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sitaloneinthedark10 hours ago
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This is a lot of text. I am sorry if it's a bit unreadable. I know that I said that I'll continue the post from yesterday but I have the memory of (insert an animal with no memory). Sorry. I have come to the conclusion that I always want an orange.
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uboatan16 days ago
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t-this is me and my fwiends at the beach...AAAHHDBD I MISS THEM SO MUCH 馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶
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uboatan16 days ago
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h-hewwo evewyone...maya is vewy shick today so they wet me use their tumbwr account...p-pwease don鈥檛 make fun of meeeeeee 馃槶馃槶馃槶馃槶
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xlostlenore3 years ago
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my random personal posts
(a warning; this is a very depressing and whiny post about money)
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i just got some really bad news regarding my financial situation. i live entirely off welfare and now TPTB decided to cut back on the amount of my benefits. which means i have to pay for my meds by myself. that鈥檚 605 euros. and that鈥檚 freaking scary and i鈥檓 not sure how i鈥檓 gonna do that
i hate being at the mercy of ppl who have most likely never been poor themselves so they have no idea what it鈥檚 like
i鈥檓 scared and concerned for my future.聽
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story-teller013 years ago
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And that's when I knew, that you didn't really like me, like I did you.
K.B.
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story-teller013 years ago
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It's so loud in my head, like there's thousands of people screaming and clamoring to be heard but they're all silent. Yet I can still feel their voices echoing through my skull.
K.B. - It's too loud
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silverhairdontcare3 years ago
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Yikes
My brother is using again
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elfvenomm4 years ago
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what's it like to not be suicidal my guy
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musical-mysteryy4 years ago
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There's no such thing as a fairytale relationship. We all make mistakes, we all find some way to fuck something up. But I recently found that out as I went into this knowing that I had found the one. The love of my life. But as time has gone by it's gotten hard. I love you with every inch of my body and every part of my heart. And I sit in this car late at night, crying in a parking lot. Listening to music and cutting out my feelings through every sharp note that plays. I sit here wondering if it's all worth it. And as I sit here, I realize how deeply and madly in love I am. And how every painful feeling continues to linger day after day, still hoping that some day I'm going to be okay. Wishing that I would wake up from this nightmare and realize that we're okay. That we're going to make it through this. That love will conquer all. Is this what a fairytale relationship is? ...one that's broken, neglected, and heartbreaking? Because if so, welcome to my happily ever after.
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tr1pp134 years ago
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I became everything I never wanted to be
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tr1pp134 years ago
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It鈥檚 3am and I鈥檓 worrying about your safety It鈥檚 3pm and I鈥檓 drinking our memories away It鈥檚 12am and I鈥檓 joining you
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oliverashton954 years ago
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Inactivity
Hey, guys, it鈥檚 Oliver. If you guys follow my youtube channel you will have noticed I have been very inactive both on here and there. I鈥檝e been having lots of technical difficulties with my phone, I have an iPhone 5c and it鈥檚 constantly glitching out since the new iOS update. I hardly ever use it, to be honest and I鈥檓 a big apple user. Anyway, my point is that when I would normally use Tumblr I would use it on the mobile app but since my phone is SOL I never use Tumblr and I apologize for that. However, I am still alive as much as I would rather not be right now I am still alive. As far as youtube, I never have privacy to make videos because I live with my parents and they don鈥檛 accept me. Furthermore, my mental health is so bad lately that I鈥檓 not sure that I would be able to make a video without bursting into tears in the middle of it and I鈥檓 sure that nobody would wanna watch that. My life is boring lol. I went to the psychiatrist to get an update on my meds, I go every three months and I literally cried in my appointment. My psychiatrist is a very emotionally detached man, he鈥檚 young and in the process of undergoing his residency at my therapy clinic and I am one of his patients. Like I said before, he is just there to get me my meds and make sure that I am okay but today was different. Today I cried in the middle of my session. I鈥檓 normally very good at holding everything together and keeping everything on low, emotions wise in therapy and when I see my psychiatrist. I opened up about how I am not very good at being alone and then I cried. I bawled. To quote my therapist exactly, he said 鈥淚 feel so bad for you, you鈥檙e so little and you鈥檙e going through a lot, if i wasn鈥檛 your psychiatrist I would give you a hug鈥 and that sentiment was nice. I need all the love I can get right now because I am so close to losing it.聽
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oddesttree4 years ago
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when it gets cold, i remember when we first moved to this country and we were poor and lived in a house that took hours to warm up and never properly warmed up because cold air was constantly blowing in from all corners and cause the heaters always took so long to kick in, on sundays when we got back in from church, everyone would just go upstairs and huddle on a duvet and fall asleep till evening when the house was slightly warmer.
this memory is what winter is in my head and it makes me disassociate and i don鈥檛 know why
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danglinginspace4 years ago
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11/3/16, "Friends.."
I feel like what everyone is telling me are just words with no meaning backed behind them. They tell they worry about me and want to hang out 鈥渘ext week.鈥 But a week becomes two, two weeks become two months, etc. and nothing.
Or maybe they鈥檙e actually busy and can鈥檛 hang out with me鈥 that would make me a terrible person for assuming things ;____;
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sharp-teeth-png4 years ago
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I apologise if this post is legitimately wasting your time but it鈥檚 a smol note to keep in mind聽(銇ワ健鈼曗库库棔锝)銇
I am a very inexperienced writer. Like, very. My grammar, most of the time, is terrible, I鈥檓 always making mistakes and sometimes I just feel like the work I do is... Well, some could describe it as聽鈥渟hit.鈥 The reason as to why? I have read over my work in the past and normally it is based on the same form of plot. Whether it鈥檚 an AU with cats and dogs or something to do with depression or suicide, it鈥檚 all the same thing.
I, again, apologise if you don鈥檛 like this kind of ficlets but my Tumblr聽account isn鈥檛 very special at all. I lack the ability to put real effort into things. Sometimes, an idea will pop into my head and it may be聽鈥渉ey! Let鈥檚 do another sourin fic today! It can be about this and that~~鈥 so on and so forth.
What I鈥檓 trying to get across with this post is that if anyone is offended by the work I am making or the posts I am posting, please tell me and I will not threat to take the so-called posts down or even delete my Tumblr profile. I want the best for other people, not for myself.
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tinyrosegoddess4 years ago
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Sorry for the depressing post. I'll tag it. It's just something I had to talk about... Lately, I've been feeling like none of this is real. Like my mind is somewhere else while my physical body is on autopilot in this world. Now, I think I'm coming back to reality. And it hurts... a lot.
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tinyrosegoddess4 years ago
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Sorry guys.
I'm apologizing ahead of time for the fact that my posts might be lower than normal, depressing, or no posts at all for the next few days. Depression is hitting me extra hard lately and I think my parents are gonna make me give up my phone. They don't see it as a way of coping, but as a way to ignore them. So just in case, I'm really sorry.
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