#delete later just needed to vent

[maxielonceagain]

Some fans really need to chill with the hate for the other driver in a team… Karma is gonna hit so hard soon. The things that are being said is vile and just immature.

Carlos is doing a great job and is driving for his place in the sport, and Daniel has walked under 10 ladders and broken 6 mirrors with his luck the last 6 months, but he is helping the team forward with feedback and so on, I think Bayer knows more than keyboard warriors.

If you have to waste energy just because you have to hate on someone then you are pathetic and it screams insecurity, and it's really sad because I find myself starting to dislike the other driver because of this.

#will delete later just needed to vent #daniel ricciardo #carlos sainz jr

[satorugojoswiife]

i kinda miss back when jjk wasn't big

#back in my day when the fandom was alot smaller #and the fans were all just super chill #i keep seeing so much negativity lately :( #and ofc its fine to dislike the story and be critical about it #but some of you are so rude about it #especially towards gege #also thinking about the irreparable damage a certain leaker who shall not be named has done to the english speaking fandom #the amount of misinformation 😭 #sorry for being negative !!! just needed to vent abit will prob delete later

[inklessletter]

Having an anxiety attack in the middle of the office, in front of everyone (clients and co-workers) is absolutely mortifying. I couldn't breath, couldn't stop crying and the only thing I was able to feel is embarrassment. And it shouldn't be like that. I know it shouldn't, and there is nothing to be ashamed of, it happens when it happens. But fuck me if I wasn't feeling pathetic and stupid in a moment like that, being more worried to stop crying and making a fool of myself instead on focusing on, I don't know, how to fucking breath again.

It is really a horrible day.

#i will probably delete this later #just needed to vent

[skunkes]

ok posting it here bc im not sure if its going to stay in the doodle page

#delete later #deleting soon bc eyes on me #for those of you who kept asking about Something last year LOLLL #sorry this is too entry level vent comic ykwim i jst needed to get it out #im over it in the sense that like ok yeah whatever #but not in the sense that i came out worse than before. i was already Small. ive been further Smallened #i was a rebound and lied to and discarded...which thank god i was Set Free but wow! #all my personal fears reinforced. it is embarrassing for me to want and need...i get it neow. i was a stepping stone i am an npc #idk that i could do it again! im not sure its worth trying i am too much of a...project. #as i was told from day 1 but still ran directly into it #and i was too much of a coward to leave myself. if it happened again i wouldnt be able to leave then either. #im happy that i dont think it could get much worse than all that for my first experience but it was also exhausting #and weirdly at the same time i dont think i cld ever expect better #its almost been a year since its been Done and the words and treatment linger <3 #this is also why i had to enlist talon as imaginary bf number 2 LOL need extra reinforcement and love #cringe as fuck but it rly will never be as good as whats in my brain...i know that neow. i will spare everyone the trouble #and remove myself from the dating pool (<- implying he was ever even in it) #i dont even hold any ill will toward em bc they were right...its just hurts ykwim

[tinyfantasminha]

''it's not straight up bullying or harrassment, it's just criticism!!!''

My brother in Christ, the artist literally had to delete/deactivate all of their soc media because of how much harrassment they were getting (including threats). Terminally online Gen Z will obsessively persecute an artist for something problematic they drew like half a decade ago, gaslight their apology posts, threaten them and when said artist deactivates and gets heavily affected irl they say ''oh they can't handle the criticism''. This is straight up vile and unexcusable behaviour. You're not doing the fandom a favour, you're not helping anyone, you're only turning this place even more toxic and quite literally ruining people's lives who never had the intention to interact with you in the first place. You use self-righteousness and morals as a disguise to bully and harass people because apparently that gives a sense of control in your miserable life. The block button exists as a way to curate your internet experience because anywhere, with no exceptions, there will be people with different opinions, POVs and morals than you, and bullying a person to forcibly cater to your morals is completely delusional and a waste of time.

I don't care if I lose followers for this, but if you harass, bully or threaten content creators in any way or agree with these actions, block me.

