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marshmallow--3 · 50 minutes ago
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I'm really not okay
I'm stuck in a cycle of needing to self harm but having no way to do it, whenever I experience extreme moods like anger or depression, I order loads of junk food to hurt and punish myself knowing I can't afford to be spending the money and that all that food is going to make me ill
Nothing works to make me happy, therapy, antidepressants, exercise, fresh air, I have a bad losing streak with all of them failing me
I'm really unhappy, any little thing sets me off, especially if it relates to feeling ignored, unheard, excluded or unloved
Nothing is making me happy, so that's an update on where I'm at
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papadepappel · 2 days ago
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No Stress
Le stress a des répercussions sur la santé (maladie cardiaque…) et des conséquences psychologiques (dépression…), sociales, familiales et professionnelles. L'état de stress et l'anxiété sont généralement liés. Le stress peut amener une anxiété et les personnes anxieuses risquent de développer un stress.
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I brought a puzzle, telling myself I’d finish it before killing myself.
Well, I’ve finished it.
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fenixdown · 4 days ago
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FORGIVENESS ; KAIN & CECIL.
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     While Cecil is almost ceaselessly forgiving of others, he falls short at forgiving himself for what transpired throughout their journey. He shares this trait with his chosen brother, Kain, but they both approach the issue of forgiveness differently.
     Cecil was forced to look his demons in the eye at the summit of Mount Ordeals. He had little choice: he could not make the journey forward by himself, and would only be granted companionship should he be able to return a changed man. Even before he knew his father’s soul resided at the top, he was ready and willing to see the challenge through. If that was all the Mysidia Elders needed from him after all he and the Baron soldiers had put them through, who was he to deny them?
     But then he heard his father, a voice that told him he was forgiven. He could be redeemed. There was still light inside his soul if he was able to eradicate the shadows there, too. And, with the defeat of his past self, he was able to truly start over.
     He acknowledges what he did in the past was wrong. He knows he cannot fix Mysidia, or restore Mist, or give Rydia back her mother - but he was enough. He could do better from now on.
     Kain had no such luxury of that voice. Quite the opposite, in fact. While Cecil was learning to become a Paladin and hearing his father’s voice for the first time in his life, Kain was drowning in tendrils of dark. While Cecil had been encouraged by the light side of the moon, Kain was all but engulfed by the darkness that resided there, too, being played like a puppet by Zemus. Where Cecil’s father had seen the light in his son and encouraged it, Zemus had sunk his fangs into the self-doubt and resentment in Kain’s heart until it festered, leaving nothing but starry pinpricks of light behind.
     He had escaped from under Zemus’ control more than once, but his escapes were fleeting. With each one did Kain’s shame and fear over his own mind grow, making him little more than simple prey for Zemus each time. He fed off of the malice in those he targeted, after all, and self-doubt was a weed that one rarely rid of so easily.
     Kain does not forgive himself. Not the first time; not the second time. And, even on the moon, when it becomes apparent how strong Zemus’ hold on people truly is, he blames himself. This is not helped by others in the party calling him a traitor or a double-crosser throughout the story: they aren’t all aware that he is not in control of his own will.
     But Kain is. He is the backseat passenger to the will of the dark side of the moon, and he fought like hell not to be until it was of little use. By the end of the game, even well past him rejoining the group and heading to the moon, he’s still worried about what his presence may to do others.
     He is so afraid of allowing himself to succumb to his thoughts that he doesn’t realize he’s doing exactly what caused Zemus’ hold on him to become to strong in the first place. Once you start feeding yourself to the wolves, when do you stop? How do you stop?
     Cecil is able to grow and forgive Kain. One day, maybe, he could even forgive himself for what he did under a monster’s ruling. But Kain never had someone tell him he was enough, nor that there was still light in him, and that is the biggest difference between them. Cecil was able to salvage the flickering flame of his hope, and Kain is too afraid of it to do anything but stomp it out.
     Until Kain finds peace within himself, he’s unable to even entertain the thought of forgiving what he had done, let alone trust himself around his friends in Baron. 
