is like ? arent you the same age as us

>LORE BOMBSHELL, LILIA SAYS HES ALMOST 700 YEARS OLD??????? (way less than i expected?? lol)

>LMAO THEYRE SO SURPRISED. rook asked if malleus is as old as lilia and lilia said that malleus is younger??? or that hes as old as them??? i didnt get that very well but something along the lines of malleus being way younger than lilia basically

>lilias family members are supposed to reach 1000 years old but apparently lilia was to eager? well not that, like he fucked up by playing too many games and that somehow made him old very fast? what (i think this might be a misstranslation help because it doesnt make a lot of sense. but something along the lines of lilia being 700 or so and his family being much older usually but him not reaching that age)

>cant remember exactly where it was but lilia also coments about how the dragons usually live much longer and that 1000 years for them is like peak maturity, when they become adults

>IDIA IS CRYING BECAUSE HIS GAMER FRIEND IS RETIRING FROM GAMING BUT HE WONT FUCKING CONNECT THE DOTS AND REALIZE ITS LILIA LMAO

>HE FORGOT TO ASK HIM HIS CONTACTS HELPPPPP

>also apparently him and lilia were their own best and first friends in online games?

>oh malleus and silver time! theyre in the main road to the main building

>malleus is throwing a mild tantrum (?) and he made snow??? apparently

>silver fucking crying because he wasnt able to do anything for his dad bruh malleus feels the same

>more malleus blot?? what the fuck thats fast

>UH OH MALLEUS HAS AN IDEA. that cant be good.

>back to the party, first years time

>basically all thank lilia for everything

>i think ortho knows about lilia and idia being gamer friends but wont tell them??? he just said that idia didnt want to come and hands lilia a list of everything idia is playing (and lilia is surpised because most of the games are the same BUT HE WONT REALIZE) so maybe they can play a match before he retires i guess???? theyre so close to finding out but they wont fucking do it im going insane

>idia didnt come to the aprty btw he is the only character that is not there because he was mourning his friend quitting the game lmao

>lilia thanks yuu once again for being friends with malleus?

>HUH? A DREAM???? BUT YUU IS NOT ASLEEP TF

>yuu asks lilia if they can do anything for him and lilia asks the first years to be friends with sebek because poor croc hasnt made a single friend rip

>lilia apologized for sebeks behaviour bcs ace i believe said that he was so rude and said to sebek to behave but sebek.... refuses? lol

>LILIA IS GOING ALREADY AND MALLEUS AND SILVER ARE NOT BACK YET STOP.

>apparently lilias card for nrc arrived 500 years ago but he didnt care back then? so when malleus received his much later he went along with him (and he thanks crowley for letting him enter the school 500 years later lol)

>LILIA IS GOING

>MALLEUS AND SILVER ARRIVED ON TIME!

>malleus is really happy everyone is there

>??? the party said that no gift was needed but malleus is brining lilia a gift anyways, a “blessing”. uhhhh.

>m. malleus is like way too happy about this. hes saying something along the lines of “today we dont celebrate an end but a beginning” uh. not good.

>this bitch is way too happy tf

>BASICALLY MALLEUS PLAN IS THE MUGEN TSUKUYOMI HELP?

>ORTHO IMMEDIATELY DETECTED BLOT RISING

>crowley is fucking alarmed and he lets everyone use their magic

>malleus regular battle HE HAS 300K HP AND REGENS 60K EVERY SINGLE TURN??????? BASICALLY AN IMPOSSIBLE BATTLE LIKE THE FIRST BATTLE IN THE GAME AGAINST THE CHIMERA

>you will lose this battle

>lilia tried to make magic to stop him but says something like “this body cant even do magic like that anymore?!” tf you mean “this body” do you have other bodies like dottore or what

>everyone is scared shitless HUH

>lilia is now insulting malleus calling him a dumbass or smth and saying that he doesnt know what hes doing and malleus screams that hes doing this to not lose him HELP

>sebek and silver are trying to calm things down, it obviously doesnt work

>malleus says something about grabbing his hand??? scary

>he gave his blessing! its a long ass spell btw. i think his “blessing” is his unique magic

>DAMN THAT LILIA SCREAM

>MALLEUS FUCKING OVERBLOTS. ALREADY???

>THE WHOLE SCHOOL WAS COVERED IN THORNS AND EVERYONE FALLS ASLEEP???

>malleus saying something about 1000 years will pass very quick wtf

>”you will become the heroes of the story”? malmal says something like that

>AND NOW

>AND FUCKING NOW

>WE RETURN TO THE TWISTED WONDERLAND LOGO. THE ONE FROM THE BEGINNING OF THE GAME. WHILE MALLEUS HUMMS ONCE UPON A DREAM.

WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT.

THE TIME LOOP THEORY? HUH?

#twisted wonderland #twst book 7 spoilers #HELP.#i fucked up and wrote book 8 LMAO my bad

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kookblurx · 7 months

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1920 - jjk [ chpt 3. ]

→ SUMMARY: a photo of a beautiful smiling boy; an old tree in your grandparents garden ... and a feeling of sadness. all those things are connected to each other ...

→ GENRE: time travel au; changing fate au; rencarnation au; university au; death; sickness; historical setting; trigger topics; smut; dirty talk; switching between present and the past.