#discourse #vent #i dont usually engage with drama but im so fucking pissed off with this fandom #how can you sleep at night knowing the person you harrassed might never feel safe again to create content or engage w people online again #you gen Z kids need to step out of your perfect morally-right bubble and touch some grass #there will always be problematic content or things that you dont like anywhere on the internet if you feel uncomfy just block and move on #might delete later

[nell0-0]

Too tired to draw, what is this curse. I wanna draw so badly but can't even focus on the screen, augh

#talk tag #rant #i guess? #i feel super bad about complaining in here #but where else would I go with it #I just got a stressful job and keep messing up #not the job itself. but relationships with coworkers #it's so stressful bc I don't wanna come across as mean #it's just my face/voice when I'm not constantly making sure it's soft and nice #I don't wanna be mean #can't just go and say “it's the neurodivergence” #since I don't even know wtf is wrong with me #<- afraid of therapists #bc if I go to even one therapists and disregards my struggles I may just cry. and impostor syndrome again #rambling in the tags #will delete this later #i just needed to get this out #I also keep infodumping to clients and not sure how that's gonna fly with the bosses #...probably not well #english is hard today wtf #tw vent

[thefanciestborrower]

Man,,,I’m so tired

#there’s always something going on somewhere in this community that I need to care about #Some problematic person or friend groups who hate each other #Characters you’re allowed or not allowed to draw #You have to like vore one of two hyper specific ways and if you go outside of that then YOU’RE the problematic one #Each part of the community keeps splitting off smaller and smaller and they all hate each other it feels like #Main fandoms hate you for existing and OCs get headcannoned beyond recognition #Idk how to tag this I’m just having a moment #I don’t even want to be in the ‘vore community’ I just want to post stuff #And not fear for my life if I post something slightly out of the norm #Like I like fatal and reformation and I like slightly spicier stuff between couples and I like familial and teens being goofy and #It just feels impossible to exist like that idk #Might delete later tbh #I’m just tired of all the rules and the feuds and the fighting #vent post

[lanaevyssmoved]

there is a very specific part of astarions own personal groupies that makes me feel so physically unwell and triggers me so bad and i cannot block them all fast enough !!!!

#fray.txt #i am trying so hard not to see but it keeps ! popping up ! #i don’t wanna start drama so i’m blocking every single one ! #but sometimes i read something that makes me actually puke in my mouth and i just need to scream for a second !!!! #in which i’m using tumblr to vent oho when has this ever been a good idea #i’ll probably delete this later i’m just so upset rn lol

[the-sappho-of-lesbos]

I try to stay away from discourse but this is just rubs me the wrong way.

I hate how my generation of lgbt people hate on gay men so much and act like they are these spoilt privileged people. Like gay men have historically and still currently all over the world faced some of the most horrible homophobic violence. Even in countries where gay marriage is legal.

It just disgusts me honestly. You can talk about problems in the gay male community without completing disregarding all their struggles. They aren’t the “straight people” of the community. They aren’t the privileged monolithic overlords. Do you hear yourself?

Like hot take but maybe gay men are being stand-offish to you because you are saying the most untrue , heartless and heinous things about them that completely disregards their important impact and their trauma

#I’m just so annoyed by it #I’ve been seeing it everywhere lately and it really upsets me #I feel like I’m stubborn with this too and won’t change my mind so I probably will be annoying and not answers anons on it lol #I don’t want people yelling at me because I hate bringing up discourse but I’m just so frustrated by this and I needed to vent #who knows might delete it later

[thelastsaiyanprincess]

i need a McFuckin break

#too many traumatic incidents have occured in too short of a time frame #im over here tryna caretake and regulate other peoples emotions meanwhile im fucking struggling to even process my own #i just want some goddamn peace & quiet and AMPLE alone time. #the new year cannot come quickly enough #please god im BEGGING you for mercy #highkey cannot take it anymore #anxiety at an all time high urge to blow my fucking brains out at an all time high #please... if youre reading this do not ask me for anything. please do not. #do not ask me to listen do not ask me to speak do not ask me for emotional support. i simply Can Not do it rn #i need to not be Needed for a while #vent post #delete later