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pagankingfinn · 9 days ago
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Me: I need help
Me at me: No, we are NOT posting about our trauma and hardships. Doing so is a crime
Me: Okay, but it's fine for other people to do it
Me at me: Yes.
Me: But it isn't okay for us to ask for help?
Me at me: Yes.
Me: okay, but we need help. I'm asking for help.
Me at me: You wuss, I'm sending you anxiety and depression to punish you for your crimes
Me: B R U H-
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razzberryroulade · 11 days ago
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We’re gonna have to put my cat down soon because she has thyroid and liver issues and she’s old and her heart beat is too fast so here’s a Person appreciation post because I love her and I’m gonna miss her so much
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bpdfox · 16 days ago
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"hey wreck ur car" "ok but I can't drink if I don't get home" "ok but hear me out"
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bpdfox · 16 days ago
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Not me crying when my supervisor told me to stop working 8 hour shifts without a break/to take a day or two off next week because I don't deserve a break unless it's the Sweet Embrace of Death because I'm always letting everyone around me down and am a chronic burden and disappointment and all I ever do is make things worse for everyone
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pack-of-rats · 16 days ago
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I like to sprinkle in some 😂 emoji into every other text when I'm depressed just so my friends don't think I'm going to kill myself.
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help-me-kill-this-wasp · 16 days ago
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I have a question for adults/older people with adhd: does it ever get better? I just want a hobby or a good sleep schedule or the ability to eat healthy food. is it possible?
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mymilkhasice · 21 days ago
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Got that seasonal depression only problem is I’m on season 6 and Netflix is planning a reboot
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certifiable-morgan · 21 days ago
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i love how it has taken me literally a year to figure out that what i’ve been feeling since lockdown is depression. like this whole time i’ve just been describing it as “being emotionally exhausted” and “feeling stagnant in life” but no i’m just straight up experiencing symptoms of depression.
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taurianskies7 · 27 days ago
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Saturn in 8th really said ✨ chronologically depressed ™ ✨
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highonbandcandy · 29 days ago
You haven't been posting much on any of your blogs. I hope you're alright.
No, I have not been. I'm doing okay? School and work are stressful, and I ran out of meds, so that's fun, but I'll be back to my constantly posting self in no time.
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nothing-but-nepeta · a month ago
thank u so much for this blog
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aww thanks.. Or your welcome.. ill be honest with you i havent updated this blog in like 2 months cause i got hit with depression beam but this ask actually Breathed some motivation into me so purrhaps expect some new posts in the next few days..
thanks 4 sending the ask in! ^_^ 
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lavendercoatedangels · a month ago
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I am not functioning well emotionally today, and haven’t in the past few days. Anniversary periods are rough, but this year in particular is closing in on me hard.
I’m depressed as shit and lethargic.
I just took a nap but could use five more.
At least one of my cats looks very cute while sleeping on my feet.
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pxchinko-addict · a month ago
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MUN INFORMATION
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━  Name: Dapple ━  Gender: Questioning ( DFAB ) ━  Pronouns: She/Her, He/Him, They/Them ━  Sexuality: Pansexual
     I am a total dork that adores cats. I have two cats and a parrot. Their names are Lottie (short for Charlotte), Trinity and Kiki respectively. I live with my grandmother as I am unable to work.
     I suffer from: generalized anxiety disorder, ptsd, adhd and borderline manic depression. As a result, I tend to experience frequent mood swings && flashbacks. I have been clinically tested for all of these things. I don’t do well at interacting with other people. I tend to come across as cold at first.
     Potentially triggering content below!
     I was raised in an abusive household with my three younger siblings. My stepfather frequently degraded and threatened us. He’d throw things at us and he whipped us with belts. He spank us to the point where it was painful for us to sit. He would walk in on me while I was getting dressed or showering in order to scare me. My issues stem from what he did to me. As a result, I am extremely sensitive around topics that deal with domestic abuse. I felt that I should mention these things, since I want people to understand how much the abuse affected me. It goes deeper than what I mentioned, but I’d rather not mention them.
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