→ chapter 2 / chapt. 4

→ RATING: 18+

→ NOTE: thank you for blowing up the first chapter with so many reblogs and welcome to all new followers. also if there are any creative people among us, feel free to design a header for this story. i will try to include every pic in the next chapters + linking your account. ( no must! ). Also please enjoy the second chapter <3 DISCLAIMER; this is a piece of art, not many events will be historically correctly.

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The Present:

as you ran back into the mansion you neary stumbled over one of the cats who frequently visit this place.

"sorry little one" you spitted out breathless before you climbed up the stairs.

you needed to get to your laptop before your grandparents noticed that you are back inside again. this might be your vacation but your grandma loved to give you tasks whenever she saw you around. inside your room you immediately locked the door behind you; something which was unacceptable in this house but now you didnt cared. with shaking hands you started the black notebook on your bed. it wasnt the newest one but it was doing its job during university. to your displeasure it took ages for it to boot up, at least you had some time to change into a set of clean clothes. as you got back to the laptop it was finally up and ready to go. the first thing you googled was " the berserker" plus the year he lived in. of course there were a few matches to the search but none of it was a reliable source. the most things which came up were forums where people shared the rumours and myths from back then. here and there jungkook's name popped up, followed by people asking who he was. one of those bloggers seemed kinda hurt about the lack of knowledge those people had. maybe he was the key to this mystery. you clicked on his username, determined to sent this "chimchim" person an email. your email was short, its content were a simple sentence:

"i know who jungkook was. could you please answer me some questions?"

while you waited for an answer you got back to google. there you putted jungkook's full name in and voila, a lot of sources popped up. even history blogs same as newsletters wrote about him. none of them metioned that he was a war hero. something was off for sure. none of those articles mentioned what had happened to him, only that he "allegedly died in 1920. not how or why he died on that specific spot. at the same time someone added you in the chatrooms which were open on your laptop. taking a quick glance presented you the username "chimchim" on the screen. hesitant if you should answer him right away you clicked on the log in button.

chimchim:hey, just saw your email. what do you wanna know? blueberry: this mind sound weird. but i found this pic in my grandparents mansion [ inserts the pic ]. i found out its about a .. jungkook guy. chimchim: holy crap. do you realize how much this pic is worth it?! blueberry: i dont care. you seem to know a lot about him so .. can you answer me so questions? chimchim: fine, what do you wanna know? blueberry: why does none of the newssites ever mention that he was a war hero? chimchim: shit, you know about that? i only heard some rumours. probably has something to do with his family. they took it down that they had a famous ancestor. blueberry: but why? chimchim: i dont know. im sure they are hiding something. blueberry: hiding something? why would someone want to hide such a accomplishement? chimchim: exactly. blueberry: you .. dont happen to know how he died or what happened to him? chimchim: there are rumours but no one is certain about that. blueberry: what are those rumours? chimchim: the one that keeps popping up is that he got betrayed by his own people. no one knows if it was his lover, best friend or his own parents. but he didnt died because of a war. blueberry: betrayed you say ... chimchim: hey, if your grandparents had this pic, they surely have more infos in their house. i need to go. i will try to dig up some more. bye!

with those words chimchim logged off. maybe he was right, there must be something in your grandparents library .. but before you went there again you got back to google. chimchim mentioned a lover, there must be something about her on the internet. after 10 minuted you finally found another blog full of history nerds who talked about her.

"lets see ..."

you clicked on the "more" button on one of the blog entries. apperently the berserk was in love with a commoner, a normal girl from another village. but as everything else in his life, this was just another rumour. no one exactly knew who she was or where she came from. the only certain thing everyone knew that she popped up out of nowhere. weird, how can someone appear out of nowhere? as you read more of the blog the whole situation became weirder and weirder. the girl seemed to dissapear here and there and didnt came back for days. as you wanted to give up, a comment catched your attention. someone wrote about her name, her alleged name. you read through the whole comment but as soon as you reached the part with her name, your vision became blurry. frantically you rubbed your eyes with both hands but it didnt helped. suddenly the screen turned brighter, so bright that it hurted your eyes. you closed your eyes shut, hoping it would stop. thats something your laptop never did before; as you reached out your hand to press the buttons, your fingertips touched the soft fabric of the bedsheets. were you going insane? your laptop was right there.

slowly you opened your eyes, first you didnt noticed any major chances but then ... as soon as your eyes fully adjusted to the change of light, you nearly fell down from the bed. this wasnt your bedroom.

The Past:

"not again ..."

thanks to the furniture it didnt took you long to realize where you were right now. somehow you travelled back in time, again. suddenly you remebered the words of the fairy about trigger points and places. a sigh escaped your mouth, so you really managed to trigger another puzzle piece of the past. something which includes the name of the mysterious lady in jungkook's life. leaning back on your hands, the fingertips of your left hands bumped into something. your whole body froze. this cant be right? slowly you turned your head to the side. underneath the red fabric of the blanket .. there was someone, breathing. peacfully asleep as it seemed. from here you couldnt see who it was and you didnt cared first. slowly you scooted away from the warm body as slowly as you could. at the same time your right hand slipped, sending you flying onto the ground.

your ellbow hit the hard wodden floor, making you whine in pain. were floors always this hard in the past? you bit down on your bottom lip while holding your ellbow, making sure to not make another sound. the person underneath the blanket started to shift more as a grunt was heard. you were so busy tending to your hurting ellbow that you didnt noticed how the person sat up on the bed. it really hurted like hell as you prayed that you didnt broke it.