[sunsetcorvid]

hyperfixates so hard that it interferes with my school and basic bodily needs

#okay like genuinely i cant focus on anything i cant do my work #im on academic probation because of this i dont know what to do at this point #any time i try to do one assignment my brain blocks it all out and i get so frustrated that i just dont do it #its so fucking stupid why cant i just focus on one assignment for 2 minutes i dont need to brainstorm object shows 24/7 im so tired of this #i dont even know how to put my frustrations into words now urgh #miles rambles #vent post #kinda #tw vent #may delete later

[emberglowfox]

#fool me once shame on you fool me four thousand times shame on me and there will be shame on me again #i was excited to talk to you. i don’t understand why you won’t even look at me. #vent #delete later probably if i remember. i don’t know if want this staying up because it’s a bummer but i just need to get it out #but spending a week with a friends caring father and coming home to the guy i live with who won’t look at me or answer me when i say hello #just because he doesn’t feel like it or whatever the hell #hit me harder than i expected. #rounding in the year with the usual vague disappointment i guess #sparks speaks

[dravencroft]

Decisions.

#dravensart #vent art #decisions #idk I just needed to get this out of my system #who thought it was okay to let me become an adult? I'm not an adult. I'm not even a human being. #I don't know what to do. this decision is way bigger than me. #delete later probably

[mokeonn]

I think the frustrating thing about Spotify recommendations is sometimes it really does introduce me to lots of cool Indie Bands that I really vibe with and allow me to try some new stuff and sometimes it keeps telling me that I need to Listen to Mother Mother (I have not listened to Mother Mother ever and at this point I never will because it is a pride thing.)

Or a random unfunny tiktok joke song from 3 years ago/ a viral YouTube song from over a decade ago.

#simon says #will probably delete this later #but yeah my recommendations are all mother mother and my spotify weekly is a mix between sweet ass new bands and unfunny bad joke songs #my spotify weekly has Cherry Bomb by the Runaways which is a good recommendation and then the Creative Song from don't hug me im scared #which is a bad recommendation to be clear #i know I have a couple of odd songs from things like shows or cartoon bumpers in my playlist (i got whats new scooby doo on there) #but that doesn't mean that I need to be recommended fuckin Death By Glamour?? #like there's no videogame soundtracks in my playlist why the fuck is that there #If I wanna listen to Undertale music I would just listen to the vinyls I own!! #anyways this is just a vent against spotify #my weekly seems to have a LOT more indie stuff so imma check it out real fast #i want to discover more music because I do eventually want to just swap to mp3s and an mp3 player instead of spotify #that is one thing I like about Spotify the most is that it helps me find more bands that I like #but I could probably find stuff via looking up youtube playlists as well #so it's not worth paying for anymore #I asked for an mp3 player for Christmas so hopefully I get one and I can just start using that instead #i miss my mp3 these last 7 years without it have sucked I miss my designated music device #anyways dont have to worry about going ad free if you just have the digital files on your computer and put them directly in a player #😎👍

[justsasuke]

I just gotta vent for a second, please feel free to scroll past.

Ngl guys I usually am pretty fine but sometimes I really struggle with the fact that if I want to search anything related to Sasuke online, be it merch, pics, etc. etc. I'll inevitably run into something post kage summit (you know, where canon ends lol) that ends up reminding me just how crushed I was/am over how Sasuke's storyline went and how bothered it still makes me feel. And it just reminds me that I'm a Sasuke fan yeah but not the same way a lot of people are and that my reality surrounding him is not the reality other people are enjoying (aka b*ruto canon etc.) and there's people who actually LIkE iT ThE wAY It iS (that's a different rant) or at least accept it. So if I do stuff like have a Sasuke pin on my bag or have a keychain or literally anything I'm going to have to navigate this whole extra layer and nuance if anyone asks about it and at least today that thought is so bumming.

Anyway I wish I could just browse and enjoy like I used to but that's just not reality anymore and for some reason (probably me overthinking lol) I'm really sad about it today.

but also. Why is there no Juugo merch. What a crime against literally all of humanity.

#Personal #Delete later #Like to an extent it's hard to even publicly be a Sasuke fan anymore bc then people assume you like the recent stuff too #And then it's even harder to find people who understand him the way I do #And it feels so alienating somehow idk #Anyway all this to say I'm so grateful I have this blog #And all you guys to talk to who feel similarly #sorry for the vent #Ily you guys #Maybe I just need a nap