"... oh -... oh my god are you okay?!"

with a painful expression you finally looked up to the bed. there he was, shirtless. jeon jungkook. instead of getting mad and screaming at you, he threw the blanket away. as he did that before getting down from the bed, your face turned into a tomato. he wasnt only shirtless, he was completely naked.

"w-wait! stop!" with your other hand you started to cover your face. "but .. you hurted yourself! let me see your ellbow" jungkook on the other hand seemed totally unfazed by the fact that he was naked.

out of nowhere your heart started to race as you still covered your eyes. this was too embarrassing. you knew how a naked men looked like, of course you do. you are not a child anymore but this man was a total stranger. someone you only saw once. on top of that, realistically speaking, he was already dead in your timeline. shutting your eyes close, you reached out with your hand. pressing against his chest to keep him away from you.

"dont be like that! let me see if its broken!" jungkook complained while trying to press forward. "c-can you please, for god's sake, wear some clothes!"

jungkook stopped in his movements as he finally saw how red your face was. a sigh escaped his lips, the next thing you heard were his footsteps. another noise you couldnt assign to an item inside the room. then again, he was right in front of you, this time you opened your eyes slowly, only to be met with his bare chest. at least he was wearing some pants now.

"can i see it now?" his voice grew more impatient, so you just nodded holding your ellbow into his direction.

jungkooks fingertips were soft on your skin as he looked at your ellbow. by now it had turned slightly red but the pain was still prominent. this changed as you finally looked into jungkook's face. the last time you got here you werent able to see it so close in front of you. he might be a war hero but his facial expressions were kinda soft; an indication that he didnt got corrupted by all the wars he went to. on his cheek was a scar, kinda deep somehow it suited him. his dark lock fell into his face, framing it oh so gently. the first urge which befell you was to touch it. to run your fingers through it while he tended to your ellbow. your eyes travalled further down to his chest. it was defined but not too muscular, further down you could see a hint of a sixpack. at the same time you really hoped he didnt heard your loud gulp as you saw how his biceps kept flexing while examining ellbow.

"seems fine to me ... maybe we should bring you over to one of the doctors just to be - ..." jungkook lifted his head were he noticed how close you two were to each other.

you kept looking into his eyes and suddenly your heart nearly jumped out of your chest. bubbles of happieness rised up inside of your stomach as at the same time your hands became sweaty. what was this feeling? even jungkook seemed to be distracted by something as he kept staring at you. the grip on your ellbow grew more tightly, normally it would hurt but you didnt felt it. you only felt his soft fingertips on your hot skin. time suddenly stopped existing around the two of you as jungkook leaned in more closely. for the first time you noticed his scent. he smelled like soap, like the woods after a rain fall and like lavender in the morning.

"i ... thank you, really" your mouth felt dry as you finally spoke up. jungkook on the other hand didnt spoke a word, he only nodded in response. "you can ... let go if me now" at the same time your heart told you that he shouldnt.

to your suprise he actually did let go, stood up and turned his back towards you. god, even his back was muscular with his broad shoulders. why does such guys doesnt exist in your timeline? your legs were a bit shaky as you stood up, watching him as he putted on a white shirt from the closet. it fitted him perfectly and flattered his muscles in every way. jungkook's waist was so small and thin, it would be so easy to wrap your arms around it. the moment you took a step forward the door sprung open. a breathless jimin was seen

"jungkook, its serious. we need your help!"

jimin completely ignored your presence as jungkook walked past you "what is it" "t-the ironbloods, they are attacking the village again!" "... alright, go and grab my sword. we will set out immediately" for a short second jungkook looked over his shoulder into your direction.

this wasnt good. maybe he was killed there? you needed to stop him. immediately you strechted out your hand, stumbling forward.

"wait! y-you cant-!"

the door closed and at the same time your hand went right through it. your whole body straight went through the door before crashing onto your bedroom floor. the pain in your head was unbearable as you tried to sit up. both of your hands formed into fists.

"why now?! how can i save him like this?! why did you brought me back now!" you screamed into your empty room, hoping your fairy would answer you. there was nothing, nothing but silence.

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twin-wishing-stars · 2 months

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Answering a question i got from the very very lovely @knifedog-machina during the Centaurus Festival!!! (Sorry it took so long, but hey, at least its done.)

hey lumine, i have a couple questions if you're comfortable answering!

- what are your experiences like, having a lot of kintypes? because you describe Welt and such being around, being a comforting presence, do they talk to you as well as you Being them, kinda like a median system thing?

Hey hi hello!!! Thanks for asking this btw.

(I didnt even get to talk about all the damn walk-ins...maybe in another text post...OTL)

So, for ppl who arent aware, i have just. An absurd amount of kintypes (from what ive seen of the average). Around 125 are logged, with them split between about 70 Kinfirmed, 40 questioning, and 15 hearted/other. These numbers are a little gooey but its About Right.

My experience with having So Many Fuckin Little Shits is a bit othering to say the least. Sometimes i see ppl who are like "oh yeah! Im xkin, xkin, and i have three heart types." And im like *wistfully stares into the sun* i remember 2013....i remember having 3 kintypes....god...those were the days.

Sometimes i wish i just had a handful. I wish i had enough that i could just lovingly and deeply dive into becoming as close as i could to them as possible. But like, thats not my lot in life, not my purpose (apparently OTL)

To put it simply, its a lot. Its just. Everyones here. To some degree. They all take up space in my head, some more than anothers. It can be overwhelming. Sometimes it feels like a collection (even though it isnt.) Its like an art gallery but youre just looking at a bunch of different artists renditions of you, and no matter where you look, its you. Whether thats a good thing or not. You see yourself in everything, your ass is even in the goddamn giftshop. At least you look like a cute bunny purse, you guess.

Sometimes its exhausting to be scrolling ur dash and getting the microdose of dopamine when u see a pic of some animal or pokemon or person and go "oh hey! It me. :))"

Theres so fucking many of me..and me adjacents and me paralells and theres also that almost sinking feeling when u see sth and ur first interaction with it is "oh god please i dont want another kintype." And then sometimes u realize a bunch of things could possibly be you , so you scoop them up in your arms and dump them unceremoniously into the fuckin pile of "questioning" bastards that have been there for years, unsorted, unscrutinized. But they...they may be you right? Well fuck, dude, they LOOK like you.

But...what makes.something look like you? What makes you....*you*?

Its difficult to parse these emotions. Sometimes you see something, you get That Goddamn Kinnie Feel and youre just Activated. You just *know*. And now youre stuck with it, for who knows how long! It could be a year. Maybe theyll fade because that part of you faded. Maybe itll be there for the next ten years like some of the first ones did. Its like a goddamn emotional comittment, accepting these shits as part of you, AS you.

ESPECIALLY when you have a sort of...history, trend, penchant, whatever, of having a specific "type" of kintype. For me, this is foxes and the

Context, i have like. 20 fictotypes/fictives (we'll get to that fellas) that are all blonde white bastards. So, when i see someone blonde, my IMMEDIATE reaction is "okay bitch, what ARE we?"

I have a lot of Fox Types: vulpix/nintales, flareon/eevee, foxsquirrels, etc.

I'll segue soon.

To summize having a lot of kintypes; its like having a mini zoo, and zoos require upkeep and investment, and no matter what you feel, whether u like it or not, ur the zookeeper , and every animal needs to be put into ur consideration. Theres just. A lot over there in that giant field that are meandering around bc u cant be assed (or are too mentally exhausted) to make enclosures for. Bc...what if they need to leave anyway? What if theyre there for a week? But u built a damn enclosure that now sits empty.

And then you wake up one day. And now a few of the animals are standing on two legs, talking to each other, and fucking filing taxes. And now theyre REALLY in your head. And now theyve developed personalities, and oh GOD DAMMIT theyre starting to affect your moods and actions and behaviors!! What the hell is this!!!

This is where i talk about the fact ive been sort of...sniffing at the idea of being a system. Tho i think i prefer plural because thats just. Broad enough for me, bc its such a hard concept to write down or really, digest for me in a way, even tho im CLEARLY experiencing it.

So lets briefly pop back into the zoo analogy.

The animals that are now very much sapient and living rent free in your house, have phone numbers. They have emails. You can fax their asses at three am. They may not like it, but theyll get the memo. And that memo says "get the fuck out here, im casting summon bitch and its your turn"

But dont forget!! That thing is still you. Right? Is it? We think so. It may not think so. But you see that thing, and you think to yourself "yeah. Thats me. God dammit" so its not even like that animal is its own thing (entirely). It still smells and tastes like you, even if it doesnt have the same personality or thoughts.

Ive been...toying with the idea of what i call a "summonable system" in which any fictotype I have (since all my like purely feral theriotypes are simply that: feral, and would just bark if addressed) can be "summoned" to the front of the headspace.

I dont know if this is a thing already. Researching systems seems so fuckin confusing and varied and my adhd rat brain has SUCH a difficulty with breaking down vague or not clear cut things. (Not anyones fault. Describing plurality is not an easy feat.)

Some of these guys WANT to be out. Some are just feelin themselves and want to be interacted with (hi, lyney, youre an attention whore, you arent slick), some are pretty calm, but when they're present they're happy to speak up (Thanks, welt), some are pretty neutral most of the time, and can go either way (youre doing ur best ganyu, its okay).

Some are a lot more stingy and are a pain to pull out. Some are like "leave me the fuck alone, im tired or i dont like this" (go back in ur hutch, felix). Some are or have been dormant, and are in a sort of deep sleep (please dont fully wake up shadowman, i cant do gay ninja emotions rn thanks).

And some just want to talk to whoever wont tell them to shut up right away (hey kaveh, me too bitch lmao)

Some just got woken up after a VERY VERY long time of being asleep (hi X! Please dont panic. Hey alia, sorry for all the paperwork, ask Jean for any forms you need. Axl, youre not even totally awake yet. Go back to bed.). Sometimes they brought the sort of weird memory-hologram of their friends (zero, please stop being weird on main for attention, yes youre blond, but you decidedly arent me.)

And now you have to figure out how to manage all this shit.

I dont exactly know what a median system is (yet. Theres...so so sos os o sosososos many new terms im having to learn. Its exhausting) but i wouldn't say they talk to me directly. I think its more of me telling "hey its okay, im going to do sth for you to help you relax" (agere for freminet) or "can u fucking chill out i do NOT need to be feeling extremely manic and aggressive/egotistical/horny/abusive (dont fucking act like that wasnt a three day stint, Lyney, just bc ur quote, unquote "working on urself.")

I think the only person who really shows up to "talk to me" (once every couple years) is an old old old old old friend of mine, Lunei. Hes the "protector" of the system, if there ever was one.

However!! Welt *is* a pretty comforting presence. (When hes not being weird lmao). He's one of the few men in my roster. I have some guys, but theyre usually pretty effeminate or like, young teen-esque (Kaveh, sit down, i dont want to hear it. Bass...we'll talk.)

In the same way that Shadowman is a calm man, Welt brings a sense of "its okay" to the headspace. Shadow is a lot more poetic and gentle and wistful and philosophical, while Welt balances this sort of...relaxed, down to earth vibe and yet is still creative and nuturing at the same time.

Everyone say hi and thank u to Welt

When he "comes out" or fronts or whatever, hes so fuckin chill about the body -- bc like i mentioned in my post about my divine kintypes, hes one of the very VERY select few kintypes that i believe are the most intrinsic and inseperable from my core being, and what i have been in past lives and will continue to be in future lives -- a "world walker." He, lumine, and I share this. Whereas id say lumine is almost a direct, but sort of tilt shifted mirror image of myself, Welt is sort of...a what I expect a fully Matured Me would be. Is. Were all the same, just a big gooey timey wimey fuck all mess of Me.

Welt is just. Hes a cool dude simply bc hes been thru so fuckin much, dealt with going from Some Guy Trying To Get A Stupid Art Degree to Holy Shit I'm Kind Of A God Now?

And then he went "fuck this im leaving my wife and kid to go after this hot student i had (thats the jokes, he wanted to look after Himeko bc he was worried about her lmao)"

Hes retired and i go into this more in my other post, but its the idea that he was, "god-touched" in a way and now hes just. Hes just!!! Hes living his life. Hes a man who's had a lot of experiences and seen a lot of shit and able to rationalize very well.

Like i was saying, when he fronts, hes so cool about not being a 5'10" DILF and sth a lot more...*ganyu* shaped. (Hes like "do we got the strap?" And jean, sighing, replies "we dooo....")

Hes been thru a lot of...experiences in his time, and inhabiting a different body doesnt bother him. Hes just happy to have an outlet to talk to people and just relax. He can be a lil moody at times, but his mental state is a LOT more stable than most.

(This is absolutely an invitation to talk to him about things. He's LITERALLY the least intimidating guy i promise.)

And the best part, out of all of this, is if you go up to the control panel of my headspace, and slowly turn the swivel chair around to face you.....

All u see is this little shit of a creechur staring back at you.

This thing runs the entire fucking body. It has eviscerated sigmund freuds concept of the id, ego, and superego. You cannot win.

#literally one of the most friendly little beasts i know!!! give em a follow!!!#centaurus festival #otherkin #Fictionkin #plurality #lumi.txt

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theroseiswithoutawherefor · 19 days

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LONDON VIP MEETINGS REPO

Sorry i know I should have done it earlier but it's my first time in London, I'm rly overwhelmed!

London is no doubt a brilliant city, I really thank them for giving me a motivation to visit it(god knows how much i hate long flight

There are so many pics and videos of the shows, so I will only focus on the VIP meetings.

To be honest, the meetings were much simpler than I thought. I actually ecpected it to be at least a few minute long with some perhaps basic conversations with each member, but no, it was super quick, just taking over the signed postcards and maybe just a word or so to one of them? the whole process was no more than 1minute i feel.

I was like super nervous on Day1. I prepared some small gifts for both Kyo and Kaoru(let's see if they will post it later on lol) my friends told me there would be staff standing nearby and i could give the gifts to her. But I rly had no idea how eactly... and the merchants! Will I have time to buy merchants? Or where should I stand? Anyway, it was a mess. After several hours waiting, I was exhausted and so, so, so anxious.

Vips were allowed to enter at 6pm, I saw the booth of merchants first(right after the entrance) but the queue moved fast, so I didn't have anytime to buy or even think. All of a sudden, I was already at the end of the hallway and saw the blonde hair of Die and Shinya.

Shinya was even more nervous than me, he dropped the cards first, fumbled around and clumsily picked them and handed it to me lol

Die was pretty chill, I didn't rly look at them but just bowed, and then, Kyo.

Kyo was at my height, so it was quite easy to watch him. For both days, I felt something strange was growing when i looked at him but I couldn't figure out why and what, I just stared at him for a few seconds and moved to kaoru.

Kaoru was the only one without sunglasses both days, so you could see his eyes clearly. He wore a baseball cap and dark blue jacket, looked so strange and familiar at the same time. Instantly i realized that he posted this outfit before on TheTheDay, perhaps that's why it was not new to me at all.

I quickly took over the card but didn't rly leave, my brain went blank a little. The courage was out of nowhere, I bowed to him and kind yelled out(still, not so loud) “薫さん大好き”

then I straightened up and looked at him in the eyes. he was so close, I could still see his eyes when I'm writing this.

I bet I scared both him and Toshiya a little bit, bc toshiya dropped the cards as well lol. I was so panicked, so I didnt look at toshiya, just ran away with my shaky legs.

Omg it was so embarrassing, I decided to look smarter the other day.

Day2 was another day of long waiting and queueing outside. The morning was ok but the rest of the day was gloomy and rainy. The order was the same as Day1, Shinya, Die, Kyo, Kaoru, Toshiya, none of them wore makeup and four of them had sunglasses.

I felt unreasonably calm when I saw them at the door this time, so I had more time to observe them closely this time.

Shinya was rly lovely, he was skinny and delicate. He had his classic robotic nervous smile on his face and moved kinda cautiously like a little hamster (?). Die looked basically the same, and Kyo, different from his day 1 wearing(which is the one he wore in Paris), had a Burberry coat on Day2. After receiving the card from Kaoru, I stayed there again. I felt probably they had already recognized me and were prepared for me to say something.

TFOEの卒業はやっぱり寂しいですけど、おめでとうございます

I tried my best to control my voice and told him this, which basically means i don't want the freedom of expression to end but wish him the best.

Kaoru must have been shy too, bc when i looked at him, he was working hard at forming a smile(as hard as I lol), I'm not sure if he mumbled thank u or not.

Toshiya was the only one who looked or smiled at ease the whole time, his sunglasses was translucent so I could see his eyes, he was so beautiful.

Both days were so unforgettable for me. The shows were also amazing, especially Day 2. The sound problem was finally fixed and I rly love their looks that day. It was literally the best Diru show I have experienced.

I'm a very realistic person and my pessimism always reminds me that I can't be with them all the time.

but just like what i wrote to kaoru in the letter, it's always so fulfilling to travel and meet your favorite band in different locations and forms.

so, thank you.

And I know today is Toshiya's birthday, happy birthday and see u guys soon.

(btw guess who's the lucky one getting kaoru's bottleeeeeeeeee)

#dir en grey #london #european tour #repo #VIP meetings #happy birthday

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hexitca · 4 months

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Rant about Puritan fandom culture!

Well I typed it on twitter but then I had more to say so tumblr it is!

Under read more

WARNING: Long as fuck

Here's some pics

I know I basically said the author of Heartstopper "brought it on themselves" but yea they kinda did.

You can disagree with BL/Yaoi you can hate the shipping discourse or shipping in fandom in general but you cant frame it in a "i hate [that] bc it's sinful/fetishistic and I'M ABOVE THAT BC I'M WHOLESOME AND BETTER THAN THOSE DISGUSTING SHIPPERS"

bc that's gonna bite you in the ass...as it is doing now. The fucking image of their character's google history is so tame and normal, esp in LGBTQ+ spaces! Yet they are being called a pedo? Crazy. In the end, you only hurt yourself!

I never bothered with HS bc i just wasnt interested in it but thats just my preference. It's sad to see ppl, esp young ppl, turn on a series of LGBTQ+ representation just bc of the author's past (or current? idk) stance on the BL/Yaoi or MLM or whatever genre just bc their stance wavered a bit in a simple comic image. Something that is so fucking normal also! but they will grow up and realized how limiting it is to restrict themselves just to appear pure within a group.

Yet the artists/writers/creators are traumatized by the witchhunt. I know I said the author brought it on themselves for supporting anti but damn I don't want them being accused of being a pedo! Or ANYTHING! NO ONE DESERVES THAT. I dont know anything about the author other than surface knowledge but at the end of the day, all this online shit, doesnt matter. It doesnt! Me saying that is ironic bc im typing this post up right now!

but it's something we care about! I care about fandom spaces, I care that creators are getting attack for something as mild as this even if they invited these ppl into their circle. We're human and we change our views a million times a fucking day. I could agree with one thing and disagree with it another. That's why anti discourse pisses me the hell off! It's just a bunch of bullies looking to make themselves feel better by shaming others! I don't respect that type of behavior. And I hate that they just run around saying shit like "kys" over a two characters fucking?!? It amazes me beyond words.

Fandom has never been without its discourse. But the puritan bullshit is not even fandom discourse, it's just straight up bullying and harassment. It doesnt take much to tailor your fandom spaces to your preferences, i should know ive been in fandom spaces since I was fucking 13 years old. I didn't explore nsfw/porn/anything until I wanted to when I was 18. That is MY personal experience. I never put that on anyone else BUT MYSELF. If I saw nsfw and didnt want to see it I blocked the person. Not make a fucking witch hunt out of it. You are in charge of keeping YOURSELF in check not some person who shared nsfw art/fanfic. How fucking hard is it to turn the "don't show me nsfw" toggle on??? Bc it's not about that. Y'all just wanna be mad and be above someone so why not ppl minding their own business.

And guess what? There ARE ppl who are bad and support nsfw art/writing. They fucking suck. They are outliers and deserve to be called out when they get exposed. But many times, ppl always go "see i told you all the ppl in THAT fandom were pedos/freaks/etc" hmmm sounds like when conservatives go "see...that queer person turned out to be bad, SO all queer ppl are bad" DO YOU GET IT?? It never works out with that line of thinking. You are harming innocent ppl minding their own business. You are harming yourselves when you grow the fuck up and realize that "OH actually...I am curious about sex" and have ppl who you thought were your friends eat your face. PLS wake the fuck up.

If you're an anti:

I hope you recover from that

go fuck yourself

if you're offended by me saying "go fuck yourself", pls take that as a sign to log off the internet and go touch grass. As someone who has done that many of times, it's very refreshing.

#fandom #fandom culture #fandom discourse #purity culture #i might go touch some grass for the rest of the week/weekend holy shit #this is why i try not to be on twitter a lot bc tumblr im at least in my own spaces with minor breaches of stupidity #twitter it just throws it in on my tl and i get fucking triggered and angry #ill be taking a long break from twitter holy shit

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theslay3d · 1 year

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Ajax Petropolis x reader

Gender: Neutral?? i think

Warnings: none

Word count: 826

Requested

A/N hiii hope you like it!!! i changed it up a little tho. also tbh hateee the aesthetic pic for him. there's not many like aesthetic pics for him sadly. also this may be bad i wasn't feeling it yk so i mayyy rewrite this one day

You sighed as you walked down the halls. You might have been a little…lost. It was only your first week there and you had no idea where to go. You felt a little movement on your leg and looked down. Your snake was there and seemed to be a little antsy.

You narrowed your eyes. People must be near if your snake was acting like this. You continued walking until you turned the corner and almost bumped into someone. You sidestepped them and the person fell.

The boy groaned after he hit the floor. He looked up and saw you. “Sorry” You muttered. You helped him pick up his books and finally got a good look at the boy. He was cute. Your snake wrapped a little tighter around your leg and you cleared your throat as you stepped back.

“Sorry again I wasn't paying attention.” You said as you handed him his last book.

“It's alright. You're new here right? I haven't seen you before.”

“Yeah, I'm new.”

“Cool uh what class do you have?” He asked a little awkwardly.

“Um” You checked the piece of paper which had your schedule. “Botanical science”

“Oh! Me too maybe we could walk together?”

You nodded. “Yeah sure to be honest i was a little lost i wasn't sure where it was”

“It's easy to get lost around here” He assured and motioned for you to follow him. It seemed he hadn't noticed your snake yet. Most people looked at you a little weird when they saw the snake.

“My names Ajax by the way”

“Y/n” You said your name and noticed something move beneath the beanie he had on his head. I wonder what he is.

“So uh what are you?” He winced. “Sorry that sounds a little mean”

You laughed and said. “I'm a chimera. You?”

He looked down and saw the snake that was wrapped around your leg but didn't jump away like the other students tended to do.

“Im a gorgon”

“Ohh snakes right?” You were referring to how gorgons usually have snakes for hair and finally realized what was moving beneath his beanie.

He nodded and finally stopped at a door. He opened the door. “So uh here's the class I already have someone sitting next to me but Enid’s other seat is free” He pointed to a girl who had a book open.

“Thank you Ajax”

“Yeah of course if you need anything just come and get me”

He walked away towards another desk and you walked to the girl named Enid's desk.

***Time Skip***

It's been a few weeks since then and you got close to both Enid and Ajax. They have both been super nice to you and Enid was only a little bit scared of your snake.

Right now you were walking towards Ajax's dorm as you have to work on a project together. Not that you minded Ajax was nice…and cute.

Not that he knew that you may have a little crush on him. He was a little shy and you didn't want to overwhelm him with you just outing your crush on him.

You made it to his door and opened it. In hindsight probably not a good idea but you thought he knew you were coming over. Ajax did know he just forgot when you would get there.

He told you how when people or even himself sees the snakes they turn to stone for a few hours.

So when you opened the door and saw Ajax sitting down without his beanie on you may have panicked a little. You let out a little gasp but froze and just stared. You didn't notice that you didnt turn to stone.

He turned and grabbed a blanket to cover his head.”You're not stone?”

You finally unfroze and touched your face as if feeling the stone that wasn't there. “I'm not”

You let out a little laugh and put on a hand to your chest “Oh my god”

Ajax slowly lowered the blanket on his head and the snakes started moving.They moved in your direction as if reaching out.

Ajax breathed out. He found his beanie and put it on just to stop himself from looking in the mirror accidentally.

“This seems like a good time to tell you that i like you” You said to him still in a little bit of shock. His eyebrows raised.

“What? You like me?”

“Yep”

He hesitated a moment before he walked towards you. He stopped right in front of you. “I like you too”

“Really?”

“Yeah”

You both smiled at each other. He reached out a hand and you took it.

“Does this mean we are uh t-together?” He asked hesitantly

“If you want us to be”

He nodded. “I do”

You smiled at him again.

“Maybe we should start the project now”

His eyes widened “I forgot about that”

You both laughed and moved to his desk.

#ajax petropolis x reader #ajax x reader #ajax x you #ajax petropolis x you #ajax petropolus #wednesday x reader #wednesday imagine #enid sinclair

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jung-koook · 2 years

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let me talk about something here please.

every time I open my inbox I saw hates messages. I prefer to block these messages, ignore them completely but this time I think I need to reply to these ones that left me extremely offended.

stealing from twitter??? what?? whenever I go on twitter and see a photo or video and post it here I always put the credits. I also check their twitter account to see if there are any messages from them asking us to not repost their videos and photos. and after so many controversies and fansites wrong behaviors, i also stopped supporting fansite fantakes. when I go on twitter to look for translations for my gifs I always put the credits in the description of them. when I post only the translation I take a screenshot of their account and post it showing their username. I also use twitter for news and I always post a screenshot showing where the new came from. and I use twitter to see other instagrams uploading members photos, but do i need to put credits where i got these photos? please, I didnt steal anything from anyone!

now this one.. gosh :/ being called a sasaeng is so offensive, I’m really shook right now :/ let me reply to this message :////

first of all, I am a 24 year old adult, thank you. “has major saesang behavior”??? what do you mean by that?? if you call me something like that you have to give me proof of what you're talking about! I never posted anything from their private events and schedules. nor pics of them just enjoying their lives. i document every moment of jeongguks life?? I cant understand what you're talking about because i dont to that. I never posted anything private about his life!

i already posted some pics of jeongguk that his brother posted on his instagram and his brother talking about gureum. his brother always interacted with army on instagram. he already posted some pics of jeongguk and some bangtan fanarts on his instagram. his brother never told armys not to interact with his account. but after some people asked me not to post these photos/pics here anymore, i deleted them. (i dont see anything wrong with posting these since his brother doesnt see a problem with it. different from hobis sister who already said she doesnt like her instagram posts beind shared. )

when jeongguk was to film the ‘left and right’ mv. I saw a translation account translate to where he was going. I had read the kmedia news but I didnt realize that the two accounts were talking about different places. so I completely wrongly shared what the translation account translated but that account translated the place bighit was trying to keep private. a nice person here saw it and came to warn me about it and after that i deleted my post and apologize for sharing that here. I think unfortunately these are mistakes that anyone can make. but that doesnt make them saesang. please search on saesang term first.

if i cared about ony notes i wouldnt make gifs anymore. I make gifs because its a hobby that helps me to relax, to forget about the things that are bothering me in my personal life, to show a little bit of my love and admiration for bangtan by making my gifs. but notes are something important and caring about notes is nothing wrong! everyone wants to have their work recognized in some way right? and here its through the notes. so yes, I will self-reblog my posts whenever I want, thanks. :)

I dont know why but there seem to be a lot of people who dont like that I've been here since 2013 lol and they think I dont deserve the support I got since the start of my blog. been here since the beginning helped me a lot and its something important for me. please dont try to take that out of my story. my blog is a beautiful part of my history as a bangtan fan. please dont try to hurt this part of my story. I went on hiatus for a while because I'm studying architecture and I had to focus only on my studies :)) when i came back tumblr was completely different. the people I knew from before werent here. even though i still had a lot of followers i felt like most werent here anymore either. so for me it was like starting my blog all over again. most of the people who support my blog here dont know it from the beginning, most are new people. so the reason I have support here is not because I've been here since 2013. the only ugliness I see here is you and your messages. you tried to ruin my day and you succeeded. :)

I'm tired of people trying to make things up about me! leave me alone! I'm not hurting anyone. I just post my gifs, support the work of other talented people here and scream for bangtan. stop trying to make up extremely dangerous lies about me! if you dont like me and my blog, stop being pathetic please do something for yourself. blocked my blog so you will never see me here again.

P.S. I’m sorry for my bad english but i needed to answer these messages. and I answered that way because I needed to block these people or the same person from my blog.

#i hate posting negative things on my blog but this is something i need to post

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HELLO BRIE IM SO SORRY I HAVENT SENT ANY ASKS i might have texted u on instagram but icl i dont remmeber if i did but oml i was so busy BUT GUESS WHAT?!?!? my 2 irls came over yesterday and we took so many pics and idk smt abt yesterday was so fun like more fun than any days we have ever met up

I HAVE A STORY OKAY so i have 2 houses that are litearlly acrosss the street from each other bc yeah guys my family js needed another house we have ms ppl living with us but this is the first time my mom brought both of their families over for a party since yeah its only been my 2 friends that came over not their family but my irls came over in the morning to my current house and then around like 6(?) all 3 of us including my family went to the new house to wait for their families to arrive and then like at 8 all 3 of our families came back to my current house right AND THE CAR RIDE WAS SO FUNNY 😭 we thought we needed extra space so i sat on one of my irls irl B. and my other irl irl A. WAS SITTING ON ME and like we did have space by the time we we're driving like there was a whole extra seat next to us but we all stayed sitting on top of each other and we even took pictures of us sitting on each other LMAO

me and irl B kept saying coquette to every little thing and also to everything Irl A kept doing and shes like 'atp you're coquette bc u call everything coquette' IT WAS SO FUNNY ISTG😭😭

im litealrly never going to forget yesterday like it was hella fun and we took so many .5 pics from my moms phone (crying in iphone 7 user whos ios updates come late) and we walked a little in the rain and took videos but ran back to the car/house/driveway before our moms saw and killed us for leaving HAHHAS

BUT I HOPE YOU'RE DOING WELL BRIE MY LOVE, if anything interesting happened pls lmk i have nothing to do next week bc my uncle booked a last minute flight to our hometown and hes the only one who takes me fun places😞

HAPPY ONE DAY BEFORE JOSHUA DAY I MADE 100 JOSHUA EDITS 😝 posting half of htem today and the rest tmr

- 🤤 anon ofc if u havent realized HAHHAS imy love i hope ur doing well and better and good pls ttm i love you ⁉️

Oh you’re okay, i haven’t been checking instagram much either so that’s probably mostly on me honestly

THAT ALL SOUNDS LIKE SO MUCH FUN WHAT A LITTLE ADVENTURE, being cramped in cars with your irls… i miss days like that…

And y’all are so cute with the coquette stuff 😭 IM GLAD YOUR MOM DIDNT KILL Y’ALL IM SO GLAD YOU HAD FUN

EXCITED TO SEE THE JOSHUA EDITS?!?!

#i’m technically on vacation so i had been good #i mean an anon just broke up with me so now i am very very sad #BUT OVERALL IVE BEEN GOOS #b: 🤤 anon